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i hope so...
#stardew valley#stardew valley shane#sdv shane#stardew shane#shane stardew valley#shane sdv#shane stardew#sdv#sv#my art#sad again ? no problem#another cheer up doodle for me....
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ryomina demons are winning
#does anyone here like them idk. theyre funny#putting off finishing p3re to draw these so i don't have to be sad just yet#cat’s art#ryomina#ryoji mochizuki#makoto yuki#minato arisato#p3#persona 3#p3re#p3 reload#sorry for traditional sketch stuff... idk i just feel like i do better on paper even tho its literally the same style#like i can just get the lines better on paper. i think my brush is probably too thick digitally if i'm having this problem lol#makoto makes me so emo u guys have no idea. i didn't quite get this guy in the beginning but now...#full force understanding of a character. hes. he :( (incoherent sobbing)#tag ramble again SORRY I UEBRO4Y39NRMFMT#oh yeah the period thing going around is so funny. PERSONA 3 PERIOD SIMULATOR
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"I only ever asked questions."
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#good omens art#good omens#good omens season 2#bildad the shuhite#crowley#ineffable divorce#ineffeble husbands#artists on tumblr#aziraphale#i have a problem#Like why do i do this to myself#I really did not have to create this#and now im sad again#:(
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Even if i already love how robb's story is told through Catelyn's eyes bc the king's mother is constantly forgotten in fiction generally and also makes us feel their tragedy stronger and deep (also that catelyn is amazing by her own), BUT sometimes i wish could be in robb's head bc i have so much questions about THE BOY he was, the parts of the boy he still was and weren't killed by the king or the lord, about how he wears his Stark's indentity and pride at the same time he wears a Tully's face, the baby that accompanied his mother in the loneliness of the first years of an arranged marriage (in a place so different to her former home), the boy that decided to take care of his both younger brothers while he had to rule Winterfell. The boy that knew about his half-brother being a bastard and his mother's worries (lbf, prejudices) about how his existence threathens Robb's claim.
tbh at some point, im completely biased bc i just love him so much and i wish have more of him. He is a nostalgic/sad/romantic tapestry woven by his family's memories and Catelyn foreseeing his fall.
#robb stark#catelyn stark#im thinking in do a post about how Robb is Cat's only child that one time belonged ONLY TO HER#he literally was her main company during robert's rebellion and she was everything he needed it#im getting sad again ;-;#dont get me wrong: this boy takes a lot of ned too but even catelyn has problems in remember he also comes from him sometimes#“”He is his father's son as much as mine. I must remember.“”#asoiaf#valyrianscrolls
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the most important thing abt being an artist is being an Enjoyer of art bc every few days i get the urge to delete my posts, but then i remember how much i hate when editors private their edits or when writers delete fics instead of orphaning them, and i come back to my senses. tortured artistry be damned, i can’t do that to my fellow art enjoyers
#[grits teeth] i must remember the joys of community over the sabotage of self-critique#danbles#i think abt the comments i’ve gotten on my hb or jayce art and they sound neglected#someone said that they ‘never thought they’d see halbarry fanart like this again’ and idk what that means exactly but it makes me sad#touches ground… smth happened here…#atp it feels selfish to be insecure abt posting when these are the stakes#smth smth when you share your work it no longer belongs to you#and honestly. that takes the pressure off of me as the artist#anyway dumb hb post soon. gonna be your guys’ problem now
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THE TERROR (2018) S01E08 "Terror Camp Clear"
No doubt you made the best decision for the problem you thought you had. But, as it turns out, it was trumpery. And it its place, we've an even worse problem. You've traded an imaginary invasion from without, for a real invasion from within!
#the terror#theterroredit#amc the terror#the terror amc#francis crozier#james fitzjames#thomas jopson#henry collins#edward little#cornelius hickey#fitzier#mine#gif:terror#aughrhr this ep ;-; i love it. i hate it. its complicated#the signs of the illnesses these characters are beginning to notice more.. its so sad#why did i grow so attached to them and this show already on my second watching after seeing it for the first time last week??#what do you mean jopson's teeth are bleeding already. hes going to be fine#fitzjames' bullet wounds opening again and having memory problems?? nothings gonna happen to him right?? right?? ;-;#tw gore#tw death
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(bnha manga ending spoilers)
what was the point
what was the point
what was the point
WHAT WAS THE POINT
WHAT WAS THE POINT
WHAT WAS THE POINT 😭😭
what was the pointtttt
#i don’t have it in me to be more eloquent rn#just feel really disappointed and sad about tenkos arc and apparent death#what was the point of showing us over and over again the he was a victim and that izuku was so intent on saving him#on not killing tomura and rescuing tenko#what was the point of showing us the aspirations of him as a kid and all his tragedy and all the ways he was manipulated and exploited#all for him to say nice try i can never be saved and then deku killing him?????#for none of that to get resolved for society to move on from this war with basically no apparent change#besides civilians saying oh well pull our weight now ☺️ without no resolution to all the problems that created villains in the first place?#and now tomura is gone tenko is gone izuku seems like a husk of himself but i dont think that’ll get resolved either#it’s just. it’s all disappointing. especially when the build up felt really good like we were going somewhere!!!#anyways. no one wins okayyyy#shigaraki tomura#shimura tenko#tenko shimura#tomura shigaraki#bnha manga spoilers#my stuff#bnha critical
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I don't even think Feanor hates humans that much. I think he just saw the word "secondborn" and immediately projected all his half-sibling insecurities on an entire race
Morgoth didn't even try he literally just copy-pasted and replaced Feanor with Elves, Fingolfin with Men and Tirion/Finwe's heart with Middle-earth
#tolkien#silmarillion#feanor#morgoth#silm crack#morgoth causing the unrest simply by appealing to feanor/fingolfin/finarfin's daddy issues: damn this manipulation shit easy#melkor#fingolfin#meta#men don't even exist yet but it doesn't matter what they would've been like because like feanor's siblings the problem was never about them#all it took was for them to even be a concept before feanor started seeing them as an enemy. doomed siblings doomed race#made myself sad in the tags again girls :(#mp
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wanted to try my hand at a fake screenshot thing with a scene from one of the bttf fics of all time, Time Is a Flat Circle by @fourth-dimensional-thinker! i set in to draw only the "little canary" line but. as you can tell. my hand slipped and fell down a 6 story building
if you haven't read it already please check it out PLEASEEE it's very good. i read the whole thing in basically one sitting. the vibes are perfect for the spooky season too!
versions without the filter/subtitles under the cut:
#bttf#back to the future#bttf fanart#marty mcfly#doc brown#emmett brown#dear fic author i hope this is not too terribly off from what you pictured in your head#and that you like it :D#listen guys when i say my hand slipped it slipped BIG TIME. like this was not even supposed to be shaded that just happened#as well as the 6 other frames but i digress#i fought tooth and nail for these colors it was crazy out there. still not exactly the ones i pictured in my head unfortunately but it stil#looks baller so i'm pretty happy :D#the Ys on his hand in the fic is on his palms but since they were facing away from the “camera” i put them on the back of his hands also#bc i just really wanted to draw them hahaha#the hardest bit to draw out of all of these was surprisingly doc's nose LMAO. i guarantee you it is not even the right shape. oh well!#second hardest was moving marty's arm in the second frame ever so slightly. layer hell i tell you#this isn't even the only drawing idea i had for this fic i have like two more#but best to get to some other fic scene ideas before coming back to this one!#the fake screenshot thing is really fun i'm going to do it again#super time consuming. but really fun#kit does an art#kit read a fic and is making it your problem#tumblr took the quality and shot it out back i'm so sad
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this is a largely meaningless observation but, based on the fleki uniform demonstration comic, mithrun seems to wear the default style of the canary uniform, probably because he has no desire to personalize it or preference for how to do so, etc. when he does seem to pick his own clothes, though, they don’t look super in-line with what we’re shown of elven clothing styles in his region: high collars look like they’re fairly popular with elves in general, but out of uniform he tends to be a lot more covered up than everyone else—long sleeves, long pants, boots rather than sandals, and he dresses that way both prior to getting eaten and after the events of the series. anyway it’s kind of cute that after everything that happened to him, someone cared enough to remember what his clothing preferences used to be.
#sorry my head is full of him#dungeon meshi spoilers#just mentioned. just a bit#dungeon meshi#mithrun#he’s like a case study in the problems that would Of Course arise in a society with the standards and values we frequently see in elves#in fantasy which is very refreshing because again What is with fantasy writers writing their elven societies Like That and going no they can#be weird elitists they’re hot and they’re kind of right. and leaving it at that. i mean i know why that happens but. anyway#if elves are going to be elfing in that way it’s so much more interesting to see how that manifests and affects individuals within that#culture. this was a large part of essek’s appeal to me also lmfaondns and it is why i can’t stop giving my dnd characters elf ancestry. if#you’re going to make them be fucked up let me think about the consequences !!!! but anyway yeah no mithrun gets to be on my mind 24/7#because he Is the consequences. and it’s very good but also i am so so sad
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Do yall ever think how Merlin was magic, is magic.
Who now lives in a world without magic. How over the centuries magic slowly died out, once again leaving him alone as the last piece of a memory of something that once remained.
Do you think he worries about his magic, and therefore himself dying out? About how all of his waiting would be for nothing because he would die out before Arthur came back.
He wouldn’t even notice it in the beginning as time had ceased to have any meaningful impact on him anymore. Until the cough in his chest began to be more pronounced and not just a reaction to thinking about Arthur, until the old man disguise became harder to take off. Until he realized that the world was as cold and dead as he had been. And maybe when the urge to sink beneath the lake of Avalon became too great to ignore.
He would hold off as long as he could, until all his magic was gone and until his body ached for mercy. Maybe he made it to the water and was able to sink beneath the waves as Arthur once did.
Or maybe his bones still sit alone, waiting on the shore of the lake as he had done all his life. Forced to wait even in death.
Do yall ever think about that or is it just me
#merlin#merlin tv#merthur#I made myself sad thinking about this show again#sorry yall im sad about them so im making it everyone’s problem#merlin x arthur#I’ve thought about this a lot#merlin constantly being the last of something#Magic slowly dying off in the world and Merlin stubbornly trying to hold out until he couldn’t anymore#never getting to see his king again#bbc merlin
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I know I've been on about this for a while now and I'm being a hater but you're telling me SydCarmy was "always meant to be platonic" even though there are two seasons of writing making use of tried-and-true explicitly romantic tropes, themes and writing signals, and SydLuca is going to be romantic because...he was nice to her on screen for a few minutes?
I don't even care if people ship SydLuca, or if they just prefer it, but you can't honestly tell me that you believe Carmy was always meant to be a friend but Luca is an obvious love interest.
Just because Syd and Carmy haven't kissed or confessed their love to each other doesn't mean that isn't very obviously the direction this show is going. The Bear has already shown you who is endgame. It has shown you every episode of the show so far.
Honestly I really don't think The Bear fanbase understands this show or cares about these characters or the story being told here, which is unfortunate because this show is shockingly well-written in comparison to most shows right now, and we should be so grateful for it but all we're doing is complaining that the writers led us on by not making a ship canon fast enough. It's just. Sad.
#The Bear#SydCarmy#I was like a casual fan of this show two days ago#and now seeing how little respect this show gets from it's fanbase I'm losing my mind#I mean I shipped SydCarmy before anyway but now it means so much to me#it means so much to see such a realistic and purposefully well paced romance take place#so many shows portray romantic relationships and their beginnings in ways that just don't really happen in real life#and this show very purposefully said no. These are characters who are strangers. who are working together. Who are in a tense environment#and each of them has problems - one of them the type of problems that makes developing new relationships pretty difficult#these two would not get together right away. It would take a long time. And there would be ups and downs.#And even when that's the case. Even if when it takes a long time and doesn't go smoothly and is hard -#it can still be beautiful. It can still be romantic. It can still happen and here's how#and I'm just so inspired genuinely. It is so difficult to write romance without being cliche and so difficult to write it in a way that#could actually happen in real life and I really do hope I can write something half as good some day#and then to know so many people have no appreciation for it at all#because they prefer the shows that have characters make eye contact a few times and then confess their love for each other like#it's just fucking sad. So sad that so few people have any appreciation for good writing especially the difficult of romance writing#like I really just don't even know what to tell you. In real life these two would not have confessed to each other yet. They would not have#kissed yet. They would not have even realized they have feelings for each other yet because those feelings would still be developing#and I also want to point out that given the disparity in power between Syd and Carmy in season 1 it wouldn't have been healthy for them to#get together much sooner. He was her boss. He was also her idol. Before they can even get together that needs to be balanced out.#And then on top of that don't you see the value in Carmy realizing the dream girl he's romanticized in his head - Claire - isn't actually#what he wants? Don't you see the beauty in him being disillusioned from that? And realizing that Syd is what he wants?#Don't you see the beauty in Syd having an idealized vision of what Carmy The Great Chef is like realizing she was wrong and that he's human#and flawed and then realizing - she loves him anyway? She loves him more for not being on a pedestal and for having his flaws?#Are you telling me that even thinking about this doesn't move you? Doesn't make your heart ache a little?#And again - ship and let ship - but what is Luca? What is Luca if not just what she was hoping Carmy would be when she wen to The Beef?#What is he if not just another man who she has not seen under pressure yet? Not seen reliving trauma yet? Not been her boss yet?#It's easy to look at him and think he's better than Carmy - and that's the point. That's the point The Bear is making.#It is easy to want someone you don't know. It's hard to want to someone you do know. But that's what love requires and that's the point
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"BPD makes you have low self worth" well apparently not because my brain still insists that things that have nothing to do with me surely are because of me :/
#feel horrible. this isnt about me. something terrible happened and you're more worried about feeling upset? about worrying they hate you?#this is why i hate plans. something always happens#what if they leave? what if i never hear from them again? what if they change? what if they take their life? i cant be there with them#i cant help i cant keep them safe i cant hold them i can't but its not about me why am i so selfish? why do i make it about me?#hate myself a lot rn. i wanna fix it but i cant. so what the fuck do i do? i know its out of my control but i need to do something#i know ill just make it worse im so fucking stupid#sad thoughts#vent blog#sad blogging#vent#vent post#venting#actually mentally ill#actually traumatized#personal vent#actually obsessive#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd
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one of the best parts of writing dystopian fiction is when you write A Thing™ into your book and then several months later The Thing™ actually happens. called it!
#actually it's a terrible feeling#it makes me incredibly sad#i write dystopian fiction in the hopes that the events I put down will never occur/not happen again#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writers of tumblr#writerscommunity#writer community#writer thoughts#writer problems#writer struggles#writing memes#writing humor#writer stuff#dystopian fiction
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For a show that's progressive, one-of-a-kind, ground-breaking for its time, and relies on "Show, don't Tell" a lot throughout the series, it bugs me how ATLA (or, more specifically, Bryke) preferred to tell the audience that Aang is a master airbender without showing us why. I mean, Toph, Zuko, Azula, and Katara are all shown practicing and improving their mastery in bending (although Katara has become rather overpowered), so why can't Aang have the same treatment?
Yes, Aang may be a child prodigy, and he did get airbending tattoos from inventing the air scooter, but I personally think that inventing an airbending technique (which demonstrates impressive ability and skill) is a way to gain the arrows prematurely, but isn't a requirement. Nothing in the show ever suggests just how far he's mastered his native element, let alone the other three. In the beginning of Sozin's Comet, Part 1: The Phoenix King (3:18), Aang says he thinks he still needs to practice his firebending more (which in hindsight makes sense, as he's just started relearning it from the dragons five episodes ago), and Toph notes that his earthbending could use more work too. Right off the bat, Aang is two elements away from complete mastery of all four, but later on he's seen practicing waterbending with Katara, implying he hasn't mastered it either.
We don't even see Aang practicing his airbending by himself post-iceberg, preferring to show off to random girls (like in Kyoshi Island). He just learns the elements, but doesn't really learn the philosophies behind each element. In this regard, he makes Kuruk and Roku look venerated in contrast. (To be fair to Aang, he had a specific deadline to master the four elements before Sozin's Comet that no other Avatar besides Wan had to deal with, but couldn't he try to make an effort to learn from the other nations?) Additionally, compared to Tenzin and Zaheer, Aang doesn't stand a chance against either of them (even though Tenzin is his son, but since Tenzin wasn't the Avatar, he could focus on upholding the Air Nomad culture and legacy). Even Jinora could go toe-to-toe with him at similar ages. He isn't really that impressive in any of the elements, to be honest; we've seen what a master of any specific element can do in both ATLA and LOK, as well as in the novels.
The main thing people often get wrong is that mastery isn't a final goal; it's a specific mindset. As in Pai Sho, what separates true masters from everyone else is that true masters always look for improvement in their strategy or skills. That's why Aang isn't a real master of the four elements: He always takes the easy way out, never trying to better himself or improve what he can already do.
I think this quote from Zaheer perfectly sums up what I've been saying: When you base your expectations on what you see, you blind yourself to the possibilities of a new reality. Even though it stems from his anarchist beliefs, it is genuinely one of the more insightful pieces of wisdom in the franchise because it promotes progress, a constant theme in life. Toph was able to invent metalbending because she wanted to "see" a reality where she could be recognized for her own talent in spite of her blindness; Zuko could learn firebending from the dragons because he could see a reality where he would regain his honor and fight alongside the Avatar, and so on. By contrast, Aang only takes things from surface-level, not putting any effort into understanding the true meaning of being the Avatar.
Speaking of Pai Sho, guess which Avatar constantly improved his/her abilities? Kuruk. Unlike Aang, Kuruk readily asked his companions, Jianzhu, Hei-Ran, and Kelsang, to continue teaching him, ever after he mastered the four elements that he was required to do, saying they would all benefit from the experience (the "true master" quote I mentioned above was actually said by him). Not only that, it was even inverted; sometimes they taught Kuruk, other times he taught them (which technically makes him the first known Avatar to teach bending to others). He was right, as during their lifetimes, they were the most powerful benders of their respective elements in the world!
Kuruk also had an intuitive connection to each of the four bending philosophies, which to this day remains unrivaled by any other Avatar, and was also one of the first people to suggest the idea that the four elements are connected (homeboy's literally a younger Water Tribe Avatar version of proto-Iroh, I'm honestly not going to be surprised if Iroh actually learned his belief from Kuruk during the former's visits to the Spirit World over tea and Pai Sho matches). If you ask me, Mone, learning the cultures and philosophies of the four nations is way more important than mastering the four elements, because the Avatar isn't just the bridge between the four nations; he/she is also the symbol of a unified world, and the franchise is saying that only one Avatar even bothered to do that? In my opinion, if we go by this rule, that easily cements Kuruk as the greatest Avatar in history!
Aang, on the other hand, never does this. Instead, he puts the Air Nomads on a high pedestal (which in turn causes him to place Katara on a high pedestal), and doesn't respect or learn from other nations' philosophies. He openly disrespects SWT culture and actively makes sure Tenzin doesn't have any exposure to the culture that Tenzin still belongs too, and worse, he pushes his own culture on other people's throats (remember the time he forced a homeless couple to "give up on hope because it's a big waste of time"? Or the time he forced Katara to not murder Yon Rha?) and values his own nation and values above the rest of the world (like the time he refused to kill Firelord Ozai because "all life is sacred", even though he has actually killed before, but if he doesn't kill Ozai, the latter's going to burn the entire Earth Kingdom to the ground!). That doesn't sound like something the Avatar is allowed to do, but Aang gets away with it anyway because ... hero?
There's actually another Avatar who focused on his/her own nation above the rest of the world. Avatar Szeto, Yangchen's predecessor, became a government official in his homeland, the Fire Nation. Under his tenure, the Fire Nation transformed from a fragmented, disaster-stricken state to the centralized, technologically-advanced nation we know of today. Unfortunately, this led him to neglect the other nations and, shortly after his death, the four nations were caught in a political event known as the Platinum Affair, which Yangchen had to deal with, eventually kick-starting the cycle of the current Avatar fixing their past lives' mistakes, while leaving problems for their future selves to fix. This problem might have even led to the growing ambition of Firelords Zoryu and Sozin as dictators, with the latter starting the Hundred Years War.
Aang not only valued his own nation's values above the others, he also forced said values on his non-Air Nomad companions; signed anti-miscegenation laws and tried to forcefully deport Fire Nationals from the colonies to return the land to the Earth Kingdom, even though they had already blended in with Earth Kingdom citizens, didn't wan to be separated from their families, and Zuko perceived the citizens of mixed heritage as his own subjects; refused to let his family practice SWT culture, even though his children could benefit from being members of both cultures, not just one or the other, and set an example for mixed-race families around the world; refused to teach Kya and Bumi Air Nomad culture because he thought they weren't airbenders and therefore "not real Air Nomads", even though they were just as Air Nomad as Tenzin was, if not more; and forced Tenzin to uphold the legacy of an entire nation on his shoulders. The fact that this was all written by complete accident is the cherry on top, representing just how badly Bryke screwed up.
... On a completely unrelated note, The Other Side of Paradise by Glass Animals (which is also one of my favorite songs) is definitely a Kuruk song. The last third of the song in particular sums up his tragic journey as the Avatar so well, and I always think of him while listening to it.
#atla#atla critical#atla comics critical#aang critical#mah rambles#fighting back#kuruk#yes I've done it again#to no one’s surprise#you miscalculated#I love Kuruk more than I hate Aang#if no one gets the reference I'm going to be sad#avatar cycle#past avatars#past lives#anti bryke#yes I'm going that far#I can't even be mad at lok anymore#the seeds for who the gaang would end up as were already planted in atla#so I'm going to the root of the problem
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Dream brother with your tears scattered round the world
Dont be like the one who made me so old
Dont be like the one who left behind his name
Cause they’re waiting for you like I waited for mine
And nobody ever came
#HE MAKES ME SO SAD#Anyway I did some research about smallpox for this and holy fuck I did not know it was like… the most terrifying looking thing????#like it looks so painful? save ur self the google — I promise its scary#additionally!!! Jean would realistically have issues with sight—I depicted these as Corneal Leukoma#I just….. its like he got the messier more ‘unattractive’ version of Kim’s easily aesthetized eyesight problems#(I am speaking from a Jean informed perspective to be clear#like Kim’s eyesight issues and how it makes Kim feel is also real and serious but like lets play dolls from a Jean perspective for now)#and im just thinking about how im sure Harry was Jean’s eye now and again and AHHHHHHH do u all see the cycles and patterns and circles?????#Also his in game portrait captures a sadness and longing in his eyes that I can only dream of touching#I tried very hard anyway#I cried several times drawing this bc I was listening to my Jean playlist#which is the saddest playlist I ever did make#oh wait fuck real tags:#disco elysium#jean vicquemare#jean heron vicquemare#my art#alexa play i bet on losing dogs by mitski
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