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hiya elle!!!
could i request a first-time dad sirius fic of siri introducing his baby to the other marauders?? đ©·đ©·
so. stinkin'. cute.
dad!Sirius Black x mom!reader who are introducing their first child to the Marauders
You felt as though you were experiencing the world through glasses that werenât your exact prescription, riding out the last of the adrenaline coursing through your veins after the past 24 hours. You were floating in this liminal space between discomfort and euphoria, pain and joy, worry and love.
You thought perhaps though the love was beginning to win out.
You were sitting in your hospital bed as you watched Sirius gently bounce the tiny bundle he was holding up to his face.
âIsnât her nose just perfect, sweets?â He asked you (for quite possibly the 13th time in the four hours your daughter has been earth side) without moving his gaze from said nose.
âSo perfect.â You agreed readily, smiling softly at the picture and hoping that this image in your memory didnât fade as you became more lucid.Â
There was a gentle knock before a mop of wild hair and a pair of spectacles shoved its head in through the door to your room.
James gasped quietly yet no less dramatically as he looked between you and Sirius.
âCan we come in?â He whispered, adorning quite possibly one of the biggest smiles youâd even seen on him (which was really saying something, considering he has been notoriously sunny since the day you met him), before Lily shoved her head in just below his.Â
âI promise weâll behave.â She added.
Sirius chuckled and nodded his head in invitation. âYou were never the one we were worried about, Red.â
In a way that only happened throughout the history of humanity at the precise moment family members or loved ones entered the room of a newborn and their parents; Lily, James, and Peter all tiptoed in, for some reason even hunching low as if their lack of height would somehow make them any quieter.
James gasped again as he and Lily peered over Siriusâ shoulder to get a glimpse of the newborn in his hands; all three friends sharing identical beaming grins. âSheâs beautiful, Sirius.â Lily whispered in awe.
âBloody perfect, is what she is.â James agreed, leaning around Sirius to look at you. âWay to go, mum. Brilliant job youâve done.â
âThank you, Jamie.â You replied, turning a little shy as Sirius turned his lovesick gaze to you, which was very embarrassing considering he literally just watched you push his fucking child out of your crotch.Â
âWhatâs her name?â Peter asked, standing in front of Sirius like an eager kid waiting for their turn to pick a toy from the treasure box.
âThis is Aurora Jubilee.â Sirius said proudly, turning his daughter slightly so that Pete could get a look.
âBloody perfect.â James reiterated when you heard a quiet commotion outside your hospital room.
âI said I was sorry, Reg. The baby canât tell time yet, she wonât know youâre late!â
You then heard something that sounded an awful lot like someone being whacked with a bouquet of flowers.
âIdiot.â Regulus hissed. âIâm trying to make a good impression; just because you donât worry whether or not Harry finds his uncle to be untimely doesnât mean I want to set the same precedent for my niece. Tu as tellement de chance tu es une bonne baise.â
The door pushed open slightly further as Remus and Regulus quietly stepped in, furious blushes adorning their faces when they realised that you all had paused in order to eavesdrop on their conversation.
âHow nice of you to finally join us, little brother. Your niece has been asking for you.â Sirius deadpanned.Â
Regulus scoffed and Remus grimaced as Regulus came rushing over to your side and pressed a kiss to your hair. âHow are you doing, mama?â He asked, pulling back to consider your form as Remus pressed his own kiss to your head.Â
âIâm good, uncle Reggie, thank you.â You smiled at him.
âGood.â He said with a curt nod. âI worry, leaving you in the care of my brother - you deserve better.â
âSod off.â Sirius muttered, causing Lily to gently swat at his back.
âWatch your mouth, Sirius. There are little ears now.â
âYeah, watch your fucking mouth, Sirius.â Remus volleyed.
âChrist, our kids are doomed.â Lily complained as she moved to sit on the end of your bed.
âOkay, I canât take it anymore; let me hold her.â James demanded, making grabby hands to Sirius.
âOkay but Prongs, I swear to god if you fumble this like you fum-â
âI didnât fumble that pass! You threw it too hard!â James quickly negated with a petulant whine.
Moving in slow motion, Sirius relinquished his hold on his new favourite person into Jamesâ capable and seasoned dad hands before moving to perch himself beside you on your bed.Â
ââLo, Aurora. Iâm uncle Prongs; your favourite. Iâm going to buy you so many stuffies, your dad and mum will need to buy a second place just to have somewhere to put them all. And Haz is going to be the best big cousin you could ever ask for; heâs already trying to convince me to buy you a bike so you guys can ride together. And-â
âOkay.â Lily interrupted. âMy turn.âÂ
James harrumphed but acquiesced and passed her over to his wife.
âShe has her mummyâs nose.â Lily cooed, causing Sirius to gently pull you into his side and pressing his nose into your hair.
âThatâs what Iâve been saying.â He said, causing you to snort.
âNo. You just kept saying it was perfect.â You argued.
âExactly.â
âLetâs just hope you have your mummyâs smarts, too.â Lily concluded, passing Aurora to Pete.
âOi!âÂ
âHi, âRo.â Peter said, smiling down at the infant as she started to stir slightly. âNo, no. Please donât wake up. Oh god, oh god, James take her - take her! Iâm not ready for this!â
âOh hand her âere.â Remus mumbled, moving to take the tiny bundle from his mate. âWormy smells, doesnât he, little love?â He cooed at the baby who, much to Peterâs chagrin, stopped fussing immediately.Â
âOh you and I are going to get into so much trouble, darlinâ. Iâm going to teach you so many swear words, and Iâll help you prank your dad any time you want - you just give me a ring and Iâll be there.â
Any contention between Remus and Regulus from their arrival melted quickly as Regulus leaned into Remusâ side to gaze at the newest Black family member.Â
âYou wanna hold her, love?â Remus asked him quietly, causing Regulus to shake his head quickly.Â
âI donât want to hurt her.â
Sirius scoffed. âPlease, we let Peter hold her.â
âSod off!â
âWhat if I drop her?â Regulus continued.
âJust donât drop her. God, youâre a weird bloke.â Sirius muttered under his breath, though Regulus seemed to catch it as he levelled his brother with a glare.Â
His face softened considerably as Remus shifted his hold in order to transfer Aurora into Regulusâ careful arms.
He spent a few moments just looking down at his new niece, a silent conversation seeming to pass between them as Remus reached around him to stroke the downy soft skin on the side of her face.
âOkay, Iâve only known Aurora for three minutes; but if anything ever happened to her, I would kill everyone in this room and then myself.â He said simply.Â
Peter let out a nervous laugh before he realised Regulus was quite serious.Â
âGood.â Sirius said with a nod. âThatâs why we picked you to be her godfather.â
Regulusâ head whipped up at that as he seemed to strengthen his hold on the baby in his arms.
âYou what?â
âIf anything ever happened to us, we know youâd do everything in your power to give her a good life - the best life.â You explained.
âI- butâŠreally?â
âYeah.â Sirius said emphatically. âBesides, you inherited all of mother and fatherâs dirty money anyway, might as well use it to spoil our girl.â
Though there were clearly tears forming in Regulusâ eyes, he turned his attention back to his goddaughter with a derisive scoff.Â
âI was planning on doing that anyway, Sirius. Je suis vraiment dĂ©solĂ© de te dire ça, Aurora, mais ton pĂšre est un idiot.â
Remus snorted. âAlready teaching her important life lessons.â
âGet bent, Moony.â Sirius sneered.
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Honey, Iâm Home-!
Sirius Black x Mom! Reader
Ever since Sirius was sent to Azkaban, you were the one in charge of raising Harry. Doing your best, and lucky to have Remus to help. Because of that, a certain Rat wasnât able to avoid any of your gazes. When Harryâs third year came to a end, you were given quite a surprise at the train station
Warnings 18+, P in V, Female Reader, high emotions, hurt comfort, fluffy and heated sex, getting back together, implied breeding kink, taking care of your man with baths food and you, sir this bed is about to be destroyed with how hard heâs going to rail you. Also, implied Wolfstar/ Remus x You/Poly situation deal up in here hehehehe
âHarry-!â You called, with a smile. Always there to pick him up from the station, every single time. As a good parent would. Ever since you found out he had such a risk to end up at the Dursleys, like hell you would let that happen. Made you pamper him a bit, given your good friends lost their lives for him. But like hell he didnât deserve it.
âShhh shh-!â Harry was soon hushing his friends, leaving you confused. Hermione and Ron quick to hush up, while Remus would set the last of the bags off the train. Wanting to help out, since there were so many Weasleys to worry about. The way he smiled, you were even more curious. You couldnât recall the last time he looked so relieved. Was there a change in laws that permitted him to work at Hogwarts?
âChildren, settle down. Settle down. Go on and show her the surprise.â He teases them, as he would help Molly with the rest of the Weasleys. He threw you a wink, which had you very confused. Not what did that Marauder have in mind this time?
âMumâŠ..Can we get a dog?â Harry asked you, as the trio stood next to each other. With cuts and bruises all over, but smiling. Even Ron seemed chipper, despite the fact he was in crutch. The hell did those three get into this time?
âA dog-? HarryâŠ.You know why we canât get a dog.â You sighed, not wanting to have this discussion again. With out Sirius, you just couldnât. Any dog was to painful of a reminder. Oh how you miss your padfoot. What you would give to see him again.
âMum, please? Heâs got no where else to go. Just look at him-â Harry pleaded, as the trio stepped aside. The dog now exposed to you. Was so painfully skinny, yet also so furry at the same time. Matted fur, and just looking like a grim. He looked so much like Sirius, but so dead as well. Your heart just couldnât say no this time.
The defeated sigh had them cheer, as Remus returned. Still giving you this coy smile, that had you furrow your brows. You felt like you were missing something, but you didnât know what. You just knew that it was time to take everyone home.
With Harry hugging his friends goodbye, while this new dog stuck close to your legs, Remus would catch up quickly with Molly. Explaining something. You swore it was about Scabbers, but the new playmate was keeping your attention. Suddenly jumping on you, and licking your face.
âACK-! HEEL HEEL-!â You called, as the dog was just to strong. How was something so fragile so durable? Reminded you of Sirius. How even in his dog form he was able to tackle people down. Was just making your heart hurt more, which in a morbid sense made you unable to refuse the dog either.
âMum, Uncle Remus said you should head home with our new dog. He needs me to stay here and catch Mrs. Weasley up on stuff.â The way he fidgeted with his glasses told you it was a mixture of a lie and some truths. What the hell were these people planning? Was this some scheme to help you move on? Accept Sirius was never coming back? That hurt, but also a point was made. Who can escape Azkaban?
âAlright. But be home before dark.â You warned, as you kissed his forehead. Right on his scar, which made him smile. He made sure to give you a hug, before quickly returning to the red heads. Poor Molly looked ready to faint. Make that she did, and the twins had to catch her. Yeah, like hell you wanted to be involved with that.
âAlright, letâs-â But the dog was running. Right through the wall, with no hesitation. You were flabbergasted, but had no time to think. Harryâs new dog was running off. No way you wanted his poor heart broken over that. So, you ran after it. Trying to catch up, but it seemed high on life.
âGET BACK HERE-!â You hollered, as the dog was running like it was the last thing it could ever do. You were so focused on trying to catch up to it, you barely noticed where you were running towards. By the time you finally caught up, you were wheezing. Hands on your knees, as the door the dog stopped at opened.
âAbout time Master and Mistress Black returned.â Kreacher sneered, as the dog hurried inside. Did he say what you think he said? No way. That canât be Sirius. No way in hell. Looks like him, but heâs in Azkaban. You donât just escape Azkaban. Sure, the daily prophet said he did. But it was more than likely gossip gone wild. You swore every week they said someone did, only for them to be returned the next day.
âKreacher, phew, give me a minute here.â You coughed, as you stumbled inside. Left for the building to vanish, in the early morning fog. As if it was never there. Leaving you to be alone, with the elf and dog, as you hung up your coat.
You did your best with making the home more live able. The spare rooms built for whenever Harry wanted friends over for the summers. Along with just a safe haven for friends in need of a stay. You turned what was once a cage, into a proper home. Seemed the dog loved it, as it was quick to run up the stairs. Bolting past the curtained painting, and straight to your bedroom.
âHow does itâŠ.No. no this canât be. No wayâŠâ It was starting to become harder to deny, as you walked up the stairs. By the time you reached the door, you heard it. That familiar eerie bone cracking, when a animagus was changing forms. No way. It couldnât be. It canât-
âHome sweet home-â That gruff voice sung to you, as you opened the door. There he was. Your husband. Your world. Your everything. Standing there, bending his back, as he sported a tattered Azkaban uniform. Bloody, dirty, hardly clothing at all. Hair a mangled mess, and in desempate need of a bath and shave. He was so sickly thin, the very thin fabric was just a sheet on him. Hardly could process it, when those dark eyes locked on yours. Hair so long now, and body tattered. No matter the design, it was still him. Your Sirius.
âHardly changed a dayâŠâ He dreamily said, with that exhausted smile. He was so drained, but you could still see the pure joy in his eyes. He was home. He was with you, and could be there for Harry now. His best friend Remus was in his life again. Heâs not in that damn prison, and heâs in your sight once more.
You didnât care about the grime, as you practically fell into his arms. Sobbing in joy, as he held you close. Despite his thinner structure, he was able to hold you tightly. As tightly as he could, and sway with you. No need for words. Just gentle tears.
That was why Remus was so coy, and why Harry had you two run off. You two needed time to reconnect. Even so young, Harry could grasp how important this was. Guess you were rasing him right. Seemed also that Kreacher might have missed Sirius as well, because you could hear a bath being run. No one asked for it, but he did it. His own free choice. He missed him, in his own way.
âDarling, I love you so much. I really do, but I am so fucking gross right now. You know Iâm being honest when even Iâm unable to handle my own stink. Iâve had sex with Moony under a full moon. Iâm GROSS gross right now. I will kill for a bath-â He went on, making you just laugh with your tears. Despite the years in such a horrific prison, he was still himself. Guess he was always a little insane.
You didnât let him go an inch, as you trailed after him to the bathroom. More than happy to help him wash. Just enjoying the needed intimate moment. Just a wife, washing her husband. By god was he filthy. By the time Harry and Remus returned, he was finally drying off. You had no idea if the bathtub will ever recover. Least he was now in his favorite black robe.
âIâve got dinner handled, donât worry-!â Remus called, as Sirius would come down the stairs with you. Unable to let go of his arm, and he hardly complained. He missed your touch all the same, as you two would enter the dinning room. Where Harry sat.
âGuess we better start from the beginning.â Harry murmured. You had already gotten used to your sonâs insane adventures, but this one took the cake. He got his god father out of Azkaban, somehow-? Yeah, you were sitting down for this. Mindlessly playing with the exposed chest hair you could grab, as the trio of misfits began to explain.
Even while eating, more like Sirius devouring anything in sight, there was so much to discuss. Was mostly Remus, and Harry, speaking. Given Sirius was more so busy hiding during that time frame. Oh how your heart had broken, and repaired, over and over from it all. Your poor husband. But, heâs back now. Heâs back, and heâs never leaving you again.
âI know you are my god father and all, butâŠ.Do I call you dad now-?â Harry asked. Heâs thirteen, still a child after all. Itâs going to be a lot to process, even by Wizard standards. With his meal finished, Sirius did have to think a moment. Dispite the fact Harry knew Sirius from stories, because of you and Remus, he was still a stranger after all.
âUncle Padfoot will work just fine.â He smiled, as he ruffled Harryâs hair. That made the young teen give an awkward grin, as there was something to work with now. Uncle Moony and Uncle Padfoot. Itâs a start, and you couldnât be happier. Just staring with such love to him, with your head on his shoulder. Taking in that scent, as Remus was unable to stop his smile to.
âHarry, dear, why donât we go out for a walk. Hm?â Remus asked him, making the boy raise a brow. Why would he want toâŠ.Oh. Right. Remus would give a gentle head nudge towards the door, and Harry was quick to get the message. Grabbing his jacket, wand, and chasing after his uncle. Not wanting to say another word, as he really rather not think about his motherâs sex life. Even if itâs with his god father.
The second the door closed, you were yanked from your chair. You gave a squeak, as you were tossed over his shoulder. Just like the old days at school. Whenever he wanted your attention, he simply tossed you over his shoulder. Forcing you to pay attention to him, as he would steal you to a private room for a discussion.
âIâm not letting you out of that bed until the head board breaks-â He warned, as that had your heart racing. Twelve years is a long time, and there was most certainly some catching up to do. You couldnât deny that, as you watch the stairs trail behind him. Escorting you to your once shared bedroom. Now together again.
You were plopped right on the bed, and he was on you like the hungry dog he was. Stealing you into his lips, and you couldnât stop your moaning. It had been so long. You needed him as badly as he needed you. How you were enjoying the new long hair, and tangling your fingers into it. Needing as much skin as you could get from him.
He was more than happy to give it to you. The robe thrown aside, as he was pulling at your clothes. Not giving damn if they tore. Nothing else mattered in this moment. He wanted to fuck his wife, and by god was he going to. Twelve years, in Azkaban. Heâs going to get all twelve years of pent up desire out in one night. Will your body recover? Do you even care?
âSirius-â You sighed, as he finally got your top off. His face buried into your chest, as he snapped your bra strap off. Tossing it aside, as he drank you up. Just feeling your skin on his, and savoring the long missed flesh against his bearded face. Feeling that freshly softened hair on your chest felt so good. Every single fiber of your existence was on fire. Felt like you might implode.
âNot a day passed by, that I wasnât thinking of you. You, Remus, Harry, you three were what kept me sane. I knew you three were safe with each other. Waiting for me. I came back. I came back, like I promised.â He sighed, as you felt the tears on your chest. Gentle fingers played with his hair, as to try and calm him down. Comforting him.
âI always knew you would.â You felt so silly thinking Remus would ever try and help you move on. Hypocrite he would have been. Human emotions be human emotions, and they were being carnal right now. Needing to burn and burn and burn.
âHave me again, like youâve had me before.â You asked him, as you cupped his face. Having that thick beard nuzzle into your palm, as those dark eyes stared up to yours. So much pain in his face, but comfort in his eyes. Itâs a long journey to recover, but his soul was still there. His body is damaged, but a body can repair. A mind is harder, and that was the battle. A battle he won.
With a kiss to your palm, he would soon attack your lips. Growling into you, as he pulled away the rest of your clothes. Needing to devour your body. Soon marking away at your neck, your chest, your arms. If there was anything his lips could grasp, and making sure you were marked. As if to remind the world you belonged to him, and he wasnât going anywhere. Not anymore.
âSirius, how can you still be such a tease?â You whined, as he was grazing his teeth over your thigh. Leaving a bite on your flesh. Letting himself enjoy the flavor of the tingling flesh under his tongue.
âWhat? Iâm an old dog. Old dogs have bad habits.â He teased, before he finally allowed you to get some attention. He really didnât change, and you were shocked. Never thought being abused could be useful. Only a Black would have such a morbid survival skill.
Before any more depressing thoughts could fill your head, you were able to enjoy the familiar sight. Your husband between your legs, with his cock rubbing against you. The tip of his cock coming into view, whenever he rolled his hips up and down. Rubbing right on your clit, and making you whimper. Sure youâve played with yourself, but nothing beats his touch.
You both were gripping tightly. Him on your thighs, while you grabbed his shoulders. Needing to feel him in your hands. You both needed it so badly, but both held a near fear. As if afraid that it was all a dream. Luckily, he had the nerve to test that fear. Test it, as he finally pushed in.
âFuck, Iâve missed this-â He moaned, as his eyes rolled to the back of his head. The way he growled, and his body just shivered. Aching, and moaning. Might spill just then, if he didnât stop. Just savoring the feeling of being back inside of you, and how your eyes watered from pure comfort. To have your husband back.
He would lean down, and kiss away your tears, before he allowed himself to move. Just moaning for you, as his nails dug into your flesh. Marking you more, as you moaned into each others mouths. Needing to drink in every last thing you both could offer. So much to catch up on, and to make up for.
With the tender moment passing, you were soon reminded of the wild man you married. The feeling of your legs being pushed towards your shoulders, as he tried to get into you deeper. With his hands now on your ankles, as he was snapping his hips into yours. Needing to make sure you felt ever inch of him.
You loved it, and missed it, all. The feeling of your arms around his neck, and tangling your fingers into his hair. How he growled into you, and the snarls. Oh how you loved how animalistic he was for you. How he would bark and howl at the beg and call to you. Your big bad wolf.
It was all you missed. Had you in a mixture of tears, and pure desire. How he wanted to fight your tears, and kissed you. As heated as he could, to make up for the years parted. To taste you, and savor you all over again. Just the sounds of your moans, the creaking bed, and the flesh on flesh.
You didnât know how long it lasted, but you felt him pull your lip. Sinking his teeth into it. A typical sign that he was close. A need to ground himself, to last a little longer. Oh how you missed his little habits. That thrill of pain again sent you over, as you came with him. To be as connected as possible.
You expected to get a moment to savor the after glow, but he kept true to his word. You were soon tossed onto your stomach, with the ass in the air. Of course he wanted doggy. Itâs cheesey, but a favorite. Suppose one more round could be mustered.
One more became two, and three, and soon you had to chug a Pepper Up potion to keep up. You lost track of the rounds, before you were laid on your back. Soaked in sweat, and sticky from it all. Sheets hardly on the bed, and you were certain there were cracks in the wood. Hardly could breathe, but it seemed he was satisfied.
âPretty sure you fucked a dozen kids into me.â You wheezed, as he chuckled. Enjoying a much needed cigarette, but still making sure you were comforted. Having your head in his lap, as he played with your face. Admiring all your features.
âGood.â He snickered, as you swatted at his hand. The both of you able to share a laugh, as there was a soft knock at the door. All Sirius had to do was give a sniff in the air, and he knew who it was. A whistle was given, before he grabbed a pillow for you. So you could cover up, despite the fact Remus has certainly saw you naked many times.
âFeeling better now-? Could have used a silencing charm. Had to tell Harry Kreacher was fixing a wardrobe.â Remus scoffed, with a tray of needed drinks and snacks. He would set it down on the bed side table, before joining on the bed. He deserved to catch up with Sirius to. Fine by you.
With some shifting, you were soon snuggled between the two men. Sirius still playing with your hair, as the two men remained sitting up. Keeping their voices low, so you could drift. Just able to be safe, and warm, again. Snuggling your husband, and comforted by the sound of old memories.
What a wonderful lullaby.
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late night cravings
pairing: sirius black x afab!reader summary: you sneak off the night for a cheeky midnight snack, hoping sirius wonât notice (spoiler alert: he does, and heâs sulky about it) wc: 4k cw: pregnancy & baby talk, descriptions of food and eating, brief allusions to sex (not directly stated), no physical traits of reader specified but sirius can hold things out of readerâs reach a/n: so i had a lengthy angst fic for siriusâs debut on my blog and im halfway done on it but i cant seem to finish it bc it sends me to a depressing spiral each time <33333 so pls enjoy a very self-indulgent domestic excessively fluffy blurb with my beloved <33333 p.s this is not proofread so plz ignore mistakes ty <3
opening the tomato salsa jar turned out to be the hardest part.Â
back in bed, you thought the trickiest part of your late night escapade from sirius black was his long limbs wound up tight with yours, even in low light of the small nightlight in the corner, you could still make out the intricate script and designs following the curves and dips of his strong arms, holding you close to his chest.Â
you had it committed to memory by now, having explored siriusâs body well enough to memorize the way his skin feels against yours, with heartbeats and breaths falling in sync without much effort.Â
judging by the way his breathing gets heavy after every exhale and the little snores that escape in between, you knew he was beyond knackered. it was day five of siriusâs new job as an deputy director at the auror office. the day he learned about the promotion was pure unadulterated happiness. after letting you know through an express owl, you mustered up enough vigor available to your seven months pregnant self to get out of the house and go to the local shops to get party supplies and food to celebrate siriusâs achievement.Â
Coming in third out of the list of things he genuinely loved in this life, after you and his luscious locks of course, was his job as an auror. young sirius had never thought in his wildest dreams that heâd work at the ministry, much less actually enjoy it. canât really blame sixteen year old sirius, starting an underground rock band with the marauders seemed like the perfect thing to do after gruelling hours of studying at hogwarts.Â
defense against the dark arts came to him naturally, with some counterspells like second nature to him as being exposed with use of dark magic young gave him no choice but to grow up quickly and defend himself from the excruciating pain or the mind control that was from his own familyâs doing. Winning the first wizarding war alongside his friends and found family has solidified siriusâs calling in eradicating the use of dark magic and making sure the next generation can have a safe and normal life without the looming threat of a megalomaniac sorting people with their blood status and taking over the wizarding world.Â
that night, sirius walked into a dark and eerily quiet home that had his senses on overdrive. but when the lights turned on and he saw familiar faces of his loved ones all beaming with pride, and there you were in the center, looking ethereal and round and all his, with his favorite red velvet cake on hand and a ridiculously big balloon that says âcongratulationsâ tied to the candle, he could have melted in a syrupy mess of gooey happiness right then and there if he hadnât caught himself together last minute.
Sirius had thoughtâ that after you agreeing to go on one date with him to hogsmeade, winning the quidditch cup and seeing the proud look on minervaâs face, going home for christmas break and euphemia welcoming him with a kiss on the cheek and a warm hug, remus teaching at the very same classroom you all were in years back, james and lilyâs first kiss at the altar, holding little baby harry in his arms, you walking down the aisle with a bouquet of peonies in the most beautiful dress, and when you held his hand that one night and told him that you were expectingâ- that he knew of love. but you do something extraordinary that has him scrambling to add to the endless list of why youâre the love of his life. he was so focused on you that he wasnât prepared to catch pure muscle of jamesâs body as he flung himself to tackle his best friend in a hug. luckily, remus with a party hat was aptly standing between a toppling sirius and the living room wall, and he singlehandedly saved the two from creating a huge hole in the drywall.Â
this was the life, sirius had thought after many hours of partying celebrating and eating, when he laid beside you in bed, limbs tangled, sated and dizzy and warm as you both came down from your highs. and he gets to spend it with you.
but as fun and exciting siriusâs new job is, it entailed an increased amount of responsibility as he was assisting the head auror. his least favorite part of the job was the boatloads of paperwork he has to deal with. An express owl almost dropped a howler letter into the soup you were making for dinner earlier that day and you opened it up panicking thinking it was an emergency. But no, it was just sirius whining that his hand hurt and is about to fall off and that he needs you to kiss it better.Â
You did eventually, and one thing led to another and here you were, tucked in your husbandâs warm embrace. you could stay here forever, only separating to drink water and bathroom trips, but the gnawing urge to eat something savory, sweet, tangy, and crunchy has possessed your entire being, the only way to quell it was to get up and go to the kitchen. the baby doesnât seem to have a semblance of time yet, a fact you both envied and despised, because the clock on your nightstand said it was 3:48am in bold red numbers. A few months ago, youâd never be caught dead awake at this time, taking your precious sleep time seriously. The man himself would poke fun at you and say youâd gladly sleep through an earthquake or a housefire just as long as you get your seven to eight hours of sleep per day, and despite of your assumed role of contradicting and arguing with spontaneous and stubborn sirius, you had to agree.
But this was not about you anymore, or at least not quite yet for a good seventeen years, so you untangle yourself from sirius and your perfectly warm and cool side of the bed and waddle down the carpeted stairs, careful not to set foot on the creaky step that might risk waking sirius up. You need your secrets too, and youâre not in the mood to share food.
Grateful for the heavens that you and sirius stocked up on groceries two days ago, you had a wide selection of random items to munch on. A few days ago, you were introduced to the idea of a fluffernutter sandwich while scrolling through the short videos on your feed. Peanut butter and marshmallow fluff as spreads on their own was something you didnât mind eating, but both together in a sandwich? You were enthralled, and the only way to quell the curiosity was to make it. So you did.Â
You shovel and slather more than enough spread on each slice of bread, though you might have used the same spoon on both jars.. but whoâs to tell you off otherwise, your snoozing husband upstairs? pfft.Â
Smiling happily as if committing a particularly naughty crime, you place the spoon in your mouth, licking off the gooey mixture as you place the sandwich on a piece of paper towel (yes, you take the no dishwashing tonight seriously) on the table. humming, you mull over what to prepare next.
The baby needs something savory and tangy, but youâre not particularly keen on going through all the effort of heating up the soup from dinner, not to mention the amount of cutlery and dishes youâll use for that, so you zero in on the tostada shells you chose rather than tortilla chips because its much more crispier.Â
Opening the fridge, you see the laughing cow on a round packaging and decide its the one, so you grab two cheese wedges from it.Â
Sirius had argued that the next aisle had actual, real blocks of cheese with a variety on display and that there was no point in getting artificially flavored ones. But youâve gotten really good at giving him the stank face, which inadvertently ends 75 percent of nonsense bickering before it even starts; and since youâve started showing more and more, sirius has admittedly gone softer on you, not that he was ever more but a pushover your entire relationship. Merely widening of eyes and a jut of your lower lip, even adding a slight tremble or two during times where you did actually fuck up, sirius canât hold his stance longer than a minute before sighing and taking you in his arms. he might call you out for being a brat at times, but thereâs no denying he loves it. And so the artificial wheel of cheese wedges got purchased and bagged home, and youâre meticulously spreading it over the golden shells, leaving little to no gaps of it bare.Â
Laying it on another paper towel, your heart gets giddy on your chest knowing youâre in for a treat tonight. But not quite time to start munching, the baby reminds you that you still need something tangy to complete the meal. So comes your big predicament, should you get dill pickles or tomato salsa?Â
It took you ten seconds too long of weighing down the pros-and-cons of choosing one and feeling like you made the wrong choice if you end up not liking it. It doesnât help that the pregnancy hormones make you more anxious and tend to put you always on the verge of tears. So when the not-so-groundbreaking idea of just eating them both hits you, you feel the weight slide off your shoulders as you sigh. Because again, whoâs gonna tell you that eating pickles this late at night can give you bad acid reflux, your snoozing husband? Pfft.
Snacking on some, you do manage to pick out the juiciest looking pickle chips and lay them atop of your tostadas. You and the little one are beyond excited to dive in. Itâs looking like a mini upside-down pizza with the cheese spread first then the pickle as toppings. Only thing left now was the the tomato salsa slathered on top to seal the deal.Â
Opening tight lids wasnât an issue for you before, in fact, you took pride when friends hand you a jar or bottle to open because you could do it in a breeze. Chances were, the lid wasnât even screwed on that tight, you were just built different, youâd say with a shrug once you give the items back. So when the tomato jar doesnât budge after two attempts, you get puzzled.
Maybe your hands were slippery? You wipe them down with a tea towel and try again. No.
You werenât holding it tight enough? Fingers held taut against the lid, you try three times. Still no.
Determined, you try different positions before letting the jar go, shooting it glares as if itâd get intimidated and just open up for you. You were also getting lightheaded, and passing out on the kitchen floor due to excessive stimulation of your vagal reflex because you were too stubborn to use magic or wake your husband up to open it for you doesnât seem like the best way to spend the early Tuesday morning hours.
Magic was even out of the option (well, in your brain it was), because your wandâs tucked beside siriusâs on your nightstand, and frankly, you donât have the patience to drag yourself upstairs just to flick a utility spell to open the wretched thing. So you do the next best option: lose hope.Â
The disappointment was mutual between you and your baby. And the acid reflux did start to kick in, making your stomach grumble in both hunger and pain. This was all going so well until it isnât, tears began to make its way up to your eyes.
âSee, this is what you get for being greedy and eating all snacks by yourself,â sirius huffs behind you, deep voice still raspy with sleep. You didnât even hear him getting out of bed and coming down the stairs, thatâs how preoccupied you were with opening the jar.
He grabs the container away from you to open it, but not without throwing a scowl at your direction, handsome face contorted with furrowed eyebrows and downturned mouth, enough to express that he felt betrayed by this whole ordeal. If you were in a better mood, youâd poke his sides and tackle him playfully, teasing him for being sulky. But for now, you need the jar opened so you could eat in peace. Youâll deal with the sharing food issue later.
ât wasnât supposed to take long,â you mumble, caught off guard and refusing to make eye contact, pretending the fridge magnets beside siriusâs head is ten times more interesting than his face. You donât miss his raised eyebrow and snort at your response.Â
The second attempt comes and he opens it with a satisfying pop. your mouth falls agape, eyeing the *now accessible* tomato salsa dip in disbelief. What the hell?Â
And you couldnât even take the smug grin spreading across siriusâs face by the millisecond. Refuse to. You try to snatch the open container away from him but he holds it higher and out of reach, making a show of puffing his chest, flexing his biceps, even giving it a kiss. This is all Jamesâs doing, you need to have a talk with Lily soon about keeping these two separated.
âSirius!â you try to plead your way out. the trademark innocent, pouty expression settles on your face like a second mask, hoping heâd go down this easy.Â
It doesnât work. He just chuckles, mocking your pleas and face while his free hand sneaks up and pinches your unsuspecting cheek to tease you further.
You yelp in mock outrage and swat his hand away, trying your best to keep your displeasure firm on your face, but you feel the giggles coming up. âThis is why I sneak out alone to eat, youâre such a bully,â you huff, but take a seat in front of your makeshift spread.Â
Sirius places the jar near you, but not without poking your exposed sides, armed with the knowledge that the easiest way to get you laughing (and eventually conceding in an argument) is knowing where your tickle zones are. âOh yeah,â he drawls, plopping himself beside you. âThatâs also why youâre the only one waking up with an upset stomach, stinking up our bathroom so early in the morning.â
Now this one got you appalled, embarrassed, disturbed, basically hit with all the feelings. Youâve been living together long before you got married, and he never brought up this issue until today. âThatâs it. Iâm leaving.â He makes a move to snatch the sandwich away but the embarrassment on your cheeks made you more agile, swatting his hand away and shielding the sandwich with your hands. âAfter I finish my meal,â you continue, shooting him a glare.
But see, one of the things that drove you nuts even way back at Hogwarts, was how Sirius Black mostly managed to outsmart you or be one step ahead of you in everything. After you turned him down without much thought whatsoever despite his grand declaration of interest, Sirius took it upon himself to show you (1) that you made a mistake for rejecting him, (2) that his ego wonât let you embarrass him like that again, (3) and that you wonât get rid of him that easily. Once he set his eyes on you, you were face to face with him in everything: grades, OWLs/NEWTs scores, Quidditch plays and bets, wins at the duelling club, even with the fucking gobstones tournament. He never let you catch a break.
Things were surely different now, since you vowed to be with him in sickness and health and untill death parts you bothâ hell, youâre carrying his child. So you figured maybe, maybe, heâll let you catch a break this time. Let you eat in peace as you mull over his bathroom comment and how youâre going to get him back.Â
But again, no. Unlike you, Sirius remembered to grab his wand from the nightstand. Not even batting an eye, he says nonchalantly, âAccio sandwich.â And the fluffernutter you protected with all your physical might managed to escape your watch, and land gracefully on his waiting palm.Â
What irritated you more from this whole ordeal? The prodigal auror that climbed his way up the ranks and became the youngest deputy director, fully capable of complex spells and wielding different kinds of magic, felt the need to do a verbal Accio spell just to make a point to you.
Out of words, you just stare at him blankly. Too stunned to even cry in frustration because you knew you made a conscious, willing choice to be with this man.Â
Maybe your best guilt-tripping expression comes best when youâre not trying. Color drains from his face when you remained silent and he scrambles to take a bite off the sandwich before handing it back to you, or rather placing it on your limp hand as you refuse to acknowledge it, still too hurt to budge. ââm sorry, baby. Just wanted to eat with you since we didnât get to earlier.â
He did arrive later than usual, deciding to finish the stack of case files and paperwork so he wonât have to sift through them again the next day. There were plans to wait for him before eating, but when the jitteriness and slightly nausea started to kick in, you had no choice in the matter. Sirius had been sulky and clingy the moment he got home, and as compromise, you stayed to watch him eat; listening and reacting animatedly as he ranted about his stressful day.
So you cut him off some slack, also exhausted from all the emotional stimulation sirius brought since he woke up. As a silent peace offering (also because youâre not ready to say sorry to his face), you slide the tostadas within his reach and finally take your bite of the goddamn sandwich. It was good, tasted as expected, sweet peanut butter. Youâd probably have it again as a drunk at 3am meal.
Sirius also went and got snacks of his own: microwaved popcorn, pickles, toasted bread slathered with butter, and grapes. Together, you munched on the little spread of random food you could find in your kitchen at 4am in comfortable silence, which is surprising after the earlier bickering. No matter how cheesy it sounded in your head, sirius was the only person that can drive you to the brink of insanity and right back. You were in for a hell of a ride for the foreseeable future; and while thereâs a lot of uncertainty right now and changes to be made when the little one gets here, youâre beyond happy that you get to do all this with him.Â
Sleep was beginning to creep up on you. Of course he notices this right when you do, so a warm arm wrapped across your back urges you to settle on his lap, bodies melding into the familiar crevices like puzzle pieces, though you both had to adjust certain angles to accommodate your growing belly. You sit like this for a while; your head tucked securely in the crook of his neck, steady breaths lulling you to sleep, while siriusâs hands instinctively finds its way under your sleep shirt and on the natural curve of your belly, lithe fingers stroking and drawing soothing circles anywhere he could reach.Â
you wish you could stay like this foreverâ cozy and soft and safeâ but alas, you were carrying sirius blackâs offspring. the baby decides to reward you with a round of kicks, probably giddy after feeling their fatherâs touch. Sirius chuckles and coos at your bump, while a muffled groan leaves your lips from the sudden onslaught of movement, but still refusing to move from this comfortable position.
Smooth cold lips touch the side of your forehead and you relish in the feeling. âDoes it ever hurt, love? All that kicking and wiggling?âÂ
âNot really,â a content sigh leaves your lips. âFeels strange at times, seeing your belly move on its own.âÂ
To prove your point, two tiny bulges make a split second appearance just above where Siriusâs hand lay. His thumb soothes the area lovingly.
âDefinitely getting stronger though; Lily told me during the later months, harry for some reason loved to kick downwards, making bathroom trips more frequent than it already is. Not excited for that.â
He presses kisses on your forehead, temple, hairline, anywhere he could reach without moving too much. âThings that you do and endure for this âlil troublemaker,â sirius murmurs. He doesnât need to say it out loud, you could feel his body reverberating with awe and fondness. You try to bask in it for as long as you could, but a passing thought makes its presence known to you again.
âDo i really make the bathroom stink?â it comes out whinier than you intended it to be but you just had to know for peace of mind.Â
Siriusâs whole frame vibrates as he tries to stifle his laughter, taking you with him. Heâs laughing at your expense but you feel your own giggles brewing in your belly. You try to hold it in for longer, preserving some self respect. âA little bit,â he says solemnly. You groan, earlier mortified feeling returning in full swing. It triggers another round of chuckles.
âBut dove, itâs nothing that my deep love and adoration for my lovely strong hot and sexy wife canât handle.â He says assuredly, and you curse yourself for being so down bad for this man as blood rushes to your cheeks from his words. Good thing itâs dim and your face is still tucked in the crook of his neck.Â
You do pinch his arm in response, and both your laughters compliment the comfortable silence.Â
âAlthough,â he says after a while. âThe betrayal of you eating without me still hurts.âÂ
âSiri.. iâm sorry,â you mumble. âây looked so tired, Didnât wanna wake you up.â
He tuts and doesnât say much after that. In sirius dictionary, this means he just wants some affection from youâ for you to dote on him and coax out his forgiveness, even if you both know heâs not really mad; judging by his arms still wrapped securely around your frame and steady breaths that tickle and fan on your bare skin.Â
So you mimic his actions from earlier, planting tiny kisses on his neck, collarbones, jawline, anywhere your lips could reach. Kissing his cheek seem to do the trick, his fake scowl quickly coming undone as a bashful smile breaks through the frown, and his tiny dimple you love so much making an appearance. The muggle maternity books did say dimples are genetic, so an image of a little Sirius running around and smiling up at you with those dimpled cheeks is a warming thought.Â
âI am charming all the lids to be stuck at night as soon as i wake up tomorrow for work.â You poke a sensitive spot on his side, making him jolt, but you couldnât resist laughter as it bubbles out of the surface. âYouâre insufferable, I canât believe I married a psychopath.â
âAnd you let him knock you up too. Iâd say it takes one to know one, hm?âÂ
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The second one is for Harry. I donât have a plot for him tbh. Anything worksâŠmaybe something like James and lily are still alive and the reader is Siriusâ and Remusâ daughter (if youâre comfortable with that else sheâs just Siriusâs daughter) and that her and Harry have feelings for each other but they make sure that their parents donât know about this because they think they wonât approve but secretly Sirius and James have made a bet even before they were born that theyâd end up dating.
Gonna sign off as - đ
harry potter x black-lupin!reader where you both decide to come clean about your relationship only to realise the bets that were going on before you were even born
The morning started off innocently enough. You and Harry decided, with great trepidation and a little bit of sweaty-palmed hand-holding, that it was time to come clean to your parents. Youâd spent months sneaking around, dodging suspicious looks and sharing whispered secrets under that big oak tree in the Potter backyard. But enough was enough. Today was the day.
At breakfast, you sit on one side of the table, gripping Harryâs hand under it like a lifeline. Across from you, James is mid-story, waving his coffee cup wildly, nearly splashing Sirius, whoâs cackling in support. Remus stands by the stove flipping pancakes, while Lily is engrossed in her tea. Itâs almost too peaceful. Almost.
You exchange a look with Harry, both of you gulping in unison. Here goes nothing.
You clear your throat, trying to sound calm and confident but ending up squeaking, âWe have something to tell you.â
Every head swivels toward you. Four pairs of eyes lock on, and itâs like theyâve turned into your jury.
Siriusâs brows lift, eyes flicking to your joined hands, a smirk already forming. âOh, this is going to be good.â
James takes a leisurely sip of his coffee, not even trying to hide his amusement. âGo on then, letâs hear it.â
âUh⊠well, Harry and IâŠâ You glance at him, wide-eyed. âWeâre together. Dating. You know, in a relationship.â
Silence. Deafening, horrible silence. You brace yourself for the absolute chaos about to ensueâa dramatic gasp from Sirius, a whole speech from Remus, something. But insteadâŠ
âOh, finally,â Remus sighs, flipping another pancake like heâs completely unfazed.
âPay up, Padfoot.â James holds out a hand to Sirius with a smirk that could only mean one thing: they knew.
âAre youâare you betting on us?â Harry sputters, his face turning beet red.
Sirius lets out a long, overly dramatic sigh as he fishes out a handful of Galleons and plunks them into Jamesâs waiting hand. âYep. And I had my money on last Christmas, but nooo, you two had to make it as painful and drawn-out as possible.â
James shrugs, looking positively delighted. âI told him you two would take forever. I mean, youâre related to Sirius, for Merlinâs sake.â
âOh, come on!â you snap, indignant. âYou didnât even wait for us to tell you?â
Sirius leans forward, smirking like heâs the worldâs wisest sage. âKid, you were about as subtle as a hippogriff in a teashop. âOh, dad, weâre just going out to âstudy.âââ He air-quotes aggressively. âOr, âOh, daddy, itâs so peaceful under the oak tree.ââ
âDo you know how many times I nearly hexed you?â Remus says, shaking his head, clearly unimpressed. âOnce or twice wouldâve been fine, but the âstudy datesâ? Please.â
Harryâs face falls into his hands, groaning. âSo you⊠knew? This entire time?â
James snorts, leaning back with the air of someone who has been utterly vindicated. âSon, Iâve known since you looked at her like sheâd personally invented Quidditch.â He raises a smug eyebrow at Lily. âWhich, by the way, was second year.â
Lily laughs softly. âSecond year, James? Donât you think thatâs a bit much?â
âOh, not at all,â James replies with a flirty expression. âIâd know that look anywhereâitâs exactly how I used to look at you.â
You and Harry exchange an exasperated look. âSo⊠none of you are upset?â you ask, bewildered.
Remus grins, nudging you both toward the table. âNot at all. In fact, this is excellent news because now I can finally use your time together as leverage for chores.â
Lily laughs, patting your shoulder with a wink. âHonestly, we were all just waiting to see how long youâd last before one of you cracked.â
Sirius, meanwhile, is dramatically clutching his chest. âI was holding out for the Christmas confession! So many prime opportunities wasted! I could have retired on those winnings!â
âOh, get over it,â James says with a slap on his back. âWe all saw it coming from a kilometer away.â
And as you and Harry sit there, faces hot with embarrassment and disbelief, the rest of them toast to the âofficial family binding,â clinking glasses and laughing like this is the best entertainment theyâve had in years.
thank you so much for requesting, đ!! If it is no trouble, could you tell your age and gender?
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Dirty Laundry and Brown Sugar Oats
Pairing: Sirius Black x SAHM! Reader (stay at home mom)
Summary: Youâve had a very busy weekend
Word count: 1.5K
Warning: skipping meals
This weekend had been one from hell. Filled with celebratory moments, but from hell none the less. It started on Friday morning with the primary schoolsâ spring production. Claireâs class was participating with a little dance routine. Lots of classroom mothers were signing up to assist with corralling the children throughout the day and your youngest daughter had begged you too as well. In her own words âall you do is stay home anywayâ.
You werenât sure what to do with Emmerson at first but Lily had offered to watch him for a few hours, claiming it a perfect opportunity for he and Harry to have a play date. You were extremely grateful. He wouldnât cause her any trouble. The only person he fussed with was you.
From eight in the morning to five in the evening you were swimming in kindergarteners. Bathroom trains, fixing hair, changing into costumes, breaking up arguments, forcing a quick nap time, practice, and then comforting the snifflers once the performance actually started. The ones that attempted to leap from the stage in a wash of tears, grabby hands extended.
Then Amelia had her spelling bee on Saturday morning. As soon as you'd gotten back with Claire, cleaned her up and made dinner you were off to test Lia on her words. She wouldnât allow you to stop until she was free of mistakes and hesitance. She didnât win, but she was abundantly proud of herself for giving it a shot. As were you and Sirius.
Emmy had his doctorâs appointment that same afternoon for some blood testing. He'd been falling ill a lot recently and you thought it couldn't hurt to do a full check up to see if everything was alright. A fresh scratch now pulsed under your eye as evidence of his struggle. And then from there you had to rush to get Lia to her soccer practice, take Claire to ballet and run a few errands around town. You'd spent that night tailoring some of Sirius formal shirts for a few meetings he had coming up in the week.
Sunday morning Remus as well as Lily, James and Harry came over for breakfast. Youâd gone all out in preparation. The downside being once you were done you had no interest in the spread of food youâd prepared.
Now it was Sunday evening, the sun only just beginning to dip below the horizon. Youâd just managed to get Emmy fed and settled to watch a few minutes of Tv. Lia is at the counter finishing up some homework and Claire is crowding you. Swerving around your legs, just as high as sheâd been all weekend on excitement. Every second of every day from the moment she opened her eyes to the moment she closed them it was just demands that you stop whatever you were doing to watch her. For her to perform the same sequence of moves youâd watched her do on stage as if you hadnât been paying attention then. And again, the other thousands of times she'd done it since.
She bumps herself into your legs from behind sending you stumbling.
âMom you arenât watching!â
The laundry basket in your hand tips, bulging with the dirty clothes youâd been putting off washing. A jumble of socks falls from it to the tiled floor. It takes everything in you not to snap, instead closing your eyes for a beat, breathing in and out before bending to reach for them. When youâre suddenly hit with the feeling of the ground shifting. Your vision blurs and your heart gives a painful stutter. An overwhelming ringing pingpongs between your ears and your mind grates to a halt. Where were you? What had you been doing a second ago?
Small hands press into your back. Youâve sat on the ground. The plastic of the basket still slippery in your hold where it rests atop your extended legs. You feel hot. Your stomach is cramping.
A shadow falls across you from above. You force your wavering gaze up to meet Liaâs face leaned over the countertop, frowning and squinting at you. âMom?â
Claire screams, much too close your ears, her fist pounding into your spine. âYou have to watch me! Look! Look!â
âClaire, stop it!â Lia scolds. She hops down from the stool and comes around to stand in front of you. You stare straight ahead at her blue sleep shorts before she squats down to grab at your face.
âMommy?â
The haze over your mind begins to clear when she squishes at your cheeks gently âIâm fine sweets.â Resting the basket to the side you cover her hands with your own, struggling to swallow around your dry mouth âJust lost my balance thereâ
Claire mashes her chin into your shoulder, pressing her own cheek against both of your hands âYouâre so clumsy sometimes.â
Liaâs still frowning; her eyes a little glassy. She watches you for another beat before bolting upright âIâm going to get dad.â
You pull her back to you in a panic âNo! Lia Iâm fine.â
Sirius was outside doing some yardwork. Things youâd been asking him to get to for months now. Thatâs where heâd spent most of his weekend and it made you feel like a bit of a nag. You donât want to bother him anymore. Especially not for something so minor.
Lia jerks her hand from yours, sprinting for the front door shouting for Sirius.
In the meantime, you shift yourself slowly to rest your back against the cabinets. The effort of it has you breaking a small sweat. Your hands shake as you set the laundry aside.
âAre you sick?â Claire asks, collecting the dropped socks and plopping them into the basket. She presses her hand to your forehead checking for warmth.
âNo Clair bear.â But she wonât take that as an answer of course so before she can scuttle off in search of the thermometer you redirect her attention. âDo you think Emmy would like to watch your performance?â
Her eyes light up âYouâre right! I havenât shown him yet.â She leaves you behind, completely forgotten, in search of your youngest. Seated on his playmat in the living room and occupied by the puppets moving across the television screen.
Time seems to jump between a long blink to rest your eyes and reopening them to find Sirius kneeled in front of you. Hair tied up atop his head, collar of his shirt dark and dampened. A smudge of dirt slashes across his cheek. A calm smile spreading his lips. âAre you cozy down here love?â
You roll your eyes at him. âYou smell sweaty.â
âLia, can you get mom a glass of water please?â You hadnât even noticed her hanging back in the archway, standing so still and quiet with her hands clasped together. She goes without a word.
âDo you feel dizzy?â
âI canât get up.â Youâd plummet right back down to the ground if you tried.
Lia returns with your water. Sirius takes it from her with a small thank you before cupping your chin. With nimble fingers he tilts your head back slightly, pressing the chilled glass to your cracked lips. âDrink, slowlyâ He waits for you to down half the glass before setting it aside, watching you intently.
âWhat did you guys have for lunch? Maybe it didnât agree with you.â
âWe had peanut butter and jelly. Mom didnât eat any though.â Lia answersÂ
âAnd you didnât have any breakfast this morning my love. Did you eat at all today?â
In fact, you couldnât remember the last time something of substance passed your lips, food or drink. When your days edged more on the hectic side, youâd sometimes forget they were necessities. A horrible habit you never managed to break.
Sirius reads this in your expression. He frowns disapprovingly at you. âWhen was the last time you ate something? Not random scraps, a whole mealâ
âBreakfast Friday morningâ and even that had only been a slice of buttered toast. You were running solely on the clementine youâd swiped from one of Claires classmates, a handful of nuts, and a half cup of tea somewhere else in there. Â Â
âIs she going to be alright?â Lia has sat herself beside you, picking at her fingers anxiously as her eyes rack your body from head to toe. You feel a tinge of shame run through you then. To cause her such worry with your bad habits.
Sirius removes one of the rings from his finger and slides it onto one of hers. Itâs far too big but it provides a nice distraction as she spins it absentmindedly around the digit. âMom hasnât been nourishing her body properly but sheâll be right as rain once we get some food into her.â
âAre you ready to get up?â he asks you. Â
âNoâ you answer honestly. The room is still spinning.
Smiling reassuringly, he instead makes whispered conversation with Lia, asking what they should feed you. âSomething light to not upset her stomachâ
âThat special ginger tea she gave me when i was sick last week.âÂ
âWhat else?â
âBrown sugar oats?â She glances at you for approval âYou love oats. With some honey on top?â
âDelicious. Why donât you go fill the kettle while I help mom to the table.âÂ
Once sheâs gone Sirius turns back to you. He runs his hands up and down your bare legs, refusing to meet your gaze now. âTrying to give me a heart attack, are you?â he grumbles âLia came outside frantic and I was sure the worst had happenedâ he pinches you on the thigh. Not particularly hard but enough to convey his upset. Â
âOwâ
He soothes it with a kiss âYou have to stop skipping meals like that. You have to stay strong and healthy so we can be together until weâre old and gray and Claire ships us off to a retirement home.âÂ
A laugh startles out of you âLia would definitely let me live with her. Emmy might be kind enough to house you.â
The laughter dies, a cloud of seriousness rolling in to dampen it.
âPromise meâ He must really be fed up with you.
âIâve been working on it. Time just slipped through my hands this weekend.â
âPromise meâ he pushes again.
You sigh, feigning annoyance at the dramatics you so enjoy when he forcibly links your pinky fingers together âI promise.â
âGreat!â Itâs slow going, but he gets you up off the floor and to the counter âLia how about we cut up some fruit to go with that?â Â
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Rain, Please Never Go Away
Description: You try to stop Harry from running into the house and leaving a mess, while he tries to stop the water from escaping. (James Potter x Wife!Reader) (Mom Reader & Harry Potter) A/n: I was watching one of my favorite shows (bluey) and I could not stop crying to this amazing episode so here is my take on it :) NOT EDITED AT ALL Song Inspo: Rainbow - Bluey Warnings: None zip zero nada
"We'll be back darling," James called out to the two of you. The boys had to go finish some paperwork for tomorrows early mission, leaving you alone in the house with your son.
"I don't know why we couldn't have taken the bike," Sirius grumbled from the backseat of the Ford Escort. "It would have been far more exciting than riding this hunk of junk."
"Frankly my dear, I don't give damn," Remus readjusted his rear view mirror starring at his husband in annoyance. "And I quite enjoy having all my bones in tact to answer your question."
"It was one time!" Sirius shouted causing Harry to let out a giggle.
You stood on the front porch of your house with Harry in your arms watching as your three troglodytes argue with one another.
The pot of English Pearls you had outside, hanging from the exterior of the railing, swayed with the wind. The sky was still clear but the wind gave its surprise shower away. "Surely, the storm won't be here till tomorrow," you thought.
"Be careful," you yelled as you saw them begin to pull out of the driveway. Harry waved his hands, shouting continuous "goodbyes" and "I love yous."
"I love you two so much," James smiled as he sent air kisses to Harry and you, his window still rolled down in order to hear your voices.
"We love you to dada!" Harry jumped up and down on your hip trying to see the car over the tall trees. All that could be heard as a response was a couple of laughs and coos for the young five year boy.
"Okay angel, I'm going to go start on dinner," you carried him inside, closing the door behind you. "Would you like to help or would you like to go play?"
"Can I play in living room?" He asked, looking at your hair as he fiddled with the strands. You thanked Godric he no longer had the habitat of pulling your hair anymore.
"Of course love," you set him down on the carpet, before heading to the kitchen to make dinner.
You opened the pantry to see what you could make tonight. Maybe a soup, or some sandwiches - in the end you decided to make tomato soup and grilled cheese sandwiches.
Just as you finished cutting off the crust of Harry's sandwich, you heard the strum of pitter patters on the window. Quickly you looked out the window above the kitchen sink and saw that the sky had darken. Without a second thought you grabbed the empty laundry basket near the sofa and ran outside.
A confused Harry followed along behind you, soon falling behind as he mesmerized at the water coming down from the clouds. He soon dashed his way to happy green grass and enjoyed the rain drops.
You on the other hand headed to the side of the house, quickly pulling down the clothes from the clips on the line and shoving them into the basket. "Out of all the days it decided to rain, why on earth now?" You muttered as you tried to take down all the clothes as fast as you could, laughing a bit at James's soaked unicorn boxers.
"Mum can we play in the rain?" Harry asked as he spun around on the grass looking up at the rain falling from the sky.
"Just for a while darling, I don't want you to get sick," you replied before entering the house and placing all the clothes in the mud room. You stretched them out on the counters before heading outside to watch Harry.
The gentle fall of the rain from the roof through the gutter, soothed the house as its magic came to life. Your little garden you and your husband started began to dance with joy with the clouds tears just as your son did.
Harry giggled and laughed as he felt the squishing of the mud beneath his feet. He stuck his tongue out to catch raindrops, feeling a rush of happiness in the weather - when something caught his eye. A funny growing trail of rain water began to follow down the stoney path of their porch towards the empty road.
Jumping into stream on the path, he laughed as the cold water splashed against his ankles. You saw him jumping in the stream of water, and let out a soft smile. If only you have your camera right now to take a photo of this memory.
"Harry, darling," you called out, "I'm going to get an umbrella for you." Your son continued to jump in the stream completely infatuated with it, "okay mum."
Watching as the water flowed, Harry put his two feet together watching as the stream began to build up. Soon it tried escaping his little wall, until he placed both of his hands down and tried stopping it once more.
Looking around he tried to find something to help stop it, and when you came out with the umbrella an idea struck. Without another thought he quickly ran to your arms grabbing the umbrella and running back to stop the flow. You looked pleased at first, thinking he was going to use it to not get wet, but then you were soon let down. "If that is not James's kid I don't know at this point," you thought, grumbling as you walked back inside.
Although in his mind it did seem like a wonderful idea to use the umbrella, he then realized that it would fly backwards as the weight of the build of water was too heavy for him to hold.
Closing it, he threw it away and soon decided on finding another way. In his five year old mind, your son decided to use the newspaper on the lawn to stop the flow of the water. That idea also failed him, so quickly he went inside, startling you with the slamming of the front door as he ran towards his room.
Carrying four toy blocks in his hands he ran towards the front door, but was soon stopped by you.
"Harry James Potter!" You yelled, "look at the mess you made, where is the umbrella I gave you?" You asked as you pointed towards the muddy shoe prints on the floor.
"Mum I'm sorry but I-" He tried explaining but you kept talking about the mess on the floor. Harry tried wiping it away with his foot but it just made you sigh.
"Go," you pointed outside annoyed to which he gladly left to go complete his mission.
This process continued over five more times to the point you even tried barricading the open front door with your body to which harry swiftly made it through any open gaps left. Curse those stupid quidditch practices.
Finally you ended up giving up, leaving the front door open and sitting on a chair outside. You watched as Harry ran back and forth from the house to the path trying to stop the run off of water. The little wall made out of newspaper, towels, blocks, and boxes outside the path made you smile. Even if your house is a mess, its living with excitement.
Harry put his feet on the side of the other and placed his hands the same way as before trying to finish off this little wall. And as the water slowly began to reach his hands he soon realized he wasn't going to make it. There was still a gap left.
Disappointed and sad, he prayed that the water would stop at his finger tips but it didn't seem it was going to end that way. To his great surprise, you walked up from behind and placed your feet on the side of his hands.
"I thought you didn't want to make a mess mum?" Harry looked up at you, his face finally clear of the rain thanks to the umbrella you held above you.
"I learned that a little mess isn't something we should fuss about love," you shrugged, smiling down at your son.
"Mum, quick, its going to escape!" Harry said as he watched the water begin to turn over your sneakers.
You looked up at the umbrella and smiled before throwing to the floor and placing your hands next to your feet.
"I don't think we are going to make it Harry," you said as the water began to flow farther than your hand could stop.
"We need more blocks." Harry said, just before he was about to get up a pair of shoes appeared next to your hands.
"Look like you might need a little help."
"Dad!" Harry looked up to see his father. James was completely soaked from head to toe but he didn't care. He just wanted to be home.
"Darling I thought you had to finish some paperwork?" You smiled up at your husband.
"Canceled the mission because of the weather." He shrugged, "and plus how would you two ever survive without me? I mean look how the stream almost escaped- OW!" James crouched down to hold shin. "What was that for?!"
Harry tried holding in a laugh at his dads pained expression.
"That was for criticizing us," you smiled, "and this is for helping us." You gave him a peck on the lips causing a faint blush to appear on James's face.
"Ewwwwww!" Harry twisted his face in disgust.
"Oh pack it up Romeo," James said as he tried stealing another kiss from you.
Gosh you really did love you family.
i kinda of rushed it a bit at the end but potato potatoe 𩩠(also iâm kind of crying BECAUSE WHY WAS THAT EPISODE SO BEAUTIFUL) also im out of storage soooooooo I don't know what to do
#james potter x reader#James potter x mom!reader#james potter x you#harry potter#marauders era#sirius black#remus lupin#wolfstar#marauders#bluey#James potter x wife!reader#remus x sirius#sad fluff#family fluff#happy ending#rain#please reblog#crying shaking throwing up#hp marauders#harry potter's mum#saving destroyed endings#im so tired
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[1] Parent-Teacher Conferences
Summary: James meets his favorite student's mother for the first time.
Notes: Marauders modern elementary school AU, kindergarten teacher!James Potter x nurse!reader, mom!reader x son!OC (Liam), inspired by this post by @ravishinglavishingluvr
Next Part: Seeing Each Other Around Town Series Masterlist here
teacher!james teacher!james teacher!james teacher!james teacher!james teacher!james teacher!james teacher!james teacher!james teacher!james teacher!james teacher!james teacher!james teacher!james teacher!james teâ
specifically james as a kindergarten teacher
(see inspiration post)
(just kindergarten instead of preschool)
(yaknow, for the plot)
Okok lets get started :D:D:D
Youâve got a sweet baby boy of a son (Iâm sorry if you donât!! I also donât but idk my stepmom is pregnant with a boy and Iâm super excited and this mess is what came out so here you go)
And heâs five and in Jamesâ kindergarten class
Baby boy is just the sweetest little thing
James loves him to death
Heâs smart and nice and helpful and just an absolute gem
Like seriously tho James goes to the library during his lunch break to hang out with school librarian!Remus and school secretary!Sirius and just canât shut up about how much he loves your son like James just talks about him the whole lunch period
And Remus and Sirius are like
âThatâs great, James đ"
But James doesnât care heâs just too excited to have such a bright young boy in his class
And also (because James is nosy af) heâs super curious to see what kind of parents this kid has
So parent-teacher conferences roll around and heâs like âWhat kind of geniuses are raising this kid?? Letâs see em????â
And then nurse!reader rolls up to the 7:30 PM meeting, still in her hospital scrubs and profusely apologizing for being like three minutes late
And James is like
What.
Not at ALLLLLL what he was expecting
(not that heâs complaining, youâre fucking adorable and a great break from all the stuffy parents heâs had to deal with all day)
So you and him sit down and talk about your sonâs work at school
And James just gushes about him to you practically the whole time
Like legit James fell for him before he even met you
Meanwhile youâre like
1) damn i didnât know my kidâs teacher was so pretty
(Not like thatâs important ofc because you have priorities and your son always comes first.)
And 2) but like can my son read?? Can he do math?? Are you teaching him science sir????
And James is like âyeah but heâs NICE and KIND and EMPATHETIC
âDO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO GET FIVE YEAR OLDS TO SAY THEYâRE SORRY
âAND HE JUST DOES ITâ
And youâre like
ââŠâŠyeahâŠâŠ bc thatâs an important part of learning to be a good person ⊠ofc I showed him how to be kind?? Like what????â
And James
(poor babyâs bar is on the floor from all the Karens whoâs kids he teaches)
Heâs just so enamored about how youâre just like naturally kind and caring??
And you imparted that onto your kid????
Your conference time is the last one on Jamesâ schedule, and he absolutely irritates the fuck out of Remus and Sirius as he drives them back to their flat
Like he canât shut up about you
And your kid
Like he just loves your son
And has a little puppy-love crush on you
Remus pretends to be annoyed and Sirius teases him
But when James drops them off theyâre already planning your wedding
(Remus: âYou know, we havenât actually even met her âŠâ Sirius: âSo? Have you ever seen James this smitten??? Itâll happen, love. Trust the process.â
Next Part: Seeing Each Other Around Town
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i think at this point i love marauders' tumblr side more than i love my mom
#things sirius black would say#things regulus black would say too#marauders era#james potter x reader#james potter#remus lupin#lily evans#hogwarts#sirius black#regulus black#james x regulus#sirius black x reader#remus x reader#wolfstar#i love you mom
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Celestial Beings
Chapter Nine: Sides
Characters: Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, Female Reader, Molly Weasley, Moldy Voldy (Voldemort)
Summary: (Y/n) wakes up much later than she planned only to head downstairs and overhear Remus and Sirius. She can't understand emotions well.
Word Count: 2,835
Warnings: Swearing, Threats, Mentions of Blood, Cutting (Accidental not Self-Harm), Arguing, Implications of drinking
Reminders: @nicolegrace2004 (not sure if this is the right blog but I'm hoping so)
(Y/n) awoke with a start as a knock sounded from the door. She looked around the room wildly, as if expecting someone or something else to be there. Another knock at the door finally shook her from her thoughts, causing her to throw the blankets off herself as she hurried to the door. She swung it open quickly, with a little too much force, making it hit the wall loudly.
âShit! Sorry.â She muttered quickly, her thoughts still racing. âDidnât mean to sleep, I-â
âAre you alright dear?â Molly asks worriedly, her eyebrows stitched together. âSirius and Remus told me what happened, I wonât pry. Itâs been a few hours since dinner, and no oneâs heard a peep from you. Just wanted to make sure you were okay.â
âOh.â (Y/n) takes a moment to breathe, unsure of how to respond. âIâm⊠I donât know really, I think Iâm alright though.â She assures Molly, giving her a small smile. âSorry about missing dinner, I really didnât think I was going to fall asleep.â
âItâs alright, I saved you a plate downstairs. I didnât do too much tonight anyways, just a small casserole.â Molly waves it off. âTheyâre still waiting in the parlor for you, if you feel up for it. Donât feel pressured to do anything that will⊠agitate yourself.â she says carefully.
âRight, yeahâŠâ (Y/n) runs a hand through her hair, trying to quickly brush it back into place. âWhich way to the parlor again?â
âAll the way down the stairs, take a left, third door to your right nearest the exit.â Molly reminds her with a smile. âAre you sure?â
âYeah, Iâm fine.â (Y/n) says as she fixes her clothes. âOnce again, so sorry about dinner. Iâll be sure to get there tomorrow.â
âAlright, well Iâve got to-â Molly gets cut off as a crash is heard down the hall. âThose silly kids, I swear if Tonks has them doing some stupid spell again⊠Iâll check in with you tomorrow, (y/n).â She quickly hurries off toward the sound of the crash as another occurs.
(Y/n) rushes down the stairs, adrenaline starting to fade as the nightmares fade fully into nothingness. As she gets to the bottom of the stairs she hears voices from the hall, talking rather loudly. Stopping just shy of the corner she listens in.
âWe could always wait a little longer.â Sirius groans. âShe didnât look too good earlier, probably just lost track of time.â
âOr she just doesnât want to see usâŠâ Remus sighs. âWeâve been waiting hours Pads. Iâd rather just head to bed.â
âYou.â Sirius says bluntly. âYou mean she doesnât want to see, you.â (Y/n) hears him take a drink of something. âWhich, even if that were the case, sheâd still would like to know we waited Iâm sure. Besides, what if she does want to come down here and weâre gone? Itâd be like lying to her.â
âSheâs the one who lied.â Remus retorts quickly, also pausing to take a drink. âShe lied about the mirror, didnât tell us about being able to read minds, and who knows what else sheâs been lying about. You canât just blindly trust people, Pads.â (Y/n) feels her heart drop.
âIâm not.â Sirius sighs. âBut she deserves at least part of our trust by now, doesnât she? Sheâs earned it.â
âBy doing what? Sulking around?â Remus lets out a dry laugh. âWe let her roam around, let her have her own room, she hasnât helped us once.â
âShe doesnât need to.â Sirius takes another drink. âThatâs not the goal remember?â
(Y/n) feels her cheeks getting warm with anger and embarrassment. Her fists balled up as she takes a step back, not wanting to know anything else. She turns to head to the kitchen as whispers swirl around her.
âYou forgot didnât you?â a familiar voice says from nowhere. âTo them youâre nothing more than a means to an end. A pawn in their game.â
âBecause youâve always thought of me as anything other than a weapon, shut up.â (Y/n) mutters in response, shutting the kitchen door behind herself. âNo need to pretend to care.â
âPretend? Youâre my blood, (y/n). Of course I care.â Voldemort tuts. âI can both care about you and discipline you. The two are not mutually exclusive. Besides, without me youâd have been murdered by the ministry when you were born. Youâre special, and that scares them.â
âSpecial is just a nice word for abomination.â She retorts, finding the plate Molly had made for her, taking the foil off the top. âYour version of discipline is torture. Go away.â
âI see theyâve confused you.â his tone becomes more strained. âDonât worry, we can fix that when you return.â
âNo.â (Y/n) says, quicker than she could think. She freezes mid bite. âIâm sorry, I didnât mean to-â
âNo? No?!â Voldemortâs voice feels like daggers in her head now. âHow dare you tell me no. After everything Iâve done for you? Fed you, kept you clothed, kept you alive! Youâll do as youâre told, as youâve been taught, or I will make the âtortureâ youâve endured seem like childâs play. Next time you want to say no, just remember where I currently reside and whom I live with.â
(Y/n) feels the connection loosen, his voice fading into nothingness, leaving her to think on his threat. She looks down at the food and tosses it into the trash, no longer having an appetite. She shakily begins to wash the plate, the water burning her hands as she turns it to maximum heat.
â(Y/n)?â Siriusâs voice startles her, the plate slipping from her hand as she turns around. It shatters as it hit the floor near her feet.
âFor fuckâs sake!â She shouts, her anxiety being quickly replaced by frustration. She quickly kneels down and starts gathering the broken pieces. âSorry, Iâll clean it up.â
âHere let me help.â Sirius says softly, taking a step forward. She flinches as he crouches down.
âI said Iâll clean it up.â She snips. âItâs my mess.â
âIt happens, itâs not an issue.â Sirius speaks quietly. He begins picking up some of the glass, conjuring a trashcan. âHere.â
âI donât need your pity, I can do it myself.â (Y/n) grabs a piece of glass too tightly, slicing into her palm be accident. She drops it quickly, pulling her hand to her chest. âDamn it!â
âLet me see.â Sirius holds out his hand, waiting. âIâll just worry more if you donât let me see it, so if you want me out of your hair sooner, let me look.â
âFine.â She reluctantly gives him her hand. After a few seconds she hears the sound of ripping fabric, before she feels cloth being wrapped around her hand. She looks at him confused. âWhy not use magic?â
âWell, you canât use yours so Iâve been trying to cut back using it myself.â He shrugs. âWhatâre you doing in here?â
âMolly left me a plate, I was hungry.â She lied easily. âFigured you two had gone to bed or something. Fell asleep by accident for a few hours, donât expect either of you to wait for me.â
âIf you were so hungry, whyâd you toss the food?â He asks, pointing at the open trash.
âI.. I umâŠâ she fumbles on her words, unable to find a good excuse. A quick sharp pain shoots behind her eyes, making her wince. âStop asking questions.â
â(Y/n),â Sirius sighs, gathering the last of the glass. âDonât take this the wrong way, but weâre trying to understand. We canât do that if you keep lying to us.â
(Y/n) stands up slowly, looking away from him. She doesnât say a word as she turns around, looking down at her hand. Sirius eyes her cautiously as he puts the trashcan back. (Y/n) shuts her eyes, muttering something to herself before she takes a deep breath and turns around.
âAm I really so hard to understand to you?â She asked him quietly, not looking at him. âHas it never occurred to you that I have no reason to tell you anything? Since Iâve been here my memories have been stolen and destroyed, Iâve been moved from one dungeon to a bright golden cage, Iâve been tortured with Unforgivables, and my own father has attacked me. Why would I show any vulnerability in a place thatâs only ever been unsafe?
âI see the wardings and spells that youâve put into place, including the ones that will nearly kill me to restrain me. I hear all the things everyone thinks about me, about each other.â (Y/n)âs voice is shaky as she continues. âWhy would I tell the truth when none of you ever do? You all pretend to be fine having me around, but I can hear you all wondering when the next shoe will drop. No one has even trusted me with knowing that Harry is going to be coming here before school starts. Too worried Iâll break, that Iâll lose it. But you want me to be truthful? No, you want me to be helpful? Wait, thatâs not the goal though, right, Sirius?â
Sirius is too stunned to speak. (Y/n) huffs as she pushes past him and out the door. She pauses for a moment when she sees Remus staring at her in shock on the other side of the hall. They lock eyes for a moment, neither saying a word. Sheâs the first to look away, quickly going up the stairs, undoing the makeshift bandage.
(Y/n) tosses the cloth to the side, ignoring the stinging sensation on her hand. She makes it to her room quickly, slamming the door shut behind her. She drags a chair over and puts it in front of the door, angled just below the door knob. It doesnât take long for there to be a knock at her door.
â(Y/n)? Can we talk?â Remusâs muffled voice asks. She watches as he turned the handle, trying to open the door but fails. â(Y/n) please, I know you overheard part of our conversation downstairs. We didnât mean anything by it, we were just clearing the air.â
(Y/n) stays quiet, sitting down on her bed. Thereâs a soft thud sound outside the door, followed by the sound of something sliding. She looks at the door confused.
âYouâre right.â Remus tells her through the door. âWhen we first let you up here, we wanted you to be helpful. We give you something, you give us something. And we are worried about you losing it. You said it yourself youâve lost it before.â
(Y/n) flinches hearing his words.
âAnd we do have a goal. Itâs not for you though, not entirely.â Remus sighs. âIt sounds stupid, but we⊠we want you to be able to be yourself. Even if itâs just in this stupid place. And I know, what youâve had to go through here, what youâre still going through⊠itâs not fair.â
(Y/n) sighs, standing up slowly.
âAnd Iâve been an ass.â Remus admits. âIt was my idea to talk to you in the first place, to get you out of the cell. I want to trust you, but⊠I guess if anyone would understand itâd be you. Iâm a werewolf, (y/n). I hear heartbeats the way you hear thoughts. It gets in the way sometimes, no matter how much I try to ignore it.â
(Y/n) moves the chair from the door, opening it up. She doesnât say anything as Remus falls backward into the room, having been sat against it. The two of them stare at eachother in silence for a moment before she holds her hand out to help him up.
âI donât mean to listen you know.â (Y/n) mutters after helping him. âYou all have a habit of thinking loudly, I canât always ignore it.â
âIâm sorry about yelling at you before.â Remus apologizes again. âAbout the mirror.â
âSâfine.â She shrugs. âLike I said before, I deserve worse than your anger.â
âSirius was going to come up too.â Remus says awkwardly.
âIâm sorry about lying so much.â She blurts quickly. âItâs just⊠itâs the only way I survived growing up. Hard habits or whatever the saying is. Iâm not used to this.â
âThey really did do a number on you, huh?â Remus remarks. She freezes for a moment, looking down at her hurt hand.
âYeah. I⊠I guess they did.â She takes a deep breath in. âIâm going to regret thisâŠâ
âHuh?â Remus looks at her confused.
âHeâs in my head.â (Y/n) says quickly as the fire-like pain flares up behind her eyes. A wave of pain hits her hard causing her knees to buckle, sending her to the ground.
âHey you donât have to-â Remus tries to catch her but fails. He quickly crouches down. âYouâll just hurt yourself, stop.â
âI⊠I donât wantâŠâ (Y/n) feels tears fall down her cheeks. âI canât just do whatever he wants. I wonât!â She shouts, holding her head in her hands as the pain worsens. The whispers start swirling around her head.
â(Y/n) you need to stop.â Remus urges worriedly. âTalk about something else, anything else.â
âNo!â She growls, swatting away one of his hands as he reaches for her. She manages to open her eyes, meeting his. âLet me help!â
â(Y/n)âŠâ Remus looks at her eyes, panic running down his spine. Her eyes are bloodshot, her nose beginning to bleed. âPlease stop.â
âYou should really listen to him.â Her fatherâs voice rang out.âStop trying to brute force your way through. It wonât work. Not without killing you.â
âShut up!â She cried loudly, covering her ears. Remus backed up a bit.
âYou think Iâd have made a curse so easily broken?â Voldemort laughed loudly. âYou were raised better than that, trained better than that. Just give it up, no matter what you do Iâll win.â
â(Y/n),â Remus said softly, gently placing his hand on her shoulder. âPlease, stop. Youâre hurting yourself, and youâre worrying me.â
âLook at how he pretends to care!â Voldemort barks. âPoor (y/n), to weak to help herself. Youâre as disappointing as your mother was. I suggest you stop before you meet them same fate.â
âWhat?â (Y/n) asks stunned. âWhat does that mean?â
âI said you were worrying me.â Remus says confused. âIâm worried. Youâre bleeding from your nose. Whatever youâre doing, itâs not going to help.â
âNo, not you.â (Y/n) waves him off. Sheâs silent for a moment, trying to listen for her father, but is instead met with silence. The whispers melting into the background and the pain starting to subside.âDamn it!â
âWoah, hey whatâs going on in here?â Sirius asks from the doorway, glass of scotch in one hand, bottle in the other.
âCurse.â Remus and (Y/n) both say in unison, the young woman flinching as she says it.
âWanted to help.â She grumbles frustrated. âTurns out, not much help.â
âOkay, good.â Sirius smiles, turning toward his room. âWorried you two were fighting again. Heard yelling.â
âAre you okay?â Remus asks her, ignoring his drunk friend.
âDo we fight that often?â She asks confused. âAnd yeah, it goes as quick as it comes.â She flinches. âWhen I keep my mouth shut.â
âRight, sorry.â Remus lets out a sigh of relief. âNext time, more warning.â
âSorry.â (Y/n) groans as she stands up, using the dresser as stability. âI um⊠I do think I just chose though.â
âChose?â Sirius asks from the door, stopping in his tracks. âChose what?â
âA side.â She looks at Remus worriedly. âIs that what I did?â
âWell⊠I guess yeah.â Remus looks at Sirius and then down at the bottle of scotch. âDid you bring more glasses?â
âNo, but I could always just conjure some, why?â Sirius asks, a small smirk on his features.
âI think we all deserve a drink.â Remus says, helping (y/n) to her bed. âAny objections?â
âMerlinâs beard no.â (Y/n) says, gesturing to Sirius to come in. âHurry before I change my mind.â
âHavenât heard that one in a whileâŠâ Sirius jokingly mutters as he enters the room, shutting the door behind him. âThen again, was in Azkaban for a while. Not a lot of choice in there.â
âIâm sure youâve had many happy partners.â (Y/n) says, taking the bottle from him as he gets close enough. She takes a big gulp of the alcohol straight from the bottle. She coughs lightly as it stings her throat. âWhyâd I do that?â
âDrink from the bottle?â Sirius asks confused.
âNo, whyâd I do all of that?â She gestures toward the dresser area. âChoose a side, try to brute force, ow, the curse, fuck!â She grabs her head in pain.
âWorry about that tomorrow.â Remus says, taking the bottle from her and having a sip himself. âTonight, we drink.â
End of Chapter Nine
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Under The Christmas Tree - Sirius Black X Female (Wife) Reader
Title: Under The Christmas Tree
Sirius Black X Female (Wife) Reader
Additional Characters: James (Mentioned), Lily (Mentioned), Filch (Mentioned), Molly Weasley (Mentioned), Charlie Weasley (Mentioned), Minerva McGonagall (Mentioned), Harry Potter (Mentioned), Peter (Mentioned), Remus, Albus (Mentioned), Harry's Aunt and Uncle (Mentioned), and Hagrid (Mentioned)
Requested by Anon!
WC: 3,370
Warnings: Death mentioned, murder mentioned (J&L), slight angst, pregnancy mentioned, unapproving parents mentioned, Azkaban mentioned, Prisoner Of Azkaban timeline mentioned, Order Of The Phoenix references, grief mentioned, depression mentioned, anxiety, nervousness, teasing, bittersweet, abuse mentioned very briefly, crying, family reunion, pranks mentioned, Reader's children have chosen names, nervous Sirius, Sirius is smitten seriously, emotional, alcohol (wine), Reader is somewhat a Muggle, family fluff, and romantic fluff
You hummed to a Christmas song that was playing on the radio in the kitchen as you hung the fairy lights up on the ceiling of the living room, standing on the near top of the ladder you were on. You tried to reach up to hook the line of the lights to the hook on the ceiling, wobbling slightly as you tried to maintain your balance. After you managed to hook the last of the lights, you hopped down the ladder, brushing off imaginary dirt on your hands. You continued to hum as you turned on the lights, watching them with a smile as the lights twinkled and shined. You placed your hands on your hips victoriously, slowly turning around the small living room, admiring your finished work. Candles lit, the fire raging in the fireplace, and stockings hung over it. The Christmas tree was up, lights wrapped around it, and ornaments along with it; hung with the help from your children. Filius and Sybill Black, your twins, your pride and joy, had helped make sure everything would be perfect for tonightâs celebration. They called themselves 'Mom's Little Helpers' and you thought it was quite adorable. The house smelled like warm spices and pine needles as you breathed in deeply, smiling softly at the smell. With everything ready, now, you just had to find your husband.
Sirius Black was your one true love, and no other could compare to him. He made you feel whole. You had gone to Hogwarts with him, but your love didn't blossom until the fifth year. Sirius was such a great wizard, talented, kind, brave, and funny, not to mention incredibly handsome. It was easy to fall in love with him when you spent so much time with him and the other Marauders.Â
Somehow, you had bewitched Sirius, making him fall for you completely. It was one of those sudden realizations for him, seeing you laughing and talking with your friends. He knew then. He knew that he loved you. He found himself only caring about you, and only you; completely forgetting about his playboy antics. He didnât dare look at another witch. He even asked you to marry him when you were seventeen, after dating for three years. Your parents had opposed it, naturally, but you didn't care about them. In fact, they weren't worth thinking about anyway; you married Sirius right after you both graduated from the magical school, a couple months after Lily and James.Â
You bought a small home, a cottage at the edge of a small wood, and only a couple minute walk from the closest town. You spent your days there together, reading, enjoying each other's company, and planning your future together. You loved your home. This place felt like a sanctuary, away from unapproving parents. A true place you could both call home. But, Sirius was taken away to Azkaban after you both found out that Lily and James were killed. You knew he didn't do it, he didn't kill Lily, James, or those twelve Muggles. You knew your husband. You knew your Sirius. If he was this so-called killer, why didn't he kill you? Being a Muggle-witch yourself. You tried to do something, but you couldn't and in the night⊠They took him away.
And that was the night you found out that you were pregnant.Â
Your children, Filius and Sybill were born nine months later, twins. They looked just like their father, with curly, black hair. But, they had your beautiful eyes and your smile. It was hard in the beginning, seeing your Sirius's features on your children. You missed your husband so much, especially when your children started asking about their father and where he was. But, it wasn't your children's fault... It was Peter's. You tried to let go of the past, going forward with your life with your children, becoming a stay-at-home mother while Remus helped with some home expenses. You were so thankful that you had Remus to lean on when things become difficult. Especially Albus, he helped with clothing and small gifts for the twins. Even Minerva came to visit sometimes.
Because Sirius was taken from you, you cherished every moment with your children. Taking them to parks, having reading time in front of the fire, and even going through old pictures of you and Sirius. The kids loved seeing pictures of their father, and they loved being told stories by you about Sirius. It was bittersweet, but you wouldn't say no to your children if it ever came to them wanting to know more about their father. Soon, a couple years later, your children were sent letters from Hogwarts, and you had a blast finding their books, pets, and wands. Sybill, you little prankster, like her father, had chosen an owl, and Filius, sweet and a book fiend, like you, chose a cat. Their names were Feathers and Mittens The Third respectively.Â
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You were insanely proud of your babies, helping them run through the brick wall with ease. There was where you were reunited with Harry. You didn't know if he remembered you, he probably didn't, but you had taken care of him for a couple of months before he left to live with his aunt and uncle. You had heard from the grapevine that they were terrible people, and you hoped that Harry would stay safe at home and at school. You reintroduced yourself and your kids to the boy, telling him how you knew his parents, and how proud they would be of him. You were surprised when he said that Minerva spoke of you, and he thanked you for your kind words. You felt your heart warm as you wished him luck in his third year, and you were pleasantly surprised when your children began to bond with your godson. You shed a few tears as you watched Harry, Filius, and Sybill all get on the train, after hugging them all goodbye. Your twin's nerves dissipated as Harry helped them with their luggage, and they waved goodbye to you as the train started to rumble and go down the track. You smiled to yourself as you left the train station, beyond happy.
But, one night, there was a knock at your door, and you were confused. You weren't expecting anyone, not even Remus, and your children were at Hogwarts in their first year. You stood up from your comfy chair and opened the door. Looking down, you stared at the large dog in front of you with wide eyes. Not in fear, but in awe. You recognized that dog, your Sirius in his animagus form. You were quick to usher him in, finding a pair of his old clothes and finding out what had happened... How he escaped. That was two years ago and you were so happy to have Sirius back again. And you were never letting anyone take him away again.Â
You sighed, leaning against the doorway of the bedroom, watching as Sirius tried to finish wrapping the presents. You bit your lip as you watched him struggle with the tape, before secretly using his wand to perfectly finish wrapping the gift. Sirius was beyond wonderful with the twins. He was a bit surprised at first and even a bit nervous when you had told him that you were pregnant the night he left. He felt terrible, but Sirius went right into 'dad mode' after he met them.
You loved to replay their meeting in your mind. You, yourself had been a bit nervous, but your excitement quickly overcame you. The children had known of their father's escape from Azkaban during their first year, along with hearing it from Harry and his friends. They were hesitant with the news, but they knew from you that their father would never harm anyone. You picked the twins up from the train station during the beginning of the holiday break, and drove them home. They told you how exciting and fun Hogwarts was, even with all the dangers they nearly dealt with. You were immensely worried for their safety, but they were insistent that they would be alright. They would protect each other.
You felt so excited as you entered the home, your children behind you. There, they froze upon seeing their father in the living room, sitting in his old chair.Â
âSyb, Fili, honeys. This is your father, Sirius.â You spoke up, as Sirius fiddled with his hands before him, looking down at the two children before him with a small smile. âSirius, this is Sybill and Filius.â
âHello,â He spoke up, before you felt all the stress and nerves leave you as they ran into his arms.
âDad!â They both cried, Sirius wrapped his arms around them tightly, holding them both close to him. He looked at you, his eyes filled with tears of complete joy as he smiled, before pulling you into the family group hug.
âThey look just like you.â He had muttered to you and you couldnât stop the tears that fell down your cheeks. âThey have your beautiful smile.â
âWell, they have your hair. Itâs sometimes unmanageable.â You laughed, before your children began to ramble and bombard Sirius with questions.
âDad! Is it true that you pranked Professor McGonagall?â Filius asked, looking up at his father as Sybill jumped up and down beside him.
âIs it true that you pranked Filch with Slugulus Eructo? And does it work? I want to prank Franklin in my class, he stole my quill.â Sybill spoke as Sirius smiled with the shake of his head.Â
âI did, but I wouldnât do that spell, try Dungbombs, they work splendidly in stinking up the place.â
Sybill grinned mischievously, âI could hide a few in his bag.â She stated and Sirius laughed proudly, ruffling her curly black hair.
âExcellent idea, my dear!â
You let out an amused huff as you cursed yourself for retelling Siriusâs pranks, but it was nonetheless a beautiful sight.
~~~
You sighed again, laughing lightly as Sirius looked up, noticing he had been caught.
"What?" He asked, shrugging his shoulders, "I can't use this... Muggle tape." He spoke slowly, finding the right words for the item that had been discarded on the floor.Â
"You can use it, Siri..." You spoke, pushing off the doorway and walking over. "You just have to be careful." You gave him a smile, sitting down in front of him as he smiled weakly, taking the tape into his hand once again. He then put the last present in the pile in front of him.
"I'm sorry. I'm just still getting used to this." He spoke, finally being able to peel off the tape. "It's been a long time." He muttered and you nodded.
"I know, baby." You began, placing your hand on top of his, making him look up at you. "You don't have to apologize. What matters now is that we're together again." You smiled softly, stroking his knuckles with your thumb. "We're here now. We're together." You finished, your gaze falling upon the twins as they ran past the room with Mittens The Third chasing them. "If you'd rather, you can use your wand. The kids won't know the difference."
"Remus will." Sirius spoke with a smirk, "Too smart for his own good."
You pat Sirius's hand, nodding, before scooting around to sit beside him, leaning your head on his shoulder. "He won't say anything though." You chuckled, "He's as polite as he is smart."
Sirius hummed, finishing the last present before setting down the tape and his wand. His arm came to wrap around your waist, pulling you closer, your head resting on his chest. He kissed the top of your head before laying his cheek on the top of yours. Tonight was going to be a long night.
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The party was in full swing, Remus was with Sirius in the kitchen, drinking some wine as Bill and Fleur were chatting in the corner of the living room. Molly was with the twins, having gifted them matching red homemade sweaters with their initials. And even Albus was there, sitting by the fire with Hagrid. Music danced in the air and you could tell everyone was enjoying themselves. You leaned against the entranceway of the kitchen, swirling your drink softly in the tall glass as you watched everyone have a great time.Â
Suddenly you heard a whistle, your guests chuckling in your direction as your daughter, Sybill, pointed up above you. "Mistletoe, Mom!"
Your eyebrows furrowed, "Mistletoe..? I didn't hang any of those." You looked up and sure enough, there was a little mistletoe above you, dropping your shoulders, you turned around as you heard quiet laughter. Narrowing your eyes, you crossed your arms as you stared at Sirius and Remus. "Sirius..." You scolded knowingly as he wiggled his eyebrows.Â
"It was partially Remus's fault." He tried to blame but Remus shook his head, nibbling on a bar of chocolate you had gifted him.
"I tried to advise that he shouldnât..." Remus spoke, "But we both know he doesn't listen."
You nodded, before speaking, "Sirius, get over here." Sirius said nothing but strutted over proudly, taking you in his arms, you blushed heavily as the guests of the party watched, cheered, hooted, and hollered. "I'm getting you back for this." You muttered as Sirius leaned down, his nose softly caressing yours.Â
"Forgive me?" He whispered.
You couldn't stop yourself from smiling, "Of course." You whispered back.
"Good," Sirius responded before kissing you deeply, your fingers running through his hair. The guest cheered as Sirius pulled back slightly, looking deep into your eyes. "Happy Christmas, my love." He whispered, smiling as you nodded.
"Happy Christmas, my Siri." You replied.
You both turned as you watched Filius with his hands covering his eyes, he peeked out from them, and let out a breath as he noticed you had both stopped kissing. "Gross."
Sybill nudged her twin's arm, "You'll be doing that too when you're older, you know?" She spoke knowingly as Filius stuck out his tongue in disgust.Â
"Ew, bloody hell, no!" And everyone let out a laugh at his remark.
~~~
The night was coming to an end, people had already left for their homes, whether with some Floo Powder or otherwise; the party was over. Your children were passed out on the couches, Sybill clutching a dragon plush from Charlie Weasley, her idol; Sybill dreamed of working with dragons someday. And Filius, little Fili, was on his back, mouth open as he softly snored, his new book from Albus on his stomach; raising up and down with each breath. You hummed, finishing the rest of your drink as you watched Sirius close Filius's book and place it aside before tossing blankets over both his children, making sure they are tucked in and warm. Sirius was such a good father, always protecting them from harm. He made sure they were healthy and safe whenever they were gone at school and he kept the house clean and even did the dishes. A perfect father, a perfect husband, and a perfect Sirius. He, himself, was perfect.
Sirius let out a sigh as he stood straight, peering down at his children as he played with the curl of his mustache, a small nervous habit of his before he turned to you. His small frown turned into a smile as he walked over to you, taking you in his arms as he gently swayed with you, humming a soft tune. You leaned your head on his chest, your arms looped around his waist.Â
"I love you, Y/N." He muttered, planting a kiss on your head.
"I love you too." You answered before lifting your head. "I love you so much, Sirius."Â
Sirius gazed down at you, his eyes soft as he pulled you into a deep kiss, holding your face with one hand as he held your waist with the other. You smiled softly, loving every second of your time with your husband. As he pulled away, his eyes widened slightly in realization.Â
"I forgot," He began, pulling away from you to quickly speed-walk to your shared room. You bit your lip, excited and yet confused as you watched him come back down the hall to you with a small box in his hand. "Your present." He gifted it to you, placing it in your hands.
You smiled as you looked down at your gift, terribly wrapped with pieces of sticky tape. The wrapping paper was gold and red striped, reminding you of his house at Hogwarts. You loved it. Sirius watched with anticipation and anxiety as you walked to the tree, and sat down. Sirius followed, plopping down in front of you as you began to unwrap it, revealing a red box. You continued to worry on your bottom lip as you felt your heart skip a beat. Opening the box, you gasped. It was a small notebook, and on the cover, was an old moving photo of you and Sirius. Back when you were still in school. You were in the Gryffindor common room, sitting in Sirius's lap, your hand in his hair as his arms wrapped around your waist. You were laughing at something, as Sirius stared at you with such adoration. You remembered that night, he and James had just won the Quidditch cup. That was the night Sirius had asked you to marry him.Â
"Oh, Sirius..." You sighed, tears forming in the corners of your eyes as you closed the notebook. "This is beautiful." You looked up at him, your hands gripping onto the fabric of his slightly unbuttoned red shirt tightly, "Thank you." You smiled as he wiped a tear from your cheek with the soft pad of his thumb.
"I thought maybe you'd need another notebook. You've been writing a lot lately." He explained as you let out a wet chuckle.
"Yeah, I have." You looked down at your new notebook. "Thank you, my darling."
"Of course," Sirius muttered, a smile enveloping his face as he felt his own cheeks flush. âAnything for you.â
You gently placed your notebook down beside you as you grabbed the last present under the tree beside you. It was a bit smaller than the box Sirius gave you. You felt your heart continue to race as you passed the box over to him, wrapped perfectly in red with gold stars, and a thick white ribbon. Sirius did his best to unwrap the present, making sure not to rip the wrapping paper as he did so. Revealing a brown box, he hesitated before he opened it. His reaction was identical. His eyes grew large as he saw what was inside, and you couldn't help but grow a bit nervous.
"I know you lost most of your things when... When they took you..." You began, swallowing thickly as you let your smile soften. "I was able to find another ring for you. The same one as the first, just... A bit different." You explained as Sirius took the silver ring out of the box. He held it up slightly, the soft fairy lights glinting beautifully off of it. Tilting it, Sirius noticed the small inscription inside of the ring, 'You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to.'
He smiled as he muttered the quote, before glancing up at you, "Well, done, my love. And thank you." He spoke, before sliding the ring on his ring finger. "I might have to steal that."
"Absolutely," You chuckled softly, placing your hand on his, your ring shining next to his. "By all means."
Sirius intertwined your fingers with his, the two of you scooting close together, before falling back on the ground as you stared up at the sparkling lights of the tree above you. The two of you lay there enjoying each other's company in silence, only broken by the sound of crickets chirping and the occasional owl hooting somewhere in the distance. Wrapped tightly in each other's embrace, your fingers caressing the tattoos on his chest, your breathing slowly evened out; eyes drifting shut. The two of you quickly fell asleep under the Christmas tree.
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Next Step (with Sirius Black)
[ Sirius meeting your daughter for the first time ]
* fluff đ» / single mom reader, mentions of ex still being present
** readers daughter is pretty indifferent to meeting Sirius, honestly this is more about you just finally letting them meet!
This was requested: see the ask here
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âThatâs adorable, I seriously wanna meet her alreadyâ your boyfriend Sirius cackled.
You smiled to yourself as you idly rubbed your hand up and down his arm hair. You were cuddled up on the couch at his place after dinner and you had just finished telling him a funny moment that happened that morning between you and your four year old daughter, Piper.
Although youâd been dating Sirius for about three months now, he had yet to meet her and relied solely on the stories you shared about her with him here and there. Granted, this wasnât the first time he had commented about wanting to meet her but it made you just as joyful as the first time he had said it.
âYou know I love hearing that-â
âButâŠâ Sirius interrupted, gazing down at you lovingly.
âBut..â you repeated, âsheâs my whole world Sirius. You know how overly wary I am of bringing new people around her, god knows her father does it enough for the both of us.â
After separating from Piperâs father, who luckily you never married, he had become somewhat of a serial dater which in reality was less dating than it was hookups. Sirius of course knew all about it and that it bothered you to no end and who could blame you? Her dad only got her two weekends out of the month and yet almost every visit he managed to introduce Piper to a new friend of his.
âLove, we both know that what we have isnât casual,â Sirius told you, gently tilting your head up by the chin to get you to look up at him. âIf I want to meet her itâs because I donât plan on going anywhere, Iâm well aware she gets enough inconsistency from meeting her fathers friends.â
You gave him a tight lip smile and looked down at your hands.
âAnd Iâm not rushing you to do anything youâre not comfortable with,â he assured, delicately grabbing one of your hands to place a kiss to it, âbut I do feel that meeting Piper is the next step here before we can do anything more for a future together.â
Sighing, you nodded in agreement, âI know.â
âPup, anything to do with your life I want to be a part of, no question about it.â
âEven him?â
Despite never saying it out loud, Sirius knew part of the reason you were also so hesitant about him meeting Piper was because it meant heâd have to start dealing with your ex too who, no secret about it, was a pain to co-parent with enough as it was.
Sirius chuckled empathetically and kissed the top of your head, âLook, Iâm not trying to be your savior or anything of that sort because frankly you donât need one, but just know you donât have to do it alone.â
Stretching your head little ways upwards, you gave him a kiss and whispered, âSoon, I promise.â
Smiling, Sirius cuddled you in tighter, âSoon.â
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Soon came faster than Sirius expected. After your daughter came back from spending the weekend with her dad, you called Sirius to invite him to Monday night dinner at your place- a dinner you proudly assured Piper would be present at instead of being sent to a sitter like past times.
Before getting dinner started that night, you figured you should prepare Piper for Sirius.
âBaby, can you come here please.â
You heard her little socked feet padding out her room to the hallway that led to the main living space.
âHere, come sit down with momma, I have something to tell youâ you instructed once she was in sight, taking her hand to lead her to the sofa. You sat on just the edge of the cushion and pulled her onto one of your thighs.
âWhat I want to tell you is that weâre having somebody over for dinner today, someone new.â
âWhoâs coming momma?â
Where to start? How to start? you thought to yourself.
âWell you know how mommy sometimes leaves you with Lucy?â
Lucy was Piperâs babysitter.
âUh huh, I like playing with Lucy.â
âI know you do honey. Well for the past couple of months, some of the days I had you spend time with Lucy I was using to spend time with a man named Sirius.â
Piperâs face was showing little to no reaction to the information you were sharing so you continued on.
âAnd I used that time to get to know him and make sure he was a good fit for us and that he was good enough to meet you.â
âDaddy makes me meet all his friends but I never see them againâ Piper innocently added.
âI know he does sweetie but I need you to understand that Sirius isnât just my friend..heâs my boyfriend.â
Piper gasped, cupped her hands over her mouth and giggled. âMomma you have a boyfriend!â she teased.
âI doâ you laughed a little. âAnd heâs coming over for dinner tonight to meet you, is that okay?â
âUh huh, he can meet me if he wantsâ she hummed proudly, sliding off your thigh. âCan I go play now?â
âYou may. Thank you for your time baby.â
That conversation was way easier than you ever thought it would be and judging by Piperâs carefree attitude on the whole thing, you were positive tonight would probably work out just fine too.
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About two hours later, Sirius knocked on the door just about when dinner was ready.
âMomma, itâs your boyfriend!â Piper exclaimed, running out of her bedroom upon hearing the knock.
You turned the flame on the stove down to low and sped walked to the front door to open it with her.
âHeyâ Sirius said calmly at the open, holding a bouquet of colorful flowers and a kraft colored gift bag with glittery tissue paper in one hand.
âHi,â you replied kindly.
âHi!â Piper chirped.
âWell hello there, donât think Iâve met you before. Iâm Siriusâ he said, crouching down and extending his free hand to her.
âIâm Piper! And this is my mommy!â
Sirius chuckled, âYes that is. Here this is for you,â he said, handing her the gift bag.
âAnd theseâŠâ he continued, standing upright, âare for you love.â
You took the flowers and smiled graciously.
âWhy donât we open that inside, yeah?â you said, looking down at Piper who was eagerly poking at the tissue paper to get a peek inside the bag. Immediately, she turned to run in; you just shook your head and gave Sirius a quick kiss with a mumbled thank you before guiding him in.
Sirius wasnât unfamiliar with your apartment as he had been there before when Piper was at Lucyâs or her dadâs place. So, without having to be told, he removed his coat to hang on the rack by the door all while keeping an eye on Piper as she opened her gift.
Pulling out all the glittery tissue paper from the bag, Piper gasped with excitement as she raised the item that sat inside; it was a dark brown bear wearing a pink dress that held a smaller, detachable baby bear in a pink onesie.
âLook momma! Itâs a mommy and a baby bear!â
You gasped enthusiastically for her sake, âOh my goodness!â
Piper smiled at your reaction and tightly hugged the new stuffed animals with so much warmth and love.
You looked over at Sirius and he to you; your face expressing gratitude which he acknowledged with a wink.
Him getting Piper a gift was not necessary by any means but you appreciated him doing what he could to make your little girl happy on their first meeting. It should go without saying that you didnât see it as a bribe but as him genuinely caring for your daughter.
âCan we say thank you?â you directed, lightly pinching at Piperâs cheek for her attention.
âThank y- wait, whatâs your name again?â she giggled.
âSiriusâ he replied, internally laughing at her forgetfulness that reminded him of your own.
âOh yeah, thank you Sirius!â she gleamed.
âYouâre very welcome.â
At the dinner table, Piper sat her new pair of bears in the chair next to her. She had them set up with little plates, saucers and cups that she had hurriedly ran to grab from her little pastel colored tea set.
Your table consisted of only four chairs so naturally, you sat next to Piper, and Sirius sat next to you and the chair with the bears.
After some ping pong of simple questions ensuing back and forth between Sirius and Piper over each others favorites things (color, animal, season, food, etc. - most of which by the way Sirius already knew the answers too from all that you had mentioned about Piper before) the conversation then eased itself just between you and him for a bit.
He complimented your cooking and asked about your day; meanwhile Piper âfedâ her bears and informed them that they had to eat because they had a lot of friends (aka stuffed animals) to meet later.
That must have rattled something in her brain because then, seemingly out of nowhere she asked âMomma are you going to have a new boyfriend next week?â
Before you could scold your daughter for such a rude question Sirius chuckled and spoke ahead of you,
âWell Piper, I canât answer for your mommy but Iâm hoping I get to stay around.â
Piper nodded with a simple smile, picking up a forkful of food, âMe too. I donât want to meet a lot of mans.â
âDonât worry baby, neither do Iâ you told her, giving Siriusâs thigh an affectionate squeeze under the table.
After small bowls of ice cream for dessert, you set Piper up on the couch in the living room with her bears and her favorite tv show while you and Sirius took some time to wash the dishes. He had fought to do them himself but you werenât having that- so there you both stood at the sink.
âI think she likes youâ you quietly told Sirius, as you passed him a bubble scrubbed plate for him to rinse and dry.
âAm I missing something? How can you tell? Because Iâm getting the vibe that she still thinks this is a one time thingâ he teased.
âIf she didnât like you she would be a moody, difficult mess right now. Trust me itâs happened before.â
âWith another guy?â Sirius asked, pausing his task at hand to raise his eyebrows at you. He was only pretending to be jealous and you knew that.
âNo,â you laughed, âshe just gets like that when sheâs uncomfortable or bored with her surroundings. One time one of our older neighbors came by to drop off some mail she had gotten of mine by mistake and I invited her in for coffee; Piper did not enjoy her company and made it clear by being whiny as ever, sprawled all over my lap the whole time. When she left, Piper instantly switched back to her lovable, giggly self.â
Sirius grabbed the wet spoon you were handing him now and smiled, âWhen was this? You never told me that story before.â
âI donât know, a couple of months ago? It happened like right when we started dating, I wasnât going to tell you detailed stories of my daughterâs day then, I mean I didnât know if you were going to last long enough in my life to even get to meet her at all.â
âFair,â Sirius happily replied.
You handed Sirius the last soapy spoon of the night and watched as he washed it off. After he dried it and put it on the rack, you reached over for some hand soap to wash your own hands; there, Sirius embraced you from behind and put his hands out under the rubbing water for you to wash his as well.
With his chin resting at your shoulder, you delicately washed his hands then grabbed a drying towel, for both him and you. Setting it down then, you turned around and let yourself be caged in between him and the sink counter.
âIâd ask if you want to stay over but I still kind of want to give Piper some space to take in that Iâm in a relationship with you. She seems fine but I still worry you know. Am I being crazy?â
âNo. Youâre just being a motherâ he stated tenderly, brushing down some of your fly away hairs. âAnd hey, donât worry about me, I completely understand. Whatever pace you want to set for this Iâll follow.â
You smiled and kissed his lips. âI love you.â
âI love you moreâ he sweetly challenged. <3
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Imagine: Lily Evans knowing that Peter Pettigrew betrayed it James and Y/n Potter Because he was jealous of their Marriage
Anonymous request: Hey I don't know if you write for the marauders but If you do can you write where instead of Lilly dying it's the reader so Lilly confronts Peter saying that she knows that he betrayed James and Y/n remus and sirius are confused and she tells them that peter is the reason that James and Y/n died since he was jealous of their relationship
"How can you live knowing you're the reason why James and Y/n are gone?"
"Lily, what are you talking about?" Sirius asked, confused
"Peter is the reason why James and Y/n are dead, he betrayed them."
"Come on guys don't believe her, she's lying." Peter says
"Why would I lie about something serious?" Lily raised an eyebrow
"You're hurting because you lost your best friend, that's why you're lying, saying that I betrayed them when I didn't." Peter defends himself
Lily looked at Sirius and Remus, "You guys do, believe me right?"
Sirius let out a deep breath "Lily, why would Peter betray them if he was friends with both James and Y/n."
"Maybe because he was jealous of their marriage, he always has been jealous of their relationship." Lily frustrates rolls her eyes
Peter glared at Lily, "see you're lying again, I was never jealous of their relationship and marriage."
"Oh really then why did you ask me to help you break up James and Y/n''s relationship knowing that Y/n was my best friend." Lily argues
"What Lily is saying it's the truth. I heard Peter say that." Remus remembers the day he walked on Peter asking Lily to help him
"Moony, how much money did Lily pay you? to get you on her side?" Peter asks mad
"Peter stop it. back when we were in Hogwarts. I remember you asking Lily to help you break up James and Y/n but Lily obviously said no." Remus says
Sirius closed his eyes for a second "Peter, please don't tell me you betrayed them because of your jealousy."
"Fine,Yes I betrayed them because James deserved it, but not Y/n." Peter confesses
"But why Peter?" Remus asks sadly
"Because James got everything that I wanted." Peter whispers
"Because of you Harry won't grow up with his parents because of your jealousy." Lily glares "but at least Harry has us."
"You had everything."
"But not Y/n."
"Just because you were jealous of James you didn't have the reason to betray them." Remus angrily tells Peter
"They trusted you so much that they made you the secret keeper only for you to betray them."
"Not only did you betray them. you also betrayed us. you betrayed our friendship as well, we don't want you as our friend anymore the friendship is over." Sirius tells Peter angrily
"Guys, please forget me, I regret doing it, I would never forget myself for betraying them if I could bring them back, I would." peter drops to his knees crying
"You should of thought about that."
"Peter leave we don't ever want to see you ever again stay away from Harry and us."
"Guys, please."
"Leave."
"I'm sorry guys I hope one day you guys could forget me." peter gets up from the floor and leaves
"I was thinking, let's buried James and Y/n together they were made for each so they deserve to be buried together agree or not agree to be honest I don't care I'll still do it with or without your agreement."
"I agree."
"I agree."
Lily smiles, "then let's do it."
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What would we think about a barista!remus fic x parent!sirius and reader??
Like they both come into the store on spectate days and at first remus starts to just develop a simple crush on them from afar, but then they start coming in more frequently, and on soerwte days each of them come in with the same baby, and he relapses that the two people he'd been crushing on were together this whole time? Yet they'd both been rather flirty with him?
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Everything about this is MMMMMMMMMM. Obsessed, so fluffy, so cute, this writer is one of my favorites !!! This series inspired "We'll heal together" but this is EVERYTHING that one isn't.
And for the Black children đ„șđ„ș
DIVORCING ORION BLACK
â A Marauders Era Fix-It-Fic - featuring Reader as Walburga Black but better â
LAST UPDATED : 01/09/24 | [dd/mm/yy]
SERIES SUM. : Just another fix-it-fic where you fall into a fictional universe and take up the role of a villain but... in this instance, you replace Walburga Black.
You love the fandom but the Marauders Era has always been quite vague ...will you be able to live peacefully? One thing's for sure, you're getting a divorce and you're taking the kids!
UPDATE SCHEDULE : on the first day of every month, a new chapter will be posted the first chapter is the only exception ;)
CHAPTERS :
i. ARRIVAL (special thanks to @thebestofoneshots for beta reading this chapter!) ii. SHOPPING (1/2) iii. SHOPPING (2/2) iv. BEGINNINGS v. SIRIUS : FIRST DAY vi. POTIONEER ...
DISCLAIMER : please read
TAGS : son sirius black/mother reader ; son regulus black/mother reader ; isekai au/transfering worlds au ; walburga black is evil ; not reader though hehe~ ; hurt/comfort ; fluff ; platonic fluff ; second chances ; reader basically adopts remus, barty crouch jr and peter pettigrew ; peter pettigrew redemption arc? ; but he never betrays the marauders in the first place so... ; remus gets a better life ; reader becomes a semi-political figure to help werewolves + house elves ; reader assumes a male alias ; alternating chapters from different povs directly effected by reader's actions ; reader is a powerful independent business woman and single mother ; reader is a milf ; reader secretly hates dumbledore ; reader hates orion black ; reader hates JKR (we all do) ; divorce ; mentions of child abuse (physical and mental and emotional) ; mentions of neglect ; angry reader ; canon jily ; mentions of wolfstar ; regulus being a precious baby ; sirius has his moments too ; reader being a powerful trio with minerva and pomfrey ; reader potentially adopting the black sisters (bellatrix, andromeda and narcissa) ; reader adopts everyone! ; there'll be ocs ; reader leaves to live her dream cottagecore life ; happy ending! ; i'll add more tags in the future
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Garlic Toast and Bloody Noses
Pairing: Sirius Black x SAHM! Reader (stay at home mom)
Summary: Your eldest daughter got in trouble at school and Sirius is livid.
Word count: 3.1K
Warning: None (if you think it needs one lmk)
Emmerson is cranky, per usual. You werenât sure how long a two-year-old could cry before tiring themselves out, but he was surely going for the record.
Nothing you did soothed him. Rocking, singing, a stroll around the block. He didnât want to eat. He didnât want to play. He didnât want to sleep. The reasoning for his upset was simple enough. One youâd figured out shortly after he was born.
He hated you. Detested. Loathed. Abhorred. As much as the very idea broke your heart.
From the moment he took his first breathe he despised your very presence. Would absolutely scream his little head off until Sirius, or anyone really, rescued him from your grasp. Only then from the comfort of his fathersâ arms would he calm, then turn back to stare at you accusingly with watery eyes.
Well, his father wasnât home at the moment, and you stare at the clock praying for the minutes to go by quicker. School and extracurricular activities having ended, Sirius and your other two children should be walking through the front door any second.
Your husband would enter your home silently, tuckered out from a long day. Heâd take off his shoes and hang up his coat. Round the couch and lean down to peck you gently at the corner of your lips before prying your son from your arms. Wrestling his fat hands loose of your hair which he never failed to get an ironclad grip on. Then youâd stow away in the bathroom for a few quiet minutes after saying hello to your girls. Just to give yourself a little pep talk and allow the headache pulsing behind your eyes to recede. Give yourself some much-needed reassurance that this behaviour couldnât last forever. At some point heâd warm up to you.
He had to, right?
Youâre wretched from your thoughts at the slam of the front door. Followed by a gust of air whisking by you where you were slumped in the living room, thunderous footsteps banging up the stairs. Another door slams in the distance.
From the brief glimpse at the back of a muddy soccer uniform you know it must be Amelia, and that fact has you up on your feet in a panic. Because just as your youngest scorned your existence your eldest adored you. If she wasnât at school she was virtually glued to your hip. She would never come home without stopping to throw herself at you like youâd been apart for an eternity.
Something was wrong.
Youâve barely placed Emmy into his playpen, a rigorous tussle, and taken a step into the hall when a small body crashes into your middle. Your kindergartner. Backpack, coat and shoes still on.
âMom!â
âClaire!â you try to match her enthusiasm.
âIâm hungryâ she mumbles against your stomach, arms squeezing you tight.
âI made your favourite snack. Itâs on the counter for you.â
Sirius appears in the archway just as Claire scurries away. Heâs in a flurry, making long strides in the direction of the stairs without so much as acknowledging you. âYou get back down here right now young lady!â His voice all but shakes the house, sending your heart scuttling into your throat. Sirius never raises his voice, especially not when angry. Sirius was hardly ever angry to begin with.
Your hand shoots out to grab at him before he can get too far, pulling him to a harsh stop. âWhoa, whoa whoa! Whatâs going on?â
âLia got in a fight at school!â Claire calls from the kitchen.
And heâs teetering on you, trying to get you to let him go.
âWhat? Why didnât you call me? Whatâs happened, is she alright?â
âIâd say sheâs doing better than Isaac!â Now heâs moving, circling to the other end of the room, dragging you along with him. âI mean parents trust me to look after and teach their children! How does it seem when I canât even discipline my own? Sheâs old enough to know not to hit others!â
Sirius was the music teacher at the local elementary school. The one both of your daughters attended. That being the case he usually handled anything pertaining to the girls while on the premises. Didnât mean you were out of the loop however. If one got so much as a scratch on the playground you were sent a text about it. For the entire day to have elapsed without him informing you on what had happened was odd.
âSiriusâ you release his arm in favour of his face, rubbing at the space between his nape and ear in a manner you knew he found soothing âHoney, Iâm sure thereâs a reasonable explanation.â
But your attempts to pacify him prove worthless when his roaming eyes finally snap to yours with a steely coldness that has a chill running up your spine. You see none of the sticky affection youâre accustomed to within them. Nothing but distaste. There was no questioning Emmyâ parentage with that gaze.
âI told you the haircut wasnât a good idea.â
Haircut? Was he still upset about that all these weeks later?
âWhatâs her hair have to do with anything?â
His eyes roll so hard you fear theyâll be lost in the back of his head. He shakes out of your hold. âBecause you undermine me with every little thing when it comes to her! I try to put my foot down and you immediately slag it off!â
âItâs her hair Sirius. She wanted it short and you couldnât give a good enough reason why she shouldnât be allowed to have it that way.â
Emmy has finally gone quiet in his play pen. Standing and peeking over the edges at the two of you, gaze flitting back and forth like a ping pong ball whenever someone speaks. Probably wondering why his beloved father hasnât come to pick him up yet.
âBecause she looks like a boy!â Sirius throws his hands up, looking to the sky for some sort of backup he would not be receiving. âShe already dresses like a boy, youâve let her chop all her hair off and now sheâs running around getting into trouble like some little delinquent!â With every word his face gets more and more red, voice trembling with raging effort.
You canât seem to find anything to say for a long moment, just watching him breathe in and out in desperate rags. A minute passes, then two. When he manages to catch his breath and stumble over to the couch you follow closely behind. Leaning down near his ear so you wonât have to speak above a whisper.
âFirst of all Black, I donât know who youâre speaking to in that tone but I suggest you check it, right now. Her hair and the way she dresses are nobodyâs business but her own and they donât make her a boy.â The fact those words could even leave his mouth after the childhood he had baffled you âAnd second I think you should stop and reevaluate the way you talk about your daughter, especially while sheâs right upstairs to hear you.â
He turns his head. Youâre so far into his space that your noses almost brush but you donât back away. You would always stand firm when it came to your children. The oneâs you two created and set out to raise together in the loving and supporting environment neither of you had gotten growing up.
 âAre you guys arguing?â
You straighten up at the squeak of Claireâs question. She stands behind the couch with a slight frown on her round face. Her snack of garlic toast held between two hands.
âNo darling of course not,â a smile splits your expression for good measure âwhy donât you come with me to check on Lia while Daddy says hello to Emmy hm?â
Claire is not convinced âsounded like arguing.â
Youâre at the base of the stairs, swatting the girl up them, when Sirius calls back in a very small manner âIâm sorry.â
He appears more like himself now, the love of your life. Thin, long limbed, warm eyes with a hint of melancholy. Deflated of his anger and replenished with his token skittish composure.
âWhen I come back there will be no more yelling.â
He nods, and youâre off to discover the root of this grand affair.
Claire stands outside of Liaâ closed door when you arrive. Shifting from foot to foot as if nervous to go in. You reach over her and rap on the sticker covered wood with a firm knuckle. Thereâs no answer but you turn the knob and enter anyway.
The room is dark, lights off and curtains drawn. The only illumination comes from the device set up on the bedside table that projects stars and planets onto the ceiling. A balled-up form rests in the very corner of the bed, back to you, arms slung over the head.
âIs she crying?â Claire whispers. Well, her version of whispering. Which was just her regular speaking volume but slower.
âNo.â Lia grinds out. She twists herself around so you can see her face. She wasnât crying but she surely had been if the red of her eyes were evidence enough.
You make your way over to the bed, posting yourself up against the headboard. Claire opts to sit at the bottom, gazing up at the light show.
âWant to tell me what happened at school today?â
âCan I sit in your lap?â
Despite the circumstances a warm fuzzy feeling seeps throughout your chest, always happy to indulge in some physical affection. Lia is still quite small for her age. She crawls over your legs and slots her body against yours, burrowing as close as she can manage, sticking her nose into the material of your shirt and inhaling deeply. Her dark hair tickles your face. Not long enough for a scrunchy and too short for much other styling. It sticks up in amusing ends from sweat.
Claire must feel left out because she wraps a crummy hand around your socked foot.
âDaddyâs disappointed in me,â her voice is hoarse and wobbly. She keeps her eyes shut tight while speaking, nose scrunched.
âHeâs not, heâs justâŠunsettled, stressed maybe.â
âIs there a difference?â
To an eight-year-old there might not be.
âDaddy was yellingâ comes a whisper snaking up from the end of the bed.
âBe quiet Claire!â Lia tries to shoo the younger girl out of her room but she refuses to go.
âLoudly.â She continues âHis face was all red.â
You fight a giggle âEat your bread Claire bear.â
âFuriousâ she finishes around the last mouthful of her treat. Sheâs always been your chatty baby, forever excited for new vocabulary words.
You return your full attention to Amelia âTell mom what happened bug.â
She doesnât start immediately, instead relishing in the feeling of your fingers combing through her damp hair for a while. When she does start speaking the story is much worse than you thought it would be.
The boys in class have been bothering her for the last few months.
One in particular who sits directly behind her by the name of Isaac. He is the reason, she confesses, for originally wanting to cut her hair short despite loving the lack of inches now. It was in hopes of deterring him from yanking it by handfuls.
They apparently dislike her always trying to hang around with them and not the girls. Girls belonged with girls and boys belonged with boys as it went. Not allowed to mix. Cooties too easily spread.Â
They took to stuffing things down the back of her shirt. Swiping her glasses off her face. Shoving her in the lunch line. Ripping the pages out of her notebooks. Pouring glue in her chair. Scratching mean names into her desk. Cornering her during recess while the teachers were distracted and pulling her pants down in front of everyone. Because if she wouldnât play with the girls then she must be a boy but if she was a boy then they'd need proof.Â
She tried to tell her homeroom teacher when it first started but the woman didnât believe her because Isaac is a top student and his family name stood proud on the sign outside of the new gym complex. She must have done something to him to earn such treatment.
âDid you go to your father?â
Lia shakes her head âI started to once but he just told me to try sticking with the girls more.â
âWhat about me? I thought we didnât keep secrets between us.â
âYou always tell me to be brave and stick up for myself if someone bothers me. I was trying to build up the courage butââ she dissolves into a low whine, struggling to finish around her tears. âI donât think Daddy likes me.â
Claires eyebrows furrow. Up until then you didnât think the girl had even been listening âWhy would you say that!â she shouts, looking seconds away from bursting into tears herself.
Youâre quick to intervene âShe doesnât mean it. Your big sister is just really sad right now.â
âNo, I mean it!â Lia insists, sitting up to rub at her eyes âHe doesnât like me! He complains about everything I do!â her head bobbles from side to side as she lists âSit more lady like. Why donât you wear any of the dresses grandma bought you. Why donât you do ballet instead of soccer. Why donât you grow your hair out like the other girls. Why donât you have any girl friendsâ
You take her hands into yours, theyâre cold. You feel unprepared to deal with her emotions, sheâs so young to even be ruminating over such things. All you want to do is ease her heartache, as her mother. An adult in her life who should have all the answers, but has no clue where to start. What would be saying too much and what would be too little. âOh, my love, your father had a really hard time growing up with his own dad. He was really strict with him. Thatâs no excuse for him to take it out on you, but I know he loves you very muchâ
She deflates back onto your chest âYeah, but he doesnât like me.â
She finishes the story.Â
It was recess. She was climbing up onto the monkey bars and about to go across when Isaac caught her pant leg and tried to yank them down. On instinct she went to kick him off and accidentally struck him in the face.
âI didnât mean to break his nose. Swear.â
Never in a million years would you think her capable of intentionally hurting some. You placate her with a kiss on the forehead anyway âhow about you and mom go out for a treat? Huh? Just the two of us?â
She sniffles in contemplation âIce cream?â
âAnything you want.â
âCan I come?â Claire crawls her way up to the headboard.
âIâll bring you back some, but Liaâs had a very bad day and that means what?â
âShe needs mommy time?â
âExactly.â
You ease said girl out of your lap gently, laying her out on the pillows, and promising to be back in five minutes. Then youâd go for her treat.
On your way out of the room you notice Claire scooting closer. She sticks her pointer finger right in her sistersâ face. âYour eyes are puffy.â
The aggravated âClaire!â follows you down the stairs.
In the living room Sirius and Emmy sit in comfortable silence, your husband bouncing the now cheerful baby on his knee. His neck nearly snaps at your approach. Eyes already glassy with regret.
âIs she terribly upset?â
âHeartbroken more likeâ you say, not bothering to sugarcoat it for him âshe thinks you donât like her.â
He lowers his head in shameful anguish when you sit beside him. âI just, sheâs so much like me when I was young.â No friends his own gender. Only interested in things typically deemed non-conforming âthe things I went through in school, at home, it pains me to imagine that happening to her.â
How much had she told him of the bullying you wonder and why had he kept it from you. You'd been there for so much of his own struggle that it honestly hurts your feelings that heâd allowed himself to spiral so much without seeking you out. The number of times he showed up on your doorstep in the wee hours of the morning. The cuts and bruises youâd tended, caused over simplicities like nail polish, the length of his hair, the music he listened to. The way he dressed, acted, spoke.Â
 âOk, but you canât just force her to change who she is in the name of protecting her. Just because she isnât the girliest girl out there doesnât give anyone the right to bully her, not even you. All youâre doing is teaching her that being herself is not ok. Then to go and blow up on her like that. Itâs confusing Sirius. You know better.â
You don't say it, wouldnât ever go that low, but you know heâs thinking it. Heâs acting like his father.
Sirius sits with your words.
âWhy did she hit him then?â
âShe didnât really. He tried to pull her pants down on the playset so she kicked out. It was an accident.â
âPull her pants down?â
A fresh wave of anger rolls over his shoulders. You snatch Emmy from his grasp before planting a kiss onto his temple.
âNo more of that. Go upstairs and talk to her before we leave.â
Youâd get on him later for keeping secrets from you.
Sirius returns the kiss, lingering for a few seconds too long, pressing his nose into the fat of your cheek. He smells like peppermint.
âI love you.â Her murmurs. And youâre suddenly transported back to your childhood bedroom. The sun just creeping over the horizon and spilling through your window right onto his sleeping face. The lips so like Clairesâ, ears and brows so like Emersonsâ, freckles like Ameliasâ. Hovering your finger over the bridge of his nose, skimming along his throat. Blowing gently at his thick lashes. Poking at the sliver of skin peeking out at his tummy where his shirt had risen up. When youâd fall asleep with him on the floor and always wake up to his breath on the back of your neck, legs tangled in bed with you. The fit of giggles sneaking him out the house before your parents woke up.Â
âLove you too. Now go!â
Youâre once again left with Emmy in the exact same place youâd started. He watches Sirius take the stairs two at a time before turning back to you, frown already forming.Â
âAnd you my little man, i love you so much.â
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