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So you all know that soulmate au thing where you have a mark where your soulmate first touches you and it like,,, starts out as gray or something but when they touch you it becomes colourful
That and ghostsoap.
(I'm counting the lil fist bump on the chest as their first touch btw, don't care if it was through clothing or something)
Imagine Soap has always been worried he's gonna punch his soulmate because his mark is placed like that, on his knuckles.
And Ghost's, just a random, vaguely fist shaped spot on his chest? He's certain his soulmate is somehow someone he'll have to fight, have to kill or be killed by.
And then they meet, and both their marks bloom with colour, and they don't even know because, well, Johnny is wesring gloves, and Ghost his shirt and gear
They do discover it later, of course. Soap takes the gloves off post-mission, and sees the change, but he's not certain. It could be Ghost, but... it could also be a bunch of other people. Not only does he touch people a lot, especially to give them fist bumps, he also just came bavk from the battlefield- he doesn't remember all the people he brushed against, all the people he may have punched.
Ghost, though. Ghost know for sure as soon as he sees. People don't touch him, ever, so when his Soulmark is suddenly vibrant with colour it doesn't take much to realize it must be his sunny, touchy Sergeant. What he doesn't know is how to react- he had tried to forget about his mark for a good reason, had even succeeded in doing so, until Johnny had made it flare with colour, had looked at all the walls Ghost had built and taken them as a challenge. Demolitions specialist, indeed.
#I have so many thought shskdv#I imagine maybe Johnny actually developed the habit of fistbumping so much because of his soulmark#only for it to bite him in the ass lol#soapghost#ghostsoap#maybe I'll write this#probably not tho let's be real here
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birthday boy 🎂
#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#simblr#ts4 screenshots#theo i hope you're having the most insane birthday sex rn i hope it's ******** and ***** and ***'** **** *** **** ***** :)<3#sorry i put off making your birthday edit for so long that i had to pivot and post this edit instead of the one i wanted </3#...very funny how similar this is to that LAST render i posted... well so WHAT!! if i think matthias looming is sexy!!#this is based on a photo that everyone was drawing their ocs as so really it's not MY fault he's back there clinging and being a freak#actually if y'all want this pose lmk... i'll share it but fyi it's only meant to be seen from the waist up and idk how it'd look#on a sim that doesn't have the same muscle mass and like. bulk. that matthias has......................................#just got rock hard after typing that... anyway.#HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEO <333333333 LOVE YOU SO MUCH I PROMISE I'M GONNA KEEP WORKING ON THE //ACTUAL// BIRTHDAY EDIT!! like .#posted abt this on the sideblog but the real edit i have planned for him is making me lose my fucking gourd#and it'll probably take me :))) a few more days to figure out#expect a depressing theo-as-a-teenager edit eventually tho. with writing!! accompanying it!!#matthias's face has changed again btw 😭 i redid it almost immediately after i posted that first render attempt so he looks DIFFERENT!!#i posted screenshots of him in cas just the other day on my other acc and he looks so good in them i might post them here too#oh and!! this edit looks massively different than my last because this screenshot was taken with a new preset i made specifically for#the real birthday edit i'm working on... it's a hallway scene so i figured out depth and density to get this really cool fog effect#i'm really excited for it!! in my head the way it looks makes me crazy but idk if i can pull it off properly. but like i WAS SAYING!!#new preset is sooo sexy after i post this i'll reblog with the before and after to show you how good it looks even w/o any editing#like. the colors....... literally have always wanted a preset like this i'm so glad i spent yesterday fucking around with it#ALSO!! i've been doing those oc/ship dynamic templates for fun recently so i might post a few of them here soon#realize i'm rambling so much in these tags bc i haven't been here in forever kfjnkfjhn ummmmm. let me stop.#EVERYONE WISH THEO HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIGHT NOW 🫵‼
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Pocahontas (1995)
#fucked up thing is he's probably not lying.#pocahontas (1995)#pocahontas x john smith#pocahontasedit#pocahontasgif#disneyedit#disneygif#disney's pocahontas#disney pocahontas#disney john smith#pocahontas#john smith#fyeahpocahontas#diseyfeverdaily#dailyflicks#queso*edit#queso*gif#for real tho if we were to assume the general backstory of disney's john smith is the same or even Similar to the real john smith's#then yeah. yeah he's had worse.#everyone in this movie has PTSD and i think we should Talk about that#ALSO let's give it up for john pomeroy and his team for just doing the MOST with this man's face here#big hand 👏👏👏
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gay ppl @ a summer festival, what will they do??
#probably yearn or some shit and then go back to ignoring those feelings the next day. 😒#i went to the pool today so i was in the mood to doodle something summery#so here's something based on an idea for kurokara at a summer festival...#i imagine kuroba would run a stall for the festival ( gotta promote the shop whenever you can ya know? )#i like to think it'd be one of those shooting range games where you can win prizes and they're all flower themed stuff#like hair accessories or stuffed animals with floral patterns. it'd be very popular with couples.#kara stumbles upon their stall and watches a lovey-dovey couple come & go so he ends up moping behind the stall to kuro#like why can't he have a beautiful evening with a dazzling honey on his arm? he's not sure how they can withstand watching couples all nigh#kuroba doesn't really care. a major part of their regular customer base are ppl buying flowers for their partners so they're used to it#speaking of couples nana & her fiance ( who's visiting for the summer ) come to relieve kuro so they can go enjoy the festival#they end up inviting kara to join them and have a lot of fun together. looks like kara got his wish in the end :3c#also azuma mistakes kara as kuro's boyfriend but then nana corrects him like '' no honey i told you he's their boytoy not boyfriend. ''#is she wrong tho? let's be real.#osmt#yumematsu#karamatsu#mj ocs#oc : kuroba#ship : kurokara#mj draws
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Tanya and Visha celebrating Pride Month, even though neither of them probably knows what it is.
happy pride everyone
#ask#anonymous#bonus doodle#youjo senki#the saga of tanya the evil#tanya von degurechaff#viktoriya ivanovna serebryakov#visha#i kinda went meme-y here oops...#but honestly i dont have solid headcanons for any of the youjo senki character's sexualities#my only real headcanon is that tanya would probably refuse to label herself#of course i appreciate all headcanons tho so like dont let me discourage u
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You know I had to do my own rendition of this eventually. It’s just too good to pass up :))
Attached is just the still image version (not gif) and then some behind-the-scenes initial sketch without puzzle pattern. Also the car had a nose for some reason…glad that I went back to the actual reference material to change it because the Puzzlemobile ain’t got one <<
#I’ve stayed up….way too late…drawing this stupid thing#(current time is past 12am)#this guyyyyy is ridiculous. a clown. a looser even. Would marry#THATS A JOKE I’M JOKING OF COURSE WH—it’s not my word against myself your just reading in between the lines too much#he’s got great taste in cars tho. pull up with em hot wheels on the road. who needs stoplights when you’re the cause for the slow traffic#rule the streets absolute king truly an inconvenience on everyone’s lives#gangster moment pulling up ready to pick up the boys in this slick ride#crime boss real#(sorry these are unintelligible thoughts I wrote down as Procreate titles when working on this)#(I’m just typing them out again here because why not lol)#why is he actally man spreading do you think his legs hurt from keeping them elevated off the road?#or maybe they’re just weightless#the dogs are out /j#eh I’d let him pick me up (THIS IS A JOKE A HONKING JOKE I SWEAR) /j#see the actual comedy is in the frantic deniability of the statement#and for some reason I thought it would be funny to do that same joke twice over….don’t know why probably lack of sleep taking now🧍#anyways this is the most productive I’ve been at making art wow huh. Puzzle fixation coming in clutch right now three arts in one day#achievement unlocked ✨#hplonesome art#mr. puzzles smg4#smg4 mr puzzles#puzzlemobile#smg4 Puzzlemobile#mr. puzzles in the Puzzlemobile#it’s crucial to include puzzlemobile in tags at any given opportunity because it’s just that iconic
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Still alive, writing and editing a lot and even drawing (mostly dragon sketches at work). Seasons has some new chapters now... I saw something earlier about writing being something you can hone by doing lots of reading and writing. I wonder when that will apply to me. I've read a lot of books this year. I have almost hit my goal of 90 books, and while a couple are nonfiction and half are comics, the rest are novels. I expect that to increase again, now that I'm going back to the library. (I stopped with the bed bug scare.) Then I'm setting aside time each week to write. I work on stories at work, even if it's mostly just planning. (My laptop is falling apart so I just gave up taking it to work.) Yet here I am, still the same idiot who doesn't have anything appealing enough for most people to read. I can't get 99% of my followers interested. Sales of Geckos have dropped to next-to-nothing. Nothing else I put out there matters either. The fault lies with me. I'm not good enough. After having this stupid blog for 12 years, I want to delete it. I want to delete my twitter account. I want to delete every single account and shut up for good. There is nothing I can offer. My writing is a good hobby for me. I can get pats on the head for doing a little thing for myself. Aww, look at the cute little dumbass adult doing wittle storwies!!! Isn't that silly!!! They're not good, but he's having fun during the process. Too bad he hasn't figured out that not even 39 more years of practice can save what he's handing out.
#people lied about “once you have confidence nothing can take it away”#nah that shit can get killed when you're a fucking pitiful fool like me!#until the day when I actually make something that's important to anyone this is just me being a child-brained idiot scribbling words down#I used to think I was semi-decent... I did before Rascal but figured Rascal was inferior to my usual work#Then I felt bad about my writing bc of discouragement and locked my work up#felt a surge of confidence a couple of weeks before I started Seasons tho#then had some confidence after that until 2023 (lots of bad shit happened that year)#it evaporated quickly but I tried to maintain some#and now it's just like... me trying to pretend and “fake it till you make it” has never worked for me#but let's be real: the more I showed I liked myself the more bothersome that was for some people I was close to#and it's better to tear me down than lift me up#so I guess the problem is that I just don't belong in the writing world with anyone else#I'll never be good enough and I'm frankly too mentally fucking delayed to have figured it out (like everything else)#hahahahaha people keep telling me I'm autistic and my brother is autistic and my parents refused a diagnosis for me when the Dr mentioned i#and here I am probably too autistic to have ever figured out a damn thing except that I'm pretty good at reading and liking stuff!#but not skilled at anything else#just a reader and worthless as anything else#oh and I guess crocheting but I want none of you to have that part of me ever again
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o i wanted to make a post that im honestly not smart enough to actually sit down and think out but i like the way meryls trauma doesnt completely woobify her character but does still affect her, it just feels nice to see a female charcater not be completely reduced to a wet soggy mess bc of trauma but also not to (very unrealistically) just Get Over It i think trigun has a nice balance and its refreshing
#also not saying its a secret feminist masterpiece or anything (coz ive seen ppl say that and. come on) but i still think it does well-#enough to be given an appreciative nod#i mean its clear nightow didnt know what to do w milly n meryl after a certain point bc there was just. So much goin on w vash and knives#so he just has the girls do some nomad stuff offscreen until he was ready to bring them back in and yknow what i dont hate that#i think its important to note the women in trigun are fucking amazing tho like. rem meryl luida elendira even lina#and yeah millys underdeveloped but still shes so good#so im not gnna sit here and criticise nightow for being just as misogynistic as some other male mangaka bc i think he does very well#and thats not even to say the bar is on the floor like i truly believe that. i love meryl for a reason#but. ppl can we maybe stop w the 'trigun is so feminist' praise bc lets be real nightow probably just has a thing for strong women#98 anime is a little different tho i was pullin some faces while rewatching some clips.#im obvs talking abt the manga#and stampede is still not done so i wont comment too much on that besides the fact i like where its going (girlwise)#i dont usually like viewing manga thru this lense bc its not the same culture and feminism looks different in japan than it does over here#but i saw a chart. it made me twist up my face and go hrrrrnnnmmmmmnnnnmmnnm..... nnhhnnhhjnnn... mmmmmmmm#jesus i didnt mean to go off in these tags i just wanted to make another 'meryl good' post for the pile#ig im still thinkin abt that chart idk i guess it stuck w me (regretfully)#anyway point is i love meryl for a reason trigun women are great thanks nightow but im not gnna praise him for bein a feminist icon
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omg hey!!
I’m running out of relevant things to say so i will say something irrelevant…sorry
But I’m actually having so much fun with this sideblog bc i feel like i can post whatever i want and that yall are here to see me and not just content i produce
love yall <3
#like on my main i do feel some Pressure#not a lot but some#bc i have a bigger following than i used to#so I’m like#trying to only post what i know people followed me for#let’s be real nobody followed my main to hear me talk about math#but on here i will talk about math when i want to#and yall just click that like button even tho you’re probably not interested#but i appreciate it#ask game#asked and answered
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what if i... change my username... haha no actually im not kidding im going to do it i just don't know to what
#grug going to do it for real#i just don't want the word frog there anymore because of things#it doesn't have to do with anything from here tho! my brain just has been more stressed than normal about things#real life too much i don't even want to be here#but im trying to act the same so no much problem i think *-10 hp* wait what was that#but maybe if i change it i will feel less scared here? would that make a difference inmy brain i feel worse than last year#i already feel like i don't have an identity so changing the name it's kind of killing me but that's the idea i think#it will probably be something stupid again hehe#anyways hugs and kisses i will be back#silly squeaking time#i think some time later i will show u something and by something haha well lets justr say-💥💥💥💥💥AUGH
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wolpertoki
#my art#metalocalypse#toki wartooth#sai just refused to let me color this so#we get bs#he doesnt hav antlers tho#also technically vent art but the real vent art i wanna post is kinda dark#so i probably wont post it here at all#but idk#shrugs
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Im only on season 1, so pardon me if this has been explained or at least acknowledged, but why the fuck are the brothers still in school? Its been on my mind for ages now because they’re how old? Literal eons? Okay, how long does it take to graduate from education? 20ish years? Okay cool, how the fuck are they still in the education system. Are they dumb? Are they teachers? Are they there to relearn information as technology and science has evolved over the years?? What the fuck are they doing??
#Obey me#OM#obey me one master to rule them all#For real tho my hc is that their respective sin got in the way of their education and even tho they are smart they just didnt do the work#which is why Lucifer has been cracking down on them recently to actually do the work#Like Lucifer is pride which probably translates to perfectionism and we all know how that can fuck up your school work#Mammon my dear sweetheart is dumber than a bag of rocks if money aint involved so yaknow we have canon reason there#Levi is Levi and he probably gets jealous over othre peoples grades/scores which translate to him staying home depressed#Satan rage quite HW he hates lets be honest here#Asmo is too busy actually being social and sleeping to do his work#Beel probably skips classes to eat food#and Belphie actually is a professor I think???? At least hes working on a thesis statment on a relativly new field#so he gets a pass on this question#Again only on season 1 so ignore me if this is explained later
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fully intended and foreseen consequence of coping better with my anxiety is that this blog will at some point inevitably become More Cringe and that point is SO close on the horizon. if you get mad at me for posting things i like on my blog that is for me you clearly have more issues than i do for worrying abt that possibility for hours on end
#its tumblr were all cringe here. fucking grow up or leave genuinely#also i literally tag everything im into + trigger tags too. block tags or just unfollow me theres no hard feelings i prommy#anyway. ive been falling back into creepypasta which ive mentioned before i was super into as a teen! fun stuff#i love that the fandom is still alive and doing fun new stuff :') theres such good art out there!! and character interpretations!!!!#and ive also gotten really into league lore over the past few months actually. the arcane fixation has morphed#basically it went 'this character looks cool whats their deal. whats this region like. oh another neat character lets look into that'#and then suddenly i know too much™️ bc hyperfixations for me are about gathering information and stories like a raccoon#i have FEELINGS about it. post probably incoming soon abt that#and BRIAR!! shes a little gremlin i kind of love her already#levi.txt#will i delete this in the morning? lets see#but for real tho. im doing really good lately. things arent perfect but i feel like a person for once#i can talk to strangers without acting like a trapped prey animal! it turns out im fucking funny actually! people like my jokes#im SLEEPING again. regularly. that was an issue for nearly a year and im doing ok again (not perfect but hey! ~8hrs!!)#i can just. sit around in public now and not feel like im on a hidden camera show where everyone is judging the way i breathe#slowly switching from self deprecation 'i want to die' jokes to 'im literally gods favourite prince and the hottest bitch alive'#i still get really nervous but it doesnt feel like a personal flaw and it doesnt feel insurmountable anymore#so yeah naturally thats going to come with (hopefully) a lot less shame around things that i like#just asking kindly that people are normal abt it. this is me thriving i guess
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i usually just post about reassassination and ultimate excalibur alongside less developed stories/universes but brother i have a LOT of stuff that i either hardly talk about or never talk about at all publicly ,,, mostly because they don't have any character designs done yet 💀
#like let me dump a few of the ideas that will probably never actually become real here:#1. story about two vampire hunter girls and one goes missing and the other has to go find her and fights various vampires along the way#(i actually did finish a few designs for this but scrapped it and now a lot of the plot aspects are in reassassination#such as a coven of 7 vampires based on the deadly sins - now the 7 assassins of the clear crucifix organisation in RAA)#2. darkstalkers-ish fighting game that i was really convinced i could make once i learned how to code -#- where the guardians of love and heartbreak fight to prove which love is real#there were multiple characters planned - puppy love which was like a cute girl with a big ass scary fuckin hellhound#sweetheart love who was a chocolate themed magical girl (her gimmick being that she could transform and her fighting style would change)#fake love who was like a scam love doctor old lady called dr.diva#pure lust who was a super tall vampire guy etc etc the list goes on#i kinda want to go through with that one. one problem! i cannot code fighting games#and the one that was pretty well developed - metallic miracle which had a pretty complicated story#basically the world is being attacked by alien creatures that can only be killed by children (never decided why tho)#so the fucked up government takes a bunch of 5-8 year olds and put them into comas and then turns them into cyborgs#to go on suicide missions to kill these aliens. mira's mother is the scientist who created the technology that can send them into comas#and keep their bodies moving n shit and she takes mira onto a different planet to try and save her but theyre found after a while#mira's mother is killed and mira is drafted in the kids v aliens war BUT she is immune to the coma technology#she fights fully aware of what is going on for around a year? and eventually the aliens are driven out and mira is super traumatised#and is one of the only survivors of this 'greater good project' - so they put her in a coma that actually works this time#and send her in a space capsule for years to give her some peace (didnt develop why shes in the space capsule)#anyway 50 years later mira is woken up and taken back to her home planet to help these other guys against smaller-scale threats#and the whole thing is about mira recovering from what happened to her learning to trust others and stuff#looking back the story is kinda edgy n doesnt really make sense and stuff but i think it could be interesting idk#is this oc rambling if its only in the tags?#whatever#oc rambling
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Mhmmmm vent post in tags cuz it's 2am and I can't slepe and nooooo ones gonna see it
#personal#hm#dangerous game I'm playing here aint I?#jk it would only be dangerous if like#I was super important and people followed me#I'm just gonna vaguepost abt it tho#maybe ill just save this is my drafts#lets say I liked someone and then I found out there was someone out there that was probably better for them and like#waaaaaay better looking and cooler than me#like tbh I don't know them but they seem really cool#so I'm like all sad and junk again#this happeed to me in high school too#where I liked a guy and he only ever liked someone else and that someone else always happened to be cool and hot n junk#of course all if not most of the girls he liked either hated him or were like... fuckin mean? to him?#or they were full send into astrology or sumn#he was a fuckin asshole too#like an asshole towards me#took me too long to figure out I could and needed to stop that shit#anyways nothing is real and nothing is happening I'm just up at 2 am rationalizing the sitch#even tho I don't fucking need to#yonow what I'm gonna post this and leave all this juicy personal drama as a treat for whoever actually bothered to read this#hope you got some dopamine or whatevs 👍 sorry if this was a bummer tho#sorry future me who will probably delete this#I hope you feel better and actually got some sleep tonight
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Thinkin' again abt Misfits tattoo guy from Grindr and how I literally almost hooked up with him last fall but then chickened out and he's still chatting every few weeks and exchanging Pics and Vids of a Certain Kind with me despite him being out of the state now and i just
i don't think I'd ever wanna marry the guy(there's like, a few celeb dudes i lust after i might sorta consider that with, but we gotta like. live together minimum three years to assess actual compatibility under various stressors lmaooo, marriage is Big & Scary & honestly if i do it it'll be less Big Romantic Show and more 'we care deeply abt each other and taking this step will allow us more legal rights to help each other if incapacitated or dead & i want to make sure I can be there for u & make sure ur wishes are followed'),
but I would love to fuck on the regular and get takeout and do movie nights with him. Why does he have to live in Texas.
(also idk if he'd not like me being poly bc we haven't ever talked abt that, so i would square that away before the above happening but. in my defense his dick is really pretty & extremely distracting so the convos do start like. small talk and stuff abt being queer in the middle of the country but we get distracted easily lmao)
#text post#posting abt this bc he msgd and said he's traveling again all over way late this year so#maybe i could fix my mistake and finish the hook up lol#I'll almost definitely be in ct and he might be in nyc for a bit but id wanna make sure my roomie would like. know where i am there#not that i don't trust this guy it's just. Grindr ya know? even after some time especially when they're from the midwest...#u learn to be Extra Careful just in case of the worst#eh let's be real here I'll probably chicken out again bc even tho i want to meet up badly#my brain and the Illnesses don't always make it easy to actually make it happen even when i push myself
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