#shattered reality

[backstabber128]

Promise Me You Won't Change Too

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[troubleshade]

Shattered reality:

Alternate universes and traveling through worlds was something Chiisai thought only happens in stories and fairytales. Until the hand of fate proved her wrong. Through a misstep she gets thrown to an alternate universe. With no way to contact her family or a way home Chiisai stands in front of an foreign challenge.

A curse or the opportunity for a new start?

Working on the masterpost right now, to explain and sort some things. This will be one part of it. Or better said: One part of the timeline

[suprcomputranimalracingsimulatr]

Animorphs: Shattered Reality (2000)

[rdps01]

oopsy daisy

[stellarmoth01]

Take me by the hand, guide me to the light.

Shatter my illusions, make me free at last.

[wickmitz]

rereading some of volume two for the analysis post ( i’m not as familiar with it as i’d like to be! ) and just noticed how similar their poses are here. both touching one arm with a singular paw, brows furrowing while their tails curl around them … it’s an active distancing, a defensive physical change. the hurt feelings are very palpable here!!

[howlsofbloodhounds]

I am having some thoughts about, like, Killer struggling to understand himself. Why he behaves he does, his Stages, his soul, his Determination, his emotions, his thought process and beliefs.

Cause like Killer is a clearly a traumatized mentally ill person who is undiagnosed and unmedicated and not in any position to reach any diagnosis or treatment or support or help because he is isolated from the rest of Multiverse in many ways.

He does not trust himself and fundamentally doesn’t trust anyone else, and his situation keeps him in a toxic, abusive environment where he is operating in survival mode. He has never left it in who knows how long.

He doesn’t know what’s “wrong” with him. Just that something is. And he has to “fix it” somehow. Or be replaced.

Like he doesn’t know why his thoughts feel so disconnected and fragmented and like they aren’t even his. He doesn’t know why he doesn’t see himself looking back when catching sight of a mirror. He doesn’t know what he looks like when he tries to imagine himself.

He doesn’t know why it seems like the body has a mind of its own. He doesn’t know why the body cries about things that didn’t hurt. He doesn’t know why nothing and no one ever really seems real. He doesn’t know why certain things make his soul and body react and act in ways that he’d never do and care about things or people he doesn’t care about.

He’s fine and yet somehow something is still wrong with him. It was easy to ignore and not question it with Chara but it’s a problem with Nightmare now. It’s a problem with everyone. He doesn’t know why the body just can’t stay still, he tried to make it stop.

He doesn’t know why it’s so hard to pay attention and so hard to organize tasks and to remember spoken instructions and why it’s so hard to remember what someone just told him. He doesn’t know why his body always seems to hurt or where it’s coming from.

It’s easier to just not think about it but it’s hard to do that when that’s all everyone around him seems to have an issue with lately.

[cherubofthenight]

Persist, Persist, Persist

Every time I shifted or even got close, I was laying in bed, repeating affirmations in my head.

It was manual until it wasn't. That's how it is when it comes to persistence, no matter how you choose to do it: affirming, subliminal, visualization.

And the main thing is changing your thoughts.

It's like changing your perspective on things: the more you notice the good and positivity around you, the more you attract. And this is something you work on manually.

So changing your thoughts works similarly.

Back to that example i made above. Everything is a reflection of you, and when you realize that, you unlock a whole new world. You are already what you want to be. You just have to know that. And to know that does not mean just thinking it once and then wondering why you're not seeing your results/why you're not shifting. How do you expect to shift if you keep telling yourself you can't. How can you expect to be rich if you keep telling yourself that you're poor? Keep repeating these things to yourself and that's what you'll continue to be. You either have or you don't.

Pay attention to your thoughts for a day. Even if you have to write them down, reflect on them at the end of said day. "I can't shift. Shifting is so hard. LOA is so hard. I can't manifest like that. I wish I could manifest as well as ___. I wish I could shift." If you notice that your thoughts sound like that or are just generally negative towards your situation regarding receiving your desires, there's a problem. One that you need to fix.

As I said, affirmations, visualization etc help with this- whatever method you choose (if you choose one) because a method is just that- a method. You are the actual power. These will probably feel forced at first ngl, but it's up to you to stay consistent until it's automatic and you believe in it.

You persist all the time. Persist in having your desire instead of not having it. Awareness of already having/being comes before the physical manifestation.

I suppose while I'm here I should clear up some misunderstandings within the law.

You don't have to do anything. If you believe that no matter what you'll get what you want, then you will. That's called an assumption, You make your own rules. You don't need to be positive all the time, but it helps. Toxic positivity is a thing. Changing your thoughts also isn't necessary for some people bc they already believe in themselves, but if you're a bit lacking in that department, this helps tremendously. There is no difference between "i will" and "i am" in affirmations, guys. I thought we debunked this so long ago.

Say what you want, do what you want, as long as it feels good to you.

this is very unedited

[glove23]

d20: yeah this is the horror season

everyone: yeah cool love that

d20: -horrors beyond comprehension happen-

everyone: UM? EXCUSE ME? EXCUSE ME??

[gelatinorifice]

Ghost in the machine

[troubleshade]

Cover No. 2: Shattered Reality

Song: “Kiss the sky” by Shawn Lee’s Ping Pong Orchestra

(Alternate Song: Retrograde by James Blake)

With a deafening crack Chiisai's shell made contact with the outer border of the portal. She expected a sharp pain, which never came. What she not expect was a feel of falling and the world going dark around her.

Chiisai's fall ended on hard surface, she immediately rolls onto her feet. The view in front of her stole her breath for a moment: Complete skycrapers, neon lights, unfamiliar noises and smells. This wasn't her home anymore...

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[abbysmultiverse]

Okay I had a dream about shifting last night so I’m like 100000% sure I’m shifting tonight. I’m literally already in my dr fr

[sinnbaddie]

To say that Kakashi and Gai’s relationship (talking solely platonic rn) was mostly about him helping Kakashi cope with the loss of Obito is disingenuous to Kakashi and all of his relationships.

Any person is going to be traumatized after seeing someone — much less their teammate — be crushed to death under a rock. Kakashi is shown to be someone susceptible to depression due to 1. His environment 2. His initial beliefs and 3. His genetic line. Of course his life is going to be centered around one of the most traumatic experiences of his life, romanticizing it is so hurtful to his character because it destroyed him - and if Kishimoto actually cared about expanding other character relationships instead of making a “generational duo that falls apart” + wasn’t a misogynistic writer, Rin’s death would be the bigger influence on his life than Obito’s.

Yes, Gai had to help him numerous times in his grief but it wasn’t solely or even mainly about Obito. Rin was an absolute vital point in Kakashi’s downfall into chaos. The self harm he inflicted upon himself, the self hatred, the self shame. He became a whole different person after he was forced to kill her. I would say Kakashi’s father Sakumo is by far the biggest influence on him. He wouldn’t have needed any speech of “your father was a hero” by Obito if it wasn’t for Sakumo. His personality of today is thanks to his father’s own death.

Gai and Kakashi’s friendship is almost entirely about them when they’re in scenes together. Look at the chunin exams, look at any scene in the land of steam arc, look at their race, etc. naturally there will be grief the two bring to the relationship and it’s on them to work it out separately, together and with other people which did happen.

You’re actively ignoring every other character that has shaped and formed who Kakashi is by saying Obito is the biggest and only reason he is who he is. Gai is one of the strongest reasons why Kakashi is as motivated and strong as he is. Kakashi would’ve absolutely died at some point in (general) anbu if Gai didn’t pull him out and he was slipping so far when he was in it because of Rin and Minato.

Kakashi’s heart does not “belong” to Obito because he’s in love with Obito and can’t get over him, his heart belongs to the people he loves because that’s who Kakashi is at his core - a lover. He’s a person who cares so deeply, even for people he doesn’t necessarily like or get along with.

Kakashi is a person who is shaped by everybody in his life, that’s why he is one of the best written Naruto characters. He feels like a real person because real people are influenced by everyone in their life, in every way. It’s unfortunate to see those who call themselves Kakashi fans only to mischaracterize, limit and erase the bonds he was written to have to prop up one single bond for your ship.

Do you care for this character? His themes, parallels, relationships and writing? or is he just a placeholder / self insert for shipping content?

[poyoofthestars]

Doodles from yours truly that I really wanted to do during the tournament

Purely out of fun :DD

Dokukieran, TC! Carmine - @tealmaskmybeloved

Sir Uther (purposefully not rendered out of fun, he looks pissed tho) - @quanblovk, also happy super belated birthday

Lady Celestine - @kirbybecomesastarwarrior

Valfrey - @gethoce

[iaintkissingnofrog]

There are a lot of great moments and panels in HGSN but my absolute favourite would have to be

He's not trying to think rationally, he doesn't try to play dumb or brush it off. All he can think of is this echoing question and all he can feel is fear. It's kill or be killed, this is going to change his reality in a way he's not ready for and he cannot take that chance. He's just a boy, why can't he just be a boy for a little while longer?

[cephalopadre]

Mechtober Day 8: Anemone and the Nirvash Type: The End