#[ ❧ — musings ]

[lily-sanapaw]

❧ tag drop ❧

[harpershigh]

It came to my notice that 90% of the people who are attracted to Jaheira have mommy issues.

The other 10% consists in pathetic bottoms.

And I think this is beautiful.

[strywoven]

despite my best efforts , i cannot get my brain back in gear to write replies ( it would much rather jabber plots or fixate on studying ) . so !! here's an inbox call ; like + specify and i'll send smth over.

[girlmisfit]

small starter call ! hit the ♡ . 

it will most likely be canon dialogue / song lyrics. 

[folkorae]

Like this for a small starter! Please specify the muse(s) or you won’t get anything. Multis please specify your muse(s) as well!

[atcmicqueens]

one liner call for ry astor, piper wright, rose maclean or r.a peters

[fallencrowns]

Maybe like for a starter now that I'm finally back?

[unprocione]

ashley: we work really well together! what if someday i become an agent like you? we can protect the us together from any and all threats! :) leon, who was blackmailed into agency and doesn't have the heart to shatter ashley's perception of her father & the government she herself plays a role in, literally holding back vomit: haha let's focus on getting out of here first--

[miiseriia-arc]

/ @dscvrdbcttr .

「 hearing ignacio's voice after the man being out cold for what felt like so long instantly relieved rosie but it was short lived. ❝ you're awake! oh, god, please don't die, ❞ she said, not even answering his question. it hadn't even registered with him, she rushed over to his side from where she'd been looking for medicine or a first kit or anything really. ❝ i need to get you medicine. you're hurt, old man. ❞ 」

[harpershigh]

Sometimes I think I'm portraying Jaheira too much as a latina mom but then I remember Jord's phrase about her — that she was more often Commander than mother dear...

And I think "hm yeah, that's about right. :)"

[strywoven]

also have an inbox call. specify muse(s) & I will conjure a diddy.

[girlmisfit]

mains call ❤️

[folkorae]

It’s 10:30pm and i am in a shippy mood 🥺

[deathmaiidens]

Sorry I haven't been active lately. Things have been pretty hectic and it's always hard to focus, but !!!! Halloween !!!!!

[leondxs]

maybe it’s just me but imagine stumbling across Leondas feeding in the woods, only able to make out a humanoid shape in the darkness with glowing eyes that pierce into for a solid minute, before he starts running full speed at you

[unprocione]

sometimes i think of leon in instructor settings for the dso and i really just think, as an instructor? he's a complete asshole, not in a vindictive sense but above drill sergeant levels of on your case, constantly, he's drawing blood without apology. and this isn't just because i enjoy writing leon as being standoffish and at times outright combative, but i think alot of it comes not only from a point of his first day being thrown into the hellscape that was the raccoon city outbreak, and feeling extremely underprepared as anyone should, but also looking back on it through the years and thinking: there's so many moments as a rookie i should have died, instead of the experienced officers before me. as well as freshly after that, keeping in mind a.u.p.i.t (anti-umbrella pursuit and investigative taskforce) was referenced to be sabotaged & corrupted by those involved with umbrella at a government level (likely simmons's organization The Family), thinking of leon's special ops training and how he refers back to it as an experience that nearly killed him, the way that leon describes punishing missions in the same breath as training makes me think that this was more a trial-by-fire approach, with leon and other operatives being sent repeatedly on what was intended as suicide-missions with training sessions on-site just as often as in between. personally for my leon i don't abide by the remake's decision to have krauser as his instructor, but thinking all the same that leon worked alongside people with the same dispositions and views as krauser routinely, his instructors likely had the same natures that krauser displays during operation javier and interactions in re:4.

i don't think leon should be instructing or training anybody at all, his traumatic experiences endured while he was a rookie leaves too much chance that he would end up projecting, (he could have a "flashback" moment connected to his ptsd, an episode of loss of awareness of his surroundings and mental displacement, actively thinking he's back in raccoon city when in reality he's on dso grounds) (or trying to protect his rookies by being far too harsh on them in an effort to prepare them, putting them through unreasonable conditions that could justify as genuinely harmful if not physically certainly mentally) and possibly continuing a cycle of superior abuse he learned from and experienced while in a.u.p.i.t, (i don't think it would get that far, nor that leon's nature and moral compass would allow that to happen, i think it gets close until leon recognizes) but i think it would be unlikely that he would be given another choice considering leon will not live forever and the industry demands and needs more agents to tackle the spread of bioterrorism worldwide. it's just a lawsuit waiting to happen.