#shes such a treasure. i love her so much
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Playing a horror ttrpg, but I choose to forget that it's horror and get caught up in being friends with a cool NPC and talking to ghosts :)
#no im so excited about it#my character is at college. i never went to college despite wanting to!#she has a whole ass friend group of like four other people. one of which is nonbinary!#her roommate is a bitch but its okay#this is like season 2 of the campaign and in the first season there was this NPC i just loved#shes such a treasure. i love her so much#and now we're friends at college!!#and i got to talk to a ghost!!#my character can do that. shes not sure why. but i am!#(its cuz she was possessed by a demon and then exorcised but she doesnt remember any of this)#so i talked to a ghost who was murdered. shes not quite with the times but shes not bad#i know bad things are going to happen#it's horror! its mystery!! itll happen#bur for now im just enjoying having a friend group and talking to ghosts
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i love you royal trio (minus akechi)
#i was listening to the world we knew by frank sinatra while drawing this to inflict maximum emotional damage 😔#royal actually shot me fifty times in the chest and slaughtered my entire family#i’m actually inconsolable over the ending what the fuck do you mean akechi chooses to die of his own volition rather than be manipulated#god it’s just. his character actually makes me violent and insane. they’re going to drag me kicking and screaming to the psych ward#he never had an ounce of control over his life. not even once. he was CONSTANTLY being yanked around like a marionette#until he was disposed of as another pawn in shido’s plan#and then out of some cruel irony he was resurrected even though he did not want to be alive#for once in death he would have found peace—only for that to be taken from him too.#and bc he thinks he’s worthless and his life is so easily gambled away he doesn’t view it as a major dealbreaker when maruki brings it up#“do you really think something as trivial as my life should stand in the way of your decision?” yes you fucking asshole#what do you mean he’s literally fated to die in every timeline? definition of doomed by the narrative#there’s not a single version of his story that doesn’t end with him being slaughtered#GODDDDD he makes me violently ill i hate goro akechi so much he’s so fucking selfish HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT THIS DEAL IS TEARING ME APART#i was so tempted to get the bad ending just so that he was alive ☹️#he looked so happy. he was surrounded by people who loved and treasured him.no shido. control over his life. the ability to choose his futu#TEARS IN MY EYES MARUKI WAS THE ONLY VILLAIN WHO WAS LOWKEY MAKING SENSE 😭😭😭😭😭#my toxic trait is that i think maruki was right all along 😔#ALSO SUMIRE AAUUGGHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#the survivors guilt literally eating her alive until the point where she gaslighted herself into thinking she was her sister. insane.#royal was so good bro i’m so glad i endured 200 hours of hell just to play it#terrible terrible ending with everyone going their separate ways and ren ending up in juvie for months#akechi actually being dead in the good ending is so fucked up 😭😭 i thought there was some way maruki could bring him back regardless#not ren hallucinating him in the last cutscene too 😭😭😭😭 “i still see your shadows in my room” ahh ending#persona 5 royal#persona 5#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#sumire yoshizawa#goro akechi#lotus draws
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Honeymoon pt.5 - Shaaloani
Aetherically, there are some striking differences; but in form alone the similarities to The Qitana Ravel are uncanny. That such ruins could exist both on the first and the source.... This has given me much to think about. Come, you two, let us freshen up and make camp before nightfall. Our adventures may continue tomorrow.
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#ffxiv#ffxiv gpose#wolgraha#wolshtola#y'shtola x wol#y'shtola rhul#g'raha tia#Arsay Nun#graharshtola#dawntrail#dawntrail spoilers#Tent mod is by magic mods on ko-fi#a minor canon adjustment for arsay and the gang#they get into tender valley while trying to do a treasure map lol#my idea here is that estinien and arsay bonded over doing a treasure map so he left one with the bar staff to surprise her with#when she inevitably stopped by#call it a wedding gift i suppose haha#as for the researcher - Arsay will bump into the guy at a slightly later date#the first tender valley image is a reference to my miqomarch2023 quitana ravel gpose set lol i wanted to do a fun call back#arsay just loves old ruins from ancient civilizations she thinks they are so cool!!#and yes I know shes holding her weapons like a viper but then doing a ninja attack its not important#i think making yshtola's dress took as much time as making all these gposes lol#it was worth it tho she's so cute in it#ill take some glamshots of it at some point lol
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A moment of affection and respect for Crystal Palace who, when told "nothing leaves Hell alive" told Charles to stfu she's coming anyway.
#honorable mention to Charles Rowland#Who faced an angry Crystal Palace and stood his ground#dead boy detectives#crystal palace#charles rowland#she's a fucken treasure I love her so much#there will be no crystal hate in this house
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Sunny watching her dad do so much for other people and wanting to make sure he knows he’s loved in return and going out of her way to make his birthday special for him and going to every single person to have them write about how much they care for him after he thought that no one did and-
#I’m literally crying#I have so many thoughts about this I can’t put into words#sunny is so perfect#the fact that she knows material wrath and gifts isn’t what he needs and instead gets him smth he’ll treasure so much more#I do think he would love anything she gets him but#sunny so clearly loves her pa and wants him to know just how much she loves him and appreciates all he’s done for her#I can’t stop watching the clip of fit seeing the area#I have tears in my eyes#qsmp tubbo#qsmp#tubbo#qsmp sunny
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'I flirted with the idea that instead of being trans that I was just a cross-dresser (a quirk, I thought, that could be quietly folded into an otherwise average life) and that my dysphoria was sexual in nature, and sexual only. And if my feelings were only sexual, then, I wondered, perhaps I wasn’t actually trans.
I had read about a book called The Man Who Would Be Queen, by a Northwestern University professor who believed that transwomen who were attracted to women were really confused fetishists, they wanted to be women to satisfy an autogynephilia. And though I first read about this book in the context of its debunkment and disparagement, I thought about the electricity of slipping on those tights, zipping up those boots, and a stream of guilt followed. Maybe this professor was right, and maybe I was only a fetishist. Not trans, just a misguided boy.
About a year later, on the Internet, I come across a transwoman who added a unique message to the crowd refuting this professor. Oh, I wish I remember who this woman was, and I wish even more that I could do better than paraphrase her, but I remember her saying something like this: “Well, of course I feel sexy putting on women’s clothing and having a woman’s body. If you feel comfortable in your body for the first time, won’t that probably mean it’ll be the first time you feel comfortable, too, with delighting in your body as a sexual thing?”'
-Casey Plett, Consciousness
#this quote always moves me almost to tears when i remember it#i'm not a trans woman and i don't share the author's specific experiences with transition#but it really moves me that she frame transition as joyfully giving yourself permission to approach your body#not as something that has to be disciplined and deprived and made small in all these various ways#but as a means for experiencing pleasure and joy and delight and for insisting that our feelings and desires are worth#valuing and exploring and treasuring#i always used to think of prioritizing those things for myself as selfish and irresponsible#but who does it harm to want to experience pleasure in your own body?#it's such a beautifully simple and powerful switch to have flip in your head#and equally why are we forced to deny our own pleasure in transition and anything else related to our bodies in the name of moral rectitude#this is why i get so confused and pissed off when other trans people are fatphobic for example#like why are you so invested in politics of shame and disgust that never had any purpose other than#violently disciplining people as if they've violated moral codes by existing in a body#to say nothing of white people being racist in gay and trans communities#like again this system of violence is foundational to homophobia and transphobia#so why are you acting like it has nothing to do with you#even if you are unmoved by the urgency of other people's suffering which btw you should be moved by#what do you hope to gain by acting a collaborator and handmaiden to those systems#Casey Plett#she really is one of my favorite authors i wish more non-canadians read her#this quote is from a series of columns she did ont transition and every single one is a banger#i love when she talks about the people-pleasing elements of dysphoria and transition denial#she's so sharp about noting how many of us deny our own dysphoria on the grounds that others like and validate our bodies#that's how i always felt during my cis conventionally feminine era#it pleased other people so much and also that reception felt so hollow and joyless to me because i hated it#i get less of that positive feedback but that feels so unimportant next to the joy and pleasure i get to experience#said with the understanding that i'm very privileged in being able to prioritize those things without fear. but it was a switch flip#personal nonsense
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we've both talked about how scully isn't jealous fire. what differences do you see between protective scully vs jealous scully?
yeah to me the main difference is that one is more external and the other internal. she gets very emotional when she’s jealous. in episodes like alpha (literally sitting that woman down and going “i’m watching you.” cracks me tf up. Dana nobody is taking your man.) and war of the coprophages, it’s kind of angry. it’s louder, but still something very vulnerable and true to her (hater-ism). in episodes like the end, it’s heartbreak. that’s one of the very few episodes where i think she was purely jealous, and sad. she usually understands what’s going on and i think she knew as soon as she heard him call diana by her first name that something was going to change. i think it hurt her feelings, that specific display of connection, usually reserved for her.
when she’s jealous she retreats. she watches quietly. she cries alone in her car. she needs a moment to herself.
it’s when she’s protective that you can’t shake her for anything. one of my favorite images in fire is her standing in the doorway while mulder and phoebe meet with the arson specialist. i didn’t even notice she was there the first time i saw it. she wasn’t invited. she’s just keeping watch. later, she’s standing in the hallway. after that, she’s in his hotel room, and doesn’t leave when phoebe comes in. says “are you okay?” the moment they’re alone.
people write off her behavior in this one as being “jealous” because she has a lil crush and there’s another woman there, but i honestly find that dismissive. sometimes people discuss scully through such a wide lens, not taking into account who she is. she’s really surprised throughout the time that phoebe was there. it’s that soft edge that still shocks to cruelty, that she never really loses. it’s what shocks in the pilot when the doctor hits mulder twice. what shocks in the following episode when the government agents punch him on the side of the road. (look at you you’ve radicalized scully). it’s what makes her wary of jerry lamana, even before he stole mulder’s work.
but phoebe is so cruel, and so personal, and has so much history. it’s not jealousy that makes scully linger in doorways. it’s not jealousy that spawns that folie a deux. no one else understands. no one else can be trusted. (which i do kind of think started in fire, i’ve said before). she isn’t jealous that he startles when he hears this woman’s voice.
and i know that’s a lot on phoebe as an example, but it doesn’t stop. she doesn’t stop keeping watch. she doesn’t stop shocking to cruelty. she’ll get loud. she’ll make plans. she’ll surprise herself. and it doesn’t come with jealousy’s mortifying intimacy.
(don’t have much else to say but i found this from an old post of mine and wanted to share: “scully has that kind of protectiveness towards him that you have towards a child that hasn't been touched by the world yet. it's very 'the world is at least half terrible, though i keep this from my children.’ 'good bones' by maggie smith. scully in the beginning is like......there is something here that should have broken by now. and she wants to watch him be able to walk into every room with the most hopeful answer and a hand out to every stranger.”)
she shares him with the world only reluctantly, Etc etc
#she wants people to be kind to him and it breaks her over and over#i’m still not very With It but i wanted to talk about this for a sec#i do think scully’s protectiveness is a much larger topic#i think it’s a huge source of harm for her#i think it’s a constant failure to her#i think it’s a endless cycle of wanting to absorb him whole or lock him up and shut the gate and then feeling bad. regretting it.#huge plot of iwtb / msi#it almost develops from that initial s1 jumpiness of just wanting people to not fucking beat him down#into knowing that everything does. everything will.#could they ever recover from her exiling him from being with their child because she was afraid it would kill him? i don’t know#the other thing that i’ve been thinking about a lot with this is that she’s guarding something most people don’t see#this world is so cruel to him. it’s insane to rewatch and see how carelessly people just want to see if they can shake him#and this world desperately wants to beat this kind of gentle vulnerability out of people#and it would be easier for scully if they did. she wouldn’t spend her days with a weeping wound. she wouldn’t be so anxious. so on guard#but she is unwaveringly dedicated to the much more difficult task of protecting something that’s very precious to her#i do think these qualities in her are extremely moving in that respect#and i love scully’s judgmental hater-ism#i just do also think it becomes a pathology for her in some ways#anyway those are some loose threads#asks#fire#‘For long hours on his couch that night#autopsy hands on his head#in his hair#she'd thought about what it would mean to hide him away.#Thought about what it would mean to steal and stash him like fairy treasure#to draw protective rings.’#(audries ‘throat eye and knucklebone’)
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i love that in the autumn side stories katelyn doesn't want to go on a date with aphmau, but it's not because she's not gay it's because she's a fucking loser with no relationship experience and she doesn't think aphmau would have fun. and honestly that's so in character for her
#this era of katelyn was a treasure#katelyn was so quick to clarify it to#she had to make sure aphmau knew she was gay#but also a fucking loser#this whole episode was a treat#its just 17 minutes of katemau flirting#and katelyn being a fucking cutie#the whole episode is just aphmau and laurance wanting to make katelyn smile#they love her so much 🥺#they just wanted to see her have fun and enjoy herself#i miss the diaries besties 😔#lucinca also tells Katelyn she'll become a noodle of spaghetti and have fun on her date#shes straight till you get her wet ig#aphmau#minecraft diaries#mcd#katelyn the firefist#laurence zvhal#lucinda mcd
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Cyberverse Windblade
#maccadam#transformers#poll#smash or pass#cyberverse#windblade#MY WIFE!!!! BORAT VOICE MY WIFE!!!!!!!#god i love her so much i love cyberverse for giving us her#i love that she beats ass i love that shes petty as fuck at slipstream i love that the show doesnt try to ship her with bee at all#nothing against windbee shippers btw its just rare to see an m and f duo on a show without romantic overtones#and i treasure that platonic relationship so so dearly#she did so much for feminism in thos series
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What do the iterators do in their freetime? do they have any hobbies, like drawing or singing? -star anon!!
part (1/2) - suns & moon
yes! they have multiple hobbies they enjoy to pass the time :]
#THANK YOU FOR THE ASK#father suns <3#suns literally loves their cat so much#they wishes cars were real#ofc suns loves making matching ANYTHING with their cat child#and of course suns knits/sews stuff for their friends#nsh got suns' first ugly ass quilt#he treasures how much effort suns put into the idea od why they chose every color#(it was the nerdiest reasons ever)#aka: i chose this umber brown bc it theoretically should compliment this lapis blue#<- an absolutely horrendous color combination#ok moving on to moon#moon loves LOVES going back to her submerged superstructure bc a lot of sea creatures reside there from shoreline being dried up#sometimes if shes in the area she will visit the drainage system but not find TOO much there to record#she also loves collecting mushrooms and trading info about flora with siggy#since she no longer has access to her medical facility shes trying to find ways to treat creatures that are sick#aka hunter but shhh#SHES SO SWEET WAAH#rain world#looks to the moon#seven red suns#rw dried au#dried asks
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ninten and ana are soulmates in a very non-traditional way to me. the “i can be your pretend girlfriend, so boys stop picking on you and stop being creepy towards me” friendship that lasts a lifetime. they are ride or dies and in love even if it’s not romantic
#i dont CARE if i prefer the mlm ships. i will still treasure the mother girls with my life#ana is probably my third favorite female character just behind nana and maria#i love her so much#i do think she had a crush on ninten for a long while#but it’s brought on by intense admiration for him#as opposed to a long-standing love#and she grows up to see ninten as her best friend and soulmate#and he loves her so much!!!!!!!!#nanathinks
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Concept: in her obsessive need to control Anne and Marcy, Sasha tries to cause tension between them because they're getting a little too close and they might be oblivious but she sees the way in which they look at each other and - oh, oh no, no no no no no she's not having that. There's a reason they called their garage band "Sasha and the Sharps" and it's because it's always been her and her two girls, not her two girls... weirdly crushing on each other and leaving her behind.
Thankfully, she knows the inner workings of their psyches like the back of her hand. She knows all about their strengths, weaknesses and insecurities. She just needs to compliment Marcy's intelligence a little too much in front of Anne while rubbing on Marcy's face that she'd probably be alone and unable to handle herself in public without Anne bringing her down to reality. Stirring Anne's jealousy and Marcy's insecurity is surprisingly easy, especially when it starts to reflect in the way in which they treat each other.
#amphibia#marcanne#anne boonchuy#marcy wu#sasha waybright#my posts#watching treasure hunt and 2 things jump to my attention#1) how easily anne becomes jealous and envious of Marcy and how quickly that turns to mild hostility#(“woah! this sewer is shockingly clean” / “there's actually a reason for that! 😊 I -” / “🙄😮💨 rehauled the sewer system?”)#and 2) how much faith marcy has in anne despite knowing puzzle solving is HER specialty. she really doesn't underestimate anne at all here!#she's happy to go along with her ideas and really takes her seriously when anne is secretly seething in jealousy 😭😭#if sasha were here she could exploit the situation so bad!! there's NO talking about feelings and validating each other's strengths!#only dwelling in insecurities!#marcy is a huge doormat with both anne and sasha so it“#it'd probably end with anne blowing up and becoming increasingly hostile because sasha made her think everything marcy does#is some kind of jab at her intelligence#this shit really kills the love 😭
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ouh... mm unicorn fabby?? ouh... and um? earth pony solaris? 🥺? and erm um maybe even dragon zor? hello can anyone hear me hello
#forced my family to watch the m.lp movie for movie night tonight. jokes on them though they liked it. yay#side note they're taking it off of net.flix soon so watch it now if you want to#anyways this is a thought that i had for a while but watching the movie reminded me of it#fabby and solaris are NOT those ponies for rari.jack reasons. i mean like yeah they are. but also they're just coded that way#i GUESS i could see solaris as a unicorn for the flight/space motif but. one. i want her to be built like a brick wall. its essential#and two. i think it matters more if she accomplishes her goals through brute force and hard work rather than being born-#-with the ability to do what she wants. as that's kind of her motif from the start isn't it#anyways i've given this more thought than necessary#zor with a HUUUGE hoard of gold its their favorite they love it so much. their yummy treasure.#and their silly little ponies to collect it for them or else. yay
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This is the deepest I can delve into how I view them n their implications through imagery before it bcomes incomprehensibl 😙😙😙😙maybe I’ll do a tiny bit of elaborating in tags idk(this was mostly an excuse to practice drawing dranzas head)
#kirbyliker12png#dark taranza#taranza#Susie haltmann#parallel susie#man there was Barely any info on dark taranza🥸poor guy I miss him(not really)#nyway I have no idea on how da dark mirror works (nobody does really)#I don’t even know what the mirror even DOES#why does he look so similar to magolor soul they can’t just do that#is dtaranza like. taranza if nobody was there 2 help him n if he just turned to a path of loneliness for what he wants#(taranza voice) wow if I wasn’t surrounded by the beauty of nature n friendship I’d probably destroy the world to bring joronia back😋😋#IDK ik it doesn’t make much sense but😏I love taranza having world ending potential#not in terms of ‘I’ll use this EVIL artifact n it’ll use me’ but in’wow dis guy is so op good thing he’s on your side ahaha’#also I reely lauv how her dads demise is entirely suzys fault#the Japanese version specifically says she wanted to ‘make him pay’#so she really did intentionally want him to get a bit hurt#she’s also more emotionally vulnerable in the aftermath instead of going ‘ermmm this wasn’t calculated🤓what a nuisance!’#instead of taranza where it’s more like unlucky Suzy is entirely the problem and she knows it#oh yeah parallel Suzys hm well it’s kinda endearing how she still treasures her dad#even though the Suzys ditched their pin#I don’t think original Suzy has a likeable personality n that she’s aware of it but can’t do anything to change it#AGH it’s l8🥸why do I always post at night anyway#oh man can’t wait for da morning where I find how messy these thoughts are
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tsukigumi..
#takarazuka#just getting out something meek while the feelings are still pure... idk how to go about drawing real people any more lol#why was the show called that. well whatever#the like..Magic theme bamboozled me. i was fully crying with laughter at the school skit thing what in the goddamn. i just...........#everything reiko says and does is everything to me. i haven't thought about zuka for months but she still has me.#MUSUMEYAKU LIFT??? LIFT OF GIRL BY GIRLY GIRL??#uh..what else..everything reiko says and does is everything to me. <- repeat of what i just said#her laughter like “ku ku ku” at one point. SHE IS SO FUNNY. I LOVE HER. I LOVE HER.#the way she loosened her tie and umi took off her glove in the duedan......i truly treasure the gentle unspoken sensuality in takarazuka...#umi was shimmering with joy and splendour.......AND MY MAN POCKY. MY MAN POCKY#never forget i am the world's number 1 pocky and pockyheart fan no matter how much time has passed#my whole personality has been witch hat atelier and takarazuka for several years. it makes sense i can only be obsessed with one at a time#from 2014 to 2022 it was entirely zuka. i've earnt my unhingedly emotional witch hat era
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Ooh for Toad Peach AU how did the first meeting go with the officials of the Beanbean Kingdom? Ohh maybe more on Peach and Peasley's becoming friends. Does he help her feel a little more confident in her true form? Gimme all of the dynamics hehe
idk why i thought i dreamed this ask but i forgot you sent it 😭 here ya go!
the beanbean and mushroom kingdoms have an extremely close relationship that’s rather old, and as such the births of both heirs were highly celebrated by both families.
here, peasley is roughly 1 year older than peach, and the betrothal between the two was set up very early so the two do not remember their first meeting as they were infants at the time. but still, they visited peach many times before her debutante.
peach’s parents died in a horrific incident i still haven’t detailed when she was around 3-4, which did result in queen bean reaching out more often as peach grew older to offer additional guidance and support :]
but back to peasley and peach, they were thick as thieves and peasley introduced her to fencing! toadsworth wasn’t a fan at first but eventually relented (whatever endears her to peasley, plus any experience with a weapon could come in handy if the mushroom kingdom were to ever leave the peacful era). she’s quite adept in both forms, but prefers to fence in human form. it isn’t something she practices often in current day but it’s something she treasures the memories of alongside trying his bean pillow and learning about beanbean allies and his travels :]
though, as they got older, the two became more aware of their betrothal and what would follow, but things weren’t clicking so they decided to experiment a little (read: they kissed and neither of them liked it. sad!) but neither have brought up calling anything off as both are quite fine with something contractual if it came down to it (but peach would call it off if peasley asked)
at peach’s debutante, they danced together first as a show of the kingdom relationship, and when the first attack/kidnapping happens, the beanbean kingdom offered aid and refuge (little fungitown)
re: her appearance and peasley—she initially meets the beanbean family in toad form, but as she got older this became rarer as experience (and her self image) became priority. peasley makes sure to praise her toad form’s beauty when he sees it, and when mario does come into the picture is of the firm opinion alongside daisy that he does not deserve her if he doesn’t like her true form. on most days she agrees with him
as for superstar saga, he still arrives to the mushroom kingdom ahead of time and toadette volunteers to take peach’s place instead of birdo (the effect is later undone before peach arrives in the beanbean kingdom)
post superstar saga, the two meet (peach crownless) to discuss their love interests, and their betrothal is officially called off. consequent meetings with the beanbean kingdom are held in her toad form :]
#gari’s asks#nintendo#smb#toad peach au#princess peach#prince peasley#ty key ily 🩵#oh my god i hate tumblr no i did not click on that notification i was working on a draft 😭#for clarification: mario and luigi know about her toad form by superstar saga#i’m not sure if peach ever publicizes their relationship but they are more explicit/open after superstar saga#but overall peasley is a treasured confidant before daisy enters the picture#and i imagine that peasley would give her gifts from other kingdoms since between her preparations and toadsworth she never left the castle#so peach has a healthy love of travel#i feel like peach wouldn’t have wanted to call off the betrothal first and foremost bc of how much she loves queen bean#like she knows that it wouldn’t change but still#also after the debutante and the bowser thing that’s the only thing saving her from a marriage plot working#kind of. you know what i mean#peasley visited a few times after her debutante but he did not meet mario or luigi until superstar saga#(they weren’t isekai’d yet or mario was away or sick)#half wrote this off the seat of my pants but it is mainly based of what i wrote about their relationship in my notes#i did write that she was gonna get married at like. age 23-25 but im still figuring out the timeline so rn superstar saga happens when shes#a lot later than that i think. i don’t want everything to be so compressed but if i want everything to fit in a certain timeline i need#to do some adjustments on timeframe and/or maybe make peach younger when smb happens#peasley and daisy have a lighthearted rivalry 👍🏽
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