#shamefully

[wanderingmind867]

Most of my books are really old and beat up. I found this out when I looked at my copy of the Mark of Athena yesterday, and it brought back all the memories. Years ago (before I had my phone), I did all sorts of weird things to my books, just to kill time when I couldn't bring myself to focus on reading anymore. I would write my ideas down in the pages of the book, I would eat the tops of the pages because I had a paper eating phase, I also licked the pages of the book, hoping to give it that weird leathery look I saw in movies. I did so much with my books. I suppose the abuse was a sign of deep love, but it also makes it hard to read them nowadays.

My licking of the pages has left some of them with a really weird texture, so I guess my hope to make the pages have that thin, uplifted, old parchment feel did turn out. But it makes them feel weird to try and read nowadays. And my old scribbles and notes and ideas written in the margins make things sort of hard to read past. So maybe i'll have to buy new copies of some of them. And if the weird texture I myself created makes the books become unbearable to read, well at least some new copies are coming next week. And i'm also a master procrastinator with my notes app, so i could probably delay the reading... Even though that thought just feeds my deep fears of losing my ability to read after graduating high school....sigh...

[silliestgoobr]

Ok so what if I'm cringe but I'm not free. Im being forever shackled to the shame of freaky 2016 minecraft werewolf role-play.

[keisobe]

i saw someone in tiktok commenting that miguel would definitely listen to lana del rey and i was like ????

miguel would definitely either listen to songs that his daughter always played when he was being an imposter or he wears thick ass earplugs and indulge himself in utter silence bc he’s tired of everybody calling him for shit

bonus: he’s murmuring hispanic songs that gives him nostalgia and lyla sings along with him (and he got really embarrassed getting caught so he tries hard not to sing while he’s working)

[celestialecho]

FINE SHE CAN GET HER OWN FUCKING POST. I GUESS. WHATEVER

[jaydotdice]

I am crushed under the massive weight of capitalism but not even having the life ground out of me can stop me from shitposting.

[p1nkparader]

Thinking about Adelaide from teenage wasteland by gallaplacidia. Easily one of the best fics out there.

[girldraki]

it’s really semantically unclear if i’m currently discovering a bubblegum kintype, forming a fableing, or if uhhh this is a psychosis thing, although timing and other circumstantial factors point strongly to the latter. nevertheless it is NOT making the queerplatonic situationship ik and my stepmom are developing any less awkward!

[yourmcboy]

ALRIGHT I'LL ADMIT IT!!!! OKAY! I'M A JOJO FAN I CONFESS!!!

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[autumnhobbit]

difficult to express how much of my personality was shaped by 90’s toby keith

[bitofabandwagon]

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[wanderingmind867]

I feel like my posts haven't had a lot of attention lately. I know that that's almost definitely a trick of my neuroticism, but it's still affecting me nonetheless. Maybe it's just that i haven't noticed some of my mutuals in my activity tab too often lately, and that's just bugging my dumb brain. I know it's dumb, which is why i'm sort of overthinking it and apparently demeaning myself as i write this. But if anyone's seen my posts lately, can they respond to this post or whatever? Because apparently my brain is dumb enough to need this validation.

[veggiefritterz]

not to be a little sad sack on main

why cant i just be able to pick up on people's emotions? like i genuinely can only tell happy, excited (sometimes), sad and (sometimes) angry. sad just means anything negative to me and happy just means anything positive. thats as much as i can narrow it down. genuinely.

so not only can i not recognise other people's emotions but i cant recognise my own. i literally cannot not say i feel sad until i am sobbing on the floor and have been for hours, i cant say im overstimulated until i have a full on meltdown and throw shit, i cannot say i feel sick until i cant even move. it sucks.

i cant show proper appreciation when people give me things because i don't know how to do that properly.

its kind of fuckin awful augh i wanna sob ngl.

[escadaman]

[lamarocainenews]

8-year-old battling cancer ‘shamefully’ assaulted at football game

HESPRESS English – Morocco News Sports Hespress ENWednesday 7 June 2023 – 11:34 A French boy, who is battling brain cancer, was abused while supporting his favorite team Marseille during a game against Ajaccio on Saturday. Kenzo, 8, was invited to watch the game by airline Air Corsica, which provided a suite for the boy and his parents to watch the game. Local media reported that the boy’s…

[k0t3x-n3t]

Guys ik how we as a Fandom feel abt floch..... but hear me out-

Time for an Attack on Titan version

Spin the wheel

[dc-comics-enjoyer]

This is stupid and I might delete later, but do you think Bruce ever wants to just scratch his balls when he's all batsuited up ? Must be uncomfortable when he feels like he needs to readjust himself down there too.