#s/o getting hurt

[fitzselfships]

Zooble doesn't mind sitting with Wafflez and listening to them vent. They'll reassure them that they still love them as many times as they have to <3

Proshippers/adjacent dni. 100000 shark attack 🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈 also Zooble self ship doubles dni

[dianacrimsonia]

(this sketch features my old and beloved original characters demon Faust and angel Tristan, drawn in 2023)

Anyway, a portion of rambles and reflections about the odd pace of my life below:

Again. This happened again. First time in months I felt nostalgic for my ocs. They, and everything else tied to my past creative journey, were on this long indefinite hold. At the highest point of my general burnout I just let that sit aside from my usual regular thoughts and daydreams. I had to focus on my new job (which has nothing common with creative field, but it helps to pay bills without worries), on mental and physical health (heck, at some point I got an inflammation in pinky finger joint on my working hand! And at that moment started mourning my chances to be an artist if I ever want to continue drawing, gladly I managed to heal the joint), etc. However, life moved on, and in the meantime, I even got a side-job in education, which is still a huge positive surprise for me. Anyway. Today I caught myself at thinking about picking up drawing stylus again. I was browsing through many of unpublished personal artworks saved on my phone.. and I felt so warm about them again. Don’t know yet what to do with this impulse. How long will it last. But it kicked in again after being dormant for absurdly long time, and that’s a good sign.

Literally, I miss my blorbos and wanna draw them kissing. Is that a lot to wish for?

The future of my patreon still remains uncertain though. Can I conserve it somehow as an archive? I don’t want to delete the whole legacy of my GO AU comicverse there. Also, I feel like I want to keep patreon blog for rare/occasional nsfw art? And post everything else openly without early access, I’m really not in the state of being able to manage multiple platforms at once anymore. Probably best thing I can do is to move all access to art archive regardless of its theme to the nominal minimum of $1. Not for the sake of earning money, but to keep maintaining the proper age-restricted access to my nsfw art which often is very graphic. You get the gist.

Aahhhh so that’s all the news from my creative life for today. Still an artist, just on an odd hiatus. Cheers~

[james-spooky]

this is a test

[befuddled-calico-whump]

More Jason lore please asgdhdfhjfk

Fun Jason Facts!

he's not actually entirely human and feeds on pain (his own or others'). It's less of a macronutrient and more of an essential vitamin that he craves skfnjf

he'd honestly kinda fit the "golden retriever boy" stereotype for anyone he was particularly infatuated with (platonically or otherwise). The only difference is the bloodlust

if he knew how to text he'd use so many emojis

[alketaire]

my dissatisfaction with parts of veilguard has got me thinking back on the elements of paragon/renegade in mass effect that worked really well. and note that i'm speaking as somebody who only just did their first full renegade run, like, two months ago.

i feel like the differences would have seemed kind of trite if it had just been shown in the galactic politics or the battlefield. it's more impactful to me when it's the relationships and attitudes that change. it doesn't alter more than a handful of lines, but the lines are well-placed enough to show how your paragon or renegade words and actions have made the galaxy a better or worse place to be.

you play a mistrustful character who embraces "fuck you got mine" at every turn? months and years later, the characters don't trust you - or each other - as much as in a paragon run. you tell wrex that you believe the krogan can have a happy future? he fucking rediscovers joie de vivre.

and it's sort of buoyed by the fact that it's kind of rare for characters to outright call you an asshole when you act like an asshole. they just... take you at your word and go along with your story that the galaxy is a community or a competition.

i'm saying renegade shepard makes "the galaxy is a shitty place" into a self-fulfilling prophecy, and that's what i want to see from """"evil"""" dialogue choices. you know how to fucking do it, bioware. stop laying off the writers who know how to fucking do it.

[wreckedhoney]

"WONDERFUL SHOW TONIGHT, FORREST."

a KILLER FREQUENCY Marie Campbell/Forrest Nash ship playlist on YT

"Good to talk to you again, Forrest. You know, I've really enjoyed our chats tonight." "I guess we've had some moments."

Tracklist under the cut

Is Everybody Going Crazy? - Nothing But Thieves / The Perfect Girl - Mareux / We Don't Have To Dance - Andy Black / Night Issues (Nightcall x Daddy Issues) Mashup/Remix - FuturePastPerson / "Bassically" - Tei Shi / Cold Summer - Mareux / Diet Mountain Dew - Lana Del Rey / Destruction Of Us - Mr.Kitty / Teeth - 5 Seconds of Summer / HUSH - Ari Abdul / DTLA - Mareux / Make You Mine - Madison Beer / FEAR YOU - Kat Von D / Bad Romance - Lady Gaga / Dark All Day - GUNSHIP / Maniac (feat. Conor Mason of Nothing But Thieves) - AWOLNATION

[villain-in-love]

So. The kinda-kidnapping incident. The one I talked about in the last ask.

So, maybe three years since they first met, Thistle no longer wants to kill Kiera. Our boy is in love and desperately wants to have her by his side. The problem is: she’s still highly dangerous. So his solution is to seal away her magic and lock her up in his house.

He thought about it for a long time, trying to rationalize why would he need to execute this idea that spontaneously appeared in his head – why would he actually need Kiera? How is she useful to the Golden Kingdom? I think this is the time when Thistle finally admits to himself that he’s in love with Kiera, and perhaps there is one selfish thing he wants to do. He still came to a conclusion that he’s doing a good thing – he wants to take care of his beloved and keep her safe from danger, is there’s anything bad about it? …that, and he also wants her to become less dangerous to his dungeon and the Golden Kingdom.

I think that if he somehow managed to trick the Winged Lion to seal it into the book, he should be able to do so with Kiera. Though the plan he came up with flusters him to no end, this is his best idea. It relies a bit on a shock factor, and for the first time in a while, he will need his ritual knife (he most likely never uses actual weapons, but Marcille also suddenly pulled out a knife when she had to perform a bloody ancient magic ritual. So I guess Thistle would also have a blade for similar purposes).

The plan is to throw Kiera into the earlier prepared magic circle during another fight. Pin her to the ground with the knife, and kiss her to distract her. While she’s dazed from a kiss and pain combined, get away from her and read the incantation.

It worked, but it was stressful – in Thistle’s calculations, if he didn’t do things swiftly enough, she really would kill him in retaliation with his own ritual blade. She dropped to the ground powerless mere seconds before she could get out of the magic circle.

When she woke up, she was in an unfamiliar dusty mess of a house, with a wound on her palm by which she was pinned completely healed, and all of her weapons missing. Lying in bed with a blanket put over her, no less. The situation was shocking, but it was enough to look at the books and the clothes that were lying around to figure out who is the owner of the house.

In the process of figuring what has happened, she found out that she is also magically tied to this house, and physically cannot walk further than a specific perimeter around it.

It's been a long while since the last time Kiera was this angry. Absolutely livid and murderous, cursing Thistle out in every language she knows, and trying to kill him. However, without her magic and regeneration factor, she can’t quite keep up with a dungeon lord, especially the one who is an experienced mage. The fact that Thistle stayed completely calm while deflecting her attacks, and was just trying to convince her to calm down without hurting her made Kiera feel even worse.

The first week was the most intense, obviously. Then Kiera calmed down a little bit and decided that she might as well take this as a chance to get more information on Thistle, since she is obsessed with him as well, at the end of the day… also he has an entire small library in his house, with books you won’t be able to find anywhere anymore. That's an opportunity it would be a shame to miss.

She proceeded to thoroughly investigate his house.

And so, for some time they settled in a bizarre parody of a domestic life. Thistle is happy his beloved is by his side and he can take care of her, Kiera is going crazy stuck in one place without being able to run around and fight. She was seriously doing her best to be a nuisance. But what really takes her out is how sweet and attentive Thistle was towards her now, when he finally has things going his way and he doesn’t consider her to be that much of a threat. Even her regular attempts to murder him don’t help with that.

One specific moment I imagine is a scene in which Kiera is cooking something for herself (still debating whether to share with Thistle), and accidentally cuts her hand with a knife, since she’s not used to cooking. She stares in horror at the wound that doesn’t just immediately heal, so Thistle notices that something is wrong. He takes her hand in his to heal it, and then remarks that from now on, if she accidentally injures herself again, she can always ask him to heal her. Kiera is both struck with existential dread at these words, but also can’t stop thinking about Thistle holding her hand gently to heal her.

I think Kiera will spend about a half of the year in his house before she designs a (bloody and unpleasant) ritual to get her magic back and breaks out. Thistle will be heartbroken and maybe a bit mad, because to him it felt like a declaration of “I don’t love you back”, like he was truly abandoned, she doesn’t want him and doesn’t want a happy life with him, and it just doesn’t feel the same now, to be alone, and he’s also so damn offended…

Overall, I created this situation for a temporary change of pace. To see how they would function in a different environment/situation. Also, most of their interactions happen how Kiera wants it – she prefers this game of fighting and running around, stalking and trying to kill each other. So I decided that it’s only fair to do things that way Thistle wants, for once.

Also both got hurt emotionally – Kiera was starting to fall back into depression while stuck in Thistle’s house, going mad from powerlessness and boredom. And after she runs away, it’s time for Thistle to feel terrible.

[crossbackpoke-check]

a junkyard dog ain't always pretty but you always love that toothless smile

[studiousbotanist]

remembering the . i forget which sonic character post that says dont trust thoughts past 9pm cause i started being like ouughguuh aughghuhh uguhhh this is my life forever everything is actually bad my brain will blow up . and while i was having this happen it was 2am and i also needed to eat and i needed to take my last dose of anxiety meidcine before bed

[hide-your-bugs-away]

hearing Alan talk about how much he liked Albert Grossman and Eric talk about how much he liked Brian Epstein makes my tiny emotional brain implode like GHGhHhh the Animals' actual manager was Not Good!!!!!!! they were actively looking at the managers of their contemporaries and wished they could've had that instead!!!!!!! 🥹

[amateur-selfshipper]

“You know that character would kill you right” First of all how dare you assume my self insert wouldn’t be driven to murderous madness by the knowledge of my f/o’s crimes.

[fitzselfships]

I doodled this real quick since I somehow managed to burn my stomach while putting pasta in a strainer. I'm inflicting this onto my self insert now >:] (Zooble is helping them take care of it <3)

Proshippers/adjacent dni. 100000 shark attack 🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈 also Zooble self ship doubles dni

[pu-butt]

Thinking about Him* again.

*shaolin fantastic the lady-killing romantic

[nia1sworld]

goose

GOOSE!

[jrueships]

is that tags post about zach wilson or joe burrow I can't tell 😭

any! and all of them !

[kindheartedgummybears]

*sighs dreamily while kicking my feet*

Werewolf AUs🥰🥰🥰🥰