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Okay mini life update since I’m about halfway through my gap year….
#so I don’t really know where to start#anyway for the past like 3ish months I’ve been very radio silence :|#mainly because of work#but also I’ve been busy doing uni interviews/prepping for them#I’m very much a person who likes to dedicate their time on something#and give it my undivided attention#so that’s why I’ve been slacking on giving updates and why my drafts keep on building up 💀#anyway i digress#exciting news I’m going to uni!!!!#and I’m going to do vet med with a foundation year :)))#it’s going to be a long six years#but I’m so excited to start my course#I found out like last week but it took so long#since I did the interview in mid feb and they said I would find out mid March#so when it got past mid march I was loosing hope 😭😭😭#anyway I’m so relieved that the uni process is over and I can’t wait for september to come#it’s going to be a really big adjustment going from my small city to a pretty big city but I’m sure I’ll cope#some other updates#work still sucks but it’s only for a couple months#then I see if I can talk to my manger about working when I’m on holidays#some other exciting news I’m going travelling in about 3 weeks so I’m very excited about that#and after this I might do one more trip maybe …#gatherrambles#gathertalks#thegapyeardiaries
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Happy new years… let’s stay hydrated together ✨
#I didn’t end up going to the rave just stayed in with my buddies and had KFC (( Korean fried chicken )) and laughed til we cried so#it was still a wonderful start to the new year 💞🥰💞#but the fwb wanted pics of my potential rave look so I figured eh I brought the stuff anyways#and now I’m imagining locking eyes with a stranger on the warm and writhing dance floor#the beat thumps and shakes and rattles the air in our breath as the spotlights dance in the reflections of our held gaze#he pushes his way through the crowd with a singular stare and a wicked smile on his face#I smile and turn my back on him arching myself so he knows I am giving what he’s looking for#I take careful steps through the revelry toward the edge where the crowd thins out#I prop myself up on an available stool in a lonely corner of the club as he closes the distance between us#“now I wonder why you dragged me all the way here” he utters in a playful growl “trying to get far away from the crowd?”#I smile and I nod. “obviously. can’t really do what I want with you out there”#his eyes perk up and his smile gives away the desire building inside him. “yeah? why don’t you show me then.”#“I thought you’d never ask” I smirk. I reach down into my pants and pull out my phone#“so this one is blue. he’s the oldest but he’s sooooo sweet. and that’s Eva. my only girl she’s sassy but she loves swea-” he leaves#whaddahell I say demurely whimpering even… whaddahell…#gpoy
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you know how cats will leave dead mice and birds on your doorstep as gifts? lifesteal mapicc totally does that shit
#nontraditional ways of showing affection 💕💕💕#he started leaving them for zam during team awesome when they got closer#zam found it weird at first but then kinda endearing#and then after the zam betrayal he definitely would leave larger animals at the front of the castle#partially as a threat (which is how zam took it) but also just cause he missed him#i don’t know a lot about season five devotions but joker zam was probably into it and even reciprocated/escalated it sometimes in return#they got bloody with it cause yeag#he doesn’t do it for zam in current season six cause it makes zam sad#and he’s trying to respect that#but like after he killed his horse in the beginning of season 6? definitely a dead mouse or two left where zam could find them#as an apology that fully didn’t land lol#def left shit for Ro too but i didn’t watch a lot of duality stuff#so i don’t really know how that would’ve gone over#sorry for the devotion duo yap sesh in the tags but uhh uhh umm 😁😁#mapicc#devotion duo#lifesteal smp#lifesteal
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Noodles and Tea’s work inspired me fr
#phineas and ferb#gravity falls#perry the platypus#bill cipher#crossover#heinz doofenshmirtz#major monogram#great googly moogly#And at this one stand there was this forest service guy#and he was selling these really amazing muffins#they had Dunkleberries and EVERYTHING they looked delicious but they had nuts in them so I didn’t buy them#(I’m not allergic or anything I just think that there is a time and a place where you don’t put nuts in food#like seriously this thing was STUFFED with pecans and I was like that’s gonna ruin the flavor! Pecan…. that’s a really weird word you know#like try saying it out loud a couple times. Pecan.. peCHAAANs. Pea-can. hm. hm.#anyway)#but this guy had some other really random junk lying around so I decided to take a look and I actually found something really msyerious!#there was this book with a big ‘2’ on it and I couldn’t find the other ones so I was like hey where’s the rest of these and he was like#we already sold them off and I was like WHAT that’s so crazy#like if you’re gonna sell a set of books#WHY would you sell each one separately cuz that would really suck to just like#start in the middle of a series or get hooked and never be able to continue it#and I was pretty wary anyways cuz it looked so CRYPTIC and WEIRD#but he said he’d give it to me for 92 cents and baby that’s a STEAL#couldn’t NOT take it#I mean it sat around on my desk for months and I mainly just used it as a paperweight until one night#they stopped broadcasting America’s Got Talent on my channel and out of SPITE I decided to find a way to defy American Tradition#and read a book#….what? ohhhh you though I was gonna build an inator over this#no at the time I was already working on a Tuesday Inator that would force every Calendar in the Tri-State area to always have every day#as Tuesday so I could ALWAYS have a discount on tacos! do you know how OVERPRICED those things are when they’re not on Tuesday?
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look ive seen a lot of weird takes about the we didn’t start the fire cover because apparently (?) some people are mad (??) because ‘anyone can put together words that rhyme, they should have put the events in chronological order’ (????) and I’ve decided that look, it doesn’t matter if it’s chronological, because this is it. It’s events that matter to this generation, and it SHOULDNT sound exactly like billy joel’s version. they’re not going to be billy joel. NO ONE is going to be billy joel. the point of a cover is to make it your own and by making the events out of order it seems more frenzied and crazy, which, to be honest, the events it covers ARE. it IS crazy. and to end with ‘world trade, second plane’? that is INSANE. I got chills. that is a moment that the people who were alive during the event will remember FOREVER. it literally changed the entire course of history and started a spiral of events not only politically but musically as well, starting in an idea and ending in we’ll carry on. It makes perfect sense to end a song about the chaos of the modern and recent world on an event so defining in people’s- relatively recent- lives. and I saw this pointed out too (I believe by @thekintsugikid) and I wanted to mention it. fall out boy says, ‘we’re trying to fight it.’ In Billy’s version, he said ‘we tried to fight it.’ and look. we are trying. The world is going to shit. We’re all going to die someday, probably in some gruesome way. but we’re trying. we’re trying to fight it. we have hope, this younger generation. we won’t give up. we will survive. persistence, I think, is the biggest part of glory. and so, it just means something to me. it doesn’t have to be in chronological order. it doesn’t have to be perfect. the boys had fun, and that’s what matters, but I really think that the cover does reflect us overall
#fall out boy#fob#toby speaks#I don’t know where this was going#Toby’s meta#It had a direction but it was lost. i was writing this while also making soup so i got mixed up a bit#pete wentz#patrick stump#joe trohman#andy hurley#we didn’t start the fire#atlas I apologize for tagging you btw i can take it out if you want I just thought you might want credit because you’re. a genius#also I feel like I can’t really speak here because I wasn’t born until like late 2000s#so I missed a lot#but I did get pretty much all of the references
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thank you @mafaldinablabla for the tag!! the game is to share 9 of my favourite books from the last 12 months, or 9 books on my tbr list for this year.
Here is what i’m looking forward to read this year! (my hunt for beautiful covers never ends. in this house books Shall be judged by their cover)
tagging uhh @erisenyo, @chitsangenthusiast, @ranilla-bean, @poikilotherm, @kyoshialone and whoever else wants to do it u.u
#also i really wanted to read the iliad but idk if there is a good prose translation/adaptation of it???#if any of italian moots has come across one…#blease tell me... blease hmu#ive also been meaning to get more into uhh#social theory books?#if that’s the word?#but idk where to begin#esp bc i read on a short commute and i usually don’t have the brain space to engage with academy level texts#again if someone know a version of this for tired dummies lmk#ALSO cheating a bit bc i already started the seven moons of maali almeida and i’m loving it sooooo much#plus jorjus cover#so rlly the perfect book#realizing i should prolly start a book tag hmm#anyway#send post#oh I'm also looking forward to finish the murderbot diaries it's slow going but I'm halfway through and they're so good#books
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it’s heartbreaking to see what my briize mutuals are going through right now… i love riize and it upsets me that it’s come to this but i can’t imagine how it must feel like for those of you who’ve been with them from day one or who grew to love all of them unconditionally at another point of their journey. just wanted to send you all a warm virtual hug 🫂 i’m here for you 💗
#i don’t want to bring negativity even further into this i also feel like it’s not my place to speak because they’re not my ult group#and i don’t keep up with them regularly#but xdinary heroes is my ult group so i want to say this#i hope people start being more empathetic and respectful#in xdh’s live stream today which was about promoting their new album i saw comments about riize once or twice until i closed the tab#ofc i find the situation extremely upsetting but was this really the place?#it wasn’t anything too serious (unless there was more after i stopped keeping up with the comments)#but i know what one single comment can grow into#they’re not even in the same company#please be more mindful of what you say and where and to whom you say it
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royal college trio 🍂🍁
#persona 5#goro akechi#akira kurusu#sumire yoshizawa#firstly. I would like to apologize if I got any of the writing wrong but I’m. trusting Wikipedia#I forgot how much I missed them until I started drawing this#just to point it out#Akechi goes to ritsumeikan; Akira goes to Doshisha; and Sumire goes to Kyoto U#my reasoning is in a previous college shuake post#but to recap… rits and dodai have a rivalry…. Kyoto U is just kind of neutral so .. that’s how it works w then#I wanted to make the caption a quote I saw in my college’s chapel bc it’s what inspired this piece but#there’s no one to credit afaik except doshisha as an institution as a whole??#it doesn’t link back to my institution. technically#but iykyk#and if you know don’t say anything#rare occasion where I don’t use any filters lol#just really liked my shading and everything here so#OH OH before I go pls look closely at their phones for little details :)#realized u can’t see sumi’s that well but it’s a clear case with a Sylveon card in it#also idk what she’s showing Akira might be like. a new mini pc Futaba’s working on who knows
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Mini rant below and in the tags, the only time I’ll talk about this and my personal take on it.
The way people talk about hypothetical male Anya on Twitter and the idea of how Mouthwashing would play out if the genders were swapped makes me remember how people still don’t take sexual assault and rape with male victims with the same gravity, especially when the perpetrator is female.
#not even gonna tag this cause I don’t want to start discourse in the tags but you can absolutely still explore the concepts of patriarchy#toxic masculinity misogyny and rape culture if the genders where swapped#like those concepts don’t disappear just because Anya is a boy now cause you have to think of all the ways it applies to male victims and#I just don’t understand why people keep getting angry when people facilitate different discussion the game opens you up to#like yes I get the frustration with not seeing the conversations you want but start them go find them why complain on other posts when#people are bringing attention to similar issues and the ways they are overlooked dismissed or blame the victim#I for one think we should have more basic clarifying conversations of SA rape cultures and how toxic masculinity and sexism create scenarios#like the Tulpar and enable men like Jimmy but I also can understand and enjoy the topic being expanded upon to include other cases on a#flipped scale like yes how male centered the fandom is is annoying considering the topic but seeing comments saying that SA isn’t as harmful#to men cause they can’t get pregnant is a whole can of worms you really need to unpack cause holy shit#like in this scenario if Jimmy is pregnant and can’t get rid of the baby Anya is the father yes Jimmy is pregnant but that’s because in this#swap she assaulted a man lied to either say it was consensual he forced himself on her or like canon panicked and semi admitted to forcing#him either way he is afraid to do anything because men do get blamed for defending themselves against women in these situations not to#mention the shaming that occurs because he is a man and should step up for the kids sake and likely be told he should be proud a girl wanted#him that much like yes you have to explain it more but bodily autonomy in this scenario is just as nuanced and I can’t believe I have to#defend something being male centered in a game where the rape of a woman is the catalyst just because people are saying SA for men#is not as damaging or degrading or harmful to autonomy as it is to a woman like how can you want conversations on rape culture and shut down#people bringing up other nuances in the conversation#like people are gonna jump around with it I know but if you only want to talk about one thing stay in that sphere like I just don’t get#going to another space especially one that isn’t even being weird or toxic and starting shit cause you don’t like it like the amount of#unnecessary and mean comments on normal art of think pieces I’ve seen on Twitter is crazy like it’s stupid callout shit for the sake of just#not liking something like I’m seeing so much screen shotting and vague posting like just at the bitch and fight about it like it’s still a#relatively small fandom ur just asking for in fighting on like the few things we shouldn’t have to worry about#as a victim my self and who has been in other situations and being afab I just can’t understand the vitriol toward this sort of discussion#mouthwashing#actually I will tag this cause you can explore the themes in mouthwashing still stop being freaks and just block bitches ong
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and the crowd… exchanges confused glances?
#lowkey the ending kinda made me mad#like i know she was a ghost in the comics and stuff but it feels meaningless to kill her and let her come back#maybe it has something to do with her making rio promise to never see her face again but idk#and also that kiss? the kiss of death? what?#why would they almost kiss in ep 4 if agatha knew it was gonna kill her? or did rio pick the moment? have they never kissed before?#there’s just so many things that don’t make sense#like the darkhold and why rio sent the salem seven after agatha#i had really high hopes but i really did like the series#i LOVEEEEEE billy maximoff so that was a win#the way nicky went with rio had me sobbing bro he definitely knew who she was#he wasn’t afraid at all#and we saw with alice that you don’t really know that you’re dead bc alice was super confused until she saw her body#but nicky recognized rio so he’s seen her before for sure#agatha all along spoilers#agatha all along#agathario#give me agathario or give me death.#agatha x rio#agatha coven of chaos#agatha harkness#agatha spoilers#rio vidal#mcu#marvel#agatha all along episode 8#agatha all along episode 9#don’t even get me started on the fact that billy made up the whole road#where’s the bitch that suspected this?? someone ask her if she’s okay damn 😭#billy kaplan#billy maximoff
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I just realized something. In one of the episodes surrounding the wedding (I think it might’ve been 15 but also could’ve been 14), Gricko specifically mentioned inviting Pa Coal, and then was surprised and upset when Gideon told him that his Pa was dead.
I find this interesting because this insinuates 2 things.
1) Gideon mentioned his Pa enough for Gricko to know about him—even though Gideon failed to mention his Pa’s death (though I can’t blame him too much for that. I imagine he doesn’t like to bring up his Pa often in general)
2) Gricko didn’t mention a Ma Coal, and Gideon never mentions his mother later on down the line. So I’m guessing that, probably early on, Gricko probably asked Gideon about his mother at some point, and Gideon probably told him that he either never met her or he was too young to really remember her.
This is literally nothing, but I found it interesting all the same
#I really wanna write a gricko oneshot where it’s just him being perceptive and being a dad to the party#and I started it a while back#but there’s so much I want to put into it and I don’t know how to convey any of it into words#and I’m already predicting it being so long that I’ll have to cut it up into chapters#one for each party member#because of the sheer amount of shit I wanna put in#how did I ever think I disliked gricko he is such an interesting character oh my god#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#ouaw#gideon coal#gricko grimgrin
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so no one was going to tell me if i got literally one episode further tenax drops that he’s the one who saved scorpus from his mom’s pimp AND that he’s intimately familiar with scorpus’ dick when he was younger. guys. guys.
#thinking about an INSANE divorce fic. as a follow-up to the 30k canon-compliant backstory i have not written#(really it could be an au of that because like. am i sentimental and would i want them to get emotionally divorced NO but i will get into#the variants of this later i have to tell you about them ACTUALLY divorced first before i get into the hot divorcee energy of it all)#where they fucked around when they were younger and then broke up because. yeah tenax can dream but scorpus needs certainty he is what he#is he wants attention and dignity and when blue offers for him he goes and we don’t need to know what the massive fight was but we DO need#to know that they stopped fucking and maybe they stopped talking too but now they’re Colleagues. putting the ‘because i can’ moment#into a WHOLE different light bc it’s very much a ‘you no longer have a say in who I get to fuck because it’s not YOU. because we’re not’#and thus we get an exes-to-lovers arc I still know you the best and yes I SEE the scorpus xenon andria potential & once again I am saying:#put that in a box we can’t talk about that right now I see it but that’s not what we’re here for. anyway I was TRYING to say the ‘I know u#best of anyone’ of it all and if you think I have stopped thinking about tenax goading scorpus & talking about his dick for a single second#I have not. I REALLY have not because that is top tier blatant manipulation to be like ohhhh poor baby you’re so old and rotting I can just#get a new chariot driver I don’t even really want you anyway 😇 and scorpus KNOWS It’s bait however. he’s gotta get his attention back.#anyway they are ugly divorced and it’s very slow burn but I know exactly how you taste & what buttons to press & how to grip your shoulders#in an argument until they fuck nasty on all of their riches or however this thing ends. not well for anyone but I WILL be getting them back#together. the other fun little big divorced energy thoughts i had were very much ‘divorced and arguing but it’s foreplay to threaten to#leave each other’ so they can have hot aggressive mean sex because they get off on arguing with each other. everybody in the stables starts#to see them arguing about chariot design & the brothers are scared they’re gonna kill each other & then suddenly scorpus is tongue-fucking#Tenax’s throat with a fist still in his hair and tenax has a hand pinning him back against the post by the throat and that’s all they see#before everybody clears the FUCK out. this is a regular occurrence at all times in all arguments it’s so fun I love the dynamic#OHHHH AND IT’S AN OUTSIDER POV FIC i said the brothers really i meant elia but also now that i say that. could be a fun five + 1 of#everyone watching them threaten to kill each other and then y’know. la petit mort. ALSO i know i see the calla/tenax too we can’t talk abt#that put it in the box with the chariot drivers we can have one (1) thing at a time. the calla note is because i want a calla pov of them#where she’s just like ‘freaks. right in front of my salad?’ and does not give a fuck at all. top tier. anyway. andria/elia/calla/domitian#(Domitian seeing them petition him would be so fun because he wants to puppet master everything he’d want to know SO BAD.) the 5th one idk#because I don’t have any idea about the third brother yet but maybe Tenax catching scorpus in a brothel again? and the +1 is their POV ofc.#(anyway for myself: the vibes i want here are geno/anna cat and mouse follow/unfollow divorce and win her back rumors)#scorpus/tenax#those about to die#scorpus#tenax
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silly soulmate au where everyone has the first words their soulmate said to them on their body somewhere and anakin’s are “excuse me sir, your shoelaces are untied” so he walks around with his shoes untied as a way of trying to bait life into giving him his soulmate
But one day he’s like super done with it and cranky after a bad day and someone taps his shoulder while he’s waiting at a crosswalk and says “excuse me sir your shoelaces are untied” and anakin snaps “your shoelaces are untied”
and obi-wan “afraid to submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known enough to be loved” kenobi says “I’m not wearing shoelaces” kinda flabbergasted because he’s spent like 30 years wearing untieable shoes so no one can ever tell him “your shoelaces are untied” only to be thwarted by a beautiful, aggressive soulmate of a stranger
#obikin#Kit’s silly lil AUs#before you ask yeah my shoelaces are untied#and many many strangers have told me#anyway I think it would be funny if obi-wan is so gobsmacked#that the light changes#and anakin is like ‘congratu fucking lations then’ and storms off#OR neither of them really notice/clock the other person is their soulmate#and then meet at a party a year later with no memory of each other#because it was just a brief interaction with a stranger at the end of a long day#over and forgotten#but then they fall in love and date after the party where they meet#and it’s an amazing relationship and very strong and perfect#and anakin starts wearing shoes that don’t have shoelaces because he’s terrified of meeting his soulmate now that he has obi-wan#OR maybe they meet again and become close friends but they don’t date#and they pine over each other for months but don’t want to risk their friendships#and anakin starts lacing his shoes/wearing boots because he doesn’t want to find his soulmate when he’s so in love with obiwan#only for obi-wan to start wearing shoes with laces because he needs to find his soulmate because he’s in love with anakin and that’s awful#will ruin him#(in that version they don’t know what the other person’s mark says)
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thinking about todd and his resolve toward… not quite isolation, but being alone in a room full of people again. he goes along to the study room to sit on his own and do his homework, he sits at the poets table and follows along with what’s being said while keeping quiet, he goes to the meetings at all but doesn’t necessarily contribute (in fact, if you watch him when cameron is telling the story ‘from camp in sixth grade’, you can see that he recognizes it before any of the other poets but doesn’t voice it until they all have). he’s not alone, necessarily, if you want to get technical about it, he’s just lonely, and he’s generally okay with that. he doesn’t have friends and that’s fine, he doesn’t participate in class and that’s fine, he doesn’t have a relationship with his family and that’s fine—he could live without any real connection and he’d have been, more or less, fine.
the thing about when he says “i can take care of myself just fine!” is that he isn’t really wrong, you can infer that he’s been doing it his entire life anyway, it’s that ‘taking care of yourself’ isn’t the same thing as really living or being happy. todd’s an introvert, certainly, and even as he gets closer to the group he defaults to sitting quietly in the background, but he’s also denying himself community out of fear not introversion. todd isn’t friendless because he’s an introvert, although that definitely plays a part, he’s friendless because he pushes anyone that might want his company away. if anyone has every wanted for his attention in the first place. (neil’s unwavering interest in him is unique (even when it comes to the rest of the poets, who are fine with todd coming along and joining the group, but aren’t really hellbent on him being there in the beginning) and his refusal to accept it is a direct result of being so lonely growing up.)
there’s obviously something to be said about the implications of his parents neglect, and the more than likely fact that he grew up friendless, and how those both play a part in in him being so skilled at dodging social interaction/being so avoidant of it, but by the time we see him in the movie he’s all but accepted his fate as being alone his entire life. he’s already accepted being the family disappointment, and he’s already accepted he’ll never amount to anything, and he obviously doesn’t like it, but he’d have managed living with that knowledge without the confirmation that it was all wrong. would he have been miserable? almost certainly. but he’d have managed. he’d done it for that long already, anyhow.
#and like obviously it’s BAD in the long run and his isolation IS only making his life worse but… genuinely he’d have been alright#all things considered#it’s super interesting to me how it’s neil who starts the domino effect of todd’s life becoming Less Shit#both by beliving in him and putting faith in him that he’s never seen before and refusing to let him hide away#but it isn’t a savior moment on neil’s part#and i find it so odd when people frame it as one#todd is like… actively irritated at him in that scene 😭#neil is right that todd needs to get out of his shell and put himself out there and Believe in himself#but todd can’t accept it yet because he can’t see what neil sees in him yet and doesn’t believe it exists at all#and it frustrates him because unlike everyone else neil REFUSES to give up on him#and as far as todds concerned it’ll be for nothing#as far as todd’s concerned neil isn’t a savior or a hero in that scene he’s an annoyance#a necessary one in the grand scheme of things but an annoyance all the same#i think people forget that just because todd DOES want to break out of his shell (‘don’t you think you could be?’ / ‘no! i… i don’t know!’ +#‘come on you heard keating don’t you want to *do* something about it?’ / ‘*yes* but…’) doesn’t mean he knows how or believes he actually CAN#todds autonomy can be taken away from him a lot (ironic) and he can be twisted into someone with no opinions or thoughts or whims +#outside of neil but that isn’t really the case#and a part of that blame lands on the movie because todd doesn’t get explored a lot but there’s still evidence of him being his own person#he’s not a yesman and he tells neil when his ideas are stupid (keeping the audition from his father) or he just doesn’t personally agree +#(the entire ‘no’ scene) and he functions perfectly well when neil isn’t around and while they aren’t focuses +#there are short scenes where todds alone or scenes that start eith them apart that make it clear they aren’t attatched to each other +#in the way people can often write them to be (that is in the trenches if the other is missing)#this post and all these tags are my long winded way of saying FUCK the codependent anderperry thing some people subscribe to it makes me#mad#neil’s goal is to help todd grow into himself and become his own person and find his identity more than anything#and todd doesn’t need neil to hold his hand to do literally anything and everything he’s a normal guy with anxiety#come on guys#dps#dead poets society#todd anderson
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I’m about to set my clothes on fire so midnight headcanon:
When Yor and Yuri were young sometimes Yor would have to head out for a midnight job and Yuri would try to follow her so in order to get him to stop she have a big poster of Donovan Desmond and would put it up by the front door so anytime he went into the living room it would stare at him and he would run back into his room.
For some ungodly reason their father told them that the Desmonds eat people and they’re skin walkers so Yor embellished that already insane story and told Yuri that now that a Desmond is prime minister they have hunters all around looking for young kids to serve up to him and his skin walker family.
This coincides with the rumor that Donovan plotted to cause the train crash that killed the prime minister but also their parents (not on purpose) so Yor told him that after their parents died Donovan and his family ate them and they’re looking for them next.
So of course now Yuri is irrationally afraid of Donovan and actually is afraid to meet. His team found out he was afraid of him and decided to replace all the photos of Yor with photos of Donovan and when he saw them he literally had a panic attack and started hyperventilating and that’s how everyone found out Yuri has a genuine phobia of Donovan
(In case you don’t get it uh it’s directly related to unsolved trauma about his parents death. Obviously telling a 7 year old their parents got eaten is not a good idea but you know. Check tags for more info)
#spy x family#sxf#yor forger#headcanon#yuri briar#donovan desmond#I like to think Yor was actually a shitty big sister at times#and don’t think Yor was just being an ass here she genuinely didn’t want him running around late at night#I mean there was literally a serial killer on the lose (her)#but obviously she was just a kid herself so she really couldn’t think of a more appropriate way to do it#but don’t worry a lot of Ostanian kids around Yuri’s age are afraid of Donovan. Yor wasn’t the only one lmao#it’s just worse for yuri because you know other factors#dead parents being left alone at night not having a proper care taker (because Yor was still a child) and just gerenal problems#seeing Donovan reminds him of those cold nights he spent in hall waiting for Yor to come back#every time he looked over he would see the devil staring at him#also my current continuum has it where Yor and Yuri’s parents died in a train crash that was considered the start of the war#the actual case is unknown but it killed the pm and the vp so#the fact Donovan a young newbie with old money got selected to become pm was shocking#so one theory was that it was him and he sacrificed all the souls to become prime minister#and added context Yor’s parents are very religious Christian but modern ones who are convince modern media is trying to lure kids into hell#and of course very antisemetic#and their neighbors as well believe this so#some say Melinda did it so she can have a baby
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just remembered a wip i had which was jay at uni meeting normal people and desperately trying to act cool and normal whilst internally screaming about being in a whole new place with all new people and not having his gang with him
#i only wrote one scene where jay meets one of his flatmates#and he’s trying to make casual normal conversation & asks her who her parents are#bc that has always mattered! on the isle or at auradon prep your parentage was also a Conversation Starter#and the girl is just like ……what. why do you want to know that#but she tells him and jay makes it into a joke like hehe oh yes i met them at a soirée once. amazing company#and the girl is like ok who are YOUR parents. knowing full well who he is#and jay says that his dad fosters puppies. and the girl says that sounds like a good life and he’s like ohhh just the BEST#i really. love exploring jay at uni i’ve written a couple of things i’ve never finished#like!!! for the first time for years he’s well and truly all alone!!!!#and at least the isle & ap had similarities. uni is just full of very normal people who don’t particularly give a shit#and jay who is like THE guy who cares about everything so much all the time and how people are reacting to him and he’s desperately trying+#to be so cool and unbothered whilst trying not to revert to his isle tactics regarding people who may be threats#just. being somewhere so so new. with no one he knows. everyone else is so far away. and jay is missing his gang like he’d miss+#his body parts. and it’s like. jays always buried his own emotions & hurt so he can better protect his gang#and now he has no gang to protect#and he is just laid absolutely bare. and also constantly stressing about not being there for the others#i just think he’d have an absolutely awful start to uni <3#descendants#jay son of jafar
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