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sprawa-przybyszewskiej · 3 years ago

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Gnostic inspirations in Przybyszewska’s works

At the highest point of her intellectual life, Stanisława Przybyszewska spent over 12 hours each day simply on writing her own works, continously, and with maniacal care, educating herself on absolutely everything (she was constantly looking for fields in which she might be a natural genius) and she rarely did anything else at all, which included things like earning a wage or sweeping her own floors. The effect of such existence was of course that she was severely depressed, but also thoroughly educated. It means that traces of whatever matter from history or philosophy can be spotted in her works, are most likely intentional and put there exactly with the hopes of showing her erudice.

One of such matters was gnosticism. Gnosticism is a set of beliefs which put emphasis on obtaining liberation from this life through gnosis (knowledge) and cast aside all that is not of the mind – so not only the flesh, but also the spirit. Without going into details of some specific gnostic rite it is simpler to say that gnostics value gnosis higher than any of their base beliefs and teachings (in Europe gnostics are mostly mentioned in relation to early christianity, Cathars are an example of this). Then the contrast one can find within religion (for example sin and liberation from it) is replaced with earthly illusion and gnosis, which frees one from the illusion and guarantees a higher level of life, of sorts (in gnostic beliefs, our presence on Earth is not linear, leading from birth, through life and death to afterlife, but resembles more of a ladder, with each rung leading closer to obtaining total knowledge, and simultenously losing all that tethers one to earthly illusions.

In literature, strong contrasts are a good indication we can look into it to spot gnostic inspirations or at the very least make a strong case they could be there, even if unintentional. In Przybyszewska's case, however, they are all the more probable, for I vaguely recall she was well aware of the presence of these beliefs and everything she wrote on the nature of genius points in the same direction, too. She held these beliefs in her own, private set of core values, and there isn't any better place for her to show them to us but through her works. She presented us with an utopian vision of mental progress in her plays, while in her prose works, she focused on the darker side of the same things.

The axis of conflict in gnosticism is between the mind and the spirit. Robespierre is without a doubt a man of the mind much more so than of the spirit, and all the important figures surrouding him are more on the spiritual side of things (with Camille being the most prominent in this regard). Maxime has achieved the gnosis, the crown that will burn [his] brains right through.Before it happens, though, he is elevated onto another plane of understanding, a place where no other person can reach him, or even understand him:

Danton, of course, is lying.

(There is, sadly, no French translation of Thermidor; on another note, it took me this long to realize the French decided to change the person's tag from Camille to Desmoulines, which is suprising in the best sense of the word).

Robspierre is clearly constructed to be a genius, standing above everybody else and thus bearing greater responsibility, something which demands of him more than it does of others. Madness which he suspects within himself at the end is only a threat because it potentially leads to commiting mistakes, and a mistake is an unforgivable offence when it is committed by the one who ought to know better. Mistakes by a hand of another – for example Camille – are a different story altogether, for the majority of people not only don't achieve gnosis, but even cannot achieve it, their mental state isn't developed enough for them to grasp at the higher concepts. I think this is one of the reasons why Saint-Just's words: It is not madness, it's despair, are actually calming Robespierre down. Despair is simply a sign of being weary, something to be expected.

Maxime's knowledge and better judgement of everything is of course still a curse, leading to his death. In gnosticism, death isn't meant in a macabre sense, since it leads to yet another, higher rung of the metaphorical ladder we're standing on, but the gnosis obtained beforehand makes a death a good one instead of a waste. When Robespierre is going through his moment of despair at the end of The Danton Case, he betrays the gnosis he has in favour of admiting that the future will turn out differently than what could be expected: his death won't be a natural progression, but a failure, his depaire sets him back into the crowd of the sad, grey mass of the people who are not – like him – predestined to understand more.

From the linguistic point of view, I find it interesting that in the original and in the French version, he is using somewhat esoteric language (the future is under the sign of Danton – to my eyes, it is a clear refereance to the Zodiac signs, something which is supposed to predestine our futures, and which is also esoteric and ritualistic; given all the hints that she was abused by her satanist father, it makes a really sad, hopeless final note on the grand scheme of things for the humanity, that we, as humans, are incapable of running away from the brute forces which will continue to rule us simply because the world is built like this – not to mention the inability to change the future or even just the fate of one's life is a staple of gnostic beliefs).

No matter what he says about it, the inability to escape from one's fate is something which we rarely associate with Robespierre, because – as much as Przybyszewska makes it clear, thet he is a genius and thus everything he does he is not only allowed to do, but must do it for the greater good – he seems a bit like a self-made man, perhaps because we see him all the time in situations which are hard and difficult, but not impossible. A much more tragic situtation of the lack of escape from his own poor choices is being presented to us through Camille.

Camille has had a chance to be continously tethered to Maxime, securing for himself relevant safety in the public life, and calmess or even happiness in his private one. Yet he breaks with Robespierre over and over again, starting even before the plot of the play. Maxime reaches out to him against his better judgement, and Camille – also against his better judgement – decides to stay loyal to Danton. He is as if glued to his leader, even though he sees him clearly for what he is. Camille is an apotheosis of a spiritual being, someone ruled by impulses, perhaps even with the best of intentions, but whose mind will never achieve gnosis, the clear vision of what is right and true. When Robespierre argues with the Committee by demanding they leave Danton (and Camille by proxy) alone, he plots against Maxime in his newspaper; when Robespierre goes to him under the cover of night, he doesn't want to see him and then throws him out; when Robespierre tries to either break him free from the prison or at the very least console him by admitting his love (I never actually knew what was his plan here), he follows the advice of his bad influences and doesn't admit him. It's as if a strange force kept him by Danton's side, and I don't think it was any normal feeling (of shame or guilt) keeping him away from Maxime. In The Last Nights of Ventose he makes it quite clear being a stronger person's lap dog would never bring him shame, but honour, thus I don't think he'd have any problem with returning to Robespierre after a long while of abuse and slander.

The relationship Camille has with Danton is another aspect of gnosticism, namely its duality. Danton is a stand-in for Maxime, which doesn't work because Danton is anti-Robespierre, his negative double (much like in some gnostic beliefs world was created and being conducted by two gods, one good and one evil). It is unclear whether Camille had any real, true potential to serve "good" Robespierre, but even if he didn't, if his friableness kept him from serving a greater purpose (which I don't know if I believe, in The Last Nights of Ventose we are presented with a very different portrayal of Camille, one who could achieve something much greater than he did if only he was by Robespierre's side at all times), serving the "evil" Danton couldn't possibly have a good outcome.

He even does return to Robespierre, for a short while, steered by emotions rather than anything else. But in this dualistic, gnostic reality, emotions have little to do, they aren't worth very much. What's more, if we focus solely on Camille, we have to admit that – as in every story, revolving around a single character – a person is in a way stuck in time. He can go about in the space his life takes, but time is more like a deity, untouchable and something you cannot pact with. For Camille, it doesn't matter how many times and at what point in time (before their fallout, during the crisis or at the last hour) Maxime asks him to break with Danton and go back to him, because time and predestined fate hold all the power of what is happening, while individuals hold none (and the aforementioned last statement of Robespierre explains right away that it is so even for the "great" individuals, who in other aspects are being held to different standards, but against time and fate they are just as powerless).

I like to think, though, that Przybyszewska has left a small postern for Camille to achieve gnosis or its more humane equivalent by drawing a symbolic parallel between two scenes, which are only made significat by their possible relating to each other, but mean next to nothing on heir own:

In the first scene, the key could have been a completely incidental choice of words/tools, after all it's a logical conclusion of the scene. There is, however, a more symbolic reading of it, as a key is of course a symbol, and a pretty easy one at that. If Camille gave Robespierre the key himself, this could be read as an end to their relationship, Camille returning the power that Maxime holds over him to Maxime's own hands. But since we only see Lucille relay the key, and we know that Lucille is also capable of influencing her husband and directing his steps (even if she says she can't; Robespierre's words, seeing as he's the genius here, are the final judgement of this), this could mean she is giving her portion of power to Maxime, whom she trusts to save her husband. And Maxime uses this one more time, when he tries to visit Camille in prison. That he fails miserably is against Camille's wishes, because Camille even in his demise only succumbs to wishes of others.

But we know he regrets this step mightily and we know it precisely because he dreams (or rather has a nightmare) about the very key he was supposed to convey to Robespierre earlier. He regrets the desire to give Maxime his power back, he regrets that by doing so in any way, shape or form he has finally given up his life. Choosing a beautiful death over an ugly, humiliating life only sounded good in his head, but in truth, he is beyond terrified and would love nothing more but to Maxime to come in again and if not save him, then at the very least – forgive him. But for that, they'd have to meet again, and he couldn't throw Maxime out. I also don't understand why both the English and French translation added the word "effortlessly" when describing his last moment with Robespierre, because make no mistake, it is very much an unnecessary addition, going against everything that he has been portrayed like so far. Their last conversation is just as much a tragic one for Camille as it is for Maxime.

Przybyszewska took great pains to paint Camille in front of our eyes as someone so weak that we find him as more of a comic relief than anything else, but in reality he is just a differing portrayal of powerlessness when faced with fate. Camille is not a comical character, but a tragic one, he is just the same as Robespierre, his other half: they both believe in their own agency, they both believe they are the ones making choices and pushing their lives forward, but it is not a coincidence that they both end up in he very same place, in a span of mere weeks.

This post would not have been born if it weren't for @patricidefan.

#@patricidefan thank you so much for talking with me about it #as i said you opened my third eye #patricidefan #Stanisława Przybyszewska #stanislawa przybyszewska #the danton case #sprawa dantona #thermidor #Maximilien Robespierre #maksymilian robespierre #Camille Desmoulins #Kamil desmoulins #gnosis #literary analysis #philosophy

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aanti-christ · 5 years ago

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As Anton LaVey explained in his classic work The Satanic Bible, Man - using his brain - invented all Gods, doing so because many of our species cannot accept or control their personal egos, feeling compelled to conjure one or a multiplicity. of characters who can act without hindrance or guilt about whims and desires. All Gods are thus externalized forms, enlarged projections of the true nature of their creators, personifying aspects of the universe or personal temperaments that many of their followers find troubling. To worship any God is thus to worship, by proxy, those who invented that God. Since the Satanist understands that all Gods are fiction rather than bending a knee in worship to — or seeking friendship or unity with — such mythical entities, he places himself at the center of his own subjective universe as his own most worth. high.

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isabelle-c-r · 6 years ago

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Inescapable

Author’s Note: Okay, I’m a tiny (extremely) bit obesessed with Cody Fern (and by proxy Michael Langdon) right now, so I need to get this story out of my head so I can be less obsessed.

Michael x Original Character

This is a bit of a prequel, and introduction to the new character. Not smutty (yet), but a bit of fluff, just wanted to do some building.

“You okay kid?” a voice asked as Michael slouched down in the back pew. He looked, surprised to see a woman not much older than his “current” age looking back. Long, messy dark blonde curls hanging around her face.

“Um, I guess,” he said, feeling the pit in his stomach growing, the one he thought would never go away.

“Ah, so it’s that kind of day. Looks like life took a giant shit on you.”

“I’m fine,” Michael spit crossing his arms over his chest, wanting to disappear.

“You’re not a very good liar either,” she said sliding closer, he could hear the smirk on her face.

He glared to the side quickly, “Why do you care?”

“I’m a Satanist, not an asshole. Plus, look at you,” she said brushing a matted curl off his temple without thought. The motion scared Michael, but he didn’t stop her.

“It’s been a rough few days...” Michael started to brush away a tear as he shifted in his seat, thinking of his Ms. Mead.

“No shit,” the girl said reflexively, immediately regretting it as she saw the solemn look dragging down his beautiful features. She leaned down in the pew, trying to meet Michael’s blue gaze. “Hey, I don’t normally do this, but my house is near by. If you want you could come over, shower, eat, rest. I could clean you’re clothes for you.”

“Really?” he said blinking through teary eyes. “Thanks, that’s actually really nice.”

“Well you look like you could use a break.”

After the service, the woman and Michael got into her car, and she was right about her house being close, just five minutes away from the church. Neither of them spoke the whole way, only listened to the radio. The woman thought it was best to leave the boy alone, as he looked so defeated. Michael was too weak and weary to make idle conversation, but knew that he’d have to eventually, though he wondered how long he could keep it together before it all poured out.

“My name’s Michael by the way,” he finally said as they got to the steps of her house.

“Adrasteia,” she said as she theatrically swung open the door and gestured for Michael to get inside. “Come on.”

“Adrasteia? What is that?” he asked, stepping in cautiously, grazing past her body, face to face, his heart beating a bit faster at her proximity.

“It’s Greek actually, but you can just call me Ada. I don’t really have a preference.”

Ada led Michael into her kitchen and placed him at the island counter before immediately heating up a big bowl of leftover pasta.

Looking around the room Michael began to wonder how someone as young as her had a house this nice. “So how did you... how did-” he began.

“How did I get into Satanism?” she said looking back at him with lively ocean eyes before dealing with the microwaved pasta. “Lucifer’s an old friend of mine.”

“Is he how you got this house? Sign your name on a contract in blood, that sort of deal?” he smiled weakly, a light chuckle on his lips, responding to what he thought was a joke.

“There’s always blood involved where the devil’s involved, but this house was all me. I worship, but my soul’s still very much mine, and I plan to keep it that way,” Ada said as she slid the bowl of pasta infront of Michael.

Michael smiled weakly again as he picked up the fork. “I wish I was as certain about things as you. I had some sort of direction once, but now...”

Ada sighed not wanting to see the beautiful boys face be so sad. “Kid, what happened to you?” she asked leaning up against the island directly across from him.

“Why do you keep calling me kid? We’re pretty much the same age.” Michael was frustrated, not wanting to be a child anymore, needing to be a man.

Reiterating, she said, “What happened?”

For a moment Michael considered not saying, that he might sound crazy, but before the thought could run through his brain fully his mouth was moving.

“Well, my father abandoned me, my mother tried to kill me, the woman who raised me committed suicide, and my Ms. Mead was murdered, that was four days ago,” he said taking a bite and pausing to appreciate that he could actually taste food, grateful to not be numb anymore.

“What the fuck. Is that true? How are you- well on second thought, look at you,” Ada said as she looked at his dust coated, sweat soaked clothes. “What have you been doing since... four days ago?”

“Mostly just sitting in a circle and threatening to die if my father didn’t give me some sort of sign.”

Ada tapped her nails on the counter, trying to understand. “Okay... who’s your father?”

“The one you worship.”

“Excuse me?”

Michael took a deep breath. “This anti-christ gig is not all you guys hype it up to be,” he said pointing his fork at her.

“Can’t be that bad,” Ada said with crossed arms, not as warm as she was moments before, her ocean eyes turning stormy.

“Look at me,” he said with no hint of amusement as he met her unwaivering gaze. He saw the realization rise in Ada’s eyes as the doubt and skepticism began to fade away.

“You’re serious, aren’t you?” she said looking him dead in the eye.

Michael didn’t say anything, he just lifted up his hair to reveal the mark. Ada rushed to his side, her cold hands making Michael vibrate as she lightly touched his devil’s mark.

He could hear her trying to form words or think of something clever to say, the shock coursing through her. All he could think of was the trace of her touch on his skin. He wanted to look at her, see the surprise. Ada backed away, taking him in, seeing the beauty underneath all that grime.

“I thought you’d be-”

“Taller,” Michael finished with a closed lip smile, making her chuckle ever so briefly.

“If I’d known... I would’ve made you something... I made you microwaved pasta,” she said with slight panic.

“Honestly, it’s not a big deal. I’ve gotten over it, my father seems to have forgotten about it. And the food’s delicious, but what I could really use is a shower.” Michael attempted to run an elegantly fingered hand through his dark golden locks.

“Yeah, yeah, of course, you can finish this later, follow me,” Ada grabbed his upper arm before letting go, realizing whose arm it was, though Michael wished she had left it there. She lead him upstairs to the main bathroom.

Ada grabbed a t-shirt and sweat pants from the dresser in the master bedroom, leaving Michael to his business.

Michael had been grateful for the food and the warm shower as he scrubbed the four days of dirt and sweat off his body. He didn’t know what to do. He didn’t want to do anything. He felt helpless and alone, and no matter how powerful he was, he couldn’t change that feeling. He went through all the shit he had been through in his short life. Everytime he lost faith in humanity, everytime something confirmed his beliefs, someone came along to contradict them. Someone like Grandma Constance. Someone like Ms.Mead. Someone like Ada.

When he got out, Michael looked at himself in the mirror. He had been a child not long ago, but now, he was something else. He looked like a man, but he wasn’t sure what he was.

“Hello? Michael? I have some clothes for you to change into...” Ada said as she stepped in with a pile of neatly folded clothes in her hands.

She paused when she came in, taking in his lean, golden body, towel wrapped around his hips.

Walking over, Michael took the clothes from her, lingering on her cool hands. He watched her eyes flicker between his own eyes and his lips. Tentatively he leaned down, eye focused on one thing.

Their lips barely touched when she put a hand up to lightly push him away. A ripple of goosebumps rising in her wake.

“I’m sorry,” he said. “I thought...”

“It’s okay, no need to apologize. I just... you’re... you’re too young for me,” she said bending down and picking up his dirty clothes. “Come finish eating when you’re dressed.”

Michael looked down at the clothes in his hands. ‘How can I be too young?’ he thought. They were practically the same age, in a manner of speaking of course.

When he arrived back in the kitchen feeling warm and clean, he was surprised to find that Ada wasn’t there. Michael still ate his food diligently, trying to fill the pit, always starving in some way. He ate in silence and he didn’t enjoy it. He wanted her watching him, marvelling at him.

When he was done he went looking for her.

“Hello? Adrasteia?” he called out as he wandered up the stairs, looking for any signs of life.

“In here!” she called out.

As he stepped in Ada finished up what he assumed was a letter. “Hey, sorry about that.”

“No problem,” he said, and re-adjusting his posture, straightening his back feeling more himself. “Is this where I’ll be sleeping.”

Ada looked at him with some surprise. “Uh, sure, just let me go get a fresh change of sheets,” she said rushing out of the room.

Michael walked up to the bed. Sitting down he forgot how good a bed could feel and without thinking he laid down. His eyes got extremely heavy as if with every bat of his lashes a layer of clue was adding to the resistance. He wasn’t fully aware of Ada coming back into the room, but he felt her.

She laid down beside him, chest to back, and wrapped her arm around Michael. He turned over instinctually, nuzzling into her chest.

“Do you think I can do it?” he whispered in a light child-like voice.

She craddled him to her as you would a child, petting his hair.

“Do what?”

“Whatever it is I’m supposed to do. What everyone thinks I should do,” he said with a fading voice.

Ada breathed deeply, taking in his scent as she hugged him closer. “You can do whatever you want, as long as it’s what you want, not what anyone else wants. The worse life is the one lived for other people. Be yourself, beautiful boy,” she said and lightly kissed him on the forehead as his breathing slipped into the steady rhythm of sleep.

Looking down at his golden head, Ada smiled. She thought of all the things she’d done to get him -every choice and deal made, all the little details that led to his creation- and how easily he had almost thrown it all away. But she would always forgive him. He was hers more than anyone elses.

“My beautiful boy,” she whispered to herself.

***

Adrasteia was at the black mass,watching Michael as he made the sacrifice. He’d woken up after that night feeling rejuvinated, more sure of himself though he knew he still needed direction. When he slit the throats of the man and woman he looked to Ada who stared back with a slight smile. He decided instantly that he wanted her with him, in anyway he could get. She had brought him comfort when he thought he would never feel again. He was grateful.

The others landed on him like vultures, hoping he’d give them some piece of the world’s carcass.

“Everybody fuck off,” she said when the group kept asking questions. She could see the annoyance on his face. “I’m sure Mr. Anti-christ will answer all your questions when he’s done eating.”

They all backed away as her gaze cut through them.

“Can I ask you something?” Michael said between slow mouthfuls.

“Sure,” she said brushing away a stray strand of gold from his face, Michael’s eyes following each movement with intense concentration.

“Would you... would you be able to stay with me?”

“Stay with you?”

“I’m not really sure what I’m supposed to do, it’s a bit terrifiying, but I feel comfortable with you. No matter what I do, I think I want you to be there with me.” Michael lower his face as he could feel himself blush at the thought of her arms around him and his head on her chest.

“Michael...”

“You don’t have to answer now.”

“Is there anyone else that you felt comfortable around? Someone that loves you?” she asked with nervous eyes.

Michael looked at her, a bit hurt that she was asking, that she was trying to pawn him off.

“Someone that will always be there,” She said with a sigh before looking up at him with smile. “Someone you haven’t known for a day.”

“There was... My Ms.Mead, but she’s gone now,” he said with a sombre tone.

“Oh, the one that was murdered?”

He nodded slowly.

“Hmmm, in that case, I have an idea. Let science succeed where magic has failed.”

Michael had no idea what to expect when Ada shuffled him in the car the next morning. He knew that he was disappointed. He’d dreamt of her that night. He dreamt of just being with her, feeling her next to him, knowing she was a warm constant that made him feel not alone anymore. He’d woken up with tears in his eyes.

“Where are we going?” Michael asked as they drove down the coast in her red convertible.

“To someone that can help you figure out what to do next, and who might be able to bring back your Ms.Mead,” Ada said, her wild hair blowing like a rabid animal in the wind.

“Are you gonna come with?” he asked looking over at her. He wished he could see those ocean eyes through the sunglasses. He couldn’t figure out what she was thinking, and it frustrated him beyond belief that he couldn’t even see through a crack into her thoughts.

Ada reached over and took Michael’s hand, thumb lightly carressing the back of his hand. “I think it’s best if I stay behind for this part, the fewer disctractions the better.”

“But you wouldn’t be a distraction,” he almost pleaded.

Ada looked over at him, noting his inability to hide anything he was feeling. She didn’t let go of his hand, just squeezed it tighter.

“You care so much don’t you? You want to feel love just like the rest of us, but you need to save that for later. As you’ve already seen it can be a terrible weapon that your enemies will use against you. If I’m not a distraction, then I’ll be a weakness.”

Michael didn’t say anything else. He just thought over her words. She would be a weakness. The witches had so easily taken away his Ms. Mead, they would do the same to her if they learned of her existence, if they found out he had any connection to her. He didn’t want another charred corpse in the place of someone he cared for. The only way he could have her was to complete his mission. He needed to end the world. He needed to kill the witches. He needed to win.

He held her hand till the end.

“Will I ever see you again?” he asked kneeling down on the drivers side of her car.

The building they were infront of looked like a spaceship, one made entirely of glass. But it was silicon valley and it seemed to almost be a competition between companies to see who could make the most “futuristic” building.

“I hope so,” she said taking his hands in hers, kissing them ever so lightly.

Michael went to stand up, but Ada hadn’t let go of his hands. She wouldn’t let go.

“Ada?”

Ada reached for his upper arm and pulled him down to her, taking his face in her hands and kissing him without though. Michael breathed into it, his own long fingers lacing into her soft hair. Ada moved her lips slowly against his, guiding him through his first kiss, his first rush. His body flooded with heat and energy. There was something incredibly perfect about the feeling of being with her. Michael felt Ada’s thumb ever so delicately brush over his mark, as if it were some precious thing, as if he were.

They didn’t want it to end, but Ada knew any longer and he might never leave. He might forget his purpose and take her away, seal her away from anyone else so that it could just be the two of them, alone forever.

“Be what you are, not what they make you. Goodbye, beautiful boy,” she whispered in his ear before pushing him away and driving off.

Ada didn’t look back.

Michael did.

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arcticdementor · 6 years ago

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Hollywood hates, hates, hates Americans, and hates American Christians in particular because Hollywood is owned and run by Paper American satanists. If you still can't understand this, if you still can't accept this, you're probably not going to get it until you are actually being hunted by them and their proxies.

Vox Day

#quote #vox day #hollywood #the hunt #nbc universal

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the-unholy-sovereign · 1 year ago

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[{]¤| Hail Satan |¤[}] 💀Shivah "Shiva" [I.Warrior] Cherokees "I.Redcrow" The Cherokee-Indian (Indians), Tomahawk-weapon. . .

(England) "Great Britain" I.Parliament (Parliament): Henceforth mitigating the signing of an proxy is a act of treason. Thus punishable by execution due to the abolishment of slavery in West-Africa, "Declaration" (Addendum). The Congo-Basin II.Tribunal "Brahmas; Brahmas" I.Tribal-order [(Im-pu-pu)] Pigmy; Pigmy "Tribal-Ordinance" Pigmies (PU). Therefore; the (Colonial) United States of America & Great Britain (Europe), The Slavery Act "Abolishment" (Proxy)." I.Courtship 'Magistrate' (Grand) The Drayton. .

♾NUBIAN CREED: SATANIST: THE DARK GOD OF VOODOO. . . .

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mini-mnm-blog · 6 years ago

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Satanism

Hello! This subject may seem a bit scary for some, but I wanted to shed some light on some misconceptions! Modern day Satanism is LaVey Satanism, whereas the worship of Satan is literally called Satan worship. A lot of people confuse the two. Within this essay I will be clearing up many false ideas about Satanism such as rituals, Satan worship, the lack of morals, 'evil' and more.

If I may take a bit of your time, I would like to share a bit of knowledge on this subject so that you too can educate those around you!

To begin, modern Satanism was founded on April 30, 1966 by Anton Szandor LaVey. " [Satanists are] the first above-ground organization in history openly dedicated to the acceptance of Man’s true nature—that of a carnal beast, living in a cosmos that is indifferent to our existence. To us, Satan* is the symbol that best suits the nature of we who are carnal by birth..." (Church of Satan)

*"...nor do we believe in the existence of Satan or the supernatural. " (The Satanic Temple)

This should clear up one of the biggest misconceptions of all time, that Satanists worship Satan //hint: we don't!//

Satan is only a figure, a symbol if you will, within the ideology of Satanism. As said in previous writing, Satan is a symbol used to depict how natural humans, without religion, are set, without guilt or internal turmoil caused by natural functions, desires, thought etc. Think of it, a lot of people who follow religions find naturally occurring behaviour to be sinful and thus tear themselves apart for it without considering that maybe that behaviour occurred because it is, in fact, natural.

"As Anton LaVey explained in his classic work The Satanic Bible, Man—using his brain—invented all the Gods....worshipping any God is thus worshipping by proxy those who invented that God. Since the Satanist understands that all Gods are fiction, instead of bending a knee in worship to—or seeking friendship or unity with—such mythical entities, he places himself at the center of his own subjective universe as his own highest value."*

Does this mean that Satanists do not have morals?Again, wide misconception, and the answer is no!

Satanists actually have a tight set of 'rules' and beliefs we follow, such as Seven tenets, as follows:

"We believe in reason, empathy, the pursuit of knowledge and our Seven Tenets:

· 1-One should strive to act with compassion and empathy toward all creatures in accordance with reason.

· 2-The struggle for justice is an ongoing and necessary pursuit that should prevail over laws and institutions.

· 3-One’s body is inviolable, subject to one’s own will alone.

· 4-The freedoms of others should be respected, including the freedom to offend. To willfully and unjustly encroach upon the freedoms of another is to forgo one's own.

· 5-Beliefs should conform to one's best scientific understanding of the world. One should take care never to distort scientific facts to fit one's beliefs.

· 6-People are fallible. If one makes a mistake, one should do one's best to rectify it and resolve any harm that might have been caused.

· 7-Every tenet is a guiding principle designed to inspire nobility in action and thought. The spirit of compassion, wisdom, and justice should always prevail over the written or spoken word" (The Satanic Temple)

This too may cause a bit of confusion or lead some to jump to conclusions but not so fast! The Eleven Satanic Rules of the Earth should clear up everything further:

· 1-Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked.

· 2-Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them.

· 3-When in another's lair, show them respect or else do not go there.

· 4-If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat them cruelly and without mercy.

· 5-Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal.

· 6-Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the other person and they cry out to be relieved.

· 7-Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained.

· 8-Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself.

· 9-Do not harm little children.

· 10-Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food.

· 11-When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask them to stop. If they do not stop, destroy them

These sets of beliefs advocate for equal treatment, a basis of respect, no abuse, animal or human, do not rape or moleste or harass. Satanism is a very open ideology that acknowledges religious freedom, the belief of science, and even magick as well as the importance of education. *There are different forms of Satanism, I personally follow a form that borders on paganism which focusses on the worship of body, mind, and nature. This goes hand in hand with my beginning practice of witchcraft, which I'll talk about later on.

One last falsity I need to address is that of rituals.

"[Satanists do] not have any required rituals, but some members choose to participate in rituals that they find personally meaningful. "

The only reason that Satanic rituals are linked to Satanism is because Anton LaVey personally performed rituals, but has said, and as previously mentioned, there are no rituals directly linked to Satanism itself, and is up to the individual as to whether or not they wish to partake in such activities.

With that, I wrap up my essay and hope that you will find it very informative and that you will help to spread this to others and educate more people on the subject! Thank you very much for your time, and if you would like to look into this subject yourself, here are my sources!

The Official Church of Satan

The Satanic Temple

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sieben9 · 6 years ago

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“only you”/“an untold story” impressions

{Quick request to anyone reading: I’m watching OUaT for the first time, and I want to avoid spoilers. So, if you want to discuss something spoilery, I’d be grateful if you could start a new post for that. Thank you!}

Yes, both in one post. Mostly because I watched them in one go. And because they’re really just one long story, anyways.

please feel free to insert your own episode-relevant pun here

Before I get into anything else: NO MORE UNDERWORLD LIGHTING! I’d almost forgotten how much that stupid red filter bothered me, until I didn’t have to stare at it while going through my screenshots. Dobby is freeeee~

Anyways, to my intense surprise, especially after the mess that was “Last Rites”, I really liked this finale! Not as a season-finale, because it wasn’t, but it was a very solid, fun two-parter that feels like it should have aired halfway through the hiatus between seasons. (I have Opinions™ on the “season finale followed by a mostly-unrelated epilogue/setup for the next season” format, and not one of them is positive.) The setup for the next season did get me cautiously excited, though. Not quite the “holy crap, I have to watch that!” of the s4 finale, but still good.

Just for clarity’s sake: I will be referring to this two-parter as one episode, just for ease of conversation. I have not slept this weekend, and I refuse to juggle grammar.

OK, just so I have it out of my system:

Gay roadtrip!

“i know we spent the last ten episodes getting my boyfriend back from the dead, but there isn’t room for four in the bug, so bye!” — emma swan, apparently

My joyful little shipper heart aside, the Emma/Regina bits in this episode were just fantastic. From their little heart-to-heart about Regina missing Robin (and Emma actually properly empathising this time) to the oddly even more personal topic of Regina’s constant battle with her “evil” side, it was all that I might have wanted and more.

The scene also left me with a weird feeling, because on the one hand, sure, it’s hard to constantly have to censor a part of yourself in order to be accepted in the company of the people you love (and who love you), but on the other hand… if that part of yourself has “kill it with fire” as the first response to any and all annoyances, maybe, just maybe, that’s something that you should censor. That said, Regina, you should definitely make an appointment with Archie. That sounds like his cup of preferred beverage.

And now to maybe my least favourite part of the episode, so we get it over with… the actual “main” plot. Or the excuse plot, as I will call it, because, really, the whole “Henry destroys magic” thing never really felt like a credible threat. It was more something to get everyone into motion so they could do the actually interesting stuff.

Don’t get me wrong, Henry snapping after losing yet another person—even by proxy through his mother—is perfectly understandable and realistic. That he’d turn his anger on magic as a whole isn’t exactly out of left field, either. He’s done this before, after all. At least this time, he didn’t try to blow up the magic well. I like that well, recent drama notwithstanding.

instead, we get the reverse-cornucopia of magic, apparently

But the plotline itself seemed far too rushed and low-energy to really grab my attention. And the resolution was… ::sigh:: there’s a dilemma for me, here, because I unabashedly love cheesy “The Power Is In You” moments, and the scene at the well did hit that button. It just felt unearned, which is why I couldn’t really enjoy it. (Also, I don’t know what New Yorkers are like, but I know how people from around here would have reacted to a performance act like that. Ah, well. Never Mind All That.)

the real magic was convincing so many people to throw away their spare change

I don’t even know what to say about the Dragon cameo. Nice to see he’s not dead, after all, but everything else in that scene... Nick, if you’d be so kind?

OK, that’s over with. Luke-warm excuse plot with some nice elements to it. I’m not sure if Violet needed to be in this, but I guess Henry needed someone to talk to.

Just as a pick-me-up, I want to give a shoutout to one of the best-executed bits of comedy on this show so far:

“Guy on the third floor is involved in some kind of satanistic ritual and dumped his food on the floor. Pretty polite and tips well, though. 8/10”

Just… very good performance and comedic timing on both parts. I liked it.

Aaaaand over to the “they got sucked through a portal. Again.” part of the episode.

ah, zeppelins; the easiest shorthand for “alternate universe” there ever was

I do kind of like the sound of the Land of Untold Stories and I really, really hope this gets a little more fleshed out in the coming season. How do people end up there when they’re not sucked through Yet Another Portal Accident? Is this what happens to all stories that haven’t been written down by an Author, yet? Is Harry Potter in there somewhere?

So many questions, so little screentime… I’m not sure if I would have liked 8 episodes of stumbling around in this new world, but I would have liked to find out if I did. …listen, it made sense in my head.

This plotline included what is probably my biggest complaint about the writing this episode: Snow selling out Belle. Just… with little to no hesitation. Which is why blaming the writing and not her. If this was supposed to be some kind of big, dramatic moral dilemma, I expect we’d have seen at least some semblance of guilt on her part. Instead, she just told this clearly violent individual about the defenceless, sleeping-cursed pregnant woman within nanoseconds of him threatening Hook. I know Snow’s characterisation has been a bit inconsistent recently, but come on. This isn’t her, and I am disappointed that the show even tried to sell this to me.

And I think I would have believed the version where Snow just blurts out the information about Belle and later feels awful, because holy crap, how could she? (There’s… some precedent for poor judgment on Snow’s part when it comes to sharing information, after all.) But this wasn’t even a Thing for her. I just… ::frustrated noises:: why, show?

So, yeah, the Bad Guy kidnaps Belle. Well done, there. By the way, wasn’t it incredibly difficult at some point to make portals to the Land Without Magic? I get why portalling to Storybrooke would be easier—it’s got magic, after all. But hotel room 318, New York? I guess you could argue that the crystal brought the magic along, but still.

i giggled at this bit, i’m afraid. fellow cat owners will understand.

So, I’m not sure what the “intended” reading here is, but I find it interesting that Rumple seems to understand himself so much less than Hyde apparently does (prediction: they totally know each other; mostly because Rumple knows everyone—guy gets around…) So he went to protect the magic crystal, because what else would the thundering teleport-vortex of doom have come to steal? As has been noted before, Rumple doesn’t really go after people through their loved ones, with one very recent exception, and he had to ask his dad for help to come up with that one. The idea that someone would kidnap Belle to get whatever the hell they want from him, doesn’t seem to occur, even though it has happened multiple times, already. Just… maybe you should have kept that box in your coat pocket, my friend.

Yeah… this is sure going to be fun, I can already tell. What does Hyde want with Storybrooke, anyway? It’s been established that it has one of the least-fun-to-rule populations, and everyone and their dog has magic. Seems like a bad pick, overall.

You do you, though.

And from Jekyll and Hyde, we finally come to this…

that still looks so very unpleasant.

I’m… ambivalent about the personality split, and I really want to wait and see how it turns out. Clearly, this is a good way to have the Evil Queen around again without also having to sacrifice Regina’s redemption arc, which I’m grateful for, believe me. It’s bad enough to have one of my faves on a redemption-yoyo—no need to add a second one.

is it bad that i missed her?

OK, look I’ve seen this Star Trek episode. Ten bucks that it turns out the Evil Queen isn’t “just” Regina’s evil side, she also got many of her more forceful, but overall positive character traits, and both are less without the other, leading to them re-fusing or something. (Yes, wrong fandom. So sue me.)

…obviously, I’m willing to be surprised, but I like this version a lot more than the idea that you can just siphon out the “evil” parts of yourself. (Even Hyde wasn’t really Jekyll’s “evil” side—just the collection of his socially unacceptable traits made flesh. I only read an abridged version of that book, and that a while ago, but Jekyll still seemed like a bit of an ass to me.)

While we’re here: shoutout to Snow and her flask of cocoa-fortifier. That got a surprised (and amused) laugh out of me.

Also, do we want to talk about whether or not it’s healthy to be so at odds with a part of yourself that you think killing it is the best way to deal with it or…? ‘cause, honestly, I would like to talk about that. Seems like Regina is a lot less OK than she’d like others and herself to think…

yeah, that’s not a “finally i’m free!” face

So, cautiously optimistic about s6 so far. The villains definitely seem interesting, and this episode was a good reminder of what I liked about the character dynamic in the first place.

An addendum about 5B:

Goddamn, but this season dragged. There seems to be simultaneously too much plot for too little time and not enough plot to fill ten episodes. This is probably based in my personal biases for and against certain characters (and the fact that I was insanely busy and couldn’t watch the season all in one go), but… yeah, I’m kind of relieved it’s over, to be honest.

#ouat #once upon a time #ouat only you #an untold story #sieben watches ouat #sieben talks #ouat writing critical #not much though #anti cs #in a subclause #otherwise i was pretty happy #just extremely tired #turns out the human body needs sleep #who'd have thunk

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unkorkd · 6 years ago

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Fun With Satanism & Jex Blackmore

I've been Christian, Muslim...studied some Judaism, & even spent time learning a few philosophical systems. Although, in retrospect, there was a stone that I left unturned during my quest for irrevocable truth and as far as I was concerned (at that point of theological exhaustion) would be just more energy wasted on foolish superstitions, highlighting that I had just arrived in the logical reasoning of atheism.

Actually, a few years ago i did spend one inquisitive evening sifting thru every piece of information I could find regarding the sinister and mystical figure head himself, Lucifer, Lord of Darkness & his loyal following. Imagine my surprise when I discovered that the original Church of Satan didn't actually believe in the tenets of spirituality and deity worship at all. They were, more so, a group of rebels trolling the public for the very first time in history. You can read about performance artist, Jex Blackmore’s, experience with the temple thus far in the article below….IF YOU DARE (maniacal laughter).

(Article below was originally published on Dazeddigital.com. Click the link found under ‘source’ for full article)

Jex Blackmore reminds us that people have the power. She hopes her performance art and theatrical protests inspire people to challenge systems of power. Jex Blackmore is also a Satanist and her rituals and activist projects have received a lot of heat. It’s now easier for a neo-Nazi to book event spaces than it is for Jex.

It’s dreary and overcast in Detroit as we slice through the empty neighbourhoods to Jex Blackmore’s studio. A text message provided the whereabouts – a funny riddle I would have liked to share, but for Jex’s safety we can’t provide any breadcrumbs. On arrival, Jex walks to us with a welcoming smile, with black tousled hair and a large camouflage jacket. Her boots are decorated in chains and her hands heavy with silver jewellery. We walk through the studio, discussing past performances and plans to go watch a renegade molten iron pouring later that afternoon. A neon light fabricator shares the space, and pinks and blues dance around the room; a pink Jex Hex leans against a table, a recurring symbol in a few of her performances. Above her desk is a mirror, with permanent marker scratchings reading: “BIRTH CONTROL AS PROXY FOR RELIGIOUS DOMINANCE”.

For the last few years, I have been intrigued by the Satanic Temple of Detroit’s efforts to defend human rights, specifically women’s reproductive rights. As the Temple started to gain momentum, Blackmore appeared on the scene and dived into the deep end of public relations, setting about de-stigmatising Satanism and turning the Temple into a community of rebellious outcasts defending civil liberties. Now, evangelical Christian groups, neo-Nazis, right-wing protestors, and most recently the Westboro Baptist Church are among those who have gone head-to-head with Jex, a calm and confident opponent with a quick wit and sharp tongue.

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#satanism #church of satan #alternative lifestyles #culture #alternative culture #subculture #religion #theology #philosophy #lucifer #Satan #devil

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lornemalvoofficial · 8 years ago

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hmmmm write me something about lorne and his whole devil motif and if/how that ties into fargo's themes as a whole?

ohhhhh boy IT'S TIME

i apologize in advance for the length and rambliness of this entire thing hahahaha

okay so honestly i wanna preface this with: i've always been so so fucking tempted to write lorne as like, an actual supernatural figure, an actual demon or The Actual Devil. on an rp board, in fanfic, whatever. maybe i'll consider it one day. ultimately the reason i haven't is that lorne's heavy identification with the devil + satan + lucifer (for the purposes of this post the three will be used interchangeably). is just. so much more fun when he's human? because it's a situation where he barely wants to recognize the fact he's human too, and that interests me a lot.

but in the context of the series as a whole it's just gotten more and more likely that supernatural goings-on are actually A Thing. i mean we had the ufos in the second season and the godlike figure in season 3 so? there is definitely room for the devil, and i think actually considering him in that light is v interesting, especially with other diabolical figures like varga. who... doesn't align himself with the devil so much as lorne does, but he pretty much does the same job on an unspoken level. his flavour of evil is generally a lot more no-nonsense than lorne's imo, tho both are pretty damn self-congratulatory ahaha. the series is v interested in spiritual and supernatural belief, and lorne himself relies a lot on belief.

so. putting all this in the context of the exaggeratedly trusting midwest in the series, lorne is both effortlessly able to persuade and manipulate the majority of people, just like the devil. like in a lot of actual... religious texts he runs into trouble when he faces up to someone with serious spiritual conviction, like ari. i have... thought about that exchange in the car a lot. because sure, lorne might just leave because staying there will be more trouble than it's worth, but i do quite like the idea he... actually admired the fact ari stood his ground even in the face of his usual threats. and maybe felt complimented when he called him se'irim, adding to the personal mythology he has of himself, as a demonic, animalistic force. sparing ari and his children would have been a much easier decision knowing he’s been personally acknowledged in a way he likes. identifying with such a powerful symbol of evil feeds his ego and makes his life’s work worth it.

the other issue arises with those well-meaning folks who have already encountered him. it's kind of like they're demystified having faced him once, and they won't be fooled again. (i guess his natural state as a drifter is also advantageous to his feeding his personal mythology, because it means it’s very, very unlikely he’ll be encountered by the same person twice, ergo unveiled for what he is: a common garden human being, just like everyone else. he resents that truth quite a lot.) this occurs with gus and with lou -- i'd say reducing the clusterfuck that was sioux falls to simply devil's work insults the characters involved, buuut ofc lou didnt have that perspective -- and while he didn't exactly call it that, i feel as though he had similar in mind. molly is an interesting one because she only comes face to face w lorne once, but she never trusted any of his loosely-termed 'allies' (read also lester), who gave her a kind of proxy for understanding lorne himself.

i feel like lorne’s relationship to the devil can also be interpreted via various other interpretations of satan. of course he refers back to genesis in the show w/ the apple pie (i wonder if he's extra enough to regularly buy apple scented and flavoured products), but i guess one thing that struck me was. the possibilities he's also kind of referring back to milton and the sympathetic satan in paradise lost. i say this, i haven't actually read it bc im a fuck (i. think im reading it next year for college? so that should be fun B)), but possibly lorne recognizes himself in satan given his lack of a kinda. stable parental figure, the fact the ones he did get were utterly terrible and failed him in just about every way. i guess the other thing about the miltonian satan is that he's v focused on espousing the hypocrisies of god's kingdom even tho his rebellion... ultimately makes things worse, even for his comrades in pandemonium. and ultimately lorne is doing that w/ society as well. the us is already a neoliberal hell, so you might as well embrace it and start killing for your keep again. (it's that which would make him such a good laveyan satanist tbh, other than the Murdering People Literally part?)

lmao one other thing to note about lorne vs the miltonian satan is... satan is relatively loyal to his other fallen angels? and while lorne would happily lend a helping hand to those who want it, he might also betray them the next day. so,

#i am the consequence #rorykillmore

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queersatanic · 3 years ago

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On doxing:

The Facebook profile “June Everett” clearly and unequivocally claims to be the Campaign Director of the After School Satan club program, as well as an “Ordained Minister of The Satanic Temple”.

Early on in our exchange, she accused us of doxing and said that she had already had a conversation with us the previous weekend.

June Everett: I know whatever I share with you is going to be posted on your private shit-posting page and Twitter Account. I saw all the posts that you shared using your real name when I was answering questions for you last weekend. So that was cool. Don’t worry — I won’t doxx you like you doxx everyone else. 🙄 I’m sorry you hate TST so much that it has turned in to your full-time job. I would like to answer questions for you without you being so hostile about it. But I know whatever I say or honestly answer will just be flipped and twisted around and won’t mean a thing. So. What a conundrum.

At the time, this was a bit baffling, but with a bit of work we understood that she meant our fact-check of TST’s 2021 year-in-review where we referenced the conversation she had with someone else as “Andrea Williams Wright” under The Satanic Temple’s public Facebook post about After School Satan clubs returning mere weeks after claiming they were actively meeting in 2021.

Although it remains public and we linked to the conversation directly there (and will do so again), the person asking those questions is not one of the four people being sued by The Satanic Temple, which is all “Queer Satanic” is, so we didn’t want to corral them into this without their permission.

Now, TST did attempt to dox the four of us by not only putting what they thought were our government names but also our home addresses into the public federal court record as part of serving us papers. Which is something fairly different from what the Temple’s supporters typically mean by it: using the same government names of people they use when they buy stuff, own stuff, and give testimony in court as part of a “constellation of affiliate entities” exerting power over its members’ lives.

The Satanic Temple says, “We’re a legitimate religion!” But when pressed, it’s always, “I’m worried about being held accountable for things I say and do publicly for my legitimate religion.”

This is not deadnaming a trans person. This is not taking a new name as part of religious conversion.

This is the campaign director for what purports to be a national religious program for children, and she ought to perform the minimal amount of ownership and accountability of actually standing behind what she’s doing.

But — and this is where it gets tricky with The Satanic Temple — Wright being the same person as June Everett is based on only her word, and unlike typical “Satanyms”, there are multiple people legally named “June Everett”, including in Colorado, where Wright and Everett are from. Both were even involved in Menstruatin’ With Satan Campaigns in Colorado: Everett in 2020 and Wright in 2020, and Everett again in 2021. And yet the top non-Facebook search results for Everett including a LinkedIn profile is clearly a different person from Wright.

It should not be this difficult to just confirm that someone is who they say are.

So, while Everett says that she is the same person as Wright, and both Wright and Everett have publicly claimed to be Campaign Director for the After School Satan club program, we still cannot independently confirm that they are. Which is wild.

The same day the conversation was happening between us where Everett accused us of doxing, a Jewish community was targeted while meeting in their synagogue yet again. Somehow Jewish people — who are actually targeted for the ethno-religion rather than just by euphemism and proxy as Satanists are — conduct their work under their own names, meet publicly, and have a sense of community that can have internal and external accountability.

What an awful, pathetic religion Satanism is if it wants to get national headlines, untraceable money, and the right to teach children but is too craven to even manage that.

“After School Satan” clubs have been a point of pride for The Satanic Temple since first announced in late summer 2016.

They purport to be a humanist and reason-based counter to the evangelical right’s Good News Clubs.

Unfortunately, TST’s claims are lies.

#The Satanic Temple #doxing #doxxing #Satanyms #June Everett #Menstruatin’ With Satan #Andrea Williams Wright

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