#she'll mellow out eventually

[cxncrie-a]

@mothvalentino Cont. from Here.

" Oh fuck me. " 

   She'd rather not be here, it was a simple mistake really, just attempting to pass through and of course, in all her luck she's ended up crossing an Overlord. Fine, whatever, she'll at least pay for a new drink. 

" Just order and I'll pay for it. I'm not sticking around any longer than I have to. "

[acoldsovereign]

{{ Also, before I confuse anyone because I can sense an anon coming on-

Maiz is not ashamed or embarrassed of what she did to gain Trunks' attention. She is mortified (hiding her face in her hands) because she is compelled to be Vulnerable™ and that is a big Ick for her, even at that stage of their relationship where she doesn't exactly qualify as a tyrant/dictator anymore. She is uncomfortable because she's never, EVER, ever told Trunks why she did any of those things nor has she been THAT candid about how she felt about him and how exactly those feelings turned into fondness into (a sick, twisted yet genuine form of) love. It is the equivalent of telling your crush you like them and they say they like you back but then they ask you WHY you like them and you're shitting your pants because you didn't expect to be put on the spot like that.

Unfortunately I am a cruel, sadistic God and I don't care, get uncomfy so you can grow, NERD

[busybecomingbones]

kenji sato x reader 1.3k words

You ignore it the first handful of times. The way Kenji's eyes flicker over to his father every couple of minutes. Between running bases with Emi or pitching her the ball, he'd glance over and look away just as quickly.

“It's the Grand Slam!” Ken cheers as Emi dives onto an imaginary base, “And she's safe!” He sweeps his arms, and you clap as Emi squeals happily. It's quick, and you wouldn't have noticed if you hadn't been o in tune with him but his gaze sweeps from the baby kaiju to the lawn chair Professor Sato is cheering from before swiftly snapping back.

You sidle closer to him, keeping your attention on Emi as she runs toward the lake, ready to take another swing. “You should go talk to him.”

The rocks shifting under his bare feet are the only response you get. “Ken, we couldn't have done this without him. And I think there's some things you need to unpack with him.”

You hadn't been in the room when Kenji and his dad had spoken, but you had seen the map on the wall scattered with red twine and pictures of his mom when the doors slid open. Their voices were just soft enough so you couldn't catch anything as you'd watched from the engawa as Emi chased Mina around the yard but when they emerged minutes later, the air around them was warm and mellow—no longer tainted by the sharp sparks of tension and anxiety that usually followed them when they were together.

Ken sighs, and the rocks shift again.

“Kenji?”

His hand falls on your shoulder when you turn to face him. It's probably only for a moment, but distantly, you worry about how long your eyes stay glued to him. The cool tones of the moonlight wash over the planes of his face and catch in his pale eyes, making them seem as if they're glowing. You can't seem to tear your gaze away, even as his shining eyes meet yours. “I know.”

There's a soft squeeze to your shoulder, and he's turning around to head toward his father.

“It's okay, you guys just keep playing!”

You give him a little thumbs up when he sits down and try your hardest to ignore the fluttery feeling in your chest when he smiles back. Partially to distract yourself but mostly because Emi was starting to whine at how long it was taking for someone to throw her a pitch, you scoop up a baseball from the ground, and call out a loud Batter up!

Unsurprisingly, she hits it dead on, sending it careening into the mass of trees behind you.

Your and Mina’s voice meld into one as you throw your hands up and cheer.

“Home run!”

Emi runs in a wide arc, stomping the bases only she can see as she celebrates and critters happily when Mina praises her while she rounds them out. After tossing her a couple more balls, eventually, you run out. There's more in a bag leaning against the drink cooler that Kenji is sitting beside, but there's no way you'd interrupt him. The soft look he has as he looks at his dad is something you'd hate to spoil, so you leave him be.

Emi, however, seems to have other plans. Something in the sky catches her eye, and she makes a confused noise, which causes the ever attentive Kenji to perk up.

“What's wrong, girl? What're you lookin' at?”

It takes a moment for you to zero in on what Emi seems so fascinated by. Lights are moving across the dark backdrop of the sky, no bigger than pinpricks. Stepping closer to the lake's edge, you try to get a better look.

Professor Sato calls Mina over, “Scan for incoming.”

Faintly, you hear the robot beep, “My radar systems have been jammed.”

Your stomach churns, “Emi, come on honey, we gotta go.” You reach to brush your hand against her giant paw. She only squawks in response, still curiously eyeing the now red blips in the sky. Drones.

Shooting a glance in Kenji's direction, you hope she'll listen to him as his frantic voice calls her back. She whines this time, feet shaking the gravel as she stomps closer to the lake and leans over.

“Emi!” Kenji's beside you now, and the baby turns around and displays what she'd been picking up. Bunny. The gesture would have warmed your heart if you weren't being surrounded by the beady lights of the KFD's drones. “Behind you!”

Her face scrunches up in frustration and shoots a hot pink laser from her mouth, effectively destroying the robots and sending their useless husks into the lake with resounding splashes. Air pushes past your lips in a breath you didn't realize you were holding. All that training seemed to pay off.

Your relief is short lived however when Emi starts whining, dark eyes flickering to Kenji in a panic. He doesn't notice right away, so she looks to you instead. A high-pitched, anxiety-ridden cry has your heart cracking. A pulsing wave of pink emanates from within her, and she clutches a claw to her chest.

Kenji doesn't seem to notice, waving his arm desperately, “C’mon sweetie, it's time to go!”

“Emi, what's going on, honey?” You grab her elbow with both hands, running your fingers up and down as far as you can reach to try and soothe her. She cries again and looks at Kenji before collapsing. Strange pulsing vines appear from her, someone grabs your arm and pulls you away from where you're still holding onto the kaiju before the vines conglomerate into one mass and harden, enveloping Emi in a cocoon of some kind.

Slender fingers tighten around your bicep in anxiety. At the same time, Kenji yells, “Dad what's happening?”

“She's entering a pupil stage, Kenji. She's changing.”

“Changing! Changing into what!”

“Is she going to be okay?” Kenji's dad nods his head toward you.

“She'll be fine! But she's vulnerable right now. We need to get her someplace safe.”

“Firing up the jet.” Mina pipes up, and Professor Sato starts in its direction. The uneven gravel beneath his feet and his walking cane cause him to stumble as he makes his way across the beach. Instinctually, you move to help him but are stopped by the grip still around your arm. Kenji’s anxiety is palpable, if not by the firmness of his grasp on you, then by the furrow between his eyebrows or the swollen bottom lip he'd been chewing on.

“Kenji,” Your hand lands on top of his, “she'll be okay.” His clasp loosens, and you pull free but quickly slip your hand into his.

“I can't lose her.” He meets your eyes, they aren't glowing anymore.

“You won't, Ken,” with a gentle squeeze to his palm, you try your best to reaffirm him, “but we need to get her out of here, okay?”

He squeezes back and sighs, “Okay.”

You part from him with a soft smile and jog to catch up with his dad when you notice something familiar in the sky. Blazing pinpricks of red.

“Professor Sato!” A cry rips from your throat as he turns around, features stricken in panic. He yells out Kenji's name when the first shot explodes a meter away from him, sending him tumbling forward.

“Dad!”

You aren't quick enough to stop him from hitting the ground, heart in your throat when he remains still, but you do make it in time to throw your body over his smaller one. Effectively blocking him from the explosions that erupt around him but leaving you exposed. Pieces of rock are flying everywhere, and the raging fire is blistering. You think you hear Kenji scream your name, but it's drowned out by the deafening boom of a missile exploding, not a foot from you. You're out cold before you even feel the searing burn of the flames or the impact of your body being hurled onto the rocky beach.

[peaches2217]

Anyone order some Expectant Papa Mario? No? Too bad, I'm in brainrot tonight.

I'm so sorry.

Mario's the kinda guy that will drop EVERYTHING to go coo and make faces at and play with any baby that crosses his path, so it's really no surprise that he starts doing the exact same with his own kid... before she's even born.

It starts when Peach excitedly calls him into the bathroom while she's getting ready to shower one night and shows him the absolute tiniest, least noticeable bump in her abdomen, so small it took getting naked and looking at herself in profile in the mirror to even recognize it. It's been a few weeks since they got the news, but this is when it really hits both of them that Oh, there's a baby in there. And suddenly Mario's kneeling down so he can kiss and press his cheek against Peach's stomach, talking to it like whatever's within can actually hear him yet — "Look at you! Already getting so big! You keep getting big and strong for us, okie-dokie? Mwah! Mwah! Mwah!" And Peach eventually has to push him away through fits of laughter because that area is way too ticklish for all that kissing. The nightly ritual of Storytime (amended to Daddy-Daughter Storytime when finding out they're having a girl some months later) begins the following evening and is religiously observed to the day of her birth.

The first time he feels their daughter kick, it's in response to Peach's voice. Mario spends the next several nights with his head against Peach's chest and his hand on her belly, singing lullabies and telling their baby all sorts of stories, jumping back and forth between English and Italian, trying to see what will get her to react to his voice. But Peach's voice is the only one to get a response out of her for a while, leading Mario to, of all things, start making bribes. He'll get her a whole stable of Yoshis, she'll never have to so much as touch a vegetable if she doesn't want, he'll have an entire castle built from scratch just for her, and all she has to do is kick his palm, right now. Peach tries to offer suggestions for his bribes, but he dramatically shushes her if she speaks any louder than a whisper. The offers are only valid if she kicks for him and him alone!

One such night, after much giggling between the couple but little success, Mario gives up for the evening, assuring his little albicoccetta that he'll spoil her no matter how stubborn she insists on being. "Papà ti vuole tanto bene," he tells her. And then he feels a nudge against his hand, just as he finishes speaking. He proceeds to tell her this exact phrase every night before bed for the rest of his natural life.

The bribes make a return as Peach enters her third trimester and their little girl's nighttime activities prevent her from getting a decent night's rest. It's annoying, yes, but still those nights always feel worth it; whether it's at 10 PM or 3 AM, Mario will get her a warm drink, help her get comfortable again, and proceed to offer impractical material riches to their baby in exchange for settling down for the night. Sometimes that's enough, and he'll ask Peach to remind him to add everything he's offered tonight to their ever-growing imaginary list of things they're obligated to give their child once she's born. Other nights, just hearing his voice won't calm her down, or Peach will be sincerely uncomfortable to the point of pain, or they'll both be too tired to keep up the comical charade, so he'll just hold his wife close and hum songs or mutter half-awake nothings to soothe both of his girls.

(One night in particular, he tries the gentler approach of kissing her belly and asking their baby nicely if she'll consider mellowing out. The resulting kick to the face is shockingly strong, enough that it actually kind of hurts; he and Peach just stare at each other in dumbfounded shock for a moment before collapsing into laughter. "Rude!" he chastises, wagging his finger at her stomach. "You're grounded! You're not allowed to leave your room for the next two months, capito?")

Mario's in an absolute panic by the time he reaches Peach's bedside, berating himself for leaving her side for even a SECOND, asking her how she's managing the pain, reminding her to breathe, he's here, he'll see her through this — but her water just broke like ten minutes ago and the contractions are easily manageable, so if anyone needs all that attention and comfort, it's him. After assuring him that she's alright, Peach takes his hand and presses it to her belly, where he quickly feels a feeble kick. "She's saying she can't wait to meet you," she tells Mario, and yeah, that's enough to calm him down for now. "You be good for Mama," he answers back with a cheeky grin. "Don't give her too much trouble, alrighty?"

The request ultimately goes unheeded, because it's another ten hours before it's over, and it's almost surreal to think something that small could cause so much agony. Half a day's worth of tension and fear and helplessness comes crashing down watching their daughter take her first breaths against Peach's chest, hearing her first tiny cries, and the rush of all these huge and conflicting feelings makes Mario's legs feel weak. "Combinaguai!" he finds himself saying, hovering a hand nearby but not quite close enough to touch her. She looks so fragile. "What did I say? 'Don't give Mama too much trouble!' That was a lot of trouble!" His teasing makes Peach laugh, and hearing that carefree laugh after she's endured so much suffering brings him so much relief that his throat closes up, and suddenly he can't say anything else.

"Hey," he manages a short time later, cradling his daughter for the first time while nurses see to Peach. She looks even smaller all swaddled and clean, fast asleep in his arms, and for the first time since he began talking to her, he's at a complete loss for words. That is, until she stirs at his timid greeting, blinking up at him with drowsy topaz eyes. Peach's eyes. And suddenly Mario has everything to say. There's so much he wants to tell her, so many promises he wants to make, so many stories he wants to recount, so many jokes he wants to crack, and he wants to do it all right now. But he doesn't even know where to begin. So, for the time being, he tells her the one thing his exhausted brain can actually put into words right now, choked between joyful tears and the heaviest, most overwhelming affection he's ever felt in his life:

"Ti voglio bene. Ti voglio bene. Papà ti vuole tanto bene."

[heeseung64]

PERSPECTIVE

𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘬𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘬.

SERIES, SMAU, ENEMIES ??TO LOVERS, MUTUAL FRIENDS, MUTUAL PINING, COMEDY, ANGST, SLOW BURN. MDNI.

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19. ON MY WAY! ..MDNI.

(VERY LONG) written part below <3

sunghoon without hesitation envelopes y/n with a hug as she welcomes him through the door. absolutely tumbled by his mass, she finds herself pinned by his arms, with his eyes a little red and cheeks, a little stained.

"hoon.." she cooes, bringing a hand to his cheek only for him to look away. she understands his fragile appearance, daring not to address his vulnerable manner, but she couldn't stop looking at how red his ears got the moment he walked in.

"c-can i have water?" he stutters again, a habit when he's flustered. "of course, let me." y/n offers, pushing him off as she quickly gestures him to the mini table. "blue!" y/n whistles as she calls for her cat, giving the mellow guy some company as she fills up his cup.

"can i stay the night?" sunghoon blurts, fidgeting with his fingers as he watches her walk towards him with cups. y/n freezes as she places down his drink, looking at his eyes which were full of plea. she tilts her head in confusion, ears red. "i? um- i mean, yes but, explain?" she stutters, sitting down next to him as he gulps the water down.

"my father, he keeps trying to send people to put me back in that firm. i don't want to go, but he keeps insisting- for a better family image of course." he breathes, looking down as blue stretches on his lap.

"i told him i don't want to. i want to continue my career in skating. i've done it since i was child, only stopped a few years back- but my coach, my teachers- the guys, and you," he pauses, looking at y/n, "you would support me."

y/n smiles, resonating with his words. "y'know, my family doesn't support me either. that's why they always make up excuses not to see me." she sighs, "i guess that's why when i'm on the ice- i feel as if i need to show them how good i really am. i want to-"

"prove them wrong?" sunghoon finishes her sentence. "who knew we were the same after all." he chuckles, to which y/n playfully elbows him. "that's what i've been trying to tell you but, i guess you were just too jealous of me back then." she huffs, making him burst into a laugh. "i admit, i was super obsessed." he replies,

"and it drove me crazy at one point."

. . . ?

"how so?" y/n tilts her head. sunghoon shakes his head. sunghoon's eyes avert away, fingers cold as he stutters. "no, i don't wanna say." he rejects, to which y/n eventually poked his sides for an answer, "tell me, or ill try and force the answer out!" y/n groans. sunghoon watches her frustration, labelling it under the same attitude as her cat.

"do it. try and force it out." sunghoon smirks, "you wouldn't." he says as he takes off his blazer, sitting on the couch- admiring the city night view of her apartment.

y/n always found that cocky smirk of his so aggravating, but after seeing how egotistic he's willing to be- y/n wants to be break it all down, push his limits of embarrassment. at this point, y/n doesn't need an answer, she'll just drive him crazy in her own way.

y/n stands in his way, looking down as she grabs his white collar by her fingertips, her legs pinning him down. she hovers over his lap as she snakes both of her hands to his hot cheeks.

sunghoon couldn't help but look at her expression, so confident and alluring, and the way she had him caged by her limbs made his heart pounce out his chest. sunghoon is absolutely surprised by this sudden movement, and he can't deny how much he's enjoying it. y/n couldn't believe what she's doing, but it felt great to talk back to his pride every once in a while.

"even if i did this, you wouldn't tell me?" y/n purrs, almost whispering her words out, breathing it on his neck. sunghoon was speechless, ears red, cheeks too, his lips quivering as his neck tickled from her breath.

"never." was all he could say, with a broken smile. at this point y/n was on top of him, hands snaked on his shoulders as he stares up at her as her hair droops down on their sides. "park sunghoon." she calls, and he looks at her eyes that were filled with determination. "tell me how obsessed you are," she pleads, her lips moving closer to his ears again, "or, it's better if you show me." and all he could do was smile, a shit-eating grin on his face.

sunghoon has always been prideful man, but a horny one? that was rare. too vulnerable. too, risky. but for her? the y/n? the one he thinks about?

sunghoon heard those last few words and caged her with his arms, carrying her to her room- slamming the door as he plops her down with one arm.

his knee was forcefully wedged in between her thighs as he smashes his lips against her neck. "you wanna know so bad, huh?" he grunts as he peppers her all over. "those nights, alone-" he whispers through her silent moans, her hands gripping his arms as he continues to move on top.

"stressed and mad that your 'friends' were with you, holding you, posting you-" he groans, bringing his hand to squeeze y/n's hips, snaking his hands under her shirt and pants. "you even gave them nicknames?" he spat, shaking his head as he tugs on her clothes. "you started to know i only like it when you call me."

"i wanted you so bad, i fought the urge every night to do it." he furrows his brows, looking at her hazy eyes. y/n felt the heat pool around her, she was full of slick and she knew. she knew what she was doing to provoke him when he was away. and she knew that sunghoon knew.

"don't be shy with me now, princess." he grabs her hips closer to his. he unbuckles his belt with one hand, as he caresses her chin with the other. "i've trained and worked with you for so long, i know your body well."

y/n could only lowly grin, whispering a series of cooes as he kisses her slowly. his kisses distract her with the stretch of her insides, and y/n had to admit she never felt this size. she was surprised with how soft he handled her despite his sharp tongue.

"so tight." he whimpers as he gracefully holds onto her sides, admiring the view. "you want more?" he asks, "don't be shy."

"i told you already, hoon." she arcs herself, presenting her dimly lit body under him. "show me."

sunghoon smirked, pushing himself all the way in. y/n moans, arching back as he continues to thrust deeper, and deeper.

"want you so bad, 'need you s'bad." was all he could muster, silencing her words with more kisses. he fucked her hard; so much that they kept reaching their high so they opted for more positions, and eventually sunghoon made her face the mirror. y/n could only whimper by his touch, and that response made him know it was okay.

"don't fucking ask me this again." as he thrusts deeply again, making y/n close. "hoon-" "i know, im also gonna-" "in me, please-" their breaths hitch as he releases, relieved to know that she could take it in without consequences.

the night was nowhere near young anymore, and the two were out of breath- washed up and lounging on the bed with sunghoon only in sweatpants and y/n in her undergarments pulling the sheets over eachother. "was i too harsh, baby?" he looks at the marks on y/n's hips and waist, only for y/n to crack a smile. "maybe, but it felt good.. way too good." her tone sleepy, pulling herself closer to his body.

sunghoon wrapped his arms around her, kissing her forehead as he rubs his thumb around on her back. "i love you." was all he could muster as he whispers to her, watching her drift away in his arms. his core becomes warm, and his demeanour changes, softening- and he smiles, snuggling into her hair.

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[animeyanderelover]

Tsukinami brothers and Cordelia Sakamaki fell in love with a human maid girl. ♥

I love your blog and youu <3

Let's be real, none of them would make good lovers.

Tw: Yandere themes, toxic relationship, power imbalance, possessive behavior, obsession, delusional thoughts, abuse, clinginess, mocking, humiliation, bullying, sadism, isolation, abduction

Human maid

Cordelia Sakamaki

🟣​As the only human in the Sakamaki estate, you have hell waiting for you since you're constantly either bullied, ignored or disrespected. Even some of the children there treat you rudely but you can't do anything against it. Cordelia is by far the scariest of all of them though as you notice that even the other vampire mothers are afraid of her. You fully understand why as you have been the one to receive her wrath and discontent. So you learn to keep your head low, never speak up against her and silently take everything if she lashes out on you. You make it your job to observe her and know what she wants without realizing that it is this very submissive dedication that manages to catch her eyes. It's been a while since she has had someone paying that much attention to her and listening to her every demand as at one point you can tell what she wants from you without actually having to talk to you. She still sees you as a pathetic, little thing but your effort to please her flatters her as you slowly upgrade to her pathetic yet adorable thing.

🟣​And just like that you become her own personal maid who she expects to cater to her every need. Bellatrix and Christa start avoiding you out of fear to be bullied by Cordelia and if you even do as much as offer anyone else in the mansion your service, Cordelia punishes you. She's verbally and physically very abusive if you shouldn't act like she wants you to. You have scars and bruises all over your skin on such days, dizzy from the amount of blood she consumed painfully from you. She always says cruelly in such moments that you should be glad that she even pays attention to you at all and could easily kill you if she wanted to. Behave! Behave like a mellow and obedient doll and you won't get the worst of her. Follow her always around with your head bowed, only listen to her and she'll be a bit better. Sit perfectly still when she dolls you up with dresses, make-up and jewels as she tells you in a sweeter tone that you need to look presentable when you are with her and don't flinch when her fingers caress the lines of your face gently. Be perfect for her.

Carla Tsukinami

🔮​Carla barely acknowledges you at first but you prefer that over Shin's taunting behavior. As long as you do your job, Carla doesn't care for your presence a lot. You don't even know what it is that eventually causes his golden eyes to be more drawn to you yet you notice it almost instantly. How his piercing orbs scrutinize your every move all of a sudden as you act as submissive and loyal as you are supposed to as a maid. It scares you but when he one day saves you from Shin who was just about to suck your blood again, you're too grateful to think much about it at first. From that day on he lets you spend a lot more time with him in his office where Shin isn't really allowed. He graciously takes care of your wounds as he bandages them and rubs ointment on all scars and open wounds. You're still grateful and thank him multiple times for his kindness to help you, although when you look up you can't help but shiver whilst looking into his eyes who seemingly drill into your soul as he takes in your form, your scent, those innocent and anxious eyes looking into his own.

🔮​Suddenly you aren't allowed to leave his chambers anymore and whilst you initially assume that he just doesn't want you to run into Shin again, the possessive and hungry light in his eyes tells you another story. His presence all of a sudden dangerous and suffocating as he tells you once to head back into his room and you do as he tells you, your body so terrified that it's moving on his own. You are safe from Shin from now on but you have gone from one hell into another hell as you soon come to realize. You're punished for the slightest sign of disrespect as Carla doesn't tolerate any sign of rebellious attitude and so you spend days without food and water in a cold cell, chained to the wall and at the mercy of whatever Carla has in store for you. It's such a stark contrast to when you're instead cuddled up in his arms in his private chambers and he shares his knowledge of the world in a low tone with you. You fear the Carla who hurts you and acts so coldly towards you and do your best to please him so that you only see the gentler side of him. Slowly but surely, you break for him. And that is exactly Carla's plan.

Shin Tsukinami

🐺​Shin makes his disrespect for you blatant as he sees you as little more than a plaything when you first arrive. You're a human after all, know your place. He doesn't let you do your tasks properly as he ruins your work for you. He pushes you around, bullies you, abuses you sexually, scares you and gives you a bright grin when he sees you breaking down in tears before he suddenly grabs your arm and yanks you up, demanding you to clean the mess he just created and prepare something for him. There is never a day where he doesn't give you a break as he is delighted to see your tears, although he also appreciates a bit of sass since it'll make it only more amusing to break you. He is a living nightmare and it is highly likely that you won't even notice that he has developed something for you because he acts exactly the same. He still sees you as a lesser being and you always will be. In fact he seems to be even more persistent now and you initially assume he just wants to torment you more.

🐺​Until one day, he stops. He stops abusing you as badly. Sure, he is still acting like the worst dick you've ever met but there isn't as much abuse anymore. Instead he's clingy and whiny as he yanks you away from your tasks and insists that you spend more time with him. Then the next morning, he's acting like you expect him to act. He suddenly switches back and forth between clingy and entitled to sadistic and psychopathic. You can not predict him anymore as he can seemingly switch from one mood to another within a single second and it makes you paranoid beyond belief. He's unpredictable so you can't even adapt your behavior in hopes of never eliciting his bad side out of him because your own behavior never dictates his actions. It's his own mood and what he is feeling at the moment and you can not influence that. You are adorable like this though as you constantly walk on eggshells around him. You flinch when he wraps his arms around you from behind, his hot breath fanning your neck as you can only wait if he'll bite you painfully or instead just place a kiss on your neck.

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@storm-ismyusername

1 - How does 60sMindbreak!Vox condition different from regular RAM? (Can he remember specific events? Is he less scatterbrained and distractible? Does he break less things while at the hotel?)

Vox would probably be significantly more mellow than his main RAM counterpart. He's still distractible, high-energy, and struggles with short-term memory, but he's far more stable. There's not a 50 year gap in his memory, he doesn't have the trauma of the torture or his confinement to grapple with, and he's more or less acclimated to the way his mind works now. No one's afraid that he's going to suddenly fall apart for no clear reason and set the building on fire in this verse– he's just Alastor's offbeat, old-fashioned friend/lackey who probably shouldn't be left alone for long periods of time.

2 - Since Alastor broke Vox before he became an Overlord does he have less powers/is weaker than regular RAM?

It's sort of a weird situation. They're equal in terms of power level since neither has any active contracts anymore, but their levels of experience are difference. Main RAM Vox had become very adept at using his powers before the broadcast, after which he lost control over them, although there's still a bit of "muscle memory" there. 60s Vox never had those years of refining his powers, but he isn't starting from scratch like main Vox is. Not sure who would be more powerful since it's not exactly clearcut.

3 - How is Vox's relationship with Velvette different from canon? How is Valentino's relationship with Velvette different from canon?

My interpretation of canon Vox and Vel's relationship is that he's her mentor. He respects her abilities, but still can be a bit condescending to her. Velvette sees him as old (despite his best efforts) and kind of cringey, but she also recognizes that he's incredibly clever and his advice is worthwhile. For Valentino and Velvette, I think Valentino's opinion of Velvette changes with his mood. Sometimes he thinks she's cool and fun, other times she's a spoiled bitch who needs to get off her high horse. Velvette repeats Valentino as an overlord, but not as a person. His temper tantrums are ridiculous and she's not sure why Vox puts up with him– the sex must really be that good. However, Vel's not one to turn down partying with someone just because they're a pain to deal with sometimes. Her and Val can totally get along, so long as he's not stepping on her toes.

In this AU, Vox isn't as self-impressed as he is in the main verse, so he sees Velvette as more of a friend than someone whose raw potential he needs to mold. He might still have his quasi-paternal moments, but he mostly talks to her as an equal. Valentino tries to shut her out at first, but as time goes on, he realizes how fun and clever she can be and starts opening up to her a bit. Velvette starts off her character arc thinking that Vox is a freak and Valentino is a miserable shit. She ends it feeling like she's finally found her people. Yeah, they're freaks, but they're her freaks. She doesn't want to part ways with them; maybe if all this redemption shit doesn't work out and they all break free of their masters, they could be a team.

4 - What does Velvette think of Charlie, Vaggie, Sir Pentious (if he's still there), and Alastor? What does Valentino think of Charlie, Vaggie, Sir Pentious (if he's still there)?

Velvette's giving "sullen teenager" during her first month or so at the hotel. Like mainverse Angel, she doesn't take any of the redemption exercises seriously and can be kind of a bitch to deal with. Her and Vaggie clash a lot because of her attitude. Charlie is endlessly patient with her and thinks that once she can get her to open up, she'll buy in. Velvette bullies Pentious if he's around. Eventually, Velvette starts to chill out and becomes a bit softer with the OG hazbins.

Valentino is also hard to deal with. He's moody, thinks Charlie's mission is laughable, and is prone to making deeply cutting sarcastic remarks. His relationships with the original cast are similar to Velvette's, being mostly antagonistic until they start growing on him a bit. It takes longer for him to come around than Velvette, though.

5 - What would Velvette's reaction to seeing Mindbreak Niffty scuttling around the hotel? (Such a contrast to the cutthroat woman she worked under.

It makes Velvette's hair stand on end. She may not have liked Niffty, but this is just scary, seeing her turned inside out like this. Velvette was already leery of Alastor, but now she's actually afraid of him.

6 - What would Valentinos react to seeing Mindbreak Niffty so helpless? Would he try to hurt her (but she would like the pain) or has he grown enough of a conscience to just ignore her instead?

I'm not confident enough in my characterization of Valentino to say. We could meet in the middle and say he does something to hurt her as revenge, she reacts positively, and he's freaked out, deciding it's not worth it.

7 - Would Niffty and Vox's relationship be slightly different?

Depends on how malleable Vox's grasp on reality is. He could forget that she used to be Velvette's boss/accept Alastor's claim that Everything's Fine, She's Part Of The Team Now and start treating her like a friend, or he could be a bit more hesitant.

1 - Velvette and Valentino making fun of Alastor's stupid haircut while Vox tries (and fails) to defend it. (He secretly thinks it looks stupid too).

Valentino and Velvette are high school mean girls and Vox is trying not to give in to peer pressure (but there's a mean girl deep down inside him too, just waiting to come out).

2 - Thinking about when Vaggie flung the Hotel residents into a literal war zone. Velvette doesn't know how to fight! She was a regular teenager before dying and was snatched up by Niffty quickly after arriving in Hell so never learned to fend for herself. I can see Velvette completely freaking the entire time, potentially using Sir Pentious as a (in)human shield, and relying entirely on Valentino and Vox to not be brutally maimed or worse. This would probably be the moment Velvette became actual friends with Valentino and Vox. (Also when she realized how dangerous Vox truly is when he electrocutes an entire block. (Vaggie just assumed Velvette could fight and is horrified when she learns she threw a non combatant in the middle of a literal war zone. She would definitely apologize afterwards.)

Velvette probably has some self-defense skills, but not enough to hold her own in the Doomsday District. She definitely would try to use Pentious as a meat shield and is lowkey in awe when Valentino and Vox suddenly reveal themselves as highly competent fighters. Vaggie might've been too preoccupied with her musical number to notice that Velvette wasn't fully participating in the fight (until Val gave her one of his guns, that is).

3- After Vaggie finds out how Alastor maims Valentino including removing and selling his wings) she tries to reach out to him. At first Valentino pushes her away and lashes out, thinking it's pity when really it's empathy. Vaggie finally managed to break through his shell when she hand sewed him an eyepatch. After that he doesn't completely push her away and they start to become kinda-sorta-almost friends, eventually.

Vaggie and Val, the two most prickly people in the hotel, making nice. Charlie would be proud if she wan't preoccupied with the "Alastor's been abusing my friends" realization.

4- I think Valentino's eyesight looks like this:

Don't know enough about low vision to dispute this. He probably has depth perception issues given how he's missing an eye.

5 - Husk, Niffty, and Angel Dust are nicknamed The Glamours~ by regular Sinners because of their glamorous looking lifestyles and how much time they spend together.

Cool

6 - Alastor's a lot softer with Vox than in regular RAM He's a 1-3 out of 10 on maliciousness, breaking Vox was a complete accident and he tries his best to be kind to him. (Still a monster to Valentino though.)

That would be interesting, and has the potential to be kind of sweet in a messed up way. Alastor might've taken what happened with Vox as a lesson: don't be reckless with your powers and don't act out of anger. He ended up breaking his friend because he got too caught up in their fight and tried something rash. It'd make him even more infuriating to deal with from Valentino's perspective though. Alastor maintains that he's not hurting him out of spite (well, not entirely), he's just doing what's necessary to correct him. Valentino thinks that's a crock of shit, but if he says so, he's putting himself in danger.

60s Swap: Valentino experiencing phantom pains from his missing wings (and arm).

Mental image of Vox and Val sitting together quietly as Val "flexes" his missing arm. Vox doesn't know what to say or do, so he just decides to be there with him.

60s Swap: Velvette takes Angel Dust's role where would she take the group in episode 3?

Velvette probably wouldn't volunteer a location, she just sits there making snide comments until Vaggie snaps and tells her that if she's so smart, why doesn't she pick the trust exercise? Velvette takes them to the mall. The exercise is "trust me with your credit cards." Vaggie wants to throttle her but– shit, where did Vox go?

What would Velvette, Vox, and Valentino think of Lucifer and vice versa?

Vox is excited to meet royalty and tries to schmooze with him (the effect is slightly ruined by the fact that Vox is talking so fast that Lucifer thinks he's on coke). Valentino doesn't really give a fuck, but enjoys watching him and Alastor bicker. Velvette's curious at first, thinking Lucifer is going to be some cool, cunning anti-hero, and is lowkey disappointed when he turns out to be just some cringey dad. His and Charlie's reconciliation may have touched her just a tiny bit, though.

[moncharrow]

the few truths on the seven seas

a/n: back with a pirate AU!ellie lets gooo. i wanted to provide some fluff because i've seen some people asking for it :D

content/warnings: 1.4k words, sfw, gn reader, fluff, slight angst/yearning, mentions of pirate violence, kinda historical (?), innuendo, r gives ellie a massage but nothing happens lol

While wayfaring the vast seas, there are few truths. Pirates, by nature, are underhanded beasts with no integrity, taking every chance they can to scramble ahead, pulling you under the waves if the opportunity arises; Debaucherous lowlifes operating with the highest level of chicanery despite being, for the most part, bumbling idiots. If one makes the mistake of trusting a pirate, it may prove to be fatal. You know this all too well.

There are few truths. Sleep with one eye open- never lay on your side, or you'll be stabbed in the back. Know that you have allies, but understand you have no friends. Keep your allies close, but your enemies closer. Everyone operates under the same assumption- "everyone is out to get me," and they're right. The second someone becomes comfortable on their ship is the perfect circumstance for mutiny.

There are few truths. The key word is few. Despite pirates holding nary a thing precious, there is an unspoken understanding amongst all who traverse the waters around Jackson Island.

Captain Williams is the Lord of the Ocean, the Scourge of the Seven Seas.

Her ferocity and strength know no bounds. How else could she have risen to such an infamous position? She pushed down the part of her that felt... anything... the moment she stepped off the dock and gained her sea legs. When the Captain struts into a tavern she holds her head high, sneering as even the most revered pirates make way for her, trembling and cowering behind crates. She sits at the bar and orders potent rum while the bawds in dingy corners flutter their lashes at her, hiding their flush behind silken fans.

Every so often, she'll watch with a spark in her eye as the strumpets attempt to seduce her, but the Captain never gives in. The women eventually give up, coming to the conclusion that she truly was as cold-hearted as they all say.

When the Savage Starlight docks at the port and Captain Williams comes bounding down the creaky gangway, those who wish to live flee.

Except you. With a bright smile and open arms, you run toward the danger and the hands that have slain hundreds pick you up and swing you around, greeting you with a hearty laugh coming from deep within her soul.

"Evening, lass. Fancy meetin' you 'ere," she rasps in the euphonic husk that makes your head spin. Her voice is shot from yelling commands down to her crew, not the smooth, mellow voice she once had, but it's home all the same. It's not often that Captain Williams can make her way back to Jackson Island, but whenever she can, she makes it a point to visit her anchor; You.

You met as young street urchins with matted hair and sack clothing. You were the warmth the Captain had lacked back in the day and the warmth she desperately needed now. At that point, she was still just Ellie, idealistic and naive. She would take a wooden pike in a dank alley and stand tall, brandishing the stick as a cutlass. She'd scream to the high heavens about her future plunders, and as she mounted a barrel, you would be below her, sitting with wide eyes and admiring the glory that was Ellie Williams.

You had always known Ellie would grow up to be a woman of great power and you'd done everything you could to support that dream. You were all she had, and she was all you had. Your parents were long gone, you were abandoned by society, and old enough that the charity of strangers had run dry.

Ellie would snatch a loaf of bread and you'd trip the merchant she'd stolen from, the both of you bounding down the streets laughing up a storm. You'd share the food, giggling and pushing each other playfully. Sometimes, after being caught by local authorities (they couldn't hold you long anyway), you'd hear a ruckus above the dungeon and know instinctually that your foul-mouthed knight-in-shining-armor had come for you with a key and a new series of scars. (Presently, you liked to trace her scars while laying in her bed, recounting fondly your childhood together.)

It wasn't long before the bond had turned into something more- how could it not, after everything you two had been through? Playful shoving turned into bashful looks and touches that lingered suspiciously long. You were an inch away from being more than "just friends". With time, you'd discovered each others' feelings, and while the passion of being hers had never and would never subside, neither would the bittersweet feeling of having her leave every month, not knowing if or when she'd return.

Many days, you didn't know what to do with yourself, seeking her touch and warmth but knowing that she was living her dreams. Joining her was not an option, as Ellie would never put you in danger like that. She had seen too many allies slaughtered mercilessly to ever put you in the position to witness that. So you stayed on Jackson, twiddling your thumbs. Every day, without fail, you left your house to walk to work and your eyes would momentarily flicker to where the sky blended into the hues of the ocean, hoping that the mast and sails of the Savage Starlight would creep slowly over the horizon. There was some comfort in knowing that every day, you grew closer to when the Captain would return, and with her, your Ellie.

Ellie would never let the crew into her quarters when you were with her. She didn't want to be bothered, instead opting to make the most of her time with you. She adores how genuine you are. Being around pirates who could, at any moment, betray her, left a mark on her soul. She was constantly looking over her shoulder, never quite letting her guard down. But with you, she could strip herself of the Captain persona and feel safe, something she treasured beyond your understanding. She would take her shirt off and lay down in her bed, the plush mattress dipping as you followed her suit. Straddling her, you would knead your fingers into the muscle between her shoulder blades. She can hear the teasing lilt in your voice when you ask her how it feels, but she doesn't mind so long as you keep relieving her like that.

The biggest compliment Ellie gives you is when her eyes flicker shut, entering deep sleep and letting out small snores. You brush her bangs out of her face, kiss her cheek, and hold her close, admiring the subconscious smile adorning her face. You love that she feels comfortable in your presence. You won't let anything happen to her, and she knows that. Ellie usually has to be the arbiter, the guardian, but with you she is subdued. The door remains deadbolted, though, for if her crew saw her in this manner, they'd lose respect. But for a few days out of every month, you both find solace from the hardships of everyday life.

You hold her in the crook of your body, entangling yours and her limbs until you can't tell who is who. That's how she likes it- close, blended, one. Ellie can forget about the violence she's accustomed to (which, she admittedly seeks out) and lets the world fade away, instead focusing on the warmth of your body on her chilled skin.

When you wake up, she's already dressed, used to rising at daybreak. She sits in a chair with her legs spread, pants billowing around her legs, and elbows resting on her knees, covering her mouth with her hands. She rubs her face as her eyes take in the sight of you bathed in golden sunlight. Ellie hopes to save the feeling you give her, commit it to memory, or at the very least, savor it for the time being. Because, at the end of the day, there is no certainty on the open ocean. Who knows what could happen?

There are few truths, she thinks, as she ruefully hoists the anchor and climbs the mast. Her hair flows in the wind and she watches you wave goodbye from the creaking dock. Ellie grips the wooden finish of the crow's nest, feeling splinters slide into her palms, but the sting is nothing compared to the pain of leaving you again. She hopes she'll come back. You pray she will.

There are few truths while faring the seas, except for those that are given:

Captain Ellie Williams is irrevocably in love with you.

⚓⋆༺𓆩☠︎︎𓆪 <33

[nkn0va]

Celica, Yuzuriha, and Rise with a more mellow, jaded s/o? Like their still nice and stuff to people they just have completely opposite energy along with being a little cynical, also probably a smoker.

Garcello lookin' headass /hj

-This girl needs someone who can keep her down to earth so, so badly. As much as you love her, she was the type to have her head in the clouds a bit too much for her own good.

-It's as endearing as it can be troublesome at times. Your patience is the biggest reason you two mesh so well together. You sorta remind Celica of Jubei in the sense you have the chill he does that's able to remain so nice and understanding despite seeming to some like you don't care about much.

-You sorta came off that way to her too, but she's a firm believer in not judging a book by it's cover. She wanted to actually take the time to know you, and it paid off. You were definitely more than met the eye.

-If you happen to smoke, she'll gently chastise you for the behavior but it's not the biggest dealbreaker as long as you have the decency to not do it inside. She's too pure to turn something as petty as that into a relationship-breaking argument.

-Having Celica as a girlfriend will also be a huge boon to you because of her healing magic. She won't risk secondhand smoking and can heal the ill effects of it you'd otherwise have to suffer through.

-She one hundred percent wants you to meet Ragna. She thinks you two are similar enough to get along. It's an interesting interaction but it does go surprisingly well. He's lowkey impressed by you being pretty much the only stranger he's met that doesn't react with immediate fear upon meeting him.

-You and Celica stay surprisingly happy together, much to everyone's confusion. Nobody really knows how it happened but there's no complaining, except maybe from Nine, but she can be won over eventually given enough time.

-Yuzuriha takes an extra joy more than anyone else in poking fun at you. The way you contrast her energy so much leads her to finding a childlike, almost petty satisfaction in attempting to get you all worked up. Good naturedly, of course.

-Meanwhile you're the one keeping her down on Earth. She can be a little ditzy sometimes and forget the fact that she has duties at the shrine. Having someone other than her sister to reliably remind her of her schedule is definitely good for her.

-She's kind of the one in charge of your relationship. You don't mind her dictating the pace as long as she's happy. Though again, you'll have to tell her to hold her horses if she tries advancing things too fast.

-Yuzu is overflowing with ideas for dates she's always wanted to try out, both from seeing places that caught her interest as well as ideas she's heard from other people. Almost every other day consists of her taking you out on a new date. She prefers to mix things up a lot to keep it fresh and prevent monotony.

-She kinda just drags you along every time. She knows that you're fine whatever happens. She finds it super cool how you just shrug off what seems like nothing and just keep on trucking, as she puts it.

-You get along pretty well with her sister, though when you ask her to tell you more about Yuzu, she only sighs and wishes you luck with dating her, saying that you'd need it. You didn't really know what she meant at first but it became apparent pretty quickly.

-Still, you wouldn't have it any other way.

-Honestly you are a godsend for Rise. Specifically in the fact that there's no one better to help blend in and keep suspicion down on nearly every level.

-That's far from the only reason she's dating you, obviously, but's certainly a huge plus not a lot of people, if any, have. People would definitely not expect the unenthusiastic, bored looking one to be dating someone with such opposite energy, especially if you smoke, and you're a natural at acting natural. The way you're completely unbothered by paparazzi and can steer them away with such ease nearly has Rise starstruck with how unphased you really are.

-Much like Yuzuriha, she takes it as a challenge to break your facade. If she manages to get you flustered she takes great satisfaction in doing so. Though you can easily see through her tricks after the first couple times. She attempts to come up with new ways to embarrass you almost like it's a back and forth game.

-The rest of the Investigation Team has absolutely zero idea how this happened. She did crush on Yu before you two met and yeah you're both chill and mellow most of the time, though Yu was far more popular for good reason.

-You're the yin to her yang if you feel so inclined, the normalcy she so desperately needs in her life away from the lights and grandeur of being an idol. You're her safe space.

-She honestly makes a ton of jokes at your expense about you two marrying someday which you take in stride, but the more you really pay attention as time goes on the more you start to realize it might not be entirely jokes. She really can't imagine her life being spent with anyone else. She just finally feels like...herself for once when you're around.

[tulipe-rose]

Tiny theory that has so many plot holes and possibly makes no sense cuz I'm bored:

We all know the theory of Elise getting her personality from Yosano, and her hair type from Dazai, right? No? Well now you do, so I wanted to add a little part of my own onto it.

Elise is designed to look like a western looking girl, right? Well, I have a feeling that it has something to do with Higuchi, or maybe Higuchi's mother.

My theory is: Mōri knew Higuchi's mother–who could've been potentially a foreigner–on a personal level, might have even loved her, but she was forced into marriage with the some rich man. There was no helping it, so he let her go with grace.

Higuchi's mom dies during child birth (she was giving birth to Higuchi's sister, not Higuchi herself), and her Dad gets assassinated way later, like by the time Higuchi is 12 or even a bit older. That should be concurrent with Mōri's rise to the boss position, when his position is slightly more stable. The guy was a neglectful alcoholic, and was only going to lead the family to ruin. The kids that looked so painfully similar to their mother were suffering, so Mōri wasn't above, or more accurately couldn't help but leave him to rot. He becomes Higuchi's, and her sister's benefactor, gives them a new surname to keep the assassins off their back, and visits sometimes with gifts and makes sure they have all the basic necessities that a kid should have, he even lets them go to school.

He keeps both of them away from the underworld for as long as he could in tribute to their late mother. He was heavily against having Higuchi recruited into the Mafia, but she was so heavily insisting on joining for a reason he cannot stop after she found out he was the boss (read: Akutagawa).

He decided to make her hate the Mafia, to convince her to leave, even if it meant being hard on her. He was possibly trying to convince her, and those around her, that as long as she was a Mafioso, she'd be a target for assassination in an indirect, kind of “I never said that, they just jumped to that conclusion.” way. He was being the bad guy to make sure she was out of the Mafia. He was kind of indirectly convincing her into believing she wasn't suitable, or even useful for and to the Mafia.

I'm pretty sure Asagiri was still figuring out Mōri's character, but something that stuck with me is that Mōri might have a personal grudge against Akutagawa; he might've figured out that he was the reason Higuchi stayed in the Mafia, so he assumed that if Akutagawa was out of the picture in a way Higuchi could never save him, she'll have nothing left in the Mafia, and would decide to leave soon. This could be a secondary explanation, aside from the one we got in the manga, as to why he gave Akutagawa up so easily despite his worth to the Mafia, even going as far as to call him a 'liability'. However, Mōri didn't put Higuchi's determination into account, and Akutagawa ended up surviving.

The 'Mōri dislikes Akutagawa' theory could be debunked if someone brings up the drama CD, but like, pookie. Higuchi was going to take him to take care of his health somewhere either way, so I bet Mōri sent Chūya along with them to make sure that Higuchi doesn't have to be the one to bathe Akutagawa (inner protective father instincts are seeing the light of day, oh crap.). Also I guess Mōri eventually decided to leave Akutagawa to live out the rest of his days for Higuchi's sake, he was going to die anyway, and his reckless streak could serve to quicken that.

I feel like Mōri's treatment towards Higuchi in the manga definitely mellowed out later as Asagiri started to figure Mōri out better, and you can even see Higuchi being one of the first to come to his aid in the cannibalism arc. He would only call someone he trusted enough to see him in such a vulnerable position.

Along with that, just look at how freaking worried she is for him, if my insensible theory has any credibility, she knew this guy as the first decent father figure in her life, she definitely has feelings of attachment towards Mōri.

In wan, their shenanigans are so family coded. In her Mayoi beach card, Mori and Elise were standing behind her (they look like when your extended family turns up for events instead of your actual parents) while she was playing beach volleyball; with the way he looked all he had left was to wear "I'm not a stepdad, I'm the DAD THAT STEPPED UP" shirt istg. Chūya is there to make sure everyone retains their skin's health (except him). He looks happy though so it's alright, a tan would look good on him. Come to think of it, I feel like Chūya is always around whenever Higuchi is there, especially in wan... Could it be that Mōri instructed him to keep a closer eye on Higuchi...? To ensure her safety like some sort of bodyguard (when ironically she is the one who is supposed to be Akutagawa's bodyguard)...? Yk what I should probably stop before I come up with more conspiracy theories. At this rate I will be arrested for brain rotting too hard.

Bonus: Elise drew this, and Higuchi looks the prettiest out of them all, and the only one actually smiling, which could reflect just how much Mōri cares about her deep down. If this theory has any flicker of credibility, then beast would be a wormwhole to try and explore DJDJJDJ.

[hijackalx]

SHADOWHEART SFW HEADCANONS:

 ok she can kind of be a cunt i dont think she ever stops being a cunt but she just adds more sweetness gradually. like eventually shes sooo sweet and mellow but she still has a snarky side that shows up randomly and catches tav off guard lol. she cant help it shes just so sassy 🤭

i think part of it is that she has a short temper but she tries to work on it for tav. like if they say something stupid to her she has to close her eyes and count her breaths like shes just so smart and its frustrating being around ppl who are stupid asf all the time 😹😹😹 i think shes prolly the smartest person at camp and its lonely at the top fosho still she loves tav theyre her dumb little baby

i feel like shes a mega introvert too but tav is like her chosen person like being with tav doesnt drain her like the other companions do. even if tav is extroverted she still just loves them and loves being with them. their relationship is so bonita

shes very defensive too and doesnt trust easily at all so when she learns to trust tav it creates like the strongest bond ever which might become a problem if tav tries to leave oop u can never unshart

waittttt ok so shes definitely an avoidant attachment girly 😭 like shes so used to pushing people away and not letting them get close so tav making it past her barrier is like the biggest feat of their life lol

love language:

giving= quality time

being avoidant attachment shes scared of vulnerability like crazyyyyy so showing any affection in other ways is a big N.O. until later in their relationship then she'd prolly be likeeeee....... idk i feel like she could be any. but yeah shes not the lurker type like lae'zel i think shadowheart will just straight up ask to join them with her fingers and toes crossed lol (subtly ofc)

receiving= acts of service

she lovesss when tav goes out of their way to do things for her even little things like opening a door for her or pulling out a chair for her to sit in eugh thats so cute 😩 i can see her doing that little idle stance she does with her hand held up and a hip cocked while waiting like ok miss thing. but she likes it in like a princess-treatment way not in a toxic way? or smthng lol. but yeah go slay the big monsters for her so she can heal u after ❤️ (sometimes with kisses)

majorrrrr 5'6 vibes from shart maybe 5'8 i can see both. even tho thats kind of short for a model shes just giving model always like body-wise she got them longgg legs and arms and she just so built 😩😩😩 i think i just nutted for real

SHADOWHEART NSFW HEADCANONS:

 DOMMMM !!!!! shes dom asf boy like she is a princess and will do wtf she wants. loves to ride. if tav is afab she'll want them to wear a strap or she'll ride their thigh or something. will sit on their face too. literally just anything to make them seem beneath her ughhhh she loves it. also for the afab thing i just know she likes scissoring too 😭😭😭

is pretty kinky like she likes bondage, s/m, gagging (is that what its called?), maybe incorporating leather and stuff like that. WHIPS !! typical bdsm stuff

also really likes oral but mostly receiving. doesnt really care for giving at all. she loves to pull tavs hair during it and instruct them on what to do like yk she be barking orders 🗣️‼️

i dont think she'd be into pet names or anything? i just cant see her doing that for some reason. she makes a lot of noise tho, prolly bcz she likes to hear herself lol

has a pretty high libido like shes trying to smash almost every NOIGHT so yalls tavs better be ready. tbf she was probably a virgin before she met tav too so shes got some catching up to do

shes an innieeeee and she gets hella wet like drippinnnn. irresistible fr. bring that lil hot dog bun ova here gurl

i think shes surprisingly sweet during aftercare. like she'll caress tav's head and give them kisses its a rlly big contrast from her bratty princess behavior during the act lol. maybe she lowkey feels bad for being so intense during sex but she'd never admit it. yalls tavs prolly like it anyway.

[toastedjeans]

I'm gonna post my PeppiGusDoise headcanons and none of you can stop me NOT A SINGLE ONE OF YOU

Let's start with them becoming a polycule. I like to think Gus and Pep were already dating, and Gus was friends with Doise for a while, comforting him and helping him through his depression and all that, when Doise starts to develop feelings for Gus. A little more time passes and Gus also feels something but he doesn't wanna say anything, and Doise doesn't either cause he knows Gus is dating Pep and like. He knows how scary and powerful Pep can get when he's angry. And Gus doesn't wanna make Pep feel like he isn't enough or anything, like of course he still loves him but he also wants to see if it could work out with Doise as well.

Anyway, Gus eventually talks to Pep but Pep is sceptical at first, so they settle on a meeting where everyone can hang out and get to know each other better. And Doise is on his best behavior cause Peppino reminds him too much of Peddito at first but he quickly realizes he's way less uh.. murdery.

So then at their date, everything goes well, and eventually they sit on a park bench or something together. Pep and Gus are close to each other and holding hands, while Doise is next to Gus but not as close. He doesn't wanna make a move of course. And there's like a moment where Gus squeezes Peppino's hand and like asks if he'd be okay with Gus also holding Doise's hand, and Pep thinks for a bit, looks at Doise (who is looking off to the side), then back at Gustavo, and finally agrees. And Gus slowly takes Doise's hand in his and like intertwines their fingers and Doise looks back at the two and sees Peppino just nodding approvingly and he gets so happy and starts smiling so wide and then scoots near to Gus and 7fbwkidjfjejja i am not normal about them

Normally Doise acts like a smug and cocky bastard when he's in a group setting or around people he doesn't know, doesn't need to impress, or doesn't care about. But when alone he isn't hiding himself or his depression at all, i mean he doesn't need to after all. BUT when he's around loved ones he slowly starts to become more mellow and soft.

After getting together with Gus, Doise realizes how much he misses physical affection. He's always up for cuddles or kisses, and he doesn't care what he gets, he'll love and cherish it the same way. Like, a big cuddle pile? Hell yes. Holding hands with Peppino? Hell yes. Getting a kiss on the cheek from Gustavo? Hell yes. Boop him on the nose and he gets all giggly.

Him and Peppino are both touch starved as hell, but in a little different way. While Peppino is uncomfortable with physical affection, at least from people he isn't close to, Doise could cuddle all day long. Peppino has to get used to Doise before he's as comfortable with him as he is with Gustavo.

Oh btw, Peppino and Doise start out as kinda sorta friends who happen to share a boyfriend, then they become QPPs until Doise starts developing feelings for him too. It's gonna take a while for Peppino to have feelings too but eventually he'll get there. For the time being, they are something like cuddle buddies.

Doise can be extremely annoying about wanting affection, especially with Gustavo cause he will give him some more often than not. He knows that Peppino isn't as comfortable with touch so he just asks for different kinds of affection once, and if Peppino doesn't want any, then he'll ask Gustavo. Probably multiple times.

Doise doesn't get along with Brick at first cause he reminds her of Noise. She doesn't like Noise cause he's loud and annoying, but Doise is a little different. She still doesn't actively go for cuddles with him, but she'll accept pets when he passes by.

Doise calls Gustavo either "Gavo" or "Guavo", and Peppino either "Peppo" or "Pip".

When he gets happy, Doise's whiskers curl up. Normally they droop down, but then Gus gives him a kissy on the forehead and they curl up like a cinnamon roll. He starts smiling like that one pic of spongebob where he has like the hugest and sparkliest eyes.

Speaking of eyes, the more time he spends with Pep and Gus, the more often Doise's eyes get like bigger (cause of the pupils expanding when looking at something you love), and when Peppino notices them, help him. He doesn't like to admit it, but he actually really likes his eyes. He thinks they make him look kinda cute.

And cause i said I'd explain it. Peppino and Doise are both very depressed, but it also shows in a different way. Peppino thinks more that he's a burden to everyone, that he's good for nothing, that his beloved Nonna would never be proud of him, and he constantly asks himself why Gustavo puts up with him. Doise on the other hand, he's all alone. He doesn't have friends or family, he blames himself for Peddito's death (they used to be best friends), and he thinks he has nothing to live for anymore, until meeting Gustavo. But there's still this fear that Gus (and later Pep) will eventually leave him and he'll be alone all over again. He thinks he deserves to die after what he'd done to Peddito and that he's a coward for not ending everything sooner.

Okay no I'm not ending this on a depressing note. Imagine Noise going into Doise's fight arena but there's no one there and he only hears giggling so he looks around, and then he sees Doise and Gustavo cuddling and kissing off to the side and he gets so disturbed he just. Stands there for a minute unable to move. He's like "wtf am i looking at".

Also imagine Noise being even more confused when he sees Peppino and Doise cuddling or something. Does he get jealous? Or is he mad that Peppino doesn't pay as much attention to him anymore? Why does his bootleg get more attention than him???

[viperwhispered]

Mornings

You can find more information on my yuusona Emi and her relationship with Jamil here on the masterlist.

Emi is not a morning person. Like, she'll get up and won't snooze the alarm, but she's certainly not happy about having to drag herself out of bed in a timely manner.

Getting to lounge around during the weekends really is a wonderful thing, as far as Emi is concerned.

Mornings are definitely another thing she and Grim chafe about at first, because Emi just does not have the patience for Grim’s nattering first thing in the morning, and she can get quite grumpy and snappy when she's still trying to wake up.

Ideally, Emi would have at least an hour of quiet in the mornings before she has to deal with the world, just quietly having her breakfast (no coffee, though) and getting ready without having to hurry.

Like, she's not necessarily the most energetic or zippy person in general, but the mornings really emphasize the lethargic parts of her.

Eventually, Emi and Grim settle in to a rhythm where Emi wakes up first, has her quiet solitude, and then wakes up Grim a little later. (I mean, I would imagine he doesn't take much time to get ready in the mornings.) Plus for Emi, preparing Grim’s breakfast for him alongside her own would be a small price to pay for the extra peace and quiet.

During book 5, Emi will certainly try her best to be civil with everyone when the first morning rolls around. At this point in time, most of the SDC tribe would take her to be just someone quite level and mild mannered, not one to make much noise of herself.

Grim, however, is quick to announce how his hench-human is a total grump in the mornings and advises the rest of the gang to steer clear of Emi before she's properly awake.

Which, of course would lead to Ace (or ADeuce, perhaps also even Epel) poking and prodding Emi until she loses her temper and snaps at them. 

Sure, Ace, Deuce and Grim have seen Emi annoyed before, but this is the first time they witness her properly raising her voice and seeming genuinely angry - Azul pulled something seething out of her with his stunt, sure, but nothing snappy like this.

I'm not sure if she'd actually throw something their way (depends on how far they'd go and how infuriating Ace’s grin would be, I guess), but she'd certainly be tempted.

Or she'll just storm off with a very poignant glare (and her food). Way too early for her to deal with this nonsense. 

Jamil certainly will be quick to commit this to memory. There's that mischievous part of him that would certainly be tempted to have his own fun, but since he's supposed to get back into the Prefect's good graces… Time to learn her morning routines and what she likes to have for breakfast, and get to work on making her mornings a little easier and more palatable - surely, she'll notice and won't be able to help appreciating him for it.

There's also a part of him that's almost satisfied to see Ace tumble - at least Jamil is not the only one getting on Emi's bad side, even if what Jamil is facing is a cold distance, rather than this surprisingly hot-tempered side of her.

(Emi, for her part, will be kinda embarrassed for the rest of the day once she's more awake - and kinda annoyed with Ace & co for provoking her like that.)

When we get to the point that Jamil and Emi are together and under the same roof, Jamil often wakes Emi up with breakfast. He tends to be the first one of them to be awake, after all - though Emi will keep on telling him that he could just sleep in a little longer instead, that she'll be able to handle herself just fine.

Though Emi certainly makes sure she lets Jamil know how much she appreciates him doing these things for her - and she'll always give him a big hug in the mornings, just sinking into him as she slowly pulls herself together for the coming day.

Sometimes, Emi wonders if she's mellowed with age, or if it's simply waking up with Jamil that has her so much less irritable in the mornings than she remembers being during her NRC days.

Almost like it helps to have someone considerate around, someone who gives her the space and quiet she needs.

Sure, sometimes Jamil's had the time to think of this and that, flooding Emi with questions that she doesn't quite have the capacity to think about right after getting up. But at least he usually gets the hint when she just gives him that particular deadpan look.

On the other hand, sometimes when Jamil comes to wake her, Emi just pulls him back into the bed with her for some morning cuddles.

After all, food and sleep may be high on her priority list, but so is Jamil.

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[snapshotxsinners]

well, on that note coz I do adore Roi and all of your work — Roi & Stolas for the kiddo meme ☆

𝑰𝑭 𝑻𝑯𝑬𝒀 𝑯𝑨𝑫 𝑨 𝑲𝑰𝑫...

Send me a pair name ( either one of my muses or yours ), and I’ll tell you what I think it would be like if they had a child

closer view here ( x )

Name

First we have the eldest twin who hatched during a full moon at midnight — Because of this, she was named after the moon and the starry night sky: Selene Amaris Jasmine Goetia.

Then we have the younger twin, who was born later that day at a sunny midday. Due to this, it only felt appropriate that she would be named after Sun and the Earth: Solera Lior Marigold Goetia.

Selene prefers to go by her full first name and doesn't often go by nicknames, though that doesn't stop her sister from calling her 'Sel' or even 'Jazzy'. Much to her embarrassment, though, her parents quite enjoy calling her 'Selene Jellybean' or just 'Jellybean' — Or worse 'Selly Belly'.

Otherwise, she is also affectionately called 'Moonlight or Starlight' by Stolas, and 'Moonflower or Snowdrop' by Roi.

Solera meanwhile, prefers nicknames and typically goes by 'Sol' or 'Lera'. And of course, she isn't excused from getting a playful and embarrassing nickname from her father's either — But unlike her sister, she likes them ( especially since they're not as bad as Selene's nicknames ). Some examples include 'Mari Berry' and 'Sunspot'.

'Sunshine, Sunlight and Sunflower' are also nicknames she'll be called by Stolas and Roi.

Gender

Both of them primarily identify as women, but they otherwise do partake in more gender-fluid expressions and will present themselves more masculine some days, or more androgynous on other days. It depends on their mood, but most of the time, they enjoy presenting more femininely.

Primary pronouns are she/they, but they also accept he/him pronouns on their more androgynous or masculine presenting days.

Personality

Selene is elegant, graceful, calm, intelligent and level-headed. Between the two sisters, she is the logical one who has a tendency to use her head more than her heart, and she has a strong sense of responsibility, which she takes quite seriously.

She strives to be reliable, and she highly values her family — To the point that she can be a bit overprotective of them at times. But Selene truly is loving and nurturing with her loved ones and those she considers close, and she always treats others with respect and mindful manners — ( As long as that respect and manners are returned ). Selene can also be a bit self-conscious at times and how people perceive her, so she always tries her best to present herself with high decorum and in a mature manner.

At times, she can also be incredibly cold to others whenever she is in an awful mood or if someone has pushed her to the limit of her anger. She is a silent-seether, however, she can be surprisingly petty and vengeful when she is pushed.

Solera on the other hand, is a bit more rugged and free-spirited. She is the twin who thinks more with her heart and her feelings, and prefers to be more spontaneous and live IN the moment.

Sol very much likes to let loose and have fun, which often caused her to get herself ( and her twin ) in trouble when they were young. She mellows out from her hyperactivity as she grows, but even so, she cares very little of what others think of her, and wholeheartedly will do what she wants, when she wants.

She can be a bit childish, selfish and self-centred at times, especially since Selene spoils her a lot and often was the one to excuse Sol's actions. When she is overwhelmed with feelings, especially negative ones, she can be quite explosive with her temper and say things she doesn't mean. When she gets like that, she always regrets it — But she does, eventually, learn to be more mindful of others as she matures.

Sol overall is very loving, affectionate, and would be your #1 supporter and personal cheerleader.

Special Talents

Selene inherits Stolas's magical affinity, and she grows to become very proficient in magic, especially when it pertains to space and ice-based magic. She even discovers new ways to cast spells as she grows, or she'll invent devices that will further advance magical technology.

Another talent of hers is Sword fighting — Fencing, mostly, so a rapier is her preferred weapon. However, she is able to use other sword-like weaponry, knives and daggers. Her large double wings also make her a very proficient flyer, though she isn't as agile or quick as her sister. Her wings are better for silent gliding and soaring long distances.

Solara on the other hand, has a real knack for both Botany and some fields of Geology. She has always had a strong special interest in plants and various rocks, gemstones and sediments, and by the time she's an adult, she's practically an expert on the topics. And because of these interests, Sol really enjoys digging into the ground, and she's practically a professional digger! Her green thumb seemed to have manifested in her gaining plant and earth-based magic too.

And despite Sol's small and somewhat stubby wings, she can fly very fast in short bursts and out manoeuvre most flyers.

Like Selene, she does have some combat training, but rather than weaponry, she has a preference for close-combat and melee. Her legs and talons are especially strong and can easily crush rocks into dust.

Who they like better

Selene and Solara love both ther fathers, but I would say that Selene maybe leans a bit more to Stolas, while Solera leans more towards Roi.

Who they take after more

Selene definitely takes after both and is a well-mixture of the two, but I think she primarily takes after Stolas more. However, is seems Roi's paternal side definitely came through to Selene, especially with her blue eyes and ice-abilities, which resemble her Great Uncle Sterling.

With Solera, she physically takes after Roi more and her exuberance is likely more inspired by Stolas's flamboyance and dramatics. In general though, she otherwise doesn't actually take after them much! Roi likes to joke that she's similar to his best friend, and honorary sister — Penny.

Personal Head canon

Both of them looked up to Octavia when they were just fledglings, and even now, they still adore their older sister!

@botanikos

[semisolidmind]

would yandere!swk ever mellow out on his behavior after a few years (or centuries) living w/ reader? like, would he be more chill about reader having her own freedom or would he still be the same?

i think he'd be considerably more chill once macaque was dead + if he'd been dead for a while. that's his biggest rival and the only other person who cares enough about reader to really put in the effort to free her. no one in the celestial realm will really lift a finger at the cost of their own peace. if all it takes is the attention of one human to keep the monkey king occupied and off their doorstep, then so be it.

on top of that, there's no way for reader to get off ffm without wukong, and while his subjects love her, none of them actively would help her escape.

the whole situation would eventually mellow out after a few hundred years. reader would come to accept her fate. she's free to go wherever she wants on the mountain, she's a queen and her subjects are good company, and her "husband" (though she'll never forgive him for killing macaque) is tolerable.

reader will manage just fine.

[xxconnection]

Your honesty and your willingness to share make me want to visit tbh. I never felt any interest since I am not sure what I would do in a land. I don't know anyone and I am not sure what I would do there. But you make it sound nice and idk real ?

hello! thanks for your message! you bring up a really good point. finding wimmins land can be really hard but then even after you find it there's this weird other barrier. it's hard to know what to expect, or what's expected of you. and yeah, everybody there is a stranger. i knew about wimmins land for months before i finally visited!

it might help to go to an event. that way it's very clear what there is to do and what the vibe will be. if you keep attending them, eventually youll know all the wimmin who also regularly attend and every event will be like a party with all your friends. a lot of lands host work parties, which is an event where all the wimmin come to do manual labor for the land. those events are a great way to dip your toes in without any social pressure. it's easy to know what to do there, you just do whatever the wimmin are doing. if you're spiritual or interested in wimmin's spirituality, try a wheel of the year event. those events are kind of pseudo-social in that you'll get to see a lot of the wimmin's personalities by how they dress and dance and sing, and usually everybody gets a chance to speak on the theme, but there's relatively little conversation. if you want a more social event, maybe look for a campout. they're a great place to just sit around a fire and hang out, or go on a group hike, or learn some land songs. most land campouts allow daytrippers as well.

if you want something more mellow you might prefer to go outside of an event. in my experience landykes are usually happy to let wimmin come to the land just to spend time alone, hiking or foraging or working or relaxing. sometimes there's a landyke at home who's up for some one-on-one conversation. maybe she'll give you a tour or tell you some land lore!

i guess the short answer is that you can do whatever you want. on wimmins land, nobody is the boss of you. walk the land, climb a tree, make friends, try a new skill, get dirty. the land is for you!