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dedenneblogs · 8 months ago

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we’re actually getting another season holy shit

#and it’s the final one???#sad but also glad at the same time #because if this show had a billion seasons it’d get stale and ruin it’s reputation #so the fact they have it seemingly have it all layed out is great #heartbreak high #fyp #netflix heartbreak high #heartbreak high s3

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greyedian · 1 month ago

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MAN I'm seriously so sad about season 2. Bc I wish act 2 had the same emotional impact on me as it appears to have on so many others. But rn I'm just somewhere between unable to care and actively annoyed by some of those writing decisions. Seriously the more I think about it the less I like it.

#act 3 come through please 🙏#I don't think it can salvage some of the things I have contentions with but still... please...#don't ask me about the silco vander flashback with jinxs + vis mom #or the bizzare choice to do so much of the storytelling through this weird music video format they've got going on #completely stripping it of the weight these plot beats could've had if they were... normal scenes #and also missing the point of how the music was used in season 1 and what made it so effective #bc it was complementary to instead of replacing the storytelling #seriously don't ask me about these things I will spontaneously implode on the spot #whyyyyy would they recontextualize season 1 like this with that flashback #to me it kind of ruins the character dynamics and themes in s1. it just makes me so sad you have no idea #also what even are they doing with Jinx rn for real #aaarghhhh just... so many things that are making me scratch my head #also I'm so terribly sorry but I could not care less about Isha sorry lol #like i get that its sad conceptually but she was such a non-character that i struggle to feel impacted at all #same with sky tbh. i thought her role in s1 was alright but there is so much emotional weight put on her now #in terms of her relationship to Viktor but that was barely established so it's weird to have her around #and clearly you're supposed to care but they haven't given me much reason to #isha and sky were non-characters just there to die to further the development of other characters #they didn't really have anything going on on their own and that's just a type of character and plot device that does nothing for me #also i thought the war between zaun and piltover + internal struggles in zaun bc silcos gone would be the main focus #but that stuff seems so sidetracked rn #also sorry i dont like what they did with vander and warwick either. that man should've stayed dead lol #it honestly just makes his death feel less impactful and i dont know what this is supposed to do for the story or the themes???#that just feels like a pointless plotline that is taking up time that could've been spent on other things #i just... i could go on like this for a while like there are so many things that just puzzle me #it's so weird considering how tight and thematically consistent season 1 was #let's see where act 3 goes but... i kinda have a bad feeling about it ngl #obv im glad others are enjoying it and this is just my opinion! also a lot of this are probs just my personal tastes anyway #arcane spoilers

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itspileofgoodthings · 2 months ago

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last day of being 28

#😭#having mixed emotions about this clearly #Maria stop announcing your age to the internet/your students challenge #also can we talk about my newfound restraint in only posting about my birthday before it happens twice?#what is happening—me growing up?? disgusting.#actually wait I referenced it a few times in tags didn’t I maybe I’m still the same person akskksksksks #anyway I’m glad the episode of crash landing on you was sad last night because I needed to cry

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bowyooo · 11 months ago

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i drew jeanharry as an illustration to the fic of my bestie

here's my fave crops of it (and one with harry's back rolls before i had to cover him with clothes. also link to full, nsfw!)

here's a little snap for you, it's from chapter 6, hetero-sexual life partners occupying ladies wc

also read @llapasllaly fic!!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/52095193/chapters/131755420

#bowyo art #dickelysium #disco elysium fanart #full in twi #jeanharry #jean vicquemare #harry du bois #it flopped on twitter and im sad because i spend a shitton of time #but im glad that bestie liked it a lot!#also i hate that colours doesn't look same on the ipad!!!

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lionblaze03-2 · 7 months ago

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sometimes I think about writing and singing music not because I’m an incredible singer but because no one has my fucking voice, especially in popular music, and its disheartening to be born a girl, told you’ll only get girl roles or try to voice match other girls, or ‘sing with the girls’ and then only be able to match male voices because you’re a fuckin tenor and not anything higher. I can’t think of any girl Broadway roles I can hit all the notes on. Most songs I love I have to pitch down for myself or use falsetto for singing along to. It bothers me a lot less now because I’m an adult who’s more secure in myself but as a teen in kids musical theatre it FUCKED with me, BAD style. And I know for a fact that even now when I hear people with a voice like mine singing I get excited and immediately invested in their work because they’re like ME, finally, for once. A brother in this world of being afab and having the voice of a recently pubescent boy forever. Maybe I should be that brother too.

#Using randomly gendered words because that’s me now but hey #Regardless of if you were born afab and are a girl 100% or if you were born afab and are someone else #It STILL sucks to always be grouped along with ‘girls’ just because of your voice and realize #You CANT hit that. You can’t hit the mark for ‘girl’. You’ll never achieve that without like. Hrt #Just say THE VOCAL CLASS. Like. Sopranos sing with this. Tenors with this. Bass with this. Etc #Then it doesn’t hurt! But nooo instead they’re looking or ‘sing with the other girls’ and you fucking can’t #And it gives you a crisis at age 14 #Anyway all I know is when other people who were assigned female at birth and aren’t on something they changes ones voice #and just happen to have born with the same deep ass voice as me. It makes me proud to hear them use it #Because not enough people do. It’s like we’re all collectively embarrassed or something #I see so many sad posts from teenagers posting their dream roles and the reason they won’t get it is ‘girl’#and it’s like. I remember being that kid. Never able to get a female lead because of my voice. Never able to get a male lead because of gir #Even though my voice and appearance could easily swing male. Nope! You’re GIRL. So you’re doomed to background forever :)#I got 1 lead role and it was when I was at my most feminine and was also for a villain that was a fat hag #I LOOOOVED playing her im aunt sponge forever. BUT. Never getting one again after that… showed me. Something #More gender blind casting and more songs just written for tenors please #doing just ONE of those things would probably solve the issue #But both please because I’m greedy and I want what I couldn’t have for every kid today #(And also me in the future in adult community theatre. Haven’t had time/too intimidated so far but I WILL go back)#And before anyone questions the language on this post. I STRUGGLED with how to word it #TERFs begone. I love trans people. I am nonbinary and some form of intersex (pcos).#I just word it this way because of like. Where we all start #Whether we stay GIRL girls or realize we’re somewhere in between. It crushes us either way to have the ‘wrong’ voice to do anything #Because it did me at first. And I’m otherwise GLAD to be confusing #I’ve come to love my deep voice it baffles others and they never know what to call me it really helps the whole ‘what am I’ presentation #But. In terms of certain things. Like being in theatre in the deep south #It certainly does not help and can be disheartening #Especially back when I was younger and more self conscious #lion’s lair

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hopkei · 9 months ago

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Nakajima Sota + Higashi Keisuke

#fantastics from exile tribe #fantastics #nakajima sota #higashi keisuke #jr exile #jpop #oppan #ossan no pants ga nandatte ii janai ka #collection as promised!!!#they're like. vaguely in order of posting i kind of forgot lol #but anyways we didnt get a whole lot of behind the scenes but i'm glad you two got along so well :'))#thank you for bringing two lovely lovely characters to life i dont think theres anyone who couldve done it better;;;;#they dont look the same as in the manga but they are the perfect madoka daichi casting i will fight you on this #also these are specifically only photos where they are out of character!!#there are a lot of episode teasers etc but i wanted just sota + tonchan :)#(person who doesnt know why he is called tonchan but everyone calls him that and sota tagged it so....)#(and idk how sota calls him. keisuke-kun maybe? higashi-san? if i find out i will call him as sota does lol but i like tonchan its cute)#im still very sad to be saying goodbye to oppan but i hope you two will stay friends for a very long time <333

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mariatesstruther · 1 year ago

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yall gon be mad but…

lowkey i think kaitlyn dever was a good casting choice

#dont jump me!!!!!!#aside from the obvious issues she has the range!!!!#she has the RAGE #she has the capability to act out the depths of anger and grief im looking for #abby is such a tough character to understand #id rather have a great actor play her and sacrifice the physical than the other way around #i am also at the same time very sad we wont get a super tall abby #but shes taller than bella and i think its interesting for them to be closer in size considering their closeness in age #and she can wear platform boots lmfao #but i have faith in kaitlyn in bulking up like she’s always changed her appearance for roles #and im also glad its her because she comes from longstanding background in the industry and can handle the hate probably #who im rlly scared about is lev like they better not whitewash my boy

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sirpeppersto · 17 days ago

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im enrolling at my new school tomorrow :D

#my classes start next wednesday so i need to get on it lol. they can enroll you in a day so i havent been too worried #ughhhh i just dont want to go at 8am #its in another town too so its like a 30 min drive from my house #AUUUUUU IM GONNA HAVE TO GET UP SO EARLYYYYY #tbh I'll prob have to get up around the same time i get up for work so its not too bad #ooo that means im gonna tone my hair this weekend :D my toner turned my skunk stripe silver last time and i want that again #just to flex on everybody else. yes my roots are coming in but im being mindful of my hair health and also i pulled off a difficult color #twice! from what ive seen its really hard to get silver. so im excited :) and I'll do my makeup too #im sad my break is almost over but im glad i get to go to a better school and i get to finish getting my license

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tecchan · 9 months ago

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Good evening to everyone except the person who decided to have Haru disappear from the home screen after finishing the game

#no thank you!!!#that shit hurted #i actually teared up #he waved goodbye then faded away :((((#i'm really stupid so kouichi's route left me more confused than anything #aniki is alive apparently???#i feel bad for bunbun #i hated him at first because journalists are usually scum but then he grew on me #he's the sad wet cat of the game #ryu's route was my least favourite‚ then kouichi's‚ hiroyuki's and maki's is my fav #idk what my problem is with stuck up dudes with glasses who lost their younger sister to sex trafficking #first fujieda now ryu #kouichi's route had some great moments but the final rape scene + the fact kouichi thought haru might be his son the whole time is kinda...#not my cup of tea #also kouichi's son was kidnapped when he was 6‚ that's more than old enough to have like‚ recognizable facial features??#how can he not know for sure haru's definitely not his son?#on paper hiroyuki's route seems like it would be my least favourite #two guys the same age who immediately get along with the bottom being a virgin blablabla #sounds boring when put like that but they turned out to be extremely cute and uuuh piyoshi has a really cute voice #boy was i glad to be home alone when playing his route because that guy is LOUD #i'm at 97% and am missing quite a few CGs so i'll go through it again then once i'm done‚ time for lkyt i guess #also want to go back to room n.9 real quick because i don't think i got 100% on it either #parade #blvn

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sysig · 7 months ago

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Grump and not so grump (Patreon)

#Doodles #Villainsona #Just Desserts #Lol #Happy to be the happy sona! Of course ♪#I fiiiinally got a haircut again yaaaay #Actually all the Reds did! We all went to the local barber and they do such lovely work <3 #We got our hair cut on smol's birthday and we're all adorable!#It's really nice now that it's out of my eyes and off my neck - smol's is directly in her eyes tho lol #As long as she's happy haha #Continuing the happies trend <3 This was doodled before the brain weirdness but I'm mostly back onto it :)#Got brain-work to do about it |P But better is good! I like better!!#And I like pleased <3 #There was plenty to be pleased about! :D Good dreams and good conversation and games and ah <3 Happies <3 #Poor Charm gets none of the above! Haha poor lad ♪#The TVAU grump was just a spacefiller so not much more to that #She is cute tho even when she's grumpy #And then the Kaiein thing lol - so I mentioned a bit back about going to meet with one of Kaiein's ''inspiration sources'' ahem ahem #It's the same as before - they're honestly quite ineffectual once you get right down to it #I read basically everything they do in bad faith because there's no established trust - and also I don't care if they're trying to insult me #If they're trying to connect it's sad - if they're trying to be mean it's pathetic - which I mean? Good?? Lol #Them not having power over me in themself is a good thing I'm glad that's where I am currently #Basically they got me a how-to book on digital art - with an emphasis on Photoshop #I know SAI is a lesser-known program but they were the one who helped me buy it - they've probably forgotten #Maaahh it doesn't matter - not even into Evil Time about it it's just so nothing pff #Someday they'll learn that giving gifts isn't the be-all end-all to making friends. I know I would've preferred nothing :P #I'm just happy to be confident enough where I am that while I don't like it - it doesn't actually do anything to me lol #It's a better place to be :)

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fitzrove · 1 year ago

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Overwhelmed by nostalgia actually

#this will sound SO elitist of me #but #i miss my summer course at the boarding school that was closed after the summer and they carved out an artificial lake on the manor grounds #and converted the cozy two-person dorm rooms to have bunk beds to fit six to eight kids #apparently they also 'refurbished' a historic building on the site :(#i mean i'm glad someone is taking care of the site - it's so beautiful #but i miss the way it was soooo much and there's no way to go to that place again except in memories #and then !! sequel - cambridge 2019 #granted it would probably be much the same as a town if i went in summer again but it really was when i learned how much i love university #but yeah deeply sad and insane about [redacted] manor i miss it sooooo much #one of my teachers actually really liked me and wanted to seriously talk about me studying there full time oabdlskdödldöfo #obviously it was never going to happen because who pays english boarding fees when you can study 100% for free at home #but what if in an alternate universe i did study there #idk i don't feel that sad about THAT missed chance #mostly because i'm legit replicating it w my master's #but i do wonder if i'm going to spend the rest of my life chasing similar places and the way i felt that summer when i was 15 🥹#if you send me a dm and we're friends etc i will show you pictures of the manor because it looks amazing

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taketheringtolohac · 6 months ago

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#incapable of seeing people and not crying after it seems!!!!!! I’m glad that I get time alone but now I’m Super Alone again which.#I am just tired. of being alone all the time! not having friends around! not seeing people! being ignored!#and just like. I’m tired of being so good at everything else in my life except for having relationships and having my shit together #but then not being able to figure out how to find friends or make anyone interested in me or whatever #like I don’t really even want to date someone except for the fact that it would make me less lonely!#and it’s also just so ridiculous bc like. idk. I just have no idea how to even like put out into the world that I would like to be seen!#and seen as someone who is attractive! and wants to have friends! just. god. they should make a being in ur 20s that doesn’t make u sad.#like I don’t hate being fat in the same way as I used to but I do know my life would be easier if I was skinny. and I would be like pretty #or whatever! just. ugh. it doesn’t help that I’m not perceived as like anything other than woman half the time either. I need. a hug.#and more friends I can talk to who aren’t dating each other. I have those but they don’t. talk to me.#so it’s. whatever #roxy talks

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waspgrave · 2 years ago

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Rip but twc book 3 came out and everyone got quiet after 2 weeks, huh….

#prawn posts #I liked it but also I didn’t replay either route #mostly bc stressed out and couldn’t enjoy anything but my dash got QUIET #but also it was so rushed :( M’s route was so good tho. I think it spoiled me #little Miss Esme Wolfe was WINNING with everything in her route #meanwhile Charlotte the Miserable failed everything and cried a lot #which did suit them.#anyways I’ve put enough tags in to talk about it #it was so rushed and I hate how cartoonish the trappers are. I miss the horror vibes of book 1 #like I know it’s a romance series but please give me some dark horror drama #and don’t punish me for not having a good relationship with Rebecca??#plus you can miss so many things or have your stats disregarded #it sucked having my high combat detective just like…fail. despite her stats being good enough #just UGH… sad. I’m gonna reread it sometime but I’m glad FH came out at the same time #bc I’m significantly more excited to read and make things for it at the moment

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phagodyke · 5 months ago

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anyway yeah relevant to that post abt being deaf/hoh and ppl excluding u from conversation bc of it (even unintentionally), that's smth that's been really deeply bothering me lately bc there are a few ppl I routinely have to deal with who do it a lot and it Pisses Me The Fuck Off I've lost all patience w them. giving up and calling it ableism and walking out idc anymore 🚶‍♂️

#theres a guy at work whos incredibly annoying for it but tbh hes bad at his job in general anyway n everyones annoyed at him all the time #so at least i get some solidarity from my other coworkers (who are generally rly accommodating of my deafness)#i dunno how he hasnt got the memo ive explained im deaf so he needs to face me n make sure he has my attention n enunciate multiple times #but nope still not getting thru to him! so half the time if he starts mumbling i just pointedly ignore him until he either speaks more #clearly or goes away lmao #and same with a friend of a friend im sure hes a nice guy and everyone else seems to like him n hes in our main discord server so i cant #avoid him as easily and ive been so tolerant of it but hes worn thru my patience entirely and idc abt trying to be nice anymore #if he comes on call and starts mumbling and sidelining me from the conversation i just put him on mute im not dealing with that anymore #i dont fucking care if its petty and rude to do that. im tired of trying to understand him and dealing with how left out he makes me feel #i hope he picks up on the hostility n feels unwanted so maybe then he'll understand what its like for me and fix his behaviour 👍#bc i have no other way of communicating that with him anymore. since I CANT FUCKING HEAR HIM!!!!!#he also has a lot of other annoying behaviour which is fine but this is my limit its so disrespectful and outside of my control #make space for my disability or go away forever #not sure if we could even be friends if he did change now bc hes soured my impression of him so much by this point.#sad! well theres other guys #im glad everyone ive met at climbing so far has been pretty good abt it. really not that hard to do!#anyway rant over lol. at least the guy at work is only on a temp contract so only have to deal w him for a few more months #unfortunately since the rest of that group is friends w this other guy he'll prolly be around longer. but oh well lmao #just crossing my fingers he'll drift away n never open discord again so ill never have to deal w his shitty crackly mic mumbling #or maybe he'll stop fucking calling from whatever wind tunnel hes in and properly join in on our movie nights instead!!!!!#it is sad bc i think he has similar music taste to me. there are def some things we have in common that could form a basis for friendship #but hes gone n ruined it innit #aaaanyway oops started complaining again... the bitch grind never ends #im gonna shower n go back to elden ringing it.... fare thee well #.diaries

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justinefrischmanngf · 1 year ago

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it’s not that it makes me sad per se but i really could’ve been dating someone i did actually kind of really want to date since JULY. and now the moment is literally so far gone and i didn’t realise until the moment was so far gone !!!

#like it actually doesnt make me sad because there wouldve been major complications Had we dated #and the person who i trust most in this world has told me theyre glad it didnt happen #and i think in the long run he’s not the First person i should date anyway like in an ideal world we’d date like. 2-3 years on from now when #i’d been in at least one relationship to work out how i operate in a relationship #but it’s also like i wish i had known that the opportunity was there and i wish i had taken it #and part of me goes well maybe in 2-3 years it COULD happen #but i think that does a disservice to the person he’s dating now like . i do hope they’re happy and it goes well for the both of them #AND ALSO ITS WEIRD AS FUCK TO BE LIKE OH WELL MAYBE IN A FEW YEARS ILL DATE THIS PERSON *AFTER* another person??????#like bitch who do you think u are that you’ll have managed to date ANYONE in that time and also why the fuck would u date someone without #hoping it would last????????#but thoughts ≠ action nor are they inherently moralistic #but also that’s a weird way 2 think about relationships #it’d be funny if it happened though #idk i just think that if the timing was different he and i could have so much fun dating like genuinely i think it’d be a really good time #but it’s really weird because i’m not pining away after him or anything like ik it sounds like i am #but it’s not like that it’s more just that it’s opened up all these thoughts that i hadn’t really thought possible before ?#and they’re not possible NOW bc he’s dating someone else so i’m in exactly the same position but idk #i think i’m getting too settled. i’m TOO SETTLED.#because it’s literally not normal to think oh maybe in three years we could date and it’d be better timing for both of us ???????????#unhinged behaviour. what the fuck is that.#it’d be fucking hilarious if it happened tho

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maraeffect · 1 year ago

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okay today was like the first time since surgery that i've been able to exist as a human outside my house!! and i had a great time even though i am PAYING FOR IT. HEAVILY 💀

#god my ribs are KILLING ME SLOWLY #anyway i had a good day 🥺🥺🥺 last night my partner and i woke up at the same time #bc we both had to pee. and i totally forgot but when we laid back down i told her ''i'm hungy..''#bc it was like 3 am and i didnt wanna get up. so i just wanted to complain lol #but she woke me up to a big breakfast she ordered in like ''hey it made me sad that you were hungry jn the night-#so i got you and i a big breakfast 🥺👉👈💖'' and UGH it made my heart so happy #and then we chilled out before i decided i could handle leaving home and wanted to go to the mall #and i had a really good time existing in public!!! im getting a little depressed from being bed bound #i FINALLY got after laughter on vinyl after wanting it for like almost 5 years 😭😭😭#and some cute stickers!!! anyway yeah i had a nice day w my baby and it made me happy 🥹💖#as much as im hurting badly rn it was worth it for the lil date 💖💖💖 pain meds should help soon anyway #im just glad to have finally gotten out of the house #chatter #round 2 #also let me just say my previous thoracotomy did NOT prepare me for this one.#turns out the open version is VERY DIFFERENT. which i knew but god its so stark when youre living it #p sure by 2 weeks post op last time i was relatively fine!!!! almost back to normal #oh and uh #autumn

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