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hi!
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yeah
notes goal post
because i really need motivation
(i stole some of these but shhhhh)
if this post gets 50 notes i'll drink water right now
100 i'll go to bed at midnight for the rest of the week
200 i'll actually do my laundry
500 i'll take a shower every day for the rest of the week
1,000 i'll brush my teeth every night for a full week
2,000 i'll stop binding for an unhealthy amount of time for a full week
3,000 i'll start actually wearing my ankle braces consistently
4,000 i'll eat breakfast every day for the rest of the week
5,000 i'll stop binding while sleeping
6,000 i'll stop wearing earrings i'm allergic to for a full week
7,000 i'll start doing makeup again
8,000 i'll stop eating chocolate for the rest of the week
9,000 i'll make my autodale masks
10,000 i'll touch grass every day for the rest of the month
11,000 i'll water my plants twice a week for the rest of the month
12,000 i'll put on my lotion when i need to for a full week
13,000 i'll eat at least two meals every day for the rest of the week
14,000 i'll finish my water bottle every day for a full week
15,000 i'll write more for forest files
18,000 i'll clean out my backpack
19,000 i'll take my vitamins every day for the rest of the week
20,000 i'll finish my stained glass project
21,000 i'll go to bed before midnight for the rest of the week
22,000 i'll do my summer reading
23,000 i'll move the knife out of my room
24,000 i'll eat three meals every day for three days
25,000 i'll stop purposefully triggering myself for a full week
50,000 i'll try my best to stay clean for two full weeks
i'll probably add more goals if this somehow get past 5k, but there it is for now :)
spam allowed
tagging allowed
ummm the deadline is halloween
*thumbs up*
go for it
#i know this isnt my usual post thing but#idk#its good for me or something#and also im pathetic and crave validation and attention al the time#y'all dont like. actually have to hit any of these actually#um#notes goal#notes post#if this gets x notes#tw skipping meals#tw sh#tw unhealthy binding#tw knife mention
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they should invent a form of self harm where no one notices or gives a fuck
#tw sh related#tw sh implied#tw sh joke#tw sh destructive behaviour#sh vent#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd#bpd problems#actually borderline#bpd safe#mentally tired#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#mentally unstable#im so tired#im tired#tired#so tired#fml#bpd stuff
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big venting ahead :-{
#depression tw!!#sh tw!!#the last few days have been some of the hardest ive had in a long time#i feel like i always say this but it feels true every time tbh….#i feel like my brain is collapsing on itself…#just . very very bad thoughts and my head kinda going crazy and i guess partially acting on those thoughts#which is very very depressing tbh. i feel like im not gonna make it#ive been somewhat paralyzed these days. 80% of the time im awake i cant move. i have some moments when i can like get up and eat something#or something like that but other than that i spent all day yesterday sitting at my desk literally staring at the wall#because even moving a finger seemed like an impossible task to complete#and then last night i started spiraling and for the first time in a long time i could picture the worst possible thing i could do actually#happening#so i just cried. and cried. and i got in bed because that is the only place where i feel somewhat safe. from everything else but mostly#myself…#it doesnt help that no one cares#i was supposed to meet my friends to but#buy* stuff to cook for new years eve today but i texted them that i was having a crisis and i didnt think id be able go get up and go today#and it was implied and i also said that i was struggling but there was no response to that#there was barely any response at all#and this happened time and time again and when i tell my therapist shes always like#why dont u tell them? why dont u tell them that this behavior hurts u#and i just cant bring myself to do it. like i cant fathom hearing a close friend telling me that they’re struggling with depression and not#saying anything in response.#and i wonder maybe theres something about me where people just dont give a shit if i live or die basically#and i cant force someone to care about it thats why i dont say anything. but it sure as hell hurts#anyways.. i hooe today wont be as bad as yesterday
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if this post gets 5 k notes i'll tell my new physcologist about my sh.
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"Are you cheating on me?" No babe, I'm just hiding a edtwt, drugtwt, shtwt, edblr, and shblr account from you
#cvtaddict#cvtting addict#i wanna cvt#s3lfharmm#sh things#slef harm#tw sh related#tw ed ana#anaorxia#anaorexya#anaorexla#@tw edd#disordered eating cw#drugblr#tw drugs
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#tw depressing thoughts#depressing life#depressing shit#self destruction#this is depressing#kinda depressing#sorry for being depressing#i wanna die#self h@rm#slef harm#su1c1dal#hitting styro#made of styro#s3lf harn#s3lf mutilation#s3lfharmm#self mutalition#self destructive behavior#sewer slide#sh cvt#sh twt#shtmblr#tw sh implied#sh vent#tw sh in tags#tw sh related
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the moment sh goes from punishment to reward, you're cooked
#baby cvts#styroblr#tw self h4rm#tw sh related#988blr#cvtaddict#cvtting addict#hitting styro#self h@rm#sh cvt#tw s3lf harm#made of styro#s3lf harn#s3lf mutilation#self mutalition
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huh how did i reach 6 followers
you know what heres some more garlic bread, enjoy
#sh!tpost#shitpost#asexual#aromantic#aroace#aspec mafia#aspec military#ventis garlic bread#lgbtqia#lgbtq#food#tw food
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I literally feel dead in a living body
#tw depressing thoughts#hitting styro#thigh cvts#mentally unstable#cvtaddict#sh things#depresssion#depressing shit#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing stuff#depressiv#tw depressive#s3lf mutilation#s3lf harn#alone with my thoughts#you are not alone#i feel empty#lonelly#dead inside#made of styro#sh#s3lfharmm#feeling alone#leave me alone#mental health#mental illness#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#tw styro#mentally drained
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Lucy celebrating her 31st birthday!
(I am manifesting getting to live to 30 as a trans woman)
#my art#lucy#art#transgender#trans#yay#i never see drawings of trans women above the age of 25#i am 24 now but i hope i can be 30 one day#privilege that many cis people dont realize they have is getting to see their body wrinkle#sh#tw sh#she has self harm scars but i want to depict her happy#because people with sh scars deserve happiness
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My last breath will be a sigh of relief.
#tw styro#cvtaddict#made of styro#988blr#slef harm#styr0blr#beansblr#hitting beans#styro#styroblr#hitting styro#$h h4rm#$elf h4rm#tw s3lf harm#s3lf harn#$elf harm#styr0twt#s3lfharmm#s3lf mutilation#su!cidal#su!c!de#tw self destruction#$h tw#tw vent#tw sui ideation#tw sui implied#tw self destructive behavior#tw sh related#tw sui vent#988twt
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what I say: “it is what it is”
what I mean: “I have cried about this for hours and have probably self harmed and contemplated suicide over this.
#self h@rm#tw sh joke#tw sh related#send help#mental illness#sh cvt#actually mentally ill#baby cvts#cvtaddict#tw depressing stuff#tw self destructive behavior#tw sui ideation#tw sui implied#tw selfhate#tw self h4rm#tw self destruction#cw#sh#vent
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stop liking this you little fuckers
if this gets 20 notes in a week ill start drawing more and going outside
if this gets 100 notes by the end of march i will actually try in school
if this gets 200 notes by the end of march i will eat more, ,,,,,,rn i only eat lunch
if this gets 400 notes by the end of march ill stand up to ppl at school who bully me
if this gets 500 notes by april ill stop cvtting
#shblur#988blr#ewwww#sh cvt#sh#988twt#tw s3lf harm#tw sh related#self mutalition#self h@rm#i have a deep hatred for ed sheeran
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#self h@rm#cvtt!ng#self mutalition#tw self destruction#sh cvt#slef harn#baby cvts#cvtaddict#tw self h4rm#made of styro
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and i need it now
#sh cvt#depressing shit#tw sh implied#tw s3lf harm#tw self destructive behavior#self h@rm#self h@te#s3lfharmm#s3lf harn#s3lf mutilation
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