#seriously what the fuck was that ending
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"If I must die, then we will die together" - 2012 Splinter pretty much.
Yo, fuck this version of Shredder specifically, like jesus fucking crispies dude wtf. Can someone analyze this man or something he's scaring me.
Bro said "and I took that personally" when splints wanted to care for his daughter and live in peace with his family, gyad damn.
WHY DOES HE HAVE ALL THOSE PHOTOS--
I actually hate this man- I must have more. I am curious
#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#art#tmnt 2012#i know why#the fact that there are people that are actually like ghis in the world is... uh... worrying lmao#tmnt 2012 shredder#tmnt 2012 splinter#eyestrain#digital art#teenage mutant ninja turtles fanart#tmnt 2012 hamato yoshi#tmnt 2012 oroku saki#tmnt 2012 super shredder#ugly mf#i am seriously curious about shredders mind(yeah yeah mutagen craze but lets not act like he was alright before)#and how splinter has that much self control. well its his brother he grew up with#who also killed the love of his life; kidnapped and raised his daughter; tried to kill his remaining kids#and continues to try and kill him no matter if its the end of the world or if hes on bedrest...#what the actual fuck
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Why did One kidnap Leafy, huh?
#tpot#one tpot#bfdi firey#bfdi leafy#very subtle fireafy (not really that subtle lol)#bfdi#the power of two#battle for dream island#my art#digital art#fanart#maple's art#artists on tumblr#comic#ok but seriously what happened to leafy in bfdia is so fucked i always end up thinking about it#my poor girl...
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I have a theory
Or I might be entirely wrong and it's just blatant, directed toward everyone, homophobia :3
#arcane#jayvik#caitvi#viktor arcane#jayce talis#arcane jayce#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn arcane#vi arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2#I already interpreted their ending as them realizing what they were for each other#that thing being GAAAAAYYYYY#but now I'll feverishly defend this stance because of spite#'What about male friendship?! not everything has to be gay'#shut the fuck up you got more than enough of these in literally every male dominated movie/show#arcane is specifically for the girls gays and theys#seriously these whiny babies would probably make fun of their friends and call them slurs if any of them showed their affection like this#alright rant over...
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Get in the fucking biograft, Shuriken. (EVANGELION/PHIGHTING!)
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(og screenshot’s/cover under text!) Why hello there to my tumblr followers, it’s been a awhile /silly
ANYWAYS!!! Guess who recently finished the EVA franchise minus the rebuilds and has been in a horrible chokehold over it, this anime ruined my life but hey at least its intro theme is nice……
Well, I wanted to draw some stuff for it! All together these pieces took exactly 48 hours and 20 minutes… with the cover-piece taking ~35(?) of those hours. These were… very, VERY time costly safe to say LOL,,, I am super, SUPER proud of how the cover came out though, everything on it was drawn, colored, rendered, edited, whatever, BY HAND stroke by stroke (as you can see below)
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The text, the lineart, the shadows, the colors, the snowflakes on the bio and Shuri, EVERYTHING was done by hand, it was horribly time costly but it did come out very, VERY well in the end I would say (fun fact! I also didn’t originally have the textless version of the cover, and I had to trace all of the lineart for bio’s tophalf by just guessing what line when where and what the hell was going on /silly)
this was a very, very hard project to do all together, but it was also a really nice learning experience too, I’m happy i did it that’s for sure :3!
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#its. Done#ho. ly.#FUCK#its finally done#48 hours of work later and I’m FREEEEEEEE (lie) /silly#Eva has been rotting my brain into oblivion recently#I am oh so traumatized and mentally disturbed but man this anime does hold a very special place in my heart#And so does PHIGHTING! which is why this exists /silly#So! About this#This isn’t an au- not really at least. I don’t think I could live with myself if I made this a serious au#I love Eva with all my heart but I feel like it’s just a little too mature to combine with something like phighting LMAO#I don’t want to be the reason why some poor 12 year old finds out about EVA and then is subsequently traumatized for life because an#Artist they like combined the two /j#Okay seriously though yeah! This is really just a fun little “what if�� situation- bascially of what characters would be who and how would a#Small bit of the world building work#Other then that I have been trying to avoid putting much thought into it#Credits to my friend Torch for getting me into this hell-show by the way /vsilly#art#artists on tumblr#phighting#digital art#phighting roblox#phighting fanart#phighting art#roblox phighting#phighting!#evangelion fanart#neon genesis evangelion#the end of evangelion#neon genesis fanart
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speaking from direct experience of the numerous abusive relationships i tried to "fix" because i so badly believed in that fucked up disney mentality and thought that if i "just loved hard enough", everything would be perfect?
yeah... i'll vouch for that. not particularly the happiest past here, have had too many friends and familiy with the same if not similar 'disney-esque' mentalities that have faced an insurmountable amount of harm because of said mentalities, drilled into them back when they just kids, have had WAY too many toxic people in my life i've needed to cut off cold turkey because of just how bad things got for me, but if just scratching the surface of the whys and hows serves as a warning to help others, i'll gladly talk
also, lmao, think i know who made this<3
disney has a lot more to answer for than just abusive relationships, how many times have we seen little girls develop eating disorders because they wanna be *just like a disney princess*?
and while sure, you could argue that disney never intended for that to happen, they can't be held *directly* responsible, that people take fantasy to the extreme and misconstrue it and they have no control over that.
you'd be wrong. just flat out, in my humble opinion.
and this is coming from someone who fully fully FULLY supports artistic freedom. i think all art has a right to exist, good or bad, tasteless and disgusting or fantastic. troll 2. i think there's something we can learn in almost all of it, whether through analysis or criticism, or both and beyond, art holds its own intrinsic value with humanity and the lessons we learn and grow from or with, or even in just keeping our dumb asses entertained
question is, who is it targeting? how far does the influence go? and is the messaging responsible?
disney is a multibillion dollar megacorporation with their thumb in a whole lot of pies, and a knowingly HEAVY influence on society today, and they weren't so small back when their first "love stories" came out either.
while there's some debate on whether or not walt disney had mal intent behind some of his creations, there's no debate that any subliminal messaging to be found directly influenced the young minds of very vulnerable children absorbing the content like sponges, without a disclaimer in sight or too often, no educated enough adult to help explain the difference between fantasy and reality and how some things sincerely aren't okay in reality.
the reality is that we should never *assume* that someone, especially a child, can simply *know* or learn something by default with zero help or discussion. (hence this long ass psa, yet again~)
setting aside the very classic and well known toxic positivity disney touts, they may not have been directly leading children into abusive relationships and situations, but they completely destroyed entire generations abilities to recognize psychological ***red flags*** with their portrayals and examples of "true love", as well as gave abusers both excuses and fucking BLUEPRINTS on how to catch and KEEP a victim.
disney *can* be linked almost if not directly to the reason a person will *STAY* in an abusive relationship, once they've already taken that leap of faith or lost the luck of the life draw. Why? because DIRECTLY from disney's portrayals, those ***red flags*** are held in high esteem, *romantic*, *beautiful*, *the ideal*, when the reality is so much fucking worse and to our inevitable detriment.
abusers go out of their way to *paint a fairytale*, and once they know you're hooked on the whimsy and *magic* of this *too good to be true* person, that's when the switch flips. and you wonder and *yearn* for the person *that never was* because it was a ruse designed to FOOL you.
and the most ironic bit about it is that almost every fairytale disney managed to get their claws into actually HAD a well thought out CAUTIONARY tale and lesson for children. gruesome for some, sure, but ripped apart by the disney rendition nevertheless.
the original beauty and the beast is SO MUCH FUCKING BETTER than the sorry excuse for glorified STOCKHOLM SYNDROME made by DISNEY. the difference being not only the reason the beast is cursed, but how beauty ends up at his castle AND how he treats her vs. the toxic and abusive fucking family members she has.
to put it bluntly, SHE WAS NEVER SUPPOSED TO BE HIS PRISONER.
BUTT, I DIGRESS.
setting aside all of the disney bullshit, it doesn't get any bit better with the way the mcu portrayed steggy in these two movies.
the first movie, point blank, had her do something BLATANTLY ABUSIVE AND PSYCHOTIC when she SHOT AT HIM.
hmm.. let's see. because he cheated--oops, NO. they weren't together. RIGHT.
SO. because she felt JEALOUS when another woman kissed him, because she felt... ENTITLED to his body and affection when there had been ZERO prior discussion or promises made.
so basically, she shot at him, when steve owed her NOTHING, and he'd done nothing wrong.
yes. that is motherfucking abusive. and it is a motherfucking red ass flag.
by endgame, we see steve go back for a promised dance with a woman... who'd happily lived her life moving on without him, that he'd never dated, was never actually with, and never even had a fair discussion about CONSENT with, after he's callously abandoned and mistreted her niece--by choice.
and peggy is... apparently okay with this???
oh right, the niece is just a gross stain afterthought and collateral, and she always felt entitled to steve's body despite no conversations about the subject, or even a first fucking date! *perfect* and *lovely* right~?
well, i guess we can forget about her having autonomy or actual motivation and care beyond steve's dick, whichever version this was, because if it's the peggy of the main universe? she lets hydra win~... yay, or at the very least is the worst fucking spy known to exist, and gives no shits about her niece at all.
and if she's the alternate? well, she really gave no shits about *her* steve, given this being a *different* steve she readily accepts while *hers* is in the ice, and this much older *not her steve* gives equally no shits about the actually peggy *he knew* seeing as she still lives out her life without him, *and apparently a husband and kids that were collateral and she gave no fucks about because they weren't steve*.
but who cares! she was gross and old and steve now gets to be with a young identical clone of the woman he knew--oh... ooohhh...
pick your poison. gross misogynist steve rogers who thinks all women are replaceable and interchangeable? or creepy uncle steve who knows he makes out with sharon, watches her grow up, and does nothing to stop it... because perfectly fine i guess to swap women, yet again.
of course, setting aside who steve was a character, first off, and also the fact that he always abandons his not good enough non-nuclear family~<3
SOMEONE told the writers of endgame that the final scene with steve and peggy would *ruin the whole franchise*, because they apparently joked about it with atwell in an interview she did regarding the scene.
i'm willing to bet it was stan lee who gave them this very observably true advice, and the mouse chose to dance and stomp all over his grave the second he died for another chance at one of their most awful 'love stories' to date.
dreamworks was always better at REAL romance anyhow~<3<3<3
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#absolute truth#true#shrek#fiona#best ship#psa#abuse#disney romance is toxic#fuck disney#fuck the mcu#disgusting#gross#psychology#studies do agree with this#one of the saddest truths of our generation#disney's toxic positivity#it leads to abuse#steggy#peggy carter#steve rogers#seriously what the fuck was that ending#she canonically abused him#and they never had a relationship#but it was 'true love' cause they met and wanted to bone once upon a time#you gotta be shitting me#the fact anyone can fall for that crap is genuinely sad#red flags#we need to learn to identify them#don't romanticize abuse#like disney
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"shipping saiki is aphobic because he's aroace!"
stares at you with my demiromantic asexual in a committed relationship eyes then looks at the camera like im in the office
#good thing those folks have yet to find their way into my inbox or id be at risk of embarrassing myself lol#if you wanna see more of the content you prefer...make it yourself :3 MAKE IT YOUR FUCKING SELF lol#youre so attached to the idea youll complain about it but you refuse to do anything about it even create works that you and others will sur#ly enjoy how does this even make sense#sorry for reviving this from the dead when it blessfully hasnt been a thing in the tag for a hot moment but im still irritated hahahah#seriously you know what that screams to me? virtue signalling. you wont do anything except say a few words every now and again like#the motivation starts and ends at appealing to the popular opinion. earn your brownie points. and do nothing.#what is your care made of? thoughts and prayers?#every time ive asked one of these people why they dont make the content themselves the response has been 'i shouldnt have to lol'#you shouldnt have to bully people either with your aphobic BS but look at you! aw~#yall dont wanna commit to shit you just want to tell other people how they should exist.#if you cant create for whatever reason you better be ready and willing to drop your rec list and fave artists. and i sure as shit hope your#complimenting them thoroughly.
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What. a. fucking. idiotic. question.
#and a leading one at that#like wtf did you expect him to say#at some point these questions are going to push him over the edge and i would pay to see that point#because what the actual fuck#just shut up god#marc marquez#motogp#“like it happened in 2015 i was in the middle and i was theoretically giving points to someone else”#that's the tame answer#do not bring up 2015 challenge impossible#like come on tumblr if you want to talk 2015 and rosquez so badly#no but seriously even if they rephrased this how many ever ways#at the end of the day what honestly did you expect him to say#davide and gigi have already iterated no one's gaining an advantage from the other in terms of support#Marc's not gonna come out of nowhere and disagree with it#and common sense shouldve answered the question before it was asked
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Testing the Theory
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ღPairing: Director! Park Seonghwa x Professor of Dreams! Reader (f) x Professor of Battle! (General) Hongjoong
ღGenre: angst, smut
ღTrope: enemies to lovers, exes to lovers
ღAu: Modern Wizardry School au, Professors au, white and black magic au, army au
ღWord Count: 4,507
ღWarnings: magical somnophilia, sex dreams, restraints, pain into pleasure spell, dubcon (roleplaying, the dubcon/cnc is in the roleplay, there is not actual dubious consent), biting, marking, breast play, glove kink, mxm, jerking off, fingering, nipple play, edging, cuckolding, breeding kink, oral kink, penetrative sex with no barrier
ღRated: 18+ MDNI
ღSummary: you literally flee from the truth to stay away from a broken heart but nothing ever stops director park. that's why you may have put him to sleep, but will that really help you?
ღBeta’s: @downtoamagicalland
ღPlaying while writing: Man on Fire, because if that isn't Wizard Director! Hwa, i don't know what is
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“Well well well, seems like I'm not the only one you like to rub into Wooyoung’s face. I'm wounded.”
You whined and buried your face deeper into the pillow. “Seonghwa, why are you yelling?!”
“Oh, believe you me, lover, I'm not yelling. Yet.”
You blinked blearily up at Seonghwa, whose face was a mask of slight amusement but his eyes burned dark. You quickly remembered drinking with Hongjoong and saluting your fallen comrades. And as it turned out, that ‘pillow’ you had been burying your face into was Hongjoong’s chest.
“Good morning, Reaper,” Hongjoong said in a gravelly morning voice that made your stomach dip.
Seonghwa dipped his head in a cordial acknowledgement. “General.”
“What time is it?” You croaked.
“The sun has risen,” Seonghwa informed you.
“If I'm not late for class, why the hell are you here, Director Park?”
Seonghwa laughed, dry and sarcastic. “I was worried. After yesterday morning, I worried for you. Then I heard you took your last class off and I worried for you. Then I found out that Professor Kim had specially requested his Lieutenant to speak to his students. How cute. And then I overheard our very favourite student talk about how he was pretty sure the professor of dreams and the professor of battle had fucked. Imagine my surprise when I sent out a location demon and it brought me to this spot, this place, with you two cozied up like you never broke each other’s hearts.”
Hongjoong sat up, letting you slip away. “We didn't do anything, Seonghwa,” he insisted.
“Did she let you comfort her when she was hurting?” Seonghwa demanded quietly.
“We didn't fuck, Seonghwa,” Hongjoong insisted again.
Seonghwa’s eyes shone with an intensity that made your mouth dry. “I didn't ask that.”
You got out of bed and found your heels. “I didn't tell him about my dream,” you aimed at Seonghwa, well aware of what he was subtly referring to.
“What dream?” Hongjoong snapped. He didn't understand the situation and it was fraying his nerves.
You raised an eyebrow at Seonghwa and he blew out a bit of his anger. “See? And so much for you being able to share,” you mocked the director.
“Now wait a fucking minute,” Hongjoong interrupted, his anger full blown now.
“My apologies, General. It seems I've gotten my panties in a twist,” Seonghwa said dryly.
You made your way towards the door when Hongjoong called you out. “Where are you going?”
“I want something greasy to eat,” You said.
“Now you may be able to get away with not telling Seonghwa about your dream but I know better. You speak with your subconscious in your dreams. What has it been telling you?” Hongjoong asked.
“Nothing.”
Seonghwa sat down on the bed and crossed his legs. “She woke up with a gasp. She said she had a bad dream.”
“How bad, Lieutenant?” Hongjoong growled.
You swallowed. “I woke up. It's fine.”
Seonghwa’s eyes followed your back and forth like it was titillating. “What does that mean?”
“It means her dreams were always dangerous when we were at war. They usually told her just how much in danger she was. Except they also almost killed her. That's why she started sleeping with me. At first, it was for the sex, to stay awake. Later, it was because I never slept and could wake her in case the dreams became… violent. So I will ask you again, Lieutenant, how bad?”
“I couldn't breathe,” You admitted.
“Is that why you told me you needed some room to breathe?” Seonghwa questioned.
“If you're feeling the danger already…?” Hongjoong appeared deep in thought. “Does that mean we don't have much time?”
Your lie to Hongjoong was convenient at this moment. He never knew that your similar bad dreams about Hongjoong correlated with your heart and not the war. You didn't want either of them to know the truth.
“They're not violent yet,” You said hesitantly, “So there might still be time.”
“So you’re saying we need to start ensuring she shares a bed with one of us?” Seonghwa clarified towards Hongjoong.
You were almost at the door when Hongjoong snapped at you again. “You put one hand on that doorknob and I will have you on your back so fast you won’t know what happened,” Hongjoong growled at you.
There was the man that had been your Captain. You whipped around, feeling like a trapped animal at this moment. “I will push you so far into a dream that you won’t wake up until a century passes,” You snarled right back.
Seonghwa looked wary. “Can she do that?”
“Wanna find out?” You wet your lips, preparing for the spell that was on the tip of your tongue.
“Yes, Seonghwa, if she’s having violent dreams, she’s going to need some supervision,” Hongjoong opted to respond instead.
“Seonghwa can have one of his demon’s watch over me while I sleep,” You dismissed the notion immediately. You didn’t want that but you really didn’t need the alternative. The dreams were only going to get more violent if that happened.
Hongjoong’s wheels turned in his head and you didn’t like the way he was studying you. “You know for someone who was a part of the Intelligence Corp, you lie for shit, Lieutenant.”
“Well, excuse me for not wanting two men hovering over me like I’m a damsel in distress!”
“Lover…” Seonghwa looked wistful. “That’s not it.”
“Let her rage, Seonghwa,” Hongjoong shook his head. “Stubborn until the day she dreams forever, that’s the Lieutenant.”
Except Seonghwa never knew how to stop. Or maybe he did and refused to. Seonghwa always pushed until he was satisfied.
The director stepped up to your form, his lanky body slightly looming over you. He curved a hand fondly over the side of your face. “Why couldn't you breathe in your dream?”
“I would like some food now, please. Even if it’s not Wooyoung’s.” You refused to meet Seonghwa’s gaze.
“You’ll get fed when you answer the question,” Seonghwa insisted softly but firmly.
“Then I’ll starve,” You muttered. “Am I free to go now, General?” You said Hongjoong’s title like it was an insult.
“You’re dismissed, Mistress of Dreams,” Hongjoong said with a sharp jerk of his chin.
You ripped out of Seonghwa’s grasp and stomped down the stairs of the inn.
“Have a happy--?” San’s eyes wandered after you and stopped talking suddenly. “Seonghwa, when did you get here?”
“I don’t understand!” Seonghwa called after you as your heels clipped along the stones towards the school. “Why is that dream so important for you to not tell me the details?”
“Let it go, Seonghwa,” You shouted back.
For once, you wished you had Hongjoong’s speed.
“I won’t,” Seonghwa refused. “Why wouldn’t you tell me that your dreams could get violent like that?”
“It’s none of your damn business!” You refused to answer his questions.
“You, Mistress of Dreams, are starting to get on my nerves,” Seonghwa growled. “What do you mean it’s none of my business. I care about you!”
“That’s the problem!” You screeched. “Stop caring.”
“What’s wrong, Lover?” Seonghwa crooned. He practically stalked you, walking with his hands in his pockets, like you were prey and he a large cat. “Afraid you’ll catch feelings too?”
Not when that had already happened. “It’s annoying. It’s a weight I’d rather not carry.”
“Good thing I’m strong enough for the both of us then,” Seonghwa dismissed you within a moment's notice.
You were at your wits end. “No, Seonghwa, you are not strong enough for the two of us! You get hurt with every barbed phrase I send your way. You got jealous finding Hongjoong and I cuddling. You have left your heart open and vulnerable and it’s going to get ripped from your chest.”
“I get hurt but I can endure it! Because I--”
“You fucking say those words and I will resign!” You threatened.
That caused Seonghwa to actually pause. “You wouldn’t.”
“You have no idea how desperate I am right now,” You heaved.
Seonghwa’s face was stormy again. “It’s his fault isn’t it? He’s scarred your heart so badly that you don’t have room to heal. If I could go back in time and wring his scrawny little neck and steal you for myself--”
“Would you have killed me?” You interrupted him.
“...what?” Seonghwa’s eyebrows furrowed in confusion.
“Do you know how many of your comrades died because I ate their dreams and they never woke up? How do you know it wasn’t me that kept your beloved Captain in a dreamless state so that Hongjoong could kill her? I was integral to the war, Seonghwa. I could be dead at your hands if you had known who I was. Don’t speak of stupid what-if’s, they never help. I am in charge of my heart and I’m saying I don’t want you to have a piece of it.” You stared at Seonghwa as the sun filled the sky slowly but surely.
“Let me watch over you as you sleep, Dreameater” Seonghwa begged.
The nickname you had acquired from your enemies almost slapped you in the face. “You are fucking tiring,” You spat. “Leave me alone, Director.”
“You're… more angry today. More angry than normal. Please, tell me something. Anything,” Seonghwa begged.
You sighed heavily. If Seonghwa wasn’t going to leave you alone then… drastic times call for drastic measures.
You walked back towards where Seonghwa was standing behind you. You muttered the Chinese word for sleep, invoking the bedchamber goddess Chuángmǔ, and pressed two fingers to Seonghwa’s forehead.
“Wha..?” Seonghwa mumbled and then fell asleep where he stood.
You barely caught him before he slumped over, letting out a loud ‘oof’. “Could your shoulders be any broader?” You said to absolutely no one.
You invoked next the Celtic Goddess Cerridwen, using some Welsh to command Seonghwa to walk. You kept a step behind him in case he stumbled, but you intended to walk him right to his bedroom and leave him there until he woke up the next morning. Maybe you’d even stop by Mingi’s office and let him know the director was down with a bad headache for the day.
You steered Seonghwa all the way to his bed and it took but a slight push to his back and he collapsed onto his bed. You contemplate leaving him like that, just to make a point, but then that feeling of Nightmare Seonghwa suffocating you resurfaced and you shook your head. You did not need to be the reason that man died, despite the many times you had threatened him with it.
You climbed on the bed. You pushed and pulled to move the lanky man to his back, gasping and sweating at the labor.
You looked down to admire your progress and then felt a pang in your chest. Whether it was from the guilt of using your powers selfishly or from the view below you, that was uncertain. But you pushed a strand of Seonghwa's hair out of his face nonetheless.
Somehow, without his ability to smirk and poke at you, he seemed younger, and more innocent, as he laid there sleeping.
“Why must you be such a pushy, insufferable man?” You muttered to yourself.
Still, he was quite handsome, lying there, small puffs of air leaving those pink, plush lips.
You already have gone this far… Maybe it was worth taking one more step and seeing what Seonghwa was dreaming about? That way he'd take you more seriously and stop pushing you so much.
You closed your eyes, still straddling Seonghwa on his bed and simply stepped into the other plane that was your playground.
💭😴💤Inside Seonghwa’s dream💭😴💤
You couldn't help but stiffen as you took in the scene that you had opened your eyes to. You were well familiar with the layout of the Black Magic User’s encampment. The Dark tents that appeared more like a traveling circus than an army. You had been here many many times in many many dreams. But you had simply been an observer, not a participant. This time was different.
Goddamn it, Park Seonghwa, you thought to yourself.
You were in the tight, white uniform from your days in the civil war. You were ‘hanging’ in the air by the many demon hands Seonghwa had used on you before in his bedroom at Twilight Academy. You never actually supposed he used them on the enemy as a weapon--or a means of torture.
“Now, Lieutenant, I would like the answer to my question,” The Reaper purred as he stalked around you.
The white haired Director you had fallen into bed with was vastly different from the legend that Hongjoong had once defeated. This one had dark hair held in a bun at the top of his head. He sported the dark green uniform of the opposition. You had to admit, he still looked handsome in severe clothing. Perhaps the uniform was the reason he flaunted his fashion nowadays.
If you didn’t want Seonghwa to wake up, you now had to play into this fantasy. You sent a small prayer to Shai, the Egyptian god of fortune, to send good luck your way. You were going to need it.
You painted a bored expression on your face. “I drowned you out ages ago, what is it that you’ve been bothering me about?”
Seonghwa took a step closer in his shiny black boots. “Give up your Captain to me and this charade can come to a close.”
It took everything in you to not roll your eyes. Of course he would be dreaming of this.
“I’m loyal to The White Magic Users and to my Captain. You’ll never get me to turn, you despicable, high-handed, dirty--”
A demon hand suddenly clamped over your mouth, halting your plethora of negative adjectives. It didn’t surprise you that Seonghwa simply wanted to hear himself speak in his own dream. He often did that in the real world as well.
Seonghwa leaned in to whisper into your ear suggestively. “If you won’t willingly give up the information, I have other means of getting them.”
Goosebumps dotted your skin. You knew that Seonghwa would never harm you but this was a dream. There was a chance that Seonghwa could be so deep in his subconsciousness that he was reverting back to the days of the war. Perhaps--
“Means that I believe we will both enjoy,” Seonghwa continued.
His demon's hands began to simultaneously undo the buttons for your high neck jacket and pull up your tight skirt.
Oh god, you were trapped in a sex dream with The Reaper.
You struggled in your restraints but that only made Seonghwa smile amusedly. “Must you maintain the air that you don’t want this? Because I know you do.”
Seonghwa’s gloved hand moved to leisurely cup your mound and pressed against your hole through your underwear. When he brought his hand to his mouth and licked it, his smile bloomed into a grin. “See? Wet and ripe, just for me.”
Your muffled arguments dotted the air but Seonghwa deigned to keep the demon hand over your mouth. You had no one to curse but yourself, for being curious as to what exactly Seonghwa had been dreaming about. In your attempt to escape him and banish him to sleep you had effectively trapped yourself with him as well. You were an idiot.
The demon hands that had exposed you were now working on massaging both your breasts through your chemise under your jacket. You moaned against the demon hand still gagging you. Seonghwa’s eyes lit up at the sound.
“Pretty noises for me already, Dreameater? I think I will very much enjoy playing with you.”
You glared daggers at Seonghwa but that only seemed to make his pupils blow. He physically grabbed your face and turned it to the side so he could lick a long strip along your neck. He moaned wantonly at the taste of the anger on your skin. Some things never changed.
The reaper fell to his knees to lick and suck along the exposed skin of your stomach. He rolled his eyes upwards to look at you, as his tongue circumvented your belly button and moved lower. He nipped and sucked, making all kinds of marks on your skin.
The demon hands pulled and tweaked your nipples into stiff peaks through your chemise. You couldn't help but press your thighs together, looking to relieve some pressure that was building there. That did not escape the Reaper’s notice.
He clucked his tongue. “Now, we can’t have that. Do you need something, Lieutenant?”
Your lips pressed to a thin line even when the demon hand lifted from your face.. “I have nothing to say to you,” You insisted.
“No? That’s too bad,” Seonghwa said with pretend sympathy.
His lips jumped over your scrunched up skirt and then he groaned loudly when he pushed your thighs apart and pushed his face into your underwear.
“This is my favourite place to be,” He whispered to himself.
Why did this man have to be so obsessed with you? He made you want to break all the oaths you swore to yourself after the civil war ended. He wasn’t good for your heart.
You were pulled from your inner turmoil when Seonghwa ripped your underwear right off your body. “Look at how wet you are for me, Lieutenant. Is your Captain not satisfying you?”
You turned your nose upwards. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
Seonghwa shook his head. “Ah, still stubborn as always. Lucky for me, I know how to get you to sing.”
Seonghwa’s voice went deep as he called on Freyr, and when you saw a boat drift upwards, you knew you were in deep shit. Seonghwa was using the spell he had originally cast on you, the one that turned pain into pleasure.
Still, you had to play into your role. “What kind of black magic curse did you just cast on me?” You growled as you struggled in the hold of the demon hands.
Seonghwa chuckled lowly and then bit into the flesh part of your thigh. You felt your lower half flood with desire and you whimpered at the pleasure one simple bite did for you.
“Did you like that?” Seonghwa crooned. “Did that make you clench down on nothing? I can help you with that. You just have to tell me exactly where your Captain is and I can make you feel so good.”
“Never,” You said through gritted teeth.
Thus started Seonghwa biting into every inch of your left thigh, leaving teeth marks everywhere. And when he ran out of flesh, he only moved to the other thigh. You were eventually panting and desperate, whining at the desire that was thrumming through your body.
His gloved hand ran along your folds, sweeping up any wetness that pooled there and then he sucked on his fingers. The motions did nothing for your desire for he didn’t enter your hole nor did he touch your clit.
“Don't you want my gloved fingers inside of you, lover?” Seonghwa continued to tempt you in a sing-song voice. “Don't you want my glorious tongue exploring your folds? I know they warned good little magic users about us. They did it for good reason. We will give into all your baser desires. All you have to do is give up your Captain, and he'll trade places with you. He can be tortured and tempted while I make sweet love to your body.”
“Seong--seonghwa,” You whimpered pathetically.
The Reaper stood tall in order to lean in so his ear was pressed up against your lips. “Tell me.”
You licked the shell of his ear and he shivered delicately from the motion. “Go. To. Hell,” You whispered.
Seonghwa let out a noise that was part laugh and part groan. “I thought I could break you. Oh well.”
Seonghwa’s voice went high and sweet as he called on Hermes. One second you were being held and groped by Seonghwa’s demon hands, and the next, you were in Seonghwa’s arms and Hongjoong was being held and groped by the demon hands.
Your eyes went wide at the view: the demon hands were pulling aside Hongjoong’s jacket only to grope and tug at his nipples. Another palmed him through his pants and massaged his balls. If Hongjoong appeared as an absolute wreck, then what was your fate?
“See, Lieutenant? See how he enjoys being tortured so? You needn't protect him from me. You were both made for me,” Seonghwa cooed as he pressed his cheek to yours, his stance behind you.
Is this truly what Seonghwa wanted? Or was it his guilty pleasure? His way to work through his trauma from the civil war? Unless you actually asked him, you wouldn't get an answer, and even so, you were pretty sure he wouldn't give you a straight one.
You turned in Seonghwa’s grasp, and whimpered, “Mercy. Please, clemency for us both.” You made two fists in Seonghwa’s uniform.
Seonghwa smoothed his hands over your fists, flattening them against his chest. He smiled so fondly down at you, that you had a hard time keeping his gaze. “You know I’d do anything for you, lover.”
The demon hands stopped their motions on Hongjoong and he whined. “What’s going on?”
Seonghwa smirked. “Your lieutenant has asked for clemency.”
Hongjoong’s form trembled. “I want more.”
Seonghwa cocked his head. “The question is, what do you want, Lieutenant?”
It was your turn to tremble in Seonghwa’s arms. You could let go just this once, right? Just for this dream, so that Seonghwa’s conscience wouldn’t figure out this wasn’t his dream version of you but the real you invading his dreams. “If Hongjoong--”
Seonghwa clucked his tongue in disappointment. “What did I just say?”
“Seonghwa.”
“Yes, Lover?”
“Please…?” Your mouth was dry and your heart beat to a rhythm that you were sure wasn’t good for you.
“What is it that you want?” Seonghwa purred.
“Please give us what we want.”
Seonghwa chuckled lowly. “Oh no, you’ll have to do much better than that.”
“Take me in front of Hongjoong and edge him with your demon hands,” You whispered.
Seonghwa shivered, you could feel it, from head to toe. “As you wish.”
Seonghwa turned you around, so that you could watch all the ways his demon hands were torturing Hongjoong. Hongjoong’s hips pushed against one hand that was fisting his cock. Another was behind him, fucking him full of demon fingers. Two hands massaged his chest, taking their time to flick his nipples when the time was right. Nothing muffled his cries, which was probably for the best, because the way that Hongjoong was panting with his tongue out had to be one of your favourite views of him.
They continued to molest your captain as Seonghwa plunged into you from behind. He kept one hand on your hip, keeping you in place so that he could fuck you, and then two fingers inside of your mouth. Your tongue swirled around his digits obediently. Your breasts bounced with each thrust into you.
“See, I told you that you two were meant for me,” Seonghwa growled. “See how wet you both are for me? Whining and wanting more. Brats, the both of you, needing to be put in your place. You two are mine and that’s how it will be.”
Hongjoong’s cries grew into a crescendo; high pitched and pretty, when Seonghwa’s demon hands halted their progress. His shoulders heaved and sweat dropped down his chest and off his face.
“Again,” Hongjoong said, his voice croaking.
The demon hands started back up again and Hongjoong moaned in relief.
Seonghwa removed his fingers from your mouth and pressed the wet digits to your clit. Then he bit into your shoulder. The triple stimulation of Seonghwa fucking you good, rubbing your clit and the bite was more than enough to bring you over the edge of destruction. You screamed his name as you spiraled into the pleasure zipping through your nerves.
The Reaper held himself inside of you and bit down even harder onto your shoulder, spurting inside of you. You would have screamed bloody murder if not for the reminder that you couldn't get pregnant, this was just a dream. His tongue lathed at his marks and he slowly thrusted through his high.
“What cute little white and black magic user babies we’ll make,” Seonghwa sighed.
Your view began to get cloudy, and the edge of the frame of the tent began to fall away like sand sifting down an opening. The dream was complete, and Seonghwa was regaining consciousness. Thank god, because you did not like where this was going. Why did he always bring up the babies?
💭😴💤Seonghwa’s Dream Done💭😴💤
The dream had ended and you were free. From the dream, at least. Seonghwa groaned when he woke up. A sleepy, happy smile pulled at his features when he felt your soft form against his. “Good morning, Lover.”
You mumbled nonsense and sat up.
Seonghwa’s eyes widened in alarm. “What exactly did we get up to that we are waking up in this state?”
You were fully dressed but straddling the director. You winced because you could feel the wet spot on your underwear where you had climaxed in Seonghwa’s dream. Seonghwa must be feeling a similar situation inside of his pants. You did your best to not wince guiltily.
“We were both tired after our… discussion. You suggested a calming nap and I agreed to such before classes started.” Completely avoiding the question of course. Did that bugger not remember his own dream? After everything you did to endure it?!
Seonghwa quirked an eyebrow at you. “A nap? In the morning? You?”
You avoided his gaze. “It was a peace offering after finding me in bed with Hongjoong. I wanted to show you that I could find comfort in your arms as well.”
That was not a lie you wanted to tell, or a seed you wanted to plant, but you knew Seonghwa would latch onto it.
You almost felt bad when Seonghwa’s face broke out into an even happier smile and then he was hugging you back down to his chest, the way he found you when he woke up. “Are you compromising for little ol’ me, Dreameater?”
“Pretty noises for me already, Dreameater? I think I will very much enjoy playing with you.”
A shudder ran through you, that memory of Seonghwa’s dream unable to be shaken from your mind. “Seonghwa,” You growled in warning.
Seonghwa laughed merrily and then kissed you on the crown of your head. “Let’s get cleaned up and ready for classes today.”
Seonghwa rolled you to your back and he stood up. His demon hands moved around, grabbing toiletries and a new outfit today. You had to remain lying on your back because even the damn demon hands were triggering.
What the hell did you just get yourself into now?
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#pirateeznet#lapydiariesnet#ateez smut#park seonghwa smut#seonghwa smut#kim hongjoong smut#hongjoong smut#atz smut#ღatz#topaz's work#twilight academy#i forgot i used to talk in my tags#well#this chapter has been cooking for awhile#its one of my favs because of the morning scene#but the end scene aint so bad either 🥴#will our heroine ever let down her barriers for both of her men?#or maybe she'll just settle down ad perma fuck buddies with woosan#😆#but seriously next chapter im excited for#i just needed to get back to the hwa smut cuz#thats what started it all
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there it is
#whatever happened to fandom in these past 15 years#and you'd think this only accounts for so-called 'problematic' ships but no#(oftentimes very young) people will be like 'BUT THEY NEVER INTERACTED???? 💀💀💀'#or 'BRO THEY'RE NOT GAY IT'S NEVER GONNA BE CANON💀💀💀'#'UHMMM THEY'RE BEST FRIENDS/ SIBLING CODED 💀💀💀'#child i don't care#idk why so many ppl nowadays are OBSESSED with their ship having to become canon or otherwise it's not a valid ship#up to the point where they end up harassing not only other fans who don't ship it but even cast and crew of their media#like...this goes against the very essence of fandom#we're here to have fun and think up our little stories and write them and draw them#do i seriously expect deadpool and wolverine to ever make out on the big screen?#fuck no i don't and no one should because it's fucking disney#but in my head and here on tumblr dot com they are dating#married even#that's all i need#THAT WAS ALWAYS ENOUGH#why do you need it to happen fr to feel validated or even rewarded#why do you care if i ship something else than you do#why are you pitting ships against each other and make this a competition#why do you need your ship to 'win'#i'm sorry but that's really weird behavior#(and no this rant isn't actually about the poolverine fandom but i've seen this happen in other fandoms)#idek what the hell to tag this as#fandom things#shipping discourse#don't come at me tho i'm old
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Watching House, you just have to accept that sometimes the writers will make him act gross and slightly out of character.
1; because of the times, and 2; likely because the writers have their own weird fetish about it 🙄🙄
#specifically the episodes of him interacting with a teenage girl#house has been shown that he very specifically thinks that teenagers are stupid and he’s not attracted to them#he ALWAYS opts for the older woman; around his age#even with cameron; he didn’t go for her#so WHY are there random af episodes where suddenly this teenager who is flirting with him is soooo hot and tempting#they even use ‘jailbait’ a lot 🙄🙄🤢#almost everything he does is out of a place of sarcasm or not taking anything seriously; or even as a political/social commentary#the intersex episode specifically is less him being weird and more a social commentary and explicitly pointing out how absurd & weird it is#so WHY the FUCK did they suddenly write him like *that*#like; he’s not just flattered. I know that’s a common argument.#they make it clear that house finds her attractive; and I think that’s so gross!#when they make him ironic and sassy and sarcastic about it; that’s great!#I love his sassy personality; that he always has this unserious persona; a lot of what he says is ironic#or trying to make some sort of social statement#don’t take my Dr house away from me 😡 s3 ep 3&4 NOT MY DR HOUSE!#house writers for specifically those episodes when I get you!!!#ITS ALSO THE FACT THE SHOW HAS SO MUCH SOCIAL COMMENTARY about how normal it is in society (at the time) about ‘jailbait’#and casual gross comments about minors; there’s episodes where house specifically makes a point of saying shit just to show how absurd it is#sarcastic commentary; mind you#AND THEN they turn around and do the exact gross shit they were just making a commentary about?#house writers WHEN I FIND YOU… 🫵🫵🫵🫵#sorry I have lots of thoughts about this 😡😡#see; house is an asshole. but he’s a lovable asshole. he’s literally meant to be still likable at the end of the day#house#dr house#Greg house#Gregory house#house md
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The way I actually dreamt we were getting a supernatural special movie or something but literally it was airing as the world was ending
And I was still watching
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#seriously just a way to look into my psyche and constant mental state#what the fuck#like not kidding the thing was airing and supposedly the world would end right after#shit was going insane outside#and I was watching supernatural on my tv lmaoo#I...really don't know what to make out of this#stupid posts
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okay ill bite why do u hate kaoru sakuraba sidem aside from the fact that they went from hokuto as a main blue to downgrade to kaoru. to make it less awkward that I’m asking abt sidem on ur osomatsu side blog, what sidem idols would u assign to each matsu ?
i think sideM should collab w osomatsu-san and put them all in Beit so they can all get JOBS!!!!!!
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anyways i hate kaoru from idolmaster sideM. i need all my osomatsu-san side blog followers to know that i hate this man. "i need a lot of money fast to pursue an extremely niche medical research track, which is why i quit my stable and high paying job as a surgeon to become an idol while having no soft skills, physical strength or stamina, or interest in getting along with people" are you Stupid??
he's not even using his idol clout to spread awareness of the rare disease he's trying to cure (like SEM does) so it can secure funding, he sees it 100% as a job and refuses to have fun, he is actively unpleasant and uncooperative in every interaction with his coworkers because he's trying to "rise to the top". it seems like the only thing he has going for him are his looks and that he kind of liked to sing when he was a kid. why not become a model at that point when you have the personality of a wet tree trunk. or better yet why not STAY A FUCKING DOCTOR!!!!!
also, i don't like meganes, so write that down.
#context for oomfiematsus: idolmaster sideM's gimmick is that all the idols were other things before becoming idols#Beit is the unit whose gimmick is that all their members have part time jobs (baito)#others are like. lawyer -> idol; pilot -> idol; pianist -> idol; rakugoka -> idol; etc#finding out the backstories/previous lives of these idols is like the main appeal of this branch#a lot of times it's like trauma and stuff that causes them to switch careers. like there's a pair of twins who were former soccer pros#but one suffers a career-ending injury and it's sad. and theyre like well we were pretty good at PR and stuff though so let's be idols#(the other twin follows him because yknow twinsies <3 cant be apart)#and this guy is in the main unit so you meet him and he's just a fucking dick the whole time and he just seems to fucking hate being an ido#so the whole time youre like what's this guy's deal#(note i experienced this through the anime cuz all the games are EOS lol)#and then like 3/4ths into the anime in you finally get his backstory#and it's that his sister died of a very rare disease so he needs money to fund research to find the cure but no one will fund it#but instead of staying a doctor he decides the best way to do this is to BECOME AN IDOL?!!!?!?#like sure i bet the top idols do make more than an average surgeon? but it's like do you want a .01% chance to make a $2 million salary#or an 100% chance to make a $300k salary BECAUSE YOURE ALREADY A SURGEON!!!!#and it'd be another thing if he was like. kinda having fun with it. kinda being jovial#like there's literally another guy in the teacher unit who became an idol for the exact same reason (heard it was lucrative)#but then after he finds out being an idol actually isnt all that much cash#so he just decides to have fun being an idol instead!!!!#this guy NEVER GETS THERE. he's always a SERIOUS RUDE STICK IN THE MUD who is NEVER FUN TO BE AROUND BECAUSE HE'S LIKE#I'm Here For Work. I'm Here To Be The Best Idol. I Don't Want To Make Friends#LIKE GET REEEEEEEEEEEEEEAL DUDE YOUR COWORKERS ARE 10 YEAR OLDS IN ANIMAL COSTUMES AND 30 YEAR OLD MEN IN PINK TIGHTS.#anyways everyone likes him i guess he's supposed to be the “cold guy eventually opens his heart” kind of guy but he has always just come of#as very annoying to me. and also DUMB AS FUCK i cannot stress enough how STUPID OF A CAREER CHOICE THIS WAS#so i cant take him seriously when they try to play him up as this cool all-knowing guy when he's the STUPIDEST PERSON AT THIS COMPANY#INCLUDING THE 9 YEAR OLDS
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The exact moment Crowley’s heart breaks in half 💔 Don’t ask me why I do this to myself, I literally sought out the moment in the episode when his eyes just speak volumes.
#good omens#good omens 2#your honor they are in love#good omens season two#i love them#good omens finale#good omens fandom#crowley x aziraphale#aziraphale x crowley#crowley#crowley and aziraphale#ineffable husbands#ineffable divorce#breakup#it can’t end this way seriously#the final fifteen#crowley is traumatized#seriously aziraphale what the fuck#ineffable idiots#my poor baby#whyyyy
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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Giving this part its own post.
Another tip: Let your fucking characters become disabled over the course of the story! If they get their fucking leg chopped off, even if it gets magically fucking reattached, there should be fucking evidence that they lost the fucking leg in the first place! Pain! Reduced sensation! Trouble moving it! Anything to fucking show that the injury fucking happened! Otherwise you just fucking did that to them for no point but to cause cheap, meaningless drama! That's just shit fucking writing!
I don't care if there's magical healing in your universe. I don't care if it's a Super Scifi Future and your character is a robot. (Yes, I am looking directly at The Murderbot Diaries!)
Getting a brand new fucking arm attached after the first one got blown or ripped off should still have physical fucking symptoms! The character noting that it's a different weight from before and constantly being distracted by this! The new arm has faster or slower reactivity to its attempts to move it! Having to learn anew how to do basic shit with a whole new system! Having to try and work with technology that's not actually compatible!!
If your characters receive massive injuries, let those fucking injuries have permanent effects. Stop fucking acting like being disabled is the worst fucking fate imaginable.
And if you don't want your characters' massive traumatic injuries to result in them being permanently disabled........don't fucking have them sustain massive life altering injuries. It's that fucking simple.
By handwaving this shit away and magically fixing everything back to normal, not only are you being ableist as fuck, you're just being an absolutely shitty, lazy writer.
Let your fucking characters become disabled over the course of the story. Your fucking audience will thank you for giving a shit about not only continuity and stakes, but disabled people.
#writing tips#writing advice#might have already given this its own post but I'm too lazy to check.#writing disabled characters#writing disability#writing injuries#writing prompts#scifi#science fiction#fantasy#sci fantasy#there is literally ZERO fucking excuse for not letting your characters become disabled in 2023#if you have your characters constantly getting seriously injured and they're always fine at the end#you are fucking ableist#I do not give a single shit what kind of in universe explanations you have to explain it all away.
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the fact that me, as a fan of both lando and oscar without any bias (maybe a bit on lando but not that much), is going to witness both "oscar fans, lando antis" and "lando fans, oscar antis" posts all in my one dash 🥲🥲
also the fact that atp i couldn't even bother enough with this same situation on both lewis and george. now it happens on lando and oscar as well which got me like....
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#landoscar#lando norris#oscar piastri#f1#maybe i need to admit atp rn that#this sport is just not built for a person like me istg 🙂🙂#like....i miss the moments 2 years ago where what i only care the most is only football and football only#and couldn't even give a fuck more about guys being in circles vroom vroom#i mean thank god that there's a bayern match just now right after the race ended#which really liften my mood up and distract myself a bit from intimidating discourse and whatsoever#hmmmm ngl maybe the fact that being a football football fan in general especially in this website really brings a comfort in me#meanwhile for f1...idk why but everything about it (especially during race and after race) really overwhelms me a lot seriously speaking#maybe the fact that football is more team oriented sport#meanwhile f1 is more individual oriented despite there are teams consists of 2 individuals#and the fact that me supporting multiple individuals in a one same team despite that f1 is individual oriented sport#kinda gets me digging my own grave atp tbh#i mean when i said individual oriented sport...it kinda means that in a perspective of most of the f1 fans#and now seeing all every kinds of discourse on my dash really makes me overwhelming a lot i'm ngl#that the fact that i couldn't able to curate my own preference for this f1blr space on my dash 🥲🥲🥲#goddddd srsly tho i just want to turn back time where i only cares about bayern frankfurt and germany nt only ffs 🫠🫠🫠🫠#but yeah who am i to turn around the past 🙃🙃...and plus that once i'm getting into one hyperfixation there's no turning back at all for me#so yeah#goddddd i'm so sorry but i'm just being so fucking messy rn#like all the things that i see on my dash really exhausts my brain and my thought process forreal i really need to throw up forreal srsly :(
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