#she actively wastes my time

[potato-awesome]

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[stuckinakillingjar]

ok i finally finished this shit and honestly, they wasted some good acting on this fuckass writing.

i'm also still mad bc of that boring ass kiss between juha and doyoon. they could've put all of juha's sexual repression into it but nooooo they had to blur it and make it lame

[vanweezer]

very very personal, just insight into where im at w my family and things that bother me/have encouraged me to move out

"i know youre moving out so im just gonna say no ones kicking you out and if you feel like this is something you have to do then ok"

thanks! i know im not being kicked out! but yknow i kinda yet a weird vibe when your out of touch husband takes me to a cemetery to yell at me, tell me im just like my father/dont give my father "the time of day", and that im "mean to people who care about me" in front of his dead mother's grave in a poor attempt at guilting me out of speaking my mind. but no yeah thanks for stating the fucking obvious that im leaving on my own terms

[this-doesnt-endd]

Lowkey miserable in college

[ereborne]

Song of the Day: March 26

"Songs About Rain" by Gary Allan

[waheedawolf]

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[radioactive-cloud]

can a random tiktok not hit me with captions that say when people think you're gonna have such a good job and a good career but you're mentally struggling and nothing is working out the way you want it to and "you're the smart child in the family" used to be but not anymore on a thursday morning?

[rubyredbonnetblue]

Listen.... I know full well why I’m crushing so hard on Prince Eric and we’re just gonna embrace it

[mmmmuffins]

you meet the worlds most misogynistic person and its literally your mother

[steampoweredskeleton]

I feel like I'm at a point in mental health where CBT is no longer very helpful. Like I know what most of my problems are. I do things to challenge myself and challenge my way of thinking whenever I can. I actively make decisions and change my behaviour to ensure things don't get worse BC I know my symptoms and what can make them worse.

So now talking to this therapist doesn't help BC they just tell me what I already know. And give me tasks that I already know I need to do.

We had an interesting one today where she was like "you need to be able to identify your emotions" and I was like "yes, I know, I try to break them down based on physical response BC I can't really read my emotions" to which she said "you need to be able to identify them, and not concentrate on the physical response". We went in this cycle for a few minutes, after which she said "can you read other people's emotions?". I, stupidly thinking that maybe she was getting it that I am autistic (I know it's on my chart) and can't do that, told her no.

My homework for this week is to make note of how I emotionally feel, not physically, and try to pay attention to the emotions of those around me.

So that's great. At this point I just need someone to help me plan my week so I can function better and THAT shit isn't available on the NHS!

[riikiblr]

why did i even say i wanted to do this??? i hate writing essays 😀

[rosalesbeausderholle]

I'm only going to be in Germany until mid-February when the semester break starts (not like I'm getting along with anyone this semester anyway, and I only have one left after this one to be done) so I didn't bother to pick a big suitcase, literally 4 thick jumpers, 2 pyjamas, 3 trousers, 1 coat, 1 nice outfit... It's not like I'll be going out much 🤷🏻‍♀️

[zippers]

spent way too long reading (one of?) the twitter links on that franzeska fandom racism post, and my tumblr app refreshed. if someone happens to see it or reblogged it recently, could you send it my way? thanks!

[jew-flexive]

see this shit? this is not okay.

i ended up deleting all the comments because i didn’t know how to respond to this user’s reply, but oh my god. this is not how you talk to fic writers. i wrote eleutheromania FOR FREE at a time when i was working three jobs, going to grad school, and you know, living through a worldwide pandemic. i have said multiple times in the comments that writing the fic was incredibly personal to me and was informed deeply by my experiences with antisemitism and emotional abuse. i have also said in the comments MULTIPLE TIMES that i do not accept concrit on my work. that is not because i’m “not emotionally capable of dealing with anything that’s not blatant positive feedback.” it’s because i don’t post fic on a03 to get torn apart by internet strangers for not sufficiently including their favorite character. if you’re reading a fic and the author makes a choice you don’t agree with, click off. to me, that’s just common courtesy.

this comment was just so incredibly mean-spirited and i’m honestly a little baffled that someone felt like this was something they needed to send a complete stranger whose art didn’t vibe with them. not wanting to engage with concrit is not craving validation. ugh. i’m trying not to be upset because part of me feels like i’m proving their point but idk. it has never once occurred to me to send a message like this to someone. ever.

[phagodyke]

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[arolesbianism]

Doodle I did of my girl Juliet earlier