#repressed memory moment
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falsegod Ā· 11 months ago
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i just remembered that after taylor lost aoty in 2014 i wrote hate comments on all of the recording academyā€™s instagram posts
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fumifooms Ā· 7 months ago
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Honestly I wonder if anyoneā€™s ever read Chilchuckā€™s ā€œI cheated on herā€ admission as an implicit reference to prioritizing alcohol over his marriage and feeling guilty abt it.
Ohhā€¦ "I cheated on her" as a half-truth because something ended up taking priority over their marriage, because emotionally he was elsewhereā€¦ "I cheated on her" because after having all the time in the world to think about it now that heā€™s alone, he realizes that that might have been how she felt, and thatā€™s how it felt like to him too.
Love that. I def think heā€™s ironically someone who deflects guilt a lot, in a similar way that he compulsively goes "Youā€™re wrong! I donā€™t care about you guys at all! Iā€™m an asshole!" he flees emotions by making the problem something else thatā€™s fake, a burden easier to bear, heā€™s so used to being seen for what heā€™s not after all. I went into it a bit in one of my fics and in a couple meta posts, but when it comes to his wife he was very much like an ostrich with his head in the sand, seeing her fall into a bad mood on the outing before she left him but dismissing it as something "sudden" thatā€™s not worth thinking deeper about. Overdrinking is a problem for future Chil. I think he did a lot of "You want me to drink less and youā€™re afraid for my health? Get over it lol" and "I should be less strict with the girls and raise my voice less? My father was a strict drunk and look at me, I turned out functional and great! The girls are literally fineĀ and love me" and "Oh? My drinking is affecting our family? No itā€™s not smh smh get off my back"< Drunk a significant portion of the time he spends at home since heā€™s off-work and somewhere he can relax. Type of guy to always dismiss any issues that might exists because he prefers ignoring them as if theyā€™ll go away. All his problem solving energy is spent during work and the issue is with his family he already likes things as they are, theyā€™re his comfort zone and change is scary, he doesnā€™t want the change, even if itā€™d be better. He doesnā€™t want to change, his unhealthy habits are guilty pleasures he wishes people didnā€™t try to make him feel guilty for
BUT POINT IS he struggles with guilt and like. Letting it be a feeling that he gets sometimes, so itā€™s all bottled up and festers and gets twisted into frustration or such like how his worry usually does. I like this take, wether itā€™s something heā€™s already thought a lot about or itā€™s something heā€™s repressed that came suddenly pouring out of him like blood out of a wound, now that heā€™s putting it into words with someone for maybe the first time.
Itā€™s interesting how he didnā€™t refuse going up to the bicorn, Iā€™m sure part of him wanted to see if it would like him, like the virtue test it is. Would a monster that loves despicable men be magnetized to him? Would it confirm his fears?
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twinstxrs Ā· 1 year ago
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thinking about how gorgug + kristen perceive both their own deaths & each otherā€™s, and how that impacts their relationship. bc i feel like freshman year kristen was too caught up in her newfound knowledge of the nature of her own god to truly clock & process gorgugā€™s internal revulsion of where he went after he died, & freshman year gorgug wasnā€™t familiar enough with the complexities of other people to truly lock onto the sorrow buried within the chaos of kristenā€™s upward/downward/sideways spiral until she was seemingly on the other side of it. & i wonder if theyā€™ve ever really talked about it (unlikely), or if theyā€™ve just cracked very few jokes that didnā€™t land and decided to never quite do the work & dig through that part of their relationship. but thereā€™s a kinship there; kristen specifically singles out gorgug to tell him she died again, and gorgug apologizes that he wasnā€™t there with her this time. gorgug takes one of the finger bones off kristenā€™s newly/long-time decayed corpse to have an anchor to something in the world. despite the fact that they were in different places after death, having been together during it means everything.
anyways what iā€™m trying to say is i think they should talk about it.
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daydreamerdrew Ā· 6 months ago
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Marvel Comics Presents (1988) #82
#at first I didnā€™t realize that those were Loganā€™s actual thoughts in that moment#ā€˜Iā€¦ know this man. In a memory. A dream. A dream ofā€¦ dying.ā€™#I thought that it was narration from him remembering these events in the future#so Logan speaking in the next issue came as a surprise to me#because this was the only indication that he was conscious and not completely mind-controlled#itā€™s a similar effect to how I was initially confused by the opening prologue#where I thought those words would have been from#which depicts Logan after his Weapon X experience being haunted by something he doesnā€™t fully remember/understand#and which the reader hasnā€™t learned about yet#phrased as that he feels he has to ā€˜get awayā€¦ fromā€¦ whatā€™s comingā€™ whatever it is#in that prologue Logan talks about his ā€˜dreams of deathā€™#I realize Iā€™ve been expecting a sudden experience after this that will wipe Loganā€™s mind#but really his memory issues were caused by the adamantium fusing heā€™s already gone through#heā€™s already confused about his ā€˜dreams of deathā€™ which are the torture and experimentation theyā€™ve been putting him through#which heā€™s been going in and out of awareness of#he remembers nothing from before the fusing#and later heā€™s going to repress his memories of Weapon X- leaving him with nothing#also noting that in that prologue some of the imagery haunting Logan was blood splattered on glass#which rain hitting the window reminded him of#which I thought would be from the memory of his own blood on a glass tube he was kept in#but it looks here like it was actually the imagery of that scientistā€™s blood on his glasses that stuck with Logan#marvel#logan howlett#my posts#comic panels
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claratyler Ā· 5 months ago
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bro what the fuck i just watched the episode where L dies and THAT scene after they come back inside from the rain really is over the top.what the fuck. I did not remember that romantic piano music. Also the double-entendres of everything they say..on the one hand it's alluding to L's soon-to-be murder, but also clearly it's meant to be (or at least could be) understood as romantic. What the actual fuck did I just watch. Also why did they look at each other like that. What the fuck
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silverwhittlingknife Ā· 1 year ago
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Hey I was stalking ur page just now and tripped over the ā€œdick and tim and foodā€ posts and it made me think of how, during the ā€œRobin in keystone cityā€ arc, pizza is brought up at least twice, and both times tim specified that he doesnā€™t want pineapple on the pizza. BUT iirc tim normally enjoys or at the very least tolerates pineapple on pizza, and I wanted to know if you thought maybe tim was avoiding pineapple pizza bc itā€™s a tim and dick thing for him and heā€™d miss his brother or something
Or maybe Iā€™m just being weird or something idk
HEADCANON ACCEPTED I LOVE THIS
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(the context of the panel is that dick ordered pizza, and alfred told him that he could've made food, so dick is saying "uh huh but i bet you wouldn't willingly make anoudille and pineapple pizza though" and alfred is all "no i would NOT and i can barely tolerate that you're eating it in front of me")
anyway so YES clearly tim can't eat andouille or pineapple pizza without Dick!! it'd be lonely
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kunikidas-lost-glasses Ā· 1 year ago
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I don't remember him to look THAT fruity
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Also shout out to this screenshot I found. Nothing straight about this man:
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danothan Ā· 1 year ago
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weird question but it came up in conversation recently and now iā€™m curious: if you had repressed memories, what was it like to have them resurface?
personally, i donā€™t think my life was better living in ā€œignorant bliss,ā€ but i canā€™t rly say iā€™m glad i remembered either. i wonder how other ppl feel abt this kind of thing. iā€™ve been living w the UNrepressed memories for the amount of time i had forgotten now, so ig iā€™m just thinking abt it more w my bday coming up. wow thatā€™s crazy, iā€™ll have remembered for longer than i forgot
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circusk Ā· 3 months ago
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dale and peri unintentionally bonding over the mutual dislike of the buxaplenty's, dale due to another capitalistic enemy and peri because he's weirded out over juandissimo past behaviour of hitting on his mom
this has been sitting in my inbox since august cause i couldn't find a nice and polite way to say . WRONG šŸ‘ŽšŸ‘ŽšŸ‘Ž
the dimmadomes and buxaplentys would more likely have positive relations, even if only for the sake of business or publicity
like they wouldn't personally be pals but like.... there's a mutual kind of respect since they're on more equal footing. idk. lame rich people gotta stick together or something womp wompp
as for juandissimo. yeah no he's kinda annoying. fumbled so hard he couldn't let go for 10,000 years lmaooo but i like to think that he got his shit together and stopped being lame and everyone's chilling now šŸŽ‰ i don't think peri would personally hate him At All. its all just water under the bridge now and he might've been annoyed for a week or two but he wouldn't hate him. theyre all pals again whateverrrrrr
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sleepii-moth Ā· 3 months ago
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man if i had the engergy to write fics. the things id do to fiddleford.. oh man the things id do..
#to me hes very; incredibly repressed gay man who was definitely very in love with ford in college then proceeded to get married to a woman#so he would stop thinking about it because him and ford were just 'college buddies' and 'only kissed a few times when they were really#intoxicated and isnt that a funny story haha' so the first chance he got he just convinced himself he was in love with his wife#because thats what he was supposed to do hes supposed to get married and have kids and provide for his family thats#how its supposed to be- and i do think he loves his family and loves his wife like they were probably friends before getting married#but then ford calls him up again after so long and he just drops everything to *be there for him* like not even because he wants to do it#for science he wants to do it for *ford* and then time goes on out there and the feelings resurface#and i like to think that when the fight he had with his wife over the christmas present that was the moment he finally realized#that hes just been in love with ford this whole time or at least that he wants to go back to him so bad that he just gets on the last plane#back to gravity falls and goes back to ford and as things get worse he just starts breaking down because hes thinking he wasted his whole#life that hes married he cant go back now probably also a lot of internalized homophobia just having the worst time while#fords off with his little triangle bf and starts getting a little colder towards him near before he left and so#after all that after the portal test hes just completely shattered even without the memory gun bc hes just like i ruined my life i think my#wife hates me and ford is just acting insane he wasnt like this before and i did this all for him this could be the end of the world#and so then just a couple of zap zap zaps later and hes old man mcgucket local cook haha! anyway yeah i have to#do some of my physics homework tomorrow its due Tuesday
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tyrannuspitch Ā· 1 year ago
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"malcolm killed someone as a kid and repressed the memory" is extremely fun and i endorse it, but let's also consider: "ainsley has killed before and repressed the memory".
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cosmicgamer Ā· 1 year ago
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I really feel like the reason why Cosmo refused to say her name to anyone other than Sonic was because she remembered the "deal" she made with the Metarex in this point in time before later repressing it, or just had an instinct about it
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sanji-piss-hell Ā· 1 year ago
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rewatching thriller bark I don't remember any of it. I have to wonder how peronas ghosts and sanjis self worth issues are gonna mix. Cause like, mans out here being called a defective product his whole childhood. From what I recall when he gets hit its just the stereotypical gag. I hope that oda used this as an opportunity for foreshadowing tho
I am going to start keeping a list of moments like these so if I ever write a fic I'm armed and ready
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mama-marleigh Ā· 1 year ago
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Bruh the bad part about having your entire childhood memories repressed because trauma is that all the good memories go too :(
Like I remembered a melody in a song and immediately had a breakdown because I suddenly remembered why I am the way I am and why I'm proud of it.
I rummaged through all my stuff on my dest to find a broken down music box just so I could remember the words that he said to me after years of not remembering anything about him.
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mamawasatesttube Ā· 1 year ago
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For the ask game: memory šŸ‘€šŸ‘€
How deep, deep down he would have shoved that memory, if heā€™d never been able to hear Konā€™s laughter again, to see his radiant smile.
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un-local Ā· 2 years ago
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DARK MOON GREATSWORD:
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A Moon Greatsword, bestowed by a Carian queen upon her spouse to honor long-standing tradition. One of the legendary armaments. Ranni's sigil is a full moon, cold and leaden, and this sword is but a beam of its light.
GOLDEN ORDER GREATSWORD:
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Greatsword made of light, modeled after the Elden Ring itself.Ā Forged by King Consort Radagon to proudly symbolize the tenets of the Golden Order.Ā  One of the legendary armaments. Telltale signs betray that this was once the greatsword bequeathed to him by his first wife, Rennala.
"I'VE DEFEATED GODRICK"
Ah, you defeated Godrick and claimed yourself a Great Rune. Mm, looks like we both got what we wanted out of Stormveil, didn't we. Well done, friend. Something to mark the occasion. Go on, take it.
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