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minus the turtle foot necklace that i have somewhere, the deer horn, and couple other bug necklaces i have, this is my collection so far over time
this is not how i store them of course, just showing it all laid out here.
#animal death //#idk what else to tag this#ignore the dirt. ive had incense stored in this shelf recently#plus its like. old as shit#porcupine quills a horseshoe crab molt a turtle shell a woodchuck skull a beaver face pelt and a unicorn beetle
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Scrooge outfit: Neil, Todd, and Cameron
Heart Boxers: Knox, Charlie, and Pitts
Pink robe: Meeks and Keating
I will forever be indebted to anyone who draws fanarts of them in these outfits
#I will give my life for anyone who draws mittsie in these outfits; like please can you imagine someone banging on their door at odd hours#and Meeks answering the door in a flowy pink robe; sleep not fully out of his eyes as an equally sleepy Pitts is seen behind him in heart#boxers like poets don’t even say anything because they know if they do Meeks can verbally destroy them so they don’t even attempt#plus they value their grades so they try not to piss Meeks off; but like dude the mittsie fanart would go crazy in these#and anderperry both dressing like an old Victorian couple to go to sleep is so funny to me like I can see it so clearly#and the side eyes both Cameron and Charlie would give each other at bedtime every night and before they got into bed but also I could see#them just never bringing it up until like they get in a fight in the dining hall where Cameron is trying to tell Charlie to stop throwing#his dirty clothes into Cameron’s hamper so Cameron will wash them and Charlie is denying doing this and Cameron is like ‘dude you and I#both know those are not my boxers’ ‘how do I know you didn’t steal them’ ‘you literally wore them two days ago’ ‘how do you know that’ ‘you#literally rarely wear pants around our room what do you mean how do I know that’ ‘well who knows; might’ve been yours to begin with and I#stole them so I was just now returning them’ ‘I would NEVER buy boxers that tacky’ ‘exCUSE YOU our boxers aren’t tacky’ ‘your boxers that#I’m not washing’ ‘it’s like you don’t even love me’ and then rumors start that they’re gay and both pull a face of disgust like ‘you think#my standards are THAT low; I do have some dignity’ they say in unison before turning to the other like ‘what’s wrong with me?’#and then Knox would be over there by his lonesome cause he had some random roommate rather than one of these boys as a roommate so he#doesn’t get to see any of them in these outfits nor them him in his heart boxers#keating would be in the teachers wing and they would all have to rush to a scene in the middle of the night and they would all be giving#Keating a side eye like wtf is this grown man wearing ‘John. you look… that robe’ ‘yes; what a better way to appreciate the every day but#making the every day extraordinary; sometimes we must treat ourselves to truly understand life’s meaning’ ‘and that pink shit does that?’#‘well of course; its silk Kevin.’ ‘right.’#dps#dead poets society#gerard pitts#charlie dalton#richard cameron#neil perry#todd anderson#steven meeks#knox overstreet#mr keating#the poets as…
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simon the harrowed watching simon riley degrade further into insanity and when hunter gary sanderson shows up in the nightmare he warns him to watch out for a skull masked hunter annihilating anyone who gets near him with a beasthunter saif
warnings of “in another lifetime maybe he could have been your ally…but i doubt someone as far gone as he is can be reasoned with anymore” doesn’t stop sanderson from trying; he didn’t get the nickname roach for giving up easily
even as riley tries to obliterate him with the deadly precision of a practiced hunter coupled with the unhinged blood lust of a hunter intoxicated by the hunt sanderson keeps fighting back until he has riley flat on his back, his threaded cane pressed down tight on riley's throat to keep him still, looking into the covered eyes of the unhinged man that he knows can still see him, quietly reminding him of the hunt he abandoned before he gave in to his clear grief and agony; telling him they can take on ludwig together, take the research hall and the astral clocktower together, free the poor wizened child from his suffering together, if only riley would come back to himself, remember who he is and his purpose as a hunter; they could transcend the hunt together, gain true insight together, if only riley would remember who he was and could still be
#cod x bloodborne au#fully insane about this btw#i think i'm gonna have both father g and father tav exist at the same time in this#this takes place after my fic where soap and ghost fuck at the tomb of oedon#ghost has become *extremely* unhinged since then#i'll probs stick to the canon that henryk is dead and father g is alone now tho#also probably gonna pull some non-canon bs about him transforming back#its *MY* insane au and *I* cherry pick the canon bits to include#also djura#my beloved#my aroace king#i just KNOW him and mactavish would be gruff older man besties#i'll have roach encounter djura at some point in old yharnam#probably have roach befriend him too cause i fucked up my run trying to do that and wanted to sob#HATE the blood starved beast fight still omk FUCK that shit#cause apparently u gotta run through old yharnam without killing anything; kill the BSB to get the gaolers to spawn; go to hypogean gaol#trigger paarl (dont have to kill him yet); and THEN go back to djuras tower without him seeing you and he'll be friendly#getting through the area without killing anything isn't that hard but collecting items???#i was going insane trying to kill the bsb because i wasnt getting all the antidotes & beast blood pellets around old yharnam bc believe it#or not even earlier on running around in bloodborne trying to collect shit without killing anything is INCREDIBLY difficult!#so i was missing the fucking beast blood pellets around that one corner where the scourge beast drops down off the wall at you cause. well.#a scourge beast drops down off the wall to try and attack you AND theres that one that bursts out of the doorway by the stairs#so like#being cornered in an alley by two of them at once when theyre both aggro'd???#i dont even like trying to kill two at once and theyre really not that hard to kill#theyre easy enough to dodge theyre just annoying#plus i still need to go back to hypogean gaol to get the tonitrus cause i missed it in my last run and fuck buying it#i'm upping my arcane in this one to 15 so i can try out ludwigs holy blade eventually once i get to him cause i just wanna try it#i focused on my skill & strength stats in my other save file bc those make the game a lot easier#i'm doing a bloodtinge build this time which doesnt pay off like forever bc the good shit is all at cainhurst and you cant get the summons
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gang working with my period today fucking sucked, I took like 2 extra strength Tylenol and it didn't help ☹️
#but on a plus side one of my coworkers offered to let me go sit down for a bit if i needed to. hes so nice guys i love working with him 😭😭#all of my coworkers are lovely i dint hate any of them#my favs are todd & alyssa & arianna#todd is really quiet and wss on of rhe first people i worked with#he is like old and its funny bc his handwriting is shit#but he is easy to ask questions he never gets irritated with me#and Alyssa ☹️☹️ i love her#shes one of the 1st people i worked with too#she is so funny and so sweet and i would die for her#same with ariana i have known her since 3rd grade#shes so sweet and amazing and i love hesring abiut her animals
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AU where Karma’s a secret DOA member because he deserved more and i need to see him with Sigma and Nikolai 😭😭😭
#he joins a literal terrorist group w/ a three year old a shitty politician a vampire a clown and a rat and its still better than where he#was before so like what can he do about it 😓#ALRIGHT LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN. Karma’s been in constant terror of Ace using his ability on him. so he has a reason to get rid of abilities.#Ace’s thing was casinos so he’ll be good with Sigma. he’s a child so people won’t suspect him. he can be like their mascot or some shit#he looks older than Grenade Necklace Girl so maybe Fyodor wouldnt blow him up#plus yokohama needs its Official Redhead Showdown#bsd#bungo stray dogs#decay of angels#bsd karma#bsd ace#fyodor dostoevsky#bsd sigma#fukuchi ouchi#nikolai gogol#bram stoker
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Seeing all my old Star Wars art getting reblogged
#PLEASE ITS REALLY NOT GOOD#LIKE#ILL REDRAW SOME OF THAT SHIT IF IT JUST MAKES YOU GUYS STOP#I DONT WANNA REMEMBER THE UGLY OLD ART#OLEASE#I DIDNT EVEN HAVE A GOOD LAPTOP AT THE TIME SO A LOT OF THE ART IS COMPLETELY FUCKED UP IN TERMS OF COLOR#PLUS I WAS A TEENAGER SO I WASNT EVEN DECENT AT DRAWING YET
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fun fact about me i was an avid google+ user back in the day up till its closure and for some unholy reason i had notifications turned on for gmail and got an email for every comment, mention, or post my friends made so now i have a little time capsule sitting in the back of my gmail whenever i open it and it makes me wanna cry whenever i look through the old friends i lost contact with forever after it shut down.... :,)
#gu6chan's musings#lemme tell you the tale of katrina notory!!!!#she was the OC of an old RP buddy on G+ i absolutely ADORED#she and i did a LOT of black butler RP with our OCs; and katrina was 14 iirc?#but both were the classic 'noble in a contract with a demon' OCs as was standard then; though katrina was much more serious and brooding#while alice had dubious sanity (which makes me cringe looking back at how i wrote it then; but alas...)#the thing is that katrina had the whole arc of 'UGH why do i have to work with this menace' to genuinely coming to care about alice over#time; and alice did too!! (in her strange little way) and we as admins both joked they were gay as shit for each other after a while#and it was so cute bc we'd just tag each other out of the blue like 'i had an idea for an RP; wanna do it' and just jump right into it!!!#im sobbing..... i miss them sm....#but to the point!!!!#after google plus shutdown; i was working on alice's story arc when i realised that over time; katrina had gradually grown into such an#integral part of Alice's character that it was IMPOSSIBLE for her to make any sense#or have a 'purpose' in her story without her; so i incorporated katrina as a character to her original story not long after. and like...#im still kinda 'eh' since its practically stealing someone else's oc... but i made enough#changes to her story and design that its slightly better; i think? still not justified but regardless#i've had katrina as part of that 'family' for like 6 years now; and its just;;; isn't that the most romantic thing ever?#to literally be so integral to someone else theyre incomplete without having you there... theyd find each other in any universe; literally#and its like!!! i know they're OCs and fictional but. i think soulmates exist for them :') im just glad they still get to be together#even through the shutdown and me losing contact with their original creator... kawaii cookie; if youre out there.........#honestly i might have to face the nostalgia demon one of these days and draw their old interactions 😭#i love them so much. they were meant for each other so baddddd ouaghhhh...
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i Need to take up embroidery now rIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#walmart didnt have a starter kit and hobby lobby is closed RRRRUHHUERHRHRRRR#i was always like i love it but its simply somebody elses thing my whole life until like 1 am last night my brain unlocked#the things i could make with practice and patience i need to seeeE CONSARNIT shit would be SOOO COOL#i want to just have fun with it and be jovially shitty at it for a while until i pick up on things#ive forgotten everything ive learned throughout my life when it comes to sewing & that of the like but i feel like itll click after a while#itll definitely be a lil side hobby bc holy FUCK i dont have time to really sit down and invest atm but still#maybe my small new years resolution is get better at embroidery and see my progress bc i lov that shit#plus when im like 60+ yrs old imagine what crazy shit i could do if i start now#ANYWAY ill get to those asks eventually theres some that i simply want to draw for but brother im sniper focused on getting this damn comic#done and DONE so i might have to answer them way later tbh unless its super easy and quick to answer imma have to put off asks cause im#hellbent the comic should be done by early february
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i read the hunger games books multiple times over as a kid, and i didnt like katniss' ending at first, bc my hyperlexic ass could read the words long before i could REALLY Comprehend the concepts, but as soon as i got a firm understanding of aromanticism and trauma and and etcetc... i like it a lot now
#^bro had the most subtleeeee learning delay !!!!#it kind of disturbs me because like. i just. didnt have a teacher that really helped me UNDERSTAND stuff like themes? i was shy#and i was REALLY good at guessing on questions like theme and mood based on what the teacher said#but i didnt. GET them i usually got half points or missed those questions or wasnt detailed enough#same thing with character motivation#unless i was intimately familiar with the story#and even then stuff like hs and su and mp100... it took multiple times over and also participation in fan discussion to Get what was happen#idk what happened or why it clicked#it was like. slowly thru junior year and into senior i had 2 great teachers in a row#the texts we read were interesting and were about things i could identify as giving a shit about from a fairly surface level#i dont know what made it click..#which is what makes me think its hyperlexia#it was really like an epiphany? or a set of epiphanies#but i could read a LOT of words really fucking fast#i was reading on my own when i was 4#which apparently isnt normal#and they said i read at a 7th grade level when i was in 3rd grade#and by the time i was in 7th grade i was reading at a college level#which! at my school was pretty much just based on knowing vocab!!!!#and damn did i know vocab. i just couldnt.. see.. the bigger picture....... Um. *gulps in missed autism diagnosis*#just connected that thats a manifestation of focusing on the details..#but yeah its weird#i was always pretty sure i didnt have any major developmental delays#just trouble communicating and socializing etcetc sensory issues whatever#im p sure i hit all my milestones on time or early as a bebe#except that... also i was (am...) a wanderer. i got the cops called on me by my family cause i wandered to a neighbors house (there were#kids a little older than me there and i had an older neighbor friend from another house so i thought it was chill. plus they had video game#and i lived w old people so i didnt get any games until i was 7 (dsi))#im pretty sure they wouldnt have called the cops if it was a white family -_- they would refer to them as Them Patels -_-#but regardless i was pulling the irish goodbye before i shouldve LOL
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also guess which complainer about cevio/voisona's supposed lack of vocal dynamics controls finally Looked Up. and Discovered.
#IN MY DEFENSE on cevio its hidden by default you have to unhide it#but not in my defence it was just out there in voisona. but in my defense again i got scared by the key controls above it#what if the key signature controls kills me. what if i make eyecontact with it and it kills me#but this shit rules ITS NOT as versatile as my beloved sv tension parameter#you cant go from loud to soft within a note for example#BUT this still adds so so SO much. plus i like the usage of forte and piano for it#i like putting a bunch of pp all over my synth covers. normal thing to say#OH ANOTHER THING IN MY DEFENSE for me not looking at the big black bar and seeing the controls is that there are Not many cevio tutorials#in english or otherwise. most are a little basic or too old so they dont mention these parts. i did watch a few japanese tutorials#most were also too old so they have different UI BUT i did watch one where the dude started fucking with dynamics and i was like WHAT#besides most unofficial tutorials and manuals especially in the english speaking world like Only focus on pitch editing. WHICH makes#a BIT of sense in that older software basically just had that + breathiness and maybe formant as things to edit. but we live in the future#i think there is much more to play with than just pitch bends especially with newer software. lot of fun to be had!!#ia has a really nice special type of phoneme in cevio that makes her go suuuuper soft and relaxed which im having fun playing with!
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Do you have thoughts about Baby Henry and his Great Aunt Matilda?
Oh BOY do I.
I could literally go on and on forever but I should redirect you to this entire fic which is basically a coherent, carefully constructed, novel of those thoughts:
(Those with an astute eye will notice that I call Matilda Henry’s aunt, as in his fathers sister, as opposed to his great aunt. Maybe this is due to the copious amounts of inheritance fuckery brought up in the first chapter. Maybe I forgot because rereading nothing but shadows makes me sad. Maybe I can make it work and I’m going with it.)
#*smacking four year old Henry on the head* this bad boy can hold so many childhood symptoms of autism#look at him. he had no friends. didn't respond when people called his name. zero imitating of the adults around him.#would scream bloody murder if you tried to take something he liked away from him. absolutely did not babble.#probably didn't talk until he was like five. is picking up on no one elses emotions. never seems to waver from “:)” regardless ofenvironmen#anyways. I’m crawling all over the wall connecting random sentences from the books together with red string#Dissecting this shit to the core#Used my Jstor account to go study the York dialect in the 1850s#Which is different than just the accent btw#because I connected the dots#I can make that mistake work actually#Add it to “mistakes I make that actually make sense”#Gloria Branwell does not like her in-laws. Or her husband. Or anyone honestly#plus the inheritance fuckery happening brought up in the first chapter#So a lot of relationships are being being blurred#its worth noting that for all intents and purposes Henry did think she was his great aunt#Which is mostly because a) his mother hated her and b) she died when he was like ten#and therefore died way younger than one would assume she would have.#anyways I love that fic#of all my fics (despite the glaring mistake that I genuinely cannot believe I made what the fuck caterpillar) that one is like#the most detailed#most carefully built up#most “could be inserted into canon”
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imagine my horror today trying to troubleshoot the misbehaving shower head when i unscrewed it from the wall mount and there was no plumbers tape around the threads
#the plumbers tape didnt work btw. its the head. but i bought a pull down head so all is well and it WILL be installed properly#that old showerhead is a piece of shit like it drives me insane i cant pull it down to rinse the tub after cleaning it#plus i think its at least a billion years old
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Magensia?
#i feel like my writing has gotten dumb#like not a bad dumb per se#but...dumb#like I'm not doing too hot describing things like i used to or having a certaim flow#and ive gone back through and re read some other work ive done and its like trying to find the missing link#noticed it too with drabbles to an extent#side effect from college? more burn out? insomnia? health problems? all the above?#i want my brain back at its old capacity#i want to churn out 10 plus pages a day of material like i used to#and not struggle so damn much#i got the movies playing in my head but finding words has been shit#i need someone to pick my brain apart#in a affectionate way#like a mechanic popping the hood and seeing whats going on#and NOT like 2001s Hannibal#IYKYK#idk what my gram was thinking when she took me to the movies to see that when i was 9 but it left an impression and i had fun#saw silence of the lambs when i was 7#read the books after seeing hannibal#my teacher at the time was uncomfortable and at that time i thought she was upset i was reading at a high level and not cause of the content#tangent train choo chooooo#magenta fusion hybrid#magenta is my vent word#oi
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i just showed my mom a video showing a symptom of autism and said "mom... i kinda show everything in this symptom" and she hit me with this banger:
"that's not autism you just have scoliosis and lack folic acid"
#i think at this point she regards all this shit normally bc she has ADHD Pro Plus#i asked her if it was normal that i could recognise a 2000 years old rock piece as a statue#when i was 12#and she said yeah its bc i ate so many walnuts when i was pregnant#MOTHER WALNUTS DONT GIVE YOUR BABY HYPERFIXATION#i told her probably other relatives also have smth like autism and adhd and she was like no they only have extreme narcissism#MOM I HAVE AT LEAST TWO DIAGNOSED COUSINS ARE YOU FR???#mind you my scoliosis is treated with surgery and physical treatment
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Kinda funny how still in 2023, people call Mabel the worst character of Gravity Falls simply because she acts like a 12 year old child, but they silent as hell when it comes to Dipper.
#the vibes off 'girls must be perfect while boys will be boys' are strong here#like people get mad at mabel for being a 12 year old basically#while dippers allowed to be that in comparison by them#like mabels done shit that gets people mad at her but when dipper does similar shit its okay to them#(looking at how the two treat romance but how the two get treated by the fandom here#plus looking at how people treat dipper and mabel when it comes to doing shit with bill)#like i dont drag dipper cause again hes 12#its like mabel: they acting their age in show#but mabel haters really do have standards for how girls can act and how boys can act#and honestly the fact that mabel gets hate for shit bill did...oh i have too many thoughts#and dont get me started on that video that blamed mabel for gideosn actions#like this got made cause someone posted four worst characters on twitter#and honestly its definitely bait vibes cause they included agent p from paf#like yeah bait vibes strong#but like damn if their replies didnt make it clear they did mean what they said about mabel and the two other girls#aka katara and sakura from naruto#i dont know much about sakura but like blame the writing for her issues#anime has issues with writing women#thats been known for a long time#and katara...girl the audacity is all im saying#just...too many thoughts there
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its almost three in the morning for me and i havent gotten eight hours of sleep in a few days /lh
i need to go to bed so gn chat👋👋👋👋👋
#im so obsessed with dan hentschel#also the discord server im in “banned” the mpreg emoji for some reason?#lol#apparently its too inappropriate#but like cmon#:1#its funny#also wasnt it made for trans men or something?#and its supposed to be like a safe space or whatever?#i dont even care#its so goofy like#😹😹😹#im genuinely making a laughing cat face as we speak#and about the “inappropriate” thing#i can name multiple times when we were talking about random silly shit#and someone makes an inappropriate joke#the mods r like “erm can you explain that?”#like bitch what 😭#everybody in the server is like thirteen to fifteen#thats just the type of humor were into#and its not like the mods are old fucks or whatever#theyre like seventeen 😭#????#i would totally leave but its the only server that doesnt have a million members but is still very active#plus its like right up my alley in terms of art and stuff#but the rules are a little strict sometimes#im not naming any names lol#anyways gn
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