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taking all my american followers by the shoulders. listen to me. just because you have a more promising candidate now doesn't mean you just assume it's going to be fine and don't bother voting. assuming trump wasn't going to win is how you got here in the first place so you go out and fucking vote for harris and give everyone a fighting chance.
also if you're still in the 'they're both as bad as eachother' delirium, please take your head out from between your cheeks and consider that your options are an imperfect president and the literal worst person alive who is going to get masses of people killed. i've said it like this before, but it's like deciding between maybe getting food poisoning or definitely having a brain aneurysm. take your pick i guess but don't be surprised when you drop dead.
#ramble#sorry to keep posting about this but i am so worried about this fucking election#which is crazy bc it's not even my country#idk there's just lots of people i don't want to be horribly killed or tortured#i was really afraid when it was biden but you have a BIT of hope now#the 'burn it down and start again' revolution isn't coming you have to use your brains please#not to be dramatic but if you think harris and trump are the same you might be the actual dumbest person walking on earth#when we look back on stuff in history and say 'i would've spoken up. how did nobody stop this?'#this is how you stop it.
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to all people who said PART 1 made them laugh - i lov u 💗 this is for u
#look...i know it's been a month but hear me out-#guys don't yell he's really trying okay!!#NOT a mean ww truther bc he really isn't mean like at all#not in an intentional way#he's just stressed and embarrassed and tipsy here give him a break#he's swagless & thinks it's yet another reason he's unlovable (untrue)#dont worry woowoo vash also severely lacks in the swag department#but funny doodles aside i have other more serious art of them already posted + in the works#their understanding of each other ends up being so deep#but at the same time they manage to be so utterly stupid about it#how do they manage? i don't know#they just make me want to tear my hair out#you're important to each other!!!! get!! that!!! thru!! ur! HEADS!!!!#neither of them think they deserve what they want/need#i'm inconsolable actually nobody talk to me (talk to me please)#see using words isn't so hard. stupid fictional men#(she thought she did something with those tags)#times are hard but i stay silly#by that i mean i re-read vol 10#on the daily.#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#nicholas d wolfwood#trimax#trigun#tzarrz
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New AIBOXES by GreatGRIN! Order today at Azamon.com 👍
#aitsf#kaname date#mizuki date#mizuki aitsf#kuruto ryuki#ryuki aitsf#fanart#aini#ai the somnium files#ai nirvana initiative#I love the characters' expressions in the game so much I would love for them to become nendos PLEASE#but meanwhile I'll have to do it myself...#here 🫴 take them#had a lot of fun doing the colors and thinking about the backgrounds for each box#there's no symbolism there don't worry about it.#Had to do the date/ mizuki overlap expressions too#using the character's histories/ personalities to make proper signatures was really fun too even if they're kinda hard to see in the final
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listen, the real curse of Strahd is that my partner is starting to get sick of how often I talk about Curse of Strahd.
#I HAVE ANOTHER GAME#and they're in it#and they're like PLEASE COME BACK TO US#WE MISS YOU#anyway don't worry#my partner is wonderful#there was just a solid two weeks#where the only thing I could talk about was CoS#queued post bc lazy#dming is hard#strahd von zarovich#curse of strahd#cos#strahd campaign#dnd strahd#dnd#dnd shenanigans#dnd campaign#dnd5e#d&d campaign#d&d 5e#d&d#dungeon master#dungeons and dragons#strahdposting
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"You actually were alive?"
#kamen rider geats#kamen rider buffa#michinaga azuma#azuma michinaga#kamen rider#flashing lights tw#flashing lights#userdramas#umbrella.gifs#tokuedit#please do not repost#umbrella.edits#umbrella.posts#translation: izusubs#subtitles added by me#we need more transformations that are just physically painful tbh#the fact that michinaga keeps using this buckle even though it obviously causes him pain and distress is so important to showing#who he is and how he is so consistent with his drive and his strength#he had a goal and he's standing for it even if he keeps getting hit down even if it's by his own decisions that he knows will come to bite#him back in the end there's just a lot of interesting things that they implemented into his physical trials that help reinforce his#mentality and reflect his declining mental health/care for himself#makes it all the more meaningful when he lets himself enjoy things like a good meal#i have a lot of feelings about this don't worry about it
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hey guys. I don't mind people reposting my gifs on other sites to express their own love for sam, I love to see it actually, but please do not use mine for archive/gif accounts. thanks xx
#you might wonder what's the difference but it actually is different#especially when the archive account is for the show not just one character#the thing is. I don't like that I can't choose who can or can't access my gifs#I know it's inevitable when you share things online but at least I can block people or hide their tags here#which I rarely do but still I'm holding onto that illusion of control. please let me have it😭😭😭#the things I've seen in my notifs... and how some people talk about sam in general...#I just have serious trust issues with this fandom sorry 😭#also there are reasons why I decided to post gifs on tumblr even tho I'm more used to twitter#so pls don't give me more things to worry about. this website alone is already too stressful lol#slowly realizing I'm not made for this shit...... I sincerely admire all sam stans who's been around here longer than me#it's only been like a year and a half and I'm already falling apart... :)
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maybe im just dumb but what is the difference between kris p and kris t?
TL;DR - They are Kris Dreemurr fictives and we needed a way to differentiate them
Oh you're not dumb, don't worry! It really is a little confusing because we haven't talked about who they or we are in a very long time. I'm going to talk a lot here so you have all the context you might need! If it''s too long,, the TL;DR above is the gist of it.
For context, we are a system! You can read about it a little in our FAQ
Kris T and Kris P are TWO Kris introjects/fictives of Kris Dreemurr from Deltarune in our system.
Originally we just had Kris T who split in Dec 2018, and then when Chapter 2 came out, Kris P came into our system after that. Of course at first, Kris T. was just "Kris", but since we had a double now, we had to figure out how to differentiate between the two. We knew another Kris fictive from a different system at this time who was nicknamed P. Kris by Susie in our system, and susie wanted to emphasize who she was talking about.
SO. As a small nod to that, everyone decided to nickname Kris P as Kris P, as an inverse of P. Kris.
A little convoluted, I know!
Besides being Kris introjects/fictives though, they also look different! I made some new drawings to try and showcase their differences if that helps :3?
Their dark world forms also look different. Kris T's is simpler, with a shiny soft cape, while Kris P's is more complicated with a hooded cape, which is also described as "very comfortable"
Here's a whole Toyhouse of images of how Kris T. looks like right now! There's also his reference ! vvv
Sorry if you weren't interested in our "life story"! They're not just random characterizations (they are alters), so I wasn't sure how to answer w/o giving you some sort of explanation.
They have their own sideblogs, so if you have specific questions directed towards them, you can always ask here because we'll see it better, or you can send them an ask in their own blogs. Kris T's is @kristalpepsi, and Kris P's is @itswhattheycallyou
#ask#Anon#fictive#fictives#headspace#ebonytailsart#Because I drew something I guess???#Tumblr is going to be special because I think these images are going to be too haunted for Twitter and Instagram#Feel free to call Kris T. Kritty or Kris T.!#Please be nice to him. He is still a person and presents as trans and nonbinary both inside and when fronting#He just so happens to use binary pronouns.#This is all information they're willing to share publicly! Especially because this has all been public information since 2018 lol!#In regards to 'does this means I cant reblog art of them anymore or use their art as my icon/header?' you still can! It doesn't matter.#As long as the post itself doesn't say “do not use as...” then don't worry about it! :3#Being a system in public/ online and having UTDR fictives is actually rather terrifying. Susie is just very brave about it and doesn't care#Hm what else.. this really brings us back to ogeeitsme.. when people would ask us questions about our system a lot.#Like 'what's the difference between Chara's and Kris's eyes?" We drew a whole graph for that hehe#From Kit#If I get too scared I may delete this.
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Polymour
I invented a word to describe someone you love
Polymour:
(noun) A person with whom you share a deep and intimate connection that is distinctly polyamorous and non-amatonormative; someone you love and share a relationship with, especially a relationship-anarchistic, non-romantic, and/or queerplatonic relationship
denotes love, significance, non-exclusivity, and a freedom from role-defined relationships
I think that practical use is the single best way to learn a new word, and certainly the best way to create one, so here's the gap in my life this word was made to fill.
So I've been in love with two people for a while, and we're all a-spec and very poly, and I'm very relationship anarchist. Relationship anarchy is in fact the only relationship model that makes any sense to me, that accurately works well with how I feel and doesn't feel like a trap, contract, or obligation.
I don't really like the word "partner", but these two people I loved and connected with, one of them did use the word partner and I wanted the validity of their other relationships. We will call this person MV.
The other person I connected with and loved, well they felt even more trapped by romance than I did, and it was clear we cared about each other very much, but "partner" was never going to be a word to enter their vocabulary, and I wanted to share in that too. We will call this person V.
So, I was MV's partner and V's friend, but to me, these felt the same. I loved them the same way, and our relationship structure was identical. They were (and are) both deeply important to me, but both words seemed insufficient. Speaking to anyone else, "partner" felt more obligatory than the way MV so freeingly used it, and "friend" sounded way more distant than the intimacy V put behind it. I didn't like either word, but more than anything, it hurt that I couldn't just say I loved them. It upset me that I loved them the same but our words were different.
What really sealed it was talking to a colleague about my two loves, I said MV was my partner and friend, and that V would never describe themself in those terms but that I loved them both the same. My colleague listened, and was happy for me, and it really seemed like they got it!
The next time I saw them, they had bought me two movie tickets, for me and my partner. It was sweet, but I could only think about how to upgrade the tickets to include all three of us, thinking those two would each go to Mv and V and I'd buy my own ticket to share treat them both to the movies and- And it hurt.
It was only a few days after that I invented this word in the shower. And it works so beautifully for us!!!!! V could relax because they knew that our love for them wasn't going to be the amatonormative trap we'd both suffered, and MV was just as relieved as I was to have a word that wasn't still so romancey and role-defined. We have a way to tell people that we're important to each other without worrying about those people's pressures or expectations, because well, we invented it.
Like everything good about relationship anarchy, instead of roles and contracts or hierarchy, we just get to focus on the love we feel.
When someone hasn't heard this word (because they obviously haven't), instead of managing someone else's baggage, we just get to teach them how we all love each other.
So it works well, for me and my polymours.... <3
#polyamory#relationship anarchy#amatonormativity#a spec#aromantic#asexual#queerplatonic#polyamorous#queer#polymour#I'm really happy to share this one :3#If you put it on a wiki or online resource somewhere please let me know! That'd be so exciting to know other people want to learn and use it#don't worry about asking permission we put it online for a reason :3 In fact PLEASE use it
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Do you guys know that Stańczyk is Matejko's self-portrait
Do you know it's one of the most important paintings in the history of Poland
Are you aware that everyone in this country relates to the jester's mood
You can learn so much just by exploring the painting's backstory, give it a try
#i had a book about matejko when i was little. we learned about him at school multiple times#it's. please don't be disrespectful#it's serious#and if you like matejko's style ha wait until you discover Malczewski#Polish art#i am not sure why does this painting keep appearing in english speaking internets#probably tied to how everyone seems to be getting closer and closer to Polish mentality#don't worry we're all doomed but we will survive somehow#if Poland still exists so can each and every one of us
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I can't fix it - is this where I give in?
#A BREAK FROM ARTFIGHT TO INDULGE MYSELF IN SPECIFIC WAYS#But now back to art fight#also song is not attached to them i just thought the lyrics was fun#not vent art really im just sometimes mentally ill on paper#oc#If anyone mentions the H word ill cry actually because i see the color use similarities#But its not the H word please#If you dont know what i mean by that then don't worry about it#Kordell Sun
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Lineart by me! (extra info for colorists in og tags) I couldn't resist a dappled light variant on this. @green-with-envy-phandom-event
fun fact: this lineart originally had the actual lunch/picnic table ridges and then i realized that was too much, especially without access to the layers of lineart (personally, I would color the lineart for the table and then the support bars would be colored and the layer moved underneath the table top. I decided not to put colorists in a position to try to color it with one layer of lineart, but I did get quite far before making that decision)
#greenwithenvy2024#danny phantom#jazz fenton#danny phantom spike#hello! i noticed that there were some lines i didn't close up and technically jazz's shirt has some lineart missing (where the hair drapes)#so colorists! you guys are free to add the necessarily lines to close any areas/add missing details with the exception of the bushes#please keep it reasonable tho! a few pixels here and there is all that's really needed#i really should have caught it before I submitted it originally so a massive “sorry” to you all#also feel free to color my lineart!!!!! especially on the piercings and stuff#doing so many other people's linearts and then my own really made me consider what i do and don't like on linearts in the coloring phase#so a big appreciation to this event for giving us lineart/colorists that opportunity to explore!#if you guy see me switch my lineart brush to something more solid/regular and closing all my open lines after this.... don't worry about it#dp jbee
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hello. 👋 i have an announcement... i usually do not post about system related matters here, however this is a somewhat major one...? calico (seer) is still around, but after much reflection and some conversations, we have discovered that he's actually two alters (aka a subsystem...?). this is oversimplifying it, but i do not wish to put too much personal information out there... regardless, i'm making myself known. i'm cymric (🐈)... i have another name, which you may use (i'm quite fond of it), but you have to find it (it's obvious). i hope this is not too confusing... just think of me and calico like two sides of the same coin. i have retained all of his memories but sometimes things are fuzzy...
#🔖 stars in your eyes - stars in your heart#<- my own text tag. so it's easy to tell.#please don't worry about differentiating us too much. we're very similar and share a lot of the same views / likes / associations#mysterious entities that have grown fond of you dear reader... that's us.#calico is red and i am purple...
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i may not be the most informed in current events but i know for damn sure he doesn't deserve the seat and i am giving you all the biggest hug. please don't do anything reckless, please keep yourself safe, there are many people who still care about you, both irl and online. the least you can do for now is to stop doomscrolling because not only is it a waste of time, but it consumes your mental health. so step back and enjoy what you can do while there's still time before what could potentially happen. tell your pet you love them, tell your close friend you love them, tell your mutual you love them. you are so strong, you are still worthy of love.
you guys do not deserve an asshole.
and more importantly, get off my blog if you support him
#i don't like talking about politics but. i can't help but feel very worried - ive met so many kind people here who are from the US#and they absolutely do not deserve to experience this. please please take care of yourself#i'm turning off anon asks in the meantime. do not try to challenge me#want an example of not doomscrolling? i have my period just now and i am super angry abt it. what do i do? i play l4d2 because i love it#go do something fun!
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Hi! I am an ardent fan of your writing, and I hope to be as sorted and planned as you some day in my own writing journey.
My question is: you have a keen eye when it comes to planning character personality, dynamics, and such. I've also been wading through your ask replies, and your insights into how you write people and how you make them play off of each other is so wonderful to read. If it's not too personal a q, how did you learn how to write like this? Did you go to school for writing, does it come from years of observing people, do you have reading list recs for "how to write real people and real interactions"?
Thanks! This is a really flattering question. I'll try to answer it honestly, because I wish someone had been brutally honest about this with me when I was a young writer.
I didn't go to school for writing. I started doing it when I was about nine years old. It sucked very badly. I kept writing throughout high school, and it still mostly sucked, but some of it was occasionally interesting. ("Interesting" here does not mean "good," by the way.) I took a break in college, and then came back. I've been writing ever since. Sometimes, I feel good about it. A lot of the time, I don't!
I hate giving this advice, because I remember how it feels to get it, and it's the most uninspiring, boring-ass, dog shit advice you can get, but it's also the only advice that is 100% unequivocally true: you have to write, and specifically, you have to write things that suck.
I do not mean that you should make things that suck on purpose. I mean that you have to sit down and try your absolute hardest to make something good. You have to put in the hours, the elbow grease, the blood, sweat, and tears, and then you have to read it over and accept that it just totally sucks. There is no way around this, and you should be wary of people who tell you there is. There is no trick, no rule, no book you can buy or article you can read, that will make your writing not suck. The best someone else can do is tell you what good writing looks like, and chances are, you knew that anyway — after all, you love to read. You wouldn't be trying to do this if you didn't. And anyone who says they can teach you to write so good it doesn't suck at first is either lying to you, or they have forgotten how they learned to write in the first place.
So the trick is to sit there in the miserable doldrums of Suck, write a ton, and learn to like it. Because this is the phase of your path as an artist when you find what it is you love about writing, and it cannot be the chance to make "good writing." This will be the thing that bears you through and compels you to keep going when your writing is shit, i.e., the very thing that makes you a writer in the first place. So find that, and you've got a good start.
Some people know this, but assume that perseverance as a writer is about trying to get to the point where you don't suck anymore. This is not true, and it is an actively dangerous lie to tell young writers. You are not aiming to feel like your writing doesn't suck. You are aiming to write. You are aiming to have written. Everything else is dust and rust. And of course, you'll find things you like about your pieces, you'll find things you're proud of, you'll learn to love the things you've made. But that little itch of self-criticism, in the back of your brain — the one that cringes when you read a clunky line, or thinks of a better character beat right after it's far too late to change — that's never going away. That's the Writer part of you. Read Kafka, read Dickens, read Tolstoy, you will find diary entries where they lament how absolutely fucking atrocious their writing was, and how angry they are that they can't do better. A good writer hates their sentences because they can always imagine better ones. And the ability to imagine a better sentence is what's going to make you pick up the pen again tomorrow. And the day after that. And the day after that.
Which is what I mean, and probably what all those other annoying, preachy advice-givers mean, when we say: a good writer is just someone who writes every day. It's that easy, and that hard.
#by the way a lot of this draws on ideas inspired by 'letters to a young poet' by rainer maria rilke if you're interested#that's a formative text for me as an artist#it won't teach you how to write but it will teach you how to think perhaps#and once you know how to think. well. life is just pretty good#and i can't say the writing gets easier but when life is pretty good i find myself enjoying it a lot more#this word vomit was prompted by the question 'how do you write real people and real interactions'#because that's like — i'm not trying to be pedantic but—#that's kind of just 'how do you write literature'?#because that's all literature is. what are human beings? how do you write a person? how do they interact with each other?#like shoutout to the void if you know for sure how to write real interactions then please for the love of god tell the rest of us#because i think most of all authors in history have just been giving it our best stab#'this is how the world looks for me. is it how the world looks for you?'#so my advice on that score is: try to see how the world looks for you#and then try to share it with me#don't worry about whether it looks the same for me. it won't
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ADIÓS PELOTAAAAAAAAA!!
[gouache and acrylic on recycled chipboard, 2024]
#em draws stuff#h5#henry v#henry v 1989#baseball#henry plantagenet. you know. the baseball player henry plantagenet.#I have been wanting to draw this since baronetcoins first mentioned a h5 baseball au and I'm SO pleased with it#and yes I made up Three different jerseys for the english team and then I did not use Any of them for this. so what.#it's SUMMER it's the BASEBALL SEASON I paint the BASEBALL PLAYERSSS#(I can pretend that buster posey is still playing if I use him as a body reference for baseball henry. this is fine it's all fine.)#I don't Think gouache is supposed to crack like that... either I'm not adding enough water or it's reacting badly with the gesso#but hopefully after I seal it I won't have to worry about it flaking off...
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I didn't want to ask about the hospital stuff, but I'm glad to hear you'll be getting treatment!! And I really really hope it goes well and helps you feel better, you deserve a less stressful life, a beautiful life free of the brain bees. My heart is with you!!
thank you so much anon!! i've been doing SO much to quiet the brain bees and it takes so, so much out of my day to keep those brain bees quiet. cannot WAIT to not have an active beehive in my skull.
#i need to be sedated.#i've developed so many bad habits over this time just trying anything that would quiet the brain bees. often it's alcohol.#alcohol is the only surefire thing so. i suspect i should be medicated. not self-medicated.#please kids. don't turn to alcohol as the solution to your problems. it unfortunately does fix mine but causes. other problems.#i'm so exhausted and cannot wait to have a quiet brain again. my brain used to be quiet.#i miss how my brain was before. my brain is SOO awful now.#well no. it's not my brain even. my brain thinks so rationally but my body doesn't.#brain can say “nothing to worry about” but my heartbeat says “AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA”#guys i am SO exhausted. i'm so bone tired.#i'm so tired of the fight. i can't wait to win.#i want to win.#i need a WIN.#sci speaks
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