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I must have been asleep, for certainly if I had been fully awake I must have noticed the approach of such a remarkable place.
Oh. Oh, hell. This is the first time I've caught this.
We already saw how Dracula was driving the caleche around the same route at first--biding time for midnight and likely trying to throw off Jonathan's direction--but this? If Jonathan is telling the truth, that he really did nod off in order to miss their arrival at the castle?
I'd put my money on Dracula having willed him down into a trance sleep.
So he wouldn't know how one is meant to get to and from the castle.
#I feel so silly having shrugged this off on more than one re-read#I just lumped it into Jonathan's other mention of pinching himself to be sure he was awake#but this bit is probably a very real instance of Dracula laying down insurance that his guest Has No Clue Where He Is#FUCK#jonathan harker#dracula#re: dracula#dracula daily
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I was obsessed with this dragon as a child
Not much has changed since then, I guess?
#blue eyes white dragon#dragons#yugioh#yugioh duel monsters#bewd#This is from 2019?#I think?#That's what the folder I found it in says anyway#I'm re-watching the 1998 anime series so of course the OG yugioh part of my brain is once again wide awake
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WHAT WAS HE GOING TO SAY. WHAT WAS HE GOING TO SAY! WHAT WAS HE-
Sun Wukong: "Kid—new armor isn't going to cut it! We have to hit Azure with everything we've got! You can't just, ignore this whole part of your power because it scares you!"
MK: "I-"
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LITERALLY WHAT. WHAT WAS IT. MK HONEY SWEETIE DARLING WHAT WERE YOU GOING TO TELL WUKONG HERE
#look at MK's FACE#HE IS SO DISTRAUGHT#Scenes I lay awake thinking about#Like we all know Wukong encouraging MK to use his monkey form is going to bite them in the ass#But HOW#Like SWK knows whatever the fuck MK is but MK knows something about his Monkey Form that we (including SWK) don't#''Well alright then.'' terrible. terrible. ''Oh—there's nothing mindless about me friend!'' TERRIBLE.#Hm guess I'm just having another breakdown about the special.#the light is no mystery#<- new Wukong an MK tag I wanna be emo#anyways#imp tag#lmk#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#lmk MK#Hello I am re-remembering Wukong's absolute faith in MK and how this is both a virtue and a vice#(aka oops if MK loses control SWK will be completely blindsided by it)#I am also remembering how MK's undying loyalty to SWK is also both a virtue and a vice!#(Aka if MK learns SWK did anything he can't justify that will shatter him)#These two would basically do anything for each other—but in like the fucked up way! So: haha we are in danger
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either today was a bizarre fluke or this new medication is going to be a gamechanger
#if this is my life from now on I'm unstoppable#so powerful#started low dose naltrexone for energy purposes#i got up at 7 and stayed awake (voluntarily!!!!) for the whole day until now#11pm#i had time for a nap between shifts and i didn't take it!!!! by my own volition!!!!#i knitted and read a book!! i went to an appointment!!#i felt NORMAL tired!!! which i havent felt for almost a decade!!!#i could FUNCTION!!!#it couldve been a fluke but I'm really hoping it wasn't#this is the first time ive felt hope re: chronic fatigue since high school lol#i did feel tense as hell and had heart palpitations a bit though so better keep an eye on that#yes i overshare on the internet what of it
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#rewatched vendetta last night i love gay people so much#im so not even awake rn but i had to make this#resident evil#resident evil vendetta#re#leon s kennedy#leon kennedy#chris redfield#chreon#i love them so much
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days where i have nothing to do: ohhhh im so sleepy im so so tired no one is more eepy than me
nights where i have to wake up at a set time: I Have Never Been More Awake In My Life
#help my eyes keep drifting back open#im trying all my tricks#cozy couch setup. whale shark plush to cling to. low lights. wendigoon iceberg in the bg. laughingstock imaginings in brain#IM WIDE TF AWAKE AND HAVE TO GET UP IN LESS THAN 7 HOURS#fuckfuckfuck did i pack my melatonin gummies already by mistake#i mean its not like i have to drive or anything#but id like to be... Aware. Available to converse with my dearest darling bestie#because i Am going to see my bestie!#absolutely unprompted#huh wait when was the last time i talked to a real life person in front of me. um.#its... been a couple weeks#NOT A MONTH YET THIS TIME! LESS THAN A MONTH!#but ohhhhh i am excited#tea with the homeslicebreadslice... joint Art creation....#BEING OUT IN THE WORLD AHAHA I WILL BE TEMPORARILY FREE#clawing at the walls let me OUT#gonna start biting this house i swear to god#i cant wait to be free of it. i hope it burns in the next big wildfire#OK WAIT NEW PLAN. i washed my mug and i have chamomile tea#i will drink some warm soothing tea uhhhhh maybe re-read a fic?#willing myself not to read stamps for the millionth time. im gonna read stamps for the millionth time#listen listen i love it and also im starving for fic#one day i will contribute but for now im poking ao3 with a stick begging it to do something#Soon though. i have a feeling. a strong psychic feeling.#Soon... something will Appear... i know this because my third eye is open#also i know because i know. OR DO I#im so tired yet so awake at the same time#someone whack me over the head with a cartoon mallet so that i may go to sleep with little birdies circling my head#wait shit those are vultures. IM NOT DEAD YET FUCK OFF#please i need to go snzzzzzz.... my alarm will be Going Off...
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i love the gay little poses he does when you shoot at him, what a gender slay war criminal <3<3
#albert wesker#resident evil 5#re5#re#wisconsin wednesday!!#ok either this gets posted or im awake before noon#something productive has to happen today
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I KNOW YOUR SECRET
out now on streaming and avail for download
#chill trap#chilltrap#lofi#lofi beats#tokyo ghoul#ken kaneki#tokyo ghoul re#beats#vibes#amv#anime#toonami#adultswim#sleeping awake
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Kingdom of Ash Reference for Readers
Fenrys & Aelin’s Blink-Code:
Yes
No
Are you alright?
I am here. I am with you.
This is real, you are awake.
Liar, or something like it.
#Fenrys Moonbeam#Aelin Galathynius#Sarah J. Maas#Kingdom of Ash#Throne of Glass#Throne of Glass series#TOG#SJM#Maasverse#reading reference#Blink Code#bookmark#KoA#TOG series#SJMaas#annotation#Fenrys and Aelin#Fenrys#Throne of Glass fandom#first read#re-read#posts for me for other readers like me lol I reference this code so often I thought I should write it down#I am here I am with you#This is real you are awake#Liar. Or something like it. *She (Aelin) refused to acknowledge that particular code.*#Are you alright? Yes. Liar. Yes.#real or not real vibes😭#lines that remade my heart and soul from pieces it shattered#Fenrys and Aelin will always own a piece of my broken heart#I actually think I want this on a bookmark lol😅
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In a previous post, you've mentioned how you've headcanoned that Donovan likes children in general but just not his own. Do you have any headcanons as to why he doesn't like his own children? If so, what are they?
I actually don’t lol. I find Donovan to be very confusing and hard to hc about because he’s supposed to be a terrible person but it’s not clearly explained why.
The best bc I can come up with is that he never really wanted to have kids, but Melinda did and she had fertility issues in the past so he really could stop her from doing it twice.
The other would be that he liked Demetrius but disliked Damian for a specific unknown reason (bouncing b/w he’s a bit too ethnic looking, he’s convinced he isn’t his son, cause Mel a lot of stress during her pregnancy, someone tried to kill him when his mom was preggers idk) but Demetrius was very defensive of his brother and it made his dad feel betrayed so he hates him too
#spy x family#sxf#headcanon#damian desmond#demetrius desmond#donovan desmond#I’m half awake so I might come back l and re-edit this#Donovan is strange man to me because why are you beefing with a 6 y/o
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Chi sono inglesi , cattolici è del vaticano?
Cosa dite ? Cari saluti da tutti noi per il meglio per me e voi siete sempre in ❤️😅 grazie mille e grazie per la disponibilità proverò ad alleviare Bruciori vampate grazie sei stato gentilissimo grazie Ven. 29 dic. Charlie Ward: Corporazione vs. Sovrano La consapevolezza interiore del vero significato di essere nati come “Anima Spirituale Sovrana” in contrapposizione all’essere incorporati alla…
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“I was ill, I have had a shock; but you have cured me already.” “And how?” “By your letter to Mina last night. I was in doubt, and then everything took a hue of unreality, and I did not know what to trust, even the evidence of my own senses. Not knowing what to trust, I did not know what to do;
Could this imply that Jonathan was afraid that him being with Mina at home, even Mr Hawkin's death, are all an illusion? Despite pinching himself like back in May, or touching Mina, or tasting the food, or talking to clients...?
Any and everything could be a sign to Jonathan that he is either mad or dreaming.
Castle Dracula and its monsters were all madness. Perhaps a long nightmare. The nuns scraped him off a train station floor, sick and babbling. Cured him well enough. He must Stay Sane for Mina. He must be a good and healing husband for Mina or else he will be put away with all the other lunatics. He is awake. He is 'better' now.
This, the present in England, is the true madness. His mind broke under Dracula's heel and this is all just the fantasy he's constructed for himself to hide in while the Brides feed on and toy with him. He doesn't want to wake up if so. Doesn't want sanity back if the price is losing this sweet illusion of Mina in his arms and home under his feet. Please, don't make him wake up.
The fact that he can't lock onto what Did Happen and What Is Happening with any real certainty is its own layer of torture.
"If I only knew!"
Regardless of which way he leaned prior to Van Helsing's confirmation, I bet it's also why his sleep gives him so much trouble. The dreams have him back in the castle and in the vampires' teeth. When he wakes, he is with Mina, safely away in England...
...as I'm sure so many of his daydreams went while he was actually trapped in the castle.
No wonder he was a wreck.
#imagine that utter void of certainty#never knowing if you're sane or mad#awake or asleep#and just going through the motions as if your waking hours and your nightmares are equally true so as not to rouse suspicion#constantly#god#jonathan harker#dracula#re: dracula#dracula daily
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Not to continue my recent trend of oversharing on tumblr dot com, but I am very much struggling not to feel like I'm doing everything in my entire life wrong at present
#normal things to think after your doctor tells you you need to get a blood test re-taken bc you mistimed your dose#I'm just. I'm tired man.#I've been putting off a phone call for two months#i spend every day lately torn between do I need to go to hospital or am I just unfit and anxious#I rot and decay when left alone but also people are Too Much#I want to Create but I can't get started and when I do I'm just so disappointed with whatever I make#I'm exhausted but I'm awake at 4am bc if i go to sleep tomorrow will start and I'll have to do this all again#and I need so fucking badly for someone to just crush me so hard in a really long hug until my bones realign#and i need to find past me shake her by the shoulders and yell “you're fine! you'll be fine! cut your hair! eat your greens!#take up swimming and also some new pronouns! no one else will respect em but they're for YOU and so is the health stuff#please for the love of fucking god just look after yourself better than i did!“#there's toooooo many fuckin holes in this sinking ship#I need a full body MOT and then to be cradled against the chest of a large gentle man for 12-36 hours#mr. bees speaks
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something i never understood about dreamtale
how is dream SUPPOSED to win?? i mean, technically, (from what i know!) in canon, Nightmare has like 999 lives, teamed with Killer, and can only be harmed by dream himself.
Dream has 1 life, and teamed with Swap. (99.8% sure this is true)
Listen ok. I love Swap. but.. up against someone with an lv of 19 or more, im not quite sure theyre "equals" in the end?
not to mention, hes still got his own AU?? he has his own things to do???
i dont know, its just a thought. i've always seen so much about dream and nightmare fighting and whatnot right. it always seemed like there was a crazy power imbalance??
ESPECIALLY in the "fanon" versions i see with this literal 5v3 they got going 😭 (IM NO HATER!! love that one too)
#kat talks too loud#sorry if this is incoherent#im so tired right now#also sorry about the art i promised#still too tired right now 💀#someone explain to me how theyre equal#please enlighten me#PLEASE#or explain to me that its not xd#i really need to look back into re-reading dreamtale#i've basically forgotten everything#anyone wanna info dump undertale (au) information on me?#please do feel free#anyway. GOODNIGHT! im literally dead trying to stay awake Aokde
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Oh hey, PocketCasts does a wrap-up thing too, huh
So @re-dracula you're second only to Sawbones for me - and I mostly listen to that to fall asleep so. You win for my waking moments ;)
#i do listen to Sawbones while awake when it's a new episode. but i listen to old ones to fall asleep#re: dracula would... not be conducive to sleeping i think#far too exciting and spooky and emotional#(also excellent)#podcasts#pocketcasts
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