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[ID: Nine small pixel hearts of system role flags in order, host, ocd symptom holder, relationship protector, multisourced, audeomate, translator, hypersexual symptom holder, battery and drainer. End ID]
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??? ocd symptom holder, relationship protector, multisourced
#host#ocd symptom holder#relationship protector#multisourced#Audeomate#translator#hypersexual symptom holder#battery#drainer#plurality#actually plural#endo safe#pixel#heart#discord emoji#rentry#missing credit
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I think one of the biggest tragedies of Laios & Falin and their relationship is how much his actions impact her life. But like. Specifically how much they WOULDN’T impact her life as much if they weren’t both stuck in such a shitty abusive situation.
This part of the Falin-tries-makeup daydream hour comic is what got me thinking about it again because truly it just... it seems like such a like an offhand comment that I'm sure Laios didn't mean to be cruel or anything. That's just like. A little kid not thinking about what they are saying. ESPECIALLY when the kid in question is Laios.
But man they depended on each other SO much as kids. Too much. It really feels like they didn't have any other source of positive reinforcement, or anyone else to share themselves with. So of course an offhand comment like that has a huge impact on Falin.
Or this little bit from one of the flashbacks:
This tears me apart. Do you think it tears him apart to think about? I think it does. I think Laios holds every small failure to care for Falin against himself.
And then there's the Bigger stuff. The way that him coping with his own trauma ended up impacting her.
Like his interest in monsters. Like him going to find a ghost, and accidentally revealing Falin's magic to the whole village in the process.
Like him needing to leave. And leaving her behind.
He shaped her life so much, and he carries so much guilt for it. And again, there should have been other people there to help. The same things that made Laios need to leave home are the things that made his leaving so hard on Falin. She ate alone after that. She shouldn't have had to eat alone just because Laios wasn't there.
She was 9 when he left for school, and he was 11.
Nine. And Laios feels like he failed her because he didn't stand by her through this better. As an eleven year old.
Both of these kids deserved so much better from the world.
#dunmeshi analysis#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#falin touden#laios touden#dungeon meshi spoilers#AND this isn't even getting into her leaving the academy & how much it seems like that was directly tied to how poorly he was doing#there's a comic in the adventurer's bible where marcille is like 'yeah she had a job lined up and everything'#and like. do you think he feels bad for that too#like he wrecked her life by leaving#and wrecked her life by showing up#what do you even do at that point. if you feel like a failed protector when you are away & and a burden when you return#unable to make yourself accept. unable to make yourself resist#Laios strongest moment is when he lets himself accept that. the contradiction of his life & his relationship with Falin#that he has to kill her to save her#as a small note this came out a little more focused on Laios' POV with this stuff but Falin's experience of it is v important to me too#didn't mean to sideline her but her feelings about stuff are more speculative and probably need a post of their own
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carrying each other :з
#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#villain pb&j duo#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt donnie#fun fact mikey being the strongest/second strongest is prolly my fav hc#little man with big power......#vpbj mikey even more so cuz u prolly need that muscle mass to handle prosthetics no matter how lightweight#hes not exactly a jock but sometimes hes so jock-coded#nerd donnie who asked for no pickles and his little brother jock mikey who WILL fold you for adding pickles#aaaghh not to go on a second unrelated tangent but i love these unspoken lil things in their dynamic......#mikey being so protective and supportive their whole childhood cuz he was a lot more favorable in draxums eyes + got insane powers#and was forced to believe hes like a god or smthing thats probably important too. the strong infallible protector of the yokai#while donnie got the short end of the stick in terms of parental validation and self-esteem#and even when they grow out of that dynamic it still dictates some things in their current relationship#idk how to word it but thinking about it makes me so sad for them
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Qi Qingqi is not often sent out in missions with Shen Qingqiu, thank the heavens. Unfortunately, they are the spy masters of Cang Qiong, and there are occasions where they must collaborate.
After a handful of moles in a forest demon court were discovered, both were dispatched to infiltrate and rescue them. The mission went smoothly of course, they’re peak lords after all. The disciples were sent back on various secret routes. Shen Qingqiu handled the demon diplomacy while she liberated the spies. As long as they could fly back without killing each other, everything should be fine. Right?
Everything was not fine. Shen Qingqiu was not reacting well to some of the food he had to eat. The sect leader would tear Qi Qingqi a new asshole if she flew back to the sect without him, so she had to walk with him from town to town for li upon li. Of course a qi deviation was bound to happen, the Qing Jing peak lord’s cultivation was held together by twine. What she didn’t expect was the state the deviation would leave him in.
Once the sparking and flickering subsided, there was a very small, very gaunt boy wearing the peak lord’s clothing.
The boy was shaking. He asks where he is, and where his master went. He asks if he’d been sold again. Qi Qingqi says she doesn’t understand. The boy explains in a state of panic that he needs to find Qiu Jianluo as soon as possible if he doesn’t want to die, and he doesn’t want to die.
He says his name in Shen Jiu.
And he looks like a hundred girls Qi Qingqi has personally bought the contracts of.
He starts to calm down when she explains that if Qiu Jianluo is still alive, Shen Jiu has not seen him in many years. He grew to be a great cultivator, and he is usually much older than this.
Shen Jiu is a very timid child. He uses formal language obsessively, keeps his eyes down, and only speaks when spoken to. He’s rail thin. Where the too big robes spill off of him, mottled skin covered in a lattice of scars is quickly obscured by desperate hands.
He holds a fragile excitement about his future. Slowly, he asks questions about what sect he’s a part of, what his role is, what’s the name of his sword. He hasn’t learned to read the characters on the blade yet.
He asks Master Qi if she knows of another cultivator named Yue Qi.
Of course, that is the given name of zhangmen-shixiong. He entered the sect a little after Qi Qingqi did.
Shen Jiu smiles. He has the barest indent of dimples on his thin cheeks.
The journey back to the sect is interesting. Shen Jiu is cooperative enough to fly like this. He’s very quiet, barely clinging to Qi Qingqi’s robes. At one point he falls, leaning to see the city from above. He’s such a small thing, Qi Qingqi resolves to carry him. He barely weighs anything. He only whispers a thank you and wraps his arms around her neck, tucking his head under her chin. He makes himself so small, as if afraid to be noticed.
They fly straight to Qiong Ding. Shen Jiu hasn’t said much about the sect leader but Qi Qingqi’s suspicions have been aroused. She breezes through the line, little boy scrambling behind her awkwardly in his oversized clothing.
“Zhangmen-Shixiong, we need to talk now.”
He’s sitting at his desk as usual, Wei Qingwei apparently meeting with him. Qi Qingqi feels a tug on her skirts- Shen Jiu is standing behind her, shaking again.
“Qi-jie, where are we?”
Yue Qingyuan’s face goes white. He stands from his desk, neck craning to see the source of the voice. “Xiao Jiu?”
The boy peeks out, eyes wide. Wei Qingwei spots him too. “Shit, did Shen-Shixiong deviate?”
Yue Qingyuan leans over his desk, eyes pleading. “Does Xiao Jiu recognize me?”
Shen Jiu shrinks back, clutching Qi Qingqi’s skirts far more desperately. Qi Qingqi puts a hand on his arm. “You’re scaring him!”
Suddenly Qi Qingqi doesn’t feel as good bringing this child here. She turns around, scooping him up in her arms. “Zhangmen-Shixiong should finish his meetings. We’re going to Qian Cao and then home.”
#qqq is such an underrated character to me#she clearly sees herself as a protector- specifically of women but I think of vulnerable people more broadly as well#but I also think she has some very black and white views on who can be the aggressor#just based on her assumption that sj must be an abuser because he’s a rich man#in a situation where she sees sj as the scared little slave boy he was I think she would drastically reassess who the aggressor could be#I think in her mind the one with more social capital UN a relationship is always the aggressor#and while this is usually the case her rigid mode of assumption ends up leaving behind some people#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen jiu#yue qingyuan#qijiu#qi qingqi
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Sequel to Sunshade
#my art#warrior nun#wn fanart#avatrice#still set in:#au where they get to go home and take a nap at the end of s2#Ig I felt bad I drew a fluffy snuggling scene and still didn’t let poor B rest#my painting ‘sunshade’ is structured around a visual pun#(cause people call B a ‘sunshine protector’ and funny if more literal)#but what makes avt so good is how A coaxes B out of the protector role and A is given space to not always be sunny#the sunshine protector/knight-princess dynamic is exhausting for both parties (which is why JC/ Ava doesn’t work)#so here’s the natural follow up#couldn’t think of a good pun for the caption though. Moonshine?#I actually really enjoy where the series left off. Their relationship is thematically complete.#(<- Burying this deep in the tags because I know nobody agrees with me)#imerr fanart#me: I’m totally over WN — also me:
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i was never the child you wanted
father
#hollow knight#hollow knight fanart#hollow knight hornet#silksong#silksong hornet#sorry sorry i have been thinking about failed relationships#pk pushed away a family for the crown and that family didn’t include hornet from the get go#it’s always been the pure vessel. it’s never been her. it will never be her#my art#didn‘t know how to draw it without it being too much so her ‘looking in’ at the scene was what i settled on#didn’t give her a needle to emphasize her as the pale king’s daughter and not the protector of hallownest
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wade and logan being so protective of each other not because they can't die but exactly BECAUSE of that. because no one else thinks they need to be protected when really that's all they want, and this is something that only the other person fundamentally understands
#user: gossippool 😝#like they will always be the protector in any other relationship#they are the people that no one else has to worry about and that gets sooo fucking exhausting physically and mentally#god imagine how it feels to finally have that in each other FOREVER#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#deadpool#wade wilson#wolverine#logan howlett#just woke up lmao
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ok I almost loved it even more when it was a surprise Working Class Solidarity Eliot episode that snuck up on me. In the The Work Study Job I just watched, his cover is working a custodian job on this university campus and he fully gets adopted by the Working Class folks of this university (who also hate the asshole professor mark). Eliot didn't even have to try to get in his obligstory Working Class Solidarity, Floyd is just That Guy who met him there with open arms. Teddy bear of man, Eliot's kryptonite fr.
Eliot's soft spots are kids, blue collar/working class folks, vets, and elderly men who are working for their community. Floyd's got almost all of that down. If Floyd showed Eliot a pic of his grandkids, or god forbid Eliot met them, that man would've been done for. I hope they get beers together on the reg after this ep fr
#let alone the fact that Eliot imprinted on Floyd as a father figure immediately after Floyd said he reminded him of his son#and we all know one of Eliot's greatest vulnerabilities has been his relationship with his dad. and Floyd reminded him of his dad 100%#both kinda community protectors looking after and providing for their own. shit Eliot respects and strives for but doesn't think he achieves#at least not fully#anyway#i adore when we see Eliot being a total softie#eliot spencer#the work study job#leverage#leverage redemption#kier watches
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I wonder if Prime was referencing this 🥺
Do not tag as ship or I will duct-tape your toes to a 50 foot ceiling
#i think the bottom panel is from the archie comics?#which i know aren't canon anymore but still#these two have a brotherly relationship in a completely different way than sonic and tails and it's so cute#underrated fr#they look out for each other#even tho that was renegade not the og Knuckles he became protective of sonic just like his og#i love when knuckles redirects his protector instincts to his friends rather than an object#especially since he used to have such beef with sonic#i love these two#i wanna make more analyses about them tby#*tbh#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sth#knuckles the echidna#renegade knucks#sonic prime#sonic archie comics#sonic and knuckles#knuckles#BRUDDERS#don't tag as ship#they care for each other waaaaahhhh#i really hope the bottom one wasn't secretly fanmade lol
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You, 3 Siblings and Bucky Part 2
Summary: You, the oldest, taking care of your three youngest siblings and you work one hour a week by Bucky. Word count: 2.093 Warnings: Fear, injuries, exhausted Bucky x Reader

You wake up stiff and cold in the hospital chair. It’s still dark, maybe five in the morning, and the floor is quiet except for the soft shuffle of nurses’ shoes and the occasional beep from a monitor down the hall.
Your sister is still asleep, breathing slow and even. The swelling on her head hasn’t gotten worse. That’s something. That’s enough to keep you from unraveling, barely.
You stretch, your back aching, and glance at your phone. Low battery. One missed call -from the restaurant. No message. That’s not a good sign.
You’ll deal with it later. Right now, you’ve got about an hour before you need to get back to the apartment and make sure the others are up and ready for school. You still have to walk them there. You can’t afford another call home from the principal about them being late again.
You write a note for the nurse, just in case your sister wakes up while you're gone, and slip quietly out of the room.
The early morning air hits your face like a slap. You walk fast, hands jammed into your jacket pockets, already calculating what time you'll need to be back, how to fit everything in. Drop the kids at school. Run to your cleaning shift—thank God it's only three hours today. Then maybe swing by the restaurant and beg for your hours back. Then return to the hospital.
Your thoughts are spinning too fast when your phone buzzes again.
A new message from Bucky.
"You sure you don’t want help? I meant it."
You stop walking.
You shouldn’t reply. You don’t want to owe anyone. You’ve survived this long without leaning on anyone but yourself. But there’s something in your chest, tight, aching, exhausted, that wants to believe someone might mean that.
Your fingers hover over the screen before you type:
“What kind of help?”
The answer comes quick:
“Groceries. Watching the kids. Rides. Whatever keeps you standing.”
You stare at the message. You don’t know why it hits you so hard, but it does.
You want to say no. You almost do.
But instead, you text:
“Could you maybe… pick up the kids from school today? I just... if the hospital keeps her another night…”
You don’t even finish the sentence as you send it.
Bucky replies:
“Tell me where and when.”
That’s all.
No questions. No pity. No lectures.
You blink hard and wipe your face with the back of your hand, then start walking again, faster this time, because now, you might actually have a minute to breathe.
Not because everything’s okay. Not because it’s fixed.
But because for the first time in a long time… You’re not carrying it completely alone.
You make it back to the apartment just as the sky starts to lighten. Miss Carla is already up - she answers the door in a robe, her hair wrapped in a scarf, and gives you a soft look when she sees your face.
“They were fine” she says, nodding toward the kitchen where your other two siblings are eating toast. “Did their homework. Brushed their teeth. They’re good kids.”
You thank her, again, and she waves it off. “You just focus on your little one, honey. I got these two covered if you need me.”
You want to cry again, but you don’t. You’re past crying. Past tired. Right now, you’ve got things to do.
You get the kids dressed, pack their lunches with whatever’s left in the fridge, some crackers, a few pieces of fruit, peanut butter sandwiches. It’ll have to do. As you're zipping backpacks and tying shoelaces, your phone buzzes.
Bucky: “I’ll be outside the school at 2:45. Let me know if anything changes.”
You stare at the message a moment before replying.
You: “Thank you.”
Just two words. You wish you had better ones. Bigger ones. But you're still learning how to ask. Still learning how to let someone help.
After walking the kids to school, you sprint to your cleaning shift, running on fumes and vending machine coffee. You mop floors, scrub stairwells, collect trash bags heavier than they should be. Every muscle aches, but you keep moving. The hospital bill is coming. Rent is due next week. You don’t have the luxury of slowing down.
By noon, you’re back at the hospital.
Your sister’s awake, groggy but alert, and coloring in a kids’ activity book one of the nurses brought. She looks up and smiles when she sees you. “Did you eat today?” she asks in a small voice, and you almost laugh, because even concussed, she’s worrying about you.
“Working on it” you tell her, ruffling her hair gently.
The nurse says she might be discharged tomorrow, as long as the next scan is clean. You nod, say “thank you,” ask if there’s anything she needs. But your mind is elsewhere, already skipping ahead. Groceries. Medicine. A plan for tomorrow.
At 2:30, your phone buzzes again.
A photo from Bucky.
Your two siblings, backpacks slung over their shoulders, standing next to his bike on the sidewalk. Both smiling like it’s just another normal day.
Then another message:
“Got them. They’re safe. Dropping them off at Carla’s unless you say otherwise.”
You stare at the photo, heart twisting. They look okay. Better than okay.
It hits you, again, how much of your life you’ve spent holding everything together with raw nerves and duct tape. And now, for once, someone has reached into the chaos- not to fix it, but to carry just one piece.
You breathe in deep and text back:
“Carla’s good. Thank you again.”
Then, before you can stop yourself, you add:
“I owe you.”
The reply comes fast:
“You don’t.”
And somehow, that’s what finally makes your throat tighten.
Because you’ve spent so long believing that everything comes with a cost. That needing help means being weak. That survival means staying silent.
But maybe, just maybe, it doesn’t have to. Maybe surviving doesn't mean doing it alone anymore.
You take the new job without thinking too hard about it. You can’t afford to.
It’s night shifts, stocking shelves at a 24-hour convenience store two subway stops from your apartment. Midnight to 4 a.m. Five nights a week. It’s quiet, mostly. Just you, the hum of fluorescent lights, and the sound of boxes being opened, stacked, moved. You don’t even tell anyone you’ve taken it. Not your siblings. Not Bucky. Definitely not Miss Carla.
The hospital bill had come folded twice, like that might soften the blow. It didn’t. You didn’t even finish reading the second page before flipping it over and shoving it in your drawer next to the other ones. But it doesn’t matter. You’re going to pay it. Like you always do.
Somehow.
You rearranged everything again - like a puzzle with pieces that don’t quite fit but have to. You extended your siblings’ after-school programs. Convinced a friend’s mom to let them hang around after dinner once a week. Promised them all you’d be home for bedtime. Lied.
And for a while, it works.
You stretch yourself thin, live off black coffee and vending machine crackers. You skip breakfast, sometimes lunch. You forget dinner until it’s midnight and your stomach turns at the thought of eating. Your hands start to shake sometimes, but you keep going. You keep moving. That’s what you do.
Until one day, your body stops moving for you.
It starts small. You’re walking home from the morning shift at the diner, you added that one too, just once a week, and suddenly the ground doesn’t feel like it’s under you anymore. Everything blurs around the edges. You think maybe you’re dreaming, but then the noise comes back too loud, too bright. Your knees buckle.
And then everything goes black.
When you come to, you’re in a place that smells like antiseptic and metal. Again.
Another hospital.
A nurse is speaking softly, asking your name. You're too tired to answer at first, but you nod.
Dehydration. Exhaustion. Malnutrition. That’s what they say.
You try to argue, but it’s a whisper, and they just shake their heads. "You need rest" the nurse says, “More than anything.”
You close your eyes again, guilt flooding your chest. The kids. Who picked them up? Did anyone notice? Did they eat? Are they scared?
Your phone buzzes weakly in your pocket, and the nurse sets it on your tray.
Two missed calls from Bucky. One from Carla. Ten unread texts.
And one new message, just now:
Bucky: "You didn’t show up at the school. Carla says you never got home. I’m at the hospital now. They wouldn’t tell me much, but I’m not leaving until I see you."
You stare at the screen, throat burning.
Then another message pops up:
"You don’t have to keep killing yourself just to prove you’re strong."
It cracks something open in you.
Because for the first time, someone sees you not as a burden, or a fighter, or a survivor but just a human being. One who needs rest. One who needs help.
One who doesn’t have to do this all alone.
You let the phone fall to your chest.
And for once, you stop fighting the sleep.
Because someone’s out there. Watching the door. Picking up the pieces.
Just until you’re strong enough again.
You wake to the sound of a chair scraping gently against the floor.
Your eyes open slowly, the world swimming in and out of focus before it settles. You’re still in the hospital, still wearing the paper-thin gown, still hooked up to an IV. But there’s someone sitting by your bed now.
Bucky.
He doesn’t say anything right away. He’s leaning forward, arms on his knees, watching you with a look you’ve never seen on his face before, tired, sure. But there’s something else underneath it. Worry. Frustration. Something heavier.
“You scared the hell outta me” he says finally, voice low. “I thought-” He cuts himself off, rubs a hand down his face. “Never mind.”
You try to sit up, but your body protests immediately, everything aching deep in your bones. Bucky moves quickly, one hand out, not touching but ready to catch you if you fall over. “Don’t. Just… stay down.”
You let yourself sink back against the pillow, jaw tight. “The kids…”
“They’re okay.” His voice softens. “I picked them up from school. Carla’s with them now. They had dinner. I made sure they brushed their teeth. They're safe.”
The pressure behind your eyes gets worse.
“I’m sorry” you whisper. “I didn’t mean-”
“Don’t” Bucky says firmly. “You don’t need to apologize for falling apart. Not when you’ve been holding the whole damn world on your back.”
You blink hard, trying to stop the tears before they come. You’re too tired for pride, but part of you still wants to act like you’re fine. That you can bounce back like always. But you can’t. Not this time.
He leans back in the chair, studying you. “You didn’t tell me anything. Not about the other jobs. Not about the hospital bill. Not about how little you were eating, or how close you were to dropping.”
“I didn’t want to make it your problem.”
Bucky shakes his head slowly. “You’re not a problem. You’re someone doing everything for everyone else. And it’s eating you alive.”
You don’t know what to say to that. You’ve never had anyone say it like that. With no pity, no judgment - just… truth.
“I’ve been trying to fix it” you say, barely audible. “I took more work. I figured if I could just hold out a little longer-”
“Longer until what?” he interrupts gently. “Until you break for good?”
You look away, ashamed. But then you feel something, warm, steady.
Bucky’s hand, resting over yours. Not pushing. Just there.
“Let me help” he says. “Not just for today. Not just when things fall apart. Let me be part of it. Not because I feel sorry for you. Because I see you. And you don’t have to do this alone anymore.”
You close your eyes. And for the first time in a long, long while, you believe someone when they say they’re not going to leave.
Not when it gets hard.
Not when it’s messy.
You nod, once. It’s all you can manage.
And Bucky doesn’t say anything else. He just stays there. Quiet. Solid. A presence in a world that’s taken too much from you.
Tomorrow, you’ll go home.
Tomorrow, you’ll face bills and work and all the pieces you still have to juggle.
But tonight?
Tonight, you rest.
And for the first time, you don’t rest alone, because Bucky is there.
Part 3
#bucky barnes#bucky x reader#bucky barnes x reader#james bucky buchanan barnes#x you#Siblings#friendship#relationship#protector bucky#bucky fanfic#bucky
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omg hiiiii i love ur writing smm <33 could i ask for a scenario of tanner x male reader where reader was super shy when he was bullied but years later tanner finds out he's somehow become a badass gang leader who wouldn't hesitate to beat his ex-bully up... i wonder what tanner's reaction would be to that hehe
also can i be 💖 anon? once again thank u <33
how sweet of you to say, thank you!! and to both your questions- yes, you may :) 💖 anon you shall be!
i will say, in his intro, seeing his darling act so reclusive and anxious after high school was what triggered him to rethink his actions- he wouldn't be quite as submissive towards him at first with his darling if he didn't go through that revelation. so tanner is a bit bitchy here since the "why is y/n acting like that"-> "oh no i've hurt him bad haven't i"-> "i'm in LOVE with him" process hasn't happened here.
thus, tanner is still in denial here :p and not as patient with his darling as he typically is
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yandere ex-bully x gang leader male reader
(cws: violence (not against reader), organized crime, bullying, yandere is victim blaming, stalking)
tanner thought about you more often than he would ever care to admit. the shy, nervous boy he met in school who would cower from him like a scared puppy. something about you just made his hackles rise- he felt strange every time he'd seen you mumble and blush around him.
the strange feeling was annoyance, surely. you had been asking for attention, looking and acting the way that you did. you were always so shy and deferential around other people, always going along with being the butt of the joke. it was only natural that you were picked on a little.
but he'd matured since high school. he knew that bothering people and playing pranks on them was immature, no matter if you were basically asking for it. and if he'd seen you now he's sure you two would be polite and civil. you'd simply laugh and agree with him that he was a dick, and then you two could be best friends.
... or something. it wasn't like he thought about what meeting you again would be like.
and it was normal for people that went to the same high school to want to be curious about what their fellow past classmates had been up to, so he'd done some simple digging on you out of curiousity. nothing out of the ordinary. but you'd seem to have gone completely off the map, he'd not been able to find anything about you.
he was agitated that he couldn't learn more. he was worried for your safety, was all. i mean, you never posted anything online. for all he knew you could be dying or something. it was natural that he'd feel anxious right now.
but, he simply had to give up. he'd been trying to approach it from different angles, but he'd accepted that he'd reached a dead end.
except... until now. he was idly slouched over on the couch in front of his television, the news on as background noise. then, he perked up when he saw a familiar face come up on the screen.
it was your face that was glaring into the camera with a look of pure hatred, one that you certainly didn't have when he knew you.
good lord, what the hell happened to you?
"suspected gang activity in eastcliff- residents beware," the graphic read at the bottom of the screen.
he rushed to his laptop, wanting to check the arrest records for your shared state. he hadn't even considered this when he was looking up where you had been, it would have never have occurred to him that you would have gotten yourself in that much trouble.
and once the full report had loaded up? yes, it seemed that you actually were a criminal. you were arrested on a few charges but they got mysteriously dropped due to "unforeseen circumstances."
you hadn't been convicted of any felony charges yet, but he could tell that you were indeed involved in organized crime... somehow. and quite awfully high up in it, if you had corrupt police officers helping you escape any justice at all. it would have seemed like a laughable idea to him before, but he couldn't argue with what was right in front of him.
tanner scrunched his face up, his mind feeling blank from shock. how could this have happened? how could someone like you end up with such an... exciting life? how could you have turned out even more dangerous than him? his mouth felt dry, as a sense of bitterness seeped into him.
he didn't even know how to see what you were up to, to see why you turned out the way you did. surely you must have been forced into it. you couldn't have changed so much so fast otherwise. you were just a puppet with a nice face for the real people on top, obviously.
he felt a bit of bitter agitation, and tapped his leg as he thought. he couldn't live his whole life in mystery. he needed to know more about you.
there was one thing he could try...
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it seems that his gambit to getting information about you had got your attention.
though, nothing could have prepared him from seeing you in front of him. you glared at him fiercely, your face so close to his that he felt your hot breath on his skin.
the eyes that used to be wide and quivering when you were younger were now narrowed and sharp. all he could see was the ice cold rage on your face. it was disorienting, to you someone shift into such a completely different person that you were nearly unrecognizable.
from a little puppy of a boy... to a fearsome wolf.
"of all the things you could do, tanner, you called my mother? don't you dare fuck with her," you growled at him, tugging hard at his shirt.
since when did you get balls? he felt that bubbling uneasy feeling he used to get whenever you were around him... only this time, it was stronger. he didn't like how this new you was effecting him.
you seemed much more dangerous than he was... and he didn't like it. wasn't it him who used to intimidate you? whatever happened to that?
he tried to laugh back at you, trying to stuff away any strange urges his brain was throwing at him.
"oh, come on- y/n, fuck with her? you're acting like i was trying to hurt her or something. i just called her. listen i know i was kind of a dick but really, you're making me out as the bad guy here and-"
you clocked him, hard on his temple. tanner stopped rambling and let out a small groan, the sharp throbbing pain causing him to fall down to one knee.
he opened his mouth to talk, but before he could say anything, you were already leaning down in his face.
"i don't want to hear from you ever again, you piece of shit. don't call or talk to me or my mother if you want all of your limbs intact. you may not know this, but i'm a big deal around here now. do not fuck with me," you say, your voice thick with anger.
for some reason... it felt like sparks and butterflies were running through him. something snapped inside his brain, connecting things. it occurred to him sudden why he had always felt so strange about you, why he was so obsessed with you.
you were hot. and this new you? strangely, he didn't dislike it at all.
"... got it," he said, breathily.
though, he didn't intend on keeping his promise.
#yandere x reader#male yandere#yandere oc#yandere x you#yandere oc x reader#tanner whitlock#male reader#i think tbh that this dynamic could be very interesting since tanner would have to rethink his strategy towards courting his darling#his instinct would usually have him want to act as a protector figure since he thinks strength is what he can bring to a relationship#but if his darling clearly is stronger/more dangerous he'll probably feel the need to switch things up quite a bit#though he’s still going to be whiny and desperate ala this scenario lol
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hear me out. au where hap never dies n becomes a father figure to all the kids
#i actually had this in mind for ages n i really wish i can write to make this#brooklynn is very obviously his favorite btw#ben and kenji coming close second but the tension between him and ben never leaves. their relationship is all about mutual respect#sammy always tries to get hap to laugh#they need a protector ok??#jurassic world camp cretaceous#jwcc#kenji kon#ben pincus#yasmina fadoula#sammy gutierrez#brooklynn jwcc#darius bowman#hap jwcc
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stay gold is for darry too (except this is what i meant to say the first time b4 i got distracted)
“when you’re young and the world is new / it’s easy to forget when you’re trying just to make it through”
darry is 20 years old and for the first time he’s having to learn about bills and when to pay them and how to pay them, he’s having to learn about debt works and how long he can take to pay them back. he’s having to learn how to budget because suddenly he can’t take whatever change he has left at the end of the day to take his brothers to the rodeo or the bookstore, instead that change has to go to something more sustainable.
and darry has a one track mind. to him, since he has to play guardian, since he has to play parent, he’s not allowed to have fun anymore. he has to work day in and day out to keep his brother yes, but he’s also working so his brothers don’t have to work this hard. he’s working this hard in hopes that one day, hopefully in a year or so, they’ll have enough saved up so he can stop playing parent. he’s hoping they’ll have enough saved up so this child can stop walking in his dad’s enormous shoes and can finally be a kid again.
he’s opening at the end of this he can finally just be a friend and a brother again. the thing is though darry forgets. he forgets about the now. he forgets how sensitive his brothers are; soda makes a point for darry to know he can lean on him if he needs to, but sometimes darry gets a little to comfortable and forgets to remind soda the same. darry and pony used to be a whole lot closer before their parents died. but after darry forgets how sensitive he is; pony likes playing big and bold (like every 14 year old) so he’s forgets that pony really is just a baby. he forgets that pony lost his parents too at a really young age and needs a bit more comfort; darry forgets to offer that comfort.
darry never neglects his brothers, god no he doesn’t. in his mind, he eats dinner… most nights with them, he’s usually not back til late, eating dinner with the dim light above the stove. he sees them to bed though! he makes sure they’re all ready for bed and can find him if they need him, though pony has taken to finding soda instead which… is new.
#still not an analysis#darry’s 20 yall#he’s three apples tall#he’s forgotten who he is#this world is new#and he’s forgotten how to keep his relationship with his brothers#he’s caught between the role of a brother and a father#except he’s trying so hard to be a good “father’’#that he forgot how to be a brother#which is arguably more important#bc ya the boys need a father but they don’t /need/ a father#they’ve already lost theirs and they’re and their old enough to function without him#instead what they need is their brother#someone who’s supposed to be their protector from the invisible things like nightmares and scary thoughts#they need their brother more than their father but#bless his one track mind#darry doesn’t recognize that#all he can think of his how young they are#you’re honor please 🙏🏾#i miss them#brb just thought of the most perfect fic#(pony runs away blah blah blah#darry’s scared shitless and sodas not talking to him#in one last ditch effort for help he goes to his parents grave and just rants to them#he falls asleep and when he wakes up his dads there#he has a conversation with his dad that leaves him in tears when he actually wakes up)#the outsiders#darry curtis#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis
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Going from detailed outline to full text when you're writing a fic is so funny because the story I've alread written keeps fucking happening to me
Like what do you mean it has a point? When the fuck did that story about misunderstandings and trauma and making fun of the batfam for making assumptions while also feeling sorry for them turn into asking uncomfortable questions about my career choices ? Where did that Diana/Cass parallel come from? Why is my therapist highjacking my story???!!
#the protector#ao3#ao3 writer#ap3 wip#ao3 jason todd#ao3 red hood#ao3 batfam#batfam fanfiction#batfam fanfic#what the fuck#the fuck when you accidentally psychoanalyse yourself while writing fanfiction#*slams laptop shut* I need to work on my relationship with my mom#batman#dc#batman & robin#batfam#Batfamily
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genuinely hilarious btw how people on twt want soo bad to make matteo a villain in jannik's story or some shit like it's a disney movie. less than a month ago he said they'd talked recently and he's never had anything but good things to say about jannik but to some people it'll never be enough because he made a decision for his career that i understand is hard to digest but it has nothing to do with his relationship with jannik, jannik himself said it doesn't bother him, they both have never indicated they weren't on good terms. like yeah we can't ever really know the truth behind what they say in public, but i think we should stick with what we can see and read, yeah? because making wild assumptions based on nothing doesn't lead to anything good, it's just speculation and i don't see what anyone gains from it?? i think maybe some people need to grow up and accept that they don't know these people. they don't know jannik and what he thinks or feels or who he talks to or who avoids him or whatever. we know what he shows and tells us and that has to be enough because otherwise we go down dangerous paths
#these people don't even write fanfiction they don't even speculate for the fun purpose of writing gay sex#they don't have fun at all they just enjoy making their own blood boil#(jokes aside obviously we shouldn't go too far even if it's done for fun or fanfiction or whatever#there are always lines not to be crossed)#anyway if i can be perfectly honest i think some people just have something against matteo and have for some time#and they JUMPED at the chance of having a “good reason” to say shit about him#now i'm not saying everyone has to like him. and the same thing i said about jannik goes for matteo. i don't KNOW him#but again. i see what he shows of himself and he's quite an open person#and nothing i've seen of him has ever made me think he doesn't give a shit about his teammates and his friends#is jannik his friend? idk man only they can put a label on their relationship if they even want to#but clearly they're on good terms and like each other - from what they've always said as both players and people#and if people want to believe all his words about jannik are empty and meaningless then fine. i personally don't see it that way#because i have no reason to from - again - what matteo has showed of himself over all these years#anyway i rambled but this bothers me a bit#i'm not even looking at this from a ship perspective idc that's just for fun#i'm just bothered by the way people try to skew reality to prove their own theories because they don't like someone#and act like they're some kind of protectors of jannik or something (as if jannik needs it. he's a grown man with people around him who#actually care about and know him)#and then these same people don't even give a crap about people on the tour who are actually bad people. in the most objective sense#petty speculation about who's a friend and who isn't and not even a minute spent talking about the domestic abusers who are THE problem#in this sport. i'm not comparing the two things to be clear i'm just saying it frustrates me that this is how people want to do justice or#whatever the fuck when they could shine light on things that matter. i know i know they're different things#and we all talk about things that don't truly matter all the time#i just think. if you're taking things seriously#take things that ACTUALLY matter seriously. not fucking. matteo's one who didn't send jannik a text because he hates him#like WHY are you wasting time with these baseless speculations and you're being FOR REAL#i understand a bit of like. fun speculation ooooohh who was he talking about 🤭#but there's people in italian tennis spaces online who are actually like serious about this matteo and jannik have fought shit#and they're under every fucking tweet going ON about it. PUT THAT ENERGY SOMEWHERE THAT FUCKING MATTERS !!!!#whatever. whatever
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If we’re going to talk about underrated pjo friendships we need to talk about Grover and Annabeth
#pjo#pjo frienships#underrated pjo friendships#annabeth chase#grover underwood#grover and annabeth#pjo friendships#relationships#underrated#we always talk about percy and grover but never annabeth and grover#she met him first#he was her protector when she was only 7#percy jackson and the olympians#heroes of olympus#hoo#percy jackson#leah sava jeffries#aryan simhadri#percy jackson show
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