#posting this made me start to cry again
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was reading a text for a class and started to cry bc I remembered Missy’s face and soft voice when she said “Me too” in The Doctor falls
#😭😭#posting this made me start to cry again#im in my missing Missy hours#should I study or should I watch s10 again ?#haha joke#or not…#COME BACK TO ME MY BEAUTIFUL WOMAN#doctor who#dr who#dw#the doctor falls#missy!master#missy dw#missy doctor who#gomez master#the master#THE WORST PART IS THAT THE TEXT WAS ABOUT ARISTOTLE#NOTHING TO DO WITH MISSY#AT ALL#WHY DOES MY BRAIN HATE ME LIKE THAT
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listen just once I want the queer coded shonen mcs to kiss because I wanna see the dude bros flip out
#I need to see grown men on reddit cry over fictional gay boys#This post was inspired by#Itafushi#Listen I saw people's reactions to Cole from ninjago having a bf#And I haven't watched that show in years but people crying over a gay lego made me wanna start watching again#Could you imagine if itadori yuji was a kissboy#The internet would set itself on fire#Personally I think it would be fun to watch#Jjk#jjk 266#Homophobia is funny to me#How do people find the time to be so upset
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A Wedding. 💍
Based on Lapidist's work on ao3.
^^please give it a read because it's really good but i had to cut out a lot of bits to fit it into 10 pages :0
#febuwhump#day 7: made to watch#originally i didn't mean to start making this for febuwhump. it was just pure coincidence and i thought it would be silly#This took me 27 hours to finish my god#ever since i read that. it just never left my mind.#i'll never make a comic after this again (i say like a liar)#also i dont know how to panel please understand thanks#here's the normal tags :]#serirei#reigen arataka#arataka reigen#serizawa katsuya#katsuya serizawa#illustration#mp100 fanart#mob psycho 100#mp100#artists on tumblr#long post#do not let this flop i will cry <////3#i have a very inconsistent artstyle i know#angst#comics#mi art stuff
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What’s wrong babe? You’re thinking about Glinda’s face before she is handed the torch to light the funeral effigy of her friend? Her best friend who was fundamental to the woman she has become? The woman that she abandoned at the most pivotal moment of their lives in an act of cowardice that she has spent the rest of her life running from? Her best friend that, through her own lack of action when it counted most, is widely believed to have deserved her murder?
#I saw wicked part one this morning#and there are so many wonderful things about this film (despite my earlier apprehension)#but far and away Ariana grande’s acting CARRIES it#I think it is both a perfect homage to Kristin Chenoweth#as well as a wonderful nuanced interpretation of the character as she exists in the narrative of the musical#that little head tilt after the first person says no one mourns the wicked is what started me crying#and I’m tearing up again now just thinking about it#masterfully shot and arranged#THIS is how you adapt a stage story for screen#the closeups and cutaways are part of the storytelling in a way that is not possible in a live theatre setting#yes I have a long list of critiques with the choices made to adapt the musical from the novel#but at the end of the day I am still so deeply in love with every version of this story#and I think that this film adaptation is truly breathtaking#I want to kiss the director of photography on the mouth#and I really hope this begins a renaissance of Ariana grande’s acting career#because I think she has so much more to give us than anybody expected of her#and I very seriously and truly hopes she wins at least one major award for this#just cast theatre kids in musical adaptations just do it#this has been a galinda upland post#wicked part one#wicked#wicked 2024
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hi this is a post saying i will not b online((or try)) until i get my g.e.d.
i love u all if i uh, yk never return
hugs hugs many sweet dreams & good mornings!
#i had a much longer post then realized no1 wants 2 read all that long#i dont want 2 like fill the tags w/reasons y im suddenly doing this#hell i might regret this & delete it a minute l8r#but like. i need my highschool diploma#ive failed school like all the way through. my entire school career looks good in concept but its not#shit im going 2 start crying again#<- that is also y#i keep crying i keep like getting rlly sad & self#destructive & idk how 2 fix that so im doing this so no1 hears my whining#uhhh pray 4 me 2 pass ig lol#hugs hugs hugs mnay hugs#this feels like a final goodbye bc my self confidence is so bad jdjfiosk#summer school; switching classes bc of bad grades; getting expelled; having numerous teacher conferences; having my teachers talk 2 me like#im their kid just bc my mother works @ the school ohh my god that hurt the most & made me want 2 go monkey mode#point is im not good @ school & never have been & it stresses me out & im so scared#im so afaid im crying just thinking about sitting in a class#i love learning i love ideas i love questions MY FAVORITE SUBJECT IS MATH but im just so scared 4 some reason#& idk if ill b able 2 do it#i can barely see my screen help djchis#anyways im going 2 try my best bc i want 2 talk 2 my friends & uhm thats rlly it#but i cant do that unless i get better so im going 2 try 2 not#i ended up rambling in the tags blehhh#niko is also w/me rn as always & i will give him all the kisses &love i can so nobody worry about that#watch me take this post back in a day bc the internet has been 1 of my only safe soaces#this is so pathetic kanfkf & me saying so does not make it any less so#i just jumped out of the car & walked 2 hrs home crying bc im an actual disaster rn#like what if everything im thinking rn makes no sense#i mean not the school thing#i need 2 do that#i need 2 stop stalling
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Uhmmmmmm not to be dramatic but my best friend moved 6 hours away and I fucking miss her
#she just called me and giggled for 60 seconds and then hung up immediately#and then called me again 3 times and when i answered she just said she wanted to tell me that she loves me and misses me🥺#I'll kms#she said she hung up the first time cause she started crying cause she didnt think id answer and i was like lol bitch wdym#literally right before she moved we hung out a bunch and i was like i think youre my best friend and she was like i think youre mine#like literally out of a book or movie its just crazy weve only known each other for 3 years#idk why i made this post i just thought it was cute she called me for no reason cause i mfing miss that bitch too#op
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*disappears off the face of tumblr* *reappears just to post this one thing*
So on discord (where I am now predominately active) besties and I got a bit uh Quirky resulting in. Epic CRK Leak /j:
#Yes we started slut-shaming BugSpice what do you want from me 😭#Anyway uh did you guys see they added freddy fazbear to cookie run and also they made pastry good I'm crying /pos#(Me when the small morsel of pastry content-)#(They gave her an interaction with wind archer and I've never been happier-)#Anyways uh. Sorry for the lack of posts it will happen again unless y'all wanna see more of us slutshaming BugSpice 😭#Posting this like right before the update before I can be proven wrong
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if I start venting randomly at like 2:30-3:00 tomorrow I’ve done horrible in a very important XC race don’t worry about it
#Pre-meet nerves has me warning people that No I Will Not Kms Tmrw i just take running Very Seriously#A little too seriously like I will start sobbing if I don’t do good tmrw#However if I start posting gibberish or not at all I’ve probably done great and am also crying#I get very emotional at races my mind attaches extremely high stakes to these racesl#Like “if you don’t get below 30 minutes on this 5K your parents will DIE you’ll NEVER see your sister again everyone will HATE you”#And it gets to me. But also makes me run faster#like the dream I had in which my family died made me run fast#s.K thinks
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kept on thinking about some of the more emotional beats of the kurokara lore while i was trying to fall asleep last night and i just... i need to explode...
#i was mostly thinking about the whole other side to osomatsu-san in hell where kuroba's trying to navigate their grief#there's a moment where kuroba's getting their usual weekly shipment of flowers and they realize they forgot ->#to change the quantity of red roses they always order ( they started ordering extra after kara became a regular )#for the most part they've been able to navigate things seemingly well. sure they've been more melancholic but they SEEM alright#and they try to handle this moment well too. makes a joke about how they're gonna have to have a sale on rose arrangements for a bit#but then they just. kinda break down crying. he's still everywhere despite not being there and it's so crushing.#kuro finally understands how their granddad must've felt when their grandma passed away....#there's a more lighthearted follow up to that moment tho#basically the delivery driver makes sure the quantity of roses is correct ( it's the same was before )#but kuro cheerfully tells them that the person they order them for is a regular again so it's alright#after that the delivery driver tells them that they're glad they made up with their boyfriend#when kuro's like excuse me??? they say '' you get the roses for the guy in the leather jacket right? i see him come in sometimes ->#after i finish deliveries but i hadn't seen around recently. glad things worked out for you yotsubana. :) ''#and then they leave before kuroba can clarify things. rip.#i'm going out for a bit but once i get back i NEED to finish the art for the first kurokara lore post i was working on#ship : kurokara#mj rambles
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Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman
part one | part two
#toronto maple leafs#HELLO EVERYBODY THIS HAS BEEN MONTHS!!! MONTHS IN THE MAKING BECAUSE i AM UNHINGED AND NEEDED THE PRECISE PICTURES THAT I KNEW I WOULD GET#like. seventy five percent of this has been done since the first time i posted this and while it has gotten better with time because#my narratives simply got more complex and there's so much of this that is For Me but don't worry i will explain but aLSO goddamn mitch coul#you have gotten married any later in the year. also willy you truly disappointed me by not getting an absurd haircut this year (now that#i've said this he's going to debut it on instagram like. tomorrow. but anyway that meant y'all got to enjoy my neuroses of#Loving Tyler Bertuzzi who is a goddamn leaf. the joys of having to wait to post this (was not a leaf at the time i started it) and anyway i#have at length i think had the breakdown about tyler in pigtails girl dad & how i got a bob & then tyler copied me which was rude. that's m#gender. ANYWAY starting from the top we got sheldon keefe documentation which was really just the personal decision that i wanted all the#coaching staff to be the markers in the poem/the bold & also at the TIME keefe hadn't re-signed &we thought it might be everybody out w/kyl#anyway the title of the scrap of an old lover's flannel is literally 'u think this is about sheldon & kyle NO it's about timothy liljegren'#bc. liljegren was on the marlies winning cup team & has had a contentious relationship w/keefe ever since & was healthy scratched in playof#& the narrative is sooooo. also at one point for the ryan o'reilly i was going to edit the stlb out of his grandma's shirt or cover it w/th#childhood dreams line but THEN i found the gio snapped stick one which was too perfect for 'crumbling copy' the ryan o'reilly To Me is so.#ur insane in ways u did not think for that one. like. how soft her hands were. his grandma you guys. he grew up a leafs fan. if he ever get#to lift the cup with her again i will lose my shit. the cup run a movie i remember nothing--OKAY the spezz one i knew i needed him stresse#but also i believe in the spezz/kyle narrative so. it comes up later don't worry ALSO SPEZZ FOLLOWING HIM TO PITT CAME AFTER I MADE THIS bu#the muzz tea one makes me a little sensy bc muzz was out with an injury for most of this season & it was a really scary spinal one & so yea#& then the simmer one just straight up makes me cry bc i love him so much & the work that he does for anti-racism in hockey means so much &#if you have that video open & watch it i promise you will cry i do every time it's so beautiful he had to be on comforted by beauty & sammy#boy is on the a man who doesn't know me because EYE remember the caps goalie tandems. baby lilya. the mo one is a little funny bc it is#solely due to wade's thread about mo rielly the coal miner homestead husband. that's why he moves to omaha also i think it suits him (quiet#OK NOW OLD MEN IN LOVE NARRATIVE this one's in contention for my fave bc it's spezz coping w/retirement fundamental meaningless of existenc#u heard abt tyler already that's for me the minchy picture was just too good i had found it earlier & i spent SO LONG looking for an empty#leafs rink picture for bathtub i have some cool construction photos but i wanted the melting ice ones (thought about tahoe lol) & the sprin#one i manip'd a lot bc i needed a spring picture bc playoffs clinch in spring & that one fit so coincidentally perfect bc it's 7 straight#seasons 7 guys so. :) & i KNEW i swore to god they did more milk advertising i knew i was gonna do this one from the minute i saw the poem#the milk patch & it took a hot minute BUT I FOUND THIS ONE this one's for funsies. AND THE PIC I WAITED SO FUCKING LONG FOR this is actuall#from kerf's wedding but i was like i know on god mitch is getting married this summer & that's about to be the drunkest shenanigans wedding#i'm waiting for the pics. & then i was BLESSED with this one which is beautiful & perfect & LOOK AT THEM. anyway the last one is bc
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2024 hockey tumblr wrapped 😋
#idk how i was contemplating doing a teams tier list when this almost made me cry#please never ask me to make a decision ever again#im a libra#hockey tumblr wrapped#also i only started posting again in like june so the stats are a little skewed buuuuuut#who cares! jakepetey lanky kief agenda is going full steam ahead#nhl#hockey#🧸 ella et cetera
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Need to be wrapped up safe in a butch’s arms.
When will it be my turn?
#i’m talking#femme4butch#femme4stud#i swear I’m not just posting for attention rn but it’s never unappreciated#i just feel so sad and small and I hate that these people can have that power over me#i just want to feel safe again#when will it be my turn?#writing this made me start crying all over again
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i love you forever my shinee
#no matter how much time has passed it is still very difficult for me to talk about it...every time i think i will be ok it just hits me all#over again and i suddenly cant breathe and i cant think i cant do anything at all#had a bit of an anxiety attack on the 17th....on the next day i kinda made the mistake of watching a live performance of jjong where he#got emotional while singing and started crying...so i started crying too. still it was very comforting to hear the audience screaming on#top of their lungs telling him they love love LOVE him after that...you are so so loved jonghyun hope you can still feel that just like you#felt it back then. you are loved and will forever be loved#and the members' ig posts.....even though i try not to cry a lot i always kinda do..they just always manage to make me feel emotions#ive never felt before....mh telling jh about his mom...kb updating him about tm's successful concert....thats a FAMILY right there.........#love you my shinee family...hope you are all doing well and taking care of yourselves....my 5 boys forever#xlsx
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Soft mod amirite.
#this post is pertaining to my last one (where I said I was revisiting my fav fnf mods)#one of them is the soft mod and man. man does it remind me how much and how hard I kin soft gf (named grace)#I'm not excusing her actions but I can relate hard to her situation in a way#something about having someone you love “leave” you in a way. especially when you've been made to believe ur supposed to have ur happily-#-ever after with them (what grace's parents made her believe @ soft bf aka Benjamin)#it's a fleeting fantasy that can rlly fuck u up so hard bc I experienced that before too and just.#her song. her emotions. I can feel that A Lot#it's complicated (the song name) just shows how complicated both ben and grace's relationship is#again- I'm not excusing grace's actions and I don't blame ben either bc he can't control who he loves#(but neither can grace)#but I can at least emphasize with her. I pity her. her situation is just so. augh.#I wanna give her hug. that part of the mod where she starts losing it and breaking down always makes my chest and heart feel so heavy#I feel like crying too#anyway- I went on a tangent there oops#just love the mod lots like I said!#🌸 lin speaks!!#🧁 soft mod au
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you think it’d be weird if i did start believing in god again? because the thought feels comforting. it’s nice believing there’s someone who loves me no matter what. yknow.
#vent#religion tw#im.#i like. genuinely prayed earlier when i was crying. and it felt. nice#i dont know#i think its just been bad lately and this feels like the only outlet i have anymore#i was raised christian. i fell out of it because i dont think i ever really believed in it. yknow#i was just a kid doing what my father told me to do.#and then i realised i was just being made to believe in something i didnt understand#but sometimes i do just clasp my hands together like im praying and theres a sort of comfort to that#there’s a sort of comfort in asking to be saved. in asking for help from someone who’s powerful enough to do something#i dont know.#i should sleep i think#maybe i’ll change my mind in the morning.#maybe i wont. either way i dont think i’ll ever casually bring it up outside of vent posts#i just miss feeling loved by the people who made me.#maybe if i did start believing in god again i can feel that love. at least i’d have a father who cares.#whatever. i’m going to bed.
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me (numerous parental issues, literally just had a fight with my dad, cried, got introspective in the whatsapp gc) opening up the q“parenthood”smp streams: …i can’t watch this rn
#i saw a tumblr poll that said it was proud of me#and it made start crying again#literally anything will push me over the edge again#i can’t do this#qsmp#love it but also i have too many issues#posts from the ocean
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