#putting this on my art blog because that's how proud of it I am >:D

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That one part of Parasitica, but with Toy Story 2 music

[awardenandacrow]

Hello! This blog is by Tabitha “Purrmage” Cummings. I’m a traditional mixed media fantasy character artists based in Connecticut, USA. This blog is for me to post my art, screenshots/recordings, and fanfic snippets (and maybe eventually an actual full length fanfic? 👀👀) relating to my first Dragon Age: The Veilguard playthrough with my Grey Warden Rook, Naimeryn “Naimy” Thorne, with whom I’m completely obsessed. She’s romancing Lucanis Dellamorte! This blog WILL feature spoilers for Dragon Age: The Veilguard, if you haven’t played it/if you make different decisions. I’m mostly making this because I started posting snippets to Threads, but Threads doesn’t actually organize it’s… threads… very well and people were having trouble reading. I hope this will alleviate that issue!

PLEASE NOTE: I write down fanfic snippets as they come to me, and so they aren’t in chronological order as far as the game is concerned. Additionally, I have not actually finished my first playthrough of Veilguard yet, so there may be edits later to account for things I’m misremembering/things that don’t actually make sense with the actual game, etc etc. this is not an AU, this basically is just my headcanon for how the game went for my Rook, filling in blanks, embellishing scenes to fit her character more, etc.

SPOILER ALERT. If you are not as far into the game as I am/have made different decisions and don’t know what happens if you make the opposite choice, there may be spoilers for you within what I’ve written, drawn, or screenshotted/recorded. Please read at your own discretion.

CONTENT AND/OR TRIGGER WARNINGS: I will try to put any relevant CW/TW information at the introduction of each snippet [I do an introduction to each scene in brackets like this for my own reference, and hopefully it will help readers as well]. I’m not an erotica writer, so if I mark something “mature” it’s likely steamy but not spicy (if I try my hand at spice, I’ll be sure to indicate that, but generally it’s just gonna be steamy. I think that fits the innocence of the relationship between my Rook and Lucanis, anyway, personally). In general, you will likely see mostly a strong language tag, though there is one snippet that very, VERY vaguely hints at SA (it’s intended to be implied, but nothing explicit is said). I hope this will help everyone read and enjoy comfortably!

ADDITIONAL NOTE: Taash’s story arch in the game included them coming out as non-binary. However, before they come out to Rook, they use she/her pronouns. I write in third person, from my Rook, Naimeryn’s, point of view, so the reader only knows what Naimeryn knows, and so, just as in the game, before Taash comes out, she/her pronouns will be used, and then they/them pronouns will be used once Naimeryn is aware that Taash is non-binary. I will also include this disclaimer before any snippets in which Taash is referred to by she/her pronouns.

ABOUT NAIMERYN

NAIMERYN’S RELATIONSHIPS

NAIMERYN FUN FACTS

SCREENSHOTS

FANFIC SNIPPET MASTER POST

LINK TO FANFIC AS PUBLISHED ON AO3

[cute-ellyna]

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for the artist asks (((:

From the artist/fanartist ask game

You sent me the best questions and I definitely wrote too much, sorry not-sorry :)

💯Favourite piece(s)

Oooh this one is nice!

I'm really satisfied with almost everything on my anatomy blog, I consider it a personal peak in my artistic skills. Down here probably my favorite piece among them, but there are a lot that I like :)

If I had to show someone in real life what I draw (which I don't), I would definitely choose this portrait of Clive from Final Fantasy 16. For those who have followed me for long, I very rarely use colors, and only recently started experimenting with digital watercolors, and this was the last one of a series I made and I'm super happy of it.

Last but not least, the very first quick sketch I made of my Rook. It's rough, quick&dirty as they say, but it has a soul, and it's so her. I love it <3

📆Earliest fandom you did fanart for/first fanart

Technically Sailor Moon, I used to draw tooooons of drawings of that in elementary school, and my schoolmates used to ask me to draw some for them too. My friend and I videotaped all the episodes, then put it on pause and draw whatever “screenshot” we liked. It’s wild to think about it now XD

First fanarts I shared on the internet though are from Final Fantasy VIII. I had a fanmade website (the very first italian website for FF8, I'm still very proud of that :D) with a dedicated section to fanarts and fanfictions and I shared mine there. Wtf guys, what a jump in the past you made me do… ❤️

Little trivia no one asked for: my username actually comes from there. The website was called “Elly’s FF Italia”, from the character Ellone (Ellione in Italian, “Elly-na” is a diminutive we use for little/cute names) and guys we’re talking about 1999 here omg I was so young AND I KEPT THE USERNAME ALL THIS TIME I'm actually kind of amazed myself <3

💌Some favourite feedback on art

There are two type of feedback in my experience: actual comments, more or less elaborated, and then tumblr tags.

I did receive some very thorough comment lately on a FF16 discord, saying wonderful things about how my art made them feel and tons of truly other amazing things, noticing details and so on. And it's flattering, and it's motivating. Wow.

But guys, what people can write on tumblr tags IS. JUST. THE. BEST. I don't know what happens, it's all written on instinct in those five seconds it takes you to reblog something, and we know people can read it but clearly we don't give it much thought because it's unhinged. Have you seen some of the tags under cowboy!Davrin? :)

#RAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #👀 #I think i hauve the blight #omggggggggg #🥵 #i’m looking so respectfully #insert that fire-fueled elmo gif here #yeeeeees! #YESSSSSSSS #PLEAAAASEEEE #meoooow #SIR PLEASE IM WEAK #OH MY GODDDDDDDDDD #👉👈 #STUNNING #hell fucking yeah thats so cool #i am out of breath #OOOOUUUUUHHHHH #*feral noises* #yee? #and also possibly haw #a noise escaped me #and idk how to describe it #this is INCREDIBLE #omg i love ittttttt #SWEATING #I AM SCREECHING #this is so good???? #YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

This. This is my favorite type of feedback :D

[skzoologist]

My mooties

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⤐ @dmnksrt - One of my irl best friends, you guys can thank her for so much, because she is my number 1 fan and keeps cheering me on. Without her, I wouldn't have written this much. She's a victim of accidentally being converted into a kpop fan, purely because I was also dragged into the fandom. Even though she stans another group and man (Suga), we still ramble to each other for hours easily. Once she gathers the courage to post her own fanfics, you can be sure I'll be there to support her immediately. Her brain is wonderful, just like her, I wouldn't hesitate to commit arson for her sake. Her tag is 'my Darling', no, we aren't dating, in case any of Nat's anons come here asking that.

⤐ @nerenbe - Well well well, if it isn't my menace herself. This lil gremlin is the sole reason I am in this fandom altogether, since she just kept singing 'Star lost' while we were in the Christmas market in the year 2023. I guess this is what I get for dragging her into so many animes and manhwas, haha. She isn't really active here, but know that she loves to murder me with pics and memes of my bias and wrecker. Truly, she lives up to her nickname.

⤐ @shetherocket - The last of my irl best friends, the poor one who isn't in the kpop fandom and has no idea wtf I am saying to her, ever. It's really funny actually, as she just nods as I speak, no clue about anything. But she likes Felix! Loves his softness and sunshine self, so I sometimes spam her with him lmao. I am never going to be sorry for that :D

⤐ @thightswideforhanin - First ever person to loudly admit Bae wrecked her, and hard. I always enjoy her reblogs, she was one of the first ever active members of my blog.

⤐ @theo4eve - A shy follower of mine who gathered enough courage to speak to me, and would you look at that, we speak more regularly now :) He's very sweet, which is why I just call him my Sunshine. Always manages to put a stupidly big smile on my face with his wonderful reblogs, and is just a very sweet person in general. Also writes his own stuff now too, and I'm very proud!

⤐ @jinnie-ret - Jinnie-ret, Jinnie-ret, the person who started it all. She was the first skz writer who noticed me and decided to raid my blog, quite literally. She recommended my work on her blog and I got a big influx of people, making me breach the 100 followers threshold. I still can't believe she'd followed me back, when I've been her silent follower for months by that point. While we don't speak a lot, as she is busy, I know she's very welcoming and kind (also my brit mum, because she decided to adopt me lmao).

⤐ @atinyniki - Niki, my precious little pocket pookie who just loves to pester me and absolutely shower me in love, no matter how hard I keep pushing it away (this is the norm for me and my friends). She's absolutely sweet and so strong, I look up to her in that sense to this very day. We easily start gushing about ATEEZ or my husky puppies for a good while, or even start planning some gut-wrenching fics together xD I am so happy she wrote to me, even if she keeps insisting I am cute, falsely.

⤐ @writingforstraykids - Nat, my talented menace! I love her art, oh my god, I cannot wait for her to draw more, even if that is a year later or more. And her soft thoughts? Hell yes! She's the one who usually gets to see my own random thoughts about the boys (hence our collab), because she's my mootie and they get VIP services :) I am forever afraid she's gonna do what my menace does and send me pics of the boys... I would straight up die on the spot.

⤐ @cheesemonky - Leisel! While we don't talk a lot (timezone differences and my depressed, anxious self), she's cute and so supportive. I just know if we would talk more, our chat would be filled with rambles and thoughts about TXT, haha.

⤐ @yangbbokari - Mumu, the chaos child. We didn't get to know each other well yet, but she loves to say random shit and cause mayham xD Very maknae line coded.

⤐ @lilmisssona - Sona, my sweet sonata, who is so sweet and supportive of me despite barely knowing me, it gives me diabetes. I already love her works, her AUs are very interesting. She also loves my two puppies, and I am only glad to provide her with photos and videos of them.

⤐ @minholing - Jenny, my lil biologist sprout. While she left, I will await her return here. Who knows, maybe by then I'll be able to accept her hugs more easily.

⤐ @kimistorm - We don't really talk, but we occasionally tag each other in some games. Her works are really nice and sweet, I wouldn't be surprised if she is like that too.

⤐ @miuracha - Miu, the legend amongst us. I haven't really gathered the courage to talk to her yet, but I do know she is an absolute sweetheart who only deserves the best. I hope life finally gives her a break, and very soon.

⤐ @silverstarburst - Silver, my star and guardian wolf, thanks to her protective nature over her friends. Our friendship started with her tagging me in a Jisung photoset, completely unprompted. That was a sign, so true that we now regularly talk here or on discord. Bless her and her gif/photo sets.

⤐ @galaxycatdrawz - A very active moot of Nat, someone who gave me even more meme ideas when I started memeing Nat, being the menace he is. Thus, he shall be named my official meme partner. While we don't talk regularly, that doesn't mean he isn't fun to be around.

⤐ @thatonedemigodfromseoul We haven't really talked a lot so far, but that is how it is when you just meet someone.

⤐ @dean-a-mean-tae Ah, yes, sweet Ronnie, who likes to sing my praises, even though I am average at best. No, please, don't look at me like that guys, I'm sorry- We have this mouse and cat game where we compliment the other in an endless cycle. Also let me tell you, when I first saw that they mentioned me, saying how good my silly fics are, I just sat in front of my screen like a confused and emotional dumbass. Definitely will remember that day for a good while, haha. I look forward to getting to know them better, if life allows it.

If I didn't tag you here, that either means I am way too nervous to do so (you're probably a big writer blog), or I just straight up forgot with my smooth, pea-sized brain. Please do reach out to me, I assure you I didn't mean to somehow offend you.

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HIHI I AM ANON WHO SENT you that ask and oh my gosh like ur art is just. it's so good. it's so good. my friend and i were having a conversation about fanarts that just live in our minds rent-free but i didn't know how i was supposed to tell her that just your art style alone has me screaming kicking hurling and so i was like can we change the question to fanartist and just your blog and the posts that made me AUUHCSSUEUEUEUGH and of course this isn't to put more pressure on you at all omg!! your art is incredible regardless of the fandom or what is portrayed or whatever like it's so incredible because you made it like woah human creation moment?? anyways i hope you are in very good health!!! i think about douxie depression art and your analysis on how good toa handles writing/portraying emotions and that one about hero with many faces or something anyways yeah that. ohuagh. and the jlaire but also hammerhunter involved and the Heavy metal >:[) thing with toby andjust i yeah that OAAUEUGH oh so good SO GOOD like if i got a found family i would prob want it to feel like how ur art makes me feel. like. ur art makes me feel. that is so freaking cool. such a big fan of when that happens. you should be insanely proud of yourself RAHHH!! sending all of the love your way and just yeah AAUUEUEUEGH I LOVE YOUR OCs TOO ARE YOU SERIOUS THEY'RE SO THEY'RE SO AUAUAUGHE???? like alejandro DUDE. NOT ONLy. IS THAT SICK CONCEPT (get it sick like Woah Cool but also like healer >:[)) but also just the art OEUEGH it captures that dilemma SO SO GOOD AND I LOVE THE OTHER CHARACTERS THEY ARE SO EASY ON THE EYE AND ALSO VERY COOL AND I LOVE RHEA RIPLEY AND

this was insanely long but there is just so much to say abt you as a person and as an artist. ur absolutely killing it.!!! i hope life is kind to you and this year is as well :D take care!!

HI ANON!!! AAAH thank you so much again for your very kind words omg T-T yall toa fans are really the sweetest im so grateful for you!!

i'm so glad that the ToA posts ive made over the years have really resonated with you!!! i feel like its only a few years later that i could really talk about ToA, maybe ive just been able to articulate things better which has been nice ;v;

the ToA community is just so cool bc we just run off with each others HCs and create even more art that just becomes A Thing in the fandom, like Charlie Saxton and other crew members retweeting someones cosplay of Punk!Toby! it's all just so incredibly fun and over the years im so grateful for how receptive and kind this fandom has been to me, it was the most confident in art ive ever felt because of how generous everybody is with their love and appreciation of each others works. i think its why this fandom is still really vibrant even after the series finished ..... four years ago omg. while im not as invested in the fandom anymore, i just wanna say that yall r doing good and i hope yall keep this giving spirit up <3!! its a rare and precious thing <3

and thank you SO MUCH for the OC love!! ive been thinking about that story, Hellfire a lot again and GUHHH i have so many feelings about it.

i have so many doubts about it, but a part deep down of me know it comes from my soul and it makes me know its why i have to go through with it all the more. i will make sure to finish it and tell this story, somehow.

my doubts aside, i've been growing to love the characters ive been creating more and more. every time i talk about Hellfire with someone, the story is told so differently depending on which character i introduce first. it is so, so fascinating, and I really think I have something going good with what i made. but because all these characters and their stories are a part of a huge puzzle and are so interwoven, it is IMPOSSIBLE to untangle and so difficult to communicate my ideas HAHA

but i will figure it out somehow!!! one day!!! in the meantime feel free to check out my tag for Hellfire here, and i'm always open to asks if anyone is curious about them!!

again, ty so much for the love!!! i hope u have been well and have a lovely day <3333

[thetreetopinn]

PINNED POST!

Oh hey, I should make a pinned post. Might be a good idea.

Hi, I'm Smokey.

ABOUT ME

I'm a dragon. I used to write a hell of a lot and I'm trying to get my mojo back. Burnout is a serious ass bitch.

I don't identify as trans offline, but to quote Thought Slime: "I'm not fancy, I'll use whatever pronouns ya got lyin' around."

So, you can use: He/She/Any/All

My favorite pronoun joke, since I live in a particular state, is: "My pronouns are yee/haw."

I do however stan all my trans brothers, sisters, and non-binary siblings. You better respect trans folks or your pronouns are gonna be was/were.

👴👵HOW OLD AM I👵👴

A lotta of folks put "AGE IN BIO OR YOU'RE BLOCKED" or "MINORS DO NOT INTERACT" or something like that.

Here's my answer. I'm an elder millennial.

If that's not good enough, here. I'm older than this:

No, I'm not going to put my actual age in my bio. No, I'm not going to put my birth year in my bio. If "Elder Millennial" or the "I'm older than $Movie" isn't good enough, well, sounds like a 'you' problem. Sorry.

"yOu cOuLd bE lYiNg aBoUt aLl oF tHat!" So could someone who put a number in their bio.

🪄✨🌈POLITICS🌈✨🪄

I live in the United States (for my sins) and I'm a frothing, foaming, shrieking, screaming leftist.

Being an elder millennial that lived through: A) 9/11 (I was in high school at the time) B) 3 consecutive, once-in-a-lifetime, economic disasters (2000's oil price bubble, 2007-2010 subprime mortgage crisis, 2020 stock market crash) C) The pandemic (and seeing people lose their fucking shit and prove that zombie movies are ENTIRELY plausible) D) Just... well... everything that's happened with my country's government at various levels ...You could say I've been radicalized.

So, let's get the obvious political talking points out of the way and watch my follower count shrink a bit!

✊🏿Black Lives Matter✊🏿

🏳️‍⚧️Trans rights are human rights🏳️‍⚧️

🏳️‍🌈Stonewall was a riot🏳️‍🌈

Sex work is real work

Forced birth is a form of torture

Cars suck Give us public transport, walkable cities, & high speed rail

N@zis can fuck right the hell off into a god damned volcano Same with t3rfs, biological essentialists, crypto douchebags, "AI" techbro fucksticks, and libertarians who think age of consent means "mental maturity"

Palestine will be free This doesn't make it okay to be an antisemite Supporting Palestine does not mean "Eradicate the Jews" Protesting antisemitism does not mean protesting Palestine The Israeli State does not equal The Israeli People Hamas does not equal The Palestinian People

Trumpists and MAGA are fascists and white supremacists Same with Qanon Same with all the far right schmucks like the oath keepers, the 3 percenters, the proud boys, the KKK, and other similar groups

Capitalism is just feudalism with extra steps When forced to choose between money and a sustainable world, Capitalists will always choose money and let the rest of us burn Eat the fucking rich

I believe in pursuing the maximum amount of freedom for the maximum number of people

This is, of course, not a complete list.

Heh, I'm sure that'll piss of a LOT of people. And I'm totally down with that. If you're offended by any of this, please, cry some more. And feel free to leave nasty comments or mean asks or whatever. Just lets me know who to block! Thank you for outing yourself!

If you wanna show solidarity with any of this, just reblog with a 🐉or a 🐲. Why a dragon? Because dragons are cool. No I'm not biased.

⭐WHAT YOU CAN EXPECT ON THIS BLOG⭐

I'm probably going to include a broad mix of things. Some of it will be suitable for all audiences, but a lot of it VERY MUCH NOT.

Things I will likely reblog:

Funny memes

Important news/posts/political updates

Wholesome stuff

Plenty of generally queer affirming stuff This includes aro/ace folks, ya'll are valid too

Plenty of explicitly trans affirming stuff

Art that I like (cute)

Art that I like (impressive)

Art that I like (adult/kink related)

Adult/kink related posts in general

Furry stuff I would say "LOTS AND LOTS OF FURRY STUFF" but it feels like Tumblr isn't all that prime a spot for furries, but I stan what I can when I find it

🫷You said adult/kink--is this a PORN blog!?!🫸

Not explicitly, because Tumblr is a coward. I'm old enough to remember when this place used to allow straight up porn. Then the great puritanical purge happened. Still, this blog stans sexytimes and those who create stuff in that vein.

Kinks/fetishes you'll see me reblog (if I find it and I like it):

Vore (Soft, safe, endo, almost exclusively consenting) Various forms that can fall under this, like unbirthing

Pregnancy (fpreg, mpreg, nbpreg, tpreg, it's all good)

Transformation

Gender transformation I honestly don't know if this is the right term for this Someone's sex/gender changing through sciencey or magical means

Big strong dudes/ladies/enbies

Twinkish dudes/ladies/enbies

Size difference

CONSENT. I HAVE A HUGE CONSENSUAL KINK. ENTHUSIASTIC CONSENT IS HOT. NOT EVEN REALLY AS A KINK BUT JUST KNOWING & UNDERSTANDING THAT THE INVOLVED PARTIES ARE INTO WHAT'S HAPPENING IS SUPER FUCKING IMPORTANT.

Other weird things that I can't think to include here

All of this is stuff that I've written smutty stories about in the past (and I'm trying to get back into the swing of writing, again, burnout is a bitch). If you wanna know more about that, feel free to ask about it.

Things I am NOT into and will almost assuredly avoid:

Vore (Hard, cruel, fatal)

Pregnancy, specifically birthing

Non-consensual stuff

Piss, scat, vomit, blood

Omegaverse

Macro/Micro aka Giant/Giantess (nothing wrong with this, it's just not my thing)

Underage characters (minimum age: 18)

"Aged Up" characters that are clearly just an excuse to get around the underage problem (if you slap a pair of tits on a cartoon of an 8 year old girl... you're sexualizing a cartoon child. Fuck you.)

This is, of course, not a complete list.

DNI ACCOUNTS

Minors

Porn bots

Fascists, racists, t3rfs, zionists, ✨CHRISTIANS™✨ (yes there is a difference between christians and ✨CHRISTIANS™✨, and I think you know what I'm talking about)

Crypto assholes

"AI Art" and ChatGPT assholes

This is, of course, not a complete list.

I think that's plenty to put in a pinned post... probably too much, very TL;DR I'm sure. But whatever. If someone complains to me about something that they could have learned by just reading it here, well... it's their own damn fault.

Anyway, be kind and stay weird.

[xexiar]

Rant 005. Gaming

Don’t get me wrong, I have very hyped games on my switch but my switch is just for my chill games. Nintendo has always been my gamer version of a good book. The sit down and vibe. Sometimes it’s the stand up and play, along with family competition.

But my main baby, aka my wife, has always been my PlayStation. The I’m gonna forget the world around me and really deep dive into whatever life I want. It’s so important to me because it’s the only safe place I can express and explore myself without real life consequences.

I can let out my emotions. I can problem solve as much as I want without the stress of failure. I can literally be anything and I don’t feel so closed up. At that, it’s the only place I felt any form of community when I had no where else to go.

Even though I’m a single player type gamers, when I do play co-op with friends everything feels so much better. That’s especially true when I used to play mtg (with ex-friends). We would be so caught up in the game that we would feel like different people and not hold back in expressing ourselves. We simply would enjoy the moment of gaming and nothing else.

I guess that’s something that D&D is all about. I may have played two sessions with two different groups, and had an amazing time. But due to my anxiety of speaking and reaching out, I don’t know who to turn to about becoming gaming buddies. There is the notion on how I attempt to write my blogs, along with making written comments on other social media platforms. But as openly expressing I sometimes come across, I’m also extremely reserved due to my history of repression.

I have thought about doing video like content, such as TikTok and YouTube. But again my anxiety and over analyzing the possible outcomes I would like to portray tends to stop me from making any sort of decision. In the past I have done art videos of my traditional works and was very proud of them. I even shared time lapse of my digital works. Yet, my current living conditions makes these type of content no consistent. Not just because my environment makes it difficult but also the fluctuations of my mood and energy levels.

It’s kind of why I look forward to finally having my own place. For instance, I can video journal my growth on being on my own for the first time, and learning more about myself. Along with also having the ability to do activities, like voiceovers and/or just acting silly, all because my anxiety and trauma over having to constantly worry about the people I live with. Soon I will no longer have to worry about someone overhearing my conversation, or trying to be as quiet as possible when needing something from the kitchen. Soon I would be able to go to sleep without worrying about the fact someone is still awake in the next room.

Eventually I would have the space to simply explore me and hopefully start dealing with issues I never felt free to handle. For example the fact I am repressed. I did grow up in a catholic household. So, there’s a lot of concepts that are causing me multitudes of issues. Even after finally moving forward in my transition, especially once I accepted what I was, there’s still lot to unpack. Besides the religious repression, the sexual harassment and assault, the grooming like behaviors of family members, the sexism role I had to portray due to my assigned gender, and even the toxicity of people in my life. There’s just so much to break down that it’s overwhelming. Hence why I been trying to wait till I had my apartment before returning to therapy.

And while dealing with my housing situation, especially last month, I wasn’t fully able to celebrate my birthday. I had a choice between putting money aside for deposit because the programs that do help with that were currently unreliable. That’s mostly due to their priority list, on top of limited funding. So, when I got my refund, a week after my birthday, I finally allowed myself to try to celebrate my birthday. I even bought art supplies that I been craving for, a new video game, and I even allowed myself to try out a new tea flavor.

But now, I’m going through trying to not regret that I spent money to make up for the lack of birthday celebration, all because I’m dealing with potentially being short on deposit for an apartment. When I learned that I wasn’t able to get the first place I became painfully sober. It was so bad that walking through a parking lot, to go to the grocery store, all I noticed was the sign for the liquor store. At that, I was so out of it that I almost got hit by a car.

I do not handle intense emotions very well. And after that event it was a struggle to stay okay. All because I still had my sisters’ voices in my head telling me that I shouldn’t get upset. I struggle heavily with constantly telling myself I shouldn’t feel something because that’s all I know. It’s how I survive for so long. The “I shouldn’t feel mad”, “I shouldn’t feel sad.” Constantly fighting myself emotions because the only acceptable response was always “be happy”, “be grateful”, “let it go”. My whole life my family have conditioned me that my emotions and thoughts are wrong and that I shouldn’t feel them.

So when I took the chance to buy a new video game, instead of just collecting the free PlayStation plus games, I was very excited to play it. It’s then that I remembered why I haven’t turned on my PS4 for so long. But I progressed and just played. My system at least still works. And it’s then that my thoughts clicked again. My one and safe place to feel without worrying. For such a long time I had been denying myself my safe place.

Gaming has always been my coping mechanism when everything else fails. There’s so much pain I can write before I can’t breathe. There’s so much I can draw and paint before I can’t feel. I get burnt out so easily and so my body of work becomes empty voids. There’s so much I can do before staring at a blank sheet is all I have left because all I can do is feel and my body goes numb.

Yet with gaming I’m not creating. The world has already been made. The rules are very clear. All that’s left is to get lost in the story that this world has to offer. When I’m upset, angry, sad, happy, or any other emotion the games I play take on so much different personalities. As I play a premade character, I get to experience their lives. And for a brief moment I feel like I’m them. In those moments when they’re angry or sad I can reflect with them. I can express with them. In that sense neither of us are alone in our emotions. The only difference is that we’re feeling our emotions for different reasons.

And when it’s a game I can customize my character, it’s feels so incredibly liberating. Because in that moment there’s no expectations, there’s no one telling you that you can’t be something other than yourself. In that moment you have the power to be anything your heart desires. All you have is a base form and from there you can do anything and everything. Especially when you’re able to pick your own name. It feels like magic every single time. Kind of why people take forever creating their characters. We want them to be absolutely perfect. And “perfect” is only defined by what we perceive as perfection.

[scaredgirlsilly]

Hey :> I listened to the album you linked recently and it's really neat. I think part of it is like, relating to some of the pieces and just resonating together with them. It wasn't exactly my birthday, but I remember once sitting around a campfire in the morning before the sun rose, socks wet from pacing the dew filled grass on the path near the woods all night. I remember looking up at the stars and how it felt. I remember feeling so alone, then. I still feel alone a lot, but I wasn't then. I had people who cared for me, but. The crash of it all was too much for me and a lot of that ended that day. I know it's different, because everyone's experiences are a bit different, and it's hard to convey so much in a few minutes of music, let alone with scarce words as here, but I just wanted to thank you for that little bit of resonance it had for me. I also just, in general, love the vibes of it all. It feels very much like the soundtrack of a beloved little indie game, the heartbeat style sounds to calm down and, of course, the little celeste jingle in the end. I think especially "It Never Rains Too Much" is just, hits me very deeply. Now for the question part of the question: Will you/have you put this up on youtube anywhere? I know it's frustrating and a hassle but was curious because I like to make little playlists and such and don't use soundcloud all too often anymore. Also, sorry to hear about the account stupidity, I have had to warn people about that sort of stuff in the past vis a vis dm pictures lol, alas. PPS. What are void images? :o

whoever you are i love you so much with sll my heart

BUT WAHHHH >W< yeah that album was. at a rlly weird time. like it was after i realized i was trans for the first time but then i just. re repressed it again and tried to forget about it and. idk. but im rlly glad it resonated with you genuinely all i want to do in life is like. make art that connects with people the same way all my favorite art has connected with me so this made me rlly happy >w<

AND I TOTALLY CAN ::D ive never thought about it but yeah absolutely!!!!!!!! ill need to put my next album on youtube anyways jfkshdjd but yeah >w< idk when ill do it itll prob be like. A While jfkshdjd but yeah >w<

and void images are my own dumb meme images that i am way too proud of i have a tag for it on my blog its just #void images (idk how to link it im responding to this on mobile i can tag this with that tag so you can find it easier) but yeah thats all they are >w<

[hnsrchrms]

Blog About Myself

I’m Hans Cedric D. Ricohermoso, 21, Student 3rd Year College and currently studying Multimedia Arts (BMMA) in STI College Lucena. I’m from Atimonan, Quezon and currently living here at Lucena City, Quezon. I’ll share some information about our family, on my father side I have 7 cousins and they are all girls and I am the only boy maybe that’s the reason why my grandfather and uncles likes me. I grew up with my grandmother taking care of me my parents left me to her when I am 5 years old, because my parents always focus and busy on their works. But right now that’s not a problem for me they give what I need and what I want.

I am thanking my mother for being expecting a very high standard for me because I am not that good student just a normal one. She also always telling me that it is okay to spend a lot of money for food just not to be hungry. I don’t have that much memorable experiences but I still remember some of the good moments of me

One of my highlights in life and I am proud of is living independent like I am the one who pay some of our bills and groceries. My Achievement is last year when we did a short film they put me as an actor role that’s my first time doing it and we won a lot of awards.

My interests and Hobbies outside school is I love cooking. I don’t know why I choose Multimedia Arts instead of Culinary. I learned my cooking skill to my grandfather and my father, they are chefs and I also want to be a Chef. I also like playing videogames with my friends, we play a lot when we done doing our need to do. At last, I am going gym every day I am already 1 year and 4 months as a natural. I met a lot of friends inside the gym. I also coaching and guiding some newbies and I am open at hiring as coach.

Right now I can tell how I can see myself 5 years from now, maybe overseas doing some good work as chef or I also can be an editor and photographer. We can’t tell future but we can dream for our future but I know I’ll be successful someday and thanks my parents for their effort and sacrifices.

And this is me, Hans Ricohermoso a BMMA student

[myxunivoice]

BLOG #003 WEEK 3 CVAP JOURNEY

Wow! Down to my last week in CVAP. Time flies so fast!

[ How did my third week of CVAP go? ]

The entire week was filled with so much cramming and stress. Aside from Week 3 assignments, I had to finish my previous week's assignments first. However, so far, so good. Though Week 3 was by far the most stressful,  it was one of my favorite weeks so far. Reflecting on my previous ones, the Week 3 session was full of interesting topics such as voice care, tips on practicing, and so much more.

[ What are your specific insights from Week 3 that affect your journey now? ]

I specifically enjoyed the session of Miss Janeane Santos-Roco; it reminds me of my intern days in CV, where I admire her voice so much in the cartoons we review most of the time, where she dubbed the girl protagonist. I also heard her VO once in a commercial that Sir Choy played for us during our practice VO. So when I saw her live on the screen, I could not help but feel kilig. I remember her presentation slide about practicing. My specific takaway is that practice makes you better, not perfect. There are circumstances where I tend to forget that my ultimate goal in life is to be better, not to win. Yes, because life's not a competition after all. I need to remind myself that I need to constantly be better than my past self. In those slides, I felt nostalgic for my first mini gigs as a student-host, my first volunteer act as an event's host in my community organization, and the first time I entered a recording booth. My past self is surely proud of my achievements now and how I continue to practice my skills as the day goes on.

Now that I am gradually entering the voice industry, Miss Janean's topic about voice care and such tips is very helpful to me. I was reminded of my old style of printing the physical copy of scripts so that I could put marks on it, which is also a tip Miss Janeane shared in her session. I will probably try that on my next assignments. Voice is not just an expression of art and a communication tool; it is an essential part of our lives. Having a unique tool to be able to express and communicate is something to be grateful for. CVAP made us realize that our voice is everything.

And the last insights that I would like to share are, "Ignite your passion, remember where you started", "Remind yourself who you are" and "Rest and recharge". I always thank CVAP for these wisdoms that I will always take with me in the future. These might be simple words for some, but these powerful messages are strong enough to make me continue with my passion and journey in CVAP.

Anyway, that's all for my Week 2 takeaways. I'll see you soon.

BRB, gotta read the next chapters of Gusto Ko Maging Voice Talent. Haha :D

Voice out,

Kaye, Myx Univoice

#voicetalent #CVAP #certifiedvoiceartist #CVAPjourney #certifiedvoiceartistprogram

[dekupages2]

My contribution to the @agent-aquato-and-co DTIYS!! I love this blog and I love the lil community event :)

(Notes about the process of making this thing under the cut)

I hate HATE drawing faces, pixel or no, but i LOVE drawing object heads. Personal failing of mine. Lili is a Lily because Duh- I considered giving her something less obvious, but lilies are easier than most to communicate with limited pixels in my opinion. Raz is a Dandelion because A) it looks completely different than a lily, and looks nice and distinct next to one, and B) he grew like a weed :D

I really really struggled trying to not draw an exact pixelated copy of the original drawing at first. It looked ‘wrong’ whenever I tried to use my own sense of their proportions and colors. Ultimately, I’m sure not sure where I stand on the issue- you have to make concessions when working within the strict boundaries of 100 x 80 pixels, but I worry it’s not as legible as it could be. I am proud of it though! It took me a long time, and even if I don’t think it’s perfect, I think you can tell how much effort I put into it!

I actually had the still image done a couple days after the DTIYS was announced- but then my mom bought me 2 months WoW subscription for my birthday and I haven’t been doing anything but working and playing since Please Help Me I Got The Fossilized Raptor Mount And It Took Hours Of Nothing But Archeology My Life Is Falling Apart Because I Cant Stop Being A Draenei

Anyway. Thanks for having a cool blog! I love seeing your art on my dash :)

[hetalia-themagicalmanac]

in request to someone to put this anonymously out of respect:

I have a confession to make. I'm a hater...or atleast I THOUGHT i was. I did not particularly cared about your blog Until tonight where I was scrolling through Ao3 and saw one of your bed time story fics. I decided to say "fuck it" and read one of your fics. I then went to read the origin comics, thinking it would be a hate read...but...I was laughing. Smiling. And giggling over how cute it was. My favorite parts of the comic was your author notes, being really proud of your small accomplishments in bettering your art. It made me, a fellow artist, proud.

I was once a hater but now fell in love with Mary and your AU. My problem was that I couldn't sleep tonight. I think because I feel like the grinch who's heart melted away and I just can't get this off my mind. So I typed this all up and drew some fanart cuz we have the same comfort character I think.

So uh. Sorry I misjudged your AU and OC. It reminded me of a children's show I use to watch and I liked seeing your progression with your art skill. sorry that this was so long. It's 3am and I literally can't sleep until I get this off my chest

Anyway here's a little something something as a apology. Idk how cottonball would've gotten damage. I'm thinking maybe freak dog/bully encounter on the way home from school

Uh anyway thanks and sorry again

hey! there’s nothing wrong about not liking something at first! sure my comics at first aren’t the best (After all, I was 16 when I started to write this story and i’m almost 24! the reason why my digital art looked like absolute shit was because my mom thought digital art was “fake art” and i was still learning how to master digital art with a newly-acquired tablet at the time) but I am so so glad that even with the flaws of my earlier stuff, it still manages to bring a smile to your face!

about the children’s show stuff...i did take a lot of inspiration from shows like that! some i can name off the top of my head were Heidi (the pre-ghibli adaptation), Bear in the Big Blue House, Mr. Roger’s Neighborhood (my beloved) and now most recently, Bluey!! I think it definitely has in part from the fact my childhood was a mess and wanted to create something that fosters wholesome vibes to heal and reclaim my childhood, especially from the fact i’m the only autistic person in my family :’)

but hey! at least though you were honest! i’ve had to deal with people in the fandom who said I was either “sanitizing” hetalia as a whole just because it was wholesome or a well-known artist (name redacted) who was vagueing about me in a gc when i was at work saying that they hated ocs like Mary because they were self-insert mary sues. but otherwise, i forgive you plain and simple :D

i apologize if this was definitely a tangent but this made me really happy! i probably think petunia (rich girl asshole bully in school) snipped cottonball’s leggy and germany saw that mary was in distress since cottonball is a comfort item for her since she had him since she was a lil baby, and he is a good dad who will fix him up!

[skipps-writes-for-gojo-satoru]

SFW ALPHABET A-Z

Gojo Satoru Edition 💙

note: I just want to thank everyone for making this blog hit 500+ followers. Never in my wildest dreams would have thought to have a writing blog and a one that is so supported and loved. I love everyone single of my followers and readers who took the time to read my content. English isn’t my first language so I struggle a lot when writing since I make a lot of typos and I barely have any writing skills. Even though I reread it to check I still manage to find some typos so I’m constantly editing, even my old posts. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. You have no idea how happy each comment or reblogs makes me, I love reading what you guys think. I will continue to work hard for you guys and the jkk community! Please look forward to future updates my lovelies! ❤

A= Admiration (How do they admire you? What is their thoughts about you? What is their reaction in meeting you for the first time? Do they instantly like you?)

Gojou loves staring at you and he's not afraid if he gets caught.

Even if you're doing chores or you're laughing with the first years. You could of just woken up with messy hair, drool dried on the corner of your mouth and he'll still think you're the most beautiful person in the world.

When he stares at you it's as if the world slows down and everyone goes in slow motion. He'll notice the twinkle in your eyes or how you suddenly shifted to your right. As he's in a trace where his hearts flutters at the sight of you.

His Six Eyes will notice even the tiniest detail about you.

Even in a crowded room his eyes will immediately try to find your form. You're the first person he seeks whenever and wherever.

He likes to boast about you to everyone, especially his students. You're his lover and he's proud to have you.

To him, you're his equal, his safe haven. You're the only person he can truly let his guard down with. You love him not because "he's the strongest shaman" but just as "Satoru" and that's something he thinks about that makes him feel all warm inside.

You're his everything, he wouldn't know what would he do if he ever loses you. If Gojou truly loves you he will fully commit to it.

You and Gojou didn't exactly start off on the right foot.

You thought he was too arrogant and annoying.

While he thought you were weak and boring.

You quickly proved that wrong, and his perception of you changed. He would often tease you and find opportunities to spar with you.

You slowly started to grow on each other from rivals to lovers.

He's still annoying though.

B= Bestie (Do they act like best friends while dating? How comfortable are they with you?)

Why absolutely! You guys are lovers at the same time bestfriends.

Gojou is very comfortable around you. He's pretty confident man already but when he's around you there's no breaks for this man.

He will do the wackiest and craziest things just see you laugh and smile.

You both tell each other everything, such as recent turn of events or even student gossip. He loves to gossip.

You can expect him to wake you up at 2 am just to go to McDonald's while blasting music from the car while you both sing on top of your lungs.

Of course there will be moments where both have arguments or disagreements but they don't last long. They get solved pretty easily.

"Wanna get icecream?"

"Fine, but you're playing."

Gojou can be quite obnoxious at times and you're not afraid to let him know. He doesn't listen and still annoy you anyways.

But now you should be used to his antics and don't take them too seriously.

There is no such thing as a boundary for this man.

He can literally become your safe haven during sad times or hell as he tickles you until you cry.

C= Cuddles (How often do they cuddle? How are they when they cuddle? What cuddle position do they like best? Are they the Big Spoon or Little Spoon?)

If he could, Gojou would always want to be cuddling with you. Whenever and wherever you both are.

He loves the feeling of having you in his arms or him in your arms. His home is where your arms are. It's one of the moments where his Infinity isn't activated.

He wrap his long limps around you and bring you as physically close as possible so he can nuzzle against you or press kisses to you.

Whenever he's in a cuddling mood or he's feeling stressed he'll come to find you and pull you to the nearest chair. He'll have you sit in his lap while he embraces you tightly. He won't go until he's satisfied too!

He usually prefers to be the bigger spoon, he likes the idea that you're safe within his arms. Sometimes he'll just stare at you while you sleep, smiling to himself as he drifts off to sleep.

If you're both in bed you must cuddle! It's a rule he made up.

He doesn't being the little spoon either, he loves the feeling of when you playing with hair. He truly feels comfortable and vulnerable within your arms.

He can't decide with position he likes best, he just likes the feeling of your body close to his.

D= Domestic (Are they willing to settle down with you? Are they willing to do chores? What do you two do at home?)

Gojou never thought he would settle down. That is until he met you!

With his busy and dangerous lifestyle, he thought he would spend the rest of his days alone.

Being with him, is a huge risk. The higher ups or the enemies would use you as a bargaining chip.

After lots of convincing, that you'll promise to be by his side forever. You'll have his heart now and forever.

Gojou when he's at home...he's lazy. He'll be munching on some snacks, lying on the sofa while you hang the laundry.

Somedays he's tired from work, so you let him be but if he really isn't doing anything. Some threats work really well on him.

"If you don't don't do the laundry, you're sleeping on the sofa tonight!"

"Then I'm off to do it!"

Having growing up with servants, he's not used to doing household chores.

But he will try, because he doesn't want you take take on the full workload. Teach him, he's a fast learner!

At home, within your arms is where he feels safest. Majority of the time you two would be in contact with each other one way or another.

You're watching tv? He's sitting you with his arm around your shoulder. If you're cooking, he'll come and unexpectedly hug you from behind. This man craves your touch.

Watching movies or television is something you both do very often, you'll both be snuggled up together, while Gojou throws commentary here and there.

Cooking or baking is another thing you both do. Majority of the time you both rarely get to spend together due to Gojou's work schedule. Who ever arrives home first will have to make dinner. However, you two are both at home you both help each other make a delicious dessert or meal. Nothing like eating a home cooked meal together.

Playing video games together is a must! You're his player number 2. He's very competitive so if he wins, it's non stop boasting but if he loses he demands an immediate rematch. Mario Kart or Super Smash Brothers is some the common ones you both play.

E= Endeavor (Are they supportive in you trying to do something? Will they help you reach for it?)

Gojou Satoru is known to be your literal hype man.

He will be very supportive of you and what you're trying to accomplish. As long as it's not something like becoming a murder. He's gonna have to do a double take on that.

If you're gonna become a piano, he'll have a grand piano delivered straight to your home. If you're gonna become an artist, he will buy you the best art supplies.

As they say "live your life to the fullest" and Gojou completely agrees with that statement.

If you're trying to learn something new, he will be encouraging you. There are times where he can be a little but don't take it to heart. He just wants you to improve and sugarcoating things isn't always the best way to improve.

If you're feeling down but you're trying to achieve, he'll be there to comfort you and motivate you.

"Things won't always go your way, but I promise I'll be there to cheer you on."

If you're trying to learn a new skill, he might have a go at it too. He's a fast learner but if he doesn't or can't do something, he'll just blame it on the fact that if he does it then he's gonna become perfect so he chooses not to. It's just to save his huge ego.

F= Fights (How often do you guys fight? Who apologizes first? How long will the fight last? What is the reason behind the fight?)

You guys argue pretty often but they're mostly about trival issues. Like Gojou forgot to take out the trash or who cooks today.

If you both do fight seriously. It would definitely have to do with "work". Because of Gojou's busy schedule you're not sure when will he be back home or when he will be gone. If you both have very different schedules it would definitely lead to some misunderstandings.

If you realize you did something wrong you'll apologize to him right away. While he spouts things like "I told you so!" but he's only teasing.

If he realizes he did something wrong it'll take him a while for him to admit it. Depending on the seriousness of the situation his apology will differ.

If it's something trivial, he'll just pepper you with kisses while says sorry a hundred times.

If it's serious, he'll fully embrace you and apologize, straight to the point no needless words.

Trivial fights don't last long but serious one may take time. Depending on who's wrong or right.

Gojou is a stubborn person so even if he's wrong it'll take him a while to admit it. Maybe days or a week but no longer than that. After all he can't resist not being around you.

G= Guard (Are they protective of you? How protective are they? Are they willing to risk themselves to save you?)

This depends whether you're a shaman or a civilian.

If you are a civilian, he will be very protective of you. You don't have the ability to see curses so who knows what or when can hurt you.

He'll take sure to put lots of talismans and barriers around your home for safety.

Gojou due to his busy work schedule won't always be home or be around you. During these days he's worried sick about you.

He'll be sure to message or call you whenever he can to check up on you.

If he truly senses you're in danger, no matter what he'll go to you instantly. After that happens he'll more frightened of losing you and might resort to leaving you.

Despite how much he loves you, you're life is more precious than him. He can't risk that by being around you.

If you're a shaman just like him, he won't be as protective over you. He'll understand and trust that you'll be able to defend yourself.

He'll make sure to spar with you so that you won't lose in touch in fighting.

Even though he knows you can take care of yourself, in his heart he still worries for you. So he may or may not pop up randomly during your missions and exorcise the curse immediately.

You may end up getting annoyed or mad at him because you may think he thinks you're weak but that's not the case. He just loves you and worries about you.

Whether you're a civilian or shaman, Gojou will 100% risk his life to save you. He's lost so many people, he can't afford lose you too.

If you're out in public, he'll be sure to be holding your hand or have an arm around your waist. He'll glare at anyone who looks at you funny through his sunglasses.

Gojou has a massive presence so good luck to anyone who tries to approach you. They gotta get through him first.

H= Healing (What is their reaction in you getting hurt? Do they get hurt often? Do they help you patching you up? Or do they not know how to patch you up, and tries their hardest?)

Gojou hates seeing you hurt in anyway. Even if it's a tiny wound. It's kinda like if you're hurt he's hurt too. That's his way of thinking.

If you get injured during a mission, you can bet Gojou will be all over you.

"Are you sure you're okay?"

"For the hundred time, yes..."

Despite your assurance that are fine, he'll still insist to take you to Shoko just to be safe.

If it's a trivial wound like you accidentally cut yourself or you stubbed your toe. Gojou will be the one to take care of the wound. He does have basic knowledge on how to treat wounds.

If it's a severe wound, he'll instantly bring you to Shoko. He'll teleport all the way from Hokkaido to Tokyo if he has to.

He doesn't know how to use the Reverse Cursed Technique but at the moment when you're dying in his arms he will try his best to.

He will literally become your human shield if he knows things are dire.

If he sees an enemy wound you, well it's gonna be game over for the enemy. Instant oblivion.

It is known that Gojou has his Infinity activated at all times, so he doesn't ever get hurt whether from missions or trivial issues.

Very rare but when he does turn off his Infinity he can get hurt but it's because he let's it happen.

He still gets sick from time to time because that's something his Infinity can't protect him from.

I= Intimacy (How romantic are they? Do you two often go on dates?)

Gojou as we all know is very affectionate and romantic person.

He's very cheesy and likes to tease you just to see you blush.

He can't keep his hands off of you, he has to be touching you even just by lacing your fingers together. He also likes to stand near you often behind you or right beside you.

Gojou goes all over Japan for his missions and he makes sure to always bring a souvenir home for you whether it's a little trinket or something you'll like. Definitely will buy sweets, he'll share just a little though.

You'll often be surprised with deliveries of bouquets at work addressed to you but not written from who but you know who it is.

This man is extremely rich, so you ever have an eye on something, he'll secretly buy it for you.

When you're cold, he'll give you his jacket or hug you to keep you warm. If you're feeling hot under the sun, use this man as your personal shade. He doesn't mind.

It's rare for the both of you to have day offs at the same time so it's always something special to him.

He'll either take you out shopping or a cafe date.

He loves going around Tokyo with you to different places and secretly takes pictures of you when you're not looking.

If you don't feel like going anywhere he's fine with just cuddling you while watching a movie.

Gojou just has a sense for you if you're feeling down or stressed. He'll instantly know and would try to make you feel better.

He can cook your favorite meal or even give you a massage.

He's not shy to show the world how much he loves you, everyone in the Jujutsu society knows about you two.

J= Jealousy (How often do they get jealous? Do they get easily jealous? How will they react?)

Gojou doesn't get jealous easily. He trusts you and knows the things you do and won't do. However, on rare occasions it does happen but he won't directly voice it out.

"I'm the strongest most handsome shaman ever!" But behind that he still has insecurities. It usually depends on the person you're interacting with. If he sees you getting a little too close to someone, he'll step inーcausally stepping in between the two of you. A hand around your waist around strangers and a full on back hug around people he knows.

If a stranger tries to pick you up, he'll swoop right in towering the poor stranger. He knows he's attractive and he knows show to use it.

"Pay attention to me (Y/N), not Nanami!.

"Satoru, we're talking the recent sighting of a grade 1 cursed spirit."

Afterwards he'll just be very whiny and needy, he wants your full attention on him and him only!

K= Kissing (Do they like kissing you? Are they shy or confident in kissing you?)

Gojou Satoru loves all forms of affection. Kissing being one of them.

Gojou has had experience with kissing so he knows what he's doing. One moment he'll be kissing you sweetly then it turns into a full blown make out session.

He's not embarrassed about kissing you in public. Despite the Japanese culture of being conservative of PDA. He won't be making out with you in front of the entire crosswalk but he'll give you pecks or smooches that last a moment or two.

Whenever he leaves for work, he'll always ask for his goodbye kiss or when he's back home he'll be eagerly waiting for your kiss.

Whenever you both pass by each other whether at home or at school, he'll press a chaste kiss to you.

His tongue is divine, he definitely knows how to use his tongue. You can bet he knows how to tie a cherry into a knot using just his tongue.

You will always taste something sweet lingering on him as you kiss him.

He doesn't have a specific type of kiss he likes, he likes them all as long as they're with you. Forehead kisses, cheek kisses, eskimo kisses you name it!

He will definitely will to try out all forms of kisses with you.

L= Love (Who drops the L-word first? Would they rather say it or do it?)

Love is a complicated feeling, Gojou hasn't felt that before with any of his past relationships.

That was until he met you. That's when he realized that what the feeling was.

You were cuddling in bed together, face to face. There was no talking just silence as the two of you stare deeply into each other's eyes. Only the light of the moonlight peaking through the curtains illuminating the room.

Gojou stares into your eyes with a soft smile on his face as he gently lays his hand on your cheek.

Your eyes held the universe within them, the universe that is you and it's staring back at him with so much love and affection within them. He feels the warmth spread throughout his body. He whispers softly "I love you..." as his own eyes reflect yours.

You gasp with eyes widening, processing the words he spoke. You feel your eyes well up in tears, as your cheeks warm. You place your hand over his and whisper back "I love you too.." smiling brightly at him.

That was the moment when he first told you he loved you, it was so genuine and raw.

Afterwards he'll always voice out that he loves you but of course he shows it as well. He'll call you beautiful while pressing a kiss to your forehead.

M= Marriage (How do they propose to you? What’s their ideal wedding like? Where do you plan it?)

Gojou is a very spontaneous man, I can imagine him doing it during the most mundane and random moments. Such as after you're both walking home from a date or maybe it's late into the night while you're both cuddling.

Maybe moments where you're hurt or if he almost lost you.

"Marry me, (Y/N)..."

It's just a spur of the moment kind of thing, when he's the most vulnerable. When he realizes "ah, I want to spend the rest of my life with this person..."

Gojou is pretty flexible with the kind of wedding he wants. He doesn't really have a dream wedding.

The elders of his clan would definitely bug him for a Traditional one as it is customary.

However, if you want a Western style wedding instead he will definitely go for it.

Mostly likely, you both will have two weddings one traditional and western.

Money is different not an issue with this man. Say the word and you shall receive. It's definitely going to be extravagant.

Whether you want to or not he'll find a way to splurge his money.

If the elders are opposed to your marriage you'll both will just have a private wedding, inviting the people closest to you guys.

Not marrying you because someone said no is not an option for him.

N= Nicknames (What do they call you? Do they call you these in public as well? How often do they call you in nicknames?)

Gojou has a variety of nicknames for you!

Ranging from the typical baby, babe, sweetie, darling and honey.

Or something more sweet such as princess/prince, my love, my dearest.

And there's those really cringey ones such as sugarpie, cupcake, my strawberry cheesecake.

He will literally call you by any dessert name.

"Hey, my kikufuku!" Yup, that's you.

If you're shorter than him you can add shorty, short stuff or munchkin to the list.

When he uses them usually depends on the situation. If he's feeling really affectionate or needy he'll be using the really sweet nicknames.

Sometimes he'll even come up with the most ridiculous ones as much as it embarrasses you.

Usually he'll just call you using the common nicknames. He will only use your real name during serious situations.

He's not shy about proclaiming you as his chocolate cupcake. Not even in front of his students or colleagues.

"Are you referring to (L/N) sensei?" "Bingo!"

You've tried to beg him to stop but the man doesn't listen.

O= Open (How open are they with you? Are they willing to share their secrets and past with you? Do they trust you?)

Gojou despite being a man who loves to talk does not like talking about his private life or his past.

It's very personal information to him and he doesn't want the information to fall into the wrong hands.

If anyone asks about it he'll either ignore the question or answer it very vaguely.

You would have to be someone has spent years by his side to be to attain that level of trust with you.

There are some things in his past that isn't easy to talk about, even though it doesn't bother him now. If you ask he will tell you about it briefly.

If it's information not regarding his secrets or his past, he doesn't sharing those details. If you wanna about his mission or want to check his phone, he will let you. He has nothing to hide except the secret pictures he takes of you.

He in return trusts you as well, but he won't pry into things you don't want to talk about.

If you manage to gain his trust enough for him to reveal personal information about him, don't break it. If you do, you will never be able to gain it back.

P= PDA (Are they into PDA? Do they often do it? Their reaction if you hold their hands or kiss them in public.)

Gojou is into PDA but he doesn't flaunt it as often as you think. He won't be making out with you in the middle of the school hallway but he will press chaste kisses to you.

He's not afraid to hug you or hold your hand around the faculty or students.

He won't do something inappropriate in public he likes to keep that in private. Through sometimes he will because he likes seeing you embarrassed while you desperately ask him to stop. Trying not to gain the attention of the people around you.

He also likes seeing the reactions of other people when he does display affection towards you but mostly he does it to see your cute reactions.

If you initiate hand holding with him, he will definitely hold your hand back tightly. If you kiss him, he'll be surprised but then he's quick to tease you about it.

"Oya, is my cupcake getting bold～?"

If anyone looks at you two with disgust he will yell out "you got a problem?"

He's not shy to show the world he loves you.

Q= Quirk (Do they find your quirks adorable or odd? Do they tell you or not? Do they have a quirk of their own?)

Nothing escapes his keen eyesight. He'll notice and remember a lot of your quirks even the ones you're unconsciously doing.

He thinks its absolutely adorable, like how you furrow your eyebrows in concentration how you pout when you're deep in thought.

All these little quirks make you who you are and he adores them.

Gojou will tell you about them of course, even if you try to deny it. If you don't believe he'll try to take a picture to show you which ends up making you really embarrassed.

"I can't help it, I don't even know that I'm doing that..." you whisper with a blush on your face.

Gojou has a quirk of fiddling with his blindfold or his sunglasses if he's wearing them.

Definitely a fan of putting his hands in his jacket or hands while he stands or walks. He doesn't like the feeling of his hands being empty.

R= Reliable (Are they loyal? How loyal are they? Are they there for you when you need someone?)

Gojou is a very honest and down to earth kind of guy. Of course, loyalty is something he firmly commits to.

Cheating is something he won't resort to at all costs. No woman or man is tempting enough for him to be swayed.

We all know he is a good looking guy, he's bound to attract suitors anywhere but he'll turn them all down. He already has you, why would he need anyone else?

There are times where you might feel insecure or jealous but Gojou will always be there to assure you not to. He'll do his best to comfort you, until you're smiling again.

"You're the only one I need..."

During these times he'll even share his precious sweets with you. He'll feed you cake while hugging you from behind.

Have faith in him because whenever you need him, he'll make sure to be there.

S= Solace (How do they comfort you? Do they immediately notice you being sad?)

Gojou just has sense whenever you're feeling sad, even though you try your hardest to hide it.

He just sees through your facade. He won't ask if you're okay when he clearly knows you'll try to lie about it.

If you're trying to avoid him, he'll either pin you against the wall or pull you into his embrace.

He'll be silent as he takes off his blindfold to stare deep into your eyes, how could you lie when those eyes are looking straight at you.

He won't ask you about what's bothering you but he will always be there to comfort you.

Gojou would pull you into his lap on his expensive chair and cradle you like child as he gently caresses your hair.

Ligerning forehead kisses is also he does to comfort you.

Gojou would also bring his sweets stash and slowly feed you some while he hugs you from behind. If you want food, he'll be glad to cook up your favorite meal.

He knows a lot of cringy and cheesy jokes, in which ends up with him laughing at his own jokes. His laughter is contagious so wouldn't be able to hold back a smile after that.

T= Turn-off (What do they dislike in people? What is their turn-off?)

Gojou hates the old way of thinking he finds in elders especially the elders of his clan and the jujutsu society.

He doesn't like anything anything serious or boring. If you're too uptight, he'll find a way to break that.

Another thing he hates is when people do something behind his back or say something behind his back. If you have something to say, then say it straight it to him.

Routine is another thing he dislikes, he's very spontaneous and looks for the fun in things.

He dislikes vegetables and anything bitter. He's a lover of sweets afterall!

Prying too much into his personal life, as proud as he isーhe doesn't like going around talking much about his private life or his past.

U= Umbrageous (Do they easily get offended by what you said? How will they react when you get hurt by what they said?)

Now if you mean playful gets offended then the answer would be yes. If you're seriously trying to offend him, he won't. He's not the type to take things like that to heart.

Call him an idiot, a narcissist, he will playful hold his chest in pain and whine to you while he pouts.

He'll even tease you back if he feels like it.

"Sorry, did you say something～?"

Even though he doesn't take insults to heart, if you use his past against him, he will take offense to it. His past is something he doesn't want to bring up so if you or anyone brings it up. That changes things.

He tries to keep the optimism but he's only human with emotions so there will be times you could offend him.

If you managed to offend him, he'll be unusually quiet as he dwells on your words.

He won't resort to anger but that doesn't mean he won't at times. That's when he's firing insults back you, blinded by rage. He will regret it afterwards though.

V= Vision (What do they imagine their future? What is their dream? Do they want to spend it with you?)

If Gojou truly loves you, he'll definitely would want to spend the rest of his life with you by his side. Somewhere where he doesn't have to be on guard and would always welcome him with open arms.

Yet at the same time he is afraid of the dangers that come associated with him. If you're a civilian he'll try to distance himself away from you. He's afraid one day when he's not around, someone might come after you. His world is completely different from that of a normal person's afterall.

If you work in the same field as him. He'll definitely be more reluctant to push you away, because he knows you can handle yourself. It lessens his worries.

Still life as a shaman is still as dangerous, you're putting your lives at risk every time you go on a mission. The thought of losing you scares him to the very core.

Despite that he still loves you and if can't be with you he would like to associated with you someway maybe as acquaintances or friends.

He dreams of a world without cursed spirits, where he can live a peaceful life, settle down and start a family with you.

In a world crowded with darkness he dreams of a single ray of solace that is you.

Someone that will stay by his side no matter how difficult it will be.

W= Wacky (What is their reaction in you doing something crazy? Will they join you or stop you?)

Gojou Satoru is a man child, he does the most ridiculous of things like wearing a skirt of a highschool student.

If you're the type of person who's just as energetic and wild as him, it's going to be chaos.

You both will pull pranks on the students and faculty. Poor Ijichi being one of your primary targets.

If you're the type of person who's more on the serious side then he'll be shocked by your suggestion.

But of course he's willing to join in whatever plot you have.

Gojou already gives the higher ups a headache, if you're added to the mix it's going to end up being a massive headache.

He lost count of the amount of times he got scolded by Principal Yaga.

He can come up with the wildest ideas and sometimes you will have to become his break.

Principal Yaga specifically asked you to keep him in check after all.

X= Xtra (Random Headcannon about them)

Gojou Satoru has a driver's license. In fact he even owns several cars.

Of course, they're all the expensive ones because he thinks they look cool.

Does he use them? Not that often, when you literally have the ability to teleport or have Ijichi to drive you around.

As you expect he's a fast driver, you will literally be griping your seatbelt for dear life. It looks like he's gonna crash but he won't. He just likes to scare you.

Of course there's a stash of candy and extra pairs of sunglasses in the glovebox.

Gojou is surprisingly a great cook. You would think being raised with servants he wouldn't know how to cook but he does.

He studies the recipe very carefully and cooks. It's as if he has a natural talent for cooking.

At first, you were pretty skeptical of his cooking but once you had of bite of his dish. You could feel the literal flavors explode on your tongue.

When it's his turn for him to cook, expect him to be wearing a cute apron while blasting music from his speaker.

He'll be singing and dancing in the kitchen.

Hug him from behind while he cooks and he'll melt right then and there. Trying to hide a blush from you.

Y= Yearning (Do they long for you? Will they find themselves missing you while you’re away? If so, how will they cope with it?)

Even though you haven't seen each other for a day he terribly miss you. Your just gives him warm and when you're not there he feels cold.

He goes on missions very often and they can last days or even weeks depending on the case. He'll try to update you as much as he can on when he could come home.

Even when he's in the middle of fighting cursed spirits, he'll find his mind wondering towards you.

If he's away from you, you'll be getting calls and texts from him quite frequently. He'll make sure to always greet you good morning or good night and ask how you are.

He'll always ask if you've eaten or not and asks you to send a picture of your meal to prove it to him. He needs to know you're being well fed.

If you think he talks too much he texts just as much. He'll even take random selfies of himself or something interesting he wants you to see.

If you send him a selfie or video he'll save that so fast and save that to his folder. So he can look through them whenever he misses you.

If it's a long mission, he might pack one of your shirts which has your scent so he could take a whiff to calm himself or cuddle as he sleeps.

After a mission if he's not tired yet, he'll video call you every now and then.

He'll try to come back as fast as possible because he doesn't feel complete without your presence.

Z= Zzz (Do they fall asleep easily? Do they move around while sleeping? What sleeping position do they like best?)

If we are talking about the past Gojou, maybe around his youth then no. He had difficulty sleeping because sleeping meant he's vulnerable to attacks.

This is why relies mostly on sweets to stimulate his brain because there are days where he can't sleep at all. His powers drain a lot of energy to keep up.

Once he could run Infinity automatically, he doesn't have any trouble sleeping at all. In fact, he passes out instantly once his head hits the pillow.

The man works hard and goes on tons of missions so of course he's bound to be tired when he gets home.

Gojou Satoru is 190 cm tall so of course he has a large king sized bed at home. He likes having a lot of space but he tends to move around a lot unconsciously.

There have been times where he has fallen off the bed as well.

If you're sleeping with him and want to prevent him from taking all the bed space, you both cuddle that way his limbs are locked on you.

His likes to sleep laying on his back while you lay on your chest or embracing you from behind as you both sleep on your sides.

It's very rare from him to snore but that doesn't mean he doesn't and when he does, it's loud.

However sleeping with him has it's benefits, if you wake up before him you'll be graced by the most angelic view. As he breathes softy while his long white eye lashes remain closed.

If he does wake up you will also be graced by his morning voice which is divine.

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#5

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Thank you to @star-ocean-peahen, @itcantbe, & @headlesscucco for playing my Korok Puzzle! itcantbe was able to find all the koroks!

There was a tricky little bugger up in the tree but you got it :D

Please enjoy your drabble *eyebrow wiggle*

Zelink Modern AU

Rated E below the cut

Smooth… wet… spinning. Rising and falling. Zelda watched the clay on the wheel while the veiled man threw moving art. Soft music was on in the background, highlighted every so often with a squelch from the clay. It was grey, but he was colorful.

Clad in Gerudo ceremonial attire, draping sleeves, puffy pantaloons; teals and greens, blond hair pulled up in a half ponytail, blue eyes looking into the camera, alluring. He certainly knew how to put on a show.

It was all art and games until he cut the narrow cylinder from the wheel, pulled his dick out and started fucking it.

~~~

Zelda had just ordered her coffee and sat down near the window in a leather chair. It was always a plus when the comfy chair was available. After setting up her work station, she found, unsurprisingly, that she was having trouble focusing on her research paper. Staying up so late watching Justforchu was not conducive to the following workday.

The barista on duty caught her eye over her laptop and her gaze kept flicking up because there was a certain familiarity. But she couldn’t quite place it. Had they gone to school together maybe?

He put his hair up in a half ponytail and she had to stop herself from outright staring. Could he? Her mind raced over what had kept her up last night. Surely not. He was bright and cheerful. He’d also look like a zombie if he’d been up so late… right?

She put the thought out of her mind and smiled absently as he approached with her coffee. His arm crossed in front of her as he set it down and she gasped as she noticed the flecks of dried clay just under his elbow.

“Everything ok?” he asked.

She stared, transitioning into a frozen panic; then shook her head and spluttered, “N- yeah. I- I just forgot something. I mean… I remembered something I forgot.” She stopped talking and looked at her coffee, willing it to somehow take the attention off her.

“Ah, glad you remembered.” He gestured to her drink. “Enjoy.”

He may as well have been purring. She melded the smooth tones to her memory of what he did, the night before. With the clay. Silently, save for some pleasurable elicitations.

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Linktober 2022

DAY 18 COMPANION: Fi

Wow, this close up was intense! I learned new things about blending and paper color again. And noses are so hard! Definitely want to revisit this again after I level up some more^^

She is my fav, that is all.

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This but with Kohga and Sooga.

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I. AM. SO. Proud of this one, ya'll! Urbosa is my fav, my Queen, she slays it all. I combined dry and oil pastels for this one ^^

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[otter1962crystalball]

If only you knew…

The title jumped out of a discussion with a friend recently. The idea is that if a person were to know me, would they like me or ditch me? So before I start, I acknowledge that what other people think of me is none of my business. Rather, I’d like to put out all the things I’ve always been worried about sharing for fear of losing someone. 

A lot of people know me as the guy who weighs 200+ pounds, lifts weights and exercises a lot. They also know that I am an author who is soon to publish a novel. Some people know that I live alone in Otter Cottage in Nova Scotia and have been single for 4 years now. It is also common knowledge that I am a French Immersion teacher. There are a lot of things that people don’t necessarily know about me…So here goes.

If only you knew that I have difficulty looking at myself in the mirror. I am currently afraid of losing my weight-lifting ability. I wrote a blog entry in this blog about it. I have weight-lifted most of my life and keeping my body in shape has been a major part of my life. Granted, I did it for validation when I was younger - usually through hookups or seeking out boyfriends or partners. For many years now, I have used weights as a personal self-esteem builder. That leads to the next statement.

If only you knew that I used to solely depend on my ability to look good. I needed external validation to feel good about myself. Sure, when I was young, I used my looks to be noticed. I never did it in vain, just hoping that guys would find me attractive and want to sleep with me.

If only you knew that I have a secret desire to be an artist with a paintbrush or a pen. I’ve always envied those who could draw and design works of art. I always felt that I was creative with writing or perhaps the occasional photograph that looks nice, but I sometimes feel that I lack real talent.

If only you knew how many times I’ve had to get up after being knocked down by life circumstances. In some of them, I played a role, but others are just blind circumstances. Sometimes I send a thought out to the universe and ask why? Did I somehow unconsciously wish these things on myself?

If only you knew that all the things that I did in my life of which I am not proud, sometimes come back to me in a tsunami of guilt that makes me question if I am a good person or not.

If only you knew that underneath my exterior is a highly sensitive person that often feels the emotions of others around me. When people say hurtful things or say something unwittingly that may hurt, I find it takes a toll on me. It has caused me to build up a wall in the past. I’ve been trying to pull it down for the past four years…

If only you knew how the plight of animals in this world hurts me deeply. I am especially horrified when I see or hear of pets being abused. It pains me to my core. I am aware of animals when I eat meat. I’ve tried to cut it down to a minimum. I wish, as a weight-lifter, that I could find other ways to get all the protein that I need from plants.

If only you knew how I fear the end of my life - that I may never get to do all the things that I wanted to do and to contribute to the world. It is especially something that as an HIV+ person, I’ve worried about because I spent so many years just surviving instead of living.

If only you knew that I love things that those who consider themselves as masculine might define as feminine. I love to birdwatch. I love flower gardens and I enjoy experimenting in the kitchen.

If you only knew that I have let a lot of people walk all over me. No more accusing me of cheating in D and D. No more trying to charm me so that you can waltz in and try to change me for your liking. No more narcissists need to apply! 

I am me. I accept me. If you don’t, get lost!

[the-11-doctor]

The Portrayal

Imagine the impossible if you will! A blog run by a well thought out, extremely educated and CLEVER human actor, definitely human everyone shut up. Right now.

Someone who takes their work so fucking seriously because they ENJOY IT. A person who lives to be creative in ways they enjoy, and DOES NOT put out writing until they themselves are proud and happy with it.

Imagine a blog that holds themselves to an exceptional standard and refuses to boil COMPLEX AND INCREDIBLE CHARACTERS DOWN INTO ONE LINES OF SMUT WHILE ONLY RECYCLING TEN WORDS IN THE ENTIRE OF THEIR VOCABULARY.

The perfect blog that approaches their muses with an air of respect, insight, and c a r e.

That is this blog.

I mean look at the material bitch? This shit has formats and icons to express e x a c t l y how you'd picture the man standing in front of you, TELLING you to turn it off.

Be it your humanity, or the TARDIS Klaxon.

There is a commitment behind the words out here that people will never truly understand unless you have BEEN THERE on the journey through uni to figure out what makes portrayals of a character so REAL and TANGIBLE.

I highly worship every notification I see with this url, I get so excited and drop everything. I seriously do.

Always and Forever!

-Space Twin

The Portrayal

Lemme just:

Your portrayal of Ar Elizabet is so canon, canon itself quakes when she's welcomed into new verses, and fits so perfectly like the puzzle was always meant to have her in the trailer (then I make it later).

We have crafted several verses, worlds and hundreds of ideas, and it's not that she's molded to - it's Lizzy being so lovingly crafted and admired and conveyed in a way that she just belongs. The universe says, she must be, will be, and always has been, and from the very beginning The Doctor knew she was a space child BECAUSE of that.

You understand and articulate ideas and inspiration perfectly, and you are always open to learning and adapting writing styles - not to mention the performative side where you GET IT - you k n o w that art is not a singular performance, it comes in different combinations. And how to use it! (Imagery etc).

Not one word of your replies lacks meaning, or depth, or something you have yourself stood as Elizabet and tried to comprehend from an angle that isn't yours.

Your writing style is as authentic as it gets, and it helps to HAVE the intel of your excellence in acting it from our little improv on the side as well, because I know how to dissect what you put into everything and I can r e a d an entire scene from a single line and GIF/icon. Your art style is so fucking unique, and is my favorite.

Lizzy is a star. A whole constellation, you have birthed, and I am so thankful that you are my space twin and the planets aligned to bring our writing together, because there is truly nothing like - nobody GETS it! And my muses love her, dearly, even the ones we don't talk about DAMON. The content you put out is always loved, and it fucking shows.

Loving your character as a part of you really makes a difference in the quality of writing you put out, and even in my absences here on Tumblr we still meet the energy in Discord and Wire - your adaptability is astounding, and your talent is u n fucking met, girl. Learning new methods alongside me, who sat through a whole 3 hour class to learn them, and you picking it up immediately - this is such a refined s k i l l.

You can't tell me Lizzy hasn't been in Doctor Who. She has been in The Vampire Diaries, she has. She IS. She's from Sherlock, that's where The Doctor found her. She IS in The Babysitter, and The Duff, and every single franchise - she i s there. It's not a b e l i e f, you proved it. You done proved it.

Every time we write, and every thing? I am s o enthralled with, likewise I drop EVERYTHING because it is so VALUABLE, and when we do threads - it's like painting a whole canvas, and I have hanged every painting we've done up in a gallery in my mind palace (take the stairs, turn right, 3rd door on the left and down another set of windy stairs, NOT THE WOODEN STAIRS).

Elizabet is now and forever within ar Hearts, and she won't be going anywhere. As a space daughter, as kiddo, as the Original daughter, as the Almost Wife, she has made place as a permanent resident of my verses, in my muse's lives. Because she has ALWAYS BEEN THERE.

Always and Forever is right, because we don't actually have to merge despite the Gemini thing.

Space Twins until the final frontier (my 162nd birthday). Not sorry for the essay. I could write a dissertation on why Elizabeth Holmes-Salvatore-Mikaelson-Petrova-Bathsheba-Patrice-Monsoon-Lungbarrow-Eddie-Bateman (I missed and mixed some of those sorry for that I COULDN'T FIND THE CERTIFICATE) is just, canon. And so, so wonderful.

We're just not going to address your whole definitely h u m a n thing.