#its stupid but i feel like its somehow disrespectful to post old content when i know the guys are moving forward??

[pleasedontcareaboutme]

[sorikkung]

Yea🥺🥺 that's okay, i might be social butterfly but have issues when it comes to making friends too, so i understand what you mean! Skkdkdkerk Bro- if you're Scorpio we're gonna have it the hard way🤣

Yeah, aussie bros😌😌🤙

Lmao, I guess it is. But yeah tumblr and twitter are two different worlds, like I'm not so active on twt but i see so many warzones, you literally can be cancelled so easily there. It's really much more free here, kinda prefer that tho. It's free, do whatever you want, why should you care about what others think. Like Tumblr anons pfff, Who at this point didn't get anon hates here lmao🤣

Damn, you really are that bitch, I like that! You're real and not scared to call people out. I know what you mean!! I absolutely agree with you saying that! But my carrd is something I wrote before. There's obviously a moment when I feel more comfortable writing for women because males are a bit more of an unknown area for me but sometimes I'm trying to make my work more non gender. not everything has to be written about "he insert his long dick into your pussy" you know☠️☠️ there's so many ways to say it differently without making someone feel disrespected and not valid enough.

You can't take things out and call someone if you don't know how old they are bro-

lmFAoo what do scorpios do if not always end up doing things the hard way

yeah ive recieved death threats on twt for calling felix nonbinary along with a bunch of other stupid shit, it's insane, so tumblr is just a fuckin lawless land lmfao absolute freedom. i post rpf smut and no one gives a shit. its great

i mean even if it was written a while ago, it's still up there on your page to represent you so if it doesnt apply then maybe you should update it LOL so i can absolutely call you out on it but im just glad you took it in stride lmfao. honestly its not a matter of fem reader fics making people feel disrespected or not valid enough, theres nothing Wrong with fem reader fics, but more just that isolation that comes with feeling like we dont belong here. people read self insert fics bc they want to feel Seen, and when the vast majority of self inserts are hard to relate to, it ends up having the opposite effect - we don't feel very seen at all. gender neutral reader fic means that everyone can feel included and enjoy inserting themselves into the story, so i feel like it should become the norm unless gender is relevant to the story somehow, or you're trying to make content for other types of readers you dont usually see (like how im writing a transmasc reader fic) but like... in the end, i cant control what other people want to write, and theres no right way to write fic, so. i just gotta put up and shut up really.

[simplybellee24]

Here it goes

Wednesday February 8th 2017 9:57 pm, in bed

Here it goes, something I have been wanting to get off of my chest for a while. The person who this is intended for, will probably never read this, and I’m hoping that its true, but here it goes. 

I like you… a lot… more than you will ever be able to understand. And not in the way that most girls like you, but in a genuine, innocent kind of way. Just everything about you, has me hooked. I could literally be in a room with all the best looking guys in the world and I will still be looking at you. It’s you, and it has always been you. Since the moment I met you, I knew. I know its cliche to say, but it’s true, this isn’t one of those stupid school girl crushes, because I have liked you for a long time. Not many people know this, but when I did counseling, I made a list of all the things I wanted in a future boyfriend, granted this list was compiled by fourteen year old me, before I met you, but when I met you and got to know you, you were and are everything on that list. I have gone years acting like I hate you, to cover up the true feelings I have for you. To cover up the fact that I really like you, to make you think I wasn’t like every other girl that wanted you. Instead of being seen as everyone else, I covered it up and acted like I hated you, for four years… I acted like I hated you. I acted like I was never and would never be interested on you.  I acted like you were the most annoying, irritating person I knew, when in reality, my mood changed when you walked in a room, my heart would race every time I would see your smile, which I think is amazing.I remember getting a huge smile on my face even just hearing your name.  I thought, well think you are so funny, and have always admired how you said what you were thinking, and you were so comfortable being yourself. Stupid me remembers every conversation we have ever had. I remember them like they happened yesterday. I painfully remember all of the embarrassing things I have said to you, or have done in front of you. I know I was and am in deep when you literally make me stupid. My major involves speaking for a living, and you make it to where I can’t speak to you without stuttering, slurring or completely forgetting what I was gonna say. Another thing is the way I can’t look you in the eyes when we talk, I have always thought it was disrespectful to not look someone in the eyes when speaking to them, but with you I can’t. Something major that is on that list, that is still the most important thing to me and always will be, is having to be a good hearted, active practicing christian. And that is exactly what you are, and I see it and it draws me in even more. I see you at church and it just makes me so happy, I see you worship and my heart gets so content, and I think it is absolutely amazing seeing a guy love Jesus as much as you do. You don’t and won’t ever be able to comprehend the feelings I have for you, I have prayed for God to put someone amazing and who is in love with Jesus in my life somehow, and he answered my prayer by allowing us to be friends. You won’t be able to understand how much it meant to me for you to take time out of your day to help me with different things and help me with questions I had. What you also don’t know is the preparations that go into the texts I send you. This is so embarrassing, but I’m already this far so I have to keep going. Anytime I hear something on being with someone who is God loving I always think of how I want to be with you. I think of how motivational you are to many, how in love with Jesus you are, and that is what I want. I also really like seeing you do what you love. It makes me so happy, and you will never see how happy it makes me to see you happy, and that is okay. Maybe it’s a good thing that you never looked at me the way I look at you, because I can’t even look at you without getting knots in my stomach and getting nervous that I’ll being doing something that looks stupid. Also compared to the girls you have been with there is no competition, I can’t compete with them. I just like you so much and I always have, for as long as I have known you. It’s just hard because you’re you, you’re popular, everyone likes you and wants to be around you, and I’m me, the girl everyone thought was weird, the one that started college never having had a boyfriend, more so someone who was genuinely into me and wanted to be with me. I joke around saying that all i need is one time or one date for you to realize how great I am, and how great I think we would be, but then I stop, think and laugh at how I could ever think of something that ridiculous, now why would you ever think of going out with me? I know you will never read this but I’m proud of myself for posting it. There is so much I can go on and on about how much you mean to me, its ridiculous, because I know I will never get the chance so many other girls got. Oh well, but yeah I wanted to get that out there, sorry if i just ruined whatever friendship we had left, and for probably ruining what ever image you had of me. 

Oh well its out.