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Can we please have some more IDW Ironhold? They are so angsty and I love them
Here's a bit of fluff for them before we introduce Megatron.
Hope you enjoy!
Ironhold: Slice of Life
SFW, Platonic, Cybertronian reader
MTMTE
Alternative title: Ironhold’s rounds in the ship.
Rounds they do are basically things they do around the ship if someone pings them.
Round 1: Ratchet
Reason for ping?
To help him get some crates with medical supplies safely into the medbay.
All Ironhold needed to do was get 5 crates up to the medbay… from the lower decks…
Took multiple trips, but they soon managed to get all five crates in front of the medbay.
Ratchet helped open the door and get some of the crates.
Ironhold: “You sure you want to carry this Ratchet? It’s a bit heavy.” Ratchet: “I think I’ll be fine.” Ratchet manages to get in a few steps before having to put it back on the ground. Ironhold: “…You okay—” Ratchet: “Just get the crates in the closet.” Ironhold nods and opens a random closet. Ironhold: “Any closet good?” Ratchet: “Yeah, yeah, any is good… now where did I put that…” Ironhold: “Okay, okay—wow. You got tons of welds, masks, Drift, spare joints, laser pointers—” They stop and look back at their friend crouching in the closet, trying his best to hide behind some other large boxes. Ironhold: “…” Drift: “…” Ironhold sighs a bit before gesturing Drift out. Ironhold: “I need space to put these in. Either get out and leave or help me and I’ll forget I saw you.” Drift: “Deal.”
Things got put away much faster with Drift helping.
They would have stayed for longer, but they had gotten another ping.
Saying goodbye to Ratchet and Drift, they sought out to their next location.
Round 2: Rewind
Reason for ping?
The minibot needed help getting some seats and the new batteries for the projector to Swerve’s for the upcoming movie night.
Swerve seemed to like hosting more and more of these movie nights under the claims that it was ‘good for morale’.
Rodimus gave it the green light despite Magnus trying to pester for proper paperwork for the new activity.
They had a feeling Magnus would have green lit the activity regardless.
He seemed to be in better spirits with the minibot since their little outing to that off world bar.
This was one of their easier loads to carry, just one go and that was it.
Ironhold walks into the bar with the box of batteries, seating cushions and Rewind on their shoulders. Rewind: “Thanks again for helping me out Ironhold.” Ironhold: “No problem, now, where do I put these?” Rewind pointed to a corner near a storage closet. Rewind: “Swerve to put the stuff here.” Ironhold walks over and sets down the box. Rewind nearly falls off but Ironhold quickly steadies him. Rewind: “That was close.” Ironhold: “Comes with practice.” Rewind: “Oh? Who did you have practice with?” Ironhold has flashbacks to dealing with Frenzy and Rumble climbing up and down their frame like Earth Squirrels before using duct tape to tape Frenzy to the wall. Rumble got tapped to their back on accident. They still don’t know how that happened though… Rewind: “I’m guessing with the humans you had to work with.” Ironhold snaps out of their trance. Ironhold: “Yeah. Hey, if you don’t mind me asking, where is Chromedome? You two are rarely too far from each other.” Rewind huffs. Rewind: “Long story.” Ironhold: “I got some time left. Tell away.”
It turned out that Chromedome had been spending more time with Brainstorm lately and that was why he wasn’t here.
Ironhold let the mini rant as much as he wanted to while fixing some of the batteries into the projector.
Rewind finished ranting just as they received another ping.
They carefully set him down, wished him the best with Chromedome, said goodbye and went off.
Round 3: Tailgate
Reason for ping?
To talk.
Ironhold didn’t have to go too far for this one.
Mainly because Tailgate was in the bar.
Apparently, he wanted to hear more about the war from different sides.
Why didn’t he want to talk to Rewind about it?
He was an archivist after all and had footage of things pre, during and post war.
But no, Tailgate insisted on talking with them.
They couldn’t resist the unfiltered happiness his field was expelling.
Ironhold tells him some stories from when they were a Con, something that catches him off guard.
They try their best to keep the stories as vague as possible.
Tailgate: “You’re really good friends with the captain.” Ironhold: “He was the first friend I made when I ended up defecting.” Tailgate: “How did you defect?” Iornhold: “… I was shot and left for dead and Optimus sought to fit to help me instead of ending me.” Tailgate: “Do you know who it was? Are they your arch nemesis? I know I heard Skids saying something about mortal enemies, was that dirty Con your enemy?” Ironhold stays silent for a minute. Tailgate deflates a bit. Tailgate: “I’m sorry. If you don’t want to talk about it I—” Ironhold: “No. No its okay. I just… It’s a bit hard to talk about the Con who left me for dead Tailgate. I’m honestly surprised that no one has told you about my story.” Tailgate: “I tried asking Cyclonus but he slammed to door in my face, probably having a bad day.” Ironhold scowls a bit. Ironhold: “If Cyclonus gives you any trouble, call me.”
Tailgate asks more lighthearted questions about themselves until the next ping.
Ironhold thanks Tailgate for the talk, once again telling him that if Cylocnus was giving him trouble to let them know.
Tailgate waved goodbye as they went to go to their next location… or should they say locations…
Round 4: Whirl
Reason for ping?
To get him a list of tools that would be needed to make a jail break.
They had a feeling where they would find the Ex-Wrecker and made a quick stop to their habsuite before going down to the brig.
Sure enough, Whirl was sitting in his cell waiting patiently.
Ironhold sighed as he demanded the tools.
They passed him some of them.
Whirl: “Hey what gives? Give me the rest!” Ironhold: “Whirl do you think I don’t know what these tools can do? Especially with some bot in a cell? You’re trying to escape.” Whirl mockingly bows. Whirl: “Guilty as charged. Now about the rest—” Ironhold: “You know I can’t just let you out, right?” Whirl: “Oh c’mon—” Ironhold: “But… maybe after you do something for me.” Whirl’s optic squints. Ironhold slips an old clock through the bars. Ironhold: “I understand you were a clock smith before the war. I’ve been trying to get this old thing to work for a couple months, and I think I might have made things worse.” Whirl carefully inspects the clock while giving them a suspicious look. Ironhold: “If you can fix it, I can make a call to Magnus about letting you off on good behavior.” They wait patiently for Whirl’s answer. Whirl: “…what have you put this thing through? A meatgrinder? Looks like some of your Con work is still showing.”
Whirl makes quips about their inaficancy of cleaning out things in the clock and twisting some of the metal.
Ironhold ignores it and just watches Whirl work, occasionally asking questions here and there.
As promised, they let Magnus know about Whirl’s early release based on good behavior.
Something they know they are going to hear from him later, but that was a future Ironhold problem.
Whirl gives them the clock and marches off, just in time for the next ping.
Final round: Rodimus
Reason for ping?
No instructions, but a hurried message to get to Swerve’s.
Ironhold nearly breaks down the door when Rodimus comes out.
They look over him for any injuries, there are none.
Before they can properly ask any questions, the mech drags them into the bar by their servo.
…He had called them to movie night…
Ironhold sighs in relief and frustration. Ironhold: “Rodimus you can’t call in an emergency for something that isn’t an emergency.” Rodimus: “But it was. You would have been late if I hadn’t got you here sooner. Now sit!” Rodimus pushes them back into a seat. Before they could get up, Rodimus already had his helm on their lap. Ironhold: “What makes you think I can’t just push you off?” Rodimus flashes a mischievous smile. Rodimus: “You won’t, you like me too much.” Ironhold grumbles before readjusting their seat to be more comfortable as more bots start sitting down nearby. They spot Rewind and Chromedome sitting together at one table, not to far from Cyclonus, Tailgate and Whirl. Drift and most of the medical staff entered in with Magnus a few minutes before the movie started. Rodimus stretched a bit more on their lap, occasionally tapping their leg. Ironhold let an arm drape over his chassis. Ironhold: “I can still push you off.” Rodimus without looking from the screen: “No you wouldn’t. No shh! Its starting.” Ironhold let a ghost of a smile form on their face as they turned their attention to the screen. It was a good day today.
#maccadam#transformers x reader#bot buddy#mtmte x reader#mtmte x platonic reader#ironhold#mtmte ironhold
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*wheeze* slowly, but surely, working on art of them all
#bg3#myart#wip#I want to make every tav/companion pairing I have a dedicated. fancy piece.#these started with a concept for a wyll drawing that was very...storybook! inspired.#I would have been done all the linework for these two pieces by now had my weekend gone better :/#I was violently unwell for...about a week and a half? chronic illness bullshit. had started to feel better friday of last week...#...unfortunately fate had it that the weekend ended up being particularly stressful. so the pain returned anew.#it was. somewhat better today. but still not enough for me to really be productive in my free time :(#I will try to complete the linework tomorrow if all goes well. I really would like to start colouring them!#I have delightful colour schemes chosen...#gale/illamin piece has already been sketched in a notebook. once I finish these two- I will begin lining theirs!#illamin's connects to cadence's because they're intertwined like that. but I have yet to finish planning out cadence's piece.#I've gone back and forth on who I should romance with him...the thing with any of the companions is that they are all written to be-#-immensely compatible with each other. so writing a tav FOR a specific companion is a bit hard. often the tav could fit with any of them.#hell. I'm STILL working out details of jantar and corydalis' story & characters. because I can't be normal about this.#that aside- I DO have other. finished pieces...finally.#well. I had some long before... but I didn't want to post them because I wasn't happy with them.#so I went and finished new stuff that I DO like.#4. technically 5 drawings. all horror/horror adjacent in theme.#my extremely detailed hux painting is also NEARLY done. after months upon months of work.#and I continue to slowly chip away at the big scifi themed dbd piece I've had in progress.#I really never run out of things to draw and it's a bit torturous because I never have the time or energy to draw everything...
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edgar vargas and squee by johnen vasquez
scriabin by zarla-s
#sunny's art#vargas#edgar vargas#vargas zarla#scriabin vargas#zarla s#scriabin#doodles#YOU THOUGHT YOU'D SEEN THE LAST OF ME . . . . !!!!#well HELLO !!!! I'M BACK !!!!!!!!#got a new brush . what do you think of it do you like it#okay i want to ramble about these wait a second#the first one looks a bit different to the rest because i was just trying new stuff .#if i spend a long time without drawing i'll forget how to draw and well it happened#i've changed my art style like 3 times now but i still draw side profiles the same . looks weird ugh#the mug says “ JESUS loves me BECAUSE no one else will ” btw . meta gave me the idea actually . thanks meta .#about the second one . finished that one like ten minutes ago . missed drawing todd aw#i just find their whole relationship so amusing .#like yes i went crazy for like a month and now i have a brother-husband and a kid ?!#they complement each other so well though . i love them#THE UNO ONE omg i've had that idea for like A YEAR NOW and i just drew it lol#i wonder how long it would take scriabin to notice though .#when i showed this to meta she said : “ oh wow !! edgar's finally winning at something !! ” and it's SO TRUE#wonder how he does it !#and the last one . i got the idea when i was looking through zarla's account searching for fan art .#love it so much though they look like their lives aren't a living hell#anyways i'll probably make more of these . who knows#going back to school on monday . and of course i had to get inspiration four days before going back .#please PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO GET BACK TO SCHOOL . PL#okay byeee enjoy these . eat my starved followers . EAT !!!!!
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man what ARE they going to do with marius in the show. like genuinely fascinated with this as an adaptational question. anne loved that guy so much somehow and kept making him integral to the plot
#lestat's second cancellation of the season will be for going to hang out with marius.#vampireblogging#i went back to go look at how armand describes marius in his backstory mind beam in TVL#and it's less stark than what was presented so far in the show but lestat was still fucking crazy for going to hang out with that guy-#i mean i say that but the stuff with the like. secret vampire blood kiss that he can't tell anyone about is#like a very effective metaphor for abuse! surely on purpose? right?#i have no idea what was going on in anne's head fucking ever.#also i know the true answer is just that she probably decided on more details when she wrote TVA#but armand giving a very sugar-coated version of the circumstances of his turning. is pretty good!#anyway you can probably do something interesting with marius anne just never did.#also everyone's going to kill each other on twitter about it but what else is new-#obviously i would hate this and it would be terrible but i'll admit. it would be kind of funny if they said#fuck you we're sticking to the books. marius/daniel be upon you#no i STILL haven't finished qotd bc i'm sick of all this damn vampire lore and people not ripping each other's throats out. emotionally.#and just started reading sunshine instead.
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i played the remastered alan wake a while back and am replaying the original on steam, and, honestly, they’re so similar, I couldn’t tell which is which if you held up comparisons. ive come across reviews about the game looking outdated and bad (mostly compared to other releases in that time), but the original looks great and I like the hazy dark lighting for both this and awan
#might delete#I can’t wait to run into all the product placements#like yeah I know it’s not. top graphics of that year. but I’ve stopped and looked at the environment So many times. it’s pretty!#this is because im biased but I *loved* AWANs choice of scenery. although I wish it was as detailed and expansive as the original games#all of remedy’s games do pretty great in terms of the environment. ignore controls terrible map and the Oldest House is an incredible space#to navigate just by following signs and all the little details. the atmosphere!#don’t even need to explain how aw2 is good with that#but even Max Payne 1 has this beautiful eerie quality where everything is this fever dream of grungy or old environments#even before the literal nightmare sequence it felt like navigating a dream of this Not New York City. like of course it’s likely born from#the limitations the developers had when making it. but the emptiness and placement of npcs added to the experience#QB so far is my least favorite in its style and environment but it’s still had some good moments. the use of flashbacks + time overlapping#onto abandoned and destroyed environments was genius. the college campus itself and the train(?) cargo(?) area was neat to go through#there’s some really good stuff there! *im also. not done with QB so im still hoping things get more wild!!#im honestly more forgiving of QB as a whole and find it interesting since it went through a lot of hell in its development#this might seem negative but it’s not! it’s a shockingly beautiful game. graphics exceed expectations#the style and some locations is where it’s more boring for me. but still good. im so tempted to buy it on steam to finally finish it#endless apologies if u opened this and ur entire page opened up an essays worth of tags
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So I followed you years ago for the first season of tua. It has been years and now tua has come to an end. I just watched the final season. Did you or will you watch it? I might not be able to recommend it. Which is such a shame. The first season was amazing and will be forever one of my favorite shows.
I have a terrible confession to make…
I’ve only fully watched season one of the umbrella academy. I started season 2 and haven’t finished it yet 😭
#asks#anonymous#I’m a SHAM#the thing is when I get into something I almost need it all to be out at once#bc if there is a hiatus or I have to wait for new seasons#I start playing with the characters like dolls in my mind#and then I’m always ?? about the choices the real creators make bc that’s not the characters I made up in my head#which is obviously my own fault#also my adhd ass forgets things exist easily#and also I rarely watch TV shows to begin with#or movies tbh#I’m more of a reader than a watcher in general#so I’m WAY better at watching things when I have people to watch them with#I watched season one of tua with my old roommate#and my sister started me on season 2 but then she went home ofc and I didn’t continue by myself#and I don’t have anyone else who wants to watch with me I think#I’m BAD at watching visual media#unless it’s documentaries/crime or hospital formulaic shows/video essays that I can have on vaguely in the background while I do other stuff#I watch a lot of dropout content for that reason lol#but yeah me not watching the rest is why I didn’t finish some of my fanfics and haven’t written more#I have committed the exact same crime with the Witcher if that helps
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how did the april fools boop day go for you ? Do you miss the boop?
I sent out about 4000 boops yesterday and my arms were about to split in half fr!!! (つ╥﹏╥)つ
I was visiting my dad for easter and had to fight demons to restrain myself from eating any more chocolate eggs because my idiot ass just kept vacuuming them into my mouth to the point I felt like throwing up, but the moment I felt fine my brains were immediately like "hmmmmm. maybe another egg won't hurt (:" and that. that was the devil itself talking I stg
Some of my friends sent videos and pics of their Easter bonfires (a Western Finnish tradition) and I wanted to be there so baaaaaad!!! Just watching all the snow gradually melt and form tiny little streams that glimmer around the bonfire is just so 👌👌👌👌 My roomie was back home and apparently there was a huge thunderstorm too over the weekend?? Like a total armageddon tier thunderstorm even tho it was like 3 °C (37 °F) outside????
#i think i spent most of my boop day sitting in the kitchen waiting for my dad to finish napping so I wouldn't have to take the#tram or bus to the train station and drag all my stuff with me#idk why my dad sleeps so poorly all the time!! he doesn't even change his sheets!!!! i should buy him new ones because idk if he has enough#i've asked him what kinda pillows he likes so i could buy some for him and the dude's just like 'ehh i already have pillows'#yeah you do!!! shitty ones!!!!#what is it with middle aged men that makes them dismiss all the important stuff at home and instead buy useless stuff#like bro your dick won't fall off if you sleep in clean sheets every once in a while!! it would help with your sleeping problems too!!!#anyway lmao enough about me ranting about my dad's sleeping habits#i wanna hear how your boop day went!! how many people did you boop?#kanailu
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no bc I dare people who think cheer isn’t a sport to come do what we do for a day. I dare you. try doing a triple toe touch. try doing any of our tumbling sequences. try doing an inversion to liberty to full down. try doing a cupie. you won’t
#cheerleading#cheer#louie.txt#THOSE ARENT EVEN THE HARDEST THINGS WE DO!!!#go join top gun for a day#I FUCKING DARE YOU#sorry I’m just in a cheer mood#We just finished cheer camp and we tried so many new things with stunts and we progressed SO MUCH#we went from extensions and prep libs to inversions and flips in pyramids!! like! that’s crazy!!!!#our flyer who had never done anything harder than an extension went from that to full downs and inversions and half ups#and flips to cradle in pyramids#like HELLO???? THATS INCREDIBLE!#she didn’t even know what the stuff we were doing was called half the time#I’m so proud of her#I’m proud of our whole stunt group#we’re the most advanced on our squad (which isn’t that hard bc there’s only two stunt groups on our squad 💀💀💀)#but there’s like 9-10 program-wide#we just have multiple squads
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#finally met my angeeellll#went on a walk just to spend time with the moon#i was so happy really#i havent seen it in a while 🥺🥺#i miss you a lot lately#idk its stupid but i do feel like#ive been like not here the past couple of days mentally#or weeks i dont know#bt release their single and i did not listen to it#but idk why#it just feels overwhelming#and i havent watched older lives either much#i dont know#it's just shittie lately#everything's overwhelming#especially his absence sigh#but i still love BT#all of them#i just really need to sort myself out before jumping into the new era ahaha#the actual album is almost getting released and im really not ready aaaa#itll be so overwhelming#idk what to do lol. Cuz i dont wanna avoid it but i dont think i can immediately listen to it#idk! sorry for the ramble#much thoughts in this tiny exhausted brain lately#Also sorry for the inactivity and all. i have some stuff in drafts but idk. i feel heavy posting them???#its stupid but i feel like its somehow disrespectful to post old content when i know the guys are moving forward??#but of course that's not the case but yes i feel so confused#and really exhausted. im sleepwalking through my life lately honestly and it's not that great 💔#but hope itll be better soon#ahhhh. i need to finish school too cuz i cant disappoint the ppl around me. and i cant disappoint myself either
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#just an observation bc im avoiding working on stuff but i draw a lot and post basically everything i draw thst gets finished#and its v funny to me how u can tell how out of focus i was based on the quality of the drawing#or like when i post something and its like ok some of that was good but u def gave up halfway thru one of those lol#inconsistency i funny like that. its also funny to me that now a days i get comments like COLORS!!!#which is funny bc i notoriously haaaaaate coloring. like i will sit around whining and complaining when im home with my parents bc i dont#wanna color. its just so easy to fuck things up when u draw traditionally and it takes a million years so its a big ask lol#but i guess i dont hate is so much right now bc i kinda just slap whatever colors i want together like fuck it we ball#and thats kinda fun. reckless i suppose#its agony when u wanna try to do shadows and lights tho. like finding references ugh#or wanting to draw big ideas but then its like oh god its gonna take so long and if i dont do it all in one sitting i might die#im a lil better abt thst now bc it would b impossible but in my head i still hate it#ugh. all i wanna do is draw. theres another universe where i went to art school. or just like took art classes. and i wanna say id b happier#but thats def a lie XD i like learning too much and i dont have the attention span to hardcore learn genetics outside an academic#environment. and i got way too excited abt exploring the genetic traits of my cyano species#like i can make genetics trees for traits and look for. fuck. i forgot the word. how tf did i forget the word. oh god. horizontal gene#transfer. jesus christ its like theres a hole in my brain. well. i guess i did get only like 4hrs sleep. ugh im rambling.#i need to finish getting ready for Monday so i dont have to tomorrow and ill have time to draw. prob wont stop me feeling nauseous abt#teaching tho. OH FUCK. i just remembered i have a new office space now to decorate. fuck i need to hang up pictures and stuff#what would b the funniest way to put narut0 on my deskspace? idk ill have to think abt it. oh god im not ready#my head is like a handbell. one of the big ones when u ring it and it hits soft and u can feel the vibrations. someones wrung my head lol#unrelated
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it’s finally getting cold enough that i can bring my cardigan collection back into rotation without feeling like i’m gonna melt into a puddle the second i step outside!!!
#Seven.txt#my face#i have rematerialized back out of the void to once again make my once-in-a-blue-moon selfie & life update post#i’m running on 4 hours of restless sleep and the single banana i ate for lunch earlier today. let’s do this#hrrrrg i hate the lighting in my bathroom but i refuse to take pictures in the absolute Mental Illness Disaster Zone™️ that is my bedroom#anyways. got diagnosed with Mystery Pain Syndrome at the dentist today. so now i take ✨steroids✨#the less funny explanation is that my tooth still hurts with pressure nearly a month post-root canal and That’s Not Good#so we’re trying some new medications to see if that fixes it. and if not then who knows. root canal pt.2 the sequel. or extraction. sigh#and so the Dental Saga continues. todays visit went quite well in spite of the unforeseen mystery pain delaying the tooth-shaving plans#we had some time to kill so he managed to fill some of my other tiny cavities while i was there today so that’s good#okay moving on. what else. uhh. OH they finally came out and ran the fiber to the house last week!!! now i’m just waiting on one more-#-guy to come and finish the interior install and the long awaited fast internet will finally be mine eheheheheeeee#now i can feel my hours upon hours of unedited gameplay footage breathing down my neck :)#man i’ve got so much stuff piled up right now. i’m drowning in Tasks and it’s a lil overwhelming but i’ll handle it all! eventually#uhhhhm my current writing project is coming along well! i’ve never put so much time and effort into a oneshot before in my life#its a labor of love though and i think i’m gonna be really proud of myself (and the fic) once it’s complete#even if no one reads it bc it’s so goddamn self indulgent and kinda lowkey throws canon out the window but like. fuck it!#if i want Astarion to write a song on piano and perform it for me while mentally taking me on a trip down memory lane. then so be it#fr though i’ve never written anything quite like this and i rlly want to do it justice. even if its unrealistic i still want it to be Good#in other news i received word that one of the chickens i sponsor at my local Gentle Barn has passed away so i had a lil cry abt that#i feel so bad for his little tiny chicken wife. they obviously loved each other and it’s like. so sad when one half of an old couple dies#like. she pulled him out of his depression after his 1st wife died. now who’s gonna be there to pull Her out…#anyways let’s not get all sad about that again. in happier news my cat who i presumed died/got killed has returned home uninjured!!!#after that huge stray dog chased her into the woods i thought we’d never find or see her again#but then the morning after i started grieving her she showed back up hungry as hell yet completely unharmed like the enigma that she is#so that’s one definite highlight from earlier this month. uhh what else. rapid fire summary of the past few weeks let’s go-#Jersey turned 10! Bullet turned 10! my 6 year Veganniversary happened! i’m approaching 700 days on DuoLingo!#i’ve written more than 20 thousand words! i’ve been facing some fears! fighting my OCD! taking care of myself! (kinda!)#anyways things are far from being all sunshine and roses around here but i’m trying to focus on the good stuff for the most part#for now tho i have a headache and have reached 30 tags so it’s time to go shovel some mashed potatoes into my mouth :)
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Gotta love how my gallery looks so messy when the artblock started creeping in like, there's horror art, sketch, sketch, sketch, sketch, sketch, sketch, sketch, and then suddenly a full on proper drawing of my dearest son Alec with a mermaid form.

You can see the three sketch attempts I was desperately tryna do for Mermaid Alec until I managed to settle on something finally.
#aria rants#that one sol sketch of them just Losing It that i attempted but was like: ough... i dont have energy for sketching...#and then i proceeded to force myself to sketch stuff until i can just beat the artblock with at least One drawing#im deleting the other two mermaid alec sketch with wonky tail anatomy. i kinda like how the one before the#completed artwork look so i might revisit that. ofc im fixing the tail on it. or not... maybe a new style or smth could be possible!#i need to revisit the other sketches too. like the ones after leiano (guy on horror art) are for the lesbians#wanna draw their designs altho i might end up finishing the sketch beside sol's before anything#as like a downtime thing for me to just loosen up after doing the pain that is mermaid alec art#cuz that sketch was meant to be smth relatively easy supposedly. which was where i was like: smth is wrong...#when i was struggling with it but then i was also like: eh maybe just laziness. time to work on a new sketch ig#until i tried sols drawing and still couldnt then i went to draw alec and STILL STRUGGLED so yea. it wasnt laziness
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decided to add some little glowing orbs because it's fun to play around with the lighting
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#our WIPs#big drawing 2024#new year's resolutions 2024#I love how quickly this went from ''okay we're drawing a landscape I guess'' to ''fuck it I'm drawing weird fantasy trees made of clouds''#at this point I have no idea what this is gonna look like when we finish working on it#because it already doesn't look how I initially thought it would and it's only been a month and a half out of the whole year#but I think that makes it more fun because it'll be interesting seeing what happens#I'm also still not used to posting so many WIP images even though we do take screenshots a lot for some of our longer drawings#but it's fun posting the stuff showing the process especially for such a long drawing#I think with portraits we feel more awkward because they tend to look weird until shortly before we start colouring them#but especially at the start of the drawing they'll look really creepy and weird and the proportions end up being a shitshow for a while
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the music for the colgera battle is quite delightful (wow i just need to say i like it. goodness) its a shame i couldnt really properly hear it while actually playing on account of having to sit right next to a loud ac but listening to it fully the other day was nice. took me a few weeks but i can appreciate it now - and listen ... im a simple guy, the rito village theme being incorporated into a section of it is just wow :-( ....... big leitmotif fan. walking into zoras domain is going to kill me
#music is the only thing important to me actually.#when i played botw i spent a lot of time dilly dallying as one could say. basically just splorin. and riding my horse around in literal#circles#it took me years to do more than 2 of the divine beasts ... LOL.#anyway. in botw i always did mipha first but as of late noted to myself that when i replay botw sometime in the future im going to head for#vah medoh first .... revalis gale is my best friend#i sort of took that over to totk and after a few days i was like okay im going to rito village im curious#i think im going to have very fond memories of that in the future. i really enjoyed doing all of that :-)#i want to say - totk very much so has had the ability to give me new ''wow'' moments that i had in botw#and gosh .... thinking about how ive played these two games at very different points in my life ... ahhh#in my totk playing i have been very much spacing out the main objective stuff. i did get around to rito village somewhat quickly#like perhaps a few days after i got the game (finished the tutorial area on the first night and just went to towns and explored yadada#for a few days after that#and then i did gerudo town a little while after that#so far i have not ventured to goron city or zoras domain. ive explored a little bit in each of those regions but have not yet gone and#committed. although goron city is next#ohh i did a labyrinth the other day. wicked fucked up man they put half this shit in the sky also randomly The hands were there#scary. no more elaboration#back to music. i learned to play miphas melody on piano a few years back#i really need to get back to piano ... learning to duet kass' theme with my sibling but ive been slacking on my half#hyrule warriors age of calamity was insane purely for hearing a version of miphas theme but for battle#like duude. are you hearing this? dude........#just remembered sidon. dont even get me started .......... sniffle#so crazy when there is music
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#good morning? it's early morning it counts#I slept most of the day and woke up just about now#feeling a bit sick but I think I can manage doing things tonight :3#yesterday I finished the new ultrakill layer! it was so cool and creepy.. liked it a lot!!!#I also got close to beating the last picayune dreams boss... got to JUST the very end of the boss and died 🥹#did my shopping too and managed to clean a good bit n.n#at the end of the day Lily woke up so idr what went on very well but I think I slept really early... I remembered my dreams though#had a funny one where halloween also got the xmas treatment and people gave gifts and stuff then too#and I was out buying those for people#was kinda nice actually#one of the nicest coziest dreams in a while#anyway today won't be the most eventful.. might hang out wiht people or play a game or something...#maybe set up for some things I wanted to do later?#also this song reminded me that I wanted to make pirozhki again cause we can't really get them here so it gets to be here I guess#let's try making today... nice! and maybe restful and cozy...#Youtube
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#the sky speaks#hiii i felt like rambling#im so busy lately!! retail job is exhausting and im working with my mom twice a week again#went to a yoga class with her on Sunday that was fun!! hard tho#and AUGGH. Christmas presents.........#i need to draw print and frame 2 pieces#make a blanket#and then when my mom isnt looking i need to organize her recipes. type them all up and print them out and find a like#pretty photo album type thing to put them in i think#i just bough stuff for my dad bc im making too much 😞#and i hav other atuff i need to do too#i need to take lucy to the vet. i need to help my mom finish painting the kitchen.#i need to clean out my garden bc i never got to it in the fall. i need to text my friend and plan a gift exchange probably after new years#and FUCK. i need to get stuff for her cousin. i told them id get them a Christmas gift... but idk what theyd like ......#its their first Christmas too!!!!!!!! (theyre an adult but we were all raised in a cult and they only just got out. long story)#so i defo wanna get them smthn#im a little bummed tho bc my friend never texted me for my bday#shes super busy + has memory issues + is not used to celebrating bdays (aforementioned cult stuff) so like i get it but now i feel awkward#cause like im fonna remind her when i do text her and its gonna make her feel bad but like. there is no hiding it#hmm i also need to make Christmas cookies for family n neighbors#and ive always wanted to look into mailing cookies!! i wanna send my internet friends cookies.... but again im so busy idk if i can thisyear#maybe i could do belated Christmas cookies.. new years cookies#on a sadder note ive been feeling very gender (bad edition) lately. especially todya#so weird that my family still calls me by my full name most of the time. and introduces me that way#and at work everyone calls me layn :) which is nice. some of my coworkers r trans too !!#i think i wanna get a pronoun pin for my uniform#but idk part of me wants to always introduce myself as layn and another feels off or insincere in that want. bc ive been helayna for so long#its just second nature to introduce myself with my full name. its less want and more muscle memory#speaking of names. ive thought of adding a new name. tryin one out. its been stewing for a while but i like the name owen#im running out of tags now whoopsie.. but yea theres a little life update ty for reading 💞
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