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It’s me, your favourite life series text post guy
#the clockers#zombiewood#ethubs#divorceduo#solidarian#hole husbands#ZombieCleo#inthelittlewood#goodtimeswithscar#bdubs#impulsesv#ethoslab#geminitay#jimmy solidarity#ldshadowlady#grian#bigb#life series#mcyt#text post memes#the Impulse and Scott one is literally just last life in a nutshell#I love them dearly one of my fave duos but nobody talks about them#so I suffer alone
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babygirl I’m crying about media you’ve never even heard of
#This post is actually about Little Women 1994#all my friends who have seen it aren’t answering my messages about me crying#so I suffer alone
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Homer!Odysseus and Epic!Odysseus would try to kill each other if they ever met
#Homer!Odysseus: you sacrificed your men to save yourself? Detestable coward! How I wish I was never born if it would ensure you had not the#Epic!Odysseus: you’d understand if you *loved your wife.* But I guess a guy who stayed with Circe for a year wouldn’t know that!#H!Odysseus: do not speak of things you know nothing about! I long for my return to sweet Penelope but I have a duty to my men#E!Odysseus: A YEAR. A WHOLE YEAR. I WOULD KILL ANYTHING AND ANYONE TO GET A HOME A YEAR FASTER#H!Odysseus: that was clear when you served Scylla six men like they were cattle!#E!Odysseus: it was them or me! And don’t keep talking about my friends like you did any better. you’ll go home alone too#H!Odysseus: they doomed themselves when they ate Hyperion’s golden cattle. I am not responsible for their suffering. But you could have ens#H!Odysseus: Now Eurylochus’s body lies at the bottom of the sea where there can be no burial and no honour#E!Odysseus: AND I’LL GO HOME TO MY WIFE. MY BEAUTIFUL PERFECT LOVELY LOYAL WIFE WHO’S BEEN WAITING FOR ME FOR TWENTY YEARS.#E!Odysseus: and when I go home and she asks if I came back as fast as I could I’ll be able to answer honestly#H!Odysseus: WE HAD BEEN THROUGH MANY TRIALS. THE MEN NEEDED TO REST#E!Odysseus: FOR A YEAR???? DID THEY NEED TO REST FOR A YEAR??? AND DID THEY NEED THAT REST RIGHT AFTER A MONTH’S LONG REST WITH AEOLUS??? S#H!Odysseus: IF YOU WISHED FOR ITHACA SO DESPERATELY WHY DIDN’T YOU OBEY PALLAS ATHENA AND KILL THE CYCLOPS#E!Odysseus: *drawing sword* I WAS HAVING A ROUGH DAY#Epic the musical#Epic odysseus#The odyssey#odysseus#Homer#Greek mythology#Jorge rivera-herrans#nuclear war speaks
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SILENT HILL 2 (2024) — "it's time to let it go."
#gamingnetwork#vgedit#videogameedit#gamingedit#dailygaming#gameplaydaily#silenthilledit#silent hill#silent hill edit#silent hill 2#silent hill 2 remake#mysh2#mysh#shedit#sh2edit#james sunderland#maria#sh2 maria#i rly like this take#i think the leave ending is rly the ending where james has got the most growth#as compared to like the maria ending where he never takes responsibility in any real way#so to have leave!james capable of rly SEEING maria#and sincerely apologizing that theres nothing he can do for her is very sweet#whereas i rly do think that like. the james in the other endings arent capable of seeing her in any real way#let alone acknowledging her suffering and apologizing
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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#the fact that people think scum villain#-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me#especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater#heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series#he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters#(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters#like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx#I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes#side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me#i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation#but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years#like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain#the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too#+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu#as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people#another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does#also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be#he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students#and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing#+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this#but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy
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The more I think about it, the more I question Arcane S2's politics and themes, which were so foundational to S1. Like, a tiny example [SPOILERS AHEAD]:
Singed wins. He gets exactly what he wants in the end. All his "efforts" are rewarded. What does that say about people who share his ideology of eugenics? He is the source of nearly every horrible thing and conflict that happened (Shimmer, the factory deaths, Jinx, Vander as Warwick, the corruption of Viktor), and he gets a happier ending than any other character. Not even a 'he got what he wanted but he has become completely unrecognizable/monstrous to his daughter' tag at the end. You can say they're setting him up and need to open his daughter to future shows, but the way you end a character's story says something about what you think about that character. What does it say when the eugenicist war criminal gets the happy ending he doesn't deserve?
#personal#delete later#and you can say “it's not that deep it's just what makes sense to end his character” but lets not kid ourselves#this past month people have been chattering about microexpressions in animation or metaphors and symbolism in interactions#and random props and set details. the end of a character's arc MEANS something thematically.#and it just feels offputting that the most unforgivable character wins while everyone else is dead or suffers alone#and don't give me that “sometimes the bad guy wins” look this is an extreme lol.#i would be fine with this outcome for singed if literally EVERY other character wasn't suffering. only singed got what he wanted#honestly fans who have been completely unwilling to consider negative analysis and criticisms of arcane annoy me so much#y'all chirp about how amazing it is that arcane is so political until the politics get weird. then it's a completely apolitical show#specifically the final “dirt under you fingernails” line. that felt so weird and offputting coming from vi#a part of this is definitely just reactionary anger at a fictional character. like. you caused untold amounts of suffering and agony#all for your daughter. fuck you you don't get your daughter
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stupid detectives
#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd chuuya#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#bsd manga#bsd light novel#bsd stormbringer#bsd atsushi#bsd kyouka#bsd yosano#I miss Murase so much :(#I had this idea for months and I finally drew it#I wanted to stop suffering alone bc of this so here you have#my hc is that he sees them as stupid bc of what happened with Murase#and bc he's mad at himself
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all I wanted was to save them... (ID in alt)
#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#tw blood#let me know if there's any other tags i need to use!!! not sure if it counts as gore#ruporas art#*vash voice* YOU ARE NOT WRONG/LOST WOLFWOOD!!!!!!#i think very often about ch 49 where wolfwood thought it was fr over for him for that brief moment. he was already bearing with so much#fatigue that it wasn't going to be enough for him to fight back properly.. and ough... augh..... for the first time after bearing that cros#someone saved him. someone saved himmmm AUGHHHH <-- guy who can't be normal about it even though its been 7 months since i read it#but he's suffered alone for so long and continued to do so because it's all he ever knew in those short years#and its devastating. his one and only desire was simple and it was still difficult for him to reach T_T#anyway... i love him... holds him tenderly in my palms
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Finally done with this piece for my 🪐🛸Space Au🚀🌌 !!!
+ some bonus closeups on details i really liked 💕
#so pleased with how this came out#nina-scribbles#bnha fanart#mha#mha fanart#Togas scales were SO annoying but they turned out really nice#also my au means “UA” stands for “United Aerospace” (bc theyre space explorers?? get it??? :D )#also peep Toga's literal SPACE BUNS and the little stars forming a circle around her head to match Uraraka's helmet <3#theyre so cute sdhkgsdfkj#togachako#togachako fanart#boku no hero fanart#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#click for full quality bc holy smokes does tumblr squash images to hell#did i hand draw all the stars in the background?? yes. is it totally barely visible?? also yes. art is suffering ig xD#toga x ochako#mha toga#toga himiko#togachaco fanart#league of villains#mha uraraka#uraraka ochacho#bnha uraraka#lov fanart#mha art#no pose references we die painful and preventable deaths o7#i've had a couple of ideas for other designs; most notably Astronaut! Deku and Spaceship Captian! Eraserhead#and a misty space/galaxy-monster Kurogiri :P#bc this au will NOT LEAVE ME ALONE
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Lord Esen in she who became the sun
And General Ouyang in he who drowned the world
#finished the radiant emperor duology in December#AND I’M OBSESSED#And I can’t suffer alone#the way Esen no longer existed in the world anymore but haunts and echoes the narrative is so…#:(#and the bracelet thing ):#ah#she who became the sun#he who drowned the world#the radiant emperor#esen temur#general ouyang#ouyang#my art
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personally I think this segment is a prelude of the entire book and it hurts a lot more upon reread
#few men more doomed by the narrative than jude st francis. im sorry she never intended it to get better for you man#but she gave you friends and family to stay with you for a little while. to make it not be so lonely#i only wish hed held out his hands to them too and realize he didnt hve to go through it alone#a little life#jude st francis#willem ragnarsson#in the end its fine. i learned from all this suffering. this book changed me#sorry you didnt have to be alone my guy. it didnt have to be so lonely
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imogen & fearne in c3e90
#critical role#ygifs#imogearne#imogen x fearne#this faun can fit so many Worried About Imogens#something about imogen hearing That scream and then Immediately fearne's panicked voice is there in her head checking on her#idc imogen used to suffer and bear these alone and now fearne is always there for her we don't have to talk about it#did I stay in fearne screaming imogen wake up well just maybe#itfcep
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I am in my angst today so I'm going to drop a few of ansty Batfam headcannons.
- Bruce till this day do that father thing of open the door of his kids room to see if they're sleeping and then closing (even when they're just visiting).
- The first time he did that to Tim, Tim pretended to be asleep and then he just started sobbing because Jack used to do the same thing too, and his mother before him.
- Dick, when he moved out of the manor, still would use the Batcomputer to do research from time to time. Everytime he slept on from tiredness he would woke up with Batman's cape on his shoulders.
- No one knows Bruce has a good singing voice other than Dick and Jason because he would sing to their sleep, sometimes, when they had nightmares.
- He stopped singing when Jason died. The only person who was able to hear him sing again was Damian. He pretended to be asleep, because if he opened his eyes he would noticed how much he misses his mother.
- Jason singed to Damian sleep once at the league. None of them remember that.
- Damian tries constantly to assure himself that he could take down every member of his family if he needed to. Deep down he knows he can't.
- Bruce spent weeks trying to master how to cut someone's hair ( with Alfred's help ) so he could give Dick a haircut, because Dick said to him that his mother used to cut his hair.
- Bruce taught every single one of his sons how to shave their beard.
- Bruce had a mental breakdown once because he was starting to forget his mother's face.
- Cass overanalyze everyone's body language to see if they're healthy and happy. She tries to stop herself sometimes because more often the answer is no.
- Sometimes Tim flinches when Jason moves to fast near him. They never talked about that out loud.
- Sometimes Damian's hand tremble when he grabs his sword, he can still feel the blade.
- In one of Dick's worst fights with Redhood the moment he got home he threw up. His brother's eyes used to be blue like his and not green.
- There was a time where Jason was so happy that Bruce's blue eyes were the same shade of his.
- Bruce's hands still tremble when he sees his children on the battlefield.
- Bruce has a habit of messing with his children's hair, every single one of them picked the same habit after him.
- When Dick moved out to the Titans Bruce couldn't sleep for weeks.
- Jason avoids to change clothes in front of his brothers because of the face Dick made when he saw his autopsy scars for the first time.
- One time Jason had a panic attack and misdialed Tim's number, Tim stayed on the line until Jason managed to sleep.
- There's times where Bruce says the word Robin and all of them look at him.
#batfam hc#Batfamily headcannons#I'm *IN* my feelings so *EVERYONE* must suffer too#'oh but in the cannon' I don't care leave me alone#the source is that I made the fuck up#batfamily#batfam#jason todd#tim drake#bruce wayne#cassandra cain#damian wayne#alfred penyworth#dick grayson#jack drake#DO *NOT* TAG THIS AS BATCEST I swear tO GOD-
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Me defending Marinette from the ppl who say ''OOH but it's HER fault that Gabriel Agreste was a SHITTY father and killed himself instead of owning up to his mistakes, so she chose to let Adrien live carefree instead of living the rest of his life known as a villain's son!!'':
#MARINETTE YOU DID NOTHING WRONG#THESE PPL JUST HATE FOR ABSOLUTELY NO REASON#She does NO WRONG#Imagine having to tell YOUR BOYFRIEND that HIS FATHER was a VILLAIN?? I'd die tbh cos I ain't handling all THAT#Shes better than me fr I would have 727182828 mental breakdowns and perish with Gabriel sksbdsjkdndjdkdjd#once AGAIN#LEAVE HER ALONE#Personally I wouldve dragged him by his ice cream hair ass and let him tell his OWN son that he was papillon LOLOL#No I'm joking I wouldn't want Adrien to suffer and also realistically I would've perished from anxious 😭#ANYWAY#Marinette handled it so well and it's NOT her fault#I don't wanna hear more#marinette sugar#marinette dupain cheng#miraculous ladybug#ml london special#ml london spoilers#miraculous#miraculoustalesofladybugandcatnoir
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*you'd feel worse for adam if he wasn't such a bitch about it / which was actually the working title for raven boys"
i saw this being one of the tags in a pynch fanfic and howled
#the raven cycle#trc#adam parrish#ronan lynch#pynch#ema rant#fanfic#maggie stiefvater#leave my guy alone#he's a nerd and suffering bc of it#and so are we#suffering i mean not nerds
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let him be a little bit evil, emily. as a treat.
#loophalo au#the radiostatic will be next time i swear#constructive critism welcome#i don't like this and i'm bad at comics so if u have advice pls. pls help#hazbin hotel vox#vox hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel emily#emily hazbin hotel#vox fanart#emily fanart#vox fanfiction#hazbin hotel au#hazbin vox#vox the tv demon#vox#voxal#past vox#my art#heaven hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel heaven#hazbin hotel angels#hazbin hotel sera#hazbin emily#another flop but the tv suffers for me alone
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