#neurotic

[wanderingmind867]

Whenever my posts don't seem to get attention, my mood gets sour and depressive. I don't think that indicates emotional stability on my part, but I can't really help it. I think this is proof that social media isn't great for me, honestly. I seem to feel some sort of obsessive dejection when I realize that my posts aren't getting attention. I probably should talk to my dad and therapist about this, but that would require me to admit to having that account (and more specifically, to having made 13,000+ posts and never telling anyone). But until i work up the courage to tell someone about all this (and who knows if i ever even will), I'm just going to do what I usually do. I'm going to ask: did anyone seen my posts? Because it feels like some of them have had next to no attention, and i'm beginning to want to repost them.

[salembehindbars]

When I say “Spencer Hastings is so me” I don’t mean the good grades and extracurricular activities, I mean the anxiety, the obsessive nature, the insomnia, the caffeine addiction, being high strung, the neurosis, being competitive, the self doubt, hardheadedness, and the emotional exhaustion.

[infpisme]

[neuroticboyfriend]

yes, i'm mad. neurotic. insane. erratic. but that doesn't make my experiences false or wrong. my reality is just as important and real and meaningful as the sane's. my feelings, thoughts, and actions matter. i deserve the same decency and respect as others. i am not a mistake, i do not need to be cured. nature made me. i am alive. i exist, and i am not going anywhere.

[thefemcelthatdeservesbetter]

OF women

I hate attractive women "relating" to Tomoko Kuroki on the internet. I hate how they portray "loser girls" in general. I'm pretty sure if Tomoko was pretty she would be popular. Social anxiety wasn't the only thing ruining her life, obviously. As for example, Komi is a character with social anxiety too, yet everyone liked her unlike Tomoko. To me, the main issue she's been dealing with is her looks; comparing those two proves my point. Wrong character, whore.

I saw a woman like that on Instagram and it just pissed me off. Other than this post, she posted about how she was so tired of men and that she didn't want them in her life anymore. SHE LITERALLY HAS AN OF ACCOUNT. How controversial is that??? She sells her body online and the only people consuming this content would be men. She's voluntarily exposing herself to MEN. I say she's just a hypocrite and a dumb whore.

How can a woman like that dare say that she's just like Tomoko??? I hate how those dumb sluts gaslight people into thinking that loser girls like that character are attractive. And then some men are like "oh I'm so into loser girls" until she IS an unattractive loser. I hate this! It's like how people romanticize mental disorders, it's bullshit. It just leads to disappointment to the people that those cunts pretend to be like.

I hate society. I hate the world we live in.

One day, I don't know how, I will become powerful and make them eat their own shit!!!! I'd strip them naked in front of their parents just to humiliate them!!!!

[masquerade-flags]

Neurotic/neurosis flag?

Neurotic/Neurosis flag

I chose the colors I do because I wanted the flag to have a somewhat upset look to it. The yellow is fear and anxiety, the light brown is for agitation, the brown is feelings of guilt, the dark brown(?) is for self consciousness, the dark purple is for sadness and melancholy, the dark red is for feeling of instability

[soulmaking]

Marcel Proust, In Search of Lost Time (trans. C. K. Scott Moncrieff)

[saranilssonbooks]

Have a Moby-Dick theory, but can't remember exactly how a crucial quote goes, can't remember which chapter it's from, can't find it with the help of my Kindle, and now I can't sleep and am starting to doubt it's actual existance as well as reality itself.

[oldinterneticons]

[addictivecontradiction]

Under the silver lake, 2018

[wanderingmind867]

I don't want to be neurotic or insecure or anything, but I'm worrying nobody (or next to nobody) has seen my posts. And that's upsetting, because I've probably made at least 5-6 new posts today. So for my own peace of mind, can you tell me that you've seen my posts today. At least people saw them will make me a tiny bit better. I'll probably still end up wishing my posts had more notes, leading to me futilely reposting the same thing over and over. That seems to be a trend with me.

[salembehindbars]

She’s been called neurotic once or twice.

[intrusive-thoughts-only]

*excessively neurotic and hypersensitive*

Fuck, it’s only 7AM…

[tofutasties]

Neurotic vs psychotic

Everybody has been oedipalized and neuroticized at home, at school, at work. Everybody wants to be a fascist. Deleuze and Guattari want to know how these beliefs succeed in taking hold of a body, thereby silencing the productive machines of the libido. They also want to know how the opposite situation is brought about, where a body successfully wards off the effects of power. Reversing the Freudian distinction between neurosis and psychosis that measures everything against the former, Anti-Oedipus concludes: the neurotic is the one on whom the Oedipal imprints take, whereas the psychotic is the one incapable of being oedipalized, even and especially by psychoanalysis. —Mark Seem, Introduction to Anti-Oedipus (1983)

[eclipsewilliam]

Autistic bottom up thinking

Autistic “bottom-up thinking” refers to a cognitive style often associated with autism, where an individual processes information starting from the most basic sensory or raw details and building up to more complex understanding. This is contrasted with “top-down thinking,” which typically involves starting with a general idea or framework and filling in the details.

In bottom-up thinking, an autistic person may focus intensely on specific details or sensory input—such as sounds, textures, or individual components of a situation—before forming a broader understanding of the whole. This approach can be particularly helpful in tasks requiring precision or attention to detail, but it may also make it challenging to quickly grasp abstract concepts or apply prior knowledge to new situations without fully analyzing the smaller elements first.

For example, in social interactions, an autistic person might process specific facial expressions, tones of voice, and individual words before interpreting the overall emotional context of a conversation, rather than intuitively picking up on the general mood of the exchange from the start.

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[deebrisbyfish]

With Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse coming out this week, I decided to take an old sketch I made, clean it up and finish it for fun. It is, of course, an homage to the now-classic "Spider-Man #1" cover by Todd McFarlane.  (And yeah, I KNOW that comic was adjective-less, but it felt funnier this way.)