#plant whining

[xcziel]

got a bunch of little baby plants and am doing some repotting but damn i have a hard time remembering which ones can't have direct light

all but a few of them are low light types because i don't like window or overhead light (i am a cave gremlin)

but some of them need at least indirect light and i'm trying to get those situated well to the french doors (also i bought another seasonal fern bc i am weak and it's hogging a bunch of the space)

some of the tiny ones are barely hanging on and idk what to do else besides sun+ water

i thiiiink it's the tiny peperomia, the mini spider plant, and the aglaonema that really need out of the direct sunbeams and the couple of little succulents that need moved in more

the one snake plant that i haven't watered for six months needed a bigger pot so i upgraded it and i hope it takes it well. the bitty pearl pothos doesn't need a bigger pot but less sun and more drainage i think, so it got a new pot too

why do i get tempted by plants when i hate natural light so much? i did buy a *little* grow light for the corner though

i need plants that are ok with just ambient low light - the sansevieria is out of the window reach entirely but has been putting up fresh green shoots? the big peace lily keeps unfurling new leaves in the dark corner as long as it gets plenty of water?

but the other peace lily that was by the window is crunchy now and idk how to rehab it (still green? and not wilted but the leaves are crunkly so)

also i seeded some rosemary and sage and they are sprouting but the mint did not come up at all ://

[kayvsworld]

having an allergic reaction to Something and not knowing What is like. somewhere in this airbnb is a spooky murderer with a knife and he gives you the sniffles or whatever

[rubenesque-as-fuck]

I just want it to be tomorrow after work so I can get unfathomably high on edibles and turn off my brain for at least a few days

[leafie-draws]

welp.. the smokebush I got came infected with mold so I'm getting a replacement sent x.x; I'm feeling a bit apprehensive about it now, I'm still learning about plant infections and diseases and how to look for them and ornamental shrubs have a bunch! I'm glad I noticed it before it could spread to my other plants though.. that's definitely a downside to having so many plants together but thankfully my plants are pretty tough and resistant to most things. crossing my fingers that the new one arrives healthy but I'm going to quarantine it for a while just in case. I'm kinda worried though because we're supposed to have a cold snap in a few weeks and that'll mess it up if it's roots aren't stable by then hhhh.. I love fall but I'm not ready yet ;A; *whiiiines*

[spacebeyonce]

I've been isolating from friends more than I'm proud to admit and not interested as much in my hobbies or food because lowkey I just do not feel like living. and that's, you know. not ideal!

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

I need to be cult leader Sugurus assistant so bad😭😭😭😭 I cant stop having brainrots about this trope someone pls save me 😭😭😭🌙

OH ??????? YOU’VE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE 🌙 ANON 👀👀👀👀👀 ….. this concept. hhhh

for the sake of delusion let’s assume you aren’t a non-sorcerer bc i don’t think . that’d end well 😭 BUT if you’re a sorcerer…. ohhhhh the slowburn. the tenderness of it all.

i definitely feel like geto is the type to get attached really easily….. he’s sooo fond of his found family and if you’re his assistant it probably doesn’t take too long before he considers you a part of it. maybe you just ended up working for him on a whim, maybe it takes a while for either of you to loosen up, but there’s a kind of stability and comfort that comes with having an assistant that i think geto would appreciate. you could literally just bring him a cup of tea and he would feel so warm... and once he starts crushing on you it’s even worse!! (he has to fight off a blush when you ask if you can rub his stiff shoulders …. tries to act all casual about it but absolutely loses his mind at the feeling of your soft hands on his bare skin <33)

but yeah i absolutely see this as a tender kind of slowburn…. for some reason i also imagine his assistant being a bit more cold? or maybe more like. quiet and a little aloof. so you’re just doing your job, maybe just a tiny bit scared of geto and the power he has, while he starts warming up to you embarrassingly quickly. kinda likes those romance manwhas where the emperors fall for their servant… he wants to get to know you better!! he considers himself a charming man (he’s right 😔) so he tries to act all smooth hoping you’ll open up to him a little, and gets increasingly frustrated when it doesn’t work (either bc you’re still a teeny bit afraid of him, or bc you’re very immersed in the assistant role and don’t feel the need to share personal details about yourself)….

so basically i just picture this as a scenario where geto is down bad for his oblivious assistant 😭 you’re always right by his side and eventually he notices that he feels a bit irritated whenever you’re out of sight…. grows a little too addicted to your soft hands and the tea you make. to you. and once you finally start to loosen up a bit he’s literally soooo happy he can barely stop himself from smiling he’s all ^_^ kicking his legs like a schoolgirl. it takes a while for the dynamic to go anywhere but it’s sooo worth it for him.

… i’m also imagining a scenario where his assistant is stressed and maybe not getting as much sleep as they should, and he just shuts it down immediately. urges you to sit in his cozy chair and makes you tea for once and doesn’t let you leave until you’ve rested up properly (and told him exactly what’s been stressing you out)… 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 he’s the standard actually

i got carried away pdhdjdjdj I LOVE THIS SO MUCH 🌙 ANON you little genius ….. geto would be so fond of his assistant it’s sickening ://

[indiegame]

damn living here really does suck

[proteusolm]

Ah. I forgot to anticipate the crashes of tree planting. It does odd things to your mood. Working that hard for 10 hours a day, burning as many calories as if you ran a marathon daily, is mentally taxing in unexpected ways. Notoriously emotionally difficult. At the end of the day you're high on all those exercise induced brain chemicals, but there are huge crashes too. Especially since the job is something of an exercise in seeing just how much physical discomfort and frustration you can tolerate. Crying on the job is normal (last season I cried on the block for the first time about two weeks to the end, and was high fived for hitting that milestone and told by the folks I was talking to that their first time was day one).

Point is, weird emotional day. On the verge of crying and I have nothing concrete wrong beyond a vague sense of not belonging here. I had a great night, I was able to be much more social than I normally am and was happy about it. Great conversations. There's a rookie who likes to ask me a lot about the job and my technique and it is very flattering. The bonfire was lovely and the northern lights were beautiful. I'm doing really well for the beginning of the season. I have no good reason to be upset but if someone asks me if I'm ok I will immediately burst into tears guaranteed.

[apollo-zero-one]

Man I can't believe I had the chance to go to a performing arts school up through middle school and I fuckin quit after 6 months just because I got bullied. BRO YOUR HOMEWORK WAS POETRY!! YOU HAD TO PRACTICE DANCING TO COTTON EYE JOE AS YOUR BIG UNIT TEST. GYM CLASS HAD A CIRCUS UNIT!! YOU HAD A WHOLE DAILY CLASS ON IMPROV!!! YOU FOOL!! YOU ABSOLUTE IMBICILE!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN A YOUTUBER!!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN ONE OF THOSE TWEENAGERS GETTING LOADED BY MAKING SHITTY YOUTUBE SHORTS IN 2008-14!! But noooOoooOOOoo little miss Noellie (who WANTED TO GO!! who worked SO HARD and sent in an application essay and did an INTERVIEW to get in!!) couldn't handle disruptive classmates or little scuffles and petty grudges and general Attitude of the other students and cried to mommy to put her back in public school. I am EATING MY HAIR over what Could Have Been. I COULD BE SOMEONE'S ANNOYING YOUTUBER!! I could be a DISGRACED DISNEY CHANNEL STAR!! I could be an America's Got Talent winner! A mild to moderately successful comedian! I could be making short films!! But no no no precious thin skinned baby me heard a few new cus words and watched a teacher get heckled and begged to give up The Dream in favor of?? Quiet math tests?? I am such a fucking quitter I quit everything the second it gets too hard I always take the out as soon as it's offered what's my fucking damage.....

[todayisafridaynight]

grabbing the ichi plush by the neck and death gripping it like 'good things are to come its all going to be ok good things are to come' like its a lucky amulet

[thetimelordbatgirl]

Me and friend watched ZOMBIES shorts finally and....they crazy as fuck....but a funny kind of crazy.

[tvugly]

sigh

[verbjectives]

Anyone have any good resources on indoor gardening? My apartment doesn't have a balcony or patio but I want to grow things

[biology-geology-beaches-india]

TSRNOSS. Page 304.

[the-party-collective]

Checked out a book on local region mushrooms.

And yes I understand why there's like 75 pages dedicated to safety from both mushroom and non mushroom related hazards and yes I will read all that but I'm not reading to put this knowledge into use beyond knowing what weird little guys I spot in the backyard.

O mushroom book get to the mushroom part already

[doxiedreg]

Im going through it so hard but I'll survive I prommy *I'm facedown on the floor and burning*