#selfabuse

[mypoetryelenabertolini]

Depression is a silent killer.... At one point or another I believe we have all experienced suicidal thoughts and tendencies. I know how hard it can be to want help but feel too ashamed or prideful to ask...With this life even we don't deserve to allow ourselves to self-abuse. *Before you knock on deaths door just make a promise to YOURSELF and those around you to seek HELP FIRST!!!* Pay attention to the signs that you ARE HERE FOR A PURPOUSE!!! We all fail at one point or another, we all just want it to end and find "peace". That peace could never be replaced for those that love you...so cry, breakdown do what you need to do! But after DO WHAT YOU NEED TO DO SO YOU CAN MOVE ON AND BECOME BETTER THAN BEFORE! Seek some kind of help my love and never give up

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[floridakilo]

im just like joe nymphomaniac but i hate sex replace the sex addiction with drugs and selfabuse ofc

[helpmechangemysex]

A good day in worshipping Satan and selfabusing

[twistedcatmeow]

One of the best ways to measure your growth and healing is to watch the quality of your relationships improve or deteriorate. As you become more healthy, as your internal monologue shifts and self-worth grows, you will stop taking as much abuse from others. It will start as discomfort, move to a realization that you shouldn’t be putting up with this, and eventually transcend to your removing yourself from a situation.

Look at your current relations with others. Do people insult you, belittle you, tell you more about your faults than your strengths? Or do they tell you why they have you in their lives, thank you for what you do, and express their love for you?

Now look at your internal dialogue with yourself. How do you talk to yourself? Do you encourage yourself or tear yourself down? What sort of adjectives do you use for yourself, not when you are thinking about it, but when you talk to yourself, in the moment? Do you see how this mirrors how you let others speak to you?

Do you like what you see? Or do you want to change it? Changing it requires you to be conscious in thought as well as in deed. Pay attention, every day, to how you talk to yourself and about yourself. Correct your statements if necessary. Watch your world change.

 

#SelfAbuse #Abuse #Tolerance #Relationships #GettingHealthy #EmotionalWellbeing #metrics #InternalDialogue #ImportantQuestions #Change #Healing #PracticalSpirituality #PersonalGrowth #SelfImprovement #DailyMessage #365DaysToEnlightenment #Ayamanatara #Nighttime #CaliforniaCoast #PCH #Malibu #PacificOcean

[michaelpaulukonis]

STARS IN MY POCKET LIKE GRAINS OF SAND

My wife does not understand why I use deliberately bad photos of myself.

[damagedgoods99]

I was looking through some old photos and even though I tried to hide my self harming as much as I could I noticed them in these pics

[delusionalpieceofvoid]

you want to make your family proud, i want to make them regret their decisions and traumatize them

so stop pretending we fight the same fight

[sourlucrecia]

Szaleństwo nie wynika  z myśli,

lecz z ludzi łkających,

bo nikt, nikt nie zmyślił

szepczących mi do ucha

do poduszki

tego co widziałam nikt nie wymyśli

Ludzi cierpiących

Bóg się zamyślił

Myśl prawdziwa- krucha.

zamknięte cztery ściany, znowu sama

Krzyk, kurwy, znowu krzyk 

lament

kto wprowadził znowu zamęt,

kto znowu podciął żyły

długopisem, połknął haczyk

To chyba znowu marzyłam na jawie

W lustrze

Ona nie wygląda już tak zdrowo,

jak złym trzeba być by tu trafić

dobre dni się chyba skończyły

gdy zdecydowałam że nie chcę

nie chcę już więcej 

nie chcę już bardziej

nie chcę znowu

żyjąc umierać

Pomóżcie mi

Nikt ci nie pomoże

Odjejdź

Wiesz że tak być nie może

Odczep się, o boże

Żałosne z ciebie stworzenie

Zabij się

Zabij się

Zabiję się

Zabij się

Zabiję się

Czerwień w wannie

[iwanttobeskinnyhellamuch]

the only way to be loved is to lose weight and be skinny

no one loves fat

no one loves big

everyone is pleased with seeing tiny, slim girls

girls are meant to be skinny

[confessionsofanangrymetalhead]

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Don't be afraid to pull in a warped, shitty bar just because your precious #texasdeadliftbar is being used. Builds character in a man. I've used shitty bars for YEARS; so if I can do what I did tonight there's fucking no excuse for you. Then again, you'd have to hate yourself like I do me. Here's 335x3x6. #confessionsofanangrymetalhead #metalhead #metalheadlifters #powerbodybuilding #igpowerlifting #powerlifting #powerliftingismetal #bodybuilding #igbodybuilding #liftwithhatred #liftwithrage #deadlift #deadliftheartthrob #ihatemyself #ihateyou #selfabuse #extrememetal #extrememetalfitness #dreamsofbodydysmorphia #yourmothersucksdicksinhell #selfloathing #strongandshapelygym (at "Strong and Shapely Gym Inc.") https://www.instagram.com/p/B7rx6z6pM0b/?igshid=f1lba7h0byau

[riseoftheejit]

Gig. #punk #bournemouth #theanvil #selfabuse #jarvis #be there #sunhumanz #oioioi (at Anvil Rockbar Bournemouth) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs-KyCbDfRe/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13qg6fjfrzdvz

[risingsiren-blog]

Holy fucking shit! My mind is about to melt the fuck down but I have to say I agree. “In your whole life nobody has ever abused you more than you have abused yourself. And the limit of your self abuse is exactly the limit that you will tolerate from someone else. If someone abused you a little more than you abuse yourself, you will probably walk away from that person. But if someone abused you a little less than you abuse yourself, you will probably stay in the relationship and tolerate it endlessly. If you abuse yourself very badly, you can even tolerate someone who beats you up, humiliates you, and treats you like dirt. Why? B/c in your belief system you say, “I deserve it. This person is doing me a favor by being with me. I am not worthy of love and respect. I’m not good enough” I used to feel that way and yeah this makes perfect sense. I couldn’t imagine going backwards to certain things. Fuck I’m loving this book so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️ #thefouragreements #mindblown #abuse #selfabuse #reading https://www.instagram.com/p/BtnBocFDFGK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nb1ehv0vng1l

[helpmechangemysex]

Why

Worshipping and selfabusing for Satan today

[transcendshame]

I do not know why I have such a hard time with this. I KNOW this, I believe this 💯 % with all my being, my wise mind is constantly reminding me of this, all day long✈️ in and out of everywhere I go, through the electrical impulses exchanged in a handshake 🤝, constant, ever changing, never ending. . . . WHY CAN I REMEMBER THIS? Or Rather, why do I remember it - yet blatantly not put it into practice? . . . I hate myself. I am a liar. There is no self love here, no affection of self. my life is built around #selfsabotage #selfpity #selfabuse #iamnothing #thisismymantra I preach greatness, the words coming out of my mouth and off the tip of my pen are brilliant, yet there is a #warraginginsideme, since the moment they laid me in my mother’s loving arms, I have not stopped screaming, on the outside, on the inside, I see now I don’t actually care what OTHERS think, but I’m wildly concerned with what I think of myself - and why am I drowning in self hate? I cut myself to both relief pain and feel it. I convince myself I am normal one day, and break myself into a million little jagged pieces the next, who is this person in the mirror? Before I transitioned I could not even look in the mirror at all. I would walk backwards, or away from, duck underneath, ANY MEANS necessary to avoid my physical reflection. Now, I look in the mirror and I love what I see, it matches the “me” I’ve always imagined for myself since I was 4, but there’s a different kind of reflection than just a mirror, and THAT one ☝🏻 I’ve yet to master. Maybe it’s my mind. They tell me my mind is sick ya know? Disease of the 🧠 brain, broken thinking, thoughts infected - it’s not THEM I’m afraid of, it’s myself. I’m afraid of my fucking self. I think only those with so-called, “mental illnesses” can wrap their heads around this idea, what do you think? Or Is a mighty imagination and strong sense empathy enough to grasp what it’s like to live with demons in your head? I am not myself today as you can tell by reading this. Or, am I more myself than usual? Should I be afraid to admit this too is a part of who I am? Should I be ashamed of ME? I didn’t ask for this, just like I didn’t ask for green eyes https://www.instagram.com/p/BneKcKcgzyc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=127rqboeaa2fa

[michaelpaulukonis]

HAPPY NEW YEAR #color #colour #colorlovers #artistsoninstagram #contemporaryart #digitalcollage #digitalcollageart #digitalart #capitalistneoexpressionism #techspressionism #digitalgrunge #neopop #popart #chroma_lab_app #glitch_lab_app #selfportrait #selfabuse #selfiepunk #snapseed #nye https://www.instagram.com/p/CYNBollPB9h/?utm_medium=tumblr

[essentialoilsme]

"Self-knowledge without Self-change is Self-abuse." - Dr. Eliezer Ben-Joseph 😳 Once you know something to be true, what you do with it is what determines your future outcomes.👍🏼 _________________________________________________ #EssentialOilsMe #Selfknowledge #Selfchange #Selfabuse #DrEliezerBenJoseph #Instaquotes #Instaquote #Motivational #Inspirational #Change #Abuse #Knowledge #KnowledgeIsPower #KnowingIshalfthebattle #Knowthyself #Knowyourself #Healthandwellness #Naturalsolutions #Truth (at Las Vegas, Nevada)