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How to Write Disability: SPOP vs ATLA
(TW: ableism)
(before i start talking about this, i have to tell you that i am not physically disabled so my observations may not be a 100% correct. i'm only writing this post in relation to my experience with autism. if you feel like something i've said is inaccurate or insensitive, please feel free to let me know!)
so the two characters i wanted to talk about, in reference to writing disabled/neurodivergent characters, is Entrapta from SPOP and Toph from ATLA.
Entrapta is an autistic woman who grew up in solitude, only surrounded by robots. as a result, she is desperate for human etherian connection while at the same time, struggling with social interactions because of her autism.
she was pretty heavily autistic-coded, even before the writers confirmed that she was canonically autistic; she has a hyperfixation on tech and machinery, she is shown to stim a lot, she has a preference for tiny food (likely a sensory issue) and she is not good at reading social cues or communicating in a way that neurotypical people would understand. she is also an extremely intelligent and intuitive person who is not only good at handling tech but also shows love and affection towards people in her own way.
Toph is a character from ATLA, who was born blind. not completely unlike Entrapta, Toph was also raised in solitude, although she had her parents and servants to look after her.
her parents were convinced that Toph was incapable of being independent, because of her blindness, and were unwilling to look past her disability and treat her as a person. as a result, Toph is extremely rebellious and stubborn. she is an incredibly capable individual who learned how to navigate her way through earthbending. however, she still faces difficulties due to her disability and has to rely on her friends every once in a while.
the trope that these two shows share in relation to their disabled characters is the humor. there are jokes made about Entrapta's and Toph's disability in both shows. however, the key element that differentiates these jokes is the target.
Toph was never the butt of a joke in ATLA. in fact, she was the one making jokes about her disability 90% of the time. Toph was comfortable enough with her blindness that she didn't mind joking about it or even pranking the others sometimes.
in fact, one of the running gags in the series is that the other characters forget that Toph is blind because of how insanely capable she is.
Toph is never the butt of the joke, she's the one making fun of the others for forgetting about her disability. and it's all done in good faith.
and whenever someone is being ableist towards Toph, it's taken seriously. it's not played off as a joke and the narrative doesn't act like people mistreating Toph is this funny gag that everyone should laugh at.
now let's come to Entrapta. there are “jokes” in the show made about her disability as well, except these jokes are often made at her expense.
one of the most problematic parts of the show concerning Entrapta is the way Perfuma leashes her TWICE, because she was worried that Entrapta would get distracted and leave the group. so instead of holding Entrapta's hand or something like a normal person would, Perfuma decides that the best way to tackle this situation is to treat Entrapta like an animal and put her on a leash.
this is shown as a joke and is never addressed seriously. the show writers think that Entrapta being dehumanized and infantilized is supposed to be funny and quirky. Entrapta never gets to confront Perfuma about this or gets any kind of closure.
this was the main example of ableism in the show but there are also other minor scenes where we see characters treat her in a way that other characters aren't treated.
examples being Catra using Entrapta's trauma and loneliness to manipulate her, and Mermista literally yanking on Entrapta's hair and yelling at her, because she couldn't understand social cues.
there are also multiple examples of what i'd like to call the “translate nerd language” trope, where one of the other characters get irritated at Entrapta for using technical terms while speaking, and she has to dumb it down for them.
there's a way to write disabled characters and while Entrapta was a very relatable and sympathetic character, the ableism towards her is never addressed. the princesses are never called out on their actions, while Catra gets off scot-free after a vague apology.
when ableism was portrayed in ATLA, it was always taken seriously. Toph was allowed to leave her toxic parents and find people who accepted her for who she is, she was allowed to prove people wrong and be a powerful character in her own right. meanwhile, Entrapta was forced to be friends with the people who mistreated her and she was only kept around because she was useful.
#yes this is a repost because tumblr decided to act weird lol#ableism tw#tw ableism#spop critical#spop salt#spop criticism#spop discourse#spop#she ra#anti spop#neurodivergent#autism#disability#entrapta#toph#atla#also toph was allowed to be vulnerable as well she wasnt strong 100% of the time#she was allowed to talk about her concerns and miss her parents even after the way they treated her#meanwhile entrapta's trauma is never addressed
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i have seen a lot of headcanons (& fics!) about bucky doing crochet or knitting that i LOVE but i also need everyone to consider --
steve watching his mother doing irish crochet; maybe she even teaches him some simple things when he's sick and needs something to occupy him so he'll sit still and rest; its a creative outlet for sarah and that artistic streak is something she and steve share almost a century later, crochet comes back into fashion with millennials and gen-z, and steve looks up a youtube tutorial. he doesn't have many physical things left from his mom; but he can make some stuff that she would have loved and it helps him feel close to her.
#marvel#steve rogers#bucky barnes#stucky#ive been thinking about this a LOT lately#ive been looking at a lot of vintage crochet patterns lately and it had me thinking about sarah rogers and the fact that this would 100%#have been something she was exposed to/taught as a young girl. ofc as a single mother she wouldn't have had a lot of free time.#but making little things here and there as a hobby is far from out of the question#also since i hc steve as neurodivergent (adhd and possibly autistic) its entirely possible sarah was too#and crochet is just. such a good stim.#also lots and lots of headcanons about steve getting bored when he was sick#sitting in bed is BORING and im sure at least a few sketchbooks were filled that way#but maybe also a mother who is desperate to get her small child to calm down so his body can heal. will go “hey wanna see what i'm making?”#ik everyone has headcanons about bucky doing traditionally feminine stuff and sees steve as more traditionally masculine#bc that was gatekept from him bc of his disabilities#but let me have this
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one of my friends tried to tell me i couldn’t have special interests because i didn’t have autism (i have adhd) and they were specifically an autism thing and im like girl idfk but i don’t think me being overly fixated on some fucking purple guy for over two years now, with my interest never wavering or fading, is a fucking neurotypical thing or just something goofy T-T
#btw she’s great i think she just is very specific about stuff now and it’s just like#sometimes you don’t need to control everyone’s language and how they express themselves#but i also understand that she doesn’t want neurotypical people to use neurodivergent language cause shes neurodivergent#but also#im neurodivergent#adhd#actually adhd#neurodivergent#adhd things#axel rambles#special interest#ALSO NOT 100% SURE I DONT HAVE AUTISM#ik i have adhd but i haven’t been tested for autism and it’s slightly likely#but im not gonna tell her that cause i don’t think she’d understand#AGAIN SHES GREAT i just feel like she’d take it the wrong way
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if anyone asks me why i love dovewing so much its because shes.. literally me. little ol' 7 year old me related to her so bad😭 the child prodigy, the gifted kid, everyone having really big expectations for you, people being so jealous of you to the point of hate.. i related to her because i saw her powers as being like my sensory issues, her troubles as being like my insecurities, i could see myself in dovepaw to dovewing. my first warriors book was fading echoes and my first favorite warriors character is dovewing. she was my favorite character and she always will be
#i headcanon her as aromantic and autistic for a reason#i love dovewing..shes 100% one of my comfort characters#i may or may not project onto dovewing#dovewing#i love dovewing#rambling about dovewing & how connected i feel to her and imply how important having a character like her was to me as a neurodivergent kid#did i mention having to mature fast and having a childhood that bares absolutely no resemblance to an actual childhood
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shes very autism core i will die on this hill
#tmnt#tmnt 2012#2012 tmnt#tmnt leo#transfem leo#leo tmnt#2012 leo#tmnt 2012 leo#autistic leo#autistic headcanon#tmnt autism#autism tmnt#neurodivergence#leo is 100% autistic coded idc#her stims include thumb twirling and tapping#hand flapping#fist shaking#she probably bounces her leg/s too tbh#she also loves soft things#(totally not me projecting my stims hahahaha def not).#autism
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sometimes I think about how when I went to college for a year before I dropped out (basically failed out,) the counselors/dean told me they can't help me at all or give any accommodations unless I have an official autism/adhd diagnosis. that might sound logical at first, but when you think about it more, it's actually quite fucked up. if someone is struggling really bad, what's the harm in helping them? why do they require a paper to get even the smallest amount of help? people who don't need help aren't going to be failing miserably without help! even NTs could benefit from some adjustments to the horrible school system! (but changing the entire system is a whole other conversation that the school system isnt ready for)
but even if you do agree to jump through their hoops, you realize it's even more fucked up that the diagnosis process requires YEARS in most cases (in my case it took 4 or 5 years, can't recall exactly now, for autism/adhd diagnosis, which would have meant i finished school before getting it if i managed to mot fail out, or i wait that long before going back, which is a whole struggle itself) and they also tried billing me for THOUSANDS of dollars because of insurance issues!!
so you put a ton of time and money into this, and then get told the only accommodation they are willing to give you for autism and adhd is "a little extra time on tests"
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my test scores were the best part of my whole class experience. that was NOT what I struggled with!!!!! those tests were all online and could be done in the comfort of your home where you can accommodate yourself and have plenty of time left over when you finish them because you are comfy in your own space, (and also, no one was stopping you from having your notes/books/google open to find the answers,) and you don't even need a time consuming, expensive diagnosis for that!
SO WHAT'S THE POINT!!!!!!!
#mind you this was over 10 years ago now. it *could* have gotten better but id be extremely shocked if it has#autistic#autism#actually autistic#adhd#neurodivergent#audhd#school#school problems#yes i know theres rules or maybe even laws for this and its why they are like this but its bad and should change#if they offered smaller classes with less sensory overloading bullshit and other things i needed it would be great!#but they refuse to accommodate your actual needs and make up useless accommodations to legally say they help disabilities#ND people (not just audhd) and other disabled people that graduate with no useful accommodations are so strong and cool. proud of you!#ones who had to drop you youre also cool for not dealing with their bullshit snd allowing yourself to not suffer for a sheet of paper!#(though i know it can feel bad when everyone around you makes you feel bad for needed to drop out or failing out and not going back)#i completely stopped going to my psychology class because i started a week late due to scheduling issues and#suddenly we are told theres a paper due in 3 days and need to hse the textbook i didnt have yet as the source for it all#and it was in the syllabus i didnt get because i was a week late and didnt know we got one. the professor didnt notice me out of#the 100 other students in that large lecture hall. that room was also a sensory nightmare hellscape#too many students made things noisy and distracting. multiple fluorescent lights were flickering constantly and never fixed#the professor used a mic to speak to us and it had a constant horrible loud buzzing. it did that loud mic screech noise randomly#without warning. all the time. the quality of the sound was horrible so it was hard to understand her. on top of that she had a very thick#accent i wasnt familiar with so that on top of the horrible buzzing mkc quality that also cut her out constantly was auditory processing#disorder HELL. I dont know how ANYONE survived thst class but i seemed to be the only one struggling. everyone else turned in their papers#and i gave up and stopped going. was too late to drop the class to get my money back so i wasted probably a few thousand dollars#and THATS what i mean by give me reasonable and useful accommodation. test time would NOT make that class better at all#fix the mic and light issues at least or give me a smaller class with more attentive professor or something!#offer smaller classes for struggling disabled people! if the issue is not knowing who needs them then offer a switch to those struggling!#i got called onto a dean/counselor meeting because a professor noticed my horrible grades and stuff so its possible to catch us and help!#THESE SCHOOLS JUST NEED TO START BEING WILLING TO. dont make us do all the work to accommodate ourselves and expect to do well in school!
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Uugghhhhhhhhhhhh why do autism evaluations have to be so complicated
#idk i started looking into them#at this point in my life im not going to like. idk die if i dont 100% know if im autistic#if anything im p sure its both adhd and autism#im also ocd so#either way. i finally accept i am neurodivergent. I know my body i know my mind#but itd be nice to not second guess myself yknow#i heard the waiting lists r crazy#and the priv assessment costs r crazy#keep hearing horror stories abt biased doctors#its all just so#my friend whos diagnosed can so easily say she doesnt vibe w self diagnosis#her family was thankfully v accepting and supportive#im so happy for her#but my family is not like that ...... i slipped thru the cracks very easily lol#she told me to go get assessed and like ofc. i want to. id love to!#sjajdkdkwkd idk#brain stuff#minnie post#99.9% sure im audhd like#how can i not be looking back on my Entire Fucking Life
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ACORN FUR VINDICATION RALLY YES, YES YES!
*glares at Moth Flight.* I KNEW YOU WERE EVIL I KNEW IT! YOU HURT POOR ACORN FUR'S FEELINGS JUST BECAUSE YOU WEREN'T CUT OUT TO BE A SINGLE MOM, BIRCH PLEASE!
Goddddd I hate Moth Flight, definitely one of my most hated Warriors characters
I write about her a lot, especially because it didn't have to be this way, but the Erins are utterly incapable of writing women who don't find catty, arbitrary reasons to hate each other
It's not even true that Moth Flight couldn't have raised her kits, she just denies the ample help that's available to her all book long for some asinine reason. Then she gets to have like 5 pages of condescending drivel shouting Acorn Fur down in... what I thiiiink is supposed to be some climactic "Wow now the character who has been disrespected all book is getting the backup she deserves :)" moment, but it just comes across as loathsome garbage.
I wrote about that when I was asked about Half Moon, another character I think is F-tier
I just... I hate DotC man. I hate this arc so much. I hate so many characters and things about it. I really hope that the Erins finally address Moth Flight as the horrible person that they've written her to be
And also I hope Leafpool gets to batter and fry her like shrimp tempura for what she did to her in that Squirrelflight's Hope trial scene
#She's completely and utterly gutted in my rewrite btw#I rewrote her 100% and changed the origin of her rule to be massively different#Warrior Cats Analysis#Moth Flight#Don't even get me started on how bad she is representation-wise#So nice to see characters with neurodivergence suddenly stop having it when the plot demands it#Just AmazingWonderfulGreatPerfect. wowww. im so represented.#thaaaaaaaaaaaanks
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My only academic talent is explaining complicated concepts to ten-year-olds using analogies of food and toys.
#pondhead rambles#if you want me to talk to an adult i'm useless#but i can explain the periodic table of elements using legos as an example#and how neurodivergent brains work by comparing them to cookies#it may not be 100% accurate but they get the idea#and it's incredibly useful when teaching said 10yr old about differences and acceptance#now if i can just get her to understand that men can wear makeup too#she's really stuck on that for some reason?? she thinks they'll get in trouble#skirts and dresses are fine#but no makeup for men apparently
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freaking like. eshka is getting into gender stuff that’s like. hmmmm this is really uhhhh Close and Personal huh
#when you spin around the gender wheel so much that you kinda end up back where you started#but just a touch to the left#I know I ain’t alone in the whole being so isolated from girlhood growing up bc you didn’t do being a girl correctly#you didn’t act the right way or talk the right way or dress the right way. neurodivergent fat ugly girl problems#blah blah blah girlhood looks different for everyone! can we talk#can we talk about how the influence of ur peers growing up is Incredibly Important#I felt no unity of girlhood growing up. I did not understand having a comforting group of girls to hang out with#I did not understand the sisterhood of the traveling pants#anyway yeah eshka got some vibes of like. being isolated from your given identity as a child#so you turn to self exploration and find comfort in other ways of expressing yourself#and then you eventually arrive at some point of comfort with the identity you were given as a child#she’s 100 percent nb and consider herself trans#it’s just she’s made a weird little. kinda circle#anyway smiles wide I am normal about myself#oc: eshka#something I don’t have in common w her is that she likes math#and her chest + arm tattoos are inspired by that lovr#I’m thinking her face scar is from an accident early in the crows#and that she got sat down and taken care of and realized that this is just another family#one that is. deeply deeply flawed but nevertheless it holds people capable of great evil and great goodness
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*reaches out my hand and grabs you* I have the power to subject non vocaloid people to pinop..
TW: for flashing lights
Mushroom mother analysis in my tags. ..
#vocaloid#pinochiop#i saw this video link wasn't posted anywhere on tumblr and thought i should share#(i will be gendering protagonist as 'she' and writer as 'he' for simplicity)#anyway to me in my interpretation the song is written about specific person's reaction to mental illness/neurodivergence.#the fact that mushrooms are growing on heads is a reference to mushrooms only growing in darkness and-#-and is a common anime trope to imply that a character is depressed or a shut in (shimeji situation did this) (also a panel in ohshs)#there is this familiarity between the singer and who she is singing to (presumably the writer) like these are the words of a past lover..#making it feel like the pinop almost HATES the protagonist of this song. that he was called the one with the 'mushroom mother'#but it almost feels like that protagonist does become obsessed a little with the idea of not catching a mental illness from pinop#but then in their obsession of 'not catching it' they start exhibiting like a hypochondriac ocd but for mentalillnesses#the 'your mother is a mushroom mother' to me is a teasing (almost child like) jeer almost felt aimed at pinop/writer.#to imply that.. because his mother gave birth to him she's a mushroom mother. because he is a mushroom (like a yo mama joke)#in my mind the writer is insulting himself here. that the chorus is insulting him in that teasey child's tone#anyway later in the song the protagonist gets more paranoid about others spreading their emotional toxicity to her.#and in her sanitation attempt she winds up hurting other people (implied i think. because of the violence of setting mushrooms on fire)#eventually though I think she stops seeing mental illnesses as a flaw and instead of 100% hating she jumps to 100% loving them#tbh this interpretation is the shakiest part (because why would she put on a mushroom on her head in the end) (what does it mean??)#I think it means that she's embraced being allowed to be publicly mentally ill. and she takes that 'being allowed' as permission to be crue#the protagonist was cruel and toxic even before this transformation#then the writer.. in some perspective thinks about how in retrospect her actions were hollow#the writer surmises that living in that cycle would feel emotionally unfulfilling .. empty.#the writer here is coping with what was done to them in the past.. the person that hurt them enough to write this song#then now that she has those mushrooms growing on her head/is depressed and so the chorus of mushroom mother returns to poke fun at her#and in the end i think the writer joins in in that gloating chorus#The writer feels mixed on celebrating an 'ex' being confirmed as something he was for having#but there is also the celebration of being petty. and the franticness those sort of mixed emotions would give u..#and in the end the writer thinks that in the future that the world will keep changing on it's view on the mentally ill#but because those ending lines are repeated twice i think he's implying that there is a cycle to it#that there is a resignation to the world moving and changing into something else but not getting totally better
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had a very nice evening of conversation with my roommates, they’re really sweet. but, uh, there’s some things i Definitely will not be telling them about myself. nor do i really see us staying close afterwards :/
#highlights include one girl saying she’s been putting a ton of time into completing hogwarts legacy 100%#and calling the volatile weather ‘bipolar’#twice in fact#as well as another using ‘delusional’ in a casual context#and i want to be clear: they Are very nice!#i just don’t quite feel like bringing up my neurodivergence or mental health or queerness would be a wise decision :P#they’ll be chill to hang out with for game nights and whatnot. casual things#friday chats#friday vs post-secondary school
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Actually I’ve come to the conclusion that Cynthia would like Kingdom Hearts for the exact same reason she likes Graces f (the homoerotic tension,,,,,,)
#Also she’s just an action girlie in general! (sorry dism you have Inigo to enjoy turn-based games with instead 💔)#just pav things#She likes graces better though because it has multiplayer :) So she gets to ramble to Inigo as they both play!#In her mind this is basically forcing Minty to pay active attention to said homoerotic tension rather than passively watching 😎#But also she assumes that with Inigo’s demeanour he doesn’t want to be there :(#So also in her mind she is trapping Inigo into socialising more actively with her. Gaming is a cover for her desire to connect with him#After all it’s easy to say ‘heeey you promised you were gonna do a full playthrough with me >:(‘ and not ‘I really miss you’#Classic You Have No Name Poor CommunicationTM ✨✨✨✨#Inigo DOES want to be there wholeheartedly and sincerely derives enjoyment out of neurodivergent people monologuing about their interests#He loves his creachurs very much and that’s why he gets along so well with Dism and Cynthia! Inigo enjoys interesting people :)#Buuuuuuut he’s driven to suppress his feelings for Cynthia in particular because he’s trying to prevent having an attachment to her#Attachments lead him to get careless and hurt people :) Murder them even :) And then it hurts reeeaally bad :3#Of course this is where you can see the flaw in his logic#Why would he be trying to protect Cynthia from himself. If he didn’t already have an attachment to her in the first place <3#He doesn’t want Cynthy to ‘die’ bc he loves her. Inigo tries so hard to deny this fact in his head bc it defies his faulty belief system#he wants to keep indulging in the Lie born from his emotional Wound :3#In truth though feigning detachment makes him incredibly lonely and dissatisfied and ultimately hurts them both 💔#Cynthia doesn’t help in this either with her own ambitions to heal him hurt/comfort fanfic style for her own loneliness’s sake#So in conclusion fuck yeah codependent relationships ✨ truly a concoction of bottled up feelings#We love the drama hehehe. On some days I even prefer this over Dism and Archie’s mess just because of how natural and realistic it is#There’s no spiriters adding fuel to the fire and facilitating corruption this is just 100% flawed people doing flawed things!#…..Can you tell I was thinking of the moment where Cynthia and Inigo mend their relationship today 😭❤️
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Neurotypical son (Adrien) versus neurodivergent dad and assistant (Gabriel and Nathalie)
#no wonder adrien has daddy issues#I wanna call adrien neurodivergent but despite his daddy issues he’s really not#it’s just his shit ass family situation#felix is 100% neurodivergent#marinette is a whole separate category in itself#she’s like a neurodivergent to neurotypical bridge#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#mlb#mlb fandom#miraculous tales of ladybug & chat noir#miraculous fandom#adrien agreste#marinette dupain cheng#gabriel agreste#nathalie sancoeur
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What if. I started a poll bracket to find tumblrs favorite integers
#i could divide it into sections of 10^x#favorite number up to 10. up to 100. up to 1000#it would be fun#i told my roommate abt my wonderful idea and she said it ‘sounds neurodivergent as fuck’ and nothing else so that would be great for tumblr#prompted by me trying to think of my fav/least fav number#sev rambles
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*describing smth that only happens in rich areas* yeah so basically i think teachers need to punish kids more
#you have to be out of your fucking mind to have this opinion sorry#take it from someone from a very rural kinda poor area. you dont want your kids treated like that#no not all parents bite your head off for getting their kid in trouble. you just work at a rich school#i saw some heinous shit go on at my elementary school as a kid and im 100% sure that doesnt happen in rich areas#who let my 2nd grade teacher scream at us like that. HELLO??#she would literally scream so loud about how awful and annoying we are and how much she hates teaching us#my 1st grade teacher would regularly degrade us and tell us we were horribly behaved and need to grow up#i also once saw her take a belt and tie a kid down to his chair bc he was getting up too much#to tell you how poor and rural it was lol. we didnt have stim toys or w/e your teacher just tied you down#its so horrible looking back#i do think covid fucked up kids bc they werent learning for 2-3 years and now they're expected to be at a higher level#but i dont think behaviour issues can be settled as easily as some ppl think they can#and to teachers complaining about kids never getting punished: be glad they only get calls home or suspended#i had teachers tell us they wish it was legal to hit students#i had a teacher slam a ruler on a desk do hard it shattered#i had a teacher who would talk behind poorly behaved kids backs. especially if they were neurodivergent or ''weird''#just be kind to children jesus christ
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