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whiteraven90 · 10 months
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Recent drawings - kind of a random practice sketch with Griffin and Pegasus up there in desperate need of pants; headshot practice; random fullbody of Griffin's female form; and some nonsense
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vinelark · 6 months
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Hiiiiii!!! First of all, absolutely LOVE bbts! I have lost count of how many times I have reread it at this point. Still go feral over it regularly. I'm at chapter three rn and wanted to ask how Bart figured Tim out. I'm probably just a bit dumb, but I can't figure out what gave him away. Anyways, hope you have a nice week! :)
hello! thank you! and no this is a very fair question considering kon’s pov is (conveniently) distracted when this goes down. i went a bit more in depth here about why bart realizes in this moment but kon doesn’t, but the gist of bart’s realization is that he says “hi, tim” and this loopy, supposedly random civilian immediately says “names,” which is exactly how robin reprimands them every time they use one of their names in the field, and hey come to think of it this random civilian on a roof is kinda robin-shaped—
“Shit, okay,” Bart says, and a moment later he’s crouching next to Tim. “Okay. Okay. Hi, Tim.”
Tim mumbles something while Kon is listening to the whine of sirens down the street, and Bart does something very un-Bart-like, which is freeze for almost a whole second.
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“He said ‘names.’”
“He’s said a few names”—like Kon’s name, and Bruce, which Kon can’t think about right now or he might do something stupid like go hunt down Mr. Wayne and drop him in the middle of Antarctica so Tim never has to apologize for anything ever again—“because he’s high on an extremely fucked-up hallucinogenic. Just focus on keeping him physically secure.”
“No, he literally said—” Bart cuts off, eyes widening. “Oh. Oh. Never mind.”
and then bart realizes that whatever’s going on here kon doesn’t know and bart is like mfjdhdhdASDKFJ 🤐🫡
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rabbiteclair · 3 months
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i had a dream that I was working in some kind of typical Space Horror Research Outpost with routine monster attacks and shit. for whatever reason, I was stationed at the top of a like 2 km tall tower over a lava lake, and also had all of the colony's kids hanging out in the room with me while I did my important, presumably lava-based, research.
but then I got possessed by some kind of supernatural space madness and it was like 'hey you know what children would LOVE? it's being dropped into lava from a height of 2 km.' so I started picking up the small children one by one, sticking them out the window, and going "alright, here goes! you're gonna have so much fun! WHEEEEEE" and then yeeting them into the lava lake
once I had incinerated all of the children, other adults showed up and I came back to my senses, and it was like: well I can't just tell them that obviously something was interfering with my brain, because I have no evidence, so it'll sound like I'm just making excuses. so instead I said that "oh uh. a monster showed up? yeah a monster. And I tried to hold onto all the kids, but it took them from me and threw them out the window. one at a time. it was pretty fucked up." at this point apparently everybody was accustomed to monster activity, so while there were some skeptics, they believed me and let me get on with my stuff
until a few days later when somebody noticed that I was wearing the same shirt I'd worn on kid-frying day and hey, isn't it weird that your shirt doesn't have any rips or anything from the monster yanking presumably terrified children out of your arms? and that you also didn't get any scratches or anything from presumably terrified children clinging to you? and that the monster didn't do anything to you? actually that's super suspicious and I'm gonna go get the space cops
so I jumped out the window and died in the lava, the end
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tai-janai · 3 months
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i love outside context problem
(THIS IS NOT CANON IT'S JUST HOW I SAW THE SCENE)
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simcardiac-arrested · 7 months
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weekend dreams
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royalnavyart · 1 month
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how peaceful sleep is
your head next to his
no silence or fear
only him
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highlifeboat · 1 year
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They definitely wanted to kill each other. Like, I just know every interaction they had was full of underlying seething hatred.
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butchcarmy · 6 months
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guys I feel like I have to come clean. I’ve had many dreams about Jeremy Allen white/carmy. Sometimes he’s carm sometimes he’s Jeremy it all blends together. Lip sometimes too. Here’s a list of things I’ve done in my dreams with him. Under read more bc I’m embarrassed
Made out sloppy style
Had sex (although to be specific it was just uhhhh grinding)
Went on a romantic dinner date in Paris and walked around at night
Swam together
Watched the sunset on the beach
Ok here’s a funnier list of things
I had a dream where I was driving and saw Jeremy in the backseat of another car and started swerving and driving CRAZY to follow him
I showed Jeremy a portable stove at Costco and was really excited
I Awkwardly said hi to Jeremy at a coffee pouring station at a cafeteria
Taken a selfie with him and exchanged Snapchats (I do not use Snapchat)
Stolen card with lip (and Frank)
Carmy/Jeremy telling me he was friends with Nathan fielder
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jawz · 1 day
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can't stop thinking about shannon hanchett's death. i feel sick. i don't even know if something like justice exists for what was done to her.
#like if they call you crazy they will just put you wherever. they will neglect you or torture you or kill you. they dont fucking care.#nobody does#temporarily losing my legal autonomy as an adult via being in the psych ward is one of the scariest things ive ever experienced#and i didnt go thru a fraction of what shannon hanchett went thru. i mean the difference of psych ward and jail too#i was in 4 times inpatient and 1 outpatient as a teenager and it sucked sure. but it was like a playground compared to the adult ward.#but after my overdose age 20 one of the cops got in the ambulance with the EMTs as i was losing consciousness#and the cop rode with us literally pounding on my chest to try and keep me awake and like asking 'who is the president' etc. but#he was hitting me with his knuckles. my breastbone fucking bruised black and blue. it took weeks to fade away#(mastectomy is relevant here bc i have less tissue in my chest than most ppl do. the bones feel closer to the surface)#so yeah that hurt like a mf but i didnt feel it fully in the moment cause i lost consciousness during the 7-10 min ride to the ER.#and then after being in the ER on an IV for ? hours and being moved to the psych ward... they just fucking left me for 2-3 days. i dont eve#KNOW because i dont REMEMBER because i was fucking zonked from all the pills i overdosed on. i had no sense of time at all.#and it turns out one of my best friends was showing up every day & begging/demanding the nurses to put me on an iv bc i was dehydrated#since i was out of it obv not able to eat or drink. and they wouldnt. and she was begging them to check on me or attend to me because they#simply left me in my room for days. no clue if a doctor saw me after i left the ER. my blood pressure was literally 60/30 though.#which was extremely painful thats all i remember of those days. it still hurt so fuckin much the day i finally got up and was semi consciou#like my muscles were being squeezed yet exploding. walking was so difficult. it was some of the worst pain of my entire life#besides some sense memories of incredible pain and discomfort it's like blank from when i passed out in the ambulance until that 3rd day#my friend told me later she didnt even know if i was in a coma or something. they wouldnt tell anyone anything#so then i saw the psych team and i remember seeing the room as if thru a 10 meter tunnel. and the doctor started telling me#how lucid and aware i was. repeatedly. he was like. pleasantly surprised. meanwhile i actually felt like my entire body was about to ruptur#and i KNEW that doctor was implying 'you're so aware and insightful - unlike all those Real schizo freaks here!!!!'#ha ha doc! i'm crazy enough that i could easily tell passive lies & come across as fairly well adjusted (when i wasnt activly spiraling.) s#fucking despised him for that. well i would fight & die for the people who were there w/ me. but i would NEVER fucking save a psychiatrist.#police/psych industry overlap is hell for me to hear about. it makes me so fucking angry i want to scream and just rip all my hair out#the helplessness drives me fucking insane i will never ever trust authority because i know they dont care if i die.#i was the fucking. hysterical womanman with a death wish. of course they didnt fucking care if i died.#i was not fucking tortured like she was tho. what i experienced just pales in comparison to this news story. im not trying to#make it about me it just brings everything back. it reminds me how fucking lucky i am. HOW FUCKING LUCKY I AM TO BE ALIVE AND HAVE AUTONOMY#we're all fucking BLESSED to not be institutionalized rn
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maretriarch · 4 months
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too deranged to have my own child even now but im looking forward to my turn with the communal baby doll in the state funded dementia ward
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formulahs · 5 months
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went to visit grandma on my lunchtime today and homegirl was taking out the trash from her apartment in her underwear
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jacquesthepigeon · 1 year
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Had a dream where the hero crew just kinda. stole an island and its luxury villa.
Like the Tsurugis and their company own so many assets that the heroes just kinda picked a couple that no one was paying attention to and wiped them from their computers and just. Kept the assets for themselves.
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lab-gr0wn-lambs · 8 months
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Why is the miserable piano cover of Mad World the popular one when the original is such a fucking banger
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absurdist-void · 7 months
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I don’t know how people don’t go insane after knowing the extent of corporate crimes across the planet. Nearly everything we interact with in the west was produced through slavery and poor working conditions. Everything is tainted.
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sakebytheriver · 8 months
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Had some really weird dreams that to anyone else would probably be classified as nightmares last night and I just remembered them in this moment and my body had an instant momentary feeling of being like "😖"
Idk how to even describe it, my body just kind of went like "that was fucked up wasn't it?" While my brain was kinda like "um yeah I guess"
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mars-ipan · 20 days
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i would like for hospital settings to stop showing up in my dreams please
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