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Hey! I'm not a very active user here, but I wanted to check in with the yandere shinso au a few days ago and haven't been able to find it. Has it been discontinued? If it was, i couldn't find any post saying that it was
Oh, you're right! I completely forgot to post that announcement. I thought I did, but knowing me I probably had a dream of writing it and I thought I posted it when in reality I didn't... Silly me!
Yes, the Bound Together series has been discontinued and deleted for a multitude of reasons.
One; I feel like it was very cringy. I kept looking back at the work and I couldn't feel myself enjoying it. I knew I could do better, and that series just wasn't cutting it.
Two; It was originally a self-insert. I started writing, I've written hundred-thousands of fanfics I did for fun, which is how I discovered I liked writing. In fact, An Alliance was actually a self-insert too, when it got to 60,000 words was when I decided to post it to the internet (after editing all the exclusive facts of me and my appearance).
The difference between An Alliance and Bound Together was that An Alliance had a completely different (Y/N), one that was made of pure fiction; whilst Bound Together felt extremely exclusive and I felt it didn't relate to other readers since it was originally a self-insert series beforehand.
Three; I had no motivation for the series. It felt like I was constantly at a writer's block with it, and it felt like there wasn't much to write or try to plot-out since it was so exclusive. It was stuck in its own little box that it made it hard to try and branch out.
Four; I actually bumped into many obstacles because I didn't actually watch or readMHA! Trust me, I tried so damn hard (I tried watching the series on three separate occasions throughout the years, and I also tried reading the manga but I just couldn't like the series). Honestly, I hated the protagonist and couldn't find myself enjoying the series plots or ideas, the anime just felt forced to me. So because I never liked the anime or manga, I never had a full grasp on Shinso's personality; I only knew the basics and that made it difficult to write.
The reason why I even wrote for Shinso was because he was a relaxed, semi-realist/pessimist, and a sleepy boy (don't judge me, I have a type). Personally, I like slowburn relationships with lots of quality time and just enjoying each other's company, not much romance honestly, so it also projected into that series and made it even harder to try and relate to the audacity (basically like reason two).
I write for characters I actually simp for, that way I can be motivated and so I can actually enjoy writing. I would rather lick gum off people's shoes for a living than EVER IN MY LIFE write for Toji, so I just need to like the character to write them.
So yeah! That's my reasons for canceling the series. Hopefully, all of my stars orbiting my galaxy will understand my reasonings. I'm not going to even try lying, it's best not to look to me redoing the series because I seriously doubt I will. After that fiasco, I decided to update my masterlist to only anime I've watched or mostly watched, that way I could have an easier time writing and you all will have an easier time reading! Thank you for this question, and I'm glad you reminded me about this!
This is my new and improved masterlist if you want to check it out. Please be aware, requests are not my top priority. My top priority is myself (because good work is only when you're in a good state of mind and body. Don't destroy yourself for random people on the internet) My second priority finishing Star Patient, listening to my reader's opinions and ideas for the plot and characters, and answering questions. Anything else is third priority.
#stellar constellations#update#shinsou hitoshi#hitoshi shinso x reader#shinsou x reader#silly me forgetting to post this...
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i miss them sm!!!!
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#wyll#karlach#astarion#durge#oc: noon#shenanigang....#my sillies 4 eva...💘#(also in case this is too dark to see....i can only say it could be worse 😂😭</3 this was me feeling benevolent...)#(i wanted to make it darker lol)#(also ik i lowk disappeared for a while it's just. i've been doing comms & staring out the window and at other screens & vibing :] )#(took like maybe a week longer to post than usual and i'm already forgetting how to i'm once again like#i have art but for some reason i just sit on it like +???? what do?)#(anyway! hellooooo!)
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Bros gotta lock in…
(Original post @/handji_kyle on Twitter)
#silly#art#digital art#artists on tumblr#sketches#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#meme#redraw#I HAD TOO#I saw a couple redraws of this on here and this popped into my head#IT HAD TO HAPPEN#I know I just posted but hear me out lmao#I don’t draw realism often so I apologize that the lamb looks a bit odd lmao#I just quickly whipped this up so I wouldn’t forget it#ignore how many posts I’m making#lol
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Outlaws in the Wild East ⋆。°✩
(AKA, The Habanero origin comic!)
#undertale yellow#uty#uty au#lucky clover au#uty ocs#starlo uty#clover uty#ed uty#ace uty#mooch uty#moray uty#feisty five uty#the cowboy hat draws#Here it is.... the self indulgent comic establishing my UTY OCs#I never know what to put on the caption for these comics#These must be so confusing to stumble upon out of context if you don't follow me LOL#The little boar guy is a reference to Starlo's earliest design! The cactus guy is. Just a cactus guy LOL#And of course Habanero is my silly scrunkly I'm really glad people like him!#I tried to ride that line of showing that the Feisty 5 are capable when they need to be#Buuuut they're still goofy LARPers even when they're catching real thieves#Hopefully I didn't make Starlo come across too cool he's still a dork LMAO#The formatting is hell because I still cannot figure out how to format comics for Tumblr LOL oh well!#I forget everything I wanted to put in the tags on this post#Next comic will be more accessible and focus solely on the UTY characters I promise! This was more of an experimental comic
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I feel like we don't discuss Nami's relationship with gender enough. Her entire character is so deeply informed by being a girl in a male-dominated pirate world and it's so interesting and so worth talking about.
The background creepiness of Bad pirate crews, which are most of them, how they tend to not have any female crew members at all, how they beckon any pretty young woman around to come play with them and join them. It's real bad. It's also like, a totally 2 dimensional portrayal of evil that is reserved for the most background of background characters.
However I think their ubiquity says a lot about how piracy is meant to be perceived by the public in One Piece, and is one of the strongest indicators of how prevalent misogyny is in-world.
It's very normal in One Piece for regular island inhabitants to have never met a Different class of pirate in their life. There's no reason for them to withhold judgement that maybe these pirates won't be like every crew that attacked before, and to wait and judge them by their actions. I mean frankly that would be irrationally weak self-preservation.
There are people who live peacefully under the flags of Yonkos who protect them, and feel loyalty and gratitude to them for it, but that seems to only be thing with very big name pirates. The East Blue, being the weakest and least populated, has no such plethora of powerful people and resulting turf wars.
So. Nami. Is very clearly implied to have never met any Different pirates before. I'm thinking about what that means. About how every group of pirates she stole from were creepy, dangerous men. How she started going out stealing when she was still a young child. How she didn't have a mother anymore to guide her or comfort her. How Arlong would grab her chin inappropriately, talk about her as a "human female", as property, and god knows what else.
How all the men in Arlong's crew treated her patronizingly, pretending they're all friends, teasing her and playing at respect when really not a single one of them ever stuck up for her or hesitated to accuse her of betrayal. Who were always ready to kill her if she refused to cooperate. Who grabbed her and intimidated her when they felt like it.
That's what she had to come back to after a close call with stealing from other predatory men, instead of the relief of home there was a dark, cramped room filled with endless hours of misery and isolation and blood. Where any one of her captors could barge in and demand new maps, work faster, where did you go, you took too long again this time. Endless threats and incursions.
I'm thinking about that her fight scene in Alabasta, where she tumbles and rips off her cape and uses it to catch her enemy's spikes, before leaping to her feet and running out the back door, all in one moment. How it makes her enemy reconsider her and think, "so the girl's not a total novice at fighting after all." What that implies about her experiences as a young thief. The times she wasn't fast or clever enough and had to fight and claw her way out. Why she always carried a staff and a knife. Why she was the only one before Chopper who had any medical knowledge or experience.
You know she was stitching herself up. And the weapons, how do you think she learned to use those? If any of the Arlong Pirates helped her it wasn't out of kindness and it wasn't gentle.
Then I think about Nojiko, and Bellemere's memory, and the only softness in a hard life. How easily Nami connects to every young woman experiencing hardship that she meets. How completely she dismisses the struggles of men unless they mean something to her and are going through something terrible. The way that Nami only has sympathy for women and children is easily noticeable in-text, but it's also something confirmed in those words by the author. And it's clearly because of the life she lived, the men who had all the power and only abused it, who saw her as nothing but a girl to take advantage of, without anyone aside from her sister clearly knowing and caring about any of it.
Nami clearly isn't bitter, she doesn't think the world owes her recompense, on the contrary she knows she is far from the only person in the world to suffer the things she has suffered. She is endlessly reaching out and kind, but only to those that she isn't sure would get help without her. Certainly, before Luffy, Usopp, and Zoro, no man ever reached out a hand to her without an ulterior motive.
I think when she sees a girl in trouble, a girl biting her lip to hold in a scream of grief, a girl running in the woods away from a monster, a girl captured by pirates, she sees someone who no one is coming for. Who no one will stick up for. A person without allies in a world against her. Whether it's actually true in this case or not, she runs straight for that girl anyways every single time.
#and that is why I will always. ALWAYS. be obsessed with her. writing that last line did make me cry a little. ohhh my godddd. naamiiiiii#my posts#one piece#nami#arlong park arc#east blue saga#op nami#op meta#op analysis#oh my fucking god nami. you forget sometimes because she's so happy and rambunctious and silly now but her life was a#nonstop nightmare horror show for years and years and years#she was all sharp edges and pain and gritted teeth and bloody determination and a hard laugh#for so long. oh my goddddddddddddd oh my goddd nami oh my god nami. oh my god nami.#sexism#implied assault#her life in that era is so fucking dark. you could write so many horror stories in there and they could all feel true
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making songs about frogs and bugs !!
#my art#haikyuu#hq#tskym#tsukkiyama#yamaguchi tadashi#tsukishima kei#childhood tskym#i love u with my entire heart#silly little doodle cus im emo about kid tskym again :(#bug boy tadashi is REAL to me ok#he knows everything ...#he matches tsukki's dinosaur freak but with bugs yk#if ur in doubt just remember theres a bonus panel furudate drew of him excitedly going TSUKKI LOOK AT THIS CICADA !#i reaaaally need to remember to post art here I KEEP FORGETTING#unrelated but i really want to make tskym stickers but i feel like my style isn't suited for it LOL#anyway#baby tadashi also likes to sing
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because it is both Free Comic Book Day and the start of Dracula Daily, here's a little reminder that you can download a PDF of my silly "Jonathan Harker's Adventures in Castle Dracula" comic FOR FREE, on my ko-fi shop, if your heart so desires :)
#I always expect people to get bored of this one eventually#the art is so old and silly. but the various posts for it get notes all the time and physical copies always sell when I table at events.#so crazy to me! very grateful that it's so beloved lol#free comic book day#dracula daily#jonathan harker's adventures in castle dracula#I forget about free comic book say every year. next year maybe I'll collect some of real quality comics into a free#pdf collection. but I dont feel like doing it rn so lol#Im just remembering rn also once when I did like a dramatic reading of this to my family. screen casting it onto the living room tv. and th#man-eating wolves bit had my mom cryingggg laughing
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I love that Isabeau is the one to bring up the "what do we do if you die" conversation cause its a very good insight to his character at the very start of the game. Isabeau is practical, smart, and loves everyone dearly and wants to know how to help them when shit goes sideways. He's the one to ask about Bonnie too, which is a delightful read on how he thinks because everyone else shuts that down instantly as a "That wont happen and cant happen" but we see later in the game it can happen which is such a startling thing for a game to do but justifies the foreshadowing of Bonnie can die what do we do if that happens? Isabeau, despite everything, is also the one who gets to the heart of the matter even if its not something must people are willing to talk about. All without it being part of his friendquest, thats just him naturally. Which! Says so much about him and how he is! His character when its not about his relationship with Siffrin is a very intriguing thing because it feels like a very classic hard intellectual stance that's been softened after many years of learning to better communicate healthily with others. A reflection, if you will, of Odile but in a very drastic direction. I find him fascinating and I also want to scoop his brains out and study them under a microscope to see all his little brain thoughts.
#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#isat isabeau#Looks at you. LOOKS AT YOU.#Look if yall are gonna rag on Isa because hes just there for teehee relationship with Siffrin <3 then im gonna go nuclear#Isabeau has so much character and hes not just a silly one sided dimensional character!! I get so fucking peeved about this#Every time he speaks im frothing at the mouth because hes!! So good at communicating!! It gets me wild#Sure sure yeah he has a romantic crush on Siffrin but yall do see the fact that Isa has a very analytical personality right??? RIGHT???#Odile might be the smartest person in the group (im saying this because she has the sus event) but Isabeau is fucking up there!!!#Makes me feel insane when people write him off as pun love silly romantic guy only thinks about how Siffrin feels character#CAUSE!!! HES NOT!!! Siffrin is definitely a weakness of his and does make him forget things but hes sooooooo analytical about everything el#FUCKING!!! APPRECIATE THE GOOD BOY!!!! HES SO FUCKING SMART!!! I LOVE ISA!!!!#(saw exactly one post about how boring Isa was and got Enraged. Saw how people write him in fanfics and felt the air leave my lungs in angy
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the discowing suit was not THAT bad and i will die on this hill
people who hate on discowing just can't see the vision 💔😔
also i fully believe it's because artists could not figure out how big to make the popped collar and that RUINED the design. it's fine when it's short but it got fucking ridículous in some issues






like look at this. if you edit the popped collar to be chill again then it's not half bad and i think it really fits the fun of the 80's
#discowing#nightwing#also i think some people forget that HE isn't called discowing at this time period#he's still nightwing you sillies#that has nothing to do with the post i just saw smth like that the other day#i'd say “unpop that collar” but that doesn't really fit#someone give me fabric scissors and i'll shave it down#also i do not like the bright blue boots
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#ome’s arts💥#my oc’s !!!#HIIIIIII SORRY FOR THE RADIO SILENCE …..#machine girl posted a new album and so my will to live and draw is so back rn#i don’t know what i’ll make next but rn i’m not gonna ever focus on being consistent 😭😭#i should never forget that in the end i’m drawing for me and what i like to make ✌️🥸#funky colors and silly poses that make no sense but in the end it’s a vibe hahaha
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don't remember when where or how I read an interrogation about how blood could still be given to the earth and that human sacrifices would be needed to keep the herbs growing (likely paraphrasing because as mentioned above i don't rember💀) but I've always thought [regardless of if the narrative is based enough to mean it] that

menstrual blood. evident to me at least.
#unless the earth is reaaaaaaally particular about ''blood'' that she wont accept endometrium#even if afaik every culture sees ''menstrual blood'' as. well. blood.#like as long as there is menstruation in the town and the steppe i think everyone will be set. like blood aplenty.#thats one of the reasons the Kin has an all-women spiritual caste within its intricate spiritual weaving of customs methinks#and on top of ''giving [their] juices to the earth'' they're supposed to stay virgins (because pregnancy obviously stops menstruation)#[with all the binary thinking that it includes yadda yadda that's not surprising a lot of animist traditions esp. those who have#an earth-mother goddess/proto- or pseudo-divinized entity have binaries like that [sun-moon earth-sky etc etc])#in a pinch you can probably ask non-Brides kinwomen. or even townswomen. i'm sure eva would like to try.#neigh (blabbers)#herb brides lore#<- real to me#if it is not evident by my vocabulary this is a good-natured post im being silly.#it makes sense why people see the earth as necessitating human-sacrifice-blood and the narrative does lean this way. but i dont.#in no small part because i be fleshing out characters the narrative forgets to flesh out because it's too interested in#its cringefail 5D chess over the sexualization of the brides. and losing too.
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i let him borrow my ipod
#i know i've only posted drawings of Kyoya on here but would yall believe me if i said Ryuto is actually my fav#he's just a silly little guy#ryuto#ryuto mfb#mfb#metal fight beyblade#beyblade metal saga#<- i forget that one all the time I never refer to the series as the metal saga#i typically just say Beyblade Metal#also goddamn Ryuto has taken over my sketchbook I draw him the most#alsooooo i might work on this just a tad bit more and make it my pfp (:#if colors look weird its because my drawing tablet's colors are incredibly strange ive spent hours trying to fix it and gave up
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Something about the Stans and need against selfhood.
Obviously, we have the infamous "I don't need you! I don't need anybody!" and you could make a whole dissertation on that sentence alone (check out Hanna Hyperfixates on yt). But what I'm interested in is how their need for each other was perceived as a weakness rather than a strength.
Because neither of them needed each other to survive, but they needed each other to live.
When they were little, they were constantly together. Twins, misfits against the world, of course they were close. At that point, being considered a pair wasn't a bad thing; they were brothers, best friends, never too far away from each other. They were basically the same person, and that was okay.
As they grew older, naturally, that sense of individuality became more and more prominent. As in 'sure, I love my brother, but I'd like to be my own person too'. And so Stanford became more focused on his studies and Stanley on sports/arts. That ultimately culminated on them growing apart from each other, and feeling like they weren't as close as they used to be.
The thing that drives me crazy about their shared feeling of "I don't need you" is not only that it's both true and false, but also that they did use to need each other, and I think that's what lead to their resentment.
Stan needed Ford to be the smart one, because he wasn't (in the booksmart sense) and he wasn't good enough to be intelligent on his own. He had wits, he had charisma, he had brawn, but he needed brains.
Ford, on the other hand, needed Stan to protect him. From bullies, from rejection, from loneliness. He needed Stan because he was the only one willing to stand up for him. It didn't matter he was a genius, because he couldn't handle people on his own.
And, above everything, they needed each other because they were the only person to stick with them unconditionally.
I think this played an important part on the way Stan reacted when he was kicked out, on how Ford did when he came back, and how their early days reunited went about.
Stan didn't have Ford anymore to help him and back his crazy ideas up. Therefore, he had to rely solely on what he had on him: wits and brute force, mostly. He wasn't smart enough to get a good job or an education (or so he thought, even though you'd also need money), so he settled for what he could do. He found solace in things that didn't require being smart.
Ford didn't have anyone to protect him, from bad people or from his own low self-steem. Therefore, he relied heavily on his smarts and focused only on that, to the point where he got 12 PhDs in less than a decade. Even though he managed to make one friend, he found solace in things that wouldn't judge or hurt him, such as books.
When they think "I don't need him", what they mean is "I can survive without his help. I'm not too weak to make it on my own. I can figure things and do it my way."
And so they start surviving. Stan gets in trouble with the wrong people, and Ford falls for Bill's lies. They have to keep going, no matter what, because they have a goal and they can achieve anything on their own. Because they don't need anyone to succeed and they have no one else by their side anyways.
But again, they are not living. They're just merely surviving. Because there's a part of them that's missing, and they need that. They need the unconditional support, the understanding, the patience, the love. The knowing that there'll always be someone there for them, no matter what.
After Weirdmaggedon, it's undeniable that they need each other. They won't say it out loud, of course, but it's there. They both know that they need the other. They just have to work on believing that the feeling is mutual.
#my silly little headcanons#it's so interesting to me how they used to need each other and became ashamed of it#because what do you mean i need someone? that means I'm weak. no man can be weak#all the roads lead to my hatred for filbrick pines#they were supposed to be a team but being on a team means you need someone to do things you can't do#gravity falls#stan twins#stanley pines#stanford pines#stan pines#ford pines#grunkle stan#grunkle ford#sea grunks#this post is all over the place but i think i got everything down. I'm definitely forgetting some things#stangst#(? i guess)
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[Official launch countdown | Day 4]
OH THE FROG I'M GONNA BE SICK


She's smiling compared to her attitude when she was younger


Also! I can't help but think that this is Vertin much older offering her a frog



↓ Stubby hands when she was younger


She still hasn't given up giving Sonetto frogs
Or this is Sonetto squatting to meet mini Vertin's height, which is just as adorable
#vernetto#sonetto#vertin#theyre so cute#not letting anyone forget this#posting to say im alive and well#have content because theyre silly#reverse 1999#they make me yap
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ain’t nothin gonna break their stride….!!
#in stars and time#isat siffrin#isat act 6 spoilers#the cloak was a bit of a struggle… not good at animating em#especially on walking animatins#i do have a cloakless version.. didn’t feel like posting it tho lol#i haven’t animated kitties walking enough i need to . draw them more…#do tell if i need to tag more spoiler things for hatlessfrin i really don’t know how to do that#has never tagged spoiler stuff. for some reason. fusi why#i m missing a lot of key design elements for my catfrin :(#my art#GGUAGH I KEEP FORGETTING THAT TAGG!!! SILLY ME……#bananart
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Take me to da BEACH (imagine dragons)
this is literally 27 seconds and i don't have any explanation for it except that one transition is so fire and i do what i want
#KNOX EDIT (me)#Sonic the hedgehog#Sonic the Hedgehog AMV#knox tag your posts with similar tags challenge (i always forget how i tag things)#i am procrastinating so many things rn#sonic is my lifeline i'm just trying to have silly goofy times i don't even know why i have this song on my computer i LIKE snow a LOT#the one transition is the wave surfing to mountain snowboarding btw i'm obsessed with it#two amvs in one day? that's craaazy#i wish it could be more i just can't sit for long periods of time or my lower back tries to tell me i'm twice my age
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