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the cape the leggings the bob the effortless way she became asian for purposes of the show..... caitlyn come pick up your PhD diploma in servitude from the cuntversity of piltover
#mine#im not saying they shouldnt make her asian im saying some other girls dont racebend this well sjskks#caitlyn kiramman#i should apologise to yall about the things im gonna say about this woman this month
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i think the moment i fundamentally lost all respect for s2 was when they treated that pathetic "sorry about your leg" as though it was a good enough apology for everything
#been thinking a lot about my position with the show recently#and how. everything they had going on should have let ed apologise properly#for their relationship to move on from this. in some capacity#and the narrative didnt let them#and i suppose. i refuse to believe thats a reasonable choice for the story#it should have been better. it deserved to be better. ed and izzy deserved to have more#nyxtalks#ofmd critical#< for blacklists#idk its a hard place to stand. because thats what the story Did. but it shouldnt have. i believe in my whole heart there was a better story#somewhere in there. no matter what you think about where their story should have gone. they deserved better#and ive been thinking about it. it ripples back#i found e5 pretty ok at the time. but for me. all of this ruins it#what was the point of eds story if he is just forgiven without effort?#he deserves the chance to earn true forgiveness. not just 'yeah this shit happens and we have to move on'#or whatever it was the crew said#the point of that is they deserve more#and ed should have been allowed to give them more
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Neo Trio in the Super Mario Brothers Super Show
(They are ready for adventure and remarkable feats)
#epithet erased#epithet erased where they shouldnt be#molly blyndeff#pheonica fleecity#trixie roughouse#neo trio#it was really hard to find any good screenshots so i apologise if its looke really bad
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I want the cowboys to kiss already!!!!
this is killing me bitch so do i 😔😔 fighting for my life to write this In Order and not just skip like 20 chapters and get them to fuck
#listen its not MY fault i made myself write some stupidly long thing#it Is my fault and im fine with that#LMFAO no anyway im getting my act together atm...trying to write consistently#but warning im gonna be REALLY busy over the next few months because i have Big Life Events etc etc#so like. maybe i shouldnt have chosen to write something chaptered when im about to do this WHATEVER#point is im apologising for taking ages between chapters and also just warning u#ALSO IT LITERALLY#KILLS METHAT#PEOPLE ACTUALLYTIHNK ABOUT THIS FIC ???#anyway anon please SO DO I#i cant Wait for them to stop ebign so fucking lame#im saying this like i cant just change it right now#ANYWAY#i love u i hope ur day is going well#asks#anon#deus in absentia#blah blah!#not 75 stuff
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It really feels like any time someone with a disability or mental illness isn't perfect, snaps because the pain is clouding their judgement or because the world is generally designed in a way that is hostile to them or because they're burnt out and overwhelmed or whatever, there is someone waiting in the wings to jump down their throat and scold them for using their illness as an excuse. Champing at the bit to tell them to take responsibility for their actions and apologise to everyone for putting up with them. Take accountability. Personal responsibility. Not my job to make accommodations, you need to learn to grow up and deal with it. If you're still acting like that then you're not trying hard enough to do better. Be grateful people put up with you at all. Apologise before you've even done anything wrong, just in case.
#i have seen. so many frustrating takes tonight#personal#im not saying people shouldnt apologise when they hurt others but#the eagerness of some people hurling themselves into telling disabled people how they *should* be behaving#telling people the *right* way to be mentally ill#the only permissable way the only *forgiveable* way#this is about various tags ive seen lol not about one particular post 👍
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nothing breaks my heart more than the realisation that mike was probably one of the most kindest scout leaders the sc ever had.
#out of.#not to cry on main but ... he DESERVED NONE OF THIS#he's actively the first person to tell erwin that sending kids out to fight an expedition straight up is a reckless decision#and shouldnt be happenin#despite their earlier introduction he also had so much respect and always helped levi out ...#he doesnt push erwin to explain his theory even though he knows hes lying to him#the aot constantly has him looking out for u as a new recruit and demanding you stand back#he apologised to levi before erwin did for the day he recruited levi and his friends and i say that earnestly#he takes the time in the middle of a fight to inspire someone else who isnt himself ...#mike was always people > everything else. he had such a strong belief in seeing humanity survive#and thats why survivor mike breaks my heart. bc so little believe in his words in turn.
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ykw actually I am angry + disappointed w them. I've been pushing how I feel aside and trying to make it my own fault so it's all contained but I think theyve just been mean. and they really should know me better ik I try to pretend I don't expect more from them so I feel less hurt when they do things that upset me but we've been friends for years by this point. like come on.
#just got home and went to put my shit away but my flatmate was in the kitchen and i got suddenly so mad i had to walk back out#not going to do or say anything while im this upset. i need to be a lot calmer before i can even be in the same room as her#like okay. so originally it was just the two of them getting drinks and theyd rather it was just them bc i dont drink. thats cool#it wouldve been difficult for me to join them after work bc travel. and ik theyd done this before just the 2 of them and had fun#i can fully respect that its why i said no and stuck by that decision when she asked again#but to not mention she was taking the day off work and btw i just found out that BOTH of our other old flatmates joined in too#to not mention that they were travelling that entire distance and that it wasnt just drinks it was a whole day out together#thats just mean. why wouldnt you tell me that why did none of them say anything.#and the fact they did the exact same fucking thing last weekend too i didnt know about that at all#like i need to stop trying to justify it. im allowed to feel unwanted and excluded bc thats exactly what theyre doing.#im tired of feeling like other people dont want me around. i know i can be difficult and annoying sometimes. but im really not that bad#and we're meant to be friends!!!!!! like youre supposed to like your friends. and want to spend time with them. or at least i do#and yeah everyones annoying sometimes thats just part of being alive ur supposed to tolerate it if ur friends#im allowed to want to feel like im wanted. im allowed to want ppl to care abt me. that shouldnt be too much to ask for#but the overwhelming message im getting at the moment is they dont want me around. and when i am around them i feel like they dont listen#to me and that they dont really care how i feel unless it directly involves them or theyre responsible for it#i feel like they dont see me as a real person that exists. only a version they have in their heads and they base all their assumptions and#decisions off that version instead of directly communicating with me. and constantly avoid me under the guise of 'giving me space'#when im upset or having a difficult time and most need support from other people. i just feel really unseen#and ik that part of how i feel IS exacerbated by insecurity and depression. like they do care to some degree#but also a lot of it is evidenced in the way they act towards me. mainly my roommate bc shes the person i interact with most#and personally i find the most direct ways of showing u care abt someone are showing up for them. and making them feel seen#and maybe not everyone feels the same way. but thats how it works for me anyway#so to repeatedly exclude me and avoid acknowledging that ive been having a difficult time is the opposite of that to me#which is the point im trying to arrive at... sorry ik ive probably said similar things repeatedly the last few weeks but i feel like its#crystallising a bit like this is the core reason why im so sensitive and reactive atm and why i got so upset by it#idk. not tonight bc im still very emotionally raw but maybe tomorrow if im calmer i should explain that i was upset + why to her#i avoid doing that so often when im upset bc i dont think theres much point in having a conversation abt it unless u expect some kind of#resolution from it. or if you want an apology but idrc abt being apologised to the crucial thing is what theyre going to do different#and i love her but shes very resistant to changing her behaviour bc of other ppl being upset by it. and like i said before she has
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What is Lady Mommy uh, I mean Lady Dimitrescu up to? ^///^
Evening, little listeners! we just received a question and it regards castle Dimitrescu. so, lets read it!
*sounds of paper unfolding then whispers* *a thick russian accent appears*
Lady Dimitrescu is doing well and looking for a new wine flavor. the lady recently asked us to sent any "fools" her way if they appeared
#📻 village radio#Castle gossip#Ingrid Raines#the old woman on the radio show👀 ?#Bianca Knight#aussie mod here: i probably shouldnt apologize but i will#:: this ask was nice to see but did make me surprised to what it was for the most part; refering to the “mommy” part#:: apologises but i did answer in character and how i saw fit for this :)#lady dimitrescu#alcina dimitrescu#asks
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#do you ever feel like you have to say sorry to someone#not cos youve done or said anything to them#or cos youve ignored them#or anything#but cos you feel like youve done something wrong#but ur not sure what#except you feel like you should know#so you feel like its ur fault#and that you have to apologise#and then you think about it for a while#and you realise that its cos u love them#and then you feel bad about that#even if its just platonically#and you feel like they shouldnt have to deal with that#even though you know that theyre one of your closest friends#so you think about it more#and more#and then start thinking about love in general#and then that leads to the general feeling of 'fuck im broken and can't love anyone'#which just goes with the territory of being#asexual#and then youre like but i do love people#and then you go have a little gay crisis abt that#and then you get a message from one of ur friends going 'lele are you alright cos you left all the group chats'#and you have to respond that 'lol im fine just tired yk' cos you dont want to seem like a burden#no one else feels like that?#must be just me then lols#rant#just a load of garbage#kind of screaming into the void here
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they put me on the electric chair for being a Dean Forester apologiser
#i dont careeee that he broke up with rory in public oh my god rory shouldnt have been flirting with someone else in public#though to be clear i am also a rory apologiser. it was hard for her to know what she wanted anf even harder to say it bcuz she was under so#much pressure but dean wasnt emotionally abusive for breaking up with her at the dance that is absurd#rewatching gilmore girls :)
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You know what if me and my ex never end up in bed together again im going to be thoroughly suprised
#we almost allready have#had i been just slightly less drunk we would have#but no he had to take note that i was almost out of it#and he still apologised for Him being to drunk the next day#and that he shouldnt have made advances#fuck why does he have to be so nice
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☾, ❀ and ✓ please!!!
☾ : favourite word from your language
not something I have ever thought about tbh, but to go simply I'll say "beau" because it's untranslatable to english. it can mean pretty, beautiful, good-looking, nice, handsome, good, lovely, great, moving (like if something is poetic or romantic or has certain feelings attached to it, you could say "c'est beau". like a dramatic but really beautiful act of love, or something)... but none of these words really capture what it means to me. in some cases it's better to have more specific words, but it's not beau or belle.
❀ : which language(s) would you like to speak fluently?
I'm ok at spanish while writing, but I'm very slow at speaking it, and I haven't put enough effort into becoming better at it. so definitely that. I want to learn dutch, and romanian, irish, a slavic language cuz those are so interesting, portuguese, croatian ... as to whether I will get fluent in any of these, probably no, but I don't think being good at 2 and a half languages is enough for me 😓
✓ : funniest word in your language
FRENCH PPL HAVE SO MANY FUNNY WORDS that are "old" which makes it sound really funny when used. like péquenot. I can't think of any other atm. but for "common" words I'll say bonhomme is always funny, because it's associated (how I use it) with cartoon characters (like if you were older you would say "regarder les bonhommes" for watching cartoons), or stickmen are bonhommes allumette, so calling someone that as an insult is like saying, you are very simple-minded, you're like a cartoon character. (sidenote: bonhomie is defined as "simplicity in the manners, associated with goodheartedness) but the word itself is good. again hard to translate. love it tho
#speak your language day#alek lore™#mailbox#sorry this is very wall of text. actually I shouldnt apologise. I love talking
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context for today’s rant is that i got the feedback on my jury’s written feedback in the ‘general’ section (meaning it comes from more than one person) that i’m disrespectful towards my teachers and fellow students (i got it phrased in 2 different ways for flavour) & when i asked around today who said this so i could see how i could change my behaviour (btw none of my fellow students think this which i know bc i asked and everyone was shocked that i got this feedback) all of them were ‘i dont think this but it was discussed that’ which is funny bc it means the school’s computer system has a ghost or no one wants to fucking apologise to me for a very personal and hurtful comment that they can’t back up, but anyway, i was asking for clarification & my most diplomatic teacher (who i dont for a second believe to have written this feedback bc she’d have said so to my face no doubt) was like “well some teachers are worried about you and [best friend]’s clique & think it might turn into an Intellectuals Vs Others thing” (i don’t need to tell you this is so fucking out there i nearly fell from my seat like i have never said this in my life and when this very teacher saying this made a comment about one of my less-well read fellow students i was one of the ones who ‘‘rallied’‘ or whatever in her favour) and anyway then she continued “some ppl feel like u make condescending comments & you just need to remember not everyone has had your trajectory in life” WHICH IS FUNNY because she says this bc my bestie’s got a whole philosophy degree but i’m a highschool dropout with a lower than average iq in certain subjects. which obviously isnt even close to being the point and i do know that but i’m clearly feeling very upset and mad about this whole situation.
#my mom says i shouldnt let this embitter me but i think they should either find an example of when ive been disrespectful#or apologise to me and take it off the written feedback#i had to sit there and listen to everyone say that they dont think im disrespectful which is so fucking humiliating#because i KNOW that. but i still spent all weekend long worried out of my mind & i sat there trembling like a leaf and fucking crying#because i feel so betrayed by all these people im ngl. like im supposed to open myself up to these people and i DO#and be vulnerable with them and i AM#and yet when something like this comment is thrown around in a feedback discussion no one stands up for me?#& i know that they dont like. know all of us individually THAT well like i know that im vulnerable and open with them and they dont like#remember specifics#but theres only 14 ppl in my class which granted is a lot but its not enough to just forget that ive never done anything disrespectful#to any one of my fellow students#in the words of my favourite wrestler: This Has Hurt Me.#and in the words of my best friend who is mentioned in the post: kinda sus the only two people who got this type of feedback#(she didnt get it QUITE so harshly but she got the feedback that she should be a little more considerate towards other students#which is still nonsense because literally like everyone else said she's the one we'd all come to if we ever had a problem)#but kinda sus that the only ppl getting this feedback are the two neurodivergents in the class#whatever. whatever whatever ive been crying im upset im somehow even more upset by one of my teachers being like#'this isnt ok esp this phrasing & i'm gonna look into this' like she's super nice and sweet and it does make me feel better#but its also like. confirmation that i SHOULD feel upset somehow? idk. oh it sucks so fucking bad#& i told one of the other ones about this in terms of like 'listen i have autism i dont always know how to interact w ppl#so when i do this or that this is what i mean' and she was like 'wow ive learned so much this discussion has enriched me'#werent the point bestie. the point was for you to please stop making assumptions when i am not the only person to react in this way#very unhappy right now. this has hurt me dot tweet
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so much to draw.......... only 50 minutes a day
#the world if i didnt have less than an hour to draw everyday#its not fair!!!!!!!!!! i shouldnt have any responsibilities besides making silly little pictures like what the fuck??#i habe so many cute wips and ideas and shit. and i cant even work on them bc i can only draw during my lunch break#i dont have a good computer at home :((((((#a computer should cost 30 bucks and they apologise to me for having to put up with it
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Ough I fucking hate holidays because it is my duty as a child to visit my parents and just take whatever the fuck happens to me.
#oh wow i cant wait to have to endure an unspecified amount of time of getting told to leave and never come back and being informed that#everyone felt so much better without me there; and immediately after that getting told 'Where do you think youre going?! Are you nuts?!'#when i try to leave. since when someone tells me that i shouldnt have come and that im a burden i do in fact assume that i should leave#ill be day drinking from the moment i wake up again. i hate that. it always happens when i am forced to visit my parents#for more than a day#it is impossible to take it while feeling present. feeling out of it and not there helps. it makes everything hurt less#it makes me want to throw up. it makes me want to do nothing but run for several days. not because of disgust and not because of anxiety#but simply because i know that the most important topic of all the conversation will be peoples looks.#simply because there is a correct way to look in the eyes of my mother and there is a way to be safe from her and others violence#and those two things both rely on reducing yourself into nothing. so looking at food makes me want to puke. looking at milk#makes me want to puke. and i hate it. i hate it because i just want to be happy and i dont want to make my health even worse#than it already is but what am i supposed to do when the alternative is getting hurt? what then; huh?#theyll tear my body to pieces no matter what; its just a matter of getting torn apart in a good way. of letting them be disgusting in a#way they think is flattering. theyll all tear everyones body to pieces of course#every imperfection and flaw microanalysed exaggerated and then judged until it has been concluded that X and Y are horrible rotten people#because they *checks notes* have overgrown nails and are 5 pounds heavier than you#when im there for a day i tend to skip eating for the next two days or so#im worried about my health considering i dont know for how long ill be there this time#shell tear me to pieces. she always does. my grandma will too. my father will at least have the grace to just yell some slurs if i fail#to perform to his satisfaction. man i dont even care about being called the r word anymore. he can call me that all he wants#it stings but its nothing im not aware of. i know that im stupid and i know that im too dependent and i know that im useless and cant do#anyhing and i know that i disappointed everyone because they all thought i could do better.#thats fine. i know that im weak and i know that im a pansy baby and i know that thats why ill be getting something to cry about.#thats all fine. im ok with that. its one and done and it was way worse when i was a kid.#my father is pretty ok. but getting torn to shreds by my mother and her mother sticks with me. it always does.#im worried shell hurt me again. ill do something incorrectly. ill ask her for clarification one too many times. ill breathe too loud.#ill fail to notice the way shes holding herself (angry). ill fail to notice the tone of her steps (enraged). ill fail to apologise#for something i hadnt known i did. and then shell hurt me. shell hurt me again#and ill just have to stand there and take it like the good child im not and could never be because nobody could ever be considered good by#my mother. ill have to stand there and take it because thats my duty as a child and ill have to say 'im sorry' even though ill be the one
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chat rlly sorry for the random outbursts lately lots of shit happened
Kai went dormant for a bit (probably from stress or smth? idk) and he's the main driver for us so Makarov stepped up and kept us in check while I (Ashe) was co piloting and having a mental breakdown :D
also we split a new alter (Vee) and she's like... rlly violent and hateful, like Jasper but a bit more.... murder-ey
anyhoo this is jst an apology for everything that happened and to anyone we offended it was jst a bit of a rough patch
#-Ashe#ik i shouldnt be apologising bc it was out of our control but i feel like i couldve done more than just panic and cry#its times like these where we find value in Makarov#bro was a lifesaver ngl#pdid#osdd#actually pdid#partial did
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