#revalations come in my sleep

[outletcrash]

goth music kinda sounds like the creaking of an old haunted vampire manor. the warbly bass of settling granite and creaky echoing synth of old floorboards. twangy, possessed guitar. the dreary, sharp vocals of a bunch of vampires having crazy sex. 

[gettinshiggywithit]

𝐀𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬

Summary: In which you find out loki’s secret and he fears your reaction.

Pairing: loki x reader

Genre: fluff ,maybe a hintt of angst

W/c: 928

A/N: saw someone talking abt jotun loki and my brain went brrrrr.Wrote this at 5/6 in the morning on 0 sleep so apologies in advance!If yall liked it id love to hear your thoughts

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A frost giant.unbelievable.

Loki stood in odin’s vault,hands firmly gripping the handles of the casket. He watched as his skin changed to an icy blue,an equally icy chill running down his spine. The all father had conveniently fallen into the odin-sleep.

“Leaving me when i need him…typical” he said to himself. It wasn’t like he had an audience and with him being the acting ruler,and his mother being in his ‘father’s’ chambers, he needn’t fear intrusion.

The only person aware of his little secret,who was awake anyway, was his mother and he intended to keep it that way.for as long as he could.

Eliminating thor would guarantee him the throne and by destroying jotunheim,he’d garner enough of the public’s love to hopefully keep his throne,should his secret come to light.

‘Does heimdall know?�� He wondered to himself.

‘No matter,He can be dealt with if necessary”

Loki was so lost in thought that he missed the,

“There you are!” You huffed out.

You marched on upto him and noticed he wasnt…himself.

At this sudden revalation, you started taking quieter,more measured steps towards the boyfriend-shaped figure in front of you.

You let out a tentative “loki?” To which he jolted, his hands immediately letting go of the casket and his now-red eyes staring at you with both surprise and slight fear. Not fear of you,but the fear of being discovered.

“Y/n, dont…dont do that.” He said letting out a breath he didn't know he’d been holding in. And when you didn’t reply, instead merely staring at him in bewilderment, he suddenly remembered how he looked. He stumbled backwards, his hands flying to brace himself against the stand of the artefact behind him.

His finger gently brushed against the casket and the fading blue returned once again.

Noticing this, he pulled his hands to his front.clasping them and lookin on at you,awaiting your reaction.

What would you do? Yell at him? Leave him? Threaten to tell the rest of asgard?

All the worst possibilities ran around his head and he began to tear up.

He was broken out of his turbulant thoughts by your hand brushing against his cheek.

He was shocked, to say the least.

Of all the reactions he’d thought up,this wasnt one.

He leaned into your touch,fearing this would be the last time he would feel it,your soft cold hand against his wretched skin.

“What is this loki?” You ask in a whisper,staring at him with not fear,not anger,but wonder and curiosity.

You were now stood quite close to eachother not impossibly so, but quite.

“I-“

“Were you cursed?”

“In a manner of speaking…y-”

“Does it hurt?”

You knew what he was,you’d seen frost giants before so it wasn’t illiteracy that made you disregard his current state.

You really were asking him if he was okay as he stood before you, a blue monster,kin to those you’d fantasised about killing in your youth…

Was this real?

He needed to know it was,so he spelled it out for you,

“Y/N,im a Frost giant.”

He let out in a voice laden with melancholy,regret and was that fear you heard?

“I know” you merely replied as you traced the patterns on his skin.

At this he pulled your hand away and held it.

“What do you mean you know?! Y/N im a monster! Dont you understand!”

Your expression shifted to one of annoyance,another unforseen reaction.

“I understand quite clearly loki.”

“Then why haven’t you-”

“Why haven’t i run out screaming? Cursing you? Why havent i tried to kill you?”

His silence told you that was exactly what he was about to ask, more or less.

You sighed before stepping towards him and placing his hand on your shoulder,he flinched but didn't move otherwise.

You took this as your go-ahead and wrapped him in a hug.

You stayed there for a good three minutes in silence before saying,

“Loki,i dont give a single ratatosk whisker if you’re a jotun.i love you.”

You pulled away at that to look him in the eyes and saw the tears forming there.

As they fell from his eyes,you caught them with your thumb and placed in on tongue.

Now it was his turn to look at you in confusion.

You waited a beat before saying, “for a jotun you cry asgardian tears.”

He smiled at that,scoffing at your antics.

“You’re ridiculous”

“Yeah well im also yours so get used to it” you said as you went in for another hug and this time he hugged back holding you like you were the most precious thing in all the nine realms,and to him,you were.

“Are you sure?” He whispered out,almost like he hoped you wouldnt hear.

“Always.And never forget it” you said,pressing a soft kiss to his lips which had him chasing yours as you pulled away.

“Why did you come down here anyway?” He asked finally realising it was rather odd for you to have come to the artefacts vault;unless there was a purpose for your visit that is.

“Ah yes, Frigga was calling you.” You said pulling away and pulling him by the arm towards the exit.

“Alright then” he said as he let you drag him out of the chamber that held his secrets. You really were something else,and he’d never been more grateful for anyone in his entire life.

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[snugglebug-92]

Part two the nolan fic is a need but why do i want more angst

Here is the very much requested part 2.

Part 1

You wake up the next morning and see a few missed calls from Nolan and a few for Jay and a few texts from Jenny. You roll out of bed and ignore all of the messages while you get ready for the day. When you walk into your kitchen you just about scream as Jay sits at the island in your kitchen.

“What the fuck Jay,” you whisper not wanting to wake up your other roommate who could be sleeping. 

“Sorry but you weren’t answering my calls or texts so this was the next best option,” he shrugs while taking a sip of his coffee.

“So you break into my house and steal my coffee what’s next your reval Jenny let you in?” you laugh.

“Actually,” he starts before he notices your face falling.

“Get out,” you yell.

“Y/n we just wanted,” he begins.

“I said get out,” you respond as your lip quivers. Jay watches the tears that fall from your eyes before he leaves. The door barely has time to close before you crumble on the floor. When Jenny returns you’re a sobbing mess on the kitchen floor.

“Oh honey,” she coos pulling you into her arms. You don’t know how long you stay like that but all your classes are over for the day by the time your tears subside. Jenny makes supper while you shower. You take the food to your room not wanting to talk about your feelings right now. 

For the rest of the week, you go to class before heading straight to your room trying to avoid any meddling Jay and Jenny might be doing. It’s the third week before Jenny finally cracks. She knocks on your door and you let her in. She sits on your bed next to you and the two of you sit in silence. 

“I’m sorry I just let Jay in like that. I should have given you more time before the two of us started scheming. I’m sorry," she finally speaks up.

“I’m sorry I shut you out. I shouldn’t have done that,” you say as a tear slips down your cheek. Jenny wipes your tear as you cry into her shoulder.

“Hey, it’s okay. I’m here for you now and that’s all that matters,” she whispers running a hand through your hair.

“I miss him so much Jen. I miss him,” you sob. 

“I know honey. I know,” she coos. You cry into her shoulder and she holds you tight.

“I’m sorry honey,” she whispers.

“I want him back,” you sigh. Jenny rubs your back as your sobs subside. 

“You’ll get him back. There’s no way he’d get down on one knee and then not get back with you. I mean did you even break up? No, you just said no to his proposal. You’ll get back together I promise,” she says hoping to knock some sense into you.

“You can Jay can get back to scheming,” you whisper and Jenny pulls away unsure she heard you.

“Wait really?” she questions.

“Please,” you beg. She nods and pulls you back into her arms to give you a brief hug before you pull away. You get up to shower and she looks at you puzzled.

“Where are you going?” she questions.

“I was gonna go shower so you could call Jay and scheme with him,” you shrug before leaving to room to shower.

While you shower Jay comes over to help Jenny figure out the plan to get you and Nolan back together. They knew they would have to be fast since the semester was almost over and Nolan would be leaving not long after.

The two of the end up hatching the ultimate plan. There was going to be a small get-together at the senior house. Jay would bring you as his date which would hopefully end up making Nolan jealous and talk to you. 

What Jay knew and wasn’t telling both you and Jenny was that Nolan wasn’t as much of a mess as you were. Yes he got wasted the night you rejected his proposal and he was shitfaced just about the entire weekend but other than that he was fine. He picked himself up and realized that this just wasn’t the right time. He knew you were his person and that no one else would replace you but he needed to move on for right now. So he did move on. By plowing through every puck bunny in his dms. 

Jay had to put up with a new girl coming home almost every night and it destroyed him. He viewed you as a little sister and to see Nolan do this broke him. Now would Nolan fuck every girl he bought home? No, but that was beside the point. Jay didn’t know where you and Nolan stood. He didn’t know if your rejection of Nolan’s proposal ended everything for now or if Nolan was technically cheating on you but right now he didn’t think it was his place.

While you and Jenny rejoiced in the fact the 3 of you made a plan Jay couldn’t help to feel guilty. He felt even more guilty as he watches Nolan make out with some freshman girl on their couch.

“Dude I get you single and you don’t have a girlfriend but what’s with all the staring?” Nolan questions lightly pushing the girl away. Jay cringes as the girl just moves his lips down to his jawline.

“She still loves you if you even care,” Jay says.

“Dude you really want to do this right now,” Nolan raises his eyebrow at Jay.

“Oh like you care Nolan. You’re screwing a new chick every other night,” Jay growls.

“Okay we're doing this right now,” Nolan sighs as he pushes the girl off his lap who didn’t take the hint that this was a private conversation.

“Honey, you’re gonna have to leave now. We can continue this later okay?” Nolan tells the girl. She frowns but understands and leaves the house.

“Y/n loves you and instead of going to talk to her you just decide things are over and start sleeping around?” Jay questions.

“If she loved me she would have said yes and how would you know if I’ve been over there or not? Have you been secretly screwing my girlfriend?” Nolan asks.

“Oh so now she’s your girlfriend,” Jay rolls his eyes.

“That’s not the point,” Nolan growls.

“You’re right for once Nolan. The point is that girl loves you. She still does and her biggest regret is saying no to you that night. Nolan if you still feel anything and I mean anything for that girl you need to stop screwing these girls and go tell her how you feel,” Jay sighs. 

“She regrets it?” Nolan looks at Jay with tears in his eye.

“If you asked her again today she would say yes,” Jay says before hugging Nolan.

“Dude I really fucked up,” Nolan whispers sobbing into Jay's shoulder.

“Hey, it’s okay buddy. It’ll be okay,” Jay says trying to comfort his friend. Nolan eventually leaves with Jay hot on his tail. He gets into his truck leaving Jay behind. Jay’s quick to call your roommate who frantically lets you know Nolan is on your way. You scramble to look presentable while Nolan rushes to get you flowers and has the ring in his pocket so he can repropose. When he knocks on the door he’s shocked with how good you look. You are glowing and he almost wants to leave but you see the flowers and you pounce on him. He presses his lips to yours for the first time in almost a month and you tangle your hands in his hair. He drops the flowers and picks you up as you wrap your legs around his waist. When the two of you finally stop making out your roommate is looking at you from one side while Jay who has finally caught up with you is looking from the other side. Nolan picks up the flowers and you take them from him. 

“Will you wait where the fuck did I put the ring?” Nolan says getting down on one knee.

“Yeah, I thought you might need this,” Jay laughs handing Nolan the small maroon box. Nolan grabs the box before taking your hand in his.

“Y/n I know things didn’t go as planned last time but will you marry me? If you say no again I won’t ever ask you again,” Nolan looks like he's about to cry before you speak up.

“What about we get to what happens if I say yes?” you question looking at the boy.

“Are you saying yes?”

“To your proposal..?”

“Please say yes.”

“I wanna see the ring first.”

“If you don’t like this ring I’ll buy you any ring you want baby. I’ll do anything if it means you’ll say yes,” he pleads.

“I’m saying yes Nol. I’ll marry you now put the ring on my finger and make me your wife,” you respond cupping his cheeks in your hands. He grabs your left hand and slides the ring on your finger before pressing another kiss to your lips.

“I love you, future wife,” he says in between kisses.

“I love you more future husband,” you smile before planting a kiss on him.

[lemonflowercat]

de-catastrophizing

breathe in, breathe out

body

i want to step back and accept: i am 88 kilos at this moment, i have fat rolls that i try to conceal. i do not fit into the conventional standards of beauty. BUT i'm blessed to have a strong and healthy body - it's a real privilege, and i am so grateful for it. and i'm beautiful! i have lots of clothes i feel pretty in - and feeling it myself, irrespective of what anyone else says, is precious.

also, my best friend ♡ T-T is my favourite person in the whole world

i do have some goals for my body - these are majorly rooted in vanity - and that's okay. it's Dora Milaje looking out for me, protecting me from years of being fat shamed by my mother and society. this is why losing weight makes me feel more confident - and that's okay. my weight loss goals are also rooted in nurturing it so it can do the best of all the magic it is capable of. i want to lose fat to

have a healthy metabolism,

balanced hormones,

and healthy skin and nails.

keep my joints healthy

reduce the risk of CVDs

i want to lift heavy, jump, run, climb, be flexible.

i am not my ideal self now - but i am on my journey to it. it feels like it'll never end, on some days it's the hardest thing i do, i fail more often than i'm comfortable with - and it's ok. this is my character arc - and what's a good character arc without some struggle? besides, life is bigger than calories in-calories out, of course it's a struggle.

things i can do to support myself through this struggle:

stay kind when things don't go as planned

make the tough choices easier to make

plan ahead

look deeper, understand more of what drives me and what breaks me

have a little talk with myself before jumping on the indulgence train: be mindful, check in with my emotions, negotiate alternatives that are better for me

show up every day - can't be my best self every day, but i can be more like my best self

academics

//tummy flip

my anxiety is inversely proportional to the no. of days left to the exam. this means, freezing through the day and panic attacks at night.

to support myself through this, i can

make space for things that calm me down: meditating, staying mindful through little activities like doing the dishes and cooking, walks, working out, sleeping well, avoiding parent-interaction

prioritise studying: this means letting other people know that i don't have time for some things, making conscious decisions about how i spend my time, showing up at my study table and sitting through the first 20m even when it seems impossible

set concrete goals, track progress, actively monitor emotions

eliminate distractions: when studying, focus only on that.

no scrolling during study breaks: breaks aren't to load up more information on the brain, but to step back and relax. like really relax - stretch, walk, drink water, snack, gaze out the window, pet my babies

consume less than 2 hours of media per day: like, seriously! i know how much of a game changer this is

tap into how much i enjoy studying

75 soft reval - to make it align with changing life season. i want to ease off the stress too, because the next 56 days are already super stressful for me. i'm going to cut down on the no. of goals i set out for myself.

body

[] yoga every morning x20m: outdoors if i'm up early

movement first thing in the morning is the goal here. to save on time, i'm going to do yoga (my walks end up taking an hour). morning sun, or even just watching the sun come up makes me feel really good, so i want to practice outdoors.

to make this choice easier, i'll keep my mat and water bottle ready to go by my door the previous night.

[] midday wxo

summer is here - the afternoons are unbearably hot and it's v hard to focus while i'm a sweltering mess. i want to capitalise on evening study hours, so i'm reserving 11 am to 3 pm for working out, chores and cooking. this is also why i'm cutting down yoga to 20m - to make more of the cooler mornings.

can switch up here, like maybe go for a walk in the morning and yoga in the evening.

[] 1400 kcal/day x6/week

sad to see my raw veg/fruit goal go - i put it in to make myself come up with more ways to consume them, and i think i've established a good enough menu to tap into for now. i'll incorporate these into my meals, and maybe bring this goal back later when i have the headspace for it.

mind

[] meditate once/d

[] study 6h/d x6d + 4h on break day = 40h/w

well, that's down to 5 goals from the 10 i was going for earlier! i have some ground rules like

prioritize getting 7h of sleep but if i do sleep late, wake up before 6.30 am irrespective of what i went to bed (sounds inhuman but this is honestly best for me: a day or 2 of less sleep can be made up for with afternoon naps and i really do function best when i wake up early)

have social time once/week

do not consume media for more than 2h per day: includes little things like not using my phone until i'm done with morning yoga, not scrolling in between study sessions and not using my phone to deal with a freeze mode T-T

goddd, if not for 75 days, i really hope to see this through for the 56 days to my exam at least. //stress surge// ok, i've got this. everything is ok, i am enough and i am capable of way more than my stressed out self feels rn. i'm not doing anything i don't want to - all of these things are exactly what i want for myself, and it's just my surface brain that's feeling so apprehensive and stressed. once i get into it, it's all going to be fine amazing because let's be honest ok: i love eating healthy and putting thought into my food, i love working out, i fkn love yoga and how good it makes my body feel, i love the deep stillness of meditation, and studying is that exact perfect blend of challenge+something i'm good at that gets me flowing.

lots of love to me teehee and every person out there life-ing ♡ ☆

[chimericchaos]

Another update on the language:

Hi

So recently (last night) we did more research into the why's and the how's of language, more specificially, why language words and sounds mean what they mean, and how grammar is formed

More specifically, we narrowed that search down to Sign Language (more more specificly, ASL)

And in our revalation that there are many other variants of Sign Language other than ASL (shocker), we came across explanations of *why*

And the general answer was that Sign Language is an attempt at trying to not play charades- in order for a language to be universally comprehensive, there needs to be set definitions on what things are and what they mean based on intuitiveness, and unfortonately that intuitiveness will vary greatly, like a game of charades. Thus, we have different variations of Sign Language based on different interpretations on the best way to convey specific things through signs

So we realised that despite ASL being "global" it isn't really as an ASL speaker may come into conflict with other people in interpretation of meaning based on culture, enviornment, history and other general factors that may contribute to the specifics of the people they are speaking to

And this helped shed some light on our language, in that, in trying to make a language that is fully understood by the world, we would of course fail if we don't account for the various cultures, enviornments and histories of the peoples of those languages. In other words, the game was rigged from the start

So now that we are firmly down from our soapbox, and realise that many people don't know what a soapbox is or its meaning here, we're instead not focusing on "relatability" to a language and not "related"

So instead of trying to make this language connect physically to every language on earth, it can instead take many *mostly* universal concepts and build on that, borrowing a few things from here and there to make the experience more "familiar", but of course it's not going to be "easy" to learn

The goal is still to be relatively easy, easier than English hopefully, but to not get too carried away with finding exact, specific meanings that mean the same thing everywhere, because as Sign Language taught us, that doesn't often exist (not often enough to base a language on)

In a related announcement: we've memorized the ASL basic alphabet. It's been on the list of things we wanted to do for a while but we've never gotten around to it, so last night we didn't sleep until we could sign from a-z without looking at the notes 15 times in a row. Therefore we slept late

On a funnier note: we did some testing in google translate, putting in various words from our language, to see what other languages are detected and how close the definitions are

And for a few it was quite close

So far the languages displayed are Portuguese, Zulu, Icelandic and Somali

And that's quite a diverse connection, geographically speaking, so we'll take it as a sign that things are going well

A rather interesting example,

Old Terran(name pending): Portuguese:

m'u = mine meu = my

m'ue = your's seu = your

m'sue = their's seus (suas) = their

[keaganz]

A while back, #DawnsPlaceyT and I were spitballing plot bunnies. One of them was a Steddie Mafia AU in which Eddie is an enforcer and hitman for Uncle Wayne. He revals in torturing and killing people, becausehe'sa beta he is immune to pheromones. We unintentionally made him aroace until he meets Steve. He's only interested in Steve and accidentally studs himself. I have the song Insanely Illegal Cage Fight by Del Avi x Jackson Rose, stuk in my head. The lyrics fit so well for Eddie's ascetic that it made me come up with this drabbel.

🎵Coming for the throat

Teeth between my knuckles, fuck it, snapping bones

Start to bow to me, I'm coming for the throne

King of the cage

Blood, sweat, and tears I drink

Got a sickness, an addiction to the ring

Just a primal beast with his prey to feast

I don't KO, I kill off, I am king, king of the cage🎵

She's strapped with her arms behind her, legs spread open, her feet bound to the back legs of the chair. Her head is lolled to the side, she has a ball gag in her mouth, lipstick smeared unseamly. Her make is smeared by tears, snot and blood. Her nose is definitely broken, as fresh blood continues to trickle down her face. Her blouse is torn and blood stained from her nose and a few gashes on her chest and throat. The crotch of her jeans are stained dark, and there's a small puddle or urine under her. “I really don't see the appeal. Letting your nose control your knott and blindly running after it” He walks over to her with a slight skip to his step and slaps her face “Hey, come one wake up sleeping beauty. Can't have you sleeping through the grand final” The woman lets out a pained groan as she slowly comes too. Eddie steps back out of her line of sight.

A wet squelching sound accompanied by a pained muffled whimper fills the room as Eddie punches the alpha he's got chained up to a water pipe attached to the ceiling, as he puches his stomach again. The alphas face is a bloody swollen mess. His shirt is ripped off and his bare chest and abdomen are covered in cuts and welts that are oosing blood. “You should really take a page from your ‘megas book. she won't shut up. Constantly yapping and begging. You know she actually told me i could knott any off her holes?" He grips the guys hair and roughly yanks his head back, making him bare his neck in mock submission. As a beta he wasn't affected by pheromones and the complicated social hierarchy of the other two dynamics. He lets his head go and spins him to face a woman tied to a chair. He use a finger to push his chin up so he can properly look at her through swollen eyes.

This part always made his blood sing, watching one of his victims taking stock of what's going on around them and the absolute dread taking hold of them. This omega is no different. She starts straining against her bonds as she frantically looks around. She screams behind the gag in her mouth as she spots her mate. She starts thrashing, trying desperately to free herself. The chair is bolted to the concrete floor so she can't accidentally fall over. When he first started as an enforcer and hitman, within his uncles Family, he had made the rookie mistake and it had resulted in him breaking his hand. Something he didn't want a repeat off, if he could help it.

An electronic beat breaks the echoing of her screaming gaining volume as guitars and drums accompany it “Coming for the throat, Teeth between my knuckles, fuck it, snapping bones, Start to bow to me, I'm coming for the throne …” Eddie uses his teeth to pull off a glove as he fishes out his phone from his back pocket “ Yeah? … He won't talk .. uh hu” He uses his other hand to cover his ear to drown out the omegas screaming. The suddeness of his ringtone going off roused the chained up alpha enough that he starts yelling out for help. “ oh now he's speaking, hold on I can't hear you” He moves to the omega as he clamps the phone between his ear and shoulder. Now with both hands free he pulls her head back and slits her throat with a blade he pulled from its sheath hanging from his hip. The alpha violently empties his stomach.

[mrscorpio]

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[mikeyfuckinway]

had a dream about an imagined horror movie trailer where theres were these birds that took chunks out of peoples heads but you didnt die like they went all the way through and it was like a cylinder and i saw it while working in the movie theater that i work at except the theater lobby was reslly big and was like. grosser. like a in a way that was scary and made me not want to be there like it was not taken care of and groups of people that seemed scary kept coming in like there was this group of women that kept going from the theater to the bathroom and i was like afraid of them fresking the fuck out at me but josh was saying they might have to be dealt with and asked to leave because they were causing a little big of a havoc and making a mess. but when i went inside the theater to clean it i saw this movie trailer and it was kind of a i have no mouth but i must scream kind of vibe like these birds just took chunks out of your head and it mostly happened while people were sleeping so they would just wake up maybe with no eyes or no part of their face but they wouldnt feel pain and they would still be alive and it would make them freak out and the trailer ended with it zooming in on someones head like getting larger cylinders removed from it like it was zooming in on them and birds took larger radiuses of cylinders out of their head until it was just their neck that was a point and it was kind of freaking me out (upon waking i though that having that happen where this persons head gets taken downnto a stump and then their hands come up to where their face wss like theyre screaming and holding their hands in front of their fsce and their body is shaking like theyre screaming but of course they have no head wojld be a cooler ending to the trailer) but then i think i went to sleep in that dream and dreamt about that movie and dale cooper was there and he was being dale cooper and wasnt very afraid he was travelling with a woman and a kid and this wss a few days into the movie and the kid woke up with no eyes and was freaking the fuck out and dale cooper woke up with some part of his face missing and also he was stuck to the ceiling by his feet in his sleep and when he woke up he fell and i think that wss somethjng i saw happen in the trailer but instesd of fresking out he was like diane for breakfast i think i want waffles no an omelette no something else i dont remeber i cant remember what he decided on but i remeember thinking in the dream dream like if dale cooper woke up with no eyes like the kid hed go diane for breakfast i want pancakes no something else no somethjng else no.... barbie dolls... because he could use them tonplug the holes in his face and i cant remember what the logic was but it made sense for dale cooper and it was kind of a manic decision on his part like with each new option he was getting a little more unhinged but anyways this kid is freaking out innthe next hotel room and dale cooeprs just fallen off the ceiling and is very calm about this whole thing and i realized as my dreamself like woah the way to make horror movies not scary is to imagine how dale cooper woulf act if he was in them bc he wouldnt be scared hed be very proactive and almost excited about it if something bad happenef to him and thats the revalation i woke up with

the way to make horror movies not scary is to imagine dale cooper is there because he wouldnt be scared he would be very proactive about the situation. this revelation was bestowed to me in a dream

[sunshinee0-0]

Hi can you do 9 with BTS Jungkook, Yoongi, and Taehyung? Thank you in advance!

Wake him up and say "you've got to hide, my boyfriend is coming."

♡Parings♡ Jungkook x reader, taehyung x readee, Yoongi x reader

♡Warnings♡ grammar mistakes, sleepy grumpy boys

A/n: This is my first time writing for bts, thank you for requesting! Some are longer then others, sorry about that :)

Back to the tiktok event

♡Jungkook♡

For some reason you cant fall alseep tonight but maybe its because of the radiating light coming from your phone keeping you up or maybe its the loud thoughts that keep floating in your head everytime you turn off your phone. You don't know why your awake at 4:00 in the morning scrolling through tiktok like some kind of sleep deprived teenager but i guess you just are. Your head goes back to a tiktok that you saw a few hours when you try to fall asleep. Looking up at your boyfriends sleeping face and he looks so peaceful that you almost feel bad for doing this. Almost. Sitting up from your sleeping position, you gently shake jungkook awake. Groaning in his sleep, jungkook tosses his head away from you, eyebrow furrowed. "Jungkook!" You whisper trying to wake him. "Jungkook!" You hear him hum and you smile to yourself in victory. "Wake up my boyfriends coming!!" You hear him hum in confusion. "Wake up jungkook! My boyfriends coming! And he'll be hear any minute!" You see jungkooks eyes widen slightly and you watch him throw the covers over him, hiding. Trying to hold in your laugh, you shake your head, "not there, jungkook. He'll find you!" Jumping out of bed, jungkook slides under it. Your cheeks hurt from smiling so much and you feel like your going to burst from trying to hold in your laughter. There's a few moments that go bye when jungkooks speaks in a hushed tone. "Is he still here?" Your eyes widen and your hand flies to your mouth, removing your hand you play along. "Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! He just got here! I heard his car pull into the drive way!", "oh okay." There's some more silence before he ask again. "Is he gone now?" You burst out laugh not able to hold it in any longer, poking his head out from under the bed, Jungkook looks at you in confusion. "Why are you laughing? He could be coming!" Snorting, you finally reval the prank. "Jungkook, there's nobody coming because there isn't another boyfriend. The only one i have is hiding under the bed!" Jungkook stares at you in confusion before there's a look of realization when it finally clicks. "Y/nnn! Why did you prank me like that when i'm half asleep!!" Wiping the tears away your eyes, you apologize as he gets out from under the bed.

♡Taehyung♡

Scrolling through tiktok, you watch a lady prank her sleeping boyfriend and you think, hey you have a sleeping boyfriend too! Lets do this. Looking at tae, you kiss his cheek before shaking him awake. "Tae wake up!" He doesn't do anything, not even move. So you try again, "Tae!" And again, "Tae! Wake up! You have to wake up!" And again, "Taehyung!" And again, "Taehyung wake up!" It goes like this for some time before he groans, breathing a sigh of relief you where about to give up. Unable to wake your sleeping boyfriend, "tae, you got to hide! My boyfriend is coming!" He furrowed his eyebrows in confusion and you repeat your words. "Hide tae, hurry and hide!", opening his eyes. Tae squints and tiredly asks, "he's coming now?" Nodding your head, you let out a small 'yep!' Tae mutters some curse words under his breath and gets out of bed to go hide. He hides under the bed and there a few minutes of silence and you think that he must of fallen asleep under there. That is untill he speaks up, "Hey wait a sec- ow!" There's a thud sound and you assume that he hit his head against the boards. Stiffing your laughter, you ask of he's okay. Ignoring your question, taehyung gets out from under the bed. "There is no boyfriend coming, right?" Nodding your head, you let out a laugh. Tae lays down and brings you down to cuddles with him. "Good one babe." He yawns.

♡Yoongi♡

You know waking up your grandpa of a boyfriend was a bad idea but you couldn't help it! The trend was too good and it was the prefect time! How could you miss this opportunity. Shaking your boyfriend slightly to wake him, you whisper "yoongi" hearing him groan. Shaking him again, you whisper "yoongi!" He groans and says something ineligible "Yoongi my boyfriends coming!" He groans again and rubs his eye. "He's coming! You got to hide!", "who's coming?" You get a proper response this time and your shaking in excitement. "My boyfriend! You got to hide." He sits up, looks around the room and walks into the closet. You cover your mouth as your about to burst out laughing, you can't believe he fell for it. You wait for a few minutes and you hear yoongi sigh before opening the closet door. Making his way toward the bed, laying down he pulls you with him and you cant help but to burst out laughing. He cuddles up to the crook of your neck and whispers an "idiot" but even though he had said that, you can still feel his smile against your skin.

[popculturebuffet]

The Owl House: Enchanting Grom Fright: Happy Valentine’s Gays

Happy Valentine’s Day owl ladies, gentleman and non-binary folks! It’s time to finish off this holiday in proper style with a LONG overdue review of enchanting Grom Fright and even longer overdue coverage of the Owl House.  The Owl House was one of the best debuts of last year if not THE best, only in contention because Close Enough also started last year and looks to surpass regular show in terms of quality. But with stunning animation, tons of representation, and colossal worldbuilding. And given how i’m on record for thinking Star Vs went so far down the tubes they bumped into where Cthulu is sleeping, it’s nice to have another magic based show that seems to be on the right track: carefully building i’ts world, supporting cast and for today’s topic main romance. It also rather than just obliquely hint one character was bi and the other pan, actually goes out of it’s way to have a bisexual protaginst with a gay love intrest. As my good friend @jess-the-vampire has brought up quite a bit, star had plnety of options. .but no willingness to actually campaign for any queer rep, the way Gravity Falls head Alex Hirsch tried to, he still gets credit for trying, and Owl House creator Dana Terrace gets full credit for. 

Terrace got her start working on Gravity Falls in line production before working her way up to directing for ducktales, being instrumental in how Webby was animated and how she moves and acts, and being the director for several classic season one episodes including “Woo-Hoo!”, “The Spear of Selene” , “Day of the Only Child!” which was one of my faviorites from season 1 and “The Beagle Birthday Massacre!”. And while I can’t 100% confirm she’s the only part responsible for starting Weblena, given she was director on an episode where a lot of the romantic subtext was in the visuals, she certainly helped so thank you Dana. Thank you a lot. Their adorable. Point is she’s a talented lady and wasn’t satisfied with directing, so she pitched her own show, combining tons of ides and stuff including of all things, Pokemon Red. I checked the article wikipedia had sourced, it was one of her happy childhood memories as it was one of the last things her dad gave her. Awwwwwww. That’s as sweet as it is painful. She’s also currently dating Alex Hirsch, something I was entirely unaware of but find also adorable. Point is i’m glad I looked into her as she’s a very nice person, and very much my kind of weirdo and i’m happy for her sucess and her singuarly weird show that sprung from that sucess. 

Now that part of it’s out of the way the episode itself was an uphill battle as you’d expect. As anyone familiar with this blog is aware, but just in case your new, you tend to hear me bitching about Disney’s handling of queer represntation a LOT

For the most part Disney’s pretty bad at it: There was the string of “FIRST GAY CHARACTER IN AN X” they had going for a while.. that consisted of a character I dind’t realize was gay, a kiss I didn’t see, and a talk with a character who I honestly wouldn’t of been looking for had disney not patted themselves on the back with some giant sized hands because htey saved some pym particles for that occasion. Ducktales was unable to have Penumbra come out as gay more clearly because I don’t know Ducks can’t be day.. but they can be IMPLIED to be gay or pansexual as hard as the crew possibly can so they win anyway. Pixar was able to have a gay lead character for one of it’s sparks shorts out and even focused on him coming out of the closet and it’s very good and something I WILL give Pixar credit for... but not Disney Plus who go out of their way to not mention the lead being gay.. despite the fact the short opens with a gay space cat riding a gay space dog out of a rainbow and then it being revaled our lead is in a relationship not long into the short. My point is the idiots who won’t watch this for having gay characters are just going to turn it off, who cares what they think, why are you like this Disney. They need to do better, and be better and i’m getting tired of this shit.

That being said... this episode is a step in the right directoin as despite having to get past one obstructive asshole, not her words but damn if it isn’t the truth, as the rest of hte execs were fine with having a gay character, Terrace fought hard for it and WON, having a clearly gay character, and a clear road to a gay romace as the lead one, all because she wanted some representation in her works. So to honor this, I present this review in honor of love, effort and saying screw you to not having represntation because money. Join me under the cut and allt hat. 

We open in the owl house, in the owl house, duck dodge push and shove, it’s how we show our love in the.. you get the point. Luz is learning yet another Rune, this time plant runes.. and already something I love about the series pops up: the fact Luz’s rise in skill is gradual but noticable. Each spell noticably improves in potency with time,  going from simple lights to shaping them into simple constructs, and learning to control or time her spells and glpyhs so they launch she she says so, with each one getting more powerful the more she learns. And on top of that osmething I just noticed on rewatch of this episode is her tecnique in finding them evolved, something I dind’t notice the first time because I hadn’t fully caught up and checked this one out to see if Disney would actually let them go through with it.. and they did. Point is her first spell is found by accident, her second by realizing how her magic works fundemntally, both require skilled deduction and on the fly thinking and casting, so she’s already pretty skilled.. but now sh’es ACTIVELY seeking out a new spell here for the first time. She knows how she gets them, she knows each school is tied to a form, and she likely got the plant from williow since that’s her thing and she’s a saint. A demon but also a saint. They can have those too. It’s what I assume relicor is. 

I miss that goblin demon bat man. Point is it shows an evolution in Luz’s thinking: while it’s a subtle thing she took a more proactive approach this time even if it took a lot of practice.. and it pay soff as by the time of her next rune, while it’s once again sorta handed to her she has less time to learn it, almost none, and finds it singed onto a ball.. and learns it effortlessly to the point where by the next episode it’s a crucial plot point. IT’s subtle but clever character progression, and stuff I really enjoy, showing our hero going from a bit inept but not helpless or incomptient.. to a force to be reckconed with and far more clever and strategic than yo’ud expect given her sometimes reckless and almost always happy go lucky attitude. 

Luz worries teaching King about the internet was a bad idea because he gets excited about a literal cat fight which .. yeah... it was a bad idea but not because of that.. but because next he finds someone saying the earth is flat and she wisely yanks it away. It’s.. very sad that the absolutley maddening and easily debunked flat earth theory is still RELATIVLEY more sane than the stuff we’ve had pop up during the trump era and the cornoavirus pandemic. 

But one of the main conlficts of the episode pops up as Luz’s mom messages her and Luz can’t bring herself to tell her anything and just sends a thumbs up.  I do think this episode helps even things from the pilot a bit as it was a bit lopsided: While I got that Camillia was genuinely struggling with how to deal with Luz, and was offered an out and had to take it... the fact she sees NO problem with the normalcy camp, which comes off intentioanlly or not a sa parallel to conversion camps or camps to make autistic kids “Normal”. And as someone whose both bisexual and autistic, I naturally relate to luz way more as someone whose intrests sometimes just don’t quite fit with everyone else, and who dosen’t get how bad some of their actions were.  THat’s why this episode feels like a necessary course correction: Luz is shown to genuinely love her mama and feel guilty.. but we see camilia genuinlely loves and supports her daughter a bit more. While it was clear from the pilot this shows it more, with her genuinely just wanting to know her daughter’s okay and checking up on her, and giving me the feeling that possible consequences or no if something bad WAS happening or she didn’t hear from her for a long time, she would’ve drove up there to get her. It feels like the writers realized the implications they accidently created and wanted to fix it, though I can’t say for certain. But if so good on you for course correcting, not every show does that. 

But King encourages her, telling her she’s doing the right thing by lying and to “trust the demon on your shoulder”. Keep this in mind for later, but that joke is great on it’s own. But soon i’ts time for school and Hooty.. barfs out Luz’s books for her. 

I haven’t been this disturbed since.. (Looks at the clock) About 2 maybe three hours ago when I watched a man have, if apparently shorter than the oriiginal cut as I wanted to see everyone else’s reactions dammit, sex with hiis car which was possesed by the mad ghost of his dead wife. Because that’s the kind of stuff i’m into when i’m not reviewing stuff. And before that Tinky.. just everything about tinky. 

I do not have enough time to get into TInky here or why he exestially horrifies me. Or why Jeff blim is a living god. I will save that for a proper review if I have the time tomorrow. Point is I saw a lot today and that still tops it. Willow and Gus are likewise grossed out and want to leave. 

Cut to school where Luz wonders what’s with all the decorations.. that remind me of this honestly

And frankly given the whole state of the boiling isles it REALLY wouldn’t surprise me if the decorations were indeed well cooked faces. But i’ts Grom time, which means elaborate gromposals (Some Dude asks Skara out with a beating heart and an elaborate medical proposal.. which.. points for effort. And for using an actual heart. Couldn’t get one for mine. ), dancing and someone being chosen for Grom Queen. WHich Willow hints isn’t as nice as that sounds. Before we can get into that though Amity bumps into them and gets into a tizzy before meekly greeting “Luz.. and Co”. which.. not going to lie.. is my faviorite gag of the season. Just htw way she adds them and just the way Willow and Guz both smile widely at it as if to say “That’s us!”. Amity drops a note and snatches it back. This will be important later, you all know why, point is Amity becomes Grom Queen.. and is heavily depressed with Luz following her to find out why.  At the gym.. she does indeed ifnd out why: Turns out Grom is not some mutation of an earthname but is based around a horrifying entity lurking beneath the isles, Gromethious the Fear Bringer, who emerges from his slumber once a year and must be fought back and brings out his target’s greatest fears. Just like groundhog day only with less time loops and rodent abuse. Amity is scared of hers, and i’ll obviously get into this more later, and Luz simply suggests asking bump to opt out and Amity appricates the support. Awwww. 

Luz heads home and we find out Eda is chaperoning and King is mcing. Eda is also rocking a suit. Just damn girl, damn. But Luz considers taking her place.. and gets laughed at, with Eda assuming she’ll have to save her and King just being kind of a dick. I mean he’s a loveable thoroughly cuddly dick but he’s still a dick... just more like a stuffed plushie of one.  So basically exactly like Tinky. Look I mention him more than once in this review he dosen’t put me in the bastard box. It’s a great system.  Naturally this makes Luz more determined than ever to prove herself and she finds Amity in the night, with Amity having been unable to get out of it.. and Bumps a resonable guy, he just wants a substitute and no one wants the job.. except Luz who galdly volunteers and insists ntohing scares her before the giant spider on the back of her head proves otherwise. Because of course it does, spiders are fucking terrifying. Kill then all.. except the pokemon ones. Galvaltula are sweethearts. As are Ariadoses. Sweethearts who can elctorcute or poison you but still. 

So the next way Luz begins preparing.. and by that I mean it’s time for training. Sadly we don’t get an episode of Luz and Amity getting trapped in an 80′s fashion montage... I mean yes Rise of the TMNT also did that plot the same year, but we had two diffrent plots about someone getting trapped in an eldtrich sitcom and a THIRD this year, all entertaingly unique. Though we do get Luz pulling out an otter suit that’s adorable and she sadly still hasn’t worn yet. “This one says i’m an otter, with a dark side”. She also got thrown out of a school dance for.. wearing an otter suit. Okay the other things we saw in the pilot were understandable but htis is just.. baffling. Who cares what you wear to a dance as long as it isn’t horribly racist of nothing at all. 

Damn you flanders and your glorious ass. Point is Amity shows up and threatens hooty’s life because.. he’s hooty. The fact he isn’t dead already is a testiment to how badass he is and how much money he’d cost Eda to replace. Owl Tubes don’t come out of a stygian hole in the unvierse every day you know. That’s only every three years. It’s basic styigan owl tube science. 

But Amity wants her to be ready and that she’ll have to face her greatest fear.. and cue hooty popping up, poking amity in the face and asking if she wants to know her greatest fear. Really he can clearly hear everything in the house given he heard that, so he heard the death threat he just chose to ignore it. That.. was a mistake. And by mistake I mean we get a hilarious cut to the outside of the house as Luz tries to stop her love intrest from murdering her second mom’s tube monster. The result is some bandages and an eyepatch. To be fair that last one was just flaring up from a  previous beating. 

For this solem task of training, Amity has brought in her local disaster bisexuals.. aka her twin siblgins Eldric and Elmyra, whose greatest fears are dying alone and being stuck with Eldric. Both understandable. They conjur luz’s greatest fears which are.. some of the funniest shit I heard all year.. and also very relatable. Human souls in cat bodies, which is genuinely terrifying good job Luz, Jerks on the internet who mansplain things, relatable, and soy milk. 

But Amity knows this is just the openign act. it needs to be something deeper.. so while Luz dosen’t realize it’s probably her mom issues she brings up her issues with her other mom: that Eda dosen’t think she can do this. Hence we get a giant eda putting Luz in a babychair. Before we can unpack how wrong that sentence sounded, Eda comes out, and marvels at how hot giant her is. But she’s quickly distracted from sex with a giant version of herself, which is not an easy feat, by the relization “Wait Luz is going to fight grom isn’t she.. fuck i’m going to have to save her”, though Luz holds firm on doing it to prove she’s fine and dosen’t need to be saved constantly. it’s a good conflict. Eda IS right that Luz is not ready for this alone, that she’s overcompensating and that Eda would, in normal circumstances be the one to rescue her. As we’ll see it’s not her who does it but still, were this any other foe she probably would be. But Luz’s motivations are equally understandable: She wants to help her friend not have to do this and she wants to prove she can do it. She just wants her mentor, the only person in her life up to meeting her that GNEUINELY supported her in magic to respect her. To have faith in her and actually see how far she’s come. And given how her own mother writes off her dreams, if not unrealistically, and before this she had no friends or support system to speak of outside her mom, it’s easy to see why this is so improtant to Luz: she just wants to make the one person in her life whose ever support her actually think it was worth it when in truth Eda already thinks it does and just dosen’t want her to die. 

She’s just not good with talking to her or not condescending to her as her own ego is stacked sky high, probably because the whole curse thing meant Eda was an outcast by default and the system wants to either chain her to one form of magic and one only or shackle her to them as a hired goon. Her ego, while justified, is also a defense mechanism: a way to shield herself from the fact almost no one cares about her and one of the few people who DOES, dosen’t care what she wants or needs. Once the curse happened she lost just about everything and had to rebuild and thus build up walls around herself and kept everyone else at arms length till Luz changed her for the better. It’s just a tragic clash of two wills both with similar problems but both unwilling to talk about them. 

But with time up, our heroes need to get to the diggity dance. So they indeed do and we get some fun sight gags, Willow makes corsages,  that one girl with the cresent head somehow ended up with Mathomule and is not happy, as anyone who ends up with him should. And it’s time for Luz to face her destiny.. in a tux with a tutu because of course, and Amity likes it because also of course. 

IT’s time to rumble, with King getting nervous due to eda’s prodding about mcing since his co-mc gus is really good at it, and introducing our champion.

No wait sorry he’s still trapped in Mojoworld. no it’s still Luz who shows off a seasons worth of skill by easily dispatching the first few fears and saying to grom let’s finish it.. before grom puts a tentacle on her head. 

It’s to downlaod her fear.. which is Camillia. Granted we could all see it coming but still Luz obviously can’t fight her own mother or her own overwhelming guilt.. her mom did hurt her.. but she gets why and just loves her and wants her to be proud but dosen’t know what to do: tell her the trutha nd possibly loose a happy and fufilling life or wait until it all blows up. It’s a painful choice. So luz and king end up running. King runs first because he can’t handle it and Gus talks him back into the groove while Luz runs away because she can’t fight her own mom, understandable, and Gus encourages king to lead the crowd which he does. Amity and Eda follow Luz. 

So Luz is backed down, facing down a monster tha’ts going to go on to everyone else next if she fails... and Eda prepares to interfere.. but it’s AMITY who faces her fear and dives in. And we find out just what her fear was as grom turns into a humanoid shape and rips the letter in half.. it was a grom invitation. Though conviently the who it’s adressed to was ripped out. 

And yeah not going to save this one: It’s Luz. You know it I know it I didn’t even hide it in the intro. Even before the reveal in a bit it was obvious. But it also makes perfect sense. I’ve avoided talking about her character arc up to this point because I was waiting for now. Amity’s growth is the third major arc of the season behind Luz’s slow learning of magic and eventually induction into hexside and eda’s curse, which I lump in with Lilith chasing her since both were mildly entertwined and then entirely are once the reveal hits in the finale. When we meet her she’s an outright bully.. but we slowly see there’s more there. That she’s not really HAPPY or content, is contstantly under pressure by her family name, is outright bullied by her own siblings who don’t understand her. So Luz coming in, seemingly only being intrested in magic because i’ts neat.. understandably bothers her. She’s not a great person, bullying her old best friend because tha’ts what’s expected and being close with outright bullies because of that.. but it’s through Luz she starts to grow, realizing Luz is genuinely nice and genuinely sorry for any trouble she caused Amity, and evne then both cases were causaed by Amity’s own dickishness and outside forces, so it’s easy to see why she defrosts faster. Her siblings realize they’ve genuinely hurt her, and actually try to be good siblings from then on and help her, and slowly Amity learns to truth luz, trust in her, and accept her... and thus accept her feelings for her. There are gradual hints she’s growing attracted to her.. but her walls had to come down first, and it wouldn’t of worked from the outset. The show cleverly has the two build a genuine friendship, two opposities who work well together, so when feelings do happen it feels natural. It’s not “I’m in love with this person because I have to because you can’t be friends with someone your attracted to” bullshit or anything like that, cough star vs cough, it’s just well built catching feelings. I’ts how this kind of thing SHOULD go: niether went in intending for this to happen.. it’s just happening. 

And Amity’s reluctance is painfully understandable, as Luz is the ONLY friend and support she has. Sure she and willow are patching things up, but WIllow would understandably choose luz over her and she’s terrified of loosing the one good thing in her life. Of course Luz would either say yes, and probably will some day, or let her down gently, she’s nice.. but it’s also understandable to be afraid that someone won’t take the reveal well. I’ve been there trust me, it’s easier when you let it out even if you get rejected, but I get it being hard to let out because you don’t want to loose a friend. I did not, and niether would she, but I can see why she wouldn’t want ot take the plunge. At least not yet. We’ll see this summer hopefully. 

But we do get a shiptastic, gorgeously aniamted scene of the two dancing an fightin gin perfect synch, combinging luz’s new use of plant magic with amity’s mastery of abominations resulting in the two utterly decimating grom, likely in part because with two fast moving targets he can’t get a lock on and likely nees more fear and mass to attack multiple targets at once. Or just more tendrils. it’s a quick, beautful sequence that’s utterly glorious, being framed as romantic as any hetero scene of the type and rightfully so. A triumph and well deserving of this praise. 

Our heros have won, get crowns, and King gets praise. All is well.. except Luz drops the crown once she gets home because she feels like she failed and feels lost about her mom.. though at least king gets it “I’m king and queen, best of both things!”. You tell em sister. 

So we end with Luz genuinely responding to her mom, with some montage stuff as we see Gus and Willow poke a fear blob, willow fears bugs, understandable and Gus fears clowns... 

Also understandable. Though I didn’t put up a bug picture because

And Amity looks out folornly into the night. Camilla responds to Luz.. and mentions letters.. which while Luz brushes those off.. we see someone sent them. And by someone I probably mean king since we now know only eda and him had acess to the portal, and given he was actively encouraging her to lie.. yeah i’m supscious. But we’ll see next season. For now this episode is fan fucking tastic, showing off tons of character development, being representative and sweet as all hell.. and being really funny. Tons of great gags in this one including the turtle guy from an earlier episode being forced to be adisco ball.  This is easily the series best so far and if you haven’t checked it out, please do it’s fantastic as is this show. Check both out. Until the next rainbow i’ts been a pleasure. Tommorow more disney shenanigans this time with pete. And also more of this possibly we’ll see what I get done. 

Goodnight everybody!

[spacebeyonce]

For the meta asks, I'm curious about 4,14 (because your titles are always amazing 🌟), and 24!

4. Share a sentence or paragraph from your writing that you’re really proud of (explain why, if you like)

OHHHH MY GOD....HOLD ON GIMME A SECOND.

okay....maybe it's cheating...but for my zelda works I'm gonna pick two because I honestly have A LOT of scenes I'm proud of so it was hard to choose!! of course these scenes come from my babies, my beloveds, the hyrule world tour series. first, from breathing out:

She was quiet, saying nothing as she looked at him, and her eyes were still glowing, glowing, glowing – she looked like she wasn’t entirely here. She looked like half of her was here and half of her was somewhere he couldn’t follow. His hand, still on her arm, slid down until it latched onto hers, curling his fingers around her limp palm.

“Come on,” Link said quietly, tugging her away from the shrine. Away from the castle. “Let’s go back.”

Her face crumpled a little, at his words, and he couldn’t understand why.

and I'm really happy about this scene because of how it stuck out for some. and I've had some question why her face crumples at the end at what link said - and it's because they can't go back! they can't go back in time to what was, to how everything was before it got destroyed! there's no going back in time - there's only living with how the world is now. and zelda at this moment wants to go back so very very much.

THE NEXT ONE is from grow in this new view and I just - really love it:

The Hero, the Princess – hand in hand –

“Link?”

Zelda’s sleep-thick voice brought Link’s focus into sharp clarity, and he realizes he’d been standing in the doorway of the inn for Goddess-knows how long as Zelda pushes herself up onto her elbows to look at him, eyes glazed with sleep.

She must have tried to stay awake to greet him, because her hair wasn’t in the usual braid she put it in for bed. Unbound, it spilled over her shoulders and down her back, pooling onto the mattress, and with the light of the moon streaming in and catching the strands, she looked like she was glowing.

Even half-asleep, she was the prettiest thing he’d ever seen in his life.

And it hit him harder than any blow ever could.

Oh.

He loved her.

It was all because he loved her.

because it just kinda set the tone for how I'd handle how their relationship developed lmao. there's no bombastic confessions and revalations - it's just moments happening in like. the quiet bits of life. the mundane things that you don't even notice. like someone staying up waiting for you and they fall asleep. or combing their hair as they get ready for bed. you know?

okay. now - for kingdom hearts, it will forever be this bit in chapter two of you know where to find me:

Riku nodded, and he looked so lost, “I had him right there. Right under my hands.” His voice cracked in the middle, and tears silently slipped down his face, “I was holding onto him, and then I wasn’t, and now I don’t know where he’s gone, anymore.”

He bowed his head, covering his face with his free hand, and his shoulders shook as he cried silently.

“I’m sorry, Kairi.” He sobbed, “I said I wouldn’t leave you, and I did. I thought I would find him, to make up for leaving you, but then I couldn’t even hold onto him long enough to bring him home. I’m sorry.”

because for me it just encompasses all that riku is to me - making choices that hurt for what he thinks is the right thing but it just - it ends up all for nothing. or, I guess not for nothing. but the hurt outweighs any benefits that come from the right thing. now I’ve had alcohol so idk if this makes sense. but I love it. I'm always proud of this scene, and when I get to re-writing it, that will stay.

14. At what point in writing do you come up with a title?

oof, it depends. for some (breathing out, the pink in the night series, you know where to find me) I had the title in mind right away! most of my titles come from songs - like I heard the song while I was doing a mundane thing and it inspired me, or stuck to me because of a certain scene in the fic. other times (hearts all gone to pieces, and I'm holy by my own, sweettooth) I think of the title while I'm editing - and that can be HOURS of searching my music, searching poems, trying to find something, anything that connects to what I'm about to post. those are the worst days lmao.

24. Would you say your writing has changed over time?

hmm, I THINK so....like if I compare my first fic to my current there would definitely be some changes. better flow, I think, overall....I think that's the main thing I've gotten better at. or I HOPE I've gotten better at lmao.

[wolfandsheep200]

Chapter 5: Connection and Broken Pathways.

Having concluded his meeting with Salem. Mercury Black hurridely traversed the labyrinth of corridors inside Salem's castle. There was no time to waste he had to find Emerald and Cinder and inform them that Salem expected Cinder to betray Salem's trust. If he could do that then he could potentially avoid a troublesome incident. Mercury scanned every room as he passed them by. Once during his search he saw Tryian. The maniac was standing upside down. With his feet planted firmly on the ceiling. While being held in place by his mechanical tail which was wrapped firmly around a pipe. Mercury crossed the doorway quickly and quietly. Doing his level best to make sure he passed by unnoticed.

Marcus Black. Had a saying when it came to the Tryian Callows of the world. Mercury's Father used to say. "There is always a time and a place to eliminate trouble makers. The key is to make sure there is absolutely no witnesses. Living or otherwise when you performthe deed." This saying was all Mercury could think of as he passed by Tryian.

"Now is neither the time, nor the place."

Mercury moved on un assaulted as he looked through room after vacant room. He then checked their quarters. It was there in Emeralds room that he got his frist hint. That he was too late to stop them. His frist hint that the pair had left him without so much as a word. Mercury stared angrily at the empty spot in which Emerald normally hung her weapons. If her weapons were gone then most likely they were as well.

"So that's how it is." Mercury thought." All of you up and leave and the only person who tells me that there not going to be where there supposed to be is Neopoilitan. The most limited one of the bunch. When it comes to verbal communication."

All it took from there to confirm his suspicion was to check the hangar. Only one ship was missing the one Neo had indicated she be leaving in. Mercury didn't have to be a rocket scientist to put two and two together. His thoughts however filled with sarcasm.

"So Neo. It might have beehoved you to be like. Ha Merc. Cindy an Em snuck out with me on the flight. Just figured someone ought to give you a little heads up since where working together as a team and all.

That thought brought another. Reminding Mercury of Neo's broken aura through her crumbling clone. "I wonder if Cinders responsible for breaking your aura?"

Mercury's thoughts were cut off by the buzzing of his watch. Mercury peeled back the long sleeves revaling a Mark and Timer unbreakable steel wristwatch. Quickly he shut off the alarm. Taking note of the time. "Ah cripes. I forgot all about Hazel. Quickly Mercury turned and began making his way towards the kitchens. Twelve minutes later he found the big man standing over a pot of Coffee drinking directly from the fresh brewed pot.

Your late. Is all Hazle said as Mercury entered the kitchen.

"I do apologize about that." Mercury said. "I had a meeting with our queen and after the meeting was over my thoughts got the best of me and my mind wandered.

Hazel smiled a big gigantic wonderful smile. "So she finally called you in did she? I wondered when it would happen. Did it go well?"

"Yes. Mercury responded. "I'd have to say. It went well. She promoted me. Though please don't tell Cinder. I'd like to tell her myself it would mean more coming from me."

Hazle nodded and the two began walking towards the training room. As they walked they continued talking. Hazle spoke frist between sips of coffee.

"Then this shall be the last time we will get to spar. So spar with me today as equals."

"It would be an honor. To spar with you as an equal Hazle."

"The honors all mine boy. That's the reason I put you in for that promotion. Because I saw the way you reacted after we were defeated at Haven Academy. Most people would have just went and moped. Not you thought you walked right up to me and called me out for being too slow. You spoke up pointing out. How that brat took me apart. And you even offered a solution identifying your own personal flaw of not having a sparing partner to practice with. In the process.

Hazle put down the coffee on a small table before waking to the center of the large training room. Mercury fiddle with the alarm on his watch. The two combatants faced each other. Bowed low. Then retreated a number of steps before taking up their fighting stances.

"Hazle have you noticed how much leaner you've become from just our daily sparing sessions. In just a few months. You've taken all that muscle sized it down and made yourself faster for it. Before you were terrifying because you were an unstoppable monster. Now you'll be terrifying because you have all that size and strength and they won't be able to keep up with your speed."

"Thrity points. Hazel said. No matter whats going on when the thirtieth blow is struck on one side. The contest is over. Agreed.

Mercury said. "Agreed" with resounding tenacity.

The watch alarm rung out and both men launched themselves ferociously at each other.

Two and a half hours later Mercury returned to his quarters. To shower and change clothes. It had been a good match. And when it was done both himself and Hazel had been exhausted.

Mercury dressed then layed down on top of the large bed. He had no desire to crawl under the covers and mess them up. He had made the bed this morning and did not fill like making it again. Several hours later he heard the door to his room open.

Mercury's head jerked upwards to see Neopoilitan standing in the doorway. He rested his head back against the pillow.

Are you ok? He asked aloud. Neopoilitan walked around the bed to the opposite side in which he took up space and layed with her back to the mattress. The two laid there like that in complete silence for several minutes. Not moving our talking. Finally Mercury broke the silence.

"Careful I might take advantage of you." Neopoilitan swung her fist into Mercury's solar plexus. Mercury's body curled upwards on the bed. "Alright fine." Mercury wheezed. "If your gonna be like that you can take advantage of me."

Neopoilitan hit him again. When Mercury stopped coughing. He reached over grabbed her hand and Tapped his finger once against her palm. Saying "Yes." Then tapped twice saying. "No"

He then turned her hand over. So her hand rested on top of his own.

"Your aura broke. Was it Cinder?" Thump,Thump.

"Were you successful in whatever it was you were doing." Thump, Thump.

"Was there any causalities on our side?" Thump. Thump.

"Did Emerald and Cinder go with you?" Thump.

"Are they injured?" Thump.

"Emerald?" Thump, thump.

"Cinder then?" Thump.

"Are we still together in this?" Thump.

Mercury rose from the bed. "Then I have damage control to run. I'll fill you in on everything from my end when I get back.

The door opened and Mercury left His partner lying there. To sleep it off.

This has been an exciting chapter to right I hope you have enjoyed reading it. As much I have enjoyed writing it. As always leave a comment if you wish. And have your self a safe and happy new year. This chapter is a work of fan fiction and if provided by wolf and sheep 200.

[piss-in-my-house]

Must admit I havent been writting mostly due to lack of inspiration and because Ive been busy with work and life in general. With the hurricane coming (im safe for now(? Ive gone pretty far north Im not in the direct path anymore)) Ive had this prologue idea for my Kokichi/Makoto fic (which is becoming less and less omo related but Im still gonna weave it in lol). Okay so idea

Makoto and Mondo have been friends since high school. While Mondo doesnt attend college he still comes around to town mostly to hang out with Taka (Mondo's crush and best friend since also high school) who is a student. Mondo and Makoto hang out whenever Taka isnt available. All three sometimes hang and go frat house parties with Mukuro and Junko.

One day Junko invites Makoto and Mondo tags along. Taka was busy craming for an a exam so he doesnt go. One too many drinks later Mondo takes a drunk Makoto back to his apartment. Makoto proceeds to spend a good amount of time hugging the toilet and sobering up. Mondo hangs around to make sure Makoto is fine.

While still sorta drunk Makoto asks Mondo why he hasnt asked Taka out yet. Mondo replies saying he isnt ready yet. Makoto asks if Mondo ever saw him as a potential partner. Mondo awkwardly replies no because he thought Makoto wasnt interested in having a male partner. Makoto sadly replies he doesnt know if he likes guys and asks if he and Mondo can fool around. Mondo tells him sure but sober up first.

After drinking alot of water and sobering up Makoto gets nervous and blushy for asking what he asked. Mondo laughs and says its fine but if he does want to expiriment then he's down. Makoto hesitates and agrees. Mondo asures him he'll take it slow and that they can stop if Makoto feels overwhelmed.

Sober sexual shenanigans shappens. After they both finish and cool down Makoto asks Mondo how he came to realize his sexuality. Mondo tells him that he sorta always knewn that he is gay. Makoto asks him how he knows that Taka is interested in men. Mondo tells him that he and Taka have had a similar talk. While Taka isnt completely sure himself, he does feel comfortable with him.

Mondo asks Makoto if the sex has helped him come to some revalation about his sexuality. Makoto shakes his head and says while he had a good time he doesnt know for sure yet. Mondo tells him its alright to not know yet and asks him if he wants to cuddle. Makoto takes up on the offer and cuddles. While they both drift to sleep Makoto thinks to himself that even though fooled around with another man, it all felt good and nothing was wrong. He hopes for the best for Mondo when he finally decides to ask Taka out

[jvj246018]

Next day

I pull my aching body from the comfort of my sheets and strat rummaging through my chest of draws settling in an oversized plane black t shirt and faded blue skinny jeans it was going to be a long day she knew it just by the feel of the morning after pulling on her flat riding boots on and grabbing a black jacket and her purple handbag/ back pack its one of those multi functional / compasidy bag that can hold literally everything perfect for my slaying gear and of cause my school supplies.

Grabbing my mobile placing it in my bag and quickly doing my make-up just light done to hide the bags under my eyes and the fact that I slept for literally 3 hours.

Then I head down to the kitchen where I hear Aunt Jenna toast I can make toast

Elena : it's all about the coffee aunt Jenna

Jeremy: is there coffee

Me : there's always coffee.

Oh aunt jenna have you forgotten about your meeting thing?

Jenna : that's at crap now...

Me : Go will be fine right guys

Jeremy huh .

Elena: of cause we will be.

Oh Nicki are you coming to school with me and Bonnie or making your own way?

Me : if it's cool with Bonnie I'd like a lift

Elena : I'll tell her it's both of us then.

Me : cool thanks .

In Bonnie's car.

Bonnie : so my Grams is telling me that I'm a psychic.

Me : maybe you are?

Bonnie : really not you too .Elena hey elena back in the car ..

Elena : oh god I did it again didn't I.

Me : its okay Elena we get it

Elena : you were saying that ?

Bonnie: that I'm physics now.

Elena : then product something somethings about me.

Bonnie : I see ..

Crack ..

Me : was that a bird ?

Elena : uhm.

Bonnie : yeah it was like a bird I'm so sorry guys.

Elena : it's okay we can't be freaked out by cars forever.

Bonnie: I predict that this year will be kick ass and all the sad and dark times are over and you two will be beyond happy.

Then we get back on the road and arrive at the school when Bonnie starts again.

Bonnie: total lack of male reliastate , oh wow look at the shower curtin..

That's where I choose to stop listening I don't like ragging on people's cloths it's not cool regardless of weather they appear to be wearing a shower curtin that's their perogative.

I'm pulled from my thoughts by Elenas whine he hates me.

Bonnie : that's not hate thats you dumped me and I'm to cool to show it but secretly I'm listening to air supply's latest hits .

Me : she's right he doesn't hate you.

Maybe you are psychic?

Bonnie : umhum.

Wait who's that ?

Elena : all I see is back.

Bonnie : that's a hot back, I'm scencing seattle he and he plays a guitar

Me : not gonna drop this are you.

Bonnie: nope I'm pretty much going to run it into the ground.

Care: oh my god Elena Nicki your here how are you, how are they are they good

Me : yes we're fine

Elena : much better.

Care : you poor things she says as she breezes past us into her other friends.

Elena : no comment.

The bell rings and we all go off to class I sit second left at the back because Tanner didn't want me helping Elena in class so here I sit the new guy is in front of me and there fore behind Elena. Tanner called on Elena and Bonnie and the new guy jumped to there rescue just as I was about to, I'm kinda glad because i was too tired to play the Knight in shining armor today, he even rubbed Tanners face in it. Harsh considering he was just trying to make them pay attention but it's was nice enough of him I think he's trying to let Elena know he's interested witch she already knows. But he might not know that so I'll give him some credit but you know I can't get this feeling that he's... there's something not right he feels old. He feels like Angle but different too he's the same and yet not. Deciding to shake that thought away since he's new and I'm supposed to be in class not in slayer mode not that I'm ever out of it but he's knew deciding I'll text Wilson see if he knows anything.

Its probably just my elevated paranoia but still.

I look down at my phone send a quick text and head to my next class without waiting for Elena since I'm in art next.

She has French on the opposite side of the school.

So I sit in my class drawing on to my canvas over the dry paint to draw a silhouette of the moon that I will paint later .

There's a few stems of trees too that will have leaves when I find my natural sponge.

I'm pulled from my thoughts by a text from Caroline.

Have you spoken to the new guy ?

I send her back a message No.

And continue as I ignore my phone after putting it on silent.

To continue the project scenary views the moon is the view from my window I have a picture to prove it.

My teacher loves that I work in the style of Bob Ross. So she's okay with me using it alot.

All in all I like this class it's a lesson where I don't have to hide just got to be me that's it.

The rest of the day went really quickly since I had double art and pe last. I found myself walking home to avoid the Stephen talk.

I also wanted to stop in to see Wilson see if he turned up anything.

Oh boy did he ever.

Inside Wilson's spacious but cluttered apartment he is sat at his desk I'm opposite him reading his ansesters diary on the Salvetor brothers. Getting frustrated I lean back into his blue arm chair using a ribbon as my book mark.

Wilson: Stephen is a ripper, a ripper that forces himself to eat animal blood to survive according to my ancestor he's actually a good guy when he's on the waggon.

But his brother Damon he's a peace of work. And determined to make Stephen suffer.

Me : grate. Anything else I should know ?

Wilson : not yet but if I find more I'll tell you.

Me : this is just grate Stephen is vampire that may aswell have a drug addiction and he brings his brother that takes glee in murder and all things that vampires reval in.

Wilson : you may have to kill them.

Me : yes only problem Stephen is Elenas new thing.

Ugh this will be hard.

Wilson : your going to need to cast a protection charm.

Me : grate how do I do that? I don't have a spell book the things I taught my self were just academy's that kept happening I learned to control them

Wilson : here, taking the offered book I check the index .

Chaper 5 page 156780. Right .

So herbs holy water vervain talismans will that work on them they are of a witch made line.

Wilson : humm yes just pay attention to the making talismans really understand what you want them to do.

Me : right okay what do I use ?

Wilson : stones crystals metal wood just about anything really.

Me : okay where's that book on stones and what there for?

As if he predicted it he handed it to me then he sat with me and we found the one that will make it so they have to be invited in every time they leave and come back.

With that in mind she started digging through the crystals making sure to have them represent an angle since they are strong representation of a protector.

Carful to choose the representation stone tigers eye for Jeremy, Lapis lazuli for Elena , strawberry quartz for Jenna and amethyst for me. I figure I'm lucky that he keeps these things he's abit of a pack rat.i smile as I think this.

Then I made one for the house to be kept by the front door and it had all 4 stones in it each one is made from stones and steel for durability.

Then Wilson drove me home and thanked me for all my help with the restoration of old books.

Jenna might know but Elena and Jer don't so secrets to be kept.

After hanging the houses talisman up then I had jenna her one I attached them to the keys jenna nodded understanding and then I give Elena and Jer theirs and they thank me Jer likes his and Elena dose too its nice.

I never hide the supernatural I just don't come right out and tell them either.

They would never believe me.

And Elena would want to help but that would probably get one or both of us killed. They know I believe in this stuff and they think I'm mad for it. One day they'll know I hope but for now I'll just be the crazy sister.

Pulled from my thoughts by a text from Carebear or Caroline depends who you ask.

You better be coming to the back to schools bash .

I text back

Yes I am I'm just debating on an outfit I'm thinking riding boots to below my knee thermal leggings black boots navy leggings black dress top.

And a leather jacked .

She beeps back no the swishy floral top I gave you for your last birthday.

Laughing at her since she's grate at this kind of thing I pull on the top she demanded I use, and then the rest of the outfit.

Pulling it back off placing it to one side I think I'll just wear it all day tomorrow that way no big change and frees me up but care would kill me so my burgundy long top in place of the floral top for school.

Same purple bag I take for everything always be prepared.

Then I did a cleansing to keep out the vampires that Elena might end up inviting in, but she they won't be able to get in and out as they please.

I love Care but her need to be popular is suffercating its why we don't have the whole BFF thing going we are but out of the lime light I'm the one she can just be herself with not even Bonnie can claim to have that.

We have sleep overs monthly and she catches up on everything and in-between Elena tells me her self absorbed versions care is definitely the more trust worthy for gossip but you need to take her exaggeration with a pinch of salt.

With that last thought Nicki found herself headed out to patrol. She just hoped that she wouldn't have to slay Stephen tonight that would be a major downer.

[anarchistbanjo]

Gaia Ascension Update  Currency Reval

I'm gradually getting my head around some of these things that are now playing out in our world and how we are continuously being asked to look in the wrong direction! So here is my take on the ascension energies and what we can expect in the coming months leading up to the mid term elections.

The first thing is to recognize that the large goal is globalism run by the elite and powerful. But there is a problem with globalism. It's dead! There is a growing recognition that the United States is becoming more nationalistic under President Trump and that trend will continue as conditions for most Americans continue to increase and become better. The Democratic party has some serious problems with the Russian Collusion narrative and they are broke. We are already seeing the narrative change.

So what is the new plan? Have the radical left continue to distract Americans from the most important goal, the globalization of a one world currency, the establishment of Bit Coin as the global currency! Problem is that Bit Coin has some serious problems. The international bankers are becoming insolvent and if they don't act now they will lose their chance even though there are risks. Expect this to happen sometime between now and mid summer to set things up for the coming midterm elections.

We've been hearing about a new monetary system for years now in the ascension community, but this global crypto currency  has been heralded as a good thing and not the master work of the powers that were! News flash for those that might have been sleeping. The energies of the new earth and the new age support individualism and not globalism!

So here is the scenario as I understand it. The Powers That Were are going to trigger a global collapse of the world's banking system in the hopes of implementing Bit Coin as a global currency. This financial collapse will wipe out individual pensions and personal savings because under law banks will pay off other banks they borrowed from before they pay off individuals and they will run out of money! This is designed as the first step in crippling individuals by wiping out their savings and putting the power back in the hands of the elite. A recent article I read stated that Deutsche Bank is insolvent right now. It's only a matter of time. This collapse will cause the money to remain in the hands of the elite so that Bit Coin can be implemented as a global currency.

Problem is that is not going to work! When the global economy collapses President Trump will do his America first thing and repudiate the national debt, something that should have happened years ago. With the America First strategies now in place the United States economy will be able to readjust to self sustaining since it won't have to make heavy interest payments to the international bankers. It means the United States will isolate, but we are strong enough and independent enough to isolate and recover.

Without a national debt the United States will be free to create its own new currency, possibly a crypto currency of its own creation and eliminate taxes through simple charges on money transfers. Remember, the cost of things will be much, much less because of repudiating the national debt. This America first strategy will force other world countries to do the same thing to survive. This is the opposite of a global currency where each country will create its own and begin from scratch. This will be the beginning of prosperous nation states.

What we are talking about is the total collapse of the international bankers and elite and their power over global economies! This is the final drama to be enacted in Gaia's ascension scenario. I'm pretty sure that President Trump is already making plans for all of this.

In the meantime we get to see just how criminal and corrupt the Swamp really is! These things have already happened in the astral and are only now beginning to manifest in the physical. Good times ahead! Keep centered in the heart and believe in humanity!

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People I love and care about all live in my neighborhood. Like in a circle. I took buckets to them, to make water stops for Bailee and Ike, (my dogs). Our walks, go by their houses. I have always loved animals and babies.

I think I was about 14. I don’t know where this lady came from. a white lady, She was a waitress or something like that, and she worked a breakfast shift. She had a baby, her name was Baily. Baily was a beautiful baby, and good too. Her mom needed a baby sitter, and I don’t know how I came up but, I did, and she would bring the baby around 4am, I would get up, and get her, lay her back down and we would go to sleep til time for me to get up for school. I made 140 dollars a week. I was able to go to the plaza and get clothes, and stuff for my hair...Then she was gone... I don’t know why, but one day she just stopped coming. Bailee (my dog) is white, with a brown patch at his eye...so cute. I love him to death, we really went through a lot together. I had to learn how to communicate with him...When Tootie wanted him, I did not!! I didn’t want a pit bull, I wanted a small dog, a dog that was easy to care for, didn’t make alot of noise, and omg cant reach the garbage. Why do you want a pit bull? but once we were able to communicate, we were good. I trust Bailee, and I use him sometimes to make good choices....Therapeutic...we love each other lol...

Ike is copper colored, with a white stripe down his front. He is the laziest dog, not even physically, he’s aggressive, likes to fight...go for good walks lol.. but he also enjoys eating, and his most favorite past time is laying in front of tooties heater. When I worked at the cordial, the bouncer there was Ike. he was Puerto Rican, copper colored, and greying. he passed away around 2010, he was my favorite person. Everybody and they momma, thought I was fuckin around with that man, I never slept with him. I know other girls that did, I saw the looks they gave, certain ways they behaved. I didnt care I was still gonna be with, and around Ike... plus as long as yall was sleepin with him, I didnt have too lol and that was my favorite, cause I never had to have sex with him, and he still does everything for me that he does for yall (shrugs shoulders) I was young too.. I was probably 20 or something. Ike loved me I know love. I know what that looks like.... healthy love isnt fighting, and it makes you mad, but it doesn’t make you angry. I doesnt rape you, or make you uncomfortable. Ike never did any of that... Like any man, he made his jokes, and told me once how one night with me, and he would change my life... but often we parted, he would kiss my cheeks, or my forehead and bid me goodnight. I used too wonder like if somethin really popped off in there, would he really be able to do anything about that? like would he be able to really throw somebody out? lol he would sit on the stool and charge people and barely pat them down lol...Ike, the dog, is 5 months old, im sure he already weighs 60 lbs. Hes a puppy, and hes huge, and its really cute becuase he doesnt know that hes as big as he is, hes a baby, and hes clumsy... today he made his first angry face today... I gave him a dog cookie (shrugs shoulders).... we love each other lol...

I started to think of the girl Baily, and my good friend Ike, when I saw them, this morning, sadness, triggered, “Run around” played in my phone, and I began too think of the revalation I got when I found out that my husband had indeed been unfaithful, and I became angry. Ike and Bailee, playing on the floor, my husband, on the phone, seemingly in good spirits. My daughter and grandson, snoozing peacefully through the morning, I had already fed the dogs, and taken them out, I took a cocktail last night, and I slept well, I dont even have any aches or pains, today really is great!!!! and its only a little after 10... I dont wanna fight and ruin everyones day... I went through the songs on my phone yesterday on mine and Londons long ride.. wondering what I was going through, all of my music seems so sad. I looked for more. I had too start over, and didnt have my favorites, like Corinne Bailey Rae, and Louisa Wendorf, Colbie Callait, and Taylor swift... Micheal Bolton is Belting to love somebody, and Im gonna excercise at home today... the dogs dont have jackets and theres snow on the ground...we are staying indoors today.