#sh tw!!

[keithbutgay]

hi!

um

yeah

notes goal post

because i really need motivation

(i stole some of these but shhhhh)

if this post gets 50 notes i'll drink water right now

100 i'll go to bed at midnight for the rest of the week

200 i'll actually do my laundry

500 i'll take a shower every day for the rest of the week

1,000 i'll brush my teeth every night for a full week

2,000 i'll stop binding for an unhealthy amount of time for a full week

3,000 i'll start actually wearing my ankle braces consistently

4,000 i'll eat breakfast every day for the rest of the week

5,000 i'll stop binding while sleeping

6,000 i'll stop wearing earrings i'm allergic to for a full week

7,000 i'll start doing makeup again

8,000 i'll stop eating chocolate for the rest of the week

9,000 i'll make my autodale masks

10,000 i'll touch grass every day for the rest of the month

11,000 i'll water my plants twice a week for the rest of the month

12,000 i'll put on my lotion when i need to for a full week

13,000 i'll eat at least two meals every day for the rest of the week

14,000 i'll finish my water bottle every day for a full week

15,000 i'll write more for forest files

18,000 i'll clean out my backpack

19,000 i'll take my vitamins every day for the rest of the week

20,000 i'll finish my stained glass project

21,000 i'll go to bed before midnight for the rest of the week

22,000 i'll do my summer reading

23,000 i'll move the knife out of my room

24,000 i'll eat three meals every day for three days

25,000 i'll stop purposefully triggering myself for a full week

50,000 i'll try my best to stay clean for two full weeks

i'll probably add more goals if this somehow get past 5k, but there it is for now :)

spam allowed

tagging allowed

ummm the deadline is halloween

*thumbs up*

go for it

[moldy-guacamole]

NOTES POST FINALLY

10 notes: ill post more art

20 notes: ill draw dun meshi art

50 notes: ill paint more

100: ill try to finish books faster

200: ill finish watching every second life and start watching every third life

500: ill try my best to finish all my homework

1000: ill try to do things i say im gonna do

5000: ill pack more for lunch

10000: ill stop listening to concerning music on repeat

50000: ill do something

100000: ill take binder breaks

1mil: ill try to stop barfing after every meal

5mil: ill try to stop using the razor to cut myself right before school

uhh spam allowed @ as many people as you want

deadline jan 1st

[lovsome]

big venting ahead :-{

[6ftoverxoxo]

[aponia-jasper]

[cvvvmgvvvtzzz]

(⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠) teehee

[tavania777]

the moment sh goes from punishment to reward, you're cooked

[flowers4them]

huh how did i reach 6 followers

you know what heres some more garlic bread, enjoy

[idnwtdta]

I literally feel dead in a living body

[red-velvet-0w0]

okay you know what i dont like that mini no-cutting goal post i made last night but i cant in good conscience bring myself to just not follow through, so ive instead decided to nullify that by create a far more difficult and elaborate note goal post that way i can still pretend like im trying to get myself to do the right thing while also making this future me's problem, and as impossible to reach as possible

100 notes i work on art more

200 notes i actualy try and do homework

300 notes i start reading/watching the stuff on my list of media i finaly want to see

500 notes i reach out to friends more

750 notes i try to shower consistently even though i get extremely dysphoric

1000 notes i dont cut for a week

10000 notes i finaly block my ex (or at least as much as i can seeing as she is technically my boss)

100000 notes i dont cut for a month

500000 notes i stop making plans to kill myself

deadline is next monday 12:00 am. spam allowed.

[cammyluvss]

stop liking this you little fuckers

if this gets 20 notes in a week ill start drawing more and going outside

if this gets 100 notes by the end of march i will actually try in school

if this gets 200 notes by the end of march i will eat more, ,,,,,,rn i only eat lunch

if this gets 400 notes by the end of march ill stand up to ppl at school who bully me

if this gets 500 notes by april ill stop cvtting

[elliesspacee]

This TikTok made my day.

[gh0stgirlv]

When you reach the point where your planning your suicide but still no one even noticed you were struggling in the first place <<

[wis-art]

Lucy celebrating her 31st birthday!

(I am manifesting getting to live to 30 as a trans woman)

[chiyeko-kurea]

My last breath will be a sigh of relief.

[i-am-confused-always]

what I say: “it is what it is”

what I mean: “I have cried about this for hours and have probably self harmed and contemplated suicide over this.