#sending much love 🫶🏻

[bratscave]

taking a (hopefully short) break from writing bc i'm really busy at the moment!!

my ask box is not closed — so you can still send in thoughts.. i'll check them out once i get the time too !

[songofsoma]

can’t believe i never posted the commission i got of karlach and daefina from the talented @b0zart i’m still so in love with it

[amoripomoea]

i keep getting hit with these like. weird waves of sadness over liam's passing yesterday?? a big chunk of what shaped me as a person during my teenage years is gone and it's such a weird and sad feeling.

i don't really have the words to describe how i feel about this (well, i do, but they're not like. brief. or clear). the liam payne i'm sad about losing was gone awhile ago, i know that, but part of me always hoped he would get to receive the professional help he so clearly needed.

anyone who was obsessed with one direction knew that liam really lost his way and fell into addiction almost immediately after the band broke up. he's needed help for years. he did go to rehab awhile back and started to heal a bit but clearly things got bad again.

i'm aware that death does not make someone innocent. you are allowed to be surprised and sad by the tragic loss of a life while also holding them accountable for the shitty things they've done. those two things can and should coexist. i know the internet is allergic to nuance but PLEASE exercise some critical thinking and perspective. this is not as black and white as it seems to be on the surface. keep in mind that there's also a lot that we just don't know.

this grief is so nuanced. like i said, i don't support what he has done in the past -- i haven't supported him in YEARS because of the things he's said and done. i stand w all of his victims that spoke up, and i hope they're all doing okay rn and that they know that none of this is their fault.

there's something so weird and sad about combing the emotions of coming to terms with the fact that the person you idolized as a teen turned out to be a bad person, along with the rough and weird feelings of grief that come with that same person dying suddenly, gruesomely, and tragically.

this is all so tragic, so weird, so surreal, and SO hard. there's a lot of weird conflicting and nuanced emotions running through not just me, but so many of us who grew up loving one direction. i'm aching for 12-15 year old me who wouldn't recover from this. i'm destroyed for his son who survives him, his family, friends, and the other one direction boys. my heart also aches for his victims, who i'm sure are experiencing a lot of conflicting and weird emotions about this. i can't imagine what they're all going through right now and can only hope they're doing okay.

this is the first major celebrity death ive experienced, at least with a celebrity i genuinely loved and obsessed over growing up. ik a lot of people feel the same way too.

whatever you're feeling about this right now is valid. you have the right to feel however you feel. you can mourn the loss of someone who meant a lot to you as a child while also remembering that they turned out to be a bad person.

sorry i keep talking abt this but it hits so hard. like i said like 30 times this is so weird and hard and confusing to a lot of us one direction fans who stopped supporting liam a while back bc of his actions. grieving with perspective and nuance is necessary here but it's not easy.

i hope my fellow one direction fans are doing okay today <3

[fxreflyes]

Do you have a kitty in mind for me? My 80s song ask may have gotten lost too, if you're still doing them I am curious!! 🫶🏻🫶🏻

indeed I do!! juliana, you are a shorthair and I am sending a virtual hug along w this post 🐈❤️☺️

and for an 80s song, you have these two impeccable songs:

Modern love - David Bowie

Atlantic City - Bruce Springsteen

what cat are u? and what 80s song do your vibes give?

[bea-official]

hi hit user bea-official on tumblr.com, what is your relationship with the rest of the league (more specifically each member,,, looks at melony, allister, kabu and nessa)

also hi mod i didnt mention this but THANKK you for lesbian AND 15-year-old bea. everytime i see a straight bea and/or a bea that is an adult an angel loses its wings, because shes like a middle schooler and she likes women methinks! ❤️ AND SORRY IF I WILL ASK THINGS A LOT. i think this blog is really cool and i have autism

Well, Opal and Raihan are the obvious ones, considering our gym is right between the two. Opal visits nearly every day, but that's more to check on Allister than me, and Raihan likes to come down to train in Glimmerwood Tangle. Sometimes we'll battle if he doesn't feel challenged enough; it's a great workout for my Pokémon.

Milo & Kabu visit to use my personal gym, since they're aren't any in Galar that focus on people rather than Pokémon. Milo comes down maybe once or twice a week, but Kabu sticks to twice a month. Since he's the first gym leader, he doesn't get a lot of free time, so I like to visit Milo on my days off.

Melony and Gordie visit once a month. She likes to check up on all the gym leaders, and I think Gordie only comes along because his mother makes him. Sometimes he'll make me give him a tour of the town so Melony doesn't drag him to the other gyms, and we've spent the day together plenty of times. Him and Milo are probably my closest friends within the league.

I definitely don't see her as often as I should, but me and Nessa are good friends; it's a shame her gym's so out of the way, else I would be down more often. The same goes for Piers- I've been to quite a few of his concerts, actually. He's quite good at singing.

And Allister...Although we are not related by blood, he is more like a brother to me than a co worker, as embarrassed as he would be to hear it. I know being a gym leader at such a young age isn't easy, so I do keep an eye on him. I care for him more than I know how to express.

Whilst I haven't been a gym leader for as long as the rest of them, they feel... almost like my family, in a way. Just don't tell them I said any of this please...

[dariasonlinedairy]

⋆ ˚｡⋆౨ৎ˚ How it feels when i do a face mask, do my manicure, read a book, just laying down while I am wrapped in my duvet, doing lipcare & skincare, just drinking tea in my bed while relaxing and listening to the sounds of the nature, doing "everything" showers and then putting on perfume and some sweet smelling deodorant, and just relaxing :

[the-scarlet-witch-22]

I’m so sorry to hear that. Honestly I get you my mum’s the exact same she’s really religious I’m clearly not but the pain that she won’t be there but won’t want to attend is fucking horrible. It sucks it really does. I wanted to let you know that your stories have helped me become a bit more confident in who I am. I know it’s cringe and weird but reading your stories made me realize life’s too short to care what anyone thinks. And that I should love the girl I want to love without fear of anyone’s opinion or judgment. I was a prick to her but then realized shit I’m lesbian when reading your stories 😭😭😭. Makes sense why I never dated. But thank you and I hope it goes well for you. You’re helping people more than you know

💙🩵

Hi sweet anon <3

I'm so sorry that you're dealing with something similar, it's heartbreaking sometimes when you realize that unconditional love isn't always present with parents. I hope you know that I'm always here if you need anyone to talk to, my asks are always open. Also wow, thank you. This isn't cringe or weird at all, I'm genuinely so touched and I don't even know what to say besides thank you. I'm really glad my stories reached you and that you were able to find some comfort in them. You deserve to live your life however you want and not be afraid of judgment or rejection from people who are supposed to support you. I know how hard that can be, though. I think I realized I was gay when I was 13 or 14, maybe? I identified as bisexual until I was 22. I'd just cry night after night when I was younger because of how afraid I was of my parents finding out. My family is also really religious (catholic lmao), and realizing I was different was terrifying. It's taken me a long time to be able to come to terms with the fact that I'm not what my parents wanted in a daughter, and that it's not my fault they aren't able to love me the way a parent is supposed to love a child. Life is far too short, I agree, and you deserve to be happy. Haha, I feel like a lot of us have had those experiences where we realize later on like "oh I don't dislike her"/"I don't want to be like her" it's "I want to be WITH her". Thank you for this, truly, and I'm sending you so much love and support and again, I'm always here if you need anything <3

[hacked-by-jake]

WHATS YOURS?

Awww, you got the last badge! You're so kind. I love this for you and of course for all others! 💚

I'm really trying to catch up on everything but I completely lost count by now. Buuuut, I won't give up! Just earned the second badge and it's so incredible cute. Current count is:

Seriously, all these boops, I'm feel so honoured. So many, ahhhhhhh. It's so incredible to have this boop o meter, I adore it so much. 🥹💚

And thank you so much for sharing yours! 💚🫶🏻

BOOP YOU BACK! Millions of times!!! 💚💚

(and look, my boop o meter has the same colour as my hair hehehe, the small things *-*)

[sunflawyer]

HANDS YOU HIM

WAGH......... HOLD ON....THIS IS ACTUALLY REALLY REALLY CUTE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭...... I CAN SEE HIM SENDING THIS TO ABBY 100% .... abby would be so confused and just laugh it off.... but Jimmy WANTED her to understand that he's head over heels for her....

thank you maria 😭😭😭🫶🏻🫶🏻🧡🧡🧡 this made my day so much....

[birdietrait]

good morning!! merry christmas <3

[seiwas]

✏️

Hi Sel! Your writing makes me feel like I'm experiencing love in a fresh, new, exciting way. It's warm and tender and delicate, but it fills me with hope and anticipation of what could be. I find comfort in the scenes you create- they're so immersive and realistic!

lin!!! thank you so much for playing 🤍

your writing reminds me of:

💧🌄⛰️🫴🏻

the slow trickle of water before it spills over; blue hour; the view from a mountaintop, supremely vast but achingly small; the minute space between a touch, almost touching but not really.

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thank you so much lin 🥹 i am so touched and flattered that you’re able to feel that through the writing i create 🥺 i love love! but especially one that is gentle and slow 🥺 i’m so glad you find my scenes to be immersive and realistic!! i consider that a lot when i write 🥺

send me a ✏️ and i’ll tell you what ~~vibe i get from your writing! (alternatively, you can also tell me what vibe you get from mine!)

[liesmultixxx]

i hope all of you have had wonderful holidays ❤️ sending much love and strength to everyone

love you guys and take care of yourselves 🫶🏻

[zukoisneverhappy]

i’m crying i love them<3

[fxreflyes]

ooh skye what kind of cat am i? 🤭

Elyse my dear friend u are a liquid cat <33

what kind of cat are you?

[snapbackslide]

no you’re so right!! i think i’m just craving the closeness with someone that i see other people have in their relationships especially bc i don’t have any close friends right now either which makes me feel even more alone seeing other people connect so deeply. it’s okay! one day we will both find what we’re looking for 🫶🏻

yeah i feel you, it sucks bc having close friends would alleviate that craving a little. but honestly - and i know that's unbelievably cliche - that distance from people is such a good opportunity to develop closeness with yourself. like rn i've been able to practice hobbies and check stuff off my to-do list that have been there for years, bc i have no one taking away my focus and wasting my time lmao. plus, the closer you are to someone, the longer it'll take to heal from them. so unless they're absolutely worth it, there's really no point in letting just anyone is 🤷‍♀️

[hyperfocusthusly]

mustard sepia burgundy lavender EMERALD MWAH MWAH KISSES

Mustard - you have correct takes on literally everything

Sepia - you think you’re soooo funny don’t you? Well you are

Burgundy - I’m in love with you /platonic

Lavender - BITING YOU

Emerald - I’m really glad we’re friends!

JAAAAAAAAZZZ BABE 🧡🧡🧡 this is so wonderful and my heart has grown three sizes Grinch girl style. Also all of these right back at you, funny chompy moots forever 😘

Send me a colour 🧡