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https-cringeart · 2 years

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Some smexy Connor art 😍😍

#give me a chance #please #i’m begging #I’m on all fours PLEASE #my art #art #digital art #I want to give him the most jaw dropping toe curling eye watering leg shaking out of body experiencing bj of all time #please I’m actually so down bad #just a sip #just a peak PLEASE #connor is so fucking hot omg #connor rk800 #dbh connor #dbh #i love him #bros making me wanna cream

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duffyduffles · 4 months

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I have SEVERAL very sexual and inappropriate things to say

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moonyflesh · 3 months

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he’s my pretty princess 🎀

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valewritessss · 28 days

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My friend just made me download Airbuds how do I explain me listening to the entire Hamilton track

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shima-draws · 9 months

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Okay I legitimately need to break from watching OP for a bit because A. I’ve been binging nonstop and I need to actually like. Be a human person and do something else other than sitting and watching TV for 6 hours straight And B. I’m at Sabaody now and I’m fucking SCARED man. Things are so fun and lighthearted rn and I know it’s all going to shit soon and my heart isn’t READY for that yet,,

#It’s all going down I’m at the final stretch before the timeskip #Oh lord in heaven!! We’re in some deep trouble now!!!#Crying bc this mini arc has been so funny and lighthearted and I KNOW it won’t last much longer #Kuma’s gonna yeet these kids and leave Luffy ALL by himselfy. Do NOT like that #Shima speaks #I need to do art actually. I need to draw like really bad. Please #I gotta emotionally prep myself before diving back in bc I know everything from here til the timeskip is going to WRECK me <333333 #Oda IS coming straight for my heart. He IS going to snipe me through my living room window. And I will bleed out on the floor and cry #HOOOOGH. HGH. Help :))))

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blue-eli · 5 months

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Ink October day twenty-nine: Wilder

To bewilder; to perplex.

Comparative form of wild: more wild.

#tears of the kingdom #loz totk #totk #the legend of zelda #legend of zelda #legend of zelda tears of the kingdom #totk link #blue boi draws #ink october 2023 #ink October 2023 day 29 #I have extremely conflicted feelings about this game that I think boil down to: I don’t dislike it but it did disappoint me #like there are a lot of things about it but the things I dislike are loud in a way that makes them hard to ignore #there are also a lot of tiny nitpicking things I dislike about it that I feel bad about because they are probably insignificant or cases of #people having different taste in things. like the bombs I miss my remote destination bombs :( but also the mechanics that replace them are #really fun. I actually think most of the mechanics and puzzles are really good (I probably have more fun in Zonai shrines then sheikah #on average) I also think expanding to the sky and underground was really smart and good. I think most of my issues are with the story #they did Zelda so dirty. sooooooo dirty. the three good things they did with her are 1 gave her good parental figures 2 cut her hair #3 tURNED HER INTO A FUCKING DRAGON. A WYRM. A CREATURE.#that’s probably my favourite main story thing besides maybe the companions and also Tulin #I love Teba the fact that his son is featured heavily and is done so good in this game is amazing.#also revali being basically never mentioned was really good. fuck you revali #love the Zonai HATE them founding Hyrule (or well rauru)#love the designs dragon goat people love good dad to Zelda the king can go fuck himself #the thing about me is I hate colonial the divine right of kings and monarchies so much. the kingdom of Hyrule stinks of these things #botw to me was in part a story of a monarchy failing. the king and the system failed Zelda failed Link and failed their kingdom.#I knew that more then likely they would be rebuilding the kingdom in the sequel but oh my gods does the addition of the politics of Hyrules #founding make it worse. there are so many people who have explained in detail this but right now my brain is just… GAH #*banging my head against the wall* can we PLEASE acknowledge the flaws of the Hylian royalty I’m not even asking for them to be discrowned #at this point I just want anything that isn’t this glorifying shit. and it sucks because I like Sonia!!! I like Minaru!!!#ran out of tags but I need you to know I am fucking vibrating about this

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roylustang · 4 months

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The rodents have been terrorizing me again for the last 4 nights. I regret to say I am no longer being nice about it.

#my humane trap NEVER FIRES IDK WHY 😭#probably bc I’m using it in a car BUT STILL #and I tried peppermint oil and that didn’t work #so I guess it’s killing time #I’ll refrain from the Tom and Jerry style mouse trap #FOR NOW #not like it matters to them #I feel bad about it ngl but they’re eating all my food and shit and they woke me up at 6:30 #and I don’t actually think it’s a mouse (mice?) I think it’s one of those super tiny h chipmunks #so that’s even worse but it can’t be helped #he fit in my humane trap so he’ll fit in the new traps I bought #he has a 1/3 chance of being caught humanely #and if I don’t catch anything tonight those chances are going down to 1/5 #anyway after I get them I’m fucking LEAVING back to a place ik doesn’t have rodents bc I need a break jfc #please pray for me #I’m so tired #also it snowed this morning #the only reason I’m even slightly sane is because there’s 0 evidence that they’ve been on my bed #or near me

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prozach27 · 2 months

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#ok I’m so proud of myself bc this involves finance which is something I avoid at all costs but like I did it!!#my work failed to process my check which I should have received yesterday. I’m now expected to get it next week #and part of growing up poor is like. idk. this learned helplessness or defeatist attitude with money problems #like ohh it’s my bad I should’ve had more savings to cover waiting an extra week or longer for my monthly check #and historically I just shut down and panic while doing nothing bc this is my biggest possible stressor to come across #but!!! being around rich people? I’ve learned they negotiate!! and demand to not be inconvenienced!!#my work was like ehh I’m sorry too bad so sad about your check and I was like actually no #I explained how this impacts my ability to pay rent. my credit score. how they didn’t inform me in time to stop bill autopay #and asked what their detailed plan is to fix this #and within an hour admin was scrambling. four different people emailed me apologizing for the mix up #and they worked it out with finance to get me a $2000 loan to get me by until the check hits #but I was like actually no. I won’t be paying interest on this because I shouldn’t be penalized for your error #and so they GOT RID OF INTEREST #0% interest cash advance essentially that covers all my bills #I picked up the physical check for the 2k today so it’s legit thank god #I thanked everyone involved and remained extremely polite #and they said if there’s any other questions you have please let us know #so I was like actually you know what lmao #I explained that I’ve incurred fees for overdrafts and returned items due to bill autopay that I couldn’t cancel due to them informing me #basically the day of my check being late #and so I specifically said I’ve incurred $270 in fees at this point as a result of your error and I shouldn’t be expected to pay this.#and!! they just said… okay!!! I just got an email that they’ve processed a secondary check for $270!!#so like?!?! what?!?! is this what life is like when you don’t shy away from discussing money?!#im genuinely shocked. this is a life lesson. I never would have imagined this outcome #thank god I decided to not take it lying down

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sanchoyo · 2 months

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I WOULD get the most awful itch to write after months of not rly writing (tm2 scripting doesn’t count) during artfight huh 😔

#AUGHHH!! I want toWRITE #(sitting down to draw rn bc I have a huge list of charas I WANT RO DRAW BUT I WANT TO WRITE AT THE SAME TIME #WHY WAS I NOT BORN AN OCTOPUS SO I COULD MULTITASK WITH MANT ARMS)#I got back from the psych appointment a while ago and I’m kinda exhausted mentally from that so I’m not sure I could rly write even if I #want to lol #it went well it’s just that talking abt that kind of thing is exhausting and kind of embarrassing when it’s professionals like lol sorry my #brain sucks and then they ask well how does it suck. and that’s embarrassing somehow #guy made me do math too and that was actually so painfully embarrassing I ended up just kind of asking if we could skip that bc after like #several guesses I could NOT do basic math at the top of my head 😭#like sir we both see I’m struggling PLSS just mark this as a bad area and GO ON #he was so nice and that made it worse 🥲 djdkfkrjfk #anyway when art fight is done I will write something….#maybe finish that loz fic I still have as a wip ?? I was deeply mad at it and also totk pissed me off so bad I didn’t want to touch a loz #fic for a while for fear of taking my frustration out on it and turning a fic into a fixit rant fic 😭 it isn’t even a botw fic lmaoo theres #no need for that. but also I could fix her (bad video game) (totk not botw I love botw)#here’s 2 hoping echos of wisdom is good (PLEASE PLEASW BE GOOD RARE PLAYABLE ZELDA GAME)#(SO FEW LOZ GAMES LET U BE ZELDA I NEED U TO BE GOOD MY MENTAL HEALTH HIMGES ON U)#sanchoyorambles

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https-cringeart · 2 years

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bro i’m actually obsessed

me doing a background? omg

#dbh #art #my art #digital art #drawing #dbh connor #detroit become human #connor rk800 #hank dbh #rk800connor #please i’m actually so down bad #rk800

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borealwrites · 4 months

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Ciri, quietly pondering to herself: ‘ Do not let him know how awkward you are. ‘

Roche: Nice weather.

Ciri: Oh, thanks—. . . What?

You know what, I can totally see Ciri falling for this guy

I mean I know nothing about his personality or skills, but he has a motorcycle. I approve of this Witcher x final fantasy ship! Maybe. Idk. Like I said I literally know nothing about him and I refuse to do more than an image search. Anyway he looks like he’d be awkward too! I don’t write for either of those fandoms, so I’m not taking that as a prompt.

#roche ff7 #cirilla fiona elen riannon #Witcher x final fantasy #if that is not ff7 Roche I’m sorry #pls don’t blame me blame Google #anyway please stop bothering me #write your own rare pair fics #you know who ships voltehre x Schrödinger?#me I do #so I wrote my own fics for it and screamed at my friends #but I never bugged people to the point of annoyance about them #listen I have created three Witcher rare pairs with help #you will get no sympathy from me #i have to underline with help #thank you one who actually did 75% of the heavy lifting #I just went “hey what if”#buckle down and write your own fics #stop annoying people with asks #and then maybe people will stop hating the ship so much #to all the non Witcher people seeing this:#this person has been spamming Witcher blogs with anon asks about this ship for a very long time #and even when ignored or reported or whatever #does not stop #and we’re all kinda sick of it at this point #anyway this is like the 5th or 6th one I’ve gotten #usually I just delete them but I’m in a bad mood today

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jikigo · 5 months

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you ever just see a post and just

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#Worst emoji combo ever but it’s gon be such big depression hours down here so scroll if you want im on the brink of throwing up #don’t you just bloody love it how over the past 3 years you’ve only seen people the large total of…. 4 times!!! An average of seeing someon #outside of school 1.3 times per year!! What a bloody fantastic way to spend your teenage years!#Don’t you also just love it when people talk right to you about how they all went out together over the weekend and like did some stupid #shit like your average high schooler would do and you’re just like “oh. I went to my 1 and a half hour long dance class and got ignored the #entire time and when you did try to talk they just spoke over you” oh my fucking god I hate that place so much even the teacher fucking #ignores me once we were going in a circle and she was asking everyone what they got for Christmas and I was in the middle of the circle so #thought hey maybe someone will actually acknowledge my existence but she fucking ignored me and went to next person like why the fuck #And now I’m debating staying in that shithole bc I was invited to a gc for that class and I stupidly thought that someone might want me #There. I wasn’t even invited I secretly scanned the qr code to join over someone else’s shoulder #everyone else there is the best of bloody friends and I’m just there talking to one friend who I don’t even think is my friend #“Hey man I’m really fucking sad rn can I talk to you” “womp womp have you heard stupid fact no.3848594 about my ocs while I ignore you when #you talk about anything else about me” oh my god shut up literally no one else sane would see someone like that their closest friend rn #At least someone wants to talk to me #Like what is it that makes people not want to see my please just tell me I’ll change I’m amazing at changing my personality to fit others #promise me on that I’ve done it my entire life #Even just messaging me more than once every year and I’d consider you my best friend this is how bad I’m getting #What is so bloody bad about me that no one else likes I don’t care how badly you fucking word it just something #It shouldn’t be normal to wish death on people you call your mates bc you heard about them all going out together without you #Oh dear did the gc’s without me in it there’s one for every friend group I’ve ever been in why isn’t there one for the main group I’m in rn #Idfc anymore just tell me what I’m doing wrong I keep asking people if they want to go out or how far away they live from some place #And it’s always met with ignoring me talking over me or immediately changing the subject #Please if you’re someone I know irl what the fuck am I doing fucking wrong I can’t fucking do this anymore be as mean as you like #Why the fuck does no one ever want to be around me why do I hear so much about stuff others are doing together but never me #It shouldn’t be normal to prefer being in a toxic relationship than what I’m in rn #I fucking hate everything

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milo-is-rambling · 6 months

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I wish I had friends near meeeeeee to distract me from my brainnnnnnnnnn

#need to talk to anyone irl who isn’t related to me or dating my mom or my therapist #anyone else near me please I’m losing my mind #nature isn’t healing me sleeping in a fully dark room all day isn’t healing me how do I magically fix this without having to put any work #into it oh I can’t oh u have to do the work okay how do I do that. therapy once a week. oh. okay. yup.#can I speedrun it? oh no? I can’t. oh damn. okay fine whatever. therapy once a week. AND I HAVE TO ACTUALLY LISTEN AND DO WHAT SHE SAYS. bro #what the hell okay fine #well here I am !!!!! where is the fixing where is the feeling better I feel like all I do is stir up all these touch emotions from every #part of my life at once and then she sends me off to rot for week before I come back and talk again #I just feel like I’m losing it!!!!! and ik it’s extra bad bc birthday countdown is on in my brain and im stressed and i feel like a huge #fuck up that can never be fixed and like I will die having done nothing with my life except weigh other people down and so exhausting and my #brain won’t ever shut up like yes I get it years and years and years of built up shit that I never properly dealt with and still hold blame #for constantly and I feel like I will never be fixed like I CANT be fixed like this is a losing battle and I just am struggling today man #idk what I was saying I just took my morning weed hit to try and relax my back a little and now my brain is like scrambled eggs #which is good that means it’s working #I’m gonna try to take a nap maybe cause I only slept four hours and it was like choppy thru the night and then maybe I’ll go to the lake #later I’ve been feeling the need to be in a body of water recently

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hangmanbradshaw · 9 months

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Oh I absolutely need to know this 💫

-what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?

Omg okay! I am blown away by the amazing comments and messages I get every single time. I literally love every message like I’m not kidding when I say it’s what inspires me to keep writing and sharing (I love writing so much but it’s the community aspect that makes it magic.) But favorite? Honestly when I get long messages that’s just play by play reactions or screaming about a favorite thing or like….when people tell me it actually genuinely impacted them in some way cuz that’s the ultimate compliment I think. Creating a world or story from my heart and it actually becoming something to someone in some way? Sticks with you? The ultimate high. Makes my entire day and I’ll never stop being shocked by it.

#I’ll never be able to explain the love I have for comments and messages #when I’m feeling really down or have bad imposter syndrome and get a message like that?#instantly I’m like hell I’m gonna write 5k now #I’ve spent hours this week combing through an old story cuz it means so much to me to get it right revisited and hearing it mattered #is everything #and I’ve been blessed to make so many friends that way #so anyways I love you all please talk to me #y’all are why I’m like….maybe I could release an actual book #asks #tag games

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feathertayl · 2 years

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I’m going to need people in fandoms to stop pretending that it’s somehow feminist and empowering for a female character to get fridged and shoved into this typical 1950s nuclear family setting at the end of a series —especially if it’s a shounen series and it doesn’t make sense for the character to end up this way. It’s not anti-feminist to think that these characters deserved better than what their pea-brained (usually male) author wrote for them.

#shut up kanda #like c’mon now use your brains please #this is definitely about bleach and inuyasha and naruto #it makes sense for Sango in the sequel because all she wanted was an actual family so I’m not getting into that #even though I think she ‘retired’ from demon slaying a bit too early #and while Sakura obviously has more of a role in boruto as a medic and shit Kishimoto did make /a choice/ in the last chapter #like really? you decided to make her last scene be her cleaning the house #waiting for her husband to get back from the war #and I remember the bullshit people went through when the bad InuYasha sequel was out #and anyone dared to speculate Rin’s job to be something cool other than kissing sesshomaru’s feet #and then there’s the goddamn bleach fandom with the revival of the last arc #they’re being so goddamn annoying #as if kubo didn’t also make /a choice/ for orihime’s appearance in the final chapter #to be her looking like a maid and going uwu dinner’s ready #and it’s somehow misogynist to want more for her???#and then people have the audacity to pretend it’s about ships??? like bro??#I’m going to need people to sit the fuck down and stop pretending they actually read these works #because obviously you know nothing about these characters Jesus Christ #anyway that’s my rant and I’m right lol

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formulapisces · 10 months

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shamelessly vagueing here and this sounds harsh but jesus some people really need to start realising not everything is about them.

not in a stuck up, the world revolves around me, arrogant way. but in a they’re not laughing about you, they’re not gossiping about you, you’re just insecure, reading into every little thing, hurt and need help type of way.

#it annoys me so much and i feel so bad saying it because i used to be one of those people but people really just need to take my word here #and no amount of reassurance will help these people it will only make it worse because they feed off of it and if you don’t reassure them #they’ll think you’ve betrayed them and have been talking about them next #i’ve been one of these people and I KNOW it feels really shitty and it’s really hard to get through but there comes a point where it’s just #straight up self sabotage #its not about other people anymore you’re just doing it to yourself #and it honestly pisses me off because from an outside perspective you’re just bringing everyone else down instead of doing anything about i #i KNOW mental health is more nuanced than that and that sounds so mean but ugjansiwnsjwo it’s just been annoying me #i’ll support you 100% but you cannot be coming to me every single day saying you know blah blah blah hates you when actually they think the #are your friend #so now YOURE the one talking behind peoples backs and hurting people and i CANNOT STAND ITTTTT!!!!!#just ugh #vague posting for the fun of it and it’s 6:00am and need something to distract me from crocheting #and i’m really trying not to be mean by saying all of this #just a post made out of frustration #i want nothing but healing for these people all they’re doing is pushing more people away and i don’t think they realise it and they put th #blame on others instead #because that’s exactly what i did #and looking back i was a really shitty person to these people and am so sorry 😭#long notes rant but please someone tell me they know what i mean by this 😭#irls got me worked up 😭#alèssi says things #pleeeeease someone understand and know i’m not just jumping on depressed people 😭🥲🥲#(editing to add by being really shitty to these people i don’t mean the insecure ones i mean my friends when i was like this)

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