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thetorturedlovergirl · 5 months ago

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was reading a text for a class and started to cry bc I remembered Missy’s face and soft voice when she said “Me too” in The Doctor falls

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mirajikan · 3 months ago

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listen just once I want the queer coded shonen mcs to kiss because I wanna see the dude bros flip out

#I need to see grown men on reddit cry over fictional gay boys #This post was inspired by #Itafushi #Listen I saw people's reactions to Cole from ninjago having a bf #And I haven't watched that show in years but people crying over a gay lego made me wanna start watching again #Could you imagine if itadori yuji was a kissboy #The internet would set itself on fire #Personally I think it would be fun to watch #Jjk #jjk 266 #Homophobia is funny to me #How do people find the time to be so upset

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acekindaneat · 2 years ago

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A Wedding. 💍

Based on Lapidist's work on ao3.

^^please give it a read because it's really good but i had to cut out a lot of bits to fit it into 10 pages :0

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tittytittygangbang · 1 month ago

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Uhmmmmmm not to be dramatic but my best friend moved 6 hours away and I fucking miss her

#she just called me and giggled for 60 seconds and then hung up immediately #and then called me again 3 times and when i answered she just said she wanted to tell me that she loves me and misses me🥺#I'll kms #she said she hung up the first time cause she started crying cause she didnt think id answer and i was like lol bitch wdym #literally right before she moved we hung out a bunch and i was like i think youre my best friend and she was like i think youre mine #like literally out of a book or movie its just crazy weve only known each other for 3 years #idk why i made this post i just thought it was cute she called me for no reason cause i mfing miss that bitch too #op

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makerofmadness · 2 months ago

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*disappears off the face of tumblr* *reappears just to post this one thing*

So on discord (where I am now predominately active) besties and I got a bit uh Quirky resulting in. Epic CRK Leak /j:

#Yes we started slut-shaming BugSpice what do you want from me 😭#Anyway uh did you guys see they added freddy fazbear to cookie run and also they made pastry good I'm crying /pos #(Me when the small morsel of pastry content-)#(They gave her an interaction with wind archer and I've never been happier-)#Anyways uh. Sorry for the lack of posts it will happen again unless y'all wanna see more of us slutshaming BugSpice 😭#Posting this like right before the update before I can be proven wrong

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skhardwarevers1 · 3 months ago

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if I start venting randomly at like 2:30-3:00 tomorrow I’ve done horrible in a very important XC race don’t worry about it

#Pre-meet nerves has me warning people that No I Will Not Kms Tmrw i just take running Very Seriously #A little too seriously like I will start sobbing if I don’t do good tmrw #However if I start posting gibberish or not at all I’ve probably done great and am also crying #I get very emotional at races my mind attaches extremely high stakes to these racesl #Like “if you don’t get below 30 minutes on this 5K your parents will DIE you’ll NEVER see your sister again everyone will HATE you”#And it gets to me. But also makes me run faster #like the dream I had in which my family died made me run fast #s.K thinks

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flowerakatsuka · 4 months ago

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kept on thinking about some of the more emotional beats of the kurokara lore while i was trying to fall asleep last night and i just... i need to explode...

#i was mostly thinking about the whole other side to osomatsu-san in hell where kuroba's trying to navigate their grief #there's a moment where kuroba's getting their usual weekly shipment of flowers and they realize they forgot ->#to change the quantity of red roses they always order ( they started ordering extra after kara became a regular )#for the most part they've been able to navigate things seemingly well. sure they've been more melancholic but they SEEM alright #and they try to handle this moment well too. makes a joke about how they're gonna have to have a sale on rose arrangements for a bit #but then they just. kinda break down crying. he's still everywhere despite not being there and it's so crushing.#kuro finally understands how their granddad must've felt when their grandma passed away....#there's a more lighthearted follow up to that moment tho #basically the delivery driver makes sure the quantity of roses is correct ( it's the same was before )#but kuro cheerfully tells them that the person they order them for is a regular again so it's alright #after that the delivery driver tells them that they're glad they made up with their boyfriend #when kuro's like excuse me??? they say '' you get the roses for the guy in the leather jacket right? i see him come in sometimes ->#after i finish deliveries but i hadn't seen around recently. glad things worked out for you yotsubana. :) ''#and then they leave before kuroba can clarify things. rip.#i'm going out for a bit but once i get back i NEED to finish the art for the first kurokara lore post i was working on #ship : kurokara #mj rambles

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alexenglish · 6 months ago

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had a few days of migraine hell so i watched bridgerton s3 and then rewatched s1 and s2, and then watched s3 again, and then rewatched queen charlotte. time well spent imo.

#i liked both the first seasons better on the rewatch #naturally queen charlotte is perfect from start to finish and made me cry AGAIN #s3 is so good and i will watch the first 4 eps AGAIN when the second half comes out #look a personal post

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crossbackpoke-check · 1 year ago

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Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman

part one | part two

#toronto maple leafs #HELLO EVERYBODY THIS HAS BEEN MONTHS!!! MONTHS IN THE MAKING BECAUSE i AM UNHINGED AND NEEDED THE PRECISE PICTURES THAT I KNEW I WOULD GET #like. seventy five percent of this has been done since the first time i posted this and while it has gotten better with time because #my narratives simply got more complex and there's so much of this that is For Me but don't worry i will explain but aLSO goddamn mitch coul #you have gotten married any later in the year. also willy you truly disappointed me by not getting an absurd haircut this year (now that #i've said this he's going to debut it on instagram like. tomorrow. but anyway that meant y'all got to enjoy my neuroses of #Loving Tyler Bertuzzi who is a goddamn leaf. the joys of having to wait to post this (was not a leaf at the time i started it) and anyway i #have at length i think had the breakdown about tyler in pigtails girl dad & how i got a bob & then tyler copied me which was rude. that's m #gender. ANYWAY starting from the top we got sheldon keefe documentation which was really just the personal decision that i wanted all the #coaching staff to be the markers in the poem/the bold & also at the TIME keefe hadn't re-signed &we thought it might be everybody out w/kyl #anyway the title of the scrap of an old lover's flannel is literally 'u think this is about sheldon & kyle NO it's about timothy liljegren'#bc. liljegren was on the marlies winning cup team & has had a contentious relationship w/keefe ever since & was healthy scratched in playof #& the narrative is sooooo. also at one point for the ryan o'reilly i was going to edit the stlb out of his grandma's shirt or cover it w/th #childhood dreams line but THEN i found the gio snapped stick one which was too perfect for 'crumbling copy' the ryan o'reilly To Me is so.#ur insane in ways u did not think for that one. like. how soft her hands were. his grandma you guys. he grew up a leafs fan. if he ever get #to lift the cup with her again i will lose my shit. the cup run a movie i remember nothing--OKAY the spezz one i knew i needed him stresse #but also i believe in the spezz/kyle narrative so. it comes up later don't worry ALSO SPEZZ FOLLOWING HIM TO PITT CAME AFTER I MADE THIS bu #the muzz tea one makes me a little sensy bc muzz was out with an injury for most of this season & it was a really scary spinal one & so yea #& then the simmer one just straight up makes me cry bc i love him so much & the work that he does for anti-racism in hockey means so much &#if you have that video open & watch it i promise you will cry i do every time it's so beautiful he had to be on comforted by beauty & sammy #boy is on the a man who doesn't know me because EYE remember the caps goalie tandems. baby lilya. the mo one is a little funny bc it is #solely due to wade's thread about mo rielly the coal miner homestead husband. that's why he moves to omaha also i think it suits him (quiet #OK NOW OLD MEN IN LOVE NARRATIVE this one's in contention for my fave bc it's spezz coping w/retirement fundamental meaningless of existenc #u heard abt tyler already that's for me the minchy picture was just too good i had found it earlier & i spent SO LONG looking for an empty #leafs rink picture for bathtub i have some cool construction photos but i wanted the melting ice ones (thought about tahoe lol) & the sprin #one i manip'd a lot bc i needed a spring picture bc playoffs clinch in spring & that one fit so coincidentally perfect bc it's 7 straight #seasons 7 guys so. :) & i KNEW i swore to god they did more milk advertising i knew i was gonna do this one from the minute i saw the poem #the milk patch & it took a hot minute BUT I FOUND THIS ONE this one's for funsies. AND THE PIC I WAITED SO FUCKING LONG FOR this is actuall #from kerf's wedding but i was like i know on god mitch is getting married this summer & that's about to be the drunkest shenanigans wedding #i'm waiting for the pics. & then i was BLESSED with this one which is beautiful & perfect & LOOK AT THEM. anyway the last one is bc

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bright-and-burning · 5 months ago

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watching videos of ppl qualifying for the olympics from the us trials after bursting into tears to stop crying and other such eve tricks

#i can’t sleep and 99% of my outlets have been removed from my enclosure #so even tho this website made me want to fling myself off a mountain. i am still posting #not looking at anyone else’s posts tho. or i’ll start crying again.

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lavender-femme · 11 months ago

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Need to be wrapped up safe in a butch’s arms.

When will it be my turn?

#i’m talking #femme4butch #femme4stud #i swear I’m not just posting for attention rn but it’s never unappreciated #i just feel so sad and small and I hate that these people can have that power over me #i just want to feel safe again #when will it be my turn?#writing this made me start crying all over again

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xoalsox · 1 year ago

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i love you forever my shinee

#no matter how much time has passed it is still very difficult for me to talk about it...every time i think i will be ok it just hits me all #over again and i suddenly cant breathe and i cant think i cant do anything at all #had a bit of an anxiety attack on the 17th....on the next day i kinda made the mistake of watching a live performance of jjong where he #got emotional while singing and started crying...so i started crying too. still it was very comforting to hear the audience screaming on #top of their lungs telling him they love love LOVE him after that...you are so so loved jonghyun hope you can still feel that just like you #felt it back then. you are loved and will forever be loved #and the members' ig posts.....even though i try not to cry a lot i always kinda do..they just always manage to make me feel emotions #ive never felt before....mh telling jh about his mom...kb updating him about tm's successful concert....thats a FAMILY right there.........#love you my shinee family...hope you are all doing well and taking care of yourselves....my 5 boys forever #xlsx

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spinchs-field · 7 months ago

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you think it’d be weird if i did start believing in god again? because the thought feels comforting. it’s nice believing there’s someone who loves me no matter what. yknow.

#vent #religion tw #im.#i like. genuinely prayed earlier when i was crying. and it felt. nice #i dont know #i think its just been bad lately and this feels like the only outlet i have anymore #i was raised christian. i fell out of it because i dont think i ever really believed in it. yknow #i was just a kid doing what my father told me to do.#and then i realised i was just being made to believe in something i didnt understand #but sometimes i do just clasp my hands together like im praying and theres a sort of comfort to that #there’s a sort of comfort in asking to be saved. in asking for help from someone who’s powerful enough to do something #i dont know.#i should sleep i think #maybe i’ll change my mind in the morning.#maybe i wont. either way i dont think i’ll ever casually bring it up outside of vent posts #i just miss feeling loved by the people who made me.#maybe if i did start believing in god again i can feel that love. at least i’d have a father who cares.#whatever. i’m going to bed.

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clamsjams · 1 year ago

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me (numerous parental issues, literally just had a fight with my dad, cried, got introspective in the whatsapp gc) opening up the q“parenthood”smp streams: …i can’t watch this rn

#i saw a tumblr poll that said it was proud of me #and it made start crying again #literally anything will push me over the edge again #i can’t do this #qsmp #love it but also i have too many issues #posts from the ocean

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thethingything · 8 months ago

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I'm fatigued, my back hurts, I accidentally spent like 3 hours sat downstairs in a chair that made our back feel worse because our executive dysfunction prevented me getting up and going back upstairs even though I only went down there to get one thing, and now I really need to lay down but if I accidentally fall asleep again I feel like I'll wake up, realise I fell asleep and also that I feel like I wasted a big chunk of the day, and I'll end up feeling even worse again

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #posts made on pain meds #I went downstairs to get food but ended up having to wait longer than anticipated which is whatever #but then that meant I ended up sitting down and once we sit down it's like our brain stops being able to process that we can leave #I'll sit there the whole time going ''I need to get up and go back upstairs. I don't want to be sat here'' and just can't get up #I hate that this happens because while I know our executive dysfunction isn't our fault #and it's the exact same issue that stops us eating or drinking or going to the toilet or whatever when we need to #I still feel like I should be able to just get up and do the thing and just leave if I'm in a situation that I don't want to be in #and it's so hard to get other people to understand that I can't ''just leave'' because my brain just won't let that happen #like I want to but my brain won't register it as an actual thing I can do and it feels more like a weird abstract concept #than a thing I could actually do. it's like my brain can't connect the concept of the action to the act of doing it #and then I get frustrated because why can't I just do the thing that I know I should be able to do #and then I've spent hours not doing anything I meant to and mostly just feel like shit because of it and it keeps happening #and now I need to lay down and I know what's likely to happen if I do that #but I do need to listen to my body especially after getting stuck in a situation that makes our pain and fatigue worse #also we had to take pain meds earlier and that's definitely not helping with us feeling shit emotionally about all this #I hate having to navigate our brain and body just not functioning properly #I feel like we've had so little energy lately and it's reminding me too much of this time last year when we had that blood infection #I'm terrified of that happening again because we almost didn't get treatment because we started to assume it was just our new baseline #hmm apparently within like 5 minutes we've gone from ''ugh I wasted 3 hours'' to almost crying over medical trauma #I probably need to try and do something to calm us down but also I'm too tired to really do anything #which brings me right back to the issue that triggered this whole rant and me getting upset in the first place

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chiistarri · 9 months ago

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imsoo normal about guys byw

#sprry this is the start of my downfall im actually going to theow up and vomit and die #fronting daily actually sucks!and i have no restraint on my curiiusity and i have to figure shit out and i literally want to die #cause like i found out shit i didnt want to and its entirely my fault too bro i cant even be upset cause i went looking for it ughhh #i should be allowed to die afterschool so i dont have to feel anything else tbh thatd be a pleasure great thing whwatever #this is genuinelky the repeat of my downfall again literally september all over again and its just march jesus fucking fhrist bro need todi #the nervous system is so dumb what is ooottfvgvsh or whagevr i hate that dumbass acronym i hate healrhcare #serenity save me 🙏 save me serenity 🙏 come home #everyone keeps sayng that but qith donald trump #anyway back to me i need to scream and not just to serenity cause i feel bad🤭 no emojis are tood enougu anymore bro im going to kms #killing myself so fucking hard like a vampire driving a stake through his heart sort of shit ykwim like a siren drowning ro sokething poeti #save me sid 🙏 sid save me actually hed laugh at me for hthis lowkey which is soo deserved cause real bro why am i breaking down at midnight #on a dchool day too bro again and again i dont want to go to mf schooll and be obsessed w k. hes fine but i genuinely cant do my work #lowkey would iet be weird to talk to my ex ab my relationship with him cause like yea i miss him ykwim and i need closure but i got a crush #cause like on one hand its like i was the one who brokenup ykwim like even if the circumstances werewei4d whatever its like why would i hav #the right to even bring it up and i alr crushed on a new guy and like ignoring the uguult i do like him ughh broni want to kms #i love love i just dont love lvoe for myself cause ugh bro i hare one guy idc ab his crushes but he made me hear ab them lke idc idek him #sorry u had a bad experience w bi girls like idk what u want me to say ??? surprise me too ??? tff ugh i hate love girls #i need a gf but the thoigjt of liking a girl genuinely deeply scares me to my core cause i like girls but ppl dont like that i do ykwim #all mu friends are fucking gay bro idek why im so worried ab liking girls like who is there to disappoint but myself and my entire family #noo pressure qt all being oldest and queerest like ok yeah its midnight happy new years. i need this blanket tobsuffocste me #sleep wrappedup alr like a borito burito i dek and its not enoughh i need a soul crushing embrafe to sleep #ok im done i got post vent clarity i need to sleep #post #erics tag #delete later #serenity needs this as a ref in the morning #i beed my mom to cry to but j cant tell her any of this id rather be eaten alive by bugsbro and if i just cry to her without a reason #shell fs go througj my phone and fimd out why anyway so wjats the pointtt my god i tqlk too much and vent too much #gota flair forbthe dramatics ivguess mb

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