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Zionists want you to conflate Judaism and Zionism. Zionists want you to believe that Judaism cannot exist without Zionism and that all Jews are Zionists. Zionism would have Jews believe that a Jewish state is the only way that they can be safe from antisemitism and will point to any instance of antisemitism as proof that Zionism is the solution- so Zionism wants gentiles to be antisemitic in their support of Palestine. They want you to conflate all Jews with Zionism and the state of Israel, and they want you to treat all Jews regardless of political affiliation as the face of Israel. Antizionist Jews exist, and incidences of antisemitism ostensibly acting against Zionism will not help dismantle the forces propping Zionism up.
Don't do their work for them.
#red rambles#viva palestina#antizionism#i haven't actually seen a lot of antisemitism personally. not recently anyway. but that's more a feature of me not following antisemites#i DO however see a lot of people talking about the people they're seeing throw their support behind antisemites using palestine#as an excuse to conflate all jews with israel#and i cannot stress enough that that is literally what israel and zionist forces abroad WANT.#i am jewish. my entire family is jewish. i want to see palestine free. and i have SEEN how the jewish community gets conflated with israel#both from the inside and out#and i am dead serious when i say that every time someone is antisemitic it strengthens the conviction from people abroad#that it's a terrible sad situation but there's 'no other choice'#if you're being antisemitic you are doing the enemy's work for them. Stop it.#like... look. i am putting this in the tags bc im talking in the tags but i mean this. I do not give a single flying fuck if you personally#are a giant raging antisemite at the moment. Your personal beliefs are your problem and not mine. I do not fucking care. But if you are#being openly and loudly antisemitic *in your support of palestine* you are absolutely not fucking helping. I am so dead serious right now#if you want to raise awareness and you're being antisemitic because of deep held beliefs or whatever i want you to look around and read the#fucking room. Do you understand how much of Israel's international support comes from the idea that they are the only country where jews ar#safe from antisemitism? do you see how every time palestine comes up people point at incidences of antisemitism in anti-genocide actions to#discredit the entire movement? do you not understand how your actions are cutting the movement down at the knees?#i'm jewish and proud of it. i don't like antisemitism. but there's a genocide on and i'd rather work against it than quibble over who i#work alongside. i dont fucking care. you can be as antisemitic as you like in private. stop fucking the movement up.#there are bigger things to worry about here. if i can put aside my own concerns as to who i'm talking to you can hold your tongue#and fight the good fight instead of handing weapons to the people who are trying to fucking flatten gaza.
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(my head in my hands) lucifercore ...
#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc.#this resonated with me so bad when i saw this a couple of days ago and has sat in my drafts since ...#oh to be the eldest before you were the eldest due to your power. to be that crutch and that leader - only to be recognised by your stricte#behaviours. you gift your siblings the freedom that they should be able to seek their entire lives but what was it at the cost of? knowing#you only as the reins. the one who would have to put limits on that.#they will recognise you as the voice of reason and actions that seem cruel - but you never did them with#malicious intent. you never wished to hurt any of them. make them feel uncomfortable or unloved. but even you see it#when you tell them off or punish them - you hear your rage and see your anger. if only because that is what you have resigned yourself to.#good evening i gamed myself out today. said i wasnt gonna write but have set up my new lamp for xmas and omg .....#i didnt realise how much muse a dark room with a lamp could give me so im going to use that extra energy to write <3
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It's rough out here right now, hope you're doing ok
Awwww, this is really sweet, and thank you, I'm doing okay, I hope you are as well!
#I have a lot of complicated feelings but most of them are fandom-reaction-related vs. liam himself#i'm in the camp of it's tragic to see someone die so young even if it wasn't surprising given what he was going thru (and for so long)#my heart goes out especially to his son and to maya and to the rest of his nearest and dearest as well#and to those who felt touched enough to come back to a space they'd long abandoned to feel that reconnection#but ALSO also there's some hypocrisy on multiple fronts that fills me with (more than likely misplaced) fury#i'm doing my damnedest to block that shit out because the rage is for reasons both big and small and i can read a room#against my better judgement i have lurked#and dear god#what i could put on my salty sideblog#it's not the time nor the place--the man in question had many faults but that level of pettiness wasn't one of them
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sometimes when my job is running me ragged and im pissed at my boss, i block out some time purely to think about loveless on the clock and then i feel better because i forced a major corporation to pay me for Loveless Brainrot Time. i am very normal.
#my boss made us all do a very long training on very short notice the other day#and as revenge i took an hour of Loveless Brainrot Time#if youre gonna force me to work overnights completely alone while we're slammed this will be my revenge#this post doubles as explanation as to why ive been away for like 2 weeks#i rage redid my whole living room just to have something else to put angry energy into#sometimes coming up with seimei punishment ideas just doesnt cut it smh
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anyone ever just get that silent bloody rage? Like on the outside you are completely calm and collected, but in your mind you are screaming and crying and wanting to punch something until they bleed?
like when everything around you is just too fucking loud so you start getting aggressive both verbally and physically? Like when you are getting yelled at for something that was so obviously not done by you-?
#akira’s safe space#tiny vents#explanation:#so me and my sisters were upstairs watching a movie#and I honestly dont remember how it started#But my youngest sister started to act like an entitled brat again#so naturally I got yelled at and blamed when she started to yell at me for something#My sisters were yelling#My mom was yelling#My dog was barking#I put my hands over my ears and started to yell at them and smack my sister because I couldn't crontrol myself#I immediately stopped and froze#I got screamed at for doing that#Then my middle sister pulled me down onto her to try and calm me down#But my sensory issues were being overloaded#My youngest sister grabbed my dogs rope toy and started whipping both me and my younger sister#She had also kicked my in the knee causing it to go backwards#Then my mom yelled again after I said “she's literally whipping -middle sister-!”#My youngest sister then screamed back “You did it! That wasn't me!”#SHE LITERALLY HAD THE ROPE IN HER HAND AND I HAD A MARK ON MY LEG#now im downstairs back in my room overstimulated and on the verge of a panic attack and rage#i cant do this
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was like 'oh im gonna redownload ts4 so i can play dolls with dragoned aged characters' the BASE GAME took over THREE HOURS to download. 21GB....3 hours.... we're maxing out at like 3 mb/s which led me down a rabbit hole that ultimately led to fuck all bc i cant fit a better wifi adapter in my computer bc of the massive fawking graphics card which is the reason my internet is fucked in the first place BUT! ☝️ that might not even be the issue bc its only when im downloading games that takes for fucking ever and its not the external ssd im using bc i went down That useless fucking rabbit hole too, the drive is fine. also, this is a relatively new development within the past few months so my theory is that god is testing me to see what will make me snap and it knows i have a sick emotional attachment to my computer so its being used as a weapon against me
#no one: / your unemployed friend on a tuesday afternoon: ^#everything else internet related actually working fine its just the download speed thats shit like of course#i was so close to going and starting shit with my stepdad bc what do you mean i cant use ethernet the router is 10 feet away from my room#and i have a wicked fucking long cable that i used in college that would 100% reach like oh so you want me to suffer WHATEVER#i feel like dennis reynolds#i am untethered and my rage knows no bounds!!!!!!!!!!!!#.txt#idek where i put my 40gb mods folder and the whole reason i started this buffoonery was bc i found out i Could put it on a dif drive#wait i just fucking realized it might not work bc im putting the game on an exfat drive and was gonna put the mods on a ntfs one#and symbolic links dont work on exfat which i KNEW bc of the whole frosty mod fiasco oh my fucking god..........#welcome to my sick and twisted mind
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Silly doodle I made based on the tags you left on the ask answer (in case it’s visually confusing the bottom textbox is read first)
(decarabian design by @gr3yart because both this design and the king have longass hair and “hide” their face in some way)
I was originally imagining if those two ever met, the king would be a similar height to how he was at (act 5? act 6? the point at which you actually defeat him for good and he’s frozen in time) and he’s tall but not floor-to-ceiling tall but this is funnier. Deca being very tall by human standards compared to. The King. Deca constantly yapping about The Divorce while those two have a serious conversation about how to most effectively make things stay the same forever. I am sosososososoosossoo normal :) (resisting the urge to draw and/or write an old mond and isat crossover)
CACKLING SO MUCH ???? HELP ???
this is AMAZING oh my god i love this so much. decarabian just standing in front of the king, fully in “(sigh…) i miss my wife, tails. i miss her a lot.” mode is making me lose it 😭😭 AND HIM CONTINUING TO YAP ABOUT THE DIVORCE AT ANY OPPORTUNITY HEJSHDHD like the imagery of the king carefully trying to preserve a specific memory and here comes deca, who recognizes it for something else, and is just like my wife did that once …. i did not understand at the time why, but looking back, looking at this …. :(
and oh ??? that would be such a fun idea, esp if the king hasn’t fully committed to the. freeze everyone in time decision yet. on the edge of it, about to enact the nightmare …. decarabian getting to know about the universe too and how it deals with wishes would be 👁👁
these two would be on celestia’s “watch OUT” list So Fast.
#imsorry im still giggling so bad over deca not shutting Up about this one mortal#the king is over here get headaches thinking of his forgotten country and here’s deca putting up a portrait in the corridor of him and Amos#and sighing over it like a forlorn laying down dog#like are both of you good ….. are you okay …….#<- ACTUALLY THATS REMINDING ME OF HOW THE KINGQUEST ENDS#oh GOD how would it go here#with the king raging for his happy ending ……..#would any of them be able to stop him ?#( ….. actually you think wispti could be able to stop the freezing in time the same way mirabelle is immune)#(siffrin would squish that wisp so hard ((affectionately)) if they could)#(a part of ista against This Guy..)#but then.#but then but then.#if deca also raged the same way.#Another Contender.#you’re safe against the king but can you dodge this#anyways !!!#YOURE SO REAL#they’re both so fascinating together ….#also sorry again but this made me think . of like#siffrin and bard walking into the room like that one meme#hey grandpa . the war . okay sorry#“hello you two” (<- seething) deca voice the divorce/the king voice the country#bard looking disgruntled while siffrin grimaces: Uh Huh .#lantern replies#mutuals !#dooodles !!!!!!!!!
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.Magenta.
#in a nut shell...#my whole team betrayed me minus 2#i was told and swore up and down that my absences related to disability were not an issue#come to find out that wasn't the case#there was resentment and everyone did a damn good job putting on an act and masking#i cannot begin to describe the kind of betrayal i am feeling#i believe in being transparent especially if you're part of a team of people who help others with mental health issues#i expressed many times that if my conditon caused inconvenience or problems then approach me and we can navigate around it together#i worked with these people for over 10 months and no one said a damn thing#i had no indication or inkling there was anything amiss even when i inquired before.#even my supervisor who was supportive and freely gave me and approved of time off lied to my face#and as a i handed in my belongings today everyone was ordered not to engage with me because on monday i utilized the chill space#aka the rage room after hours when the kids were gone because after getting interrogated by HR trauma from former work places came up#and with long covid stuff im still figuring out i needed a spot to vent#im not the only employee btw that used that room for personal raging everyone at some point has used it to either be contemplative#scream or toss punch and throw things so long as the kids are not on grounds we can do that#yet when i finally hit that point and want to decompress safely suddenly i am the dangerous monster#these people are supposed to be trauma informed#well trauma informed my ass#on a positive blessing i never have to work with these assholes ever again and i pray we never meet in public#its going to take a long time and a lot of healing before i think i will be able to trust people fully again#savage magenta#magenta is my vent word
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Taking a break from twistunes because it's too hot for this shit
#I'm gonna throw my phona accross the room#I'll put the person who decided that the rythm games for this book wouldn't line up with the backing track#into. a fucking saw trap.#unpopular opninion I don't even like absolutely beautiful that much#maybe it's because I feel rage at the twistunes and it's associated with that rage#but I thought maybe having to listen to it in the game would make me like it more but nope
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welp . due to "unforeseen" circumstances, imma have to leave my toxic ass household :D
#like lolllll who is surprised#i just didn't think i'd potentially have lesser of a relationship w my sibling bc of it#but it is what it is#idk what it is about male-centered women standing behind their man when they're manipulative violent assholes#but again - how can i really blame a victim like i get it ig ur in a hostage situation yourself babe#anyways. idk where my dad got this bat from but i got it in my room just in case someone wants to put their hands on me again#mind you - my situation is literally so easily solvable but bc these ppl are stubborn ...#like. the entitlement is crazy idk#like u want me to be down in the basement with YOUR kids that u neglect and don't even watch#and get mad when i set ground rules for them to follow? which is cleaning up after themselves???? oh brother#like you would think you'd wanna be down here to monitor ur kids but nooooo#they literally want the room upstairs and it was *decided* before we moved in (i didnt even have a chance jdksks)#and they want it bc they want to be far away from their own kids as possible.... like yalls actions are shitty.#imagine if i did ts to them where I have kids - I have them near you - and I DO NOTHING to parent them . thats a frustrating situation for#anybody i feel like ??#and before we moved - i DID have the upstairs like woopty doo ig nicer ofc and they were STEADYYYY trying to get me out of that room#(mind you - i have lived there since i was 12/13 and they came wayyy after)#like ... r u kidding me lolololol u want authority so bad over a basement ur not even in anymore#like mind u im not trying to overstep and be their parent ? ik im not . im just their auntie#its just so wilddddd to me they dont see how silly this is?#like maybe im wrong ? but having ur kids stay downstairs when ur upstairs was already off to me. like bffr u want them kids out your face#and u tryna pass them off to me and it's not subtle. but then get mad when i say smth abt behavior OH BROTHERRRRR#but anyways. the straw that broke the camels back was the fact this ngga spit on me. AND then put his hands on me. like omg???#i wanna break his shit so bad w this bat but chile....that is not productive and that is not me#but the rage i have omgggg. i wanna cus its like?? fuck you. ur literally an ABUSERRR idgaf about ur feelings btch.#chatter
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#y'know i didn't order it but. very unhinged of me to follow ''i feel fear for the very last time''#with ''i've got four more hours til my life runs out''#Untitled by stillsunrise makes me need to go to therapy. i'm so mean for putting that there djdndkdjjsdh#oh the horrid images that happen in my brain when i hear ''tell me baby why am i bleeding'' + ''all i want is your sweet touch''#insert that gif of the white lady tearing apart her living room in a berserker's rage#nebular.txt
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Coworker I've never talked to before just asked me if I have a condition
#prince's talk tag#im in a really bad mood bc of thr state my area was left in over the weekend bc no one ran out anything so its packed#and i got deliveries so i need room#on top of all the trash overnight bringd back here and doesnt throw out so i gotta do it#im in my slient rage mode and one of the drivers told me hell come back later when its better like in an hour?#and i stood quiet for a moment before saying maybe#and the coworker watched me as i had the convo and then i went back to throwing stuff out and he was standing there#like he wanted to ask me something#and it was bugging me so i decide to ask if he needs something and when i do he says#'can i ask you something and its okay if you dont want to?' and then he asked me that#i said no not that i know of#and he said he asked bc 'he has a condition now and–' and then i kinda zoned out#but he said bipolar so im not sure if he was saying hes bipolar and was wondering if i had smth or if he was just wondering if i was bipola#i just answered 'im just really angry right now. thanks tho!' and that was the end of that convo#you know that post thats like 'im probably nonbinary but i got a job so i dont have time for that' thats me with conditions as he put it
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Next in my series of applying my MBA to fandom: Tommy Shelby's Business Case for the Monaghan Boy Race Fixing Scam
Revelation: exactly how fucking high is this man's financial risk tolerance!!?!? Without limitation! and what the fuck is this asset structure? the liquidity?! the ratios are whack, Mr Greene!
Recommendation: do not buy shares in Shelby Company Ltd
#unless you marry into the family#i should do Mr Greene bystander fic i only alluded to his legal necessity in one fic due to the 1929 legislative change RE Corporations Act#Sole Independent Director on Shelby Co Ltd Board representative of all shareholders#at some point he just sits down with Tommy and says like#'of course it's all money laundering do you think I'm stupid? I spend my life becoming Independent Director on the boards of your type-#-of 'family' company; when you hit financial strife which is invariably inevitable I will of course buy your business out from under you'#and tommy contemplates (his gun) the true nature of the crimes of those born to wealth yet again#interestingly SK put EXACTLY the minimum financial/turnover information scattered across S1 episodes to actually populate a business case-#-for the MB scam which leads me to believe he might have actually (or had someone) write the BC to ensure it stacked up#with theeee most narrowest of margins#Can i just say Tommy using actual corporate terms does more for me than any of his sex scenes anywhere#'Good Corporate Hygiene' he says pallid and rage-furious in a room full of fucking Irish-American gangsters or whatever the fuck#the flutter in the gut when he said vaguely while traumatically disassociating 'land. I'm buying land'#the throes of schaudenfreude watching him try to administer a rigid meeting agenda (while his family tolerantly roll their eyes at him)
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Feeling a lil vindictive, a lil nasty this morning
So context, my brother had a work do last night and before he left he told my mum he'd becoming back here and doing so alone. So tell me why he called me at 3am when I'm trying to sleep but travel anxiety and says he's bringing two mates back? I tell him he can't I'm leaving at 6 tomorrow he just goes yeah they'll just be passing through your room. No I've gotta get up in 3 hours you can't be keeping up, yeah it's fine. The fuck it is not
Anyway so my alarm goes off 3 hours later I've barely slept, my brain already woke me up several times prior but that doesn't mean I'm turning my alarms off immediately or getting ready quietly after the prick disturbed my sleep
#Demon Spawn#travel tag#the rest of my siblings got a nice goodbye but im not a morning person on a good night sleep let alone when i havent been able to sleep#like i wouldnt have gotten much sleep regardless because of anxiety but i woulda been able to fall asleep sooner if i hadnt been dragged out#of bed kept awake by the rage induced adrenaline and the sounds of sports being played on tv and chatter in the next room#and hes gonna spend all day in bed anyway so i dont feel guilty particularly when hes had guests over constantly for the two weeks ive been#home which denies me access to the ensuite and kitchenette thats accessible from his room and he constantly keeps me awake#i dont get to enjoy my comfy non student accommodation bed because the fcker never lets me go to sleep and my mum wont let me sleep in#i did fix my sleep schedule minutely was getting tired at 12 instead of 2am from where i fcked it during assignment season so small mercies#had to wake my littlest brothers up to say goodbye and the babby started crying 😢 my mum wanted me to wake her and the baby up too#but the baba was still half asleep and definitely not processing that i was leaving 😂 she was so unbothered guarantee ill have to facetime#my dad dropped me to the bus stop and hes as bad at small talk and emotionally constipated as me but he was just coming back from a night#shift so i appreciate that that was him putting in extra effort and him checking i had enough money is as close to sentiment as he can do#everyone else? cute goodbye. my sister was already awake when i got up to the house pretty sure she had an alarm set.....#my oldest younger brother? i hope the hangover sucks
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Ooo...
#arueshalae's quest... Delicious#i love it when companion quests not only are amazing in their own right but also allow room for me to expand on the pc... good shit#context-> i been thinking#since elluin died and came back very very wrong via botched wild hunt hunt or something of the sort#(dont ask me details this is all vague hc i only have the wiki to go off of for lore )#just. where would his soul have landed if he had just died normally?#well. he's always been chaotic good. so#he should be at the club meme voice: he should be at elysium#something something the personification of the values Dimalchio abandoned staring him in the face#something about immortality granted through birth along with gifts unfathomable to mortals#versus immortality granted unwillingly. about the things one now considers trivial being what another was eternally barred from#something something envy something something rage#i cant wait to get here on azata path this is going to be JUICY to compare....#ellu and arue are such a good pair to think about friendship wise in general...#trust me im talking about him more but mostly because it's a first run and im still developing him in my mind#but like dude... guy whose morals are the only part of himself he even considers vaguely salvageable#(even though he actually doesnt consider himself good- fun fact)#paired with girl trying desperately to learn and understand morality and undo the damage she did#also the fact that a bunch of the things elluin says to her he mostly says with the intent of putting some responsibility on the corrupted#which she instead interprets as him trying to absolve her of responsibility ..#i juist love them!#love them so much. throwing them in the microwave#(then there's also the azata-blooded assimar-shaped elephant in the room but im going to refrain from talking about him#because we dont have time to unpack aaaall that)#riv finds the path that sure is wrathfully righteous#oc: elluin
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i had to add the tags cause goddamn that’s so fucking real. and it’s so natural for him to go overboard in the other direction when trying to heal from the mindset of always trying to be smaller and nicer etc
but it goes back to what zelda said sophomore year, he’s not a weird guy offering a flower to someone the first day of school and singing a song trying not to get mad. he’s a rockstar, he’s saved the world, his friend group is the most popular and objectively coolest in the school, he’s literally killed many people which might not be that weird in spire but a good amount of those people were school faculty. like he’s intimidating and scary and cool and has a group of friends who can, have, and will kill for him.
i don’t think he fully realizes it yet but eventually he’s gonna realize when he says certain things that are healing for him because he’s breaking from his forced placidness, that those things can also really hurt other people. and i think with the support and friends and role models he has he’ll learn time and place and lines not to cross, etc, but i honestly just love to see the growth.
anyways he’s my boy and he’s finally standing up for himself unapologetically and maybe the whole rage thing is connected to the overarching plot in a bad way but honestly i don’t care gorgug deserves to be mad bffr. he’s in high school and he’s got a stellar support system he’ll learn when to be mad and when being mad is an understandable reaction and even though it’s not bad it isn’t the most useful or acceptable in every scenario.
i honestly think that Gorgug bullying Mary Ann is a good thing for the fandom bc i see so many of you guys being like "oh he's so sweet he would never hurt a fly", still treating him like he had no evolution since the first day of freshman year and the tinfoil flower... wrong. Gorgug is as capable of being a shithead as any of the others. he's a tall strong teenager who could very well turn into a bully if he wanted to, just like any of us, and who keeps getting pushed into it by his teacher and even his friends. Gorgug's road to self-affirmation cannot be brought forward without casualties, otherwise his narrative arc wouldn't have any weight ; this is a character who grew up being taught that you have to make yourself smaller, to always be kind and nice and arranging to others, while the general public kept seeing him as this big threatening monster !! of course he's going to take up some bad behaviors on the way of breaking free out of that. i hope he keeps having outbursts until the bad kids are forced to realize that it's not so fun anymore and to actually intervene.
#anyways i really do love cunty gorgug but i do think this is an interesting arc for him#he’s gotta realize he’s not the backpack stealing freak he was freshman year anymore#obviously he never was that person but people don’t perceive him as that person anymore#which is hard for him to get cause he has self esteem issues but realizing it will help him temper his temper (lol)#i also will say i think so far in *most* scenarios he hasn’t gone overboard yet#obviously the maryanne thing was but at the same time there’s a very good chance she and her adventuring party are like#killing lots of people and trying to make everyone rage and corrupt gods etc etc#which obviously doesn’t make it ok but in the context it makes a lot of sense why he’s so fucking mad cause i most people would be i think#and the bad kids did immediately tell him to stop love that for them#outside of maryanne i feel like the only others i can think of was oinking at the cop and calling bobby dawn a ‘regular freak’#i might be missing some but oinking at the cop is totally justified in my book and bobby dawn is awful#though i don’t love the word freak in general and they use it a ton in the show#anyways gorgug my beloved ur so me and also nothing like me at all i just wanna put you in a rage room so you can smash things#and then have a conversation about how emotions are valid and good but actions are different from emotions#fantasy high#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high junior year#dimension 20#gorgug thistlespring#the bad kids#fhjy
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