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next on the to do list 🦦
#crow's art#digital art#art#doodles#sketches#character design#*wip#another adopt . sorry .#next on the real to do list is bg3 Halloween sticker sheet :) also I gotta. uhmmmmmmmmmm get ready to display my stuff in da shop since we#start setting up next week . and I'm not nearly ready enuff for that . my god . i need to hurry fr#i shall be anxious about that tomorrow :).
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I have no idea wth is happening but i want in-
Randy: Uh... Is he okay...?
Jake: Yeah don't worry, he'll be fine... I think...
#sup bitches#sorry for the quality- I'm on vacation rn lmao but i wanted to join in on the fun and chaos#so i made this in a hurry with what i had XD#also damn it's been a while since i draw em#I'm a little rusty#secret trio#adjl#rc9gn#danny phantom#danny fenton#randy cunningham#jake long#american dragon jake long#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#fanart#dannypocalypse#my life have been a mess so excuse me if i take a long while to draw stuff- not to mention trying to find the motivation at all lmao#also been getting sick again so ye#and if i ever went on hiatus for years then assume I'm dead idk i have been getting ominous feelings and signs let's hope I'm wrong! :'D
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Obviously I had to make it a thing (Patreon)
Spoilers for Handplates! Make sure you’re all caught up before continuing!
I ended up scene-picking around the timeline at pretty-much-random, whatever I thought fit the lyrics the best in the moment of blinding inspiration (lol), but now that I’ve got the basics down to paper, I think I’d more carefully choose in mostly-chronological order. That also means some would have to be cut, so I want to show them off here! :D I also drew them all from memory so if there’s inconsistencies, that’s why lol
For example this is one of the very early lyrics, but the events take place well down the timeline! I’m sure I can find a good stand in - mostly I just wanted to draw Papyrus from this scene, ugh I love him ♥ And the lyrics do fit!
Looking back to Sans for reassurance haha. I changed a few of the lyrics to be more Papyrus-specific -
- also featured here! He’s got the Gaster pose going on here hehe, and cutting around in time of him in Snowdin and also back at Asgore’s, him reassuring Asgore about Sans’ HP is so cute, I had to make reference to it haha
Happiest little sibling spinnies <3 <3 Probably the cutest panel of the whole bunch honestly haha ♥ Their little faces!! Ugh 💕
One of those instances of the lyrical contradictions, and I think I would keep this jump forward - everything has changed! And they’re really not okay, but they have each other
The one makes me laugh honestly, a bit dark lol. All their safe people, except for the two that take up the rear of each. I mean, technically it’s not inaccurate with Flowey’s, he won’t be alone! Unfortunately. The human, well
Started settling into a rhythm by this point, and rather pleased for it :) Poor Papyrus! He didn’t do anything wrong and he still has all these sad feelings about it!
All catching up to him :( You can only run from and ignore your problems for so long - this line feels so him, dealing with what their world is and all that entails, poorly
I appreciate the fact that Papyrus has this dream several times, it fits lots of places! Gaster look what you did to him even when you don’t exist anymore
Papyrus as an adult! Though he also is in the one with him and Sans dream-sharing. Things start breaking real bad for him, I’m still not over how good this song is lol
I did admittedly go a little over-the-top with these, he was not crying this much but I just jsalfdjfds this scene is so- much. So much! The lyrics goaded me, blame them haha - and also the attention to his neck! Even if it’s not in reference to choking on tears specifically, still drawn to the same place! I love Sans going to comfort him as well as rally him ahhhhh
I got his Soul glitches wrong haha, but seriously! This song, I swear!!
A bit of irony - he’s being heard! So much! Just not listened to. I am so enamoured with his pose callbacks throughout the entire comic ugh, so beautifully done
Handing off the song for a moment to someone who actually can rewind it - I don’t think I’ve ever drawn a Genocide Run human now that I think of it :0 It was so satisfying to draw Gaster kneeling on the ground like that haha, contact points were - on point ✨ for this doodle session hehehe
Originally I had his glow coloured in purple but this was one that I actually went back to look at (because I love this scene so much hhgggg <3 <3 <3) and had to change to his natural colour - he deserves it!! He’s earned it!!
I’ve honestly fallen more in love with this song through him and vice versa haha ♪ It’d be quite a bit before/if I could make a full version, even just with what I’ve got here, but it was so fun to draw at all ♥
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Papyrus#Sans#Gaster#And a bunch of others but only as cameos lol#Largely unedited because there's...a lot lol#The total ended up being 45 panels over the course of about five hours I think?#This was the project that really killed my hand#Honestly I don't even think it was drawing all of them so quickly - tho that didn't help lol#I think it was going back and forth between writing down the lyrics and drawing the accompanying art#I hold my pencil slightly differently between the two and I was in such a hurry to just get it all Out that I split the difference#Which actually just ended up in it being Just Wrong Enough for both to cramp up my hand pretty spectacularly#It actually still hurts a little a couple days later and I haven't drawn anything since lol#But it was worth it! It's not just floating around inside my head anymore! Phew!#Video-ifying it is a whole other thing tho...#But y'already know about that lol#I'm still going to give it a go but I don't exactly have a lot of hope lol#More than anything I'm just glad to have these down :) They're a very raw expression of the chemical soup Handplates made in my brain haha#Comparing the inspired-bys to their originals is interesting to me :0 These being like the shadow-print reading left on my mind hehe#Some things are more intense! Some less so - mostly to do with my ability to recreate them how they ''feel'' haha#It was a lot of fun :) Got a lot of Feelings out all at once! And all it took was my right hand hurting for a few days! Pfft#It's also kinda nice to edit a bit less - especially now that my paper is playing nice! Sheesh#Everything just out all at once hehe ♪#I do love to make in the same breath that I think up a concept! It keeps me energized! Keeps me moving forward! Feels good :)#So much better than just sitting on an idea until it's ''done right'' :P#I want to make pretty things of course! But sometimes I just want to Make
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Y'all I just watched Jaiden Animations' video about learning she has ADHD and man... some of that stuff just hit me hard. The having to tie yourself down to work, the being relatively okay in school until college, the wondering if a doctor would just say, "It's a you problem, go away"—geez that resonated. I'm glad she finally got a diagnosis and Adderall and learned how to work best with herself though! I hope things start to turn out better for her as time goes on
#mann though#like good job Jaiden!#but oof I might have to try and push for a diagnosis myself#I was just gonna wait until a major burnout or something (horrible I know but while I'm under my parents' insurance they'd want some obviou#evidence - plus they're in the camp of thinking “it's just me”#since my mom has similiar problems and uses calendar apps and “discipline” and “organization” to get by)#but actually dang#I might want to hurry that process up#adhd#autism#(since she's also autistic but we don't talk about it [yet?])#jaiden animations
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Writing prompt #8
This time we have Danny as a woman. We also have Siren AU where Danny is a singer with an incredible voice. so enter the scene: one of Bruce's most honored business partners, organized a New Year's Eve party, the whole family was invited, along with many other partners and businessmen. The party starts without problems, the background music is perfect, neither too loud nor too low, and can be heard throughout the room. All of the Batkids manage to not fall into their chaotic tendencies and mostly stick together, until the main "act" arrives. A beautiful woman in a one-piece black dress walks onto the main stage, the musicians prepare for the performance. without introduction, the woman begins to sing:
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While the melody invaded the party, the gaze of (insert member of the bat clan here) could not depart from the beautiful blue eyes of the song, everything would be perfect if it were not because suddenly a group of criminals burst into the party, destroying the magnificent atmosphere created by the melody. Although as strange as it may seem, the bad guys on duty were not here for the rich and very rich businessmen and their families (jewelry, money) but for the group of musicians and their lead singer. Everyone from the public, the musicians, the waiters and the singer seemed not to understand the criminals' demands at first, but when they saw that there was no turning back, the group decided to go with them to prevent the guests from being hurt. As the singer passed by (insert bat here) she pretended to trip and hand him a small device while I thanked him for catching it, winking discreetly, the message is clear.
#dp x dc#dc x dp#dpxdc#dc x dp crossover#mala escritura#danny woman#singer danny#Danny and his class formed a complete group of musicians#from the girls in the choir to those who learned to play more than one instrument.#amity park no longer exists#it was destroyed by the government.#Danny and his class along with some others from adults to babies#hide from the government since it does not want their dirty laundry to come to light#Danny x ???#Who will be the lucky one to win Danny's cold heart and I'm talking about the romantic way.#although if they don't hurry to find them it is very likely that a batkid will end up with a beating heart in his hand.#Youtube
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not to be true crime posting on main but i think i'm falling down the wm3 rabbit hole again
#xenia.txt#when i tell you this case keeps me up at night to this day#not even the murders themselves as much as the general public's reception to and opinions on the case 3 decades later like#i get why it;s always been so divisive especially after the pl docus came out (lots of opinions on those btw none of them are good#from the bottom of my heart fuck you joe berlinger and bruce sinofsky)#but it's truly baffling how no one is willing to do the research on what is arguably THE most well documented true crime case in recent#history like. everything that's ever been released to the general public is available online and i mean everything#you can find all the court files trial transcripts depositions interogation tapes aerial photos you name it it's out there for anyone with#internet connection to access at any and all hours of the day#and yet people are still foaming at the mouth fighting on reddit abt their innocence based off nothing but a couple of movies like#bffr with me right now!! almost every point the innocenters make can be easily debunked by scrolling through callahan for 15 minutes#'but they've been pushing for dna testing since their release so they can't be guilty' baby the case is closed!#it's been closed the second they took the plea. they can be striking under that courthouse and it still won't change a thing and they knowi#that's why they're pushing for it in the first place but that's just my opinion#^ and i say they but it's really only echols which makes a lot of sense to me personally#and if you want to talk abt dna testing let's talk abt the one that was done in 2011 and how the defense hurried to propose the plea as soo#as they got the results! let's talk abt those cause no one's ever seen them and i would very much like to#braga share the results the people want to know!!#makes me wonder which pieces of evidence they even submitted for that 2011 testing because if i'm remembering correctly#there was one that would've closed this case instantly and maybe that's why the results were never disclosed and the plea was rushed#but that's also just my opinion#and it's also interesting how the majority of people who have in fact deep dived into this case#(and i'm not talking abt big true crime youtubers as i'm very sceptical abt their research abilities)#all collectively lean towards guilty. much to think about#i was hoping someone would make another ~actually~ unbiased documentary for the 30th anniversary and go over all the case files#but i don't think that's even realistic at this point seeing as everyone and their mother has some sort of an opinion on this case#hbo deserves another lawsuit for this. they should've never won the first one in the first place#true crime tw
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Greetings Comrade!
Enjoyed Orangtin?
So actors au! How would character react during emotional scenes? The Isokania "it was a beautiful dream that I forgot how ugly I was looking at it", the Green Oranges or Goodbye scene, emotional moments in game, how did the actors handle these moments?
Arcana being actually mother to the younger cast members!
Would Joe and Paulina be actual siblings or just actors put together?
I love Orangtin. The silly haunting Arcana who slowly turned into what she hated the most
Mmmm, let's start with the simple stuff. I think Joe and Paulina are actors put together, not like I don't like them as siblings but I think it quite fits the AU. They probably get along really well but don't think of each other as siblings. Pretty much like what I said on Kakania and Albert.
As for the emotional moments, sometimes they hit hard. Too hard.
Moments like Sotheby having to watch Mr. Karson die really hurt her in and out of the set. She's a young kid who, even if it was acted, saw her father die right in front of her. She did cry a lot in her room with Karson afterwards.
Green Oranges wasn't as depressing for the two lead actresses as one may think. I think the scene was pretty simply executed and they had a couple jokes here and there about it. While yes, it was hard, I think they carried it professionally and didn't hurt as much emotionally.
Can't say the same for Isolkania though. Klara did take a big hit on that, she said in an interview that it hit close home and that it was truly an emotional scene. No matter how many times she did it, it would still hurt the same.
Isolde did take it to heart, she empathized a lot with Isolde (the one in the series) and felt really bad. Well she's also trying to get the attention of "Kakania", Klara in here. She didn't really cry but she felt quite saddened.
Greta's death did make Marcus cry, they had to film that scene twice because she cried a lot during her lines. Poor girl lost her mother a long time ago so the death of Hoffman hit close home.
Sophia's betrayal was purely acting, in fact, it was one of the scenes they had to repeat the most because of 37. Though the only thing I could say was saddening was the headache after crying too much.
I could include events but they're a lot and it would be too long. If you want scenes from events as well, just tell me o7
#i have remembered too little#reverse 1999#R1999 Actors AU#not too many tags since I'm a bit in a hurry#I hope it was well written tho#I'm a bit too busy
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realising i am probably not going to have a new comic for thought bubble this year. i really wanted to and i've been trying to work on one but i'm just. so exhausted and have too many things to do (and yet simultanously have achieved absolutely nothing this year???) and honestly i'm just so completely burnt out with everything that i don't think i could finish it even if my attention wasn't split fifty different ways
#im not cut out for freelancing and i don't think i'm going to luck out and get another studio job#so mayhap it is time to call it quits and figure out something else tbh#i just don't want to spend my life broke and struggling lol#i'm tired man#sorry this is kind of personal but it relates to art#ive been thinking a lot about a career change lately#it would also help a lot if the nhs could pls give me a damn adhd assessment already#it's been two years since i got referred hurry the fuck up
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Making art when half the people around you are at each other's throats and myself half dead is silly
Anyways I'm glad how the colors came out <3
(I didn't smother it in filters this time!!)
#oc art#i think#im projecting#listening to Sodikken fits crazy#eyestrain art#but my brains fried so it doesn't hurt no mo#the smile is so silly#weird fangs#i feel like someone will say this looks hypersexual#idk#i guess since my workload stopped i have more time to draw junk#might draw something similar with sun and moon#i like bike riding it feels so exciting#i might need to change my bandages#OJ WAIT#BLOOD TW#BANDAGE TW#I FORIGT MBBBBB#all i want is you now#all i wanna do now#is wait for you to call me#baby I'm so sorry#do you want to hurry me are you gonna hurt me#okay gonna stop now#love rebzyyx <3#not liking the people around me#✌️>_<!!
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Do you think Aleksander actually liked Alina apart from the whole sun summoner thing?
That's kinda the heart of the issue with him- he caught feelings, when he needed to keep his head clear.
I've answered similar questions before, but to keep it short he DID have genuine feelings for her, but both his versions had trouble to see her true selfish, short-sighted self and while one grew to love an idea of what she could become, the other became (due to incredibly shitty writing) straight-up delusional about her goals and personality, whipped to the point he kept crawling back to her for more hatred and abuse.
#reply#Grishaverse#Shadow and Bone#grishanalyticritical#Darklina#The Darkling#Alina Starkov#Sorry for the clicking#but I'm relatively happy with both those replies#so I don't want to try re writing it.#Book!Aleksander's mistake was trying to hurry up Alina's 'hardening'#while having his hands full with other stuff.#Show!Aleksander never even saw what was right in front of his eyes#and he kept believing Alina cares since she told him that one time#before abandoning him on his equally shitty mother's word.#Hilariously show writers apparently believe they wrote a clear story of abuse#and they're right.#Except that they've managed to switch their so called abuser and victim.#anti S&B writers#anti Alina Starkov#just to be safe#I can't believe I'm gonna write this again#but post ep. 5 Alina made me miss book!Alina so much!#Esp. in 2n season.
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When you say becoming a father??? Are you saying like SOON?! 👀
okay so
I've been looking into Single Father Surrogacy.
Now, I am still trying to understand the whole process of what it will initial, and different types of surrogacies because I honestly didn't know of these two above on the image, and that could only be it, but I'm trying to figure out or understand it better. I feel as though educating myself first is the right decision before I do anything else. I don't know what I'll have to do in terms of supporting said person carrying my baby, but I'm willing to fund everything and do anything required of me to make it happen.
I'll most likely start the application and inquiring process next year, but I am aiming for when I'm thirty-two or latest , thirty-five years old to make the single father surrogacy a reality.
I know it sounds pathetic or weird, etc but I've come to accept and be at peace at least that I might not find someone out there? You know, to love and create wholesome, small but meaningful memories with, etc.
I was also super okay in being with someone who already had children through prior relationship(s), heck I would have loved their kids as my own or at least treat them with so much love, care, and hopefully become someone they would be able to trust, etc. I was totally okay with that and all I would have asked said partner is one child from both of us or if not, them to be okay with me becoming a sperm donor.
However, I'm not going to go on dating apps ever again (although I might try eHarmony just to give these next two years a shot) and no one here where I live interests me so I know that I will most likely end up being single forever. And that's okay. I really am okay with that. 😊😊😊 Sometimes life is that way.
However, I am super lucky and grateful about the fact that I do still have an opportunity in becoming a parent without a partner through surrogate.
I know I said, I was okay with having a partner that didn't want kids, and I am, but only if they would be okay with me becoming a sperm donor so if ever, it would be used and I'll know that there's a little half me out there (if I'm not allowed to be involved in their life). I feel ready to be a parent. I want that responsibility. I believe in my ability to be a great father and so this will be the "taboo" measure that I'm willing and will take to become a dad. 😊😊
Sorry about rambling, but I'm passionate about this AND I just wanted to share a little more context to your ask.
Yes, I do have plans on becoming a father soon 😊😊😊
#thank you for the ask!!#my journey to fatherhood#i know i'm weird for saying all of what i said BUT... sorry 😅#i am who i am#i might pin this#i wanted to do more research before i announced this here but oh well#i don't mind this being out and have y'all accompany on my journey to becoming a dad#😊😊😊#okay thanks again for the asks sorry about the rambling#oh and sorry about the late response#i have been at work since 5am and have been adding bits here and there#i just got out and was able to proof read and finish answer this 👍🏼#personal#ugh#i am so prone to typos#i was in a hurry okay!!! traffic is terrible in the weekends#oof
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From today's class. One I'd planned to do ages ago and only just gotten round to doing now.
#pretty happy with this#of course since i'm in a hurry to finish stuff for the exhibition i didn’t get tonspend nearly as much time on it as I'd like#but meh#art#my art#Painting L2#oil painting#oil on board#not fandom
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Go play pretend on your own (Patreon)
#Doodles#Helix#Dexter Favin#Coraline#The Beldam#The other side of this coin <3 Call him out but this time make it unfriendly hehe#I talked last time about the daring rescue!! I do love the daring rescue in Coraline AUs ah same thing with the Camp Camp Coraline AU haha#Burst in through the door! Those poor hinges!#It is a bit funny imagining him crawling through the tunnel in a hurry and kicking the doors open all winded haha <3#It's all very serious of course Max needs help! Stuck behind the mirror from disobeying perhaps?#I was pretty hard on him last time that he'd just Immediately give up his soul for cheap tricks but like - would he?#Yes he's reckless and foolish but he's also stubborn and prideful and hates being told what to do so there's that lol#Which does he want more! The high or his freedom to refuse? I could see it going either way#And for Dex's sake I would hope he'd refuse! As if he hasn't suffered enough eye trauma (eventually)#Ough the thought of him starting to say yes and getting one button eye in and then rescinding his yes ouch#Doomed to have one eye no matter where he goes ah 💔#Anyway - Dex!!! Watch I'll make another one with the ideas mentioned here and then talk about more ideas in those tags pft#Since agreeing with him didn't work how about shaming? ''Go away you're no better''#She really is going hard on him like ''What's your angle? You get him back and then what? Will that actually fix anything?''#Very much pulling from Dexter's meetings with Max at the Institute there hhhhhh as if I needed more feelings about it#Eco_Mono did such a beautiful job playing Dex - so much to consider hehe - but there was one question that I can't stop thinking about#''Why would you want him back?'' and Dexter didn't really have much of an answer - he was barely more than a concept at the time!#Having had the opportunity to see his character grow into himself has given me Such brainworms about that question ♥♪♫#Very want to explore it <3#In the meanwhile it's fun to pit these two against each other haha what an odd matchup ♪#I've only barely drawn the Beldam before now that I think of it! And I think only in her final metal-spidery form never in her mid form here#She's fun :D And so tall! Dexter finally feeling small for a change haha#Her having to fight adult selfishness would be quite interesting I think - something tinged with but not quite the same as loyalty#She can relate to the possessiveness at least hehe I'm sure he'd appreciate the comparison
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Omg I just spent like 2 entire days trying to figure out how to access my shop again after it wouldn't let me just re-install it in my webspace because of changed php requirements. My old version store requires an outdated php version which my provider doesn't support anymore. How it even worked up until May is beyond me, but I digress.
So! Made it work finally by installing older versions of everything locally on my pc (also on Linux, I honestly applaud myself for that feat XD).
Now. Since I can't just go back to the older version because of the php problem, the question is how to go about getting all the info from my old shop into the new version. The issue is that the databases aren't compatible anymore either 🙄 So do I transfer everything manually via good ol' copypasta (takes ages, but shouldn't cause any issues) ooor do I try to upgrade the locally installed shop gradually to the new version and then transfer everything to the live shop (could be quicker, but the risk of breaking all sorts of things is pretty high tbh... Prestashop is not for the faint of heart (but it's free so I chose it anyway)). Decisions, decisions...
#random stuff#online shop#I'm kinda leaving towards the copypasta version#not exactly in a hurry anyway since I'm not comfortable getting the shop live again anytime soon#but the amount of time and energy 🥲#then again it might still be faster than the riskier method IF that one would go wrong...#so yeah#also I probably can't use my old theme anymore that I spent about a year on configuring at the time 💔#not doing THAT again for sure#will just use and tweak the classic theme I guess#if it really doesn't work anymore#maybe I'm lucky tho??#we'll see#edit:#manually copying all the database entries WILL take ages#and I have to be mindful of all sorts of things#but just tested it with an old test order and at least it shows up in the new back office so I'm hopeful#just not looking forward to the tediousness of it all XD
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sometimes, after i leave from a long day at work and head home, i'll see this kid with vibrant dyed red hair on this bike trail and he's been familiar with me for a bit. last time i saw him i just needed to shimmy through with my bike and he noticed, stepped aside, THEN waved and said hi to me and i did the same with him politely.
i'm kinda terrified of teens but this kid is pretty chill, i always hope he's safe when he's heading back home from school.
#loo talks 101#i think often about ppl i don't know but familiar with when i ride my bike#i don't know their name#don't hold a convo since im in a hurry to go#and yet it's a routine to see each other sometimes and we kinda almost hope we cross paths#it does make my smile majority of the time#i think this is why i'll be sad when i get a car since you're blocked off from that#on my bike though i'm a little more open and vulnerable but you meet people who wave and smile at you#we don't know each other but we kinda know each other yknow?
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god fine okay i'll cook
#i have. exactly one variety of food that i can cook and it's not a food i WANT#but everyone who has spoken to me this morning has sent me pictures of food and i'm starving#FINE I'LL COOK THE STUPID SHRIMPS#stomping around my house in the least hinged way possible#hurry up and defrost u stupid bugs#should have looked at my bank account and gone shopping this morning but i was scared so i didn't hadfkjadf#... but i am. very out of food.#except for these fucking frozen shrimp that have been in my freezer since uhm. this summer.
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