#posting calls ‘cause i can always check them on either blog

[survifor]

*# plotting call.

[bludhavens-finest]

Ok so this is the biggest blog I have so I will be talking about it here, also comics have always been inherently political so it makes sense to talk about here, this will be posted to the rest of my blogs as well

I’m going to tag this with tw’s, if you don’t want to see more shit about the election I get it believe me I do, that’s fine. If you do stay around I’m going to be incredibly blunt about this shit

1. Do not fucking kill yourself. The amount of queer and especially young people I have seen saying that they are going to is astronomical, these people are not worth loosing your life. If you need help, get help, talk to someone, at the end of this post I’ll add numbers/websites

2. If you are disabled like me, and you need something medically whether that be vaccines, surgeries, procedures, mobility aids, medications, or even certain information; get them now while you can. The medical system in America is a bitch to deal with and even harder to get into, most of my appointments take at least three months, but if you can get in and get things done before they switch who’s in office, get it done now.

3. If you are trans and planning to get gender affirming surgery or healthcare in the next few months same goes for you, get the surgeries while you still can and get on meds now, if you get on them now it’s going to be easier to keep the prescription for as long as you can.

4. If you’re a woman or afab, get birth control while you can. Because they are going to get rid of birth control at this point, they’ve already gone after abortions and this is the next step.

5. But queer/feminist/punk media and books while you still can, because yes they can and will ban books they already do it in schools

6. Honestly I would even go so far as to say start buying physical copies of certain bands if you can, because most hardcore and just regular punk bands will probably be less accessible

7. Honestly probably just get a vpn at this point, I know you’ve gotten an ad for one from a YouTuber before, look into the company’s, find one you can afford and like

8. If non-Americans or even just some Americans who are republicans (which if you are fuck off.) think this is an over-exaggeration it’s really not.

America is the only first world country without universal healthcare, most people in this country either die waiting for a doctor, die because of a doctor (medical negligence and malpractice are leading causes of death in America, over a quarter of a million people die a year because of it.), public transit is non-existent, disabled people have been fighting for our rights for decades, women lost the right to control their own bodies after having that right for less then a life span. Many woman were there when roe v wade passed and still alive when it was overturned. Because it all happened in the span of 50 years. The amount of violence in our police departments (that are only getting more and more funding), the lack of education and lack of historically accurate information taught in public schools, the literal fucking constant brainwashing campaigns.

This is all coming from someone who is Afab, a Minor, living in the south, mentally and physically disabled, a lesbian, and trans. Believe me I understand how fucking scared people are.

It is 2024 almost 2025, not 1970. You have access to information and you are entitled to being informed, so inform yourself. Check your own sources, do your own research.

I’m well aware that this all seems fucking dystopian, I know that it seems like there’s no point, but keep yourself safe. If you need a break from seeing all this filter your tags, go outside for a while, get off the internet, play with your pets, talk to friends. Just don’t let yourself sit in this and worry yourself to death, it’s not going to help anyone.

Numbers you can call: 1-866-488-7386 (Trevor project), If you go to their website you can also text if talking isn’t safe, 988 (suicide and crisis line),

[destroyerofgirls]

I’m so fucking nervous about going out in public especially to any social event presenting as a boy. My voice is low from my first puberty but I still have a girly voice and i don’t know how to speak masc. i don’t have much boy clothes only really the one outfit. My facial hair is light and patchy because I got laser and so i don’t get any shadow or anything anymore. I only have sports bras not a binder. I default to girl and keep hiding my genderfluidity. I get scared of people calling me detransitioner. But I have let the pendulum be stuck on girl side for far too many years and I need someone to make me go out and be a myself as a man. I need some kind of accountability as well. Like maybe hold me to posting a picture of a me at a bar as guy on my timeline idk just some kind of proof I have to show I didn’t chicken out. Can you help me…

Awww sweet boy needs to be told what to do? Don't worry baby, I got you.

You've been a naughty boy ignoring the fluidity of who you are, we're going to change that. Obviously you're aware of it, if you weren't, you wouldn't spend so much time on my blog. We just gotta show your masculine side some love.

Since you're nervous, we'll start off slow.

You're going to go to a store, preferably a thrift store. You're going to buy a T-shirt, slightly oversized second layer (jacket, flannel, etc.), and a pair of men's jeans. If you can, look for some work boots too.

When checking out, you're going to talk in a deep voice. Monotone.

When you get home, you're going to wash your new clothes and you're going to take your measurements for a binder. Then you're going to order a binder.

Once your new outfit is clean, you're going to change into it and take a photo. Either you're going to send an ask with the photo, or you're going to post it and tag me, your choice. Don't worry about your chest for now.

This is your first step, sweet boy. You're going to go into public more and more often like this. Once the binder arrives, you're going to use it. Short periods of time at first. Remember to stretch and drink water.

You're going to make me so fucking happy, and I know you want to make me happy. So I know you'll do all this.

Eventually, you'll get more used to the masculine clothes. Eventually you'll just start wearing them, thinking about me. Eventually you're going to touch yourself in the masculine clothes thinking about me. You're going to do it over and over again, thinking about how you're a boy for me, sweetheart. Eventually you'll practically train yourself to feel good dressing all masculinely for me. Like a good boy. Cause that's what you are when you're here. You're here often, I know you are, I see you in my notifications. You like being here. You crave it. You need it. You know that part of you will always be my sweet boy.

[sophieinwonderland]

Found a Hate Blog in The #Plural Tag. 😮‍💨

As I covered recently, "Plural" is an inclusive word with origins in endogenic and non-disordered systems.

If any anti-endo posts in the "#plural" tag or other inclusive tags, don't expect your DNIs to be respected.

They also are doing this knowingly. People have already tried to contact them about using the inclusive plural tag and the hate blog has stubbornly refused.

So if they're going to post in inclusive tags, I figured I might as well respond to some of their vent posts in anti-endo tags. As always, if anti-endos have a problem with this or feel boundaries are being unfairly crossed, please take it up with the hate blog I'm responding to that's invading our spaces.

Also, really weird how they just jump straight into saying "pro-endos" aren't systems either. Hate to break it to you, but there are a lot of traumagenic DID systems whose disorders and trauma are just valid as yours. And they manage to not be bigots too!

Wait... are they claiming that ALL dissociation can only be caused by trauma?

Although previous research has implicated a history of childhood trauma in the development of dissociative tendencies, insufficient cognizance (in this context) has been taken of the distinction between pathological and nonpathological dissociation. In this study, the relationship between childhood trauma and both pathological and nonpathological dissociation was investigated in a sample of 100 Australian adults. Pathological dissociation was positively predicted by dimensions of childhood trauma, but no such relationship was found for nonpathological dissociation (psychological absorption). The data are consistent with the traumagenic model of the dissociative disorders, but factors other than childhood trauma may also be pertinent.

Amazing how they compare us with anti-vaxxers while trying to claim all dissociation is traumagenic. This wasn't even hard to find. 🙄

"I don't care about any morals"

Well, at least you're up front about it.

Also, I tend to check the DID tags every now and then and you know what I don't see there? Endogenic systems!

"#Endo Safe" tags are more often than not used by pro-endo traumagenic systems.

Guess what! If you have DID, you get to post in the DID tags. Being a hateful bigot isn't a requirement! Anyone with DID has the right to post in the DID tags, and can tag their post as endo safe too!

Maybe you wouldn't get as many anons from endogenic systems if you stop posting in inclusive tags. Just a thought!

How are they harmful to the community again?

Weren't you just saying earlier that pro-endos were stealing resources? Now you're acknowledging that they're making resources for the community, but this is also bad?

LOL!

Genic labels literally only exist because of the pro-endo community. And the anti-endo community notoriously hates xeno-origins like NPD-genic. Yes, people will assume you're endo-safe when you use xeno-origins because these terms, like most resources in the plural community, were made by pro-endos.

Keep it up guys! It's working! We're spreading!

Sorry, I don't feel like rebutting anything here. I just appreciate seeing that our efforts are paying off!

The Future is Plural! 😁

Stop!

This talking point has been completely debunked.

System hopping was used by pro-endos 15 years before the earliest association with RAMCOA. The idea that it was a RAMCOA term is a total lie invented by anti-endos!

OSDD-1A and OSDD-1B are not actually official disorders. There is an OSDD. The first example, called OSDD-1 sometimes, gives two possible presentations. One with less distinct alters and amnesia, and another with no amnesia. But these aren't called OSDD-1a or OSDD-1b.

If your goal is education, this nuance is important.

Could it be because ASPEC people have dealt with a ton of exclusionism from some queer communities, and are more accepting of other people as a result? And perhaps they also recognize similarities between system exclusionists and queer exclusionists?

You're coming and posting in our tags!

That's why people keep interacting with you! "Plural" is a term coined by non-disordered systems, you've been told this, and you insist on posting in inclusive tags anyway!

You don't get to bust in someone's door, complain about them in their home, and then tell them not to interact with you! It doesn't work like that!

Funny how these are the only sources they can provide. And they exclusively deal with DID without even touching on other forms of plurality.

Anyway...

The ICD-11 says you can experience "multiple distinct personality states" without a dissociative disorder.

The creators of the theory of structural dissociation have said hypnosis and mediumship may involve self-conscious dissociative parts of the personality.

And Transgender Mental Health, written by Eric Yarbrough and published by the American Psychiatric Association (who publishes the DSM) says you can be plural without trauma or a disorder.

Sources repeatedly affirm that it's possible to be plural without trauma!

Anyone who claims it's impossible to be plural without trauma is either ignorant or lying.

And if you're going to keep spreading hate and misinformation, at least keep it out of inclusive tags!

[cottoncandytomu]

Just a little Abby Anderson Drabble hehe~

This is a fluffy little thing but as always my account is 18+ so no minors or ageless blogs please!!

I do not own these photos! Only edited them :)

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You couldn’t keep your eyes off of her, the flames from the fire adorned her features making her shine bright in front of you. She stared into the cackling flames as she heated up the fresh rabbit you both just caught.

It didn’t take long for her to catch your eyes lingering on her just a little bit longer than normal. Her brows started to furrow as she questioned your stare.

“What… Is there something on my face?”

“You’re beautiful.” You blurted out.

You laughed loudly, embarrassed at how quickly that came out.

“Yeah, haha no- nothings on your face.” You quickly averted your eyes back to the fire.

Her eyes were wide, she didn’t expect that to come out of your mouth. You two had been close but in a friend way, not a relationship way. Plus you were aware of her past- well current issues with Owen. But it was just a compliment right? One she’s never really heard before…

You looked back up at her, the silence was too much. She looked as if she was deep in thought. You felt concerned, fuck did you say too much?

It came out before you could even think about it, "Has no one ever called you beautiful before?" You ask.

Her wide doe eyes flicked up to yours in an instant. She wasn't expecting you to ask that, yes she was thinking it but she didn't think you were too.

She decided to be honest, "No... never." She replies.

You felt the pinching of anger in your veins. She's been around Owen all this time and he's never said one thing about her beauty? How is that even possible? Every day you're with her all you can think about is how perfect she is in every way.

She feels vulnerable, her eyes cast down to the fire once more.

"People mainly call me anything but that. I'm not exactly the most delicate when it comes to anything really."

You chuckled and she looked back up at you in shock.

"Abby, you don't have to be delicate to be beautiful. Anyone can be beautiful and trust me, you are. A little too much sometimes..." You mumbled the last part hoping she didn't hear it.

But she did, it caused her to slightly smile. Your words affected her in a way she's not entirely used to. It felt good. Too good. She wanted to hear more. She felt a surge of confidence overcome her.

"Well what about me is so beautiful then?" She asks.

As if you couldn't get any hotter and the fire wasn't helping much either. You started to fiddle with your fingers and avoid eye contact as much as possible. She thought it was cute, how nervous you got just by the slightest question.

"Uhm- Uhh, How's that rabbit coming along?"

She roared with laughter at your question and decided to let you get away with it. She definitely planned on asking you again later in the night. For now she'll settle with the compliment you gave her. It wasn't often that she let herself get vulnerable with others but when it came to you she wouldn't mind feeling that way again.

"Almost done, don't worry it's cooking very beautifully~" She teased and you couldn't help the smile that broke out on your face soon after.

~

Just a little drabble for my Abby sluts while I work on so much more! It's been a minute since I posted something and even though this is short I'm glad I was able to finish it! Anyways thank you Beauties~ for reading! Check out my other work while you're here! I got more gay shit coming so stay tuned!!

⛧~

[sandutita]

i debated whether or not i should make this post since i doubt anyone would even read it or care, but i think i gotta get this off my chest either way.

the absurdity of baldi's basics overwhelms me. it's popularity is so much more massive than i can comprehend. i just imagine this small indie developer who releases a game they made and cannot at all anticipate the magnitude of its upcoming popularity. the difference between one person and millions of them is too much for my brain to comprehend. maybe envy has a bit to do with these feelings of mine. i feel like whether or not your project gets recognition requires 50% skill and 50% luck; luck that people will notice and your stuff will get picked up by the algorithm overlord.

i've been drawing some baldi fanart during these past 4 weeks (and i've also been working on a baldi animation, but that's a whole other thing), but i wouldn't really call myself a BB fan? i've never even played any of the games (i'm REEEALLY pussy when it comes to horror games, even if BB isn't that scary, not nearly as scary as FNAF), literally my only exposure to it is as follows: all of markiplier's baldi gaming videos, the living tombstone's "basics of behaviour" songs (both red and blue versions), axie's "that's what i do" song, and some re-animated versions of those songs. and some shit i've seen on tumblr, too. that's literally it.

so i'm not very educated on the baldi lore at all. i did some browsing of the baldi wiki the other day and HOLY MOTHER OF SHIT THERE'S SO MUCH SHIT. so many different characters, so much bullshit, i can't even begin to understand any of it. it makes me wonder why markiplier didn't play any of the other games, why he only played the first game, the field trip game and baldi's basics plus (excluding the fan-made games). maybe he got sick of it? i dunno but i blame him for my ignorance, he should've played all of the games so i could know more baldi lore /s

there's this constant nagging voice in the back of my head saying that because i don't know enough baldi lore that i shouldn't even be making art or animations about baldi. it's a feeling i've struggled with to some extent every time i've gone through a fanart phase of some sort like this. but i fight back by thinking to myself: "i don't need to know everything about the lore because the concept of baldi and his schoolhouse alone have inspired me to create my own version of baldi's basics, something that i can mold and shape to my own liking", which i have been doing! i want to bring a different side to this, something dark and bleak, a tragic situation caused by extortion and mental instability, causing the deaths of several children. or something.

i'm not even thinking about it too much. i've realized that i always overthink things and end up not going through with my plans because i drag it on for too long, so now i am going to try to not worry too much about everything making sense, and just make the art that i want to make. no procrastination, no overthinking, just making.

i love my pathetic bald man, wearing his green sweater and holding onto his ruler for dear life like he's gonna die if he drops it. i love his blatant disregard for the safety of his pupils, i love the murderous look in his eyes and the hatred and fear in his heart. i also love it when he looks confused, but i already mentioned that in my art blog. go check out my art blog!!

[regretevatorconfessions]

mod gnarpy’s interstellar intro! *

hai there! i am mod gnarpy, but you can just call me gnarpy :3 and this is my intro post! dedicated to explaining the blog to you

= the questions and answers! =

what is this blog for? ; showing off all your regretevator related confessions, of course ^_^

who runs this blog? ; gnarpy the kitty cat alien

why did you make this blog? ; because a confession blog seemed fun, and also cause of oscconfessions (the mods over there are great go check their blog out)

further info in the bio :)

= my rules and boundaries! =

be respectful please and thank you, and just don’t be weird (the bad kind)

and remember, whatever gets confessed here is not always endorsed by me

i won’t always reply to the confessions, nor will i always post them fast

nsfw is allowed ^^

= custom tags! =

#pure whimsical joy = things that make me feel true bliss

#the horrors = things that make me want to deactivate

#simp alert = things that SIMPS are saying. i know what you are

#what the scallop = people that need to be studied closely because they confuse me so much that i NEED an explanation for why they do what they do

#raging anons = people who are VERY angry, or just haters

#comedy gold = i feel like the name is self explanatory

#i am invested = i am very interested. this can be by either a good or bad thing

#tears are falling = i am sad.

#just like me fr = i relate

= the anon list! =

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🌟

🍌

silly anon

🧠🎧

⌛️🧩

👾 or scag anon

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🔵

💻🟢🔵

🎸🪷

🎉

regretelore anon

prince anon

spaceracer anon

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🐲

🃏💉

[keylovesstuff]

Hiii Everyone!!!

I've been around for years now and have never introduced myself. mainly cause I just choose to vibe and enjoy the posts people share, but first time for everything. You can just call me Key, I'm 25 and I go by she/her. I enjoy a variety of stuff from manwha, manga, anime, video game franchises, and just a bunch of other animated media you name its probably buried down in my blog somewhere. Every now and then I get motivation to create fanfiction. I have only written works the Dragonball and Super Mario fandom All my works are under the "Keep Reading". My DMs and askbox here is always open if you ever want to chat I apologize in advance if I come across as a bit awkward (socializing is not a strong suit of mine) or if it takes me a minute to reply (adulting and hobbies am I right?), otherwise I'm a pretty chill person. Thats about it!

One of these days I really want to change my Penname...But I've had it for years now and I'm way too attached to it lmao.

Super Mario Fics: So a lot of these are Princess Peach centric and I'm just crafting up an origin story and some other events following the 2023 film. The links take you to the tumblr post but I have included the AO3 and FFN (for reading preferences) links either in the original post itself or in the case of my earlier stuff in the reblogs.

Lost And Found

A Learning Opportunity (2 chapters on both AO3 and FFN. They are both on the same post here)

Thoughts Over Tea

Aftermath

Finding The Balance

Little Events (Finished)

Chapter 1: The Dark

Chapter 2: A Decision

Chapter 3: The Coronation

Chapter 4: Proposals

Chapter 5: Changes

Fics Inspired by others:

Villainess Peach and Bowser Jr. (Inspired by the Player One Luigi AU created by Tiny-Prom and Casual-Derg). Please make sure to their blog's and check it out.

Dragonball Fics: The first fandom I have ever written for (and by penname you could probably tell what I read mostly) I have only shared them on FFN and AO3 until now. I was just starting to write fanfiction with the first two so they might be kinda cringe I guess but that's 16 year old me for you haha. gonna embrace the cringe by sharing it on here anyways.

Tournament Day

The Prince Before The Day ( I am never gonna finish that one or go back to it lol)

Bulla's Easter Day

Even when I started making fics I'm still not sure what goes through my mind when it comes to the title or chapter titles its literally the first thing that comes to mind and nothing after that but we will get it one day for sure.

Here's Some WIPs (that's both written and not) you guys can look forward too from me. I'll remove them and add them under the appropriate fic tags once I post them:

Uncle Yamcha fic: It is currently three chapters. The first one is him and Trunks, second is Marron, and the third one is Bra/Bulla. I really want to think of one for him and Goten but nothing has come to my mind. I just think he's more close to Krillin and Bulma where he'd interact more with their kids and I can't think of a scenario for him and Goten or what they would even talk about but maybe something will come. (I've currently sent this off to my Beta for review but lemme know if you guys want to see the un-beta'd version I have on here cause I'm really forward to sharing it)

Untitled EOZ fic following after Goku leaves the Tournament grounds to train Uub. This one sits at about 8k words (not sure exactly cause I added a bunch of notes at the end for my beta to see where my thoughts were going with it all) anyways this one focuses mainly on Trunks, Goten, Marron, Pan, and Bra as really the older kids look forward to what may lie ahead. A lot of it is just me focusing on the dynamics they have with each other. When I saw that dlc for kakorat was going to be focused on that one that really makes me want to share this one. Again let me know if you want to see that.

Based on this Ask here you can already see that I've completed 4 out of my 5 ideas so that leaves the other ones and maybe more if I think of anything else. All of these will probably be added to my Little Events fic. a few little ideas not shared here but I've thought about and have some dialoge in mind but haven't fully created yet.

I want to do something where Mario and Haru interact I just think it'll be so neat.

Maybe something where I do my take on introducing Sarasland and Princess Daisy. Probably along the lines of Peach meeting Daisy for the first time.

I need to hop on the wholesome bros. content at some point and I know I wanna try my hand with Mia and Pio as a part of it.

I think thats it for now...I'll probably add more if I think of something as having somwhere to put it down no matter how small it is can be nice to look at and push me towards getting it done.

[impending-dawn]

Everyone always complains about life on the Citadel, especially for those of us Mortys who are clones or lost our Ricks. Meanwhile, the Council has graciously allowed us to either go to school to find a new Rick, or choose to remain Rickless and accept the burdens and consequences that come along with that.

As Mortys of the militia, we're here to answer all your burning questions about what it's like and to spread the Council's grace to as many Mortys as are willing to listen. Since neither of us are commissioned officers, we do also have an officer here to make sure we're not divulging any secret information. He'll be checking and scanning our posts to make sure everything is as it should be.

OPINONS EXPRESSED REPRESENT THE FEELINGS OF THE INDIVIDUALS RUNNING THIS BLOG AND IN NO WAY OFFICIALLY REPRESENT THE CITADEL, MILITIA, OR COUNCIL.

This blog will mostly be canon-typical but TW for propaganda and cult rhetoric. I'm the same mod from @chrysanthemumcanary and @mortysquared I'm an adult, but please no NSFW (even with Major). This is basically an AU where Evil Morty was captured by the Citadel, forcibly enlisted into the military, and made to start a blog to convince other Mortys not to kill their Ricks. (She's biding her time) There's a few other differences between her and canon but that's the important one.

Intros and MRS014AQ

I'm Private Morticia Chauncey Smith D-354! My friends call me Morti, but you can call me Chrys! It's short for Chrysalis, like a butterfly, since I've still got a long way to go, but I'm turning into a better person every day! ^-^ Please use she/her pronouns for me!

I'm Sargent Morty #2877. I'm a clone, which is why I don't have a dimensional code or a full name. My friends call me Sevens or Chauncey, I don't have a huge preference between them.

Major Rick S-014 reporting in. I'm mostly here for supervisional purposes.

MRS014AQ

Q: Chrys, weren't you the Morty that killed 28 Ricks in cold blood?

A: Yes! I was deeply misguided after the loss of my Rick and immensely hurt. I felt like if I wasn't allowed to have a Rick, no one should. I'm growing past that now, but it's still hard to remember him, and even harder to remember everything I've done.—Chrys

Q: Chauncey, weren't you the Morty that turned Chrys in? Any hard feelings between you two?

A: Yes, that was me. I'd been working undercover for a bit, but we finally managed to stage an ambush. I mean it's a little hard to get past all the devastation I've seen her cause, but I don't want to get in the way of her growth. That's part of the reason we started this blog together, to show no hard feelings between us.—Chauncey

Sevens is absolutely right. I was absolutely pissed when he first brought me in, obviously, but the Citadel has shown me the error of my ways, and I'm so grateful that he was able to stop me before I did anything worse.—Chrys

Q: Major Rick S-014, how should we address you if we don't want to type out your full dimensional code?

A: You will type out my full dimensional code and title regardless.—Major Rick S-014

[microwavetoaster-selfships]

Answering questions from THIS ask game!! Doing these all for Leland cause he could really use some more attention as my best bud and I ought to do more elaborating about him and thinking about him anyway!! It would be really fun and nice to expand on him more!

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HI!! FUTURE KANE HERE. So, funny story, I actually did this back in *checks wrist watch* October. I thought I never posted it because I never finished it, so imagine my surprise when I come back here to be like oh! Yeah! I have that ask game I was doing for Leland, I've been thinking about him a bit for whatever reason, I can finish that!!! And then I go through it and I've already answered everything. I reread it all, I think it all still feels fitting in my mind. I said I would post this last night and then I fell asleep. But I also still feel like doing the Grem and Acer thing so. That might also happen. Later. Eventually. Not to mini-post within an already big post or anything. If you read I hope you enjoy!

[ 💢 ] — did you two get along right away , or did you have to work through some difficulties at first ¿

We pretty much got along right away, I had quite and easy time really opening up to him and being honest with him, and it didn't take much time for him at all to start getting comfortable around me!

[ ⏰ ] — how long have you known each other ¿

Oh man.. well, for as however long I have known Finn as well! Which, I'd have to check... I believe it's been two years? Probably a little more than that, really. I had just spent some time a little while ago trying to find out when I first started posting about some of my F/Os on my old blog and when I made their playlists for them, it's not an exact date but it was quite the enjoyable surprise!

[ 🍊 ] — what would they say your favorite snack is and vice versa ¿ do you surprise each other with comfort foods often ¿

He would probably list the obligatory my favorite snack sort of stuff is Oreos and Cola, but he would also be so very quick to call me out for liking the McVitie's HobNobs, and he is so right to do that because I don't have those things as often as I'd like I swear!

Leland seems to really like scones. Like, really like them. But I can't entirely blame him for it, either. He will really take nearly anything, he always enjoys having at least something to munch at. He really like finger-foods though, or things like the DairyLea products

[ 🧸 ] — what's the best way to cheer them up ¿

Typically going out on some sort of fun adventure or rambunctious event can cheer him up right! Just something on a whim, normally the more eventful the better. Dragging him to an amusement park and letting him ride a bunch of rollarcoasters would probably hit the spot for him without it being dangerous at all, even if I couldn't accompany him on really any of them because I am weary of them so I'd probably just stick to one or two smaller ones.. I think he would love amusement parks and nearly everything about them, truly. I'd go to one even if it was just tailing him around.

[ 🌻 ] — who is more introverted and who is the extrovert ¿

He is definitely more extroverted. Honestly I think I'm a bit of an extrovert in the sense that I love talking to people and hearing them talk, even if I can get drained easily depending on the situation. I always just go with calling myself an ambivert, it's kinda like one of those "what is your main love language?" It's like.. it's too much of a mix for me to pick a primary one! But Leland is definitely social and outgoing and out there, he is not too shy or shameful.

[ 💫 ] — do you have a crush on someone that they know about ¿ do they approve of the person ¿ would they rather offer genuine advice on how to pursue them or just tease you about it ¿

Cough. Finn. Cough. Leland absolutely teases the daylight of out of me for it AND Finn as well. He's essentially the reason the three of us even hang out in the first place! He's enjoying playing the role of wingman on both ends I think, it cracks him up.

[ 👽 ] — how are they at co-op games ¿ are you both equally good or does one have to carry the other ¿

Leland doesn't play a lot of games, so outside from games that can be played causally or competatively depending on your preference, like Minecraft, Stardew, Mario, etc., most sandbox sorts of games, he probably uuhh.. isn't the most experienced, to put it lightly. I feel like he's prone to soft rage-quitting ones that have harder learning curbs or aren't things that you can't pick up and get right to playing essentially. If we did play any games together, REGAURDLESS of how good either of us are, he will still be absolutely as irriating as possible about it and completely humor himself about it too. He'd be the kind of person to completely screw over wheoever is playing Wii Mario Bros. With him because the screen is fixed to following only one player which ruins so, so, much if someone decides to be frustrating about it and not go through it together. He's the one in Humans Fall Flat that grabs everyone to drag them off of ledges or mess them up. In all fairness, he's very good at being humorous about it and actually funny with it instead of doing it to intentionally aggrivate me.

[ 🍾 ] — what's your favorite way to celebrate some big occasion ¿ are you guys the type to plan ahead or do you just do whatever you feel like ¿

Not many big occasions that we end up doing! But Leland loves decorating for Holidays, he practically considers the entirety of Autumn one big holiday and drape leaf decorations all over. He is very excitable about it though and I can't be surprised if he leaves lit scented seasonal candles in my own house/apartment or other minor decorations. Though he's cautious when it comes to celebrating because he doesn't want to accidentally get overwhelming because he absolutely will get over the top with it, so he normally tries to lean towards being go with the flow about it. Think PinkiePie celebration behavior almost, but more sassy and cheeky, and less loud or bouncy.

[ 🫂 ] — have you ever met their parents/caretaker(s) ¿ how did it go ¿ do you think you've made/would make a good impression ¿

I have not, andddd I'm not sure if I ever will🤔 Truthfully neither of us really ever talk about our family life stuff or history of it, so it's never really crossed my mind. I figured if he wasn't mentioning it perhaps there was a reason for it. I have no clue what sorts of folk he had.

[ 🌐 ] — do you text each other often , or is there no need because you live in close proximity ¿ do they send you random posts that remind them of you or spam your messages just to be a menace ¿

Me and Leland could(and nearly do) meet almost every day, and yet he still absolutely texts me frequently. Which, I do not mind one bit at all! I very much get random posts or like videos or memes that he sends me, most of it is just stuff he finds funny or think I would find funny. Some of it is like a funny picture of like a chicken with a party hat or something and a text message of "this you?/this is you".

[ 🧢 ] — what's the height difference between you two ¿

Leland is like 5'10-6ft-ish, so he looks a little funny next to me and Finn, both like 5'3.

[ 🧿 ] — have you ever made kandis / friendship bracelets for each other ¿ do y'all wear any matching accessories in general ¿

We have not made friendship bracelets together yet! I feel like if we ever did make any matching kandi items it would be something a bit more funny or an accessory, like a little kandi coin purse or those lizard kandis that can be put on keychains or bracelets or wherever you'd like. We should do that in the near future, though. Getting matching items as best friends is something I should perhaps explore a bit more.. so far all my bracelets or matching items that I have are of my romantic F/Os, and so my brain has like a perma(nt. Permant.)-association between my romantic F/Os and those things now! We have done matching nails before though of simple designs like just alternating black and white while pretending to run our mouths about different things or like we'd have any gossip(we wouldn't ever engage in any actual gossip, of course, cause that stuff isn't good and is just rumors).

[ 🌂 ] — do you share your stuff often (clothes , tools , food , etc.) ¿ do they grumble about it but begrudgingly agree or is it second nature to them at this point ¿

We occasionally split snacks together if they come in individual packs or things, I am very very particular when it comes to food(due to ReasonsTM that are lengthy to explain) and so I normally don't share food unless it is with a romantic F/O, and I'm nearly the same with clothing as well except for like the rare needing to borrow a jacket or such cause it's freezing and one is forgotten.

Biggest thing we've ever had to share is the TV remote and time with Finn /j

[ 🪀 ] — how are y'all at parallel play ¿ what's a hobby of yours that both of you like to dabble into ¿

A lotttt of our time spent together is just parallel play really! I don't know if this counts as a hobby or not, but Leland also shares my possibly more-than-average enjoyment of going on walks or like to malls and just window shopping. Hardest part of it is keeping it to just window shopping and not buying anything!

[ 🧼 ] — who's more tidy and collected ¿

Hmmm... good question, haha!! We're both a bit on the messier and cluttered end. I want to say he is a bit better about it than me, though; mostly just because a lot of his clutter doesn't end up on the floor and so if seems a bit more tame.

[ 🎀 ] — do you help each other out with picking outfits ¿ is your fashion sense similar or does it clash with theirs ¿

Our fashion sense is fairly quite different, we normally are wearing our suits so you wouldn't really probably notice anyway, but his fashion sense is a lot more extravagant and stylish with what he wears, not that he gets to show it off very often. I don't like wearing much asides from slacks and hoodies/jackets outside of people that I'm really close with or comfortable around because I am very worried over how I will be perceived, gender-wise. Cause of this reason I also reallyyy don't like people getting clothes for me or such unless it is like a pair of socks/hats/accessories/etc or I like.. really really super trust the person and it is like a I can't do it myself for whatever reason situation.

[ 🛼 ] — do you do any sports ¿ if so , have they been to your performances or big rehearsals to show support ¿

I've never done sports and I never got to attend jazz or orchestra like I wanted to in school because I rode the buss and they were before/after school events(or I was far too anxious to do the mandatory concerts or performances at sports at the time), so I've never had any performances for people to attend, really! Which, I kinda wish I did cause I think it'd be nice to have the open support like that! Maybe once I learn one of the dozen instruments I want to do I can do some one-off show at some quiet coffee shop or Cafe, but even then I don't think I'm really much or the performer type anyway..

[ 💭 ] — alright enough wholesomeness , embarrass them NOW . tell a silly fact about them , or maybe even a funny story .

He doesn't like to use my door when visiting. Gave me quite a scare the first few times around! But then I got used to it pretty quickly. He likes to be incredibly punctual over things, and so he at least shows up at the same time and knocks my bedroom window. But it doesn't really help that it's normally really early in the morning around the crack of dawn when he does it.

[ 💣 ] — is there something either of you does usually to annoy the other on purpose ¿

I mean, the main obvious one here is he teases the heck out of me for like-liking(understatement) Finn. But he absolutely bugs me on purpose with things, a lot of it coming out in a teasing manner, like me forever subconsciously having it in my head that the passenger seat is on the right and driver seat is on the left, or if I'm having a slow start to my morning he will do things to agitate me to get out of bed, like rummaging around in my stuff or telling me that he's going to mix the flour and sugar containers together in my cupboard. Though, I will say he's mastered the fine line of teasing/bugging me to where it is still lighthearted and humorous and playful and I get a bit of a kick out of it too, as opposed to being a hurtful or intentionally ignorant pain. He also makes jokes to me that whenever some british slang slips through me or the accent rubs off on some of my words after being surrounded by it for so long, he'll joke that I'm being converted or I have to get a nationality change now.

I absolutely return fire with him. Though he is lucky because he is slightly spared from being teased about British things because I'd have to be subjecting Finn to it as well. I often bring goodies like treats or snacks over when we meet cause I know he really likes those things, and I'll threaten to ruin his tea by adding things he doesn't like in it or joke that I'll deprive him of me bringing anything next time and we'll just have to sit boredly with nothing to do. There is also a right amount of playful slander when it comes to getting playfully competitive over things whether it be playing games or trying to outdo eachother with "I dare you to do [x]" when we are bored waiting for something. I'm not much of a playing dare games sort of person and Leland very much is, so it can be a bit funny that a challenging dare for me could be something like walking around with untied shoes while a challenging dare for him is something like being dared to climb to the top of a lamppost WITHOUT using any of his gadgets. It's all in good fun though so of course we respect eachothers limits or boundaries when tapping out or a different dare is needed. Of course, with all due teasing.

[ 🐈‍⬛ ] — what about pets ¿ who's the owner , what kind , have you met the critter(s) , do they like you ¿

Funnily enough I do have a cat irl, but I never consider or think about too much of my F/Os meeting my cat! I'm not sure why, it just never crosses my mind very much. I feel as though Leland would be too caught up in constantly running and going around different places that it interferes with him being able to have a pet. Second closest thing I would get to that would be perhaps some plushies like ones of a horse or something getting introduced to him, and he will absolutely play along and be like "Them? Oh, I already know them. Yeah, they spilled all the dirt on you while you were gone." And we both get a laugh out of it!

[speedyshark95]

thank fuck im going to nordschleife next week (need to vent dont mind this post please)

for some reason venting on my blog is very freeing so. this will dissapear soon in between other posts ig

loosing 3kgs in a week when youre already underweight is definetly something

im trying to eat i really am but i just cant, my body rejects it even if i think about it. i was doing so well why is it coming back. its so fucking unfair

being weighed for racing and they keep asking me if i was carrying weights before cause im too light, risking literal disqualification. my bad im underweight lemme just gain 5 kgs yea

blood sugar too low

blood pressure too high

and its all cause of stress, get it away from me. let me have some decent rest after not having any for YEARS. insomnia also goes crazy

this is your fault "dad" you fucking asshole

havent seen my irl friends in weeks, they know im not doing great. im trying to trust them, open up.

no one checked on me in weeks, thats what i get for being vaunrable

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why is the sport i fell in love with so damn expensive

the only thing that feels freeing, when i feel at peace, when im driving. i can barely afford it, im working my ass off for every euro i can get so i can drive. idd do anything to be able to drive more but its just imposible

i would open commisions or a shop or somthing but im too burnt out to handle a shop and i barely get drawings out as is. cant even draw something for myself how am i supposed to draw something for someone else.

hard to get out of bed again

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"youll find someone when youre older"

"oh youre just so young you will expierence love some day"

"its alright i didnt know what love was at your age either"

shut up seriously

i have dated multiple people men, women, people who were figuring themselves out

ive tried liking them, ive tried liking the things they wanted to expirement with, ive tried putting myself out there being open to becoming close to someone. mentally and physically.

i dont want it

i dont get it

why is everyone getting into relationships or wanting them

i never fucking understood

i know i dont want anything romantic, i know i dont want anything sexual. stop telling me romantic/sexual relationships are normal and ill "find someone who changes the way i feel about them"

i know i wont, dont force me into more unwanted relationships im uncomfterble with and just end up hurting the other person

atp calling me heartless for rejecting someone is better than loosing another person whos dear to me by dating them cause "social conformity"

romantic fiction is the closest i get to understanding because i never will, ill always keep fantisising about being able to feel what most feel. but i will never feel romantic love

(drowing myself in lialex ig is an result of that)

[olderthannetfic]

I've seen a couple of anons ask about RCDart, and since it's now internet history, let me put my hyperfixation to use. Sorry for the long post.

BTW, you guys can still check their blogs using Wayback Machine if you want to get an opinion about the whole thing just by looking at what RCDart themselves used to post, rather than being stuck with the memes. One is rcdart, and their NSFW one was rtitties.

Anyways, they used to be really famous and beloved on Tumblr, especially in the Marvel fandom. Their art was quite good, very late 2010s style, but that's what was considered cool on this hellhole back then.

Then, all throughout 2016, their style worsened significantly, but there was no critique that stuck because Rory (RCDart's name) would just get pissed and use the fact that they were going to Cal Arts to call others stupid for not liking it. All their drawings became very stereotyped, and not in a good way either.

The main critiques they were receiving regarded how they depicted Mexican women and trans men:

Rory depicted Maria from The Book Of Life as a woman with a lot of thick body hair, as well as having a mustache. People complained that it was a representation of bad stereotypes regarding Mexican women, but Rory didn't listen and said that they were adopted from Mexico, so they could do whatever they wanted.

Their most infamous character was trans!Steve Rogers, which a lot of trans men complained about, both in call out posts and to Rory personally. The issue was that Rory would draw Steve with very big breasts and a super tiny waist, put him in feminine clothes and lingerie, and would write posts about how they wanted him to have the biggest breast size that exists, called him stuff like bimbo, slut, etc, talk about how he didn't mind saying he had a pussy. Trans guys came forward and told them that their obsession for Steve's genitalia was borderline fetishistic and causing them to experience dysphoria. Rory's responses to this were always non-apologies.

If I remember correctly, there were also people bringing up the fact that they would draw Sam Wilson as a minstrel show character, but I don't think this was brought up until much later.

After this, it's a bit difficult to say what happened. They posted one last time in December 2016, and that was about it. I initially thought that what drove Rory out of Tumblr were the callout posts, but they all seem to have been written way before December. My best guess is that people began meme-ing that drawing of Steve and Tony holding hands, and Rory didn't want to deal with it.

They still used Twitter, it's where they posted the infamous Jim Crow drawing of Star Wars Finn and the equally infamous drawing of Kylo Ren, and there people didn't really stand for that drawing of Finn. Rory posted an apology, but people were aware of how they'd do things (apologize publicly and resume doing what they were sorry for as soon as things quieted down) and didn't take it seriously, so their Twitter was gone in a couple of months too (this was early 2018, so they probably deleted everything at once).

This is pretty much it. If you're still on the fence about the "is it transphobic, is not not" question, I advise you use Wayback Machine to see for yourself and make your own opinion.

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[ichika27]

OnS Chapter 130

Aaaaaaaah!!!! The lore thickens!

I am just dreading to make this since tumblr's post editor updated to being a pain the ass to use lol. I can't just not blog about reading OnS chapters cause it's the only way I can "re-read" them when they become unavailable. Why have the scanlators stopped working on this, I'd never know but I'm sad they don't seem to be around anymore for this manga (I mean I'd still read stuff on mangaplus but if I want to backread at least I'd have a way...).

While Yuu-chan and Mika are having a chat and probably some potential existensial crisis, Rigr seem to be checking out the 1st Progenitor's memories.

Would you look at that? He got there at the exact point in the memory world that Yuu-chan and Mika last watched! How convenient lol.

Rigr now knows about Shika Madu's past.

The reincarnated angels don't remember their past lives but it seems Shika Madu is okay with them living unaware of it. After all, tragic backstories and all.

Rigr now knowing the truth, it seems he now cares about the 1st Progenitor. Shika Madu might be an asshole but he still cares about his angel subjects even after all this time. He knows it would be difficult and he might not be able to succeed but he's not going to give up hope.

It makes me wonder more what his plan is in the present since he seems to be fucking over those he says he cares about.

Anyways, Rigr ends up crying even if he doesn't have his past life memories which made him wonder if those memories still lie within him somewhere.

I'm not gonna lie, I have no idea what to call him now that it's revealed he's the real Mika. Anyways, he was finally noticed by Shika Madu which is bad cause he has a plan.

Angel Mika is alive now and he needs to make his father think he's still dead so he asks homonculus!Yuu to take his place. He'd even forget his real identity to make things more convincing.

"No matter how many eons it takes... no matter how many generations we go through... in the end, we'll save everybody!" declared human Yuu whose actually the real angel Mika (this is gonna be confusing lol. I'm calling him Past!Yuu). It didn't matter how long it took and what the circumstances have become, Yuu-chan has always wanted to save everyone no matter when and it's always been his goal.

(I wish I could take the screenshot of when he said this but it's hard to crop with the length)

Homonculus!Yuu seems hesitant at first but he happily agreed with Past!Yuu's plan and he's now the new Mika.

New!Mika (yes, I'm not calling him that) is given his first task for his newest role. I'm guessing the "seven lights" are the black keys? Maybe? Anyways, he basically made it so that his father would do a bunch of detours before getting to his goal lol.

Past!Yuu erased (although more like locked away) his memories of being Angel Mika. He promises New!Mika that no matter what, he'd come back and collect him and New!Mika happily promises back.

Beams of light shoot out from New!Mika and Shika Madu catches one of them. On his hand he finds one of the black keys (I was right earlier! lol). He thinks homonculus!Yuu might've done something but basically thinks "Nah, I made him and he can't think for himself." so he turns his attention to Past!Yuu.

Past!Yuu acts like he knows nothing (either he's acting or the memory lock worked too well) and Shika Madu doesn't buy it and checks his memories which kills Past!Yuu in the process. Shika Madu confirms that Past!Yuu totally knows noting (lol if only you knew).

Shika Madu laments the fragility of the humans he created as he estimated that they might not even live to be a hundred.

Shika Madu doesn't realize that close by, Past!Yuu aka the real Angel Mika had been reborn again.

Aww!! A proper reunion between Mika and Yuu! Yuu-chan had fullfilled his promise! They still don't actually have their past life memories but they're okay with it as they think it'd have been bad if they actually did all this time. After all, it took this long to get this far in their plans and they went through so much that if they remembered everything, it'd have made them suffer more and give up.

They're reminded of the vampires who hated being immortal cause it caused them suffering.

These two are now having a discussion on the meaning of (their) life. They wonder why they should keep going and why Yuu-chan should make Mika human again. Mika answers that he wants to live and die with Yuu-chan (aww... that's so sweet!). Yuu-chan asks if that'd really make Mika happy and Mika says he thinks so.

Mika is slowly but surely turning into a full demon and Yuu-chan says he won't let it happen. Yuu-chan concludes that they don't clearly remember their past lives and they'd continue living this life and would try to reach their present lives goal: save everyone (especially the dead Hyakuya orphans and Guren and their friends) and turn Mika back to human.

Hope restored! Yuu-chan likens their current situation to a video game and thinks that they have a chance now that they know the lore. Mika agrees!

Their current goal? Get the seven keys!

Oh!! Flashback to eight years ago!

Ferid is wondering why the First Progenitor wants to make a "Mikaela" and what even is a "Mikaela" in the first place. He says he wasn't compatible to become this Mikaela and the First Progenitor himself cannot be whatever it was.

He also got his hands on little Yuu-chan and Mika (they were drugged and were sound asleep) to check their memories. Someone else is there with Ferid however...

Ferid asked Guren if Guren had checked the kids' memories and he hasn't yet.

Oh... what does this mean?!

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That last panel though. Guren looked weird lol. Had their chins always been this round/big? I mean I knew the illustrator's artstyle had changed over the years as this manga had been running for a long time now but this is the first time I really notice. I don't like it lol. Makes them look weird and old. I might not like Guren that much but I have to admit he's handsome and this? Not at all lol.

Okay! We got the lore!! I'm happy and excited and this feels like the most hilarious development I've seen in this story in a while. Angel Mika is smart and immediately have some kind of starting plan for his goal. Sadly, it seems turning himself into Yuu-chan also lowered his braincells lol jk. It seems no one else in this metaphorical chess game realized that someone they wanted to take as pawn is also playing the game.

Guren and Shika Madu totally fucked up their plans all because they were targetting the wrong kid! Especially Guren who had been with Yuu-chan longer in this current life cause his actions in the last couple of chapters made Yuu-chan reject helping him. I think if Yuu-chan had gotten back his memories of being Angel Mika and if Guren knew about this fact, Guren probably would've had a better chance of convincing Yuu-chan to sacrifice himself since Yuu-chan's goal in life (both the past and present) was to save everyone including Mika.

Oh, ther irony! XD

This isn't a perfect story, I admit. I don't think this turn of events had been hinted before (if it had been, then it's my fault I missed all the clues) but I don't care. I'm still having a lot of fun reading.

Mika telling Yuu-chan once again that he'd just want them to live together until the end made me sooo happy! Ah, it's times like these I'm happy to be a MikaYuu fan haha. I remember that in the PSP game, they did mention this also with Mika and Yuu wanting to live and raise kids together. (>///<)

I'm curious now about what Shika Madu is actually feeling about all this in the present. He did care a lot about everyone back then but now it doesn't seem to be the case and he's willing to sacrifice the other vampires just to get his son back. But then again knowing that he could just have them reincarnated, maybe he's okay with sacrificing the current them cause he can just make new bodies for the vampires.

Also wondering why Shika Madu kept remaking the Yuu from Ancient Greece. Did he realize there's something special about this new human? Did he realize that in a way, this was the human form of the homonculus eyeball (actually Angel Mika)? Or did he just think of making a human version of homonculus Yuu cause it'd be easier to experiment on something like him which he could just remake? I wonder if it's the reason why Yuu from Ancient Greece didn't have emotions while the new humans created in the past had personalities or seemingly could have one even before getting possessed by angels?

Also, Shika Madu's tragic backstory is enough to make Rigr sympathize or at least care about him though. I wonder how this would affect things as Rigr hated the First Progenitor and was willing to oppose him. How about now?

That ending there though. What did Ferid mean by "Have you looked into their memories?" when talking to Guren? Vampires have now been revealed to be able to read memories - Rigr and Shika Madu did so earlier and Ferid says he would at the end although I think I should've seen this coming since vampires turn into demons and demons have that ability. Does the question mean Guren also have that power? How?? Or is it Mahiru-no-Yo's power their talking about since she's now Guren's demon? Hmmm..... but then again, didn't they mention a connection between the Ichinose clan and Rigr?

Oh my god, so many questions! XD

I'm so glad I didn't end up taking too many photos cause tumblr had a photo limit for posts and I didn't hit that. Excited for the next chapter! Hope it's as fun as this one.

If I don't get to post anything in the next few days, here's a Happy Holidays to you! I hope you have fun and thanks for reading. :)

[marengogo]

hi!!

i have some questions regarding the cake issue, i'd ask chikooritajjk, but i'm honestly terrified of them 😞

did the other members get a cake for a pre release track?

ik jin got one for 'astronaut' and jk got one for both 'dreamers' + 'seven', but those are both singles...

so imo it's a little weird that the company would get tae a cake for a 'love me again' and 'rainy days' and not just wait for his album

also i saw them talking about wasting cake, but isn't there a thing where they can have the bakery frost styrofoam so it'll look like a cake? plus the members are given cakes on their birthday and sometimes they don't eat them...

don't want to cause issues btw! if jimin really didn't want a cake, i'm fine with it bc that's his choice, i'm just confused about some things

if you don't feel like answering, you don't have to!

ik you (and other bloggers) are not chikooritajjk's mail box and if i was able to come off anon without causing myself a anxiety attack 🙃, i would definitely just ask them directly! but i also like your thoughts and opinions as well on bts and jikook related things 😊

sorry for bothering you 💜

so i see my ask was taken the wrong way 😞 just want to clear up a few things i don't hate chikooritajjk, i honestly think they're lovely and are very helpful with explaining things (streaming, bts, jikook, queer topics ect), so it does make me sad that it came across that way i'm scared of them bc i have social anxiety and really want to talk to them about things they discuss (i know, it's a me problem, got that 🫡) and trust me, it took a lot to even send that ask bc ik people don't always like answering asks concerning other bloggers wasn't trying to sabotage your friendship with them either, i follow both your blogs and love BOTH OF YOUR POSTS i sent the cake ask bc i'm genuinely confused and had some questions, and like i said ik it was more so an ask for chikooritajjk, but you have been interacting their posts and agreeing with them and i also wanted to hear YOUR OWN thoughts on it i don't mind being corrected or told i'm wrong btw, as long as someone isn't rude or disrespectful (which neither you or chikooritajjk have been btw!!) i do fear that this interaction has only reinforced my issues with interacting off anon with jkkrs though, after this i'll leave you both alone (won't send anymore asks), as that is probably you want so sorry for bothering you both, i truly did not mean to cause any discomfort or issues with my ask and probably this one.... hope you both are doing well and can't wait for more of your insightful posts! — a lost anon

Hello 🎂-Anon,

Hope you don’t mind me calling you like this, if you do please let me know.

I’ve been sitting here trying to figure out the best way to tackle your Ask as I think I’ve kinda already addressed your second ask in my post this morning. See, the thing is, whoever “baked” this particular conspiracy was so successful that many are now really so convinced that the absence of said eggs, flour & milk are actually a substantial part of a lot of the evil surrounding JM. 

But let me start with the easy part of the Ask. “did the other members get a cake for a pre release track?” Namjoon didn’t get a single slice of cake from Hybe, be it pre-release or release don't worry about what the tweet says, just want you to check out the type of cakes Joonie received, if you are interested!:

Two of the cakes were given to him by separate groups of his own friends and one was sent to him by the production team of “The Dictionary of Useless Human Knowledge”.

Now, to get back to the “source of evil” topic, it is very much an issue with the way that Chapter 2 is unfolding. It’s not about eggs, flour & milk, but about the people who found a way to make you believe that eggs, flour & milk are part of the problem. It’s about not being aware of what kind of space your SM environment might have turned into, such as not knowing that Namjoon also didn’t receive a cake, because the same people who are guiding your perception are also, shaping your environment and trying to create narratives that heavily aid in hindering the gravity of real issues that the boys might be facing.

So please, if you can, forget about the cake 🎂-Anon! It’s not about wastage or the performative act, or whatever. Did JM want cake from HYBE specifically? Unless he tells us, we can’t know, I mean if you ask me, he seems to have planned his FACE WEVERSE live to a T, I really don’t think he wanted any. Anyways, what we do now know though, thanks to Tae, is that there is a high possibility he might have not wanted it. Same as Joon.

The mishandling of Chapter 2 is so Ugh! Quite literally it is as if Pandora’s Box was opened and all sorts of shit just came rushing out 😩😩😩. BUT I will address all of these in the post I mentioned that I am working on, so for now, If I could please ask you to take a second and think about the boys real quick. MEGA-Celebrities who have been in the game for 10 years (without counting pre-debut) and not only that, they are part of the biggest group on this planet, they are BIG-big, with big money, and big problems … do you see them losing sleep over eggs, flour & milk? 

Should we be? 

Hope this answers your question and I really do hope you’ll be looking forward to my post, cause, ONCE AGAIN, I REALLY CAN'T STRESS THIS ENOUGH: There is soooooo much in Chapter 2 that needs to be address for-real-real 🤡. 

Always respectfully yours 💜🫰🏾,

Marengo.

[monzamash]

just don’t understand why u keep saying you’ve gone off daniel because of ‘what he said/did earlier in the season’ yet ur perfectly happy to write for lando who also made questionable comments idk just feels hypocritical. what made landos comments ok but daniels so horrid lol it makes no sense 👍 if u want to be a daniel hater just come out and say it instead of being all coy about it and pretending like ur not being weird about it cause u say u won’t write for him and then u update ur layout and put up a picture of it lmao so which is it

i don’t know if this is the same anon that’s been sending me shit every second day for months about this - i’m going to give you the benefit of the doubt and say it’s not because of the way you’ve typed this out but the message is still the same and this is the last straw.

i don’t hate daniel. if you look at my last post i said that he’s a big part of why i fell in love with f1. he was also the reason i started this blog so just because i’m not writing for him now, doesn’t mean i hate him. it’s not as black and white for me as it seems to be for you.

writing doesn’t define my blog - its something i do when i feel like it and most of the time i’m either chatting with you guys on here or supporting other writers. it was a fun escape but lately it’s been the opposite of that.

people may not like this but in my opinion daniels comments were significantly more damaging than landos vague response to a question that nobody could factually corroborate. i don’t think i’m alone in thinking that. daniel straight up said the one thing i personally hate the most when someone’s defending an abuser which is, “well [insert name] has always been good to me so…” that’s what upset me the most and now i have no desire to write for him. that is simply how i feel and if you don’t agree/understand, it’s all good. try and find other blogs who do share your views. makes life a lot easier.

anyway, did daniels comments make me want to erase every trace of him from my blog? no but i made it clear that i wouldn’t be writing for him for the foreseeable future and if anything changed, i would give people the heads up. what i absolutely won’t be doing is caving in to bullies who hide behind a shadow on the fucking internet who say i that i should delete my blog and myself while i’m at it.

so the context of why i made a header with daniel in it was that i thought including him would allow people the chance to bounce if they don’t want to read any daniel fics or interact with a blog that had a lot of daniel content in the past - people hate him and have made sure to tell me how fucked i am to still have his fics in my masterlist. thats the sort of hate that really gets to me because i’m so proud of some of those fics and spent a lot of time on them. that’s one reason why I won’t ever delete them but it’s also because there are daniel fans out there who hopefully feel like they can still interact with me even if we don’t share the exact same opinion. i don’t want that to change.

another thing to note is that this header was up for like two seconds and the fact you saw it must mean you’re just stalking my page? are you checking in to call me out the second i do something wrong? and you think i’m weird? alright lol

lastly, saying i’m being coy and weird isn’t fair - i’ve been honest about where i stand and even when i’ve been unsure, i was still being upfront and owning the fact that i didn’t know what direction this blog would take after all that. so if what i’ve said in this post or in the past isn’t enough for you, then just leave please. literally leave me alone because i don’t want to do this anymore.

[pileofpawns]

Intro post!!! Wauuugh! Finally!

I have been meaning to make one these for ages but I've never gotten around to it lmao

Hi there, I'm Plum! I'm 17 years old and my pronouns are she/her (though idc if you use they/them on me either). I'm a disabled aroace cis girl. Nice to meet ya! This is where I tip my brain contents into - Consistency does not exist here! I mostly post about my interests (which can change very rapidly), but also make generally nonsensical shitposts and rarely post art I make.

Misc info about me:

I'm okay with any and all gendered language being used on me. I'm not a guy but you can call me one if it's funny (or even if it’s not funny)

Common speech quirks and things I say and type a lot include "wowzers", "eep", abbreviating "-ing" to "-in", and capitalizing words for emphasis

I LOVE turtles. Can't get enough of em. My favorite species is the three-toed box turtle!

You are always free to mention me on posts or send me asks for literally anything! People nudging me to show me something they think I'd like brings me SO much joy.

Fruity fella who loves (literal) fruit

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I am disabled!! (I know I said it at the top) My disabilities include ADHD, dermatillomania, misophonia, mitral valve prolapse, and major depressive disorder. I’m only sharing these because I’m comfortable doing so and I want to talk about them!

I have a habit of calling anyone who I am even slightly acquainted with "bestie". If this makes you uncomfortable please let me know and I will stop!

I make visual art, write, and craft things sometimes! You can check out my stuff under the tags #plums art and #plum writes . I've also been playin the violin for uhhh... 7 years now?

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I'm a scalie and also alterhuman in some kinda way!! I don't really label it lol but I am a three-toed box turtle in some capacity.

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Non-definitive list of fandoms I'm in/media I enjoy:

Sonic the Hedgehog

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (mostly 2003 and rise but I love all iterations)

Tales from the Stinky Dragon

Usagi Yojimbo

PaRappa the Rapper/UmJammer Lammy

Rhythm Heaven

Samba de Amigo

Magic the Gathering (not really versed in the lore but I do play the game!)

Dungeons & Dragons

Spongebob Squarepants (the main cartoon and the musical)

Kid Cosmic

South Park (I am not very active in the fandom anymore and have not watched the actual show in ages, but I will occasionally like/reblog fanart. I recognize the problems it and it’s creators have.)

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