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Two years of larp adventures as my girl Eadwynn! A Zombie Adept (magic user) Noblelady who tends to find herself on the front lines of battle! Her adventurers include befriending a lich, founding a guild, betraying a friend, and now being sucked into the Underworld with the rest of the adventurers! Who knows what next season will bring, but I, for one, can't wait!
Bonus pics from a collection I'm calling "Places an Adept shouldn't be" (aka, front lining a fight with a bbeg)

📸 Sarah Rose Photography
#just me#larp#my larp#eadwynn#eadwynn lhanlea#love my girl so much#shes gone through a lot#my blorbo that i play#and spend way too much money on 😬
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could you draw Hazel and Peri hugging Dev?
i couldn’t decide between drawing the two of them hugging dev together or separately so i did both, hope you don’t mind

#fairly oddparents#the fairly oddparents#the fairy oddparents a new wish#dev dimmadome#hazel wells#fop peri#this child has NOT been hugged unprompted until lost in fairyworld#also i feel like hazel would get SO excited seeing her friends again after a three day weekend#she’d act like she hadn’t seen them in years#anyways thanks for the request! dev definitely needs a hug after everything#(and so do hazel and peri. :( they’ve gone through a lot too)
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Imogen Temult, Exaltant Hope of the Red Storm
Heroes and Monsters by Penny & Sparrow // Critical Role Campaign 3
#thinking about the 4sd where laura was talking about how all the hells titles are good but imogens sounds like it has a double meaning#that shes the storm's hope rather than just the intended a hope that comes from the storm.#and all of imogens 'i am the storm' esque responses#something something what does it mean to turn away from the storm when the storm is inextricable from who you are on both a psychological#and metaphysical level. how do you turn away from your fate when its already in your veins#imogen answers: you don't! you take it into you. and i think that's fun!#me holding imogen's arc in my hands so I can look away from the context it exists in: this is wonderful#critical role#imogen temult#cr3#bell's hells#predathos#liliana temult#also god. i really miss fcg and imogen. not only was fcg the only witness to a lot of imogen's most significant moments of internal conflic#he was also often the only one that could successfully get her to elaborate on vague claims she would make about how she feels about#the moon and the storm and their fight and all her fear and her willingness to be scared and still do the Right thing even if it risks her#life. and I remember how much fcg's presence was often imogen's impetutus to take seriously that the gods matter to people. because imogen#was the first and often the loudest one to insist fcg had a soul. but it wasn't until the magic of the everlight through pike and their#realization of a meaning through the changebringer that fcg really began to value themself. and she saw how much the gods really could be#this powerful and good force in a person's life beyond just granting them magic. and it led to her often pushing back against (thought ofte#in over delicate and tentative ways) ashton's claims against the gods. but fcg is gone and he died for the hells. and imogen doesn't have#that ever present reminder amongst the storm that the choices she makes will echo out farther than the people she cares about.#also just. they were besties 2 me. they bullied each other but also put the most effort into both challenging and understanding each other.#actually. now thinking about it. fcg and imogen had maybe the most illustrative dynamic of what bh could've been and failed to be. alas ala#cr spoilers#my post#long post#web weaving#web weave#cr edit
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thought about this thing for a while
it was extremely interesting to just analyze myself and get like a tier list in my head
#draw a character you like#fanart#my art#sketch#shadow milk cookie#luocha#lapis lazuli#shigaraki tomura#nagito komaeda#flowey#first one is simple - see other characters and the silly room comics and it'll explain itself also I'm embarassed to admit it a bit#like people would prooobably expect isat related stuff but isat is basically already gone from my brain in that sense#I do like drawing characters and the style is still extremely easy for me to work with#but like.... I'm not feeling like this is more than this??#like Loop is still in the silly room but only for so long before I get them out or just make them like a cat of the room#to be fair they're allll cats there in a way#Luocha was my to-go character ever since getting him after exams in 2023 and I can't find a character that better worked in that#Lapis is specifically pre-crystal gem one as I kind of dislike her new design but *shruggs* it's still nice#just not the one that left impression on me that's all#Tomura and Flowey are like The Characters of this blog AND of my drawing journey I love them a bit too much#still not the insane fan but my friends know just HOW MUCH I talked about them and both were in my life for years#I'd say Bill Cipher fits there too as a trio but sadly I was out of places and he's not a guilty fave he's the OG fave#the fave to rule them all and one of the two I still have good time returning to as well - other one is Twilight Sparkle#she didn't fit here too again too many in all-time faves sadly#Nagito is here bc I didn't know what even counted as a “guilty fave” in my list#so I chose him as a character for the list bc Kokichi is too... nothing in my head like he has more stories#but I don't even care about his trial and I played through Nagito's one and actually did a lot to get his Island ending too#I love how you can see - all of them have a pattern like being blue or yellow and then there's Nagito#Tomura counts as blue even though he's more purple and wears black and red in the finale in my read he's in MVA outfit still and will be#tenko shimura
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princess of mithral hall
#waiter!! waiter!! more catti-brie dwarvish culture content please#she's SOOO fun to draw i can't stop#i like thinking about dwarf clothing...... metalwork THE HOUSE although this design is pretty simplistic#if i actually sat down and tried to do a full traditional outfit design i would have gone more all out than i did here. MORE METAL!! MORE!!#TAYLOR WANT SHEET METAL#can you imagine all the clan battlehammer weavers tearing their hair out trying to figure out how to fit dwarf trad clothing on a human#i neeeeeeed to stop using green as a prominent colour in all my drawings cuz i always end up hating the colour balance LMFAOAO#i'm halfway through sea of swords now and the way catti is written in it is so... weird.......#like she's normal and fun and acting like herself in all of the scenes where it's just her and drizzt#but then if they have to talk to any npc at all suddenly it's like a fuckin batman and robin situation#and drizzt is doing all the talking and catti is just his sidekick that occasionally interjects#it reeeally feels like it should be the other way around and both of their characters suffer#cuz drizzt is supposed to be quiet and kinda shy and cat is supposed to be talkative and extroverted. I HAD THOUGHT AT LEAST#it's such a weird thing cuz this problem was a lot less prominent in previous books#we forgive cuz it's been a couple books since these two were in the spotlight so maybe that's the issue but bob.......#let catti lead a conversation please#well. it's been 1 book timeline wise since they were in the spotlight#but as far as i understand servant of the shard was also chronologically written in between spine of the world and sea of swords#too many fuckin books with s words in the titles#the tags of my art posts are just a place for me to post reading updates i guess#I LOVED SPINE OF THE WORLD BTW REALLY FUN BOOK EXTREMELY FUNNY#we interrupt legend of drizzt to bring you high fantasy hbo euphoria#OK OK ENOUGH RAMBLING#legend of drizzt#lod#catti-brie battlehammer#catti-brie#dnd#forgotten realms
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that one movie sinbad did about the genie
#my art#dc comics#shazam#captain marvel#billy batson#mary batson#mary bromfield#mary marvel#earth-101#me making the character whose name has gone through a bajillion changes and legal issues into a trans woman and a story of accepting onesel#and the pressure of transitioning and being trans as a public figure#and combining mary and billy into the same character at different points in her life#basically the bit is that kid billy transforms into an adult Woman superhero and is like. what's up with that.#hey wizard. why'd you make me a girl.#and the wizard's like. dead. so isn't able to explain.#and later on kid finds out that the powers transforms you into the idealized version of your self in your heart#and for this kid its a cool and strong lady#cue a lot of weird identity shit and name changes and struggles with self image and being like#''am i trans bc of being the captain or is the captain a woman because i'm trans. is this something i want or do i just feel obligate to.''#eventually big moment of self discovery and she comes out as a woman and changes her name to mary#maybe when she fully comes out she transforms by saying mary instead of shazam as a fun like. ''say my name'' to ''say YOUR name'' reversal#as a symbolic moment of oh. that's me :)#idk. i'm spitballin
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kind of unfortunate that so many fantasy epics are also war novels because i will be honest i just do not like war novels that much... the grand clashing of forces is compelling obviously but it requires characters to talk about so much practical battle strategy and while i can get my brain to comprehend all these fantasy maps and kingdoms and borders and battalions and front lines and army movements it takes up. so much space in the book. feels like i'm fighting a war of my own trying to get through it sometimes
#this is about the witcher books rn but also about book four of the inheritance cycle#roran is hot and i like seeing him with his hammer and his dedication and love for his wife!#also i am here for dragons and it is kind of a major tonal shift watching this man try to navigate becoming a military general!#like i'll learn all the names of the witcher kings and queens and learn where their provinces are and which towns are in which kingdom#and who borders what and where and how all those political machinations work. it's important to the plot.#damn it's a lot of names though#meve is the queen of lyria and rivia is in lyria. this much i know. because she is the only queen.#completely irrelevant information most of the time.#cintra is north of nilfgaard. nilfgaard is south of fucking everything.#cintra is like? middle of the map i think? there are other southern territories that got conquered by nilfgaard before cintra fell#other southern places. um. toussaint. i know this because this location is often referenced in fanfictions about aiden thewitcher#my favorite character that does not actually appear anywhere in canon aiden thewitcher#man i'm thinking about him again... fucking miss him... (<— guy who never met that guy to begin with)#anyway. what other witcher politics do i know. i can keep the wizard politics pretty clear in my mind.#total fucking lie i just realized i've been picturing stregobor instead of vilgefortz all through the last half of blood of elves#whateverrrrrrr i'll figure it out... this is why i can't pick things up this much later. i'm not restarting this reread though#other kings. suddenly all their names are gone. demawend? he is not very important rn i don't think.#vizimir. of. redania? perchance?#yes. because i think he's who dijkstra works for. and phillipa eilhart. i think that's the redania crew.#there's the king who is caught up in. incest. foltest. that's that guy's name. fuck if i know what kingdom. triss worked with him i think#oxenfurt is an independent city-state in my mind i don't think that's actually true though#just reread the story where geralt is delivering a message for the kings that border brokilon but could not tell you for the life of me#which kings and kingdoms those actually are. nor who ciri was supposed to marry there#anyway point is. man. War Novel#lord of the rings counts for this too btw. if i have to calculate the numbers for the armies it is a war novel to me#valentine notes#witcher reread
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He gave me his dark, otter stare.
#I showed this to my mum#asked if they looked more like a man or a woman#she said she was going to say a woman but she wasn't sure#she said surely they look like a person who has gone through a lot in life#I thought about Estraven while I painted#so I'm going to tag it with him.#the left hand of darkness#therem harth rem ir estraven#bayta rem ir dax
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MAN I'm seriously so sad about season 2. Bc I wish act 2 had the same emotional impact on me as it appears to have on so many others. But rn I'm just somewhere between unable to care and actively annoyed by some of those writing decisions. Seriously the more I think about it the less I like it.
#act 3 come through please 🙏#I don't think it can salvage some of the things I have contentions with but still... please...#don't ask me about the silco vander flashback with jinxs + vis mom#or the bizzare choice to do so much of the storytelling through this weird music video format they've got going on#completely stripping it of the weight these plot beats could've had if they were... normal scenes#and also missing the point of how the music was used in season 1 and what made it so effective#bc it was complementary to instead of replacing the storytelling#seriously don't ask me about these things I will spontaneously implode on the spot#whyyyyy would they recontextualize season 1 like this with that flashback#to me it kind of ruins the character dynamics and themes in s1. it just makes me so sad you have no idea#also what even are they doing with Jinx rn for real#aaarghhhh just... so many things that are making me scratch my head#also I'm so terribly sorry but I could not care less about Isha sorry lol#like i get that its sad conceptually but she was such a non-character that i struggle to feel impacted at all#same with sky tbh. i thought her role in s1 was alright but there is so much emotional weight put on her now#in terms of her relationship to Viktor but that was barely established so it's weird to have her around#and clearly you're supposed to care but they haven't given me much reason to#isha and sky were non-characters just there to die to further the development of other characters#they didn't really have anything going on on their own and that's just a type of character and plot device that does nothing for me#also i thought the war between zaun and piltover + internal struggles in zaun bc silcos gone would be the main focus#but that stuff seems so sidetracked rn#also sorry i dont like what they did with vander and warwick either. that man should've stayed dead lol#it honestly just makes his death feel less impactful and i dont know what this is supposed to do for the story or the themes???#that just feels like a pointless plotline that is taking up time that could've been spent on other things#i just... i could go on like this for a while like there are so many things that just puzzle me#it's so weird considering how tight and thematically consistent season 1 was#let's see where act 3 goes but... i kinda have a bad feeling about it ngl#obv im glad others are enjoying it and this is just my opinion! also a lot of this are probs just my personal tastes anyway#arcane spoilers
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GIRL. WHAT DO YOU MEAN.
#WHY did they decide to have her not have gone through the pon farr before?????#I'm guessing so it ''makes sense'' why she isn't married + 'first times' having a lot of importance in our culture#'Trip was her first tiiime <3' and such#But in MY head???? it's Because of the HRT#T'Pol#T'Pol: -never thought she'd go through the pon farr after starting HRT- This can't be happening.#I heavily prefer it when both male and female vulcans go through the pon farr#BUT....on the other hand....I love trans T'Pol#both things equally true#also T'Pol has sex with Trip without marrying him so she could have 100% just had sex with some other guy in the years before#and you know what? she should have#-SLAMS FIST ON TABLE- let her fuck!! she's in her 60's!!!!#most Vulcans seem to go through the pon farr in their 30's!!
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THEM THEM THEM!!!
I love these two so much guys, they are my two comfort ocs if that wasn't obvious LKJSDJGALK
Grey, being an electric elemental that has little to no control over her powers, tends to spark whenever she's experiencing extreme emotions- like she'll spark when she's anxious or stressed the hell out but she'll also spark like CRAZY when she's flustered LKAJSD;GJLK and she LOVES her girlfriend DKJSLFA;
Blue is not overly affectionate? Her viewpoint on relationships are kinda HM. She's affectionate in her own way, yea? yea. Nodding. But a thing she does do sometimes is like brush up against Grey when she's walking by? Like a cat is the best way to explain it, (but its not like a cat at the same time, thats just the best example. If you've ever seen wolves those guys will be like standing DIRECTLY next their buddies like they are always bundled up or touching- so its more those vibes, but people are more familiar with cats LKAJSDG; Blue is very much not like a cat, not at all) It's an affectionate greeting Grey LOVES IT.
#These guys will have their ups and downs but they do have a lot of soft moments#and jesus man- with the shit Blue has gone through- WITH RELATIONSHIPS ESPECIALLY- she deserves some soft shit#they make me so happy I LOVE THEM#Blue#Grey#ocs#The Fallen#blueart#digital art
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Having Jasnah Kholin thoughts
Specifically, like, if the way Trish is reading the implications of her childhood "lunacy" is correct, that her family forcefully institutionalized her as a child, and what impact that had on her
She plays her cards so close to her chest, she doesn't trust easily, yet she loves fiercely
Based on her narration, her takeaway from the trauma (or, more likely, a takeaway from the trauma) was that the people she loved could still hurt her, even withour meaning it
How much of this was Gavilar, and how much was Navani? Did this have reverberations through the family to Renarin, the other neurospicy Kholin who likes to keep secrets?
Trish doesn't know, just... big feelings
#stormlight archive#jasnah kholin#renarin kholin#a lot of the feelings are rapped up with#like real world people being institutionalized#both like from reading a lot in disability spaces about it#and hearing the personal stories of those who have gone through it#really do hope it's gonna go in that direction#also uhhhh hidden in the tags hit take#jasnah is autistic and that's specifically why she was put away#she's just better at masking now
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Me, sitting back watching Lenore finally stop putting up with Annabel Lee's bullshit:

#I've seen a lot of people really mad about anyone who doesnt like Annabelle#and i would just like to state for the record that it isnt that i dont appreciate her as a character#or understand what she's gone through#i just#do not like her or how she treats Lenore#and yes#if she was a man i would feel the same way#for everyone who seems to think it has something to do with her being a woman#nevermore#nevermore webtoon#annabel lee whitlock#annabel lee nevermore#lenore nevermore#lenore vandernacht
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Me: Carmen seems to be strong. Also me: Because she's strong, I guess I should... *opens documents* WRITE SOME ANGSTY FANFICTION ABOUT TRAUMA AND SUCH AND SOME BEHIND THE SCENES THINGS
#carmen sandiego#carmen sandeigo 2019#carmen sandeigo netflix#carmen sandeigo#carmen sandiego 2019#sorry shadowsan#im torturing your adopted daughter#she cried a lot#went through physical pain#gone through trauma#and somehow lived#this is related to my sickfic post#im still working on it#in the name of angst
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and I love you so much, I’m going to let you kill me
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A little edit in honour of me destroying the relationship between these two in my fic
#like i’ve said before on this blog i don’t ship rapple#but their weird toxic codependent friendship has enraptured me from the get go#they never match each others freak but that’s the point and it’s wonderful#ever after high#eah#rapple#< tagging cause this technically is a rapple edit and i love their shippers regardless of my personal beliefs#raven queen#apple white#eah edit#idk something about relationships so fundamental to the narrative that the story would fall apart without them#something something these two never once agreeing and that being their downfall but also what ties them together#and you have to wonder if their mothers felt something similar when they were young#if raven could have ended like her mother if she had gone through with signing the book the first time and the story would play out#in a loop forever#but she broke the cycle and might have actually saved her friendship w apple by doing so#idk i think abt it a lot#writing these two has been… an experience
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My sweet Southern belle wench, Minnow. I poured a lot into this and idk why because it's...a ref sheet lmao [ more info ] || [ playlist ]
#fallout#fallout oc#fallout fandom#pls give her some love this whole thing was a pain in the ass#oc: minnow#not me making another ref for her after spending ages on the last one RIP#i kept the layout though#but she's gone through a LOT of development in my mind#fallout ghoul#ocs#artists on tumblr#my art
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