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How am I meant to think Hiccup doesn't have self destructive tendencies when he canoncially never fucking takes his prosthetic foot off to, at the very least, go to sleep
#absolute miracle hes somehow not gotten an infection yet#hes built different (like. incorrectly i thinkg)#httyd#hiccup haddock#moth.txt#like writing him sometimes im like 'am i making him too mentally ill' then i look at the shit he actually does and. the answer is no#bro will do the most batshit insane stuff then brush it off. ???? get help beforei make you#also his like codependency w his giant cat 'i wouldnt leave you either' okay. so youd kill youself if your cat died....darei. say based#god i havent slept and you can tell#deyas dragons
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absolutely delicious flavour of edizzy is where theyre Actually Married but neither of them know it, while also being acutely aware of everything-
they celebrated 25 years of their matelotage. they are having sex on the regular. both of them think the other thinks their contract is purely for financial reasons and the sex is just fun + convenience.
#'hes just having sex with /me/ because he knows im not going to stab him in the back (literally)'#meanwhile theyre having the most tender schmoopy sex known to man because theyre both so fucking in love#(not 2 say anything abt the actual sex theyre having they can be as rough as they want itll still be tender because theyre having FEELINGS)#'of course we have a matlotage it'd be silly to not have a financial agreement when our lives are so entwined. whats mine is his'#and at the same time theyre celebrating anniversaries with blowout bashes and gifts and shit and just#theyre so fucking aware of their marriage but theyre SO STUPID about it#'but what if he doesnt like me like that' about the man whos slept next to him for decades#nyxtalks#ofmd#izzy hands#israel hands#edizzy#blackhands#anyway it ends when someone else finally points it out#classic steddyhands set up. eds talking about his relationship with izzy and stedes like 'youre married' 'yeah but not like that'#'absolutely yes like that edward- am i the other woman?????' and it takes a few days and a lot of convincing but they talk about it#and realise oh theyve been real actual married all their lives huh#que more fucking schmoopy sex. hand holding and tears and shit and maybe its a little cringe but its their wedding night ok ????????
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i need there to be ten days between each ep of the heart killers, not seven. bc it takes me 5 days to process the new episode in the first place, then i take another night to rewatch with my brain turned on and ready to take notes and then i suddenly only have one day left for meta writing, a day on which i don't really have time bc i have classes and stuff
#shit it's 4am again#i just spent the past 4h rewatching the fadelstyle scenes from ep3 and thinking about it and taking notes#bc i might write a continuation of that style meta post i published the other day#absolutely no way i'll get the ep3 meta done BEFORE ep4 tho#i can't pull an allnighter binge-writing 6k words of meta before the new ep drops again#WHICH IS WHY I NEED MORE DAYS BETWEEN THE EPISODES SEND HELP#ah well. maybe i'll make a post with ep3+4 together#just like i combined eps 1+2#ANYWAY I NEED TO SLEEP I ONLY SLEPT LIKE 4.5 H LAST NIGHT AS WELL#at least tomorrow i gotta be at uni only at 1pm rather than 10pm#i can easily get 6-7h of sleep#nighty night everyone#airenyah plappert#thk#adrm
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i think i have covid…
#feel like absolute shit#another night i havnt slept. have had insomnia for 2 days now despite being doped up on sleeping meds
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The semester started and my sleep schedule instantly crumbled. My fatigue has come roaring back and I get to reacclimatize to the bottom of my energy reserves.
On the upside, I have 6/13 pages completed. I’m gonna post the first half for Ko-fi members when I finish 7 pages.
#ramblies#then I am absolutely not doing another comic cause I get sucked in and don’t have as much time to learn#I built in lesson times to my schedule to start learning python and reviewing rigging stuff#dunno if I’m worth anything today as I slept like shit#grunt work days at least allow for inking
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How its been going if I'm being quite honest
#Sorry this is ooc it's just how I'm feeling#My brain went 'oh? You're in the middle of the worst week of your life? Here's a random character to fixate on until things calm down 👍'#I'm back at the apartment btw#Severe thunderstorms here so they kept us in the air for an extra hour#But yeah I'm sorry I've been inactive and not chatty lately. Just going through a lot right now and it's taking its toll#I'm doing what I can just to keep myself from falling to pieces#On the brightside the paper work went through so she will be seeing the specialists on Monday if all goes well#On the downside I just can't stop crying#I can barely walk as soon as I got in I just collapsed#I barely slept all weekend#This is the first shower I'm taking since Thursday night#Haven't brushed my teeth either#I know I smell like shit I just couldn't be bothered#My hair was matted to my head#I felt bad for everyone at the airport but I just couldn't bear to be away from her longer than absolutely necessary#Cruddy rambles
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so i didn't finish the paper on time but on the plus side i Almost know how to play mahjong now
#im like 8 volumes into kaiji pt 3#which is 50 chapters deeper than i was the day before#anyway it's good but im definitely going to it as part of a sluggish avert mine eyes type dopamine struggle#i also havent slept well in a few days and ive become a total baby when it comes to that like i Cant function right anymore#when im a certain amount of tired#the like 12 hours in the car this weekend didn't help with the good restful sleep thing#i fought and fought and fought myself and in the end it's just gonna be a day late. mot that it had to be but it will be#and although i can't see the prof's late work policy i think that's gonna be okay. hopefully#but ughhtjhfhhghjghj im so tired still. ive been sleeping in like 20 min fragments trying to get this done#just woke up from a cool three hours and im (believe it or not) still tired#i havent done the 40 pg reading and i am NOT bullshitting my way through that class i am going. to bed#i know i shouldnt but i cant care rn i'll drag myself to japn and do late work all afternoon but i gotta sleep between those#anyway fukum.oto has a special way of making kaiji cringe that makes me extra fond#like watching kaiji scramble around on the floor trying to find his tiles absolutely freaking out and everyone laughing at him#was so good. he was being too confident this arc he needed to be reduced to smth horribly pitiful that he has to drag himself back together#from y'know? thats part of the fun#ANYWAY i couldn't do that shit kaiji and miyoshi are doing for many reasons but the attention span sure is one#also idk if it's the translation or what but the r slur keeps jumpscaring me in ways that are funny to me for the absurdity#thats a chapter title??? that Doesn't Belong in the chapter title??????!!! anyway#yk when you're so surprised and put off by smth you just. cackle about it? like laughing at a funeral or whatever#it's like that#buh. anyway god im so tired#ive been doing so well this semester but it looks like it's starting. the snowballing.#well hopefully i can dig myself out today after a 14 hr nap. get all that late work And my readings done yk#(<- pipe dream alert pipe dream alert)
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I’m finally home. Thank you all for your well wishes and nice things you’ve said. Love y’all. 🫶🏻
#personal#Slept like absolute shit last night because they gave me a roommate at the last minute…#It’s awkward sharing a tiny ass hospital room (and bathroom) with some older lady…#I am now propped up on painkillers and an antibiotic for the pain that’s STILL there but not as bad.
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me when i remember i have thursdays off

#ive slept like absolute shit the whole holidays time to fix my sleep schedule#im gonna sleep so good tonight#mir spits his shit
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I just slept for nearly 15 hours and I think I may be fixed now
#cowboy.speaks#????#holy shit#I don’t know if i’ve EVER slept that long#maybe when I was like 13 but absolutely never in my adult live#that was incredible#I honestly feel like I could go back to sleep#prolly still would be if my body didn’t have choose to wake me up at 7:30 on my off days lnao
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#im so fucking stressed out everything is so much. i just feel like i have so much to do#making a small to do list daily helps a little. unfortunately it also reminds me how much shit i need to get done at all times#do i have the time? maybe. but its also all so fucking exhausting i dont feel like i do#im just gonna down this coffee now and get changed and then brave the snowy weather outside. wish i could sleep but i promised to do things#at least its almost christmas. not that all my problems will go away after that but it'll get at least a little easier. i hope#i fucking hate this time of year so much i havent slept properly in like a week ough ;;#night is an absolute mess on main
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#and then I slept like absolute shit last night#I only got about four and a half hours of sleep#and I woke up to a slight headache and my back already hurting#prayers/good vibes needed for today
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btw three diff people commented i look radiant today. the real life manifestations when yr shitbag sister has left the country
#its surprising bc i did have this horrible horrible nightmare abt her again and slept like absolute fuck shit but thats besides the point.#it might also be bc i have a date next week fr the first time in????? years i think like teehee
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alright, time to watch hoof trimming videos to wind down for bed
#I slept like absolute shit last night so I'd love to be out before midnight#I should buy some more melatonin for nights like these....
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every now and then i get hit with the idea of what might happen if Joyce found out about the sins of s1&2 jonathan
#she would lose her shit#WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU TOOK PICTURES OF THEM HAVING SEX????#WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU KNEW THEY WERE TOGETHER AND SLEPT WITH HER ANYWAY???#things would go down in the byers house that night#nancy wouldn’t be excluded from the yelling either because she was the cheater and HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU DO THIS#meanwhile steve is like please it’s fine it’s just me i deserved it#and she about gives herself whiplash to turn around and tell him that’s bullshit and he absolutely didn’t deserve it and#WHY THE FUCK WOULD HE SAY THAT#and then nancy would get all like sheepish and just leave and steve would end up with like an edible arrangement and shit a few days later#meanwhile jonathan is getting SCREAMED AT#she pulls out the i Am sO dIsApPoInTeD iN yOu#Will!!1!1!#i swear to good if you EVER do this to a someone you’re gonna regret it!#THEY GAVE STEVE A FUCKING COMPLEX#steve is like i can hear you i’m right here#sorry sweetie you know i’m right though#then she turns to argyle and eddie who have been sitting there the whole time#YOU TWO#argyle screams a little bit and eddie chokes out yes ma’am#(never forget this is the woman that punched a politician and took an ax to her own walls okay she’s CRAZY)#YOU TWO TAKE STEVE HOME. WAIT NO TAKE HIM TO BASKIN ROBBINS THEN TAKE HIM HOME#*angrily pulls cash from her wallet and hands it to them*#STEVE I LOVE YOU YOURE VERY IMPORTANT TO ME PLEASE COME TO DINNER ON THURSDAY#argyle mumbled good luck to jonathan on the way out and jonathan is like please don’t leave me here alone 😭😭😭😭
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I love trans hcs but I just saw someone say “this confirms my hc that this male character is afab” when someone just described him having a feminine trait
AFAB and AMAB are just pc ways of staying gender normative shit ngl

#I’m starting to actually avoid the terms like the plague now that I’ve noticed this lmao#not me dropping terms and starting up with the “’yeah I was born a woman and a lot of people think I’m one but I’m not really’#it’s also just. easier to explain to old people#idk#I also slept like absolute shit so everything is pissing me off atm
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