#siezure

[honeycombhank]

3/5/24

Just thinking of things I want to do more of or changes I would like to make..

I want to start going to the gym with my lil brother, I feel like we could make that work out if I had some headphones and his support if I had an episode.

I want to plan a big backpacking adventure

I want to go out every other weekend for a hike date, I don’t know if this will happen but it would be wonderful.

Reading before bed again

Hang up all my artwork

Be better about decorating and then taking things down and packing it away in a timely manner rather then letting it all haunt me over months and then it becomes so overwhelming I can hardly function around it.

Keeping the air purifiers clean

Make art and make sure to set aside more time for it

Go out to my grandpas for walk/ jogging time with and without nel.

Have more movie date nights and think of more creative date ideas.

Start playing music with my family again

Go to open mic again

Go dancing again

Do my best to let go of what I can’t control and focus more on myself and the things I do have control over.

Have a weekly day that I call a friend who I miss

Try to practice saying no to alcohol even more often, just because sometimes.

Keep a dream journal

Change out candles to spring scents

Organize clothes and fill dressers

I’ve been keeping my clothes in a huge box? Idk why? I get so easily overwhelmed and tired after doing chores and there is always so much to do

Set up rat free roaming room, I’m so excited about it I can’t even explain my excitement.

This year one of my main goals is to just be able to go around the block by myself.. my siezures keep me from doing that at this time and I want to change that and get to a place where I can go by myself around the block and be okay.

[chaoticsentienttoaster]

Gotta love developing a rare siezure-based disorder where the only treatment is don't get stressed! I love it so much i am having so much fun can i get my handicapped parking pass soon

I'm going to be the best rattlesnake cosplay floor disco dancing gay you've ever seen. I'm going to be fabulous

[hanfocus]

HAN ★ Asia Artist Awards (231214)

[printypro]

Liberals the

[mothorcus]

wait nvm LMAO i forgot i have this doodle

[the-leech-lord]

💾Raised by the World Wide Web by Crustsox Stimboard💾

💻💻💻|💻💻💻|💻💻💻

[aropride]

i think my dad and i are the worst people to be in a groupchat with during an emergency

[spindle-and-nima]

I lost my Toby yesterday (he had a seizure yesterday morning) and seeing pictures of Spindle and Nima has been a bright spot in a miserable day. Although my boy has passed on Bunny Shenanigans will continue ❤️

I'm so sorry to hear that :((

Rest in peace you beautiful fellow trash can enjoyer. He's definitely binkying in big fields in bunny heaven now. Maybe when spindle and Nima take naps they'll play in their dreams together and cook up new shenanigans together

[metalhealth-willdriveyoumad]

[whumpeewhumpwhump]

(AI-less) Whumptober Day 8: Siezure

(I had no idea what to do for this one, but I found some inspo and came up with something short. Hope you enjoy nonetheless!)

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Prompt 7: Seizure

Caretaker didn’t know what to do. They kneeled above Whumpee, their hands hovering over Whumpee’s body as they convulsed. Whumper had given them something and almost immediately, Whumpee was on the ground, seizing. Caretaker had caught them before they fell to the ground and gently laid them down. They watched as Whumpee’s body seemed to relax for a moment. Fear filled their eyes as they looked up to Caretaker. Tears welled in Caretaker’s. There was nothing they could do. All they could do was ride it out.

Again, Whumpee seized. A horrible, choking sound came from them as it happened again. Caretaker moved so Whumpee was leaning against them. Caretaker held Whumpee in an embrace as it happened, trying their best to keep them comfortable. All they could do was whisper words of comfort to Whumpee.

They talked about their life before this. Before they had taken this job. Before Whumper had them arrested. Before Whumper decided to torment both of them personally. 

At first, they spoke of the forest both Caretaker and Whumpee played in when they were young. The adventures they pretended to go on. The enemies they pretended to face. Caretaker then spoke of the nights after the forest. When they’d go back to Caretaker’s home or Whumpee’s, where their families would have dinner or lunch ready for them. Where Caretaker’s grandmother would ask who they faced that day. Or when Whumpee’s father helped them make songs of their heroics.

Caretaker found themselves humming one of the songs. It was a simple melody with child-like lyrics—not something to elicit emotions, but tears started to flow freely nonetheless. Caretaker wept as they held Whumpee, singing about two children defeating a dragon named Clide. 

All the while, Whumpee seized. Whatever Whumper had given them wasn’t fatal—at least not yet. All Caretaker could do was hope Whumpee would survive this. Hope that they’d both survive. 

Just so they could go back to the forest again. And play pretend.

[honeycombhank]

Recently I have opened up with my family about some things and stuff has backfired on me it seems like, I am sitting in a feeling of uncertainty about how my family might view me and that’s not something I want to feel.. I love my family so much.. I am aware that I am extremely sensitive, and with that comes a lot of uncomfortable feelings for those around me.. I think I bring up things that people aren’t ready to face?

But like it’s uncomfortable for me too? But there are times when I can’t hold it in and I need communication over certain topics and issues and if I don’t I can’t sleep and it eats me up inside.

I know my family loves me, I just feel like I am so different than other people sometimes or so overwhelming.

I’m trying to give my family members space right now. I’m not sure what else I can do,

I know this doesn’t make a whole lot of sense on the outside but I just really needed to express myself in some way and this felt helpful.

If you read this, thank you

[tearfest]

mini life update in the tags bc i need somewhere 2 rant < 3

[caffeinatedopossum]

I just realized that for some reason whenever I have a seizure, all of my thoughts stop EXCEPT the music?? Which is odd. Like my brain went "ope- we're getting a different caller please hold" *queue the hold music*

[dinozarr]

CZARRR 😼😼😼🤝🏽🤝🏽🤝🏽🤝🏽

ik we’re both talking in dms but just wanted to say the new theme is FIREEEE ‼️‼️‼️🤣🙏🏽 like always dawg. HOW ARE YOU BY THE WAYYYYYYY. how was your day ¿? 🧘🏽‍♀️

LMFOAAOAOA TYYYYY MY LOVE😜😜😜😼😼 took an arm and a leg to decide from the two options i posted to my instagram story, but the audience chose so🧑‍🦯🧑‍🦯🧑‍🦯🧑‍🦯

ANYWAYS ANYWAYS i’m good good, omw to my lil brothers game and hopefully they win 🕴️🕴️ this morning i got breakfast from my local diner and UGHHHHH was it so good, had my toes curling 😞😞😝☝️ 10/10 would definitely recomm. other than that my days been good, now if u asked me this yesterday….. boyyyyyy😭😭😭 cus my friend and i went out to the movies and ihop and on our way home a cop was tailing us and we were shitting BRICKSSSS like omf????? not my first rodeo with the police but my parents are good friends with our towns entire dept so i would’ve been in deep shit ESP SINCE IT WAS 11 AT FUCKING NIGHT😭☠️☠️

but erm !!! anyways how was YOUR day my love😽🫶‼️

[mothorcus]

snrunkly nari doodls in celebration of me learning how tf to draw him lmao

[nictelsm]

I'm having a friggin seizure