#send meanspo

[eclecticbutterfly44]

"You're not pretty when you eat"

"You're not pretty when you eat"

"You're not pretty when you eat"

"You're not pretty when you eat"

[thinwh0r3again]

the fact that i thought starving myself was gonna fix all my problems.

like babe, it caused more problems… lmaoo

[shadowymetalhead]

[wh0rr4gutz]

Someone send me meanspo. I'm 5'3 and 119kg. I want to be shamed so bad that I cry. I want to feel pathetic and worthless and like I need to starve to be loved. So my dms are open and so are my asks.

[tenderandfrail]

a skinny cow is not a doe

🥲❤️❤️❤️

[iz0p0dz]

meanspo my beloved

[skinnycrochet]

I just ate a subway sandwich and now I feel like such a fatass. Why can’t I just starve?

[lay-me-in-the-marsh]

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[ghettomealspo]

Let's just see if I can do the first 15 days of THAT 30 day th1n2p0 challenge

So, my name's Caitlyn, I'm 22 years old

My start was 349 POUNDS (158 kg/nearly 25 stone), which was also my highest ✨ my lowest so far was 321(145 kg/nearly 23 stone) and my current number is 323 (146 kg/23 stone)

Pray for me y'all 🙏🏽

I am sick right now but I'm healing up quick so I hope by the end of this challenge I'll have kept off 10 pounds (4.5 kg/.7 stone) everyone here is quite nice but I know you crazy people have a nasty side so do me a favor. Send me your vitriol! Treat me how you treat yourself! Do not ask if I mean it JUST SEND ME THE NASTIEST WORDS OR VISUALS YOU CAN MANAGE! It doesn't matter when you come across this post. Save my @ and whenever you want to indulge in an internal tangent of how disgusting you find yourself, send it to me. This is not a set up, I won't attack you back, I might even say thank you. And if I don't say thank you, just know that I will be very grateful.

[starvingvampsstuff]

CW: 117 lbs / 53 kg

GW: 100 Ilbs/ 45 kg

UGW : 90 Ilbs/ 40 kg

┊͙Feel free to send me meanspo or thinspo ┊͙

[eclecticbutterfly44]

I need someone to send me the most brutal meanspo I could possibly imagine

- Avalanche

[thinwh0r3again]

i just seen that bella hadid reposted arianas video on instagram, she was really sweet and said nice things in the caption. & i definitely agree with what was said.

BUT both of them are not fooling the ana community! it’s obvious bella has an ed as well

there’s naturally skinny and ana skinny & you can definitely tell the difference.

they’re both really beautiful lovely girls, but i just hate how they try to say they’re at a healthy weight. dealing with an ed sucks ass & seeing other people go thru it is so heartbreaking. i really hope young girls aren’t getting inspired to look like them. it’s damaging and NOT healthy.

[bonetightflesh]

I need an Anna who’ll send me meanspo but doesn’t expect meanspo back bc I’m not cutout for that shit

[shadowymetalhead]

Guys sort of my first body check

My stomach looks bigger than normal, because I didn't take this photo in the morning, instead somewhere after mid day.

It's not an excuse I know. Please roost me, I need it,or send meanspo I could use it.

[cal-by-cal]

Tryna lock in after the holidays is some how harder than staying locked in pre Christmas… please send meanspo i need it🙏

[sadstrever]

ok i’m sorry i contemplated not posting this because it’s almost meanspo so just don’t read it if ur triggered. it’s also just bad advice, don’t starve yourself and don’t be an (vodka) alcoholic.please recover love you i guess

first off i wanna preface this by saying FUCK YOUUUUU. if ur a little fat baby piggy no friends bitch i don’t want ur advice or opinions on my alcohol consumption while i fast😭😋!!! i’ve lost like 40lbs since i’ve started being an alcoholic and it’s had absolutely no impact on my weight, cuz just to irritate for the 100th time on this account: I NEVER EAT HOE! anwyays sorry maybe i’m just too drunk but that really pissed me the fuck off. like GOD OKAY RUIN THAT FOR ME TOO. like ok i never get any calories in except for alc but sure fuck it yk, because YOU said that alc has calories(you don’t think i know that bro?) i’m just gonna suddenly stop being an alcoholic. and now i just feel like shit because i consume calories from alc and someone thinks thats a “judgey” thing to say to me. now i feel fat so thank you. like if i could stop drinking that easily i WOULD and if i could start eating without gaining weight every time i do I WOULD. ur so dumb. ugh. i hate myself i’m sorry i’m so mean i love you people and i hope ur healthy and happy. i just need to put my anger out on someone lol. BUT also genuinely liek you guys do piss me off tho cuz you think it’s some crazy impressive thing to not eat for a week or eat like a grape a day…like guys… it gets worse and you will see and you’re gonna hate ur life. if ur ed is at that point PLEASE RECOVER AND RECONSIDER IT GWTS SO MUCH WORSE UGH. AND NO ONES GONNA LISTEN BECAUSE I DIDNT EITHER. i want to save you guys so bad. like i hate that people still get to romanticize it without all the pain and suffering every single waking moment of the day. also i’m officially underweight so someone send me a 0 calorie cake in the mail😝🙏

anyways this is somehow too related and will sound so fake but i swear on my whole life and my mamas and my brothers and my papas this is a TRUE STORY!!! i saw an old friend today and the first thing they said was “oh my god you lost so much weight” “like ur arms, face, whole body damn” BASICALLY LIKE THAT OBVIOUSLY I DONT REMEMBER WORD FOR WORD. but bro i have never felt so fucking seen in my life. like finally someone besides my family or best friend noticed my weight loss damn. AND SHE ASKED IF SHE SHOULD BE WORRIED FUCKKKKK. like no you shouldn’t cuz i’m never gonna get better but like fuck thank you bro. no one comments on people’s weight anymore and it pisses me offfff like i know it’s rude but i needed that comment to make me wanna keep starving!

am i a piece of shit? like genuinely did the eating disorder make me a horrible evil miserable person? i have this thought that even if somehow i recover physically(i pray to god i never get fat[by my standards] again ) that i’ll never recover mentally. i’ll always have this fucked up judgement of right and wrong that revolves around the stupid idea of being thinner. does it even matter? no. no it doesn’t. but it’s my whole world. my whole world is how skinny i am and it’s so tiring. the highlight of my day was being called worryingly skinny by an old friend who doesn’t care if i live or die. the second highlight of my day was the fact that i got 28k steps and burning 800 calories at the gym and bought another bottle. i’m tired of being a bad person. im tired of being annoying and stupid and dumb. such a fuckup. i’m sorry if i’m a bad person and you had to read this and feel like shit because you had to sit through reading my awful terrible judgment and thoughts.

LAST POINT:

tomorrow i have to eat my first meal in months(for real this time) and i am so scared and upset. it’s like a piece of myself dies everytime i eat. without starvation i am nothing. i am a shell of a person and when i eat i just become a shell that feels fat. i’m gonna take laxatives obviously and do some workouts but it’s never enough. i’m gonna make sure the meal that i’m forced to eat is as low calorie as possible because i’ll be drinking alcohol too and APPARENTLY i should just kill myself because it’s a crime to still be an alcoholic when you’re starving yourself.

also alcohol most likely won’t make you gain weight unless it’s beer or seltzers and it especially won’t if ur always drinking on an empty stomach. vodka on an empty(for months) stomach plus working out excessively won’t make yoh gain weight. shut up shut up shut up shut THE FUCK up you bitches piss me off.

FUCK YOU.