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One day the stars will say my name and some lost lover on earth will hear yours and stars will laugh at how you still exist in every remnant that comes from me.

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Do you know what love looks like to me . A lot like the eyes of the man I love.

Blue striking .

Holding open all of the sky , soft , cloudy for my presence ,where I fall slowly each and everyday .

Warm sunsets .

Merging everything , bringing in a beautiful whole of everything so that I smile . So I shine beautifully when I stare at him .

Calm like moon .

Always there , the constant , the beauty walking beside every road I choose to walk upon . The presence every lover craves.

Twinkling like stars .

And never I thought the darkness would be so beautiful , the way he shines . I feel like a kid in my heart ,my body and soul .

Ayana .

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Oh to be built so empty that we go on killing all of what we were supposed to love and save .

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I love you .

You are always there in everything I touch. A constant reminder that I have made a home out of every thought of you I think .

Pic cred-bookholics on Instagram.

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One day the stars will say my name and some lost lover on earth will hear yours and stars will laugh at how you still exist in every remnant that comes from me.

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My beautiful tribe 🧿🫂🎇 Happy new year 😘

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I wouldn't mind meeting you again.

I know I would not mind falling in love with you all over again .

I wish things were different .

There would never be someone like you again.

Did you put all your stuff inside .

I wish i could just get my heart back .but it would probably hate me for not being home .

Do you mind if I drop you ?

It would probably help me to remember that you are gone .

I will miss you i guess .

I will think of you for a long long time .

Bye .

If you ever want to fall in love I am here again.

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Slowly slowly it all drifted away. All that I built on the misery of who I was , the grand pretense came down and life once again reached to the end I avoided so long .

That's what they call the play of stars . They mastered it slowly from centuries following the countless souls throughout .Few burn with their rage and few breathe petals throughout their life.

Why me why me and why me ?

Countless hours and none to ask .

So many faces and none mine .

Home of grief and blood shot eyes.

Hold

Hold

Please hold on

So that's how dying feels before death .

Painfully drifting away from everything and still carrying everything in your eyes .

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And if you could you will chase the earth down to get the glimpse of what you lost

What an irony?

To run away so hard that you left your destiny behind .

What a shame to be so fragile that a hold of love was enough to break you down.

Didn't you find yourself on the floor scattered like a glass the next day.

I hope it hurts you the same like all of us.

You can fill yourself with love till your head runs out of hungry ghosts that eats you from inside.

Please no longer visit the graves of people you failed badly . It is a punishment to stand on your failures and cry .

It makes the sky crumble .

Your heart isn't enough when it comes to love . People nearly suck out the soul and keep asking you to breathe freely .

What a lost world.

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If I count people as bridges how many bridges do we cross to finally be at home ?The home where comfort is not short lived ,where there is no ghost who goes for your bones . Where there is light and darkness all together but no fear? How many hearts do I count till I reach one that is not guarded with thorns . A heart that doesn't make my hands bleed. How many years till I can finally lay in bed that fit perfectly throughout all the seasons of life. If I count a year as a lifetime ,how many lives I have lost to find the home ? How much of me is left behind in each heart that I called home ? How long should I walk ?

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The only thing I am left with is a few slow heartbeats saying something that I don't understand no more . I think this will be the last gift from the heart that survived so many cold nights with me. This is the only gift I can give.

Take it as a symbol that once my heart was open like a sky with so much beauty in it. Take it as what it takes to live fully. With all of its loss and with all its sorrow the sky shines and so does the heart till it finally lets go.

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I wish the world could be pretty again.

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I think somewhere all of us are made of beautiful lies that are hidden beneath the skin .Those lies keep eating us from inside and one day we all become a hollow doll on the stages that nobody cares about .

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Deadly and horrifying human existence.

Combined with a raging chihuahua.

I wish it was a joke

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To the quietest corner of my soul where the stars still shine when I talk about the world like i have met every person and been to every place that has ever existed .

The world is in the chaos of asking and running behind everything that passes by . People keep looking for something ...something that might never exist and talk so highly about it . I don't understand the need to be and have anything special at every moment in life.

How come the people you have around is never enough and people far away are worth the look of longing ? How come people forget the art of appreciation ?

The smallness of humans is scary . Every expression is an attack and every word is a myth . Every effort is a death and every choice is an investment . Every other being is so different that it would never fit in what we want so it doesn't need to exist . The brutality of the human heart is terrifying .

To the corners of the world where flowers still grow because someone loves the fragrance please keep existing . To the heart of a child who loves to eat at home and in a calm place please keep existing .

It might not be the world for you . But one day there will be people who will build a world for you .

Slowly .

Ayana .

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