#sad depresssed

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Nothing works anymore, drugs don’t work (escaping reality) medication doesn’t work (happy pills/sedation pills/sleep pills, therapy/venting/ranting/talking about it doesn’t help, doing happy stuff doesn’t work, no matter what I do nothing changes or feels any different.

[hot-cherri]

“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”

~Unknown

[idnwtdta]

why when iam happy and normal i strongly want to be sad but when im sad i really want to be normal and happy

[pain-is-my-game]

You ever feel so absolutely useless? Like I was supposed to be something by now. I was supposed to have done something with my life. But I'm just here.

[mirrorworld12]

Knowing that something is boiling in your chest and you can't do much to hold it down. Knowing that it came from the days you survived and nights you were barely breathing. Knowing there isn't much you can do about it other than gulp it down several times a day is heartbreaking . But as long as it keeps you alive it is okay . It is better than the hollowness that you felt for years . The emptiness that reminded you of an empty room with no windows .where someone hid all their griefs and let you in deliberately . The world wasn't very bright before and now when it feels a bit too dark to be seen by anyone it hurts more I think . So you just gulp it down silently till you can and move. To be on the move is the play. It is only okay you were ever allowed to choose .

[inspired-randomness]

Should I tell someone that I'm thinking of suicide again?

[autumnsvoice87]

Grieving

Grieving the dead is a painful process, but sometimes, grieving the loss of yourself and remember who you are can be just as painful if not confusing.

[ttaibhse]

i love the charity shop women they are all lovely. but man do they love to talk shit about their bodies as if i m not stood there chubbier than all of them 🫡

[sorceressof-writtings]

Ella es un 10, pero siempre resulta arruinando todo y automáticamente pierde su valor.

[khaosbewriting]

There it is again.

That wild flower that blooms.

That ratchet, tacky flower that seems to only bloom when I’m with you.

The flower that fills my beautiful fields with despair.

Draining the joy, the light from my colorful field.

No matter how much I pick and pull at them, they grow even more…

I succumb to the darkness, watching as they eat my field whole.

Leaving nothing behind, but a thick sadness.

I sit lost in defeat’s embrace, why did I lose the battle today?

Then she whispers, it doesn’t matter anymore these ratchet flowers are here to stay.

Title - Hopelessness

[libragoddess1993]

Are you ever so sad that you can feel your heartache?

[hot-cherri]

[idnwtdta]

its hard when you feel

take a slice - in tour head

rosyln - in your heart

fine line - in your body

and poison tree in tour soul

[pain-is-my-game]

What if I do it and I don't die? What if I wake up in the hospital surrounded by loved ones disappointed and heartbroken because of what I've done? How do I face them afterwards?

Or worse, what if I wake up and I'm alone? Not a single person there because no one cared enough.

[boiipotato]

Not being wanted for years is really sad...

I keep thinking this Girl will be different! She will treat me the way I wanna be treated! I will be loved and hugged tell I can't take it!.

I just want that to be a reality instead I'm lost, nobody wants me?.. single for years, and not a single person has wanted me??

What is so wrong.. I am Goofy asf, I have a tiny crooked nose, I have dark, dark, dark brown eyes, my teeth aren't perfectly straight. But they're close.. I'm trying to understand how a person can decide within a fucking min that I'm not attractive anymore...

This just keeps happening, Compliments on how I'm cute then ghosted or deleted, why??.. why even start my hopes.. why not reply? What the fuck is wrong with me.