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billowingangel · 23 days ago
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Why are you "new to the harry potter fandom?" Why would you intentionally get into something made by a violent white supremacist terf
Hello Anon,
I would say I did not intentionally get into harry potter. I had read the books as a kid like most other people and to be frank I wasn't a fan of them or her writing. But I began to really attach myself to some of the characters from that god forsaken bookseries. I would daydream of self inserting myself in that world so I could interact with him, I used it as a coping skill.
At times my attachment to said characters returns in a wave. And I've been wanting to write some fanfiction about said characters. I never have before because I was ashamed I liked any characters from harry potter.
But on this Tumblr I've been trying to let go of shame and guilt I feel for liking certain problematic media.
I would like to write some fanfiction, look at some fanart, of characters and ships from harry potter and meet others who also like it.
I know I shouldn't like Harry Potter because JK Rowling is a disgusting and repulsing person but I don't want to surpress this because, personally, that leads to me liking the media even more and obsessing even further. This will pass and the enjoyment I feel for these characters will dwindle until the wave comes again.
I would like to make it crystal clear I do not like JK Rowling. I despise her.
She's an awful horrible person whose comeuppance is coming.
I do not condone or endorse JK Rowling.
I have not read any of her newer books, the cursed child, any of the side books, or anything like that. I know though by talking about Harry Potter that is spreading her proweress even further and I am sorry.
I’m sorry I am doing something fucked up on my fucked up blog. I don't want to like Harry Potter, fuck I don't even like his character, but I do and I don't want to hate myself for that.
I don't want to feel ashamed for like Harry Potter or Hetalia.
If the fact I want to engage in the fandom of Harry Potter makes you uncomfortable-
Please block me
I apologize if any of this sounds like an attack, or that I was being too defensive, for years now I’ve hated and hidden what I like even from myself and its tiring. I am also exhausted so I am longer winded. I have reread this to try and see if it makes any sense but it may not and it is what it is. You may think of me as a horrible person for liking something made by a horrible person and that's ok! You may despise me and that's ok! But please let me just enjoy something.
I am sorry that I made this post about me instead of being about how awful and disgusting Joanna K Rowling and I am sorry. She disgusts me, I looked her up just now so I can spell out her name because she shouldn't be able to hide behind the initials of JK.
Anyway anon I hope this post is a sufficient explanation as to why I was looking for friends who also like this shit from an awful and disgustingly ignorant violent white supremacist transphobic person.
I fear I could keep just going and rambling because I am tired and my words just keep flowing. Please know this too anon, I am sickened by myself for liking this as well.
Edit 1: 10/21 09:40 - I'm sorry for how long this is and how passionate I sound in it, and if I sound all "oh pity me" it's just for years now I've had to hide and suppress the things I like (hetalia and harry potter). I was told liking either (especially hetalia) was problematic and made me an awful person. So I'm a bit sensitive about all this.
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insomniac4000 · 3 months ago
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I have an idea for a fic about will! So u get invited onto the fellas or saving graces podcast and since their in the same building where will films his videos you could like bump into him and just something along those lines aha
Fellas to lovers
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Y/N felt the nerves build up with each step she took walking down the East London Street, eventually she made it and looked up at the light brick building with big windows; The Fellas Studio’s where inside were some of her favourite Youtubers and content creators. For months and years y/n had watched these people form the comfort of her own home but now, she was considered their contemporary but she had a huge case of imposter syndrome.
“Hi, I’m Y/N I’m here for The Fella’s podcast?” She said to the receptionist politely. The receptionist gave her a pass and sent her up on her way. Cal and Chip were waiting, just talking casually on the chairs when they heard footsteps on the stars and a very nervous y/n entered the room. The boys were lovely, they spent a few minutes trying to ease nerves and ran over some questions before the recording was about to start. Y/N clutched the microphone, steadying the slight shake of the hand just as Calum announced recording.
"Welcome back to The Fellas Podcast, the place where we get the most interesting people on the internet to sit down and chat. Today, we're excited to have someone who’s not just interesting but downright viral. She’s been breaking the internet with her hilarious skits, relatable content, and just that magnetic personality. Please welcome TikTok sensation, Y/N!" Freezy did the intro and y/n smiled through the nerves as much as she could.
"Thank you so much for having me, guys! I’m a huge fan of the podcast, so this is a bit surreal for me."
 "We’re excited to have you here too! First off, how does it feel to be the queen of TikTok right now? I mean, your rise has been insane—millions of followers in such a short time." Cal started off with an easy question to try and ease y/n in as much as he could.
"Honestly, it still doesn’t feel real. Sometimes I wake up and have to remind myself that this is actually happening. It all happened so quickly, you know? I started posting just for fun, and suddenly it’s like—boom—everyone’s watching."
"Let’s talk about that ‘boom’ moment. Was there a specific video or a moment where you thought, ‘Okay, this is really taking off’?" Chip asked
"Yeah, there was one video that really kicked things off. It was a skit about dealing with overprotective parents, and I guess it just resonated with a lot of people. The comments were flooded with ‘This is literally me!’ and people tagging their friends. The video hit a million views in like 24 hours, and from there, things just snowballed."
"I remember that video! It was everywhere on my feed for days. What do you think it is about your content that connects with so many people?" Freezy added in, by this point y/n’s nerves had subsided massively, her body language relaxed more, she stopped playing with her long brown hair as much and she allowed to self to sink back on the sofa a little bit more.
"I think a lot of it is just about being relatable. I try to tap into those everyday moments that everyone experiences but maybe doesn’t talk about openly. Whether it’s dealing with awkward social situations, struggling with mental health, or just the weird quirks we all have—if I find it funny or interesting, chances are someone else will too."
"And you’re not afraid to get personal, either. You’ve shared a lot about your own life and struggles. Was that a conscious decision from the start?" Chip was now coming in with a more personal question, it was one of the ones they had shown y/n at the start so it didn’t come as a shock and she was ready to answer it.
"At first, not really. I was just making content that felt natural to me. But as I started getting more followers, I realized that people appreciated that openness. I think it helps people feel less alone when they see someone else going through the same things they are. It’s therapeutic in a way, for both me and my audience."
"Has that openness ever backfired? We all know the internet can be a brutal place sometimes." Cal already knew the answer to this question, it was something all content creators needed to know how to toe the line.
"Oh, for sure. I’ve had my share of trolls and negative comments. There were times when it really got to me. But over time, I’ve developed a thicker skin. You have to, in this line of work. At the end of the day, I try to focus on the positive feedback and the amazing community that’s been built around my content."
“And you definitely have at least one massive fan in this office, apart from us a certain Mr Lenney always comes in and shows us your videos,” Chip added and as him and Cal had a little laugh about it.
“No way really?” Y/n tried to laugh along and tried to seem like she was calm and just going with the flow but on the inside her heart was beating faster, Will? That beautiful blue eyed boy who’s content she had been watching for years? He liked her stuff?
“He’s also single now so feel free to drop downstairs to his office once you’ve finished here, I bet he’ll go wild! Anyway enough about the lanky Geordie idiot what does the future hold for Y/N? Are you sticking with TikTok, or do you have other plans in the works?" Chip asked, y/n was grateful that the conversation had changed now, although she was now thinking some thoughts about that Geordie male that she could never talk about in public.
"I’ll always have a love for TikTok, but I definitely want to branch out. I’m working on a YouTube channel right now, and I’ve been talking to some brands about collaborations. Maybe even a podcast—who knows? The possibilities are endless, and I’m excited to see where this journey takes me."
"That’s awesome! We’re sure whatever you do next is going to be huge. Before we wrap up, any advice for aspiring creators out there?" Cal asked as the podcast was about to wrap up.
"My biggest advice is just to be yourself. Don’t try to imitate what’s already out there. People are drawn to authenticity, so find what makes you unique and run with it. And most importantly, have fun with it, if you’re not enjoying what you’re doing, it’s not worth it."
"Wise words! Thanks so much for joining us today, Y/N. It’s been a blast having you on." Chip smiled
"Thanks for having me, guys! This was a lot of fun."
"And to all our listeners, make sure you’re following Y/N on TikTok if you aren’t already and keep an eye out for her next big move. Until next time, take care!" Cal signed off the Podcast and once the recording has stopped y/n exhaled a deep breath.
“You did really well, you should be proud of yourself,” Cal smiled giving y/n a small hug.
“Thank you so much, I’ve never done a Podcast before and I was really nervous but you two made me feel really welcome so thank you,” y/n told both of the boys sincerely. There was a little small talk but then Chip and Freezy needed to leave as they had a meeting. Y/N thanked them again and made her way downstairs, she momentarily paused remembering what The Fella’s had to say about a certain someone. She continued down the stairs, pulling out her phone ready film a TikTok when she felt her body collide with something.
“Oh my God I’m sorry,” y/n cried as she looked up and saw a male, dressed in all black, a mullet on top of his head, smile on his face and an iced coffee in his hand, it was him.
“No harm done. I didn’t expect to see you here,” his northern accent thick, as if often got when he was excited.
“Oh I’ve just filmed a Podcast for the fellas. I’m Y/N,”
“Oh I know who you are,” Will’s smile got even bigger, y/n tried to push back a blush.
“I just didn’t want you to think there’s a weird fan running around all of your offices,” y/n joked. Will sipped his coffee slightly smiling.
“No, I know who you are. Hopefully the guys were nice to you?”
“Oh they were, they erm…” y/n hesitated for a moment to think about if you wanted to say the next bit but there was a spark in her which told her to go for it. “They said you might be a bit of a fan?” y/n asked cheekily, biting her bottom lip slightly with a smile. Will sighed.
“Those fuckin’ morons. I do enjoy your TikTok’ yes.”
“It’s okay, I’ve been known to binge your videos too. And not for James,” y/n added. Will’s eyes sparkled.
“Well that’s new. Say, what are you doing now?” Will asked, his smiled dropped a little bit and he started to play around with the straw in his drink, y/n shook her head.
“Nothing really.”
“Fancy joining me for a coffee?” Will asked, trying to steady his voice, he was doing a good job of it, he looked very calm and cool. Y/N smiled, her heart beating out of her chest.
“I’d love to.”
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asclexe · 3 months ago
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haii….intro post…..about me……
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click (this is a reminder more for me because i’ll see it easiest this way, feel free to click) / i do not answer donation asks and i cannot donate
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haiiii :3 i go bye cameron which is very nicknameable so have fun with that. also call me whatever 🔥🔥
i am a trans boy/boy/void-adjacent/agender guy/nonbinary hoe/eldritch creature and i ONLY use he/him pronouns!!!!!! please and thank you!
aromantic aplatonic lesbian faggot thing. i think girls r pretty. women are soo awesome 😍
minor!!!!!!!!! im ageless online 4 my safety so B cool im literally 5 years old :3
my star sign is leo (august is the worst month ever.), personality type intj, im an atheist, white boy, and im left-handed to name a few. i might be neurodivergent but we don’t know
american :/ + a mixed pot of european as most american white people are (based in EST)
currently matching with the awesome @magicmarkerz give it up for the coolest boygirl ever. our backgrounds are like owen and maddy from isttvg. awesome.
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interest wise, im pathetically multifandom and im really interested in doctor who atm but but i also enjoy house md, yellowjackets, moral orel, warrior cats (on arc 5 and no intention of reading more), dungeon meshi, six feet under, fnaf, thg, a series of unfortunate events, doogie howser md, i saw the tv glow, good omens (FUCK neil gaiman. 😐), and soso many many more.. (i watch a lot of shows and have soo many more to watch. lol)
currently watchinf!! : doctor who (capaldi era, s8), the good place (s3), broadchurch (s1), and hannibal (s1)
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i run @ask-the-ducklings and @ppth-obgyn-dept-head-real for my house md oc and i’m 1/2 of @meanwhile-on-the-road :3
i use #asclexeposting for all original posts + more
trying to figure out my ao3 situation but im on pinterest and discord under assclexe if you wanna hmu (B cool) and roblox as asclexe and my airbuds
so yeah below the cut are just like. boundaries whatever lame. but feel free to follow me, ill likely follow back and we’ll be bestest friends forever ^_^
ughh sum things you should know be4 you follow or follow/unfollow or moot/unmoot me/boundaries
i am a very morbid (i think abt death literally all the time. lol), negative, cynical person and i always have been and i will not absorb those positive vibes. im a hater. im also opinionated like everyone else and im obviously going to have bad takes. B nice. sometimes the fun and joyous whimsy comes out. i can and will be really nice i promise just sometimes im mean
i use a lot of profanity and i say the ONE. one slur i can reclaim.
i will not go to therapy or get help. i’ve been in therapy and it does not help me and i do not like it. i do not want help. i’m fine. please do not tell me “go to therapy u need it” because i do not need it
i say “im going to kill myself” a lot and these are all fruitless, meaningless statements. i am not committing suicide yet, and when i do, you’ll have long forgotten me. hopefully.
pls tell me via ask box! (or dm if i follow you) if i say something offensive or wrong or are overcrossing your boundaries, im sorry, im bound to make mistakes or misjudge a post.
i do not tag my reblogs with the media or characters, only little comments. i also do not spoiler tag my posts. i try to trigger tag things when i can but if you want something trigger tagged specifically pls lmk!!
i do not have a dni, because the block button (which i use pretty often ill be honest) is easier, so instead i’d say go away!!!!! bigots (because you suck) and zionists (because i’m pro-palestine) and pedos/zoos (because you’re gross) and nsfw/mdni/kink blogs and most people over 21 (unless im comfortable with it) (because i’m a minor) . block me if you don’t like “mspec lesbians” you won’t like it here
but anyways, i’m pretty chill and will prob follow u back and be best friends forever and ever. i luv all my mutuals u guys r the best
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sodaliteskull · 4 months ago
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Writeblr Reintro
Now that I am free from tumblr purgatory, and actually have some free time, I figured I may as well reintroduce myself!
I'm Steph, legal adult and she/they queer living in the mildest climate in Canada. I write pretty much exclusively sci-fi and fantasy, and I fill my casts of characters out with mostly ladies because I am really tired of hearing about dudes! I have five main WIPs I'm rotating around in my mind at any given moment:
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The Silent Island of Crow intro post A forum RP currently being reworked into book formatting, it's about a bunch of weirdos getting up to shenanigans and dealing with threats from their pasts and elsewhere. Started really juvenile and grew to be more serious in tone, jarringly so, but there's still some interesting kernels in there...
The Island of Crows intro post ...So my best friend and I are taking those kernels and making something that's a little more consistent and in line with where our writing skills are now! Currently in the planning stages, but the core of it will remain the same: A bunch of weirdos getting up to shenanigans on an island they've all been pulled to for one reason or another.
The Starcrossed Cycle intro post The solo adventures of some of the characters I am going to be bringing to the Island of Crows, before they actually get there. Iradurel is a criminal frozen in time, and Ryla is the monster hunter that finds and frees her. The two of them will come to realize that this is not the first time they've been pulled into each other's orbits.
Abyssal Scrutiny intro post Look, I saw Power Rangers at a formative age, so super sentai shit is always at the back of my mind! So this is my take on the genre, where a group of people are granted powers from a mysterious source, in order to fight against eldritch abominations in some sort of parallel realm. Only, as Morgan uncovers, there is more going on than just fighting monsters of the day.
The Moons of Boryarlta intro post This started life with the intent of being a lesbian rewrite of a mecha anime, but has spiralled into an unholy hodgepodge of sci-fi genre nonsense. Stuck in a dead end job just trying to make rent, Cass didn't think she'd ever have the chance to leave her hometown, let alone her planet. But then she's captured and thrown into a gladiator arena on another world, and her life just gets weirder from there.
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Beyond those, I have a couple random ideas that are percolating, so I may have more to add in the future. But for on here, I am always down for tag games (lol just late to respond to them!), love to hear about all the weird shit that people are writing about outside of the traditional publishing scene, and reblog a lot of images and words that remind me of my WIPs (I try to keep my tagging system organized). Gimme a follow if any of that sounds like your cup of tea!
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forestgromlin · 2 months ago
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intro post!!
blog where i reblog stuff: @forestgromlinreblogs
card thingy:
warning: this is very long, and i will probably update/edit it as time passes
Basic Stuff
call me: bee
minor
pronouns: she/they preferably, it/its sounds cool but i haven’t tried them enough, tbh any are fine idrc
sexuality: lesbian oriented aroace, specifically aegoromantic
also:
adhd
autistic
speak english and spanish, am learning french, asl, and maybe norwegian?
i have a cat named Socks! i love her <3
Interests
books:
harry potter (I DO NOT SUPPORT JKR)
little women
anne of green gables
the hobbit
lotr (need to finish the 3rd one still)
pjo
musicals:
newsies
the great gatsby
hamilton
six
shows:
the owl house
she-ra and the princesses of power
bluey
good omens
music:
taylor swift
conan gray
cavetown
laufey
boygenius
phoebe bridgers
maisie peters
plus many more!
i don’t like movies lol
plus random stuff:
the marauders!! (harry potter)
tea!!
coffee!
drinks in general!
languages! all that funky stuff*
gremlincore
music <3
candlessss
in choir and musical theater! (i’m a mezzo soprano, but i sing soprano)
cats
fanfic
uhh i do art sometimes
writing is cool but i have 0 motivation ever
MUSIC
music!!
pinterest
baking!
im one of the people that saw tumblr stuff on pinterest before joining tumblr
im very friendly online and would be happy to chat!! feel free to tag me in whatever
*grammar, linguistics, etymology, etc.
tag system
#bee’s thoughts - random original stuff, ramblings, thoughts, questions, etc
#bee’s ultimate quiz - i make really hard quizzes about myself and y’all get to see how much you know about me!
#bee’s song of the day - i’m gonna try to do a song of the day everyday!! feel free to remind me if i haven’t posted one lol
#bug!! - @musical-dash-trash
#rye bread!! - @kutie106
#lucy! - @chickencentaur
#rin! - @rins-batcave
#laceyy - @theodditylacey
#patch! @toooster
also @ all of my moots, i love y’all!!
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wwwow-official · 3 months ago
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Hello, world!!~
Welcome to the OFFICIAL Wacky William's World Of Weird blog!
Now, you may be asking, what IS Wacky William's World Of Weird? Well, my friend, I'm glad you asked!
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Description!!~
Wacky William's World Of Weird, or WWWOW for short, is a work-in-progress indie game/art piece/passion project, with elements of mascot horror, analog horror, bait-and-switch games, puzzle games, and other such things!
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You play as Y/N [that's right, YOU!], a 20-something year old horror enthusiast, with a love for lost media, and a knack for abandoned building exploration.
After re-discovering an old shirt they don't remember having, they do a bit of research, finding out about the [now abandoned] children's interactive museum of the same name, which resides in their childhood home town, which they and their parents had moved away from, when they were just a kid.
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Throughout the game, you'll do puzzles and mini-games, complete tasks, explore, discover secrets, and most importantly, meet the [very much ALIVE!] colorful cast of mascots!
Luckily for YOU, a good few of these characters are friendly! Especially the name-sake character himself, Wacky William, who will grant you sanctuary, and give you hints about the lore, if you ask the right questions!~
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Outside of the game, there's still much to do with this fun little story! It seems like SOMEONE'S been uploading old video archives to Youtube, showing off several different promotional videos, commercials, cartoon episodes, and even stuff from what appears to be an old website?
Discover bits and pieces of the story, pieces you wouldn't be able to find in the game, and connect the dots the best you can!!~
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Now, that's about all I can give in terms of a description, for now! Though, if you're curious about any non-story related details, our ask box is, in fact, open!
This blog is mainly for sneak peeks, dev updates, musings, and other such random things. Though, there may be a few rebloggings, aswell!
To make things less confusing, I have devised a little tagging system!~
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TAGS!!~
General:
#wacky williams world of weird! - For all posts related to WWWOW!
#wwwow! - Same as above, just abbreviated!
#important posts! - Posts like this one, with IMPORTANT INFORMATION!!
#asks! - A tag dedicated to answering questions!
#wwwow updates! - A general tag for WWWOW-related updates!
#sneak peeks! - For sneaky little peeks at WIPs!
#dev log! - Just development logs, nothing too special!
#character intro! - Posts that are all about showing off one of our wonderful Wacketeers!
#wacketeer art! - For art of the characters, Canon or not!
#sillies! - For memes/joke posts about the characters/story/etc.!
#fun fact! - Just to spice things up, I'll be posting fun facts about the characters at least once a week!
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Character-Specific Tags:
#wacky william!
#zany zeno!
#nutty norman!
#aberrant albert!
#curious cornelius!
#bouncy betsy!
#sweet suzanne!
#peppy penny!
#other wacketeers!
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Off-Topic/Other:
#off topic! - For posts/reblogs that aren't about WWWOW!
#aesthetics! - A tag [mostly] containing aesthetic/stim-worthy pics/gifs/videos that remind me of certain characters!
#reblogs! - Posts that have been reblogged from other accounts!
#support! - To help spread awareness, or just to help out!
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*This section will be updated every now and then, to include new tags, if needed! ^^
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Now that we've gotten all that out of the way, it's time I introduce myself, and put some boundaries down!
You can call me Mod Cryptic, or just Crypt! I'm the owner of this blog, aswell as the creator of WWWOW as a project! You may know me from my main blog, @cryptic-loser , but that's neither here nor there-
As for my boundaries when it comes to this blog, they're pretty simple!
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1. Please, do not make any strange, NSFW comments about the characters! Simping is mostly fine [I encourage this, actually!], just please nothing inappropriate.
2. Please do not pester. If your ask hasn't been answered, I probably just haven't gotten to it yet, or don't know how to respond!
3. Please be nice!! If you don't like something about the project, or have something to say about anything, please be civil about it! Remember, if you have nothing nice to say, it's better to say nothing at all.
4. If you are a bigot in any fashion [Homophobic, Transphobic, Xenophobic, Racist, Sexist, Ableist, etc.], please leave. This is not the place for you. If you try to interact, you will be blocked.
5. If you are a pro-shipper/p3d0/m@p/z00phile/etc., again, this is not the place for you. Like with the last point, if you interact, you will be blocked.
6. On a lighter note, if you draw anything, or make anything related to this project, please tag me in it! I love seeing it!! ^^
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And with that, this post FINALLY comes to a close.
I hope you guys have a splendid time here, and have fun!!~
Goodbye for now!!~
Boarders/Dividers made by @strangergraphics !!
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dailyiiwheelship · 1 month ago
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Redone Intro!
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"dailyiiwheelship" is a blog where I spin an ii character wheel twice, and post about whatever ship comes from it!
For some info on the creator, I use any pronouns and am a minor! For privacy reasons, I've decided to identify with the little mascot I've made for the blog. (Not sure what to name them yet, like... Prizey or Prize Wheel-y or something) you can see them in my profile picture and banner!
Some Basic Rules for/Notable Things About the Blog:
Most rules are just for me, (for example: I am not allowed to share my own opinions on the ships I post, for obvious reasons) but there are a few things for any followers or viewers of the blog.
Any hate to me or others over the ships generated will be deleted. Reminder that I am just spinning a wheel a few times and I never plan to say what ships I like or dislike. Obviously you are allowed to dislike or hate the ships rolled, but I prefer you keep negative opinions to yourself.
It's true that the wheels aren't spun just twice 100% of the time. I usually skip Bot and the Cherries, (primarily due to age reasons, I myself am unsure of their ages and decided it was better to leave them out) and I will reroll if it lands on a character that has already been rolled twice before. I will also reroll if what I land on is a proship or a ship that has already been posted.
Tag Guide (in-case it is needed):
#wheel posts: any post that features a rolled ship
#non wheel posts: any post that isn't a rolled ship
#rarepair: any rolled ship that can be considered a rarepair
#prizey/#prize wheely: any post including my persona
Everytime a character is featured in a ship, I tag them as "#[character] ii"
That's all for now! Have fun and enjoy this silly little blog!
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thevalkyriesshadow · 1 month ago
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Writing tag game by @bonecarversbestie !
Describe your writing process from idea to posting/publishing?
My ideas: I'm often inspired by moodboards, pinterest images, writing prompts I see on tumblr, movies and shows I watch...inspiration is everywhere! I also try and write things I'm familiar with or things I have interest in. It makes the research part more entertaining and engaging! Once I get an idea I play out the story in my head for a few days before I'm sure I like the possibilities of the story...if I really like the idea I get right to writing, even if it's a part of a scene or a small intro.
I LOVE THE RESEARCH ASPECT OF WRITING
I know, the boring part, but I learn so many new things and I like my fics to be accurate to a degree...of course at some point I just have to be like "Debbi, it's okay if it's not possible for your character to survive a fifty foot drop -- you're doing it for the angst!!!!!"
Writing/Editing: I keep everything I do to Google docs! I can access it anywhere from my phone and I love the outline tool. As soon as I get an idea, I make a new doc and add the idea or outline.
I will write at home, on the bus, on my break at work, anywhere! I'm shameless so I don't mind writing smut next to strangers on a bus or in a cafe 😅 I like to write a chapter out without really focusing on editing, and if there's a moment where I'm struggling to find a way to phrase or talk about something or a word to use, I just bold that section and keep going. Then I'll go back and edit it.
I'll admit, I'm an awful editor LOL I'll go back through and make sure it makes sense (I like to try and find creative ways to get what's in my head on paper and sometimes it just doesn't sound good LOL)
I only recently had people start reading my stuff before posting and I always feel so bad for the grammar of mine they have to endure (To my beta readers, I love you and you're awesome! 💖)
I just have to remind myself that Stephen King had horrible grammar, but incredible stories. That keeps me going hahaha
Posting/Publishing: I am too lazy to go back through and type in the html, so I just hope and pray my italics make it through while copying it to AO3. So far it's cooperated. I've only had to go back and add in italics two or three times.
I like to promote my stuff with sneak peeks before posting fully, and recently I've been addicted to making playlists on spotify for my fics, little collages for when I post a new chapter on tumblr, creating ways for my readers to engage with the story by letting them choose certain things that happen next.
Are you a plotter or a pantser?
Both! 😅
Thirty Moments I planned out. I did have a thirty day OTP prompt I had written for merthur back in like 2014 so I followed that and changed it up a bit to go with acotar/gwynriel, and I knew I wanted the prompts to tell a story as they went along rather than them being one-offs so that required planning. That was my most extensive outline. My other outlines are quick little notes, like a basic idea of what's coming next...some times I follow that and some times it derails completely and I go off course!
BB, NH is very much pantsing. I went into it deciding that's how I'd do it because I wanted to try the method and I really like pantsing!
I think it really depends on the fic for me and how much bandwidth I have for the fic.
What do you listen to when you are writing?
Spotify playlists that fit the vibe of the story, or the playlist I created for the fic!
There's also a guy who plays the trumpet in the park I live next to, so sometimes I'll just listen to that as I write 🤣
What’s your drink of choice (while writing)?
I find my best writing happens in the morning so I'll usually have coffee or tea. In the afternoons if I'm writing it's kind of whatever I'm drinking; water, seltzer, wine...I don't have a specific drink I stick to when writing.
Promote yourself! What’s your favourite thing you’ve written?
Um, all of it? hahahaha no but I really loved Thirty Moments Tell A Story. It was my first major (published - I wrote something right after reading ACOSF and it was basically word vomit, but word vomit with potential so I'm currently editing that lol) Gwynriel fic and I loved the themes I explored.
Share a fic of yours that you think is underrated/deserves more love.
I'm going to shamelessly share FOUR of my one shots that deserve more love:
Please...Stay (because I love some angst with a happy ending)
The Priestess Listened (because Azriel just needs someone to listen to him)
Song of the Shadowsinger (what I think happened *HOFAS spoiler* when Azriel returned without TT)
Getaway Car (I got this idea when driving through Philly...it's the wild west in these mean streets)
Do you have any advice for new writers?
From the inspirational words of Shia LaBeouf: JUST DO IT
Seriously. Write the awful stories. Write the ones you can't get out of your head, or the ones that you only gave a minute of thought to. Writing anything helps you to hone your craft and meld it to what you want it to look like.
Try and write a little everyday. Even if it's a sentence, editing, an idea...anything to keep the juices flowing.
Take your time. Don't rush it.
This part is easier said than done, but don't be hard on yourself. Write because you like to do it, not because you're expecting a million hits or comments or kudos.
Talk with other writers and get their advice.
Read, read, read...seeing other writing helps to fuel and inspire yours!
Take breaks and remember to be kind to yourself!
What is a writing style/technique that others do really well that you'd like to get better at?
I like my smut, but I think I could do better at making it less telling and more showing.
Is there a character you were surprised you enjoyed writing as much as you did?
I like writing about the other Valkyries and giving them personalities. I liked writing Azriel’s mother as well!
I also have Balthazar as a beta in my Valkyrie appreciation week fic and I've only written one line for him so far but I'm already entertained by him 🤣
Thank you for tagging me @sadiegirl2021
No pressure tags: @captain-of-the-gwynriel-ship @oristian @shadowsxgwynriel @foreverinelysian
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wolfram-but-art · 2 months ago
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awesome intro post WAOUW
here's my strawpage if you aint readin all dat (thank you frenchoniontf2 for showing me this site lmao)
ABOUT ME: Hi! I'm Wolfram :3 I use he/him, and ve/vim pronouns i'm a silly little guy
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ABOUT BLOG: I post my art on this blog!! shocker i know!! i don't go for consistency, quntity or quality; it's simply blog where i post art that i like making and i'm proud of, i'm not here to please anyone but myself. this blog is 16+, i don't draw anything explicit, but you may encounter gore or a shirtless engie from time to time. though i usually tag things like that (see tag section under cut for specific tags).
i also have a second art blog, that one's for non-tf2 stuff
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DNIs: Terfs, HP fans/apologists, MAPs, Zoophiles, gender/sexuality criticals (that includes bi/trans/aroace/pan/neo pronouns and gender ect. phobes, do the bare minimum and don't be an asshole), racists, natzis, zonists for all those people 1000 lead hammers to the head.
AND PLEASE MAKES YOURSELF LOOK LIKE AN ACTUAL PERSON, CUSTOMISE YOUR BLOG DAMNIT!!
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ART REQUEST/ASK RULES:
NSFW, any incest/non-con/pedo is categorially off the table.
but that's pretty much it for the limits. you're welcome to request any ship/headcanon/scenario and ocs you want as long as you keep it respectful THIS SECTION MAY BE UPDATED IN THE FUTURE
as per general asks, you can come chat about anything, i'll try my best to not take too long to answer your ask (which may happen, sometimes i take 3 months to answer an ask but thats just my bad)
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TAG LIST AND OTHER: I usually try to tag triggering/more nsfw stuff on my blog, but feel free to ask me to tag stuff, or remind me if i forget
#sugestive - tag for stuff like sirtless engie #gore / #blood / #injury - self explanatory #flashing / #gif / #flashing video / #flashing cw ect. - photosensitivity warnings
#wolfart asks - tag for all my asks #wolfart speaks - tag for all the random stuff i say #doodle dump - tag for.. well.. doodles #fanart - tag for fanart people have drawn for me :3 (ty) #tf2 oc / #human!archimedes - self eplanatory + my oc tag
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deviders credit!
dancing computer devider Windows elements UI
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diabolic-wave · 5 days ago
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You said you have Parallel Canon ramblings that couldn't fit in the tags. Ramble away, fellow human.
Also, let me know if you find that post you mentioned being reminded of.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS yeah it was a more generalized thing (i saw it cropped and had to go find the image + search the exact phrasing but it's since been reblogged) the sentiment of being the 'evil' clone is up for debate i suppose. perhaps in a literal sense - yknow, antivirus that's been infected with malware; a copy and paste of code that was supposed to be 4 tweaked and repurposed into hostility. but it feels a little wrong to call them evil anyway. (there's also definitely a horror in that it's still your "friend" even while it's "evil" they jump to you they tell you they will they cry out when you kill them and you can hear it and isn't that just awful? they're all still someone that was supposed to be on your side. it's not just the voice clip it's not just a super jump indicator it's an 'ouch' ping it's a 'hey i am super jumping to you, my teammate, specifically' audio cue. this was supposed to be your friend.) and what if it still was! what if you ran with the same sort of angst as if it was genuinely 4 at first? what if eight saw that, remembered sanitized agent 3, and knocked/tore the mask off to save them and it worked? what's it like for everyone then? we know pearl is filling the role she's intended to be, so in that same sense people use that to bring 4 in you could use it to make a dawning horror sort of story. the slow realization that it's not. you could well have it still more directly attached to 4 through the palette too - i think this works well for most things and not just this specifically, like i do think it can play a pretty significant part in pcanon feeling so strongly that it is agent 4 even if it's not quite identical or doesn't remember everything or whatever - but ultimately it never really was. and so what then? for parallel and for everyone else? would it be cruel to acknowledge it? i would think it'd be a little uncomfortable for everyone involved no matter what. in contrast to never being treated like 4 in the first place, instead it is but only for a little bit. and then suddenly everyone starts getting a little... distant. uneasy. even if they never actually say anything about it there's still that nasty anxious feeling when it seems like everyone else knows something you don't and especially if you can tell it's something about you.
i also often find myself especially fascinated with what they are just in general tbh. that one i could touch on in the tags at least though. yknow, series of progressively more distorted photocopies. the first is almost pristine, just a little off from the book itself thanks to things like the weird seam copies get from the way the pages crease at the spine. and then when easy access to the book is lost and the copies start being copies of other copies it gets further and further away. burns. fading. other weird random marks. if the intro is anything to go by, they've all got their quirks. a hall of mirrors reflecting the reflection of the same person. ants that've gotten themselves confused, following each other's trail ever onward and onward into the death spiral because they don't know how to do anything but follow orders and march together. they're not quite like ants in that they're individuals, sure. with their own egos. but they're all still made from the same copy and pasted code, recopied, repasted, corrupted further by the virus hijacking them. and they all still act in harmony to do what they were supposed to do from the beginning. follow the directive, follow the pheromones, even if you've been trapped in a path you weren't supposed to take. (truthfully, i got in on the spiral of ants association just because of 'intensifying harmony' -> 'the overwhelming harmony (consuming the colony)' but since then i've ended up latching onto it more and making other connections lmao. You Are One Ant is something that's also stuck for a long time alongside the harmony connection which i've thought about drawing something for occasionally but honestly the whole pre-chorus at this point i think about a lot. the first one especially [you can't remember where you came from. you can't remember where you're going. you can't remember knowing.] but the now you remember/you have to keep it flowing also hits in its own way i think)
also like no matter how you interpret it, how much you think the main parallel can actually remember of "being 4", there's always going to be that light so bright it's blinding as soon as it gets a window into that, right? as soon as it gets to look in that mirror and see that life it doesn't have. the light none of them will ever reach.
in contrast to no matter how happy-go-lucky your 4 is this sort of thing would be crushing, it's also no matter how angsty your 4 is they still have more going for them than the parallels. they're living some sort of life and not just the hollow facsimile of one in a little anthill of a tower in a barren virtual reality. they do have friends even if they've felt neglected, right? but all the parallels really have is each other (and maybe order/smollusk) unless 8 or the others decide to reach out despite how weird that has to be for them.
it's just you and yourself and yourself and yourself and yourself and yourself and yourself and yourself and yourself and yourself (etc if you figure there's more than the ten we see on the floor 20 bossfight) living in the cold white dark. mere imitations of someone who did something meaningful. who was impressive enough for you to be created in the first place.
but then also, how many of them even care? at what point is that copy so distorted from those burns and fadings that it's still identical in text but completely unrecognizable from the book it came from? and what's it like to know there's a you that doesn't care that it's not you? what's it like to be one that doesn't care when however many do? i'd think it'd be a little offputting even if it's a perfect divide and they don't fight about it or anything. but it'd definitely be isolating if it was only a few of them on either side, too.
none of them are their own person but also they are. none of them are 4 but also they all are. it doesn't matter which way any of them look at it because they can never really be either.
NOT TO MENTION what happens when there isn't anything left to defend from? what happens between the time eight is there and marina making use of the memverse the way she intended to originally? let alone when it just isn't needed anymore in general! what happens to the memverse in general then, to both the parallels and to smollusk? what do they do when they're alone in there. unattended. when they're not following their directive and acting as security. i would think they'd just be interacting amongst themselves which is definitely fine between periods of eight going in with the different palettes but how well does it hold up in those sorts of long term situations?
btw looping back to the link to 4's palette imagine that and then when the palette is completed/cleared just... having that ripped away. you know. being so sure that they're someone else only to suddenly be forced to realize they're not. not just because of the way people are treating them but because all of a sudden there's just... something that's torn out of them and put inside of someone else. having a soul only to realize it's not yours when the real owner takes it back.
anyway yeah that's mostly what i've got off the top of my head but yknow. ultimately as much as i do like the [it actually is 4 au] stuff too i think the actual situation is soooo cool and also super underutilized tbh it's kind of a shame
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two-braincells-in-total · 3 months ago
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Materlist
A little guide to my posts (the ones that don't have a link are things that I'm still working on and will be posted eventually)
Shatter me
Fanfics
A Coffee Tale (coffee shop AU; mainly warnette with side ships; not finished yet, but updated every once in a while)
Never forget that there's a 'he' in 'cheat' (ACT's backstory; featuring the drama with Leila, Kate and Anderson; will be out when I finish ACT)
Promise for forever (happens during ACT, but it's one-shots of Emmaline x Haider; will be out after I finish ACT, similar to Bonus Chapter 2 from ACT)
ACT Bloopers (not really a fanfic, but the notes I'm using to write ACT, because I'm convinced I'm funny I'm not, but I like attention)
Christmas miracles (warnette Christmas office au, will be a start of a seasonal warnette collection, will be out some time in December)
Character/plot point analysis
Juliette Ferrars (kinda sucks, might rewrite eventually)
Adam Kent (will be out at some point, not sure when)
Emmaline and Ella's names
Kenji and Juliette's friendship and it's contribution to their character developments
Adam and Juliette's relationship and it's contribution to their character developments
Nazeera Ibrahim
Emmaline Sommers (still not sure if I'll ever write it, but putting it here as a reminder for myself)
Headcanons
Nazeera, Kenji, Warner and Juliette as a friend group post-war (will be out eventually)
See me
If you don't know what I'm talking about, it's a wattpad next-gen Shatter me fanfic by jackssfox, I really recommend checking it out
Character/plot point analysis
Kai Kishimoto (coming soon)
Emmaline Leila Warner (coming soon)
Theories about what happens next (tho they might be VERY far from what's actually gonna happen lol) (hopefully coming soon?)
Incorrect quotes
Day 1
Day 2 #1 #2
Day 3 #1 #2 #3 #4 #5
Apparently I missed day 4, but I was spamming day 3, so it's okay
Day 5
Day 6 #1 #2
Day 7 #1 #2 #3 #4 #5
Day 8
Day 9 #1 #2
Day 10 #1 #2
Day 11 #1 #2 #3
Day 12 #1 #2 #3
Day 13 #1 #2 #3
Day 14 #1 #2 #3
The Inheritance Games
Fanfics
Wedding plans with Jameson Hawthorne (Avery and Jameson planning their wedding; idea from @xo-zozo; coming soon)
Meant to be (next-gen fanfic; idk if I'll write it 'cause I got the idea before TBH came out, so idk if it's even possible for this to happen, considering the series isn't finished yet, and it was supposed to be AveryJameson's daughter with Eve's son, but idk if it's kinda like incest because of Toby? Please comment if you want to see it)
New memories (Nash and Libby Valentaine's day)
Behind the speaker (Avery, Jameson, Nash and Xander watching the players in tgg; coming soon)
The one to hold him (Jameson is sick and Avery is taking care of him; requested)
On the sand (Avery x Jameson beach date)
Character/plot point analysis
TGG review
Brady Daniels (hardly analysis, more like a rant lol)
The kiss scenes (with one reblog from me to add some stuff)
Gigi Grayson (currently working on it)
Savannah Grayson
Avery Grambs (idc that she's not a mc anymore, she's still my favourite and CRIMINALLY UNDERRATED)
Jameson Hawthorne
Headcanons
Rohavannah headcanons
The Reappearance of Rachel Price
Fanfics
As if you never left (Bell and Ash reunion)
What it should've been (Reachel, Bell and Carter just chilling)
A Good Girl's Guide to Murder
Character/plot point analysis
Andie and Pip paralles
The stuff at the end of Part 1 of AGAD and how it affected Pip
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This is it for now, things from potential requests will be added. The fandoms that I'm in are listed in my intro post.
As you can see, there's a lot of stuff that I have in plan that I haven't written yet, but all of this takes time, I need at least a day for each of these things. Some of those things will take quite a while to post, so I'm asking for your patience <3
If anything here caught your attention, follow me so that you can see the progress of it. If you want to be tagged in my posts about a fandom or a specific thing, reply here and I'll tag you when the time comes.
I have random posts about some of these fandoms that are not included here and I'm kinda random (and I think I'm funny), so you can check them out, too.
I'm kinda unserious, so don't expect the character analysises (is that a word?) or fanfics to be profesional
Bye for now <3
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catboy-slut · 4 months ago
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intro post time :3
hiiiiiii :3 call me ash, please (not my real name but i'm not attaching that to this blog). this is an omo-focused kink sideblog. this is an nsft blog, please only interact if you're 18+.
about me:
i am in my 20s. i always forget to update intro posts on my birthday, but i'm pretty good at keeping my age in my bio accurate
i use they/he pronouns and consider myself nonbinary (or nyanbinary haha funny pun)
i am bisexual
i'm a soft dom leaning switch, but for omo i like controlling and being controlled equally
i'm usually down to control whenever i'm online, but i can't hold all the time cause of irl. i'll try to announce when i'm going to hold, and if anyone wants to control me when that happens they can ask/dm me
my biggest turn ons are desperation, wetting, and accidents
i like petplay but i'd rather keep this blog omo focused, you can call me kitty if you want but no pressure if that's not your thing :3
boundaries (all personal preference, no shaming here ^.^):
this might change in the future, but for now i'm too shy to post pics >.< maybe over dm if we're really close but it's still a bit much for me
i'm fine with public wettings in very secluded places, but i'll only do those by choice
no scat/emeto/piss drinking/catheters/ageplay/ddlg please
i'm more open to diapers but still not really a fan
sexualization of actual minors is an immediate block
feel free to ask me about anything that's missing from here :3 i hope we can be friends!
gonna work on a tagging system soon, this is just a reminder to do that >.<
taken anons: 🌌
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suzyandthefox · 4 months ago
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Of Smoke And Shadows: Chapter 1
We start our journey with one sad vampire and an even sadder little borrower.
No beta we die like men
Tag list: Ask to be added.
This story will be posted under #Of Smoke And Shadows
And under #OSAS
Intro post
Detective Lumen.
Snow, This is the first time I have seen snow since I can remember.
There's something about it that reminds me of when I was young and innocent, of days that passed long ago.
It gives me a bittersweet feeling, a certain warmth in my heart. I still miss those days, but it is no use lingering in the past.
I light a cigarette and take a deep breath as I stare into space. Even though the cigarette does nothing, the warmth and the bitter taste give a semblance of life to my cold body.
My brother always complains about how nicotine is deadly and that I'm risking my health, he keeps mentioning how people die because of it. And I always remind him that we aren't people.
Standing in the alleyway, I let myself get lost in my thoughts as I watched everything around me get coated in snow, like a mountain of powdered sugar, or a soft white blanket.
Then, I feel a presence, and I hear a voice, I was not alone.
"M..Mister? Mister?"
I immediately look around me, searching for whoever was around here and just spoke up, until I realize...
It was down... Down... At my foot.
Wait... What?
I squint and rub my eyes, for I could see a little brown blob tugging at my coat.
No, it wasn't a brown blob, it was a little... Person? Girl? A little girl, only about three inches tall!
The poor wee thing was looking at me in both fear and desperation, shivering in the cold, it pained me to see her like this.
She was a creature called a "borrower", a small person that lives in house walls and makes a living out of unwanted, forgotten things, hence the "borrower".
I have never got to see one as close as this, they are usually shy creatures that won't reveal themselves to a human, let alone a monster like me.
I figured that the poor dear was in a dire situation, and she reached out to me to help her.
Alas, I will try my best.
I think of where to take her, of course! Arsen would love to see her, he always wanted to see a borrower from a close distance.
So I reach out to take her into my gloved hand, And no sooner than when she was in my hand that she awoke from whatever daze froze her.
She immediately leaped from my palm and she was free-falling.
"Fuck!" I exclaim as I catch the rather reckless bundle in my hands and quickly tuck her into my shirt pocket, and I'm filled with guilt as I hear her weak, soft voice begging me to let go.
"Shhh, It's okay, it's okay," I whisper to the little one as I pat my pocket, feeling her curling into a small ball.
"Sleep now, I won't hurt you, just going to take you somewhere safe."
A few moments pass, and I only hear her breathing, so I assume that she is asleep.
I take another breath of my cigarette, then I realize that my supervisor will be upset about my slacking, as she only allowed me a five-minute break.
When I walked back to her office, she looked quite upset at me.
"Lumen! You are late! And that cigarette is still burni_"
"Shh_"
She is too loud. I raise my finger over my lips as a gesture for her to be quiet, then I decide to show her what made me late.
As I reach into my pocket, the little blonde woman eyed me with a skeptical look. I take out the borrower, and I carefully laid her in my hand, noticing how serene she was in her sleep.
Now that she is close and still, I take a good look at her.
She is a small girl, with a huge cloud of curly brown hair that falls behind her back and on her shoulders. Her freckles spread all over her face and arms like cinnamon, especially on her plump cheeks and little button nose, I can notice how pallid her face was, how she was covered in dust, perhaps it's a good thing that I found her.
Charlotte stares at me, then at the little girl in my palm, I see a smile forming on her face as she coos softly.
"Aww, Gosh! What a cutie! What a little darling!"
The way she gushed over the borrower was getting on my nerves. Humans tend to overreact to things, and it makes me nervous.
"And what are you doing with her?" She asked.
"I'm taking her to Arsen, He will know_"
"Don't! He will hurt the poor baby! He can't be trusted_"
"I was informing you, not asking for your opinion."
I tell her in a firmer tone. It looks like I went too far, as she was taken aback by that.
Then I see that look in her blue eyes, that dreaded look, and I thought we were getting somewhere.
Guess we were never there, to begin with.
"L..looks like it's the end of your shift! You are dismissed, Lumen."
I heard a soft murmur and felt the subtle movements in my hand.
Right, the borrower.
I slip the small borrower I nearly forgot about back into my pocket, and I turn back to the exit.
I take one last breath from the cigarette I held, then I throw it and crush it under my foot, Charlotte doesn't deserve a clean office.
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I'm back at my apartment's door, my safe and familiar apartment.
I knock on the door, and the raspy voice of Arsen answers me.
"Who the fuck is it?"
"Who would it be?" I replied.
"I don't know, The fucking police? a fairy who managed to get my name? A loan shark I didn't know I was indebted to? "
"It's the police then."
I say as I put my keys in the lock and turn it.
Arsen is jumpy and anxious, the last thing I want is for him to shoot me, it will be very inconvenient to have a bullet in my head right now.
I look at my brother and I remember why he doesn't go out of the apartment, he was even more inhumane than I am, with skin as dark as night, sunken eyes, sallow cheeks, crooked long ears, and sharp crooked teeth. Arsen is described by some as a "Tall goblin", and with his strange posture and alert looks, he wasn't different from one.
He stood at seven feet tall, although he was always hunched so he always looked a foot shorter, he was wearing a bright white lab coat atop his equally colored suit. The colors contrasted with his skin and matched his eye color.
The place was as organized as always, although Arsen did not believe in a god, there were crosses and other religious symbols everywhere. I always thought this was kind of strange, but Arsen insisted that "spirituality wards off the supernatural, and it does not contradict with science nor what he believes."
"I have something for you," I tell him.
"What is it?"
After washing my hands, I
reach into my pocket to take out the small girl, to which Arsen's eyes widened.
"Put it in this cage! Quickly! And change your clothes and wash your hands! Who knows where you found it and what sort of diseases it carries!"
I nod to him and go to the bathroom to take a quick shower.
It all went down so quickly, one minute I was putting on a shirt and the next I hear Arsen coughing his lungs out.
And as fast as I could, I run to the kitchen and I open a cabinet that I mentally marked, taking out an inhaler.
Helping my brother to sit down, I put the inhaler in his mouth and aided him as he took a puff, then another.
For a few minutes, he was breathing and slowly inhaling, as I tried my best to calm him down.
"It's alright, Arsen, you are still here, nothing happened, you are safe with me."
"I'm here for you, I did not forget."
Over and over, I stayed nearby and spoke as quietly and as gently as I could muster, until Arsen could feel that he can breathe again, there is no wheezing in his voice, and the air was entering his lungs normally.
"I took my medicine, this wasn't meant to happen!" He panicked, shivering like a frail leaf in the winds of October in my arms.
"You did, Arsen, you never forgot" I reassure him.
"Then why did i"_
"The windows are closed, the apartment is clean, I showered and changed my clothing, my shoes are outside the door, you did everything correctly and I did too." I try to reassure him, again.
"I must have forgotten something! You must have done something! It could have been the door or_"
I present him with his own notebook, where his checklist was completed, I also point at the door, which I made sure was closed tightly.
"It doesn't have to be for a reason, You have frail lungs, that isn't your fault."
"Not everything has to be for a reason."
I look at the small girl in the cage, she was watching all of this with wary curiosity.
"What are you going to do about her?" I ask him.
"You do, I must recheck if I missed something."
I nod, and I take the nearest chair, I pull it and sit next to the glass cage, And I see a book that s open wide next to it, Arsen must have been studying her.
I get closer to her and I notice her eyes, she had big, chocolate-brown eyes that were staring up at me in both awe and fear. Humans already tower over her like skyscrapers, I can't imagine how I look to her.
I sigh and lower my voice.
"It's time we have a talk."
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woodwood6000 · 6 months ago
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INTRO POST
!! RESOURCES TO HELP PALESTINE:
arab.org, operation olive branch spreadsheet, gazafunds.com
Haaaii !!! :3 I'm Wood!! And im currently into vocaloid and anything similar!!
He/him prns please !! ^_^
Strawpage...😈😈
My favorite song(s) and producer(s) r constantly changing but im currently thinking about these ones the most....
When the First Love Ends - ryo
犬と猫 - Tanoshiimagurodance
すべてはまぼろし - ポッジ二
WONDERFUL☆OPPORTUNITY!
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ART TAG!! :3 -> #art!
UNFINISHED ART!! -> #wip pile EXCEPT I LIED THIS IS THE PIT OF NO RETURN I PROBABLY WILL FORGET ABOUT THESE GUYS AND NEVER CONTINUE THEM...
Any assortment of Kaito, Meiko, Luka, or Gakupo hanging out with Rin or Len -> #the family(i love the family..)
Other funny ones: #winky #so real
cool graphics (+anything similar) i like :3
reminder for myself DRAW THESE DRAW THESE PLSPLSPLSP REMEMBER PLS PLSPSL
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spiralstereo · 5 months ago
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intro.
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[my beloved partners- @clovergeneral, @tobywizardb]
[pronouns page] [better pronouns page]
// im in my change era \\
Herez a cool playlist!!! 🪩🗯️🎧‼️
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[❓] What is to be expected here?
[❗️] I'm an artist & writer, so expect mostly that type of content!
I have a tag system btw!! It's fairly new (except for my art tag) so don't expect there to be much on there.
#☆ kais art! ☆ will be used on art
#asks 💭 will be used on asks (i also have an askbox game thing scroll down)
#kaiju posts will be used on normal posts
flavors of posts
🍃 trotting around! // therian stuff
📓 yearbook! // pictures, images, not art
#roleplaying shenanigans 🌀 will be used on me roleplaying...
#kai yaps will be used on ramblings & lore fun facts
flavors of yapping
🍤 shrimp flavor // lore drops, explanations
🍱 bento flavor // updated lore, changes
🍡dango flavor // fun facts, little bits
🍛 curry flavor // lore with designs, art!
🍙 rice ball flavor // just yapping
#kai stinks!! will be used on vents & rants
#announcement! will be used on, you won't guess what (/sar)- announcements.
flavors of announcements
💬 just a heads up... // minor announcements
🔈 /srs // serious announcements
🔔 reminder! // announcement for lore
#reblog!! will be used on- you guessed it! reblogs.
flavors of reblogs
📂 ooh! // will be used on stuff i find interesting
💌 yay! // will be used on stuff featuring characters i like/love
🎉 yippee! // will be used on reblogging announcements with a /pos tone/context
🗯️ frowns // will be used on reblogging announcements with a /neg tone/context
#📊 poll! will be used on polls
#blorbo posting! (+ an emoji for each character) will be used for me yapping & posting about my blorbos
blorbo tags
blorbo posting! 👻 // ghostwalker phighting...
blorbo posting! 🐍 // DARKHEAR...
There will also be a fair bit of me being silly & rambling. I also try to keep my blog free of political & controversial topics. I do not want to be involved, so please keep it away from here.
Alot of my writing & AU stuff contains sensitive & disturbing topics that may make people uncomfortable. I am a proud horror & angst enjoyer- so I tend to get extreme with it sometimes. So please keep that in mind & be cautious if you're triggered by said things.
Adding onto that, please let me know if you don't want angsty roleplays on my blogs. I rarely ever to fluffy stuff, so if you're uncomfortable or annoyed with it please tell me. I do not pick up on hints about that I am so sorry.
Speaking of my au & stuff, I have some ask box games going on!! Here they are!! (Send me asks pls)
[❓] What are some basic things about yourself?
[❗️] First of all, I'm bodily a minor. Please keep NSFW & that gross icky stuff away from me. I am fine with suggestive stuff- & there might be suggestive things here & there.
I'm a system!! Not plural all the time, kinda new to this... but yeah!!!
We don't have something we go by collectively yet... so- just call us based on who's fronting? It's usually Hexx
We might change up our tagging system to make it more accurate, its kinda outdated
I am a pretty private person. I have trust issues & therefore I like having my personal life separate from my online life. This does not mean you cannot ask what I did today or how my day was, but just expect me to be vague &/or hesitant.
I'm autistic!! I don't always understand &/or get things so tone tags would be appreciated. I don't fully understand them myself yet, I'm still learning, so I don't use them all the time! Here is a masterpost/masterlist of tone tags if you have trouble understanding them..
[❓] What are your interests?
[❗️] As of right now, I'm hyperfixated on PHIGHTING! My favorite characters are Darkheart, Ghostwalker, & Subspace in that particular order.
I make a lot of OCs for things I'm obsessing over, & that also means making my own AU & writing my own lore for it! Please ask me about it!! It makes me so happy.
I have an unnamed PHIGHTING! fanon that I'm making/have made with one of my beloved partners, @clovergeneral. I have a community for it!! It's here!!
I also have a lot of original stuff that I probably won't talk about much, but I might share it with you guys when I properly write it. I've shared some things about it so far, & it's called 'Glitch! Trio'. I have a side blog about it, @glitch-trio. They mean sm to me....
As for other interests, I'm also interested in Pokemon, Pokepasta, ULTRAKILL, Regretevator, IHNMAIMS (I Have No Mouth & I Must Scream), Mystery Flesh Pit National Park, Iron Lung, Project Moon games (more so Library of Ruina & Lobotomy Corporation), Item Asylum, Mandela Catalogue, The Walten Files (TWF), & Jujutsu Kaisen.
Notable mention. I fucking love keytars. They're so fucking cool I love them.
[❓] What are the rules for this blog?
[❗️] First of all, use common sense. It shouldn't be hard in the first place. Think before you speak or ask, that stuff.
I am a person too. I have a life, goals, feelings, etc. So treat me like a person. I'll respect you, please respect me back.
Basic DNIs. Homophobes, transphobes, racists, xenophobes, zoophiles, pedophiles/maps, proshippers, comshippers, anti-furries, anti-therians, or any other creeps. I will block you if I feel like it or if I'm uncomfortable.
Again, please do not bring up political &/or controversial topics. Religion is....okay. I prefer not to speak too much about religious stuff because I myself am an atheist, because I don't know all that much about other religions & I don't want to say anything that will get me in trouble. I respect all religions though.
[❓] What are your other blogs?
[❗️] Here is a masterpost of all my side blogs. I have an addiction to making new blogs to expect the number of them to grow.
[❓] What else do you do here?
[❗️] I do silly stupid shit, & I also roleplay as characters on this blog because I either haven't made a blog for them yet or I just feel like it. Oh also there's some 'events' that happen.
For example- it's kinda an inside joke between me & my partner Clover but I'm gonna explain it real quick. I was keyboard smashing & I accidentally pressed the British flag emoji (🇬🇧) so I thought it would be funny if I pretended to get 'colonized' so. yeah
I'm making a tag for it because it's funny. Uhhh uhhh it's #🇬🇧🇬🇧 GOD BLESS THE QUEEN 🇬🇧🇬🇧 (im so funny haha. im funny right. right guys)
I have AUs & lore specific stuff for the fandoms I'm interested in!! I'll list them & the tags right here
PHIGHTING!
D-Sides! (#d-sides!)
Pirmer! (#🐚 pirmer! 🪸)
Post Justice! (#post justice 🪬)
POKEMON
Frozen Unova (#frozen unova)
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sigmasoyboy · 1 year ago
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heyy, I go by many names in this online hellscape but you can call me Demi or Sigma here. I drink oat milk and my therapist has told me I need to stop ironic self-berating, hence the username. This is a personal blog where I'm letting myself both post drawings and prose as well as talk at lenght about the many little guys I like to rotate inside my head all day as well as reblog silly memes that reminds me of them.
I mainly draw these guys and standalone OCs atm but you can find little intros to most of them on this carrd.
You are welcome to ask questions about any of them here or on my retrospring, either way I will infodump.
Do not tag as kin/me or unrelated characters
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as much as I sometimes draw fluffy gay shit, some of my art and stories contain dark and sensitive themes such as depictions of gore and injuries, abuse, body horror, mental illness, human experiments, insects, vomit, shitty people being shitty and plenty of other sensitive content that may be potentially triggering as well as erotic content that is not suitable for minors. Blacklist #demideaddove to avoid said content, though you will encounter imagery such as scars in my non-horror art too that will not be tagged (healed self-harm, burns, missing limbs, etc…)
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