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Winter season started. Good time to work on my Jaeho x Hyunsoo winter fic again. Maybe this year I will actually finish it.
#the merciless#han jaeho#jo hyunsoo#korean movie#writing#fanfic#fic#fanfiction#wip#winter fic#I started it on 17th December 2022#it would be got to post it#it would be good to post at least something this year#sad about my productivity
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#greek mythology#mythology#Odysseus#the odyssey#epic the musical#Calypso#comic#tragedy#tw sa mention#tw sa#tw sa implied#greek myth art#greek myths#let me know what you think? it made me sad thinking about them#like they are mortals they are unwanted products of their father's suffering#i have no doubt Calypso loved them#at least she did in my headcanon#but like.... made me sad
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400% sure he would love steven universe
#trigun#trigun 98#doodles#art#comic#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#steven universe#anime#my first contribution is an illustration that took me like a whole week to get through#my second contribution is a silly i was up till 6 am for#as god intended o7#hes so pathetic and sad i wanna shake him#^ every character i can say that about is my favorite character in the whole media hands down#we all cried during the bismuth episode dont say you didn't#EDIT IF YOU SEE THIS POST GO LOOK AT MY OTHER TRIGUN FANART FROM A WEEK AG O TOO PLS PLS PLS PLS P#edit 2 - EDITED WW's SKINTONE!!! the color reference i used made him look a lot paler than he's supposed to be. apologies!#i am so glad someone pointed that out before i put my trigun charms into production. i edited the charm too to be more tan#if i put whitewashed wolfwood keychains into production i would have SCREAMED
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au where sif and loop are on their periods and nothing else is different. tjhe theyre just on their period
#in stars and time#isat#isat siffrin#isat loop#NO AS I WAS TAGGING THIS#A SINGULAR BLACK OLIVE FELL OUT OF MY SUBWAY SANDWICH#AND FELL ONTO MY SOCK#ON THE FLOOR#IM SO SAD#anyway#so do you think they borrowed menstrual supplies#“hey loop im going to the king can i borrow the pads”#“stardust i am sitting here all day in my own blood. no. these are my pads. borrow from your party.”#“ugh...”#sif starts the loop and immediately has to go to loop about the distribution of menstrual products
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I bring to thee some quick late night Viktuuri sketches because I think we could all use some fluff
#some viktuuri for the soul!#my blorbos are always in my mind even if im not creating for them in that moment#they never leave <3#their eepy leepiness is a reflection of moi and i love their eepy leepiness for them i hope theyre getting some great naps#just some calm and quiet#love that for them#also this isnt the first time i draw in like two months what are you talking about?#the last art i posted totally wasnt from the 14th of march shhhhh the date on the post is definitely wrong source trust me#no but like i have been so dead for months#dont expect to see much art from me before july when my break starts and i can stop being stressed out of my mind#now i can be one of those tortured artist types except i havent done any art to communicate how sad i am#tbh im just tired i just wanna sleep#am i gonna? youre funny of course not but now i can at least pretend my awake time was vaguely productive#yuri on ice#yuri on ice fanart#fanart#art#arom antix art#arom antix#viktor nikiforov#kastuki yuuri#viktuuri
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downstream 🫧🪸
#sasha's art#digital art#artists on tumblr#Illustration#illustrators on tumblr#1k#i made this a few weeks ago as concept art for a merch design competition for a sweetwater aquarium#nothing came of it but i am not sad about it#in fact!! i'm very proud of myself for going way out of my comfort zone and putting my art Out There#this was the first time i did something like that!! made a whole Project#this was obviously only the concept art and not the finished Product but i really like it#idk how well it goes with the other stuff i do but!! here it is anyways i hope u enjoy it!!#it's a catfish
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Hehe this man is broken and severely emotionally distressed. Silly lovable guy but given self esteem issues because of the crushing weight of perfectionism. Not so funny if you think about it too long. But at least on the upside he cries pretty :))
No but seriously for all those who relate to Mr. Puzzles just want you to know your accomplishments alone do not define your value and worth as a person. Even when you’re a messy work in progress, you are loved and appreciated more than you may recognize. Thank you for being here. Don’t get me wrong it’s good to be idealistic and set goals, but don’t undermine yourself if you don’t get that perfect score….or if you start to fall behind compared to everyone else. Everyone goes through those moments of doubt or perceived failure. We need to fail every once in a while. And that’s okay
…a-anyways funny goofy dramatic TV guy we love him so much so silly so slay he lives in my head rent free yipeee. This animation is dedicated to him because if anyone in the cast deserved a feature length film it was definitely him, and he sure took up the spotlight in Puzzlevison and absolutely owned it. I’m excited for his future endeavors ✨
#someone please how did I make this in two days wh-#wow wow wow what’s going on here how did I do that this is scary super powers being unlocked right now#Mr. Puzzles hyperfixation give me strength and motivation to get shit done I guess??? yay???#like holy shit I’m so productive in my art all the sudden whats this feeling of dopamine and happiness-#WHAT HAPPENED TO MY DEPRESSION WHERE’D IT GO#sir really stepped into my brain and yeeted my depression saying ‘looks like you won’t be needing that anymore’#and now he things he can just puppeteer me around to make countless art pieces in his image and honor??#he’s using me as his pawn to spread his glorious face around the internet HELP jksjksp#no actally don’t it’s very comfortable and freeing here I love letting my silly fixations go rampant <3#I don’t even need to think about what I want to do art stuff just happens naturally#CHEERS TO FICTIONAL MEN YIPEEE#wow he’s so mentally ill just like me fr /j#also now I’m staring to guilt trip myself because I feel bad watching him cry even though I’M THE ONE WHO ANIMATED IT WHYYYY#hplonesome art#mr. puzzles animation#smg4 mr puzzles animation#mr puzzles smg4 animation#sad mr puzzles#mr. puzzles crying animation#smg4 mr puzzles#mr. puzzles smg4
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Honestly, how am I supposed to live normally with the knowledge that Luffy's flower is sunflower while Law's is Queen of the Night?
#I'm not usually insane over sun and moon things but#they can have it#And looking into Law's flower has been very fun and productive#gave me much to think about#this may seem like a jump but all I can think is that Luffy would absolutely treasure Law#I wish I can articulate my thoughts better but we know Luffy very much treasures what is currently in front of him#He thinks of the Law that's in front of him#Not the one who might not be there tomorrow#Sending my brainwaves to fellow mentally ill people#lawlu#lulaw#jeiyu txt#No because the sad connotations of Law's flower is the part that HE would focus on#But it's okay because Luffy is different#And has always viewed him as a good thing in his life ever since Law saved him in Marineford#Their reunion in Punk Hazard is insane btw because Luffy was really so happy to see him again I'm gonna cry
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50 days of routine (october 30, 2024 - december 19, 2024)
an attempt to physically and mentally survive the remainder of this semester. motivation has been dwindling and motivation drops even further when i feel like i've failed because i can't stick to a routine nor figure out how to be sustainably productive! 😓😖 so here we are with...a challenge? 😅🫠
there'll be a checkpoint for updated goals 32 days in (dec 1) 📍because after that, i start reviewing for finals full time…
updates ~daily with my forest 🌲 for the day or week so far and the everyday stuff i want to keep track of or celebrate! 🍾 because even on the days i feel like there's nothing to celebrate, i bet there is if i just...stop comparing myself to others and lower my expectations (progress > perfection) enough that i can truly appreciate life as it happens and just...live. 😖🥀🌹
here's what an ideal week would look like...roughly. i expect things to shift around a little if not a lot, especially as life unfolds and i get into the nitty-gritty of the schedule, but what's non-negotiable is daily movement, as consistent a sleep schedule as possible (bed by 9, up by 7)...and by nov. 3 (end of this week) or nov. 10 (end of next week), i'm hoping to also add the stuff in dark green, the purple, wind-down time after dinner, and hobbiting time as higher priorities too... my main goal for these 50 days is to figure out a sustainable routine that leaves me feeling fulfilled and satisfied with the direction my life is taking. 💃🏻🎶
by cbt i mean since therapy isn't really accessible for me rn i'm going to read about it and/or fill out a workbook 😅
#studyblr#codeblr#chaotic academia#mental health#therapy#it's that time of the semester where it feels appropriate to say#fuckity fuck fuck#more often#i'm sorryyyy i'm just tired and frustratedddd#and... 😮💨 really tired#but i can either be sad about it#or channel it into slightly unhinged energy that is hopefully a bit lighter? idk if you can feel it through the screen but...my brain can..#digital diary#how do i tag this again#100dop#100 days of productivity#100 days of studying#100 days of self discipline#self care#becoming that girl#light academia#cozy academia#cottagecore academia#studyspo#study motivation#study aesthetic#astudentslifebuoy#mittonstudies#studyingwithmila#50 days of routine
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bro for what reason is ur art so good⁉️⁉️i actually love ur art style so much it is so unique
Thank you so much !! 😭😭 I am so happy with my current art style, I was sooo complexed abt it for a long time !
#mostly because my parents tend to zay “it is too sharp” “too big” too small“ idk it was never enough urgh#even now sometime but heh guess if I am happy then idc about opinion now#and now i stop caring their opinions i've become more productive#it is kinda sad they never were interested in my hobbies 😭 but life is life#so maybe if my art is good is because I actually have fun in drawing ? i wonder 🥹🥹🥹#art is a way to express my imagination#and also drawing silly things that makes me happy#so glad that I can draw 😭😭😭😭
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i dont think ill ever recover from the pure tragedy that is Touya Todorokis story/life. Genuinely the ending did mental damage to me
#arson yaps#touya todoroki#todoroki touya#Literally what the fuck was that ending for him#I find all the villains endings to be very unsatisfying but touya was my favorite from the beginning#dabi was just an interesting guy with a very cool character design and then we got his backstory and it was just. Interesting!#hes still a huge fave and i just. Brother euw about the ending#Its hard tp put into words exactly what i hate so much about it but Endeavor not facing real consequences for his actions#And how it all fell into place. We dont even know if touya is alive by the official ending. hes just in some tank basically stuck#its sad. its depressing and its not a fit ending for the story and what i thought the meaning was#none of the villains got an ending that made sense for them#nothing really changed. we didn’t seem to learn anything#its a fantasy it really wouldn’t have been so difficult to show at least some of the villains getting a sort of redemption#i think theres just lots of lost potential in the canon ending#shout out to fanfic though. in my heart all the villains are alive and got that damn therapy and its all happy#(with y’know the product of their goals and the heroes its not perfect bc nothing is yaadada)#mha#mha dabi#dabi#and FUCK ENDEAVOR
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I will never make this because it would be for an audience of one (me) but ever since reading "If we Were Villains" (story about serious drama kids in college who perform shakespeare and deal with a murder) I have been entertaining the thought of a crack fic crossover with High School Musical The Musical The Series where the staff decides they will no longer put on shakespeare after the tragic accident that happened at Thanksgiving, because Shakespeare plays would only increase the tension and drama. So they hire Ms. Jen who decides their spring play will actually be High School Musical (which exists in the 90s in this universe) and it ruins the vibe so much that everyone gives up on being dark and mysterious because they're universally pissed at Ms Jen for making them learn choreoraphed basketball dancing.
#if we were villains is actually genuinely good and has actual literary worth and pulls from shakespeare in an intelligent meaningful way#but unfortunately all i can do is comedy so this is the only fan content i have to offer :(#THE THING IS iwwv is just hsmtmts if it hsmtmts was good and also they committed crimes#they utilize the same parallel of casting choices with real life drama which I love#umm so casting: Meredith would be Sharpay Obvi. I think it would be really funny if James was cast as Ryan bc they hate eachother and would#have to pretend to be siblings working together. And I think ashley tisdale and Lucas Gabreel actually didn't get along when filming#also i love the thought of Ms Jen looking at James and going “i know what you are”#HOWEVER it would be more interesting if james was Chad to Oliver's Troy (which is really just reversing their Romeo and Juliet moment)#bc chad is like nooo don't do theater... stick with me and do basketball... but it would be Coded Subtextually#Unfortunately Wren would be typecast as Gabriella and I don't think that would cause drama bc I don't believe James actually liked her!#I think it was comp het bc she was very sweet and nonthreatening as opposed to Meredith's big flirting energy so she would be a “safe” crus#lets lean into that actually. this gives Wren a chance to have a personality (bc I enjoy this book but it is not good at fleshing out women#So oliver and Wren spend more time together and kind of talk about James a little and Wren is like yeah James is very sweet#and I like him but it feels so hard to get him to feel comfortable with me... i guess he's just closed off and doesn't talk much#we also get to see more of her personality and interests maybe she's like I relate to gabriella because I also like to Read :) feminism#and oliver is like Hmm That Is Not My Experience With Him perhaps our bond is deeper and James does like me Hm#And then Meredith can flirt with him as Sharpay and James gets pissed and in character gets very intense about how Troy can't join THEATER#that's why he's upset and sad bc sharpay represents theater and only that reason and nothing else and he isn't in love with oliver At All#Alexander can be Ryan now since James is Chad (and he's also Gay) and Filippa can be Kenzie bc they're both queer coded#Anyway at rehearsal one day Meredith and James and Oliver are having their fighting over troy moment and then Meredith stops and is like#wait guys. This musical is so freaking stupid. why are we even doing this#and their mutual frustration at their art being turned into a farce is enough to bond them together and they're like#we need to focus on our REAL enemy: ms Jen#and then they hatch a scheme and it's probably like. They dump a bucket of fake blood on her at opening night a la carrie#and then put on their own rebellious production... it still has to be a musical because i like musicals#families with children are in the audience and they're like OK FOLKS! HERE'S ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW!#if we were villains#iwwv#hsmtmts#high school musical the musical the series
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i was actually pretty excited for christmas this year because i managed to get everyone some nice presents w the commissions ive been doing and im really grateful for that still but. my grandpa has covid and in the hospital, and my family most likely wont be able to meet up all together for a while. and i hope that when we do it will be all of us but im really worried is all i can say i guess. there would have never been a good time for this kinda anyway, i dont really care about doing christmas stuff the day of or anything but i want to give him his present at least. so i hope everything will be okay
#and my grandpa is very much one of those people doing everything right but the way ppl pretend like covid doesnt exist anymore....#the lack of. idk. effort on a wider scale to reinforce safety in favor of normalcy and productivity. its so evil#but i cant even be angry about that rn im mostly worried and sad
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I WANNA WATCH THE WORLD BUUUUURNNN I BROUGHT THE GÆSOLINEEEEE 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
#regina george#world burn#reneé rapp#mean girls 2024#i fucking loved this movie idc what anyone says y’all haters of FUN#like i love the og and i love the broadway musical so this was honestly such a gift#PLUS MISS RENEÉ????#HELLOO?????#production still lacked imo but it’s okay cause it grew on me a little#reneé auli'i and jaquel carried this movie#also rejanis 🤭#HEHE i have some drafts of them but idk when i’ll ever have something finished#HOPE I’LL FINISH AT LEAST ONE BEFORE MY BREAK IS OVER#btw if you’re reading this pls give my instagram acc some love idrc about numbers but it’s lowkey feeling so sad and lonely over there LMFAO#thank you i love you muah
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I think a factor a lot of farming/crafting sims completely forget to include is the aspect of, not just being self-sustaining, but being part of a community and providing for that community. They sometimes put in side quests and stuff where you hand out resources to folks, but, like, a lot of the time you don't need to actually farm much because you aren't even selling your products, or they don't sell for much.
The simple solution, and easiest way to add depth to the farming (because another common problem is the farming lacks depth and can be fully automated without really interacting much with it like it's a chore to eventually overcome rather than the main gameplay loop) is having a rating system. 1-5 stars, higher yields, special yields, one or all of these depending on how well you care for your animals or fertilize your crops. While it can be tedious due to the game's unecessarily slow scaling, I think tale of two towns did this the best by including all of these for the animals and different actions for attaining each. It should feel like more than just a daily button click.
A good farming sim should have you spending lots of time actually working your farm, not because of the scale of the farm, but because of the depth of the care you can put into it. And the time off the farm should be spent interacting with the community in a more in-depth and cyclical way that makes your character feel a part of it. That's the key to those cozy vibes.
#farming sim#THIS is why i hate farm sims that have combat and other elements slapped on#not just because they arent what i was looking for#but because it becomes clear theyre meant to take up the bulk of your time in game instead of farming#which means the farming isnt fleshed out and youre spending most of your time away from your farm#which is supposed to be the main gameplay but the gimmick addition is what ends up most fleshed out#because at the end of the day these farm sims are made by people who like survival games not farming games#they enjoy the self sufficiency not the actual farming#thats how a lot of american made farm sims feel anyways#dont mind me just ranting about farm sims again...#anyways#sprinklers my beloathed#theres theoretically nothing wrong with you but every time i see you especially if you have upgrades i know the gameplay will be mid#btw sims 4 has better gardening than half the farming sims and thats sad#but sims 4 has a quality system and not just watering but weeds and pests and hybridization and grafting#and you have multiple avenues to sell your products of varying depth with the community#anyways sorry for yet another rant about 'people who make and play indie farming sims dont actually enjoy farming sims'
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Pretty boy in the Key, with his Numbers, trying to make sense of his own existence.
#“Just what in the world am I?” You are the best boy in the entire universe#that's what you are#my everything#I love him so much#I was trying to write something interesting but I became very sad about him#again#and again I decided to post pictures about him rather than being productive#I will do more interesting things on this blog but right now I just want to look at him#astral zexal#astral yugioh#yu gi oh zexal#yugioh zexal#ygo zexal#zexal
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