#screaming crying and passing out

[gumycandyyy]

“You need help.”

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-An Engineer!Mark x reader oneshot-

Genre: Hurt/Comfort

Gn!reader

Summary: Captain wakes up in the loop once again, and is sick of their choices being obsolete. They just need some comfort, and the only person nearby is Mark.

Content warnings: Slight? Mental breakdown, Some self-deprecating thoughts, Captain talks (but only a little,) Mark being a golden retriever, tell me if I missed any.

(2nd POV)

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“Current ship status: ABSOLUTELY CATASTROPHIC.”

You cursed in your head as you jolted awake, hearing the robotic voice of the computer. You slammed open the door of your cryo-pod with a grimace. You couldn’t even catch a break.

You thought it’d surely be over when you fell asleep, that it would be the end. You had grown old on a new planet, watched over everything, not realizing that your entire life there would be erased. Every choice you made to get there led right back here, on this God forsaken ship. As the reality of what seemed to be your entire future hit you, you sank slowly to the ground. This is your entire future. You’re never going to get out of this loop. ‘You’re the captain!’ you heard an imaginary voice yell, ‘You shouldn’t act like this! You have a crew to protect. You have to save them, not cry on the floor. What an idiotic choice. You’re no fit to be in power.’ You brought your gloved hand up to your eyes, trying (and failing) to dry your tears as you backed yourself into a corner.

You’re stuck in a time-loop, you surely have enough time for whatever this is. Stuck. With no way to exit the loop, no way to leave, no way to die, no way to stay dead.

“Captain?”

You jolted, realizing Mark was now there. He looked down at you with a look of confusion, followed by shock. His beloved Captain was crying? The strong and persevering Captain that he looked up to, was now down on the floor, in a metaphorical puddle of guilt and sadness. “Captain, what are you doing?” Said Mark, as he bent down on his knees to your level.

You just dug your face further into your knees, hugging yourself as you ignored the man in front of you. “Captain, you need to tell me what’s going on.” Said Mark, with a worried expression. “Captain, I- ... I want to help you, I-” He stopped, carefully thinking over his words. “I need to help you... You need help.”

Those words.

Those three damned words.

‘You need help.’

You choked back a sob, your barriers breaking. You reached for Mark, needing some form of comfort. He seemed a little surprised, but he hugged back nonetheless. You clung to him as if he were going to disappear at any moment, which was very likely, seeing how everything going on around you seemed to be working against you.

Mark snapped you out of your anguish by running his hands along your back. You dug your face into the crook of his neck to ground yourself, and to make sure you didn’t fall back into despair. “Mark..” you said against his skin, in barely a whisper. He hummed in response, as a signal that he was listening. “Thank you...”

“Captain, I- you don’t need to-”

“Please..” you whispered. He got the message and stopped talking. “Thank you for being here. if it wasn’t for you, I’d- I’d have no idea what to do, you’ve done so much for me, I- I don’t even think I’d-”

Mark shushed you this time. “Just.. Just breathe.” He softly said. “I’m here, and I’m not gonna let go.” He ran his fingers through your hair, softly, as if you were as fragile as paper. He held you closer, the friction between your bodies soothing you. by then you had calmed down considerably, your breathing returning to normal. The two of you were still in a heap on the floor, but honestly, you preferred to stay like that.

Mark loosened his grip slightly, shifting your bodies to face each other. When he succeeded, he gently pressed his forehead against yours. “I’m.. I’m here for you, ok?” Said Mark, with pure affection laced in the tone of his voice. You placed your hand against his cheek, noticing the reddish-pink tint on Mark’s face. You smiled lightly, placing a peck on the tip of Mark’s nose. He let out a small, almost unnoticeable noise that could only be described as pure, absolute, joy.

you rested your head on Mark’s shoulder, finally feeling at peace. If only you could feel this forever...

But you couldn’t.

You felt Mark’s body slowly disappear, and opened your eyes. seeing a small gold-ish light gradually come towards you. You knew what this meant, so you gradually stood up, and walked towards it. you looked behind you, seeing nothing but darkness. “I’m gonna count this as a happy ending...” You quietly breathed. Smiling slightly, you walked back into the light.

“Current ship status: ABSOLUTELY CATASTROPHIC.”

[hothotpot]

Literally had to pause my game so I could be unhinged about this for a second. Not only do you get +4 (PLUS!!! FOUR!!!!!) from Kim being with you, but you ALSO get +1 from HAVING HIS HANDKERCHIEF!?

Harrier, you are out of your mind in love with this man and I am right there with you.

[unexpectedbrickattack]

Drinking Buddies :)

[hamadryad111]

YALL WE GOT OUR MAN BACK HES BACK WHAT IM GONNA THROW UP THEN PASS OUT

[thedeadthree]

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[damnamour]

UPA Next (2023) - Episode 4

[bochedogmeat]

Tell my mum I wasn’t scared

[sluckythewizard]

[PUT INTO PLACE, TIED DOWN AND ARRANGED, AND IS NEVER THE SAME, AGAIN.]<-listen to my favorite songs. VAMPIRES ARE WONDERFUL ARENT THEY. THE FLESH IS SO MUCH MORE DURABLE. SO MUCH STRETCHIER THAN HUMANS. THE STRESS DOESNT KILL A VAMPIRE THE SAME WAY IT DOES A HUMAN. YOU CAN TAKE THEM APART THREAD BY THREAD AND LEAVE THEM WIDE AWAKE WITHOUT WORRY OF THE BRAINMATTER SPOILING UNDER VINEGARY AGONY.

[speedlimit15]

i am really excited to see my family for a camping trip this long weekend. i am really not excited to inevitably get into an angry stalemate over palestine with at least one of my family members

[vaperarmand]

>>can't stand the possibility that he feels insecure about the way he looks. we need to get him dicked down NOW.<<

I was thinking about this today.

***

Assad's shirt is rucked up and lopsided, revealing a tantalizing bit of collarbone. That neckline drove Eric crazy in the Armand-in-Dubai scenes. Even if it hadn't been clear that Assad wanted Eric, Armand's feelings about Daniel were obvious -- nobody dresses like that for a guy he doesn't want to bone.

"But what do you want?" he asks, smoothing his thumb at Assad's throat.

He can feel Assad's pulse speed up. "Anything," Assad breathes, rubbing his cheek against Eric's hand. "Everything."

"How about I feed you my dick?" Eric suggests evenly. Conversationally, like they're discussing a change in the shooting order. "How about I fuck your face. And then you put your dick in my ass?"

"Eric." Assad's voice has gone low, strangled. "Are you trying to give me a heart attack?" he rasps. But his answer is emphatic in the way his fingers start working at Eric's fly.

"That's my line, babe."

this genuinely made me woozy. i don't even know what else to say. please sir may i have some more 🤲

[existennialmemes]

Alastor: Hello, I am irredeemably evil. I am only here because I am profoundly bored and I think seeing you struggle pathetically before failing miserably will be fun to watch. To reiterate: I am Super Evil and wholeheartedly invested in your failure.

Charlie: I've got a really good feeling about you

[lightbulb-warning]

i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself

[fanfoolishness]

The awkward feeling of having finished Veilguard but being halfway through a new Rook and romance and trying to avoid spoilers for your current romance endgame without filters because you don’t wanna miss talking about all the other stuff you already know about

[clementineskesh]

made a bad decision but I feel so much better

[lunarriviera]

Under the Skin season 2 filming begins in Fujian, 21 March 2024

[bloodtwin]

How can you look me in the eyes and tell me you have not come far ？ Fall in love with who you’ll one day be, but please don’t fall so hard That you start to resent every second stuck in the present Absent and restless, unhappy and reckless . . .