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Collector redraw with Kid Belos 🙏
#genuinely ignore if the lineart isn’t clean and is inconsistent#my uterus is clawing out my insides rn I could care less#me when they have the same va#and similar features#and abandonment issues#and are a lil screwed up#he looks dumb#I hate him#I hate Philip Wittebane#I am number one Philip Wittebane hater#i fear I’m yapping in the tags too much#OH I FORHOT TO TAKE MY ADHD MEDS DAMMIT#HOLD ON#the owl house#toh#philip wittebane#emperor belos#my art#kid Belos#collector toh#collector#ok I took them we’re good
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something I guess‼️ he is sleepin on the freakin flooorrr right now for a multitude of reassonnss ; a minor one being i just kinda wanted to doodle which i guess not much of a reason but...but.......
#because i cannn but also because he is NOT going to go all the way back to the good dumpster right now he is crashing out on#the floor or the desk no inbetween#i feel a little obligated to but screw that its mostly just because i felt like it and i keep thinking about it#scheduling this for dead midnight so i dont face my fears :-3 /j
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domestic<3
#my christmas present to myself#pls enjoy spones nation#based off that scene from fear in the night. forgive me for not having spock do the lean#i remembered too late and adding it in was beyond my abilities#actually this whole thing was beyond my abilities but i guess I'm gonna learn#my art#i really wanted to add the tos bedroom lighting but that too was beyond my abilities#do you guys have tips for how to get that translucency of lighting without totally screwing up the colors?#leonard mccoy#spock
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Love how William got a new identity and the job as a career counselor just so he could get people to work at his shitty security gig of the restaurant he owns
He straight up says and knows, like, "oh yeah everyone quits this, pay is awful, hours are worse" he could at least make it somewhat more appealing, a bit more pay if people are gonna quit anyway, but he seems to enjoy doing it this way I think
Ooooh man this is such a cool addition to the lore btw. Like man. He picks people like Mike, down on their luck, desperate, who can't get a job anywhere else, and can't keep a job when they do. Many who "quit" absolutely got murdered I'm certain of this. He's actively picking out desperate people who others won't be surprised if they left their new Freddy's job surprisingly quickly and that they just... disappeared after
And if he owns that Freddy's location like I've assumed with the rest of this post, then meeting with Steve Raglan is probably the only way to get hired at Freddy's, which helps him keep a good eye on who's there, keep a good eye on his victims
#i think he hires alot of guards to kill them. like some sort of remnant nonsense thing.#the saw trap freddy head with the power and screws Right There absolutely is some sort of fear/adrenaline harvester or whatever#i dont pay that much attention to remnant lore tbh but this is what makes sense to me#fnaf movie#fnaf movie spoilers#five nights at freddy's movie#five nights at freddy's movie spoilers#fnaf#steve raglan#william afton
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Sleep studies are so weird.
It’s like, “Hey, you’re not sleeping right? Too tired during the day? Ok, come to our facility in a strange bed in a strange room where we’ll hook you up to two dozen wires using sticky gel and itchy tape all over your hair and face, put a cannula and holder in your nose, put you in a medium hard bed, and make you have to ask for help being unhooked to go to the bathroom.
Now sleep for 6 hours or it’s inconclusive, and don’t forget you’re being watched through a camera the entire time! Have a good sleep!
Also that’ll be $2,000!”
#just the wires being put on took a full hour#and taking the nap portion is difficult#up and down#screw it#use this as a prompt if you want#whump#fear#lab whump#sleep deprivation#whump prompt#whump ideas#whump tropes
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You know what is really fun stuff and I can't wait to see? When Miles and Gwen have to talk and he finds out everthing. That Gwen ran away from home and joined society because she had nowhere else to go and that her canonical event is to die, not just because she loves Spider-Man, but just to die. Whether she's a hero or not, because she's a Gwen Stacy and they always die. Especially since Miles has no idea about any of these things in the first place.
And of course, when I say fun I mean incredibly painful and traumatic 😃
#across the spiderverse#spiderverse#gwen stacy#miles morales#gwiles#ghostflower#I so want to see this conversation for so many different reasons#that's just one of them there's also the fact that Gwen needs to apologize#but I need to see his face when I find out what a screwed up situation Gwen has been in the last few months#especially when all his fears are her reality#man I can't wait
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DAY 4 - Smoke in the moonlight
A "snake" sitting atop snakes.. uh.
#fear and hunger termina#fear and hunger#fear & hunger#per'kele#f&h termina#f&h#rher#Daily Per'kele#I tried real hard to make rher's eye socket look like a screwed up halo augh-#but now it looks like the moon god is photobombing an aesthetic shot#the bones and skeletal muscles though? Oh they're carrying the piece alright-
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The Ghost in the Machine
Living Weapon Whump for the 2025yearofwhumptropes
content: medical setting, noncon drugging, living weapon whump, memory loss, restraints, dehumanization, bound
Day 1. #20159
Next
He woke with a searing flash behind his eyes, the kind that split his skull in two and left the edges of the world smeared and formless. It blurred his vision to the point he could hardly make out the edges of the hospital bed or the faces around him. What he could recognize was the sterile tange of antiseptic singing his nostrils.
Directly above him, a vent blew cold air into his face.
He opened his mouth but all that came out was a cotten-throated "gah", the words stuck somewhere between his tongue and teeth.
He blinked rapidly, everything hitting him all at once and leaving him with a pit in his stomach.
"Wh-where am I?" each word was a battle.
Someone hushed him and turning to someone behind them, snapped. "Increase the dosage, will you?"
"What?" He tried to sit up, only to be yanked back down to the stiff sheets by the velcro restraints around his wrists and ankles.
His breathing faltered. Trapped. He was trapped.
But he didn't really panic until he saw the IV linked to his forearm, pinching his skin under the small bandage. Some yellow, shimmering liquid was being pumped into his body.
And he could see it.
Vicious, golden threads under his skin. Pulsing. Stitching their way up, up, up--
The scream ripped itself out of him, raw and guttural.
"Someone calm it down!"
Desperation became a whole new reality, lodged entirely in the small medical room with four pale walls and that cheap landscape painting in the corner.
Someone was shoving him down.
"Get it out! Get it the fuck out of me!" he thrashed wildly against the arms that pinned him to the bed. They grunted and pulled another strap over his forehead.
Their clothes smelled of cigarette smoke and salt water, green and nauseating. Their face was lined, almost etched. There was a heaviness in their expression that almost hid the vicious smile. Almost.
They jabbed something sharp into his upper thigh and its effects were immediate.
It hit him like a physical blow, his limbs relaxing at his side before he could fight it.
His breaths came in shallow gasps, each one harder to draw than the last.
No- no- no!
Shadows crept into the edges of his vision.
He could do nothing besides snarl internally when the stranger sat beside him. "You're going to regret that, kiddo." They straightened and pulled a notebook out of their jacket.
"Subject two-oh-one-five-nine," they spelled out, "has been properly sedated after a brief resistance. Remains unmanageable." They shot him a look, arching an eyebrow, like they were daring him to try anything further.
"But not for long," they added.
Just wait, the boy thought, until I tell...
Tell...
He had someone to tell. He did.
The word with the face attached to it was just out of reach.
His vision narrowed to a tunnel of smudged colors.
The memory slipped completely. Shit.
The last thing he felt was the stranger brushing a hand through his hair, slow and deliberate.
"We're going to make something out of you yet."
His heart lurched with a new, horrifying realization.
He couldn't remember his own name.
#cws above the cut#im so tired i wrote this all in one rush and its now#2 am :/#no edits we die like men#living weapon whump has become my latest obsession and no one can do anything about it#gene is going to be so soso screwed over i fear#he really does have a bad go#whump#whump writing#whumpblr#whump community#whump scenario#troy talks#living weapon whumpee#dehumanization#defiant whumpee#for now#2025yearofwhumptropes
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One of my favorite interpretations of 3rd Life Scarian is that Grian has been doing wifey shit for free since like, day 2, and is very in love with Scar but in denial bc he doesn't think Scar would see him that way
And Scar's equally in love oblivious ass who just thinks they're besties doing bestie things and hasn't considered that love is on the table for either of them so isn't actively making an effort to show interest
#3rd life#grian 3rd life#scar 3rd life#scarian#and yknow scar proves grian right in his perspective bc of the friendship pass betrayal#that vindicates all his secret fears that scar doesn't actually care#but while scqr knows he messed up by screwing over his bestie who did so much for him...#HE STILL DOESN'T KNOW GRIAN LOVES HIM and he definitely doesn't know grian is suoer insecure about it!!#so he can never truly fix what he did wrong bc he doesn't understand the depth of the betrayal#angst
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bro i need to draw overhaul BADLY
LIKE HORREDOUSLY
LIKE IM GONNA SCREAM IF I DONT SOON the obbession is takign over i SKHDFKJWLEIUROUWEFYOISUDOYHCKUSYDLKCBHSLKJDFHLKJHSEKUYOIUSYINUXJKJHSKJHTKWJTUDVNSOWIEURY(SI&UI
sigh
i need help fr
hes just
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HES SO BABYGIRL
the way i can draw him wihtouht a reference FINE is CONCERNING
sighghhghg i need to do my biology and chemistry
i hate science fr (i just wanna draw my bbgs forever)
like aizawa tooo oooooomg hes my handsome little guy (hes like twice my age)
#JDSFKKHJGRRR#GRR#i love him#mha overhaul#:3#mha#my hero academia#bnha#sigh#aizawa#grrr#i love aizawa#drawing#kai chisaki#chisaki kai#boku no hero academia#overhaul#overhaul mha#overhaul bnha#i love him so much#like yeah screw you for torturing a little girl#BUT HE JSUT WANTED TO MAKE HIS POPS PROUD :(#sigh i fear hes kinda me coded#minus the torturing a 6 year old girl part#his chareccter design is amazing tho omg like#horikoshi did so well#ooooooh my gosh#liek the purple fur ???? with teh green jacket ???#and then the stupid short brown hair that matched the fur ????#and the black dress shirt and white tie ??????/
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Dramatic-ass bitch gets his portrait done
#not my usual art style#but i felt like screwing around#fear and hunger#fear and hunger fanart#funger#f&h#f&h1#le'garde#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr
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two days to write enough of a 12 page research paper to be confident presenting on my ideas… hm… procrastinating all semester and suddenly realizing now a month after having submitted my thesis proposal that it was such a good topic that there are nearly no relevant sources and no previous research on this… hm…
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my fave form of what's basically friends to lovers is when two people meet and have all their own baggage and the connection they form together and love they have for each other forces them to unpack all that baggage if they want to make things work. the kind of relationship where you're forced to look in the mirror and stop avoiding ur own problems because that person forces u to confront all of them (and u force them to confront theirs, too) because the relationship will Not work if you keep up all these walls either from your person of interest or even from urself!!! and there's too much of something there to give up and move on because it's difficult
the kind of thing where there's romance but the real plot of it all is self transformation through loving another. like the focus is on two individuals w/ their own lives who come together and have romantic feelings for each other vs the romance itself being the plot.
and maybe in the end they don't even stay together! maybe it doesn't work out! but there's drastic change and an undeniable impact they both made in each other's lives that will live on. is changing for the better not love in its rawest form?
#( 💭 faun thinks )#this idea has been sitting in my brain for a while and i randomly got the urge to talk about it again#when i write romance this is usually how i do it <3#i love when characters are forced to deal w/ their baggage and unhealthy coping mechanisms because they love someone enough to#put in that effort#or if not that then the connection makes them realize where they're screwing themselves over so they can acknowledge and fix it#Characters. being forced to Think. to Self Reflect. to acknowledge things they're buried about themselves.#i love it#one example would be like. when someone usually runs away from deep connections but is forced to confront that fear because they get#attached enough to someone to genuinely not want to lose them or to genuinely not want to hurt them if they themselves refuse to acknowledg#how much they genuinely care for them on a personal level#stuff like that!!!!!!!! like yes bitch reflect on urself so u stop self sabotaging!!!!!!#make deep connections w/ the other characters through acknowledging ur shadow self!!!!!!!#compromise with someone u love when ur opposing baggages create conflict!!!!!!!#put in effort and grow as people together!!!!!!!!! learn and evolve with someone else!!!!!!!!#this probably says a lot about me...... and this is probably why i don't really like romance as a genre lol#i like when stuff goes deep and focuses on the characters as individuals instead of purely love interests that end up being rather shallow
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#passive influence#idk why talking in tags feels safer than talking in the caption#but anyways#idk#wren was in cocon for a while#and ig like#we made this?#idk ive got a lot going on atm and it's#confusing#but sometimes i need reassurances that I'm not screwing this all up#so i figured maybe other ppl need that too?#maybe ill make more like this#was like#a good way to finally face my fear and try comics#but also i hate making content about DID bc i dont want it to seem like attention seeking#maybe ill show this to my therapist :D#yeah#actually DID#DID#OSDD#systemblr#didblr
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I will buy the prettiest notebooks and speed-write crack theories and analysis on whatever media I'm into at the moment and doodle the ugliest doodles to have ever been doodles on half-filled pages with a cute pen and I think that's the healthiest habit I've ever had
#/gen by the way#It's very liberating#Yes the notebook is pretty#yes it makes me really happy to carry a pretty notebook with me#no I will not let expectations and fear ruin my joy of having a pretty notebook#It's twice the amount of happy if I use it doing something that sparks joy#Instead of like. Dread and anxiety.#I have enough of those already I say screw it
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Sometimes I think I'm portraying Jaheira too much as a latina mom but then I remember Jord's phrase about her — that she was more often Commander than mother dear...
And I think "hm yeah, that's about right. :)"
#[ ❧ — m speaks 》 ooc ]#[ ❧ — musings ]#the image of jaheira with a flip-flop in hands is terrifying#it's that moment when you're 9yo and doing some shit you were NOT supposed to do#and you look back to see your mom#looking at you#a hand in her hips and the other holding the flip-flop#and you know you're SCREWED#this image puts fear of god in any latina kid
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