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emotionaleating · 1 month
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when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again
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eccedentesiast-skies · 10 months
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You’ve grown into someone who would have protected you as a child. And that is the most powerful move you made.
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hamoodmood · 10 months
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In another universe I was happy
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lovsome · 9 months
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big venting ahead :-{
#depression tw!!#sh tw!!#the last few days have been some of the hardest ive had in a long time#i feel like i always say this but it feels true every time tbh….#i feel like my brain is collapsing on itself…#just . very very bad thoughts and my head kinda going crazy and i guess partially acting on those thoughts#which is very very depressing tbh. i feel like im not gonna make it#ive been somewhat paralyzed these days. 80% of the time im awake i cant move. i have some moments when i can like get up and eat something#or something like that but other than that i spent all day yesterday sitting at my desk literally staring at the wall#because even moving a finger seemed like an impossible task to complete#and then last night i started spiraling and for the first time in a long time i could picture the worst possible thing i could do actually#happening#so i just cried. and cried. and i got in bed because that is the only place where i feel somewhat safe. from everything else but mostly#myself…#it doesnt help that no one cares#i was supposed to meet my friends to but#buy* stuff to cook for new years eve today but i texted them that i was having a crisis and i didnt think id be able go get up and go today#and it was implied and i also said that i was struggling but there was no response to that#there was barely any response at all#and this happened time and time again and when i tell my therapist shes always like#why dont u tell them? why dont u tell them that this behavior hurts u#and i just cant bring myself to do it. like i cant fathom hearing a close friend telling me that they’re struggling with depression and not#saying anything in response.#and i wonder maybe theres something about me where people just dont give a shit if i live or die basically#and i cant force someone to care about it thats why i dont say anything. but it sure as hell hurts#anyways.. i hooe today wont be as bad as yesterday
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rainywhispersblog · 10 months
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visilepoem15192x · 5 months
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lostmf · 11 months
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commonzinnia · 1 month
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death isnt enough. i need to never have existed
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foxlungz · 1 year
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They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone
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endlessmidnights · 1 year
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I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life
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injuredsoullessfrog · 10 months
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iwillnotseeheaven · 9 months
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saduboiss · 10 months
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sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.
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cats-healing-diary · 1 year
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The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful
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lilysofthevalleys · 1 year
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deeeaahh · 4 months
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