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strawberryfies you strawberryfies you strawberryfies you
#my art#krok#only tagging him#so I remember this exists#the plan is turn some of my favorite green boys pink for either my birthday or valentines#probably somewhere in between lol#I’m putting the sketches out in case I forget entirely#probably gonna end up switching the palettes around later on idk
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i also have unaddressed therian feelings… sometimes i feel like a creature looking out from a human’s body yk
i get what u mean..!! im still trying to understand it too, but im happy to finally have a word that describes the feeling. i cant say for sure what will help u come to terms with your feelings, but i think its good to find people who will listen and take it seriously ^_^
#thank u for sharing your thoughts btw!! youre definitely not alone. a lot of things are starting to make sense for me now lol#i appreciate furry art and i think the community is fascinating but i dont see myself connected to it and i think this is probably why#i think.. there is definitely an overlap between therianthropy and the furry community and thats why they seem to go hand in hand#and im sure there are therians who also identify as furries. but the difference i think is somewhere in the approach#furries are more involved with costumes and characters but with therianthropy its like seeing an animal as part of you innately#like whenever i shake my foot i always somehow imagine it as a dog tail wagging.. and sometimes for a small moment my#mouth feels wider and full of sharp teeth when i yawn. its hard to describe but for me its like an out of body experience#i thought this just meant i have a doglike personality which. isnt wrong but well. i guess it runs a little deeper than that lol#this might also explain why ive been drawing the same dog creature for weeks and couldnt explain why#yapping#therian#art#doodles
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can you fucking imagine if instead of the mourn watch or lords of fortune factions we'd instead had an inquisition and agents of fen'harel faction . personally i have not stopped thinking about it once since finishing veilguard but maybe thats just me
#datv#datv spoilers#tay plays datv#oc: deia#oc: evander#oc: matthas#harding literally IS an inquisition faction all on her lonesome#in my heart deiadre served the inquisition between dai and trespasser but like to have actually had that IN CANON#and like. to have had a faction of [even just former!] informants to solas who have since been clued in and either want revenge#or stil sympathize with him. girl. im so fucking sad#can you imagine having had companions that reflected THAT. how much fun both sides wanting to straight up kill each other wouldve been.#and rook have to reconcile their feelings with solas/leadership in general as they are directly tied to their teams dynamic!!!!!!#OR they couldve even made their relationships mirror how solas and the inquisitor feel. either enemies or eventual-friends or lovers LMAO#GOD. IM SO FUCKING SAD LOL.#MUCH LOVE TO EMMRICH AND TAASH BUT WHY WOULD THEY EVEN BE HERE. FGVBKLJFGKLFGJ#anyway this is quite literally deia's backstory btw. her brothers are an inquisition simp and a fen'harel simp#fighting a familial proxy war in both of their heroes' names because they are both idealists and have not yet clued in to the fact#that neither ashara or solas probably even know who they are :/ lol. something something inherent apathy and exploitation of leadership#man. ok well. gonna be sad abt this off on my own somewhere for the rest of the day lol
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my princess nonsense is being encouraged watch ouyt imabout to be eneaabled
OK WHATF ATHAT'S SO CUTE I HAD TO MAKE IT i know realistically there's little to no chance that rei DOESN'T know how to work heels 🤣 BUT IMAGINE.....ING.... YAKUMO GENTLY GUIDING REI IN HEELS, WEEKS BEFORE THE BIG GALA AND HAVING NONE OF HIS NORMAL FEAR OF PHYSICAL TOUCH BC HIS [TEACHER MODE] IS OVERRIDING HIS INSECURITY
#rei looking directly at the camera like why are you subjecting me to this. i do not need any of this. i know how to do it#rei wearing stilettos the size of your head so he becomes ur very tall bird goth gf#you know how yakumo gets when he instructs someone on how to cook something#he becomes confident and just tells ppl how to do stuff without his usual amount of stutter and secondguessing#i'm gonna pretend that after his stiletto training in misty vale he gains a TINY MOLECULE of confidence due to experience#like [i can help you if you've never done it before?]#honestly i can't imagine this scenario happening because i am so SURE that rei can walk in heels HAHAHA even tho nothing has proven that#SOMETHING COME PROVE ME WRONG SO MY DELUSIONS CAN SLIDE CLOSER TO POSSIBILITY#anyway even if rei didn't know how to wear heels#would he ever mention it? would yakumo ever learn of it?#rei would probably be all . i don't need to wear heels. they can't even see them under the dress. i'll wear my practical shoes#but if he can't get away with that and will be forced to wear heels at the party...#maybe he'll go [meh. i'll figure it out] and just not wear them until the day of the dance#at which point his feet will hurt after 20 minutes and for the whole night he takes any chance to sit down#rei can be frequently spotted on SOME surface SOMEWHERE in the palace. sitting all splayed out and uncaring of propriety#because he is in PAIN and these shoes are STUPID and why do people wear them for ANYTHING . Royals are so IMPRACTICAL#yakumo keeps trying to avoid heels for the dance because he doesn't want to be any taller than he already is#i bet there's a full convo about it between him and eiden#eiden trying to reassure him that if he wants to wear heels then he shouldn't let others' perception stop him from doing so#but if he genuinely doesn't want to wear them then that's ok too#eiden craning his neck up at yakumo in heels like you're my pretty princess 1-2 heads taller than me your height doesn't matter 🥰#i'm now torn. yakumo and rei both wearing heels now? in order to stay at similar heights?#or. rei starting out with heels. getting tired of them. going barefoot for the rest of the night lol#yakumo and rei still dancing in their ballgowns together but a much shorter rei leads a yakumo in heels#yes. yes this is the vision#yakurei#replies#nu carnival yakumo#nu carnival rei
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You mentioned you mainly ship Glados/Chell when it comes to Portal? Could I please request something with them, however you personally imagine their dynamic? Sorry for the vague prompt, I'm just curious what your ideas are!
Day 25 - As if being dead wasn't bad enough
#My art#Requestober#Portal#Chell#GLaDOS#Big girlfriend <3#Big Mean girlfriend <3 <3#Ugh it's been a while since I've drawn her lol I forgot how complex her design is#A lot of this is just visual noise don't look too hard lol#I do love her tho! I just happen to love her mind - her personality - the most ♥#For a change of pace I listened to her lines in the background rather than music hehe ♪#I forgot how funny she is in Portal 1 gosh she's so cool and mean and fdjsalfjdsf I love her I love her#I never know where to cut the line between the Player and Chell - she's designed to be a blank slate so hmm#I mean I see her as being extremely long-suffered - you'd have to be to put up with GLaD hehe <3#Sarcastic and flippant in response to GLaDOS' long monologues haha#But for me personally I could listen to her insult me all day <3 So how much of that carries over to Chell?#Probably a non-zero amount while I'm playing her lol - we see Players nod or shake Chell's head!#That means something!#So just go ahead and insult her it's all in good fun ♪#I do love the idea of GLaDOS needing Chell to be somewhere and all other methods of moving her are inaccessible#Elevator breaks? :3c She can fall a long distance but her jump height isn't quite that good lol#Ride around on her to go from floor to floor! GLaDOS secretly enjoys it and turns that pleasure into more insults lol#''Stop enjoying this only one of us is allowed to be having fun right now. And by one of us I mean neither of us. Be quiet.'' Lol ♫
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does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians
#i say lesbians but i guess i mean sapphic#im just like. tired of gnawing#and of men also. sorry men in my life i love you but on god if i have to pretend one more man is butch just to get#content that isnt m/m or m/f im going to turn into a horse and run into the wilderness until im saved from the glue factory by a plucky#young woman except instead of letting her have her formative summer where she trains me and bonds w me and wins a competition w me#im going to commit horse suicide in front of her & change her life forever. just because im so tired of bland CW-marketable women kissing &#digging for scraps in a refuse bin while brushing aside 7002993829292929939292929399394 gay and het romances#m text#i will also take nonfictional lesbians if its like a story#not to be whiny on main but one of the hardest hurdles i had to jump wasnt realizing i was a lesbian. i came out to myself and to friends a#lesbian multiple times. but i would always walk it back when a friend would express doubt or a male friend would ask me out#bc i dont and especially then didnt know very many lesbians in person. and so i had to turn to examples#and all i fucking had were fictional women who liked men. or fictional lesbians who were so cleaned and sanitized and prettified#(you all know what i mean right. the 2 skinny white girls one blonde one brunette. im not crazy right)#and i would be like. i dont feel things when i look at these fictional lesbians so i guess i belong back here#(this is also bc my gender ended up being fuckier than i realized but shhhhh)#I WAS GOING SOMEWHERE WITH THESE TAGS but theyre too long and im lost.#anyway the point is if people werent so fucking weird abt fictional or onscreen lesbians maybe thered be a lot more people comfortable bein#out as lesbian#like sorry but this awful ouroboros of 'all lesbians onscreen have to be cute and sanitized' meaning that people write and believe wlw has#to be cute and pure and sanitized (OR a 'badge of honor' bc good for u u doodled two women together or had it as a background in ur fic)#meaning that therefore all portrayals of lesbianism continue to be like this. is just#and im also gonna be honest theres probably a lot of good sapphic media im just in the wrong circles to have stumbled into lol. so#yknow. personal viewer bias here#but i still like swing wildly between overly brandishing my dykeness as a badge to feel like im proving im lesbian#and like. backing up under a blanket bc i dont wanna be weird or annoying or freak people out#but if people just Saw Normal Ass Lesbians. aough.#im going to watch revolutionary girl utena one of these days even if i struggled w the writing style the first few episodes#I JUST WANNA SEE AN OLD BUTCH ONSCREEN GET SOME PUSSY.#like it also doesnt help im mostly femme4butch so seeing 2 femmes on screen is like. okay cool so what. but only femmes are 'marketable'
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I wish expressing myself didn’t take so much energy
#I Want to dress up in a particular style#I Want to decorate my home#I Want to bake things for my friends#but I am always so damn tired#I feel somewhere between being alive and dead tbh#I haven’t slept in 36 hours and that is probably contributing to this feeling lol#but it is a long standing issue#I don’t feel like I have the energy to Live or do a lot of worthwhile things I want to do#my post#personal#disabled#disability#me/cfs#fibromyalgia#long covid
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is buck blond brunet or ginger to you
colors are not real
#also probably a language/environment thing but calling someone with buck's coloring brunet is insane to me#hell even tommy is like blond lol#we have a great word in my language for people who are not brunet bc brunet are the ones with dark hair dark beard dark body hair etc. and#not blond bc blondes have baby blond hair#they're somewhere in between and thats the word english needs for ppl with light ass complexion whose hair is a bit darker than yellow#mimi talks#evan buckley#911
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It occurs to me (thanks to this post popping up on my dashboard again) that the Flash has established that Barry and Iris have been friends since they were 9, but also that Barry has loved Iris since they were 10 (this latter point is stated quite a few times, but also in the wedding crossover)
This means it wasn't insta-love, like I initially assumed—rather, they were friends for a good while, and he fell for her over the course of their first year (or at least first few months) of friendship.
And that's beautiful 🥰
#the writers probably didn't intend that lol#but considering that the wedding crossover includes BOTH barry saying 'i've loved iris since i was 10'#AND the anecdote from iris establishing she and barry were besties when they were 9#means this is how their relationship unfolded canonically#especially since their age difference is only like...3 months (march to june)#and barry would've turned 10 over halfway through the school year#while iris wouldn’t have turned 10 until that summer#and i doubt he and iris spent like...5-6 months in the same elementary-school grade without being friends#SO logically this means they were friends when barry was 9 and at some point while he was 10 he realized he was in love with her#(maybe it took only 5-6 months. maybe it took a year. maybe somewhere in between. who knows?)#am i overthinking this? absolutely. but that's the fun of it!#westallen#iris west#iris west allen#barry allen#the flash
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Thoughts on the different Patrochilles dynamics in the Iliad/ tsoa/ Hades/ aristos the musical? Do you have a favourite between those
Oh man what a tough question!!! I honestly love any and all different patrochilles portrayals, I feel like they all have a unique twist that makes their dynamics fresh and interesting and touches upon a different aspect of their characters.
TSOA, as the first patrochilles work that gave me severe brainrot (and still does), has a special place in my heart ngl. I really love how playful they both are and how you can like, feel the love and the intensity of their bond and how they're best friends and also lovers and just, everything to each other. (And I also feel like my own version of Patroclus that I write is very much TSOA inspired for the most part, it's the blueprint for a lot of my works.)
Aristos the musical patrochilles is sooo good, I feel like it's also close to the TSOA characterisation but with its own unique twist. I freaking love how playful they are, how much they keep joking around and laughing even until the end, like that's the essence of patrochilles for me, they're so silly your honour 🥹
Iliad Achilles is a lot more abrasive and bossier than the previous two versions, but it’s also a side of him I love a lot. Like he’s a force of nature and you can see that with every word he says and everything he does (as MM wrote, he is such a flood). Iliad Patroclus is also straight up the biggest trash talker among the Achaeans lmao he absolutely roasted Hector and we love to see it 👏👏 I am deeply inspired by their OG Iliad versions and I often go back and reread their interactions and the scenes they appear in, like all of Homer's work they are incredibly nuanced and there are so many new elements to pick up on every reread.
Hades patrochilles also has a lot of elements that I like. I adore soft spoken depresso Achilles, and also sharp tongued depresso Patroclus haha. Their portrayals are both very interesting, even though I don't think I have been as inspired by Hades as by the other versions mentioned, sadly. Nothing against Hades at all, I just haven't gotten any specifically Hades-universe story ideas or anything yet and I'm not sure if I will? But I still enjoy their dynamics a lot, as well as their chemistry with the rest of the Hades cast, and their relationship is one of the reasons why Hades is one of my favourite games.
#patrochilles#patroclus#achilles#i feel like my own characterisations fall somewhere between tsoa and the iliad most of the time?#at least these are the two versions I think about the most#or i could be completely off the mark lol. idk#sometimes i do feel like i take artistic liberties.... but we're still talking 3500yo characters so it's probably fine 😅
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Something I have been meaning to ask in hindsight who do you think Henry's "best friend" was? I know this is a fairly modern concept and King's would of thought he was only equal to other Kings. But, something about Brandon being given this honour when we also have Compton does not sit quite right.
Glenn Richardson had an interesting insight into this question (that I haven't seen replicated or cited much, really):
The letter’s many pointed references to Wolsey as the king’s friend were intended primarily to remind its recipient of his duty. Yet, although full of angry sarcasm in the moment, Henry deployed them sincerely, and the letter may plausibly be read as evidence that he really did genuinely think of Wolsey as his friend, as well as his servant, and in a way very different from almost anyone else. Diplomacy with Francis I aside, the only other person whom Henry is recorded as calling his friend, on paper at least, was Anne Boleyn.
But assuming you mean male friends, I would say different eras mark different men having the most confidence with Henry. Of friends that were his 'earliest' companions, and were covert or overt supporters of CoA and Princess Mary; there were few survivors (Edward Neville, Henry Courtenay, Henry Pole, etc); and some that survived but lost favour, whether temporarily or otherwise (William Fitzwilliam, Geoffrey Pole, etc). And of friends that were strong supporters of Anne Boleyn, either by kinship or friendship, there were also few survivors (George Boleyn, Henry Norris, and Francis Weston all seem to have enjoyed close friendships with Henry, the former two the strongest, arguably), and likewise (Cranmer, Richard Page, etc).
We can view Suffolk as having survived the political culls by expressing loyalty towards Henry above all others; Compton he was probably closer to as you said, and then Norris inherited that confidence. Heneage he doesn't seem to have been as affectionate towards.
Among friends/advisors, those that Henry seemed to have the most fervent concern for during their illnesses were Wolsey, Anne Boleyn, and Cromwell.
If we're including friends of spiritual authority, I would say Wolsey and Cranmer, if we're limiting to secular power, I would say Compton, Brandon, Norris, and Denny were his closest friends.
#isabelleneville#thomas more belongs...somewhere#like we see the difference between thomas more and suffolk in suffolk's participation in anne's coronation#despite his animosity towards her#he knew when to put up and when to shut up (eventually...lol)#and he probably influenced his family likewise#his son in law is made knight of the bath on anne's coronation as well#whereas the mores.... in laws and otherwise...well.#so i think it basically goes....wolsey; norris ; cromwell ; denny/cranmer towards the end#the interim is where it's hard to determine#you could argue thomas culpeper even; even tho...yk. yikes#as far as that sort of social intimacy#i think many underrate norris bcus it's not like he's as overtly shaping policy in the same way as cromwell#but if we're talking friendship; it's cromwell that's described as 'his right hand'#and specifically as having more influence with henry than anyone-- save anne. who's judged as having the most.#but norris that's described as the 'best loved' of the king#also you can't dismiss norris' confidence with henry by his execution unless you want to do the same with cromwell's.#both approaches would be facile
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woooo my niece took 5 of my 13 lego sets, one of which was one of the three larger ones, so that's one huge box out of the way and i'm just glad she wanted them because like they ARE twenty years old and they look fine ofc but sometimes kids aren't gonna want stuff that isn't new and shiny ya know, but she did seem to want everything which would've been fine with me but i knew there was no way they would take all that with them, and at least i still have stuff of my own to sell, plus should get at least a cut of my brother's stuff for doing the inventory and putting together that stuff that wasn't already done
#i mentioned the hp sets and how they had been pretty much left together and he was like '....i had harry potter sets?'#which once he saw them he did think they were familiar which was some of my feeling with mine#like oh YEAH i do remember these i just didn't remember having so many#i mean between 13 sets it's really like 3 categories so i would've played with like the whole ice palace and its related sets#i do just wonder how it'll be at the store like everything is pretty much in fine shape#and probably there are people who want older stuff that's rarer and whatever now#BUT then there might be more of a demand for newer stuff at a better price or whatever idk#anyway 6 sets left in the upstairs and then the bionicles and statue of liberty are still in the attic#i'm still not convinced there couldn't be another box somewhere bc idk how to explain the few sets#that are missing so much that i can't actually do them bc even if we had gotten rid of some why would we not include the huge base or w/e#anyway we'll see! but i'm getting closer! and i did a little one this morning#that seemed to be complete it didn't list some of the pieces as extras but based on the instructions i figure they have to be#so i don't really need them like i'll include them if i find them and they're not needed for something else but yeah#anyway i can go back to fic though these first two at least are short so i may be going back to another one tomorrow#can't wait to have my room back though fr like#it is not the only thing making it feel messy because i have newer jewelry and clothes and stuff that i just have to organize and put away#but man the jewelry situation is just. it's not even having so many pieces it's like big earrings that take up a lot of space or whatever#so i just have not wanted to deal with it but it's kinda out of hand#but i can really think about that after this particular project is done#and do puzzles again oh my god i have 3 puzzles waiting for me at least#plus my mom always has a bunch to be done since everyone knows to buy her puzzles lol but that has also gotten out of hand#i wouldn't mind getting rid of a couple of mine though just bc it is like okay you do it but then you just have it and it takes up space#would be cool to have pretty ones framed tho
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Submachine 10: the Exit
#submachine#flash#i wanted to put off posting this because. i honestly don't know what to say. but if i do i'll probably just never post it#it's so huge it's intimidating to play like. isn't it bigger that all the other games combined. wasn't this said somewhere#and i haven't replayed it properly because time and energy#but aight i'll ramble about what i remember and everyone'll be free of me sooner#which isn't much. i barely remember the plot. this is my least replayed one too because of [see above]#gotta love revisiting old locations... some of them for yet another time. very fitting for the finale#and it also shows how much the artstyle changed between games which is neat#speaking of which i love the art in this part. it's so detailed and varied and i love how many animated bits there are#the reveal about structures repeating and looping infinitely was amazing and tying to what we already knew so well#i also liked the supercomputer reveal! really cool and fits the series' focus on tech#and also i like the theme of technology and spirituality mixing so there is that. tech advanced enough to seem like magic or religion etc#also the ending! nothing really shows that the game is over like seeing actual people lol#of course there's more to it but that's actually what hit the hardest for me#and that's the end of my submachine posting v_v tomorrow it's back to anime girls or whatever#will come back to skutnik games tho! i still haven't posted daymare town or covert front
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This is what I'm running on Saturday! Wildwood Trail end-to-end, 30.2 miles with about 3,600 feet of climbing. N and my mom are crewing me because it's going to be hot af so I'll need multiple water refills. Doing crew stops at trailheads/trail intersections at miles 11, 18, and 25.
#expecting a moving time of somewhere between 6.5 and 7 hours#elapsed time longer due to crew stops and probable poop stops lol
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Clash of sensibilities (Patreon)
#Doodles#Just Desserts#Villainsona#More concept art! These are kinda-sorta leftover doodles that've been hanging around that I want Somewhere#The first two are anyway the latter two are actually vent-adjacent lol#First two first!#I always prattle on about how perfect I think Charm's design is but agh her balance of flat and 3D shapes are so fun to me#My notes make sense to me but they are pretty all over the place so let's see if I can clarify lol#The numbers are how many pop-out features she has - anything that doesn't share a plane with her body (her head/torso/arms/legs)#So things like her hair - her glasses - the collar of her shirt but not the shirt itself since that's flush with her torso#Think like constructing a pattern where the clothes are part of the doll itself rather than removable articles#And while her hair is flush with what would be her body it's still an ''extra'' shape! Hopefully that makes sense lol#Anyhow - the dashes are flat features like her collar or the tops of her shoes on her thighs - they pop out but are flat shapes#As opposed to pop-outs like her bon-bons or her wings! Those are very 3D! The bon-bons are spheres and her wings are thin but not flat#I think she has a lovely distribution of flat and 3D pop-outs :D Considering she was designed with 3D in mind! Which I've gotten away from#Probably as evidenced by my difficulty coming up with her TVAU design pfftbl#I do still really like the idea of the dark stripes for her legs and scales for her body - and I canNot let that teardrop jewel design go#Oh and TVAU wings /are/ flat! Since they'd be animated in the same style as Kaiein and he's mostly 2D :)#I dunno hmm - it's hard to think of what features I'd give her that aren't just Her Outfit again#Probably it's the bon-bons that have me especially caught up they're just such a wonderful break between her torso and legs agh#Designed myself into a corner lol how do top or bottom half of design lol#As for the other two pfff |P Kaiein nonsense#Not irl at least lol minor blessings but still frustration! He's such an annoying little voice#She's taking none of it as evidenced lol#Don't let him in he just causes problems
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one more part to finish writing for ch 17!! 😬
#probably would have been done with it already but back pain hit me like a truck#and accidentally fell asleep on my heating pad :(#but anywayz it’s looking like it’ll be finished by tomorrow!#wont take me as long to edit as last chapter cause this one isn’t nearly as long lol#somewhere between 4k-5k#but i did post the new songs on the playlist for anyone who enjoys the music ;)
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